A Penny for My Thoughts

 

 Haha, so today is Ronny and I's one week anniversary. We didn't celebrate or do anything special. According to Ronny everyday is our anniversary x3. In all honesty, one week is really nothing to celebrate about. It's more of one month or year anniversaries that are nice because I think that is a long enough time to actual celebrate about xD.

Hmm... but I suppose even after one week, I still have thoughts about how I feel and whatnot~. Yea, I don't talk about my feelings very often, do I? xD. //feeding the fans. LOL <3.

note: was just thinking of a couple name for us. LOL. and what I came up with was Pinmi. Sounds like "pin me". LMAO. that's dirty xD. ("Pin" from his nickname of Pineapple. "Mi" from Emiko.) Haha, but if you wanna use Ronny. Than it'd be Ronko. LMAO let's conclude with saying we just don't have good names to combine

Anyways~, we've been dating for an official one week as of now :3. And I hope we continue to date. (this is good sign xD //derp).

Ronny is very good to me though~. All those who keep telling me that they'll kill him if he hurts me doesn't have to worry xD. I mean he really tries his best to make me happy :). And he's willing to do anything for me. That's just like incredible. I'm like crazy as hell, and he has the will to go along with it all. You know how incredible that is?! I mean to find someone who supports whatever I want to do despite how insane it sounds. I love how he cares so much for me too. Always worrying about me, and making sure I'm okay. I love knowing that he'll always be there for me.

I mean my friends are always there for me too, and I rant to them about every lil' issue I have all the time. My friends are just always there to catch me, you know? But with Ronny it's a bit of a different feeling... he's always there for me like my friends are. However, when I'm with Ronny I can just lean on his shoulder and actually think. I don't have to say a word or explain a single thing. He'll just let me be, and hold my hand for reassurance. He's surprisingly comforting xD. Ronny makes me happy :). He's so incredibly sweet too! Always telling me the nicest things... even when I know it's so totally bullsh*t. //it's the thought of trying that counts :'D. LOL.

When we're together though, we don't talk much. Ronny and I mostly talk online xD. (LOL IM-ing ftw <3). At least we have some form of communication though :'D. The only time I really ever remember us talking an actual lengthy conversation is when we're by ourselves. Otherwise, I'm always interrupted by someone ._____. like... I really think there's such a thing as too many friends. LOL. I remember someone telling me that once. It's sometimes hard to talk to me because I'm always like surrounded by people. Dunno why, but I realized I am xD. But that's okay~, friends are good ^___^. And they're just curious. I mean, I bug couples all the time too C: tee hee~.  Anyways, I'm quite fine with how things are though. By the way I described it, you'd think we'd have bad communication... but we don't xD. LOL. I think we understand each other pretty well ^__^b. We're very open with each other :)

I'm a bad girlfriend though ^ ^;;. I like totally enslave him all the time. And tease about his "fluffy"-ness (I shouldn't be talking too! because I'm heavier than him D; like wtfuu~). Even though he's valedictorian, I still call him stupid and a dumbass ^ ^;. Also, I feel like I'm hogging him away from his friends ;A;. He's always around me, and like doesn't get to spend time with his friends because of that D: which must suck for his friends and him. Like ai ya~. I should be better towards him Dx. Hopefully, I'm not all bad though ;A; ?  I don't know for sure though~. I mean it's not like I can give a honest opinion about myself because I can't look at myself from another person's point of view. Sigh~ .___.

All in all though, things are going well though :) or at least, I believe/hope they are xD;;. Everyone says we make a cute couple; which makes me happy ^__^. At first, I thought everyone would reject us as a couple ^ ^;;. Just thought people would~. (people have this strange tendency to not be able to share me xD;;). I admit it is kind of embarrassing when someone asks about us... but it's a nice kind of embarrass-feeling. It makes me feel happy that I can say yes whenever someones asks if he's mine <3.

And since Ronny reads my blog (like the total creep he is xD), I'll just leave this picture for him:

found out: http://alchemyotaku17.deviantart.com/art/This-is-Love-148816474

ps. yea, we both have a thing for rainbows xD.
and like damn, even though it rained today, I forgot to look out the window for the rainbows ;A;.

Happy one week anniversary, good lookin' <3 ;D

It's Not Sunday. I know! xD;;

Before I start, I know today is Monday, and not Sunday. I am terribly sorry that I am late, and wasn't able to keep my promise. I didn't plan to go out on Sunday... but I did. LOL. Then, I came home, and had to do homework, so I had like no time to blog on Sunday. And gosh, I can't believe how many people read my blog xD. I went to school, and like everyone was complaining about how I didn't blog on Sunday. I got a few comments on my previous post too. LOL I feel so loved <3!!
Anyways, you probably don't want to hear me rant on about how I didn't post, and want me to actually post something exciting, eh? XD Ha, so I'll get into the story now!

