I Don't Won't It All to End.

I had my graduation.

However.... even though I graduated... it doesn't feel like things have ended yet. There's still a faint thought nagging in the back of my mind telling me that it has. That... it's only a matter of time before I will be going to high school, and making new friends. My dad tells me that middle school friends are only a passing memory; a group of people that will not be with you forever like promised. It's high school friends that matter, he says. But... high school is four years. one more year than middle school. I don't see the difference. Why isn't middle school friends just as important?

I LOVE my middle school friends to death. I can't picture being without them. I have a habit of growing very close to people, so having to leave them after being with them for three years is just so heartbreaking.

It's still pretty early though, so we're all still one big gang xD. LOL.

Since school is finally over, we're taking every chance to hang out with each other! I have a feeling everyone is trying to grasp onto our friendships because plans and events are booming all over the place. In a way, it kind of makes the whole thing more upsetting. Before, we used to be go out every once in awhile; never in a rush to be together because it seemed like forever before we'd have to separate. Now, it's as if the impact of the whole situation has just dawned upon everyone.

Yesterday I went to Ken's house with a bunch of other friends. There was me, one other girl, and five other males (Ken, Willy, Ronny, Gleek-kun, and one other). At some point, the girl had to leave. It was just me and five boys. It was WEIRD. But I have a boyfriend, so I'm safe <3. LOL. But nah, I'm just kidding. All of them are really nice. They wouldn't do anything.

Today I'm going to the movies with like a bunch of people. 

Sometime next week I'm going to have a scary movie fest at Choco-chan's house with a bunch of girls. hope we don't annoy the neighbors with our loud and girly screams XD.

And next Saturday, I'm going to make pasta with Luchia-chan.

I already have an event planned for August too (gonna go to the beach x3. hell yea~!)

everyone wants to be with everyone. we're all acting as if we'll never get the chance to see each other again after this summer. and it makes me wonder... if it's true.

I am feeling sense of sentimentality today. Everyone says we'll stay in touch... except I can't help but have this feeling -a tiny feeling- that.... it's only a foolish dream to believe that all of us will stay in touch. I hope I can stay in touch with a few of them though.
IMA MISS ALL MY FRIENDS. WHUY DOES IT HAVE TO BE THIS WAY?

Oh Shnap, Time Flies!

Haven't been posting that often lately. I guess... it's because well, life is pretty good lately. Every day, the entire day, I'm having fun. I'm happy. There's just so much I could share with you, so much that's been packed into one day, that .... I just don't know how to blog about it.


I finally found some time to sit down and think, so I'ma blog >D. Been so busy lately with my Regents Exams coming up and graduation and not to mention Prom! >___<"

Time flies by so fast! I didn't realize prom was in just two weeks until Choco-chan brought it up the other day. It felt like I had so much time before it'd happen, but it's here. Oh, it's here alright O~O;;! I have the dress and the shoes. And I would love to take a picture of it to show you people, however, I'd still like to keep it a semi-surprise for my friends (a lot of them read my blog, so it's not safe to post a picture or two xD). I'll definitely take pictures of it, and show you guys afterwards! (not sure if I'll take a pic with me in it, or not xD;;).
But forget about the dress and shoes for now, I still don't know what I'm going to do with my hair or my face! The hardest part of it all >~<. LOL I mean, sure, people look at the outfit, but after awhile, they start to focus on the face more. The face is what's important. That's what everyone looks at in the end. Err- I'm thinking about going to a salon and having them do it professionally for me xD. Not sure what I want though :T.

No date to prom ^ ^;. No one has officially asked me at least. I don't really like anyone in particular either, so it's not like I can ask anyone. Yea, I believe that it's okay for the girl to ask the boy out. I mean boys take too long, and I'm very impatient xD. LOL so if I really like the guy than I don't see any point in keeping it a secret. Nothing'll happen unless I or him say something. And it's not like boys my age gots the guts to say anything, so who else is left to make the first move? The girl, that's who. xP. Haha, but I don't like anyone, so there's really no point.
I already declared that I'm going to prom with Nyu-san though ^3^ since she's meh hubby~. ♥♥♥. (you know, I found out I had four hubbies @____@. Nyu-san. Luchia-chan. Timmy. And Setsuna. Damn, when'd I become a polygamist? XD;;)
A bunch of people were joking around about me going with Timmy. To be honest, I really wouldn't mind. Timmy is a great guy :D. But it wouldn't mean anything special to me since I'm not interested in him that way ^ ^;;.

LOL at lunch, it was quite funny though. Since prom is coming up soon, everyone is poking fun at all the couple rumors. Like Luka-chan and Willy (some guy who's rumored to like Luka >w<). Har har, I think these two make a pretty good duo. However, I prefer Willy x Jay !! ♥♥. LOL two males, but they're just so cute together >w<. They're such close best friends that it's quite adorable :D. But meh stupid son, Ronny, decided to bud in on my second fav pairing. Now it's a love triangle where Willy likes Ronny. And Jay likes Ronny. And Ronny takes them both. He's quite greedy if you ask me, since he already has a girlfriend (I'ma call her Coconut, with a lack of a better nickname to give XD) !!
Sigh ;A; so my Willy x Jay pairing is dying. Which I refuse to accept. So I'll go smack Ronny later xP.

However, my most favorite pairing of all is Timmy x Angela !!!
kyaaa~. Those two are just so cute together >w<. And with this said, despite me being cool with going to prom with Timmy, I'd have to reject! Because Timmy has to go with Angela, no questions about it.

..............
yea, I'ma shut up now. Since my non-classmate readers have probably gotten bored with my insane rambling about weird fan pairings with my classmates XD;;.


Anyways, I'm going to my weirdass middle school prom on June 6th. I have no idea how I'ma pretty myself up at this moment. I'm kinda freaking/stressing out since I have a High School Class Placement test the very next day. And my Science Lab Regents the day after that xO.
And I have no date (since Nyu-san has rejected my desire to take her to prom TT___TT //heartbroken

Hm... this'll end up for an interesting event, I suppose ^ ^;;.

Stay tuned to see my post about it xD. (probably won't post until the Saturday of that week because I can't come home at 10 or 11 pm from prom, blog, and still get enough sleep for my test! Dx)