This is a Long One, Folks~

A couple of thoughts today, so excuse me if things seem a little frazzled.

If you're a long time reader, you'd know how important my friends are to me. They play one of the biggest roles in my life. I'm the kind of friend that'll help them through their problems for hours, kill whoever makes them upset in the littlest bit, and just generally love them when they feel all alone in the world ♥. I can't really explain why, but I just love people, especially my friends and family (eh... but I don't know about my sister... lol jk xD).
Anyways, the other day, I was going onto the subway train to go home. As I was going up the stairs to the train, I saw that it was about to leave, so of course, everyone rushed up the stairs to get on before the doors closed. When we all go into the train, Nairb did a head count, and at the last moment, when the doors closed, we saw that one of my friends didn't make it on Dx. For me, it was just like "Eh, whateverr~" because I'm just not close enough to him to really care XD;; //mean. Nairb, on the other hand, felt differently about it, and was like "I gotta get off the train and meet up with him at the next platform!" Obviously, it kind of upsetted me because I don't get to see Nairb often during school, so the subway ride is like my moment, ya know? Haha, but the strange part is, I wasn't mad or anything. I actually admired him for ditching me for his friend! Aha, plus, I think his face looked really cute when he was debating on staying with me or going. I don't know, he just looked so conflicted XD. Or at least, I think that's what was going on his mind :P. Anyways, I admire his devotion to his friend :O. It's really quite similar to mine. Reminds me of this one time when I got off the train (away from all my friends) to help stupid Aladdin take his sister home because he couldn't. BUT. His stoofid sister ended up finding somebody else, and didn't even bother to come meet me up to apologize to my face. She actually didn't apologize at all :V. That kinda pisses me off because I was planning on having a fun shopping day with BB and my other friend. LOL. But it was for Aladdin, my friend, so there's no helping it. LOOL. Yea, I can't say that with a straight face. "Aladdin, my friend". XD. Idk, it's like he's a close friend now, after all the shit he's  put me through we've been through, but it's just weird to say it. ANYWAYS, back to the topic of me admiring Nairb's devotion to his friends. (I swear, I get so off topic, I bet some of ya will get annoyed xD). I dont know. After yesterday, I think I like him twice as much as before :O. Because, people always say "Oh, pals before gals" or "chicks before dicks"  (whatever the case may be), but you never know if people ever really mean it. I mean, I feel like my friends are one of the most important things to me in the world, but I cant honestly say where I haven't put my boyfriend before them in some cases (but my excuse to that is a boyfriend is technically a friend as well. XDD. LOL So i was very conflicted as to what to do ;A; ). But seeing Nairb dash off the train showed he really cares about the people around him. It's quite beautiful :'). I really don't want to have special treatment placed on to me because I don't see how your girlfriend/boyfriend should have such a signficant difference in your heart compared to your friends.

My time after the subway ride home though was amazingg!! Eui-chan gave me a $10 gift card to an Asian backery nearby where I live, and I was totally craving cake! I must say, Asian cakes are really quite delicious!! I don't remember if I've shared this before, but when it comes to cake, I can be totally shallow. I only like to eat cakes that are pretty xD. I can't really say what I consider "pretty" for cakes, but I get so happy when I see really pretty cakes. I don't know why :O. And once I'm done fawning over this really adorable cake, I have to eat it. It seems kinda cruel and weird, and I can't really explain it. Oh, but anyways, my birthday was like two months ago, and I haven't spend a single bit of my gift card. Plus, I was really craving some cake at that moment! So BB and I went to go to the backer, and ordered some cake ♥♥. However, Asian backeries can be kinda stupid sometimes, so I apparently had to spend the gift card all at once. The thing is the cake there only costs $1 each (the tiny, pretty indvidual slices), or at the most $3. Haha, so BB and I both at like 3 or 4 cake slices. It was crazy! Man, was I stuffed after wards. I was really happy though Cx. Haha, this isn't really too significant, but I mentioned it because I totally want to share the pictures of the cake with youu. xD

It was just the two of us, BB and I, so when we ordered so many cakes, the lady gave us the funniest look. XD. I couldn't help but burst out laughing. But Asian people, my god! Even after thinking it was crazy for ordering so many cakes, she made me buy an extra one just because she didn't want to give me 30 cent change from my stupid gift card thing!! Haha, them asian folks be trying to squeeze as much as they can outta ya. Oh, now personally though, I don't find these cakes to be magnificently pretty, but enough to please me. You should see the cakes at bakeries a little more expensive, like Paris Baguette Cx. UMPH. Them cakes are so cuute that I just want to die a happy death there. LOL.

OH! Now this next part is going to be about Aladdin. OMG. I don't know why (probably because of mother nature's uterus punch this month), but Aladdin has been annoying me so much this week!! It's like, he keeps telling me my blog sounds "phony" and I'm too much of a fangirl. And he's making all these little comments about it that just don't sound too positive. I really want to slap him in the face sometimes. Which reminds me, I kinda did that to Nairb today. slap him in the face. It was actually kinda funny. Luckily, he's a nice person, and wasn't too sore about it ;w;. I totally slapped him for no reason and totally on impulse just for a stupid comment he made. I feel really bad about it xD;;. Anywayss, back to my annoyance of Aladdin. I know if he were to read this, he'd be totally cheering about how I wrote a whole paragraph about him. Totally a lousy guy :V. I feel quite conflicted about Aladdin though. He's actually not a bad person, and I have fun talking to him. Sometimes, it feels like we're going through the same thing, and I can talk to him about it. Other times though, he blows everything out of proportion, and pisses me the hell off. XD. So he's not a bad guy, and I feel like he'll be one of those geeks that'll be all set in life later on. It's just he has so many flaws that irritate me. LOL. I'm totally going to smack him in the face one day though. Just watch xD.

Anyways, all I've been doing really is talking about my friends. What about me?! Haha, so lately, I've been reading this book called, Catcher in the Rye for school. It's about this teenage kid around my age who's afraid of growing up. The book is written in this kid's point of view, and he talks in a lot of slang. When I re-read this blog, I feel like I totally sound like him a little bit (with different kind of wording). But generally, his way of speaking is kind of scatterbrained and sentence structures are kinda all over the place. And it's like he's saying stuff that seems very literal, but under neath it, you can usually find a different meaning. I'm not really saying to look too deep into my writing because I don't think I say much that should be taken with a different meaning, but I just personally feel like it's cool that I sort of sound like the main character from the book. It's like teenagers now don't really differed from like sixty years ago. Haha, sounds kind of lame, but I find it interesting. xD. A lot of my classmates are hating on the book, but I actually kind of like it. You really have to try to understand what the main character's thinking, and about all the things that's going on in his mind. I've kinda grown to really like psychology (might just be that passion I've been looking for!), so I guess for me, all this analyzing is fun xD.