Just want to start out with saying that Ronny is a thief!
He has taken the position of my first boyfriend. Has robbed my first date. And has stolen my first kiss.

That's right. You read correctly. Haha, and I bet you expect me to explain all this, hmm~? ;D.

Well, I have specially written posts about every juicy detail. <3~. Just scroll down to the previous posts. I have posted them in a way chronological order. Meaning, the post before this one should be about prom; which is where things technically started.

(things officially started between Ronny and I on Jun 5th. Most people thought it was on the day of prom.)

....I just hope that Ronny won't kill me for spilling everything.... ^ ^;;.

note: most information about to be shared is majorly dealing with Ronny because he's like uh, the major thing happening in my life right now XD.

I mean there are a few other major things (like me getting kissed on the cheek by both X-chan and Choco-chan. *fangirl squeal. I practically like died of happiness. and like my life is complete <3. //no homo xD). However, I'm sure you people are craving for the details on the mushy-lovey-dovey stuff in my life right now since ..well people like this kinda stuff for some reason XD.

ps. there are a total of three posts; not including this one. So keep reading until you get up to the post "How was your day?" :3

Finally! Prom~

Okay, I'ma start by first saying that prom was...AMAZING. LOL I shall start from beginning to end :3.

Getting ready for prom was a pain in the ass! Like omg, I practically died! I timed everything perfectly, so that I would be ready in time. However, a change in plans suddenly happened last minute. Luchia-chan wanted Choco-chan and I to do our nails at her house. LOL I love going to Luchia-chan's house (because she has an awesome living space x3), so I said yes :D. However, I liked staying at her place a lil' too much, so I ended up being late ;A;. By the time we went to the salon to do our hair, we only had an hour left. The salon, by the way, was very nice. I think I might go there again xD. LOL it was a Korean salon, and the person didn't speak English very well. However, I like how they did good work, fast ^__^b. I mean, it did take them like 40 minutes, but I guess for hair, that's pretty good time. The first place I went to said they'd take a whole hour or more for like $60! I was like "fuck that," and went someplace else xD. After we got our hair done, I went to this ADORABLE clothing shop nearby (which I shall also go back to one day <3), and bought myself a cardigan. Haha, my dress was spaghetti strapped, and like.... >________> I needed to cover up. So I bought a cardigan because I don't have that kind of girly clothing on hand xP. It cost me only $15 :) which was much better than the starting price of $21. LOL I love on sale stuff <3.

Anyways, by the time I got home, I only had like 20 minutes left @____@. Getting to the point, I ended up leaving a half hour later than plan OTL like damn. Way before prom started, I joked about arriving "fashionably late" like you see in the movies, but we thought it best to go on time. However, we ended up late anyways xP. They had to take attendance and food orders, so us arriving late was a bad idea x___x. BUT ! Being the awesome me, everything turned out swell 8D. LOL. We did arrive like in the movies. IT WAS EPIC! Like fuck yea!! >D. My group of friends at school is like real tight with each other, and after being around for three years, everyone knows us xD. So when all us bad-ass and beautiful ladies walked in together, everyone's mouths just dropped to the floor x3. It's no joke~. Haha, and then for some reason, everyone came up and hugged us. LOL It was like "Yay~! You're here *hugs*." It was weird because I was hugging people left and right. And like, two random guys I'm not really close to started hugging me. I was just like "WTF is going on?" LOL So hell yea! Unintentionally arriving "fashionably late" actually worked 8D. However, I do not suggest you to do that~. It seems really lame if you do it on purpose xP.

Since we arrived late, all the seats were like taken. However, thanks to my charming date, I was saved a seat <3. LOL He was really gentleman like by pulling out my chair for me and pouring my drink. It was cute ^____^. I told like my group of friends that I was going with him, but he didn't tell any of his. Haha, so when I was late, everyone thought he was lying about his "surprise date" XD.

Oh wait! Stopppp! I don't think I told you who my date was yet o__o. Okay, so this'll sound funny, but.. my date was meh son 8D. LOL.. incest xP. Don't worry though! I didn't leave Luchia-chan to die by herself. She ended up going with Nyu-san. Which like totally broke my heart because I wanted to go with Nyu-san D':

At the prom, Ronny and I was doing a crazy crap load of stuff together! I swear, the two of us would probably be rated the most corniest couple of all couples xD. Honestly, we were just stealing a bunch of stuff we've seen from movies x3.

We were feeding each other the food that was served at prom 8D. Corny activity #1 ♥.

LOL This started because I fed him our appetizer of salad. To be honest, I don't like eating salad. Even if it was "special prom salad", I still didn't want to eat it. So I fed it to Ronny xD //so mean. However, my plan back fired, and he started feeding me back salad too OTL. damn. xD. Then skipping all the way to the desert part, we were served cake. I fed him some of that too 8D. And everyone took pictures of us. LOL And all the other couples copied us! X-chan and Ken... (yea, I'll call him Ken xD), fed each other cake. And the plunger couple (yup, that's their name 8D), fed each other cake too. Tee hee, Ronny and I are such leaders >w<. lol jk xD. Anyways, feeding someone is fun 8D. ...just saying xD.

We were also served soda at the prom as well 8D. lol I like soda xD. It was fun, so everyone kept doing cheers. However, we didn't know what to cheer too, so we just kept knocking our glasses together. LOL XD. we're lame. I know.

At some point, Ronny suggest we drink our soda with our arms intertwined with each other. LOL. Totally movie based. Anyways, Corny activity #2 

 Nyu-san kept poking fun at how only couples getting married drink their glasses like that xP. It was fun though. LOL when we first did it, no one saw. Then, someone came along, and was like "Ohmigosh, do it again so I can take a picture!" To be nice, we drank with our arms crosses again. However, more and more people came, and for some god damn reason, they didn't come all at the same time. So by the time everyone was finished with all the pictures, our glasses were practically empty. And they started out full xP.

Besides cake, there was also cookies 8D. LOL I LOVE COOKIES ♥!! And since I'm a total Ouran High School fan, I pulled a Hikaru !! Oh ho ho~ <3 ;D.
Corny activity #3 ~

Ronny and I shared cookies >w<. Just like how Hikaru did so in the gif above. (Which was found here: http://azu-zelda.deviantart.com/art/ouran-high-school-host-club-141438246 ). Of course, I was able to look as seductively hot as Hikaru did <3. LOL and now that I look at this again, I should've totally held his chin. It adds to the affect <3. Haha, this I totally suggest doing. It's fun 8D... and sexy x3... when Hikaru does it at least xD. oh ho ho~. The same thing happened for the cookie scene though. Everyone wanted to take pictures, so I ate like 10 cookies @___@. I was so full, that poor Timmy couldn't get a picture since I couldn't eat another bite xD.

We also took many funny pictures together too! LOL I can't show you those though xD;; sorry~. It was really cool though. There was like this mini photo station with all these cute little props. It was a hella fun putting on cat ears and scarves and stuff. It was great 8D.

Anyways, enough about the couple stuff xP. Let's get to the part about the dancing. LOL And let me start with this, I CANT DANCE FOR LIFE XD. rofl. Davu~ (one of the random guys who hugged me when I walked in xP), kept telling me to dance. For some strange reason, he thinks I know how to dance. Pfft, boy is he blind? xP. Nonetheless, I came to prom to have fun, so I danced away the night~. I danced with like everyone @___@. with X-chan, Luka-chan, Rin-chan, Pari-chan, Choco-chan, Luchia-chan, and like a whole shit load of other people who I don't feel like giving nicknames to xD. Dancing is fun 8D even when you suck at it. At some point, Ronny and I had a dance couple war with Ken and X-chan. We just kept dancing and dancing, and bumping into each other, and it was crazy 8D. Oh, my friends and i came up with dance move called "The Pigeon" and "The Undertaker". I can't really show you what it is, but LOL by the names, you can tell it's kinda stupid xD.

Oh, but I had to leave half an hour before the prom ended D; it sucked. Haha, before I left though, everyone forced Ronny to kiss meh... cheek. LOL yea, just the cheek <3. His uh, labios (can't say it in English. too awkward XD), were like cold and thin. Haha, I could feel a tingly feeling from where he kissed for the entire night ^///^. And when everyone was walking away, I snuck up behind him, and kissed him on the cheek too. LOL because it seemed right 8D. LOL. //lame reason.

And then I rode home in meh car with Nyu-san. Oh ho~ had her all to myself ;D. lmfao <3.

Prom was amazing though. One of my greatest nights <3. LOL Sounds corny, but in my fourteen years of living thus far, it is true 8D. LOL.

I kiss and tell like a boss~ xD

Anyways, on Saturday, I went on my first date with him~. To be honest, it was my first date with anyone in general. LOL. so yea, Ronny's my first. ...why does that sound off when I'm talking about an actual guy here? xD;;. Anyways, it was a lot of fun. ah ha hah~~.
Yea, warning to all of you, I SUCK at talking about like romantic details, so if anything sounds off or awkward at all... you know why xD.

It was awkward when we first met up, but with my chatter box mouth, it was easy to start something up 8D. Haha, I talked about my new friend from high school (which I shall explain later!). Anyways, the point of our date was to eat lunch together. However, we had like no idea where to go xD. And we weren't hungry either. LOL so we walked around. Eventually, Ronny had a sudden idea of where to go, so he started leading me there. I had no idea where we were going at all. Haha, so I just followed, hoping he knew what he was doing. LOL. We ended up going to some far away park in like the middle of nowhere!! One the way I found a quarter :> and it was shiny. tee hee~. Anyways, back to topic! The park was pretty private since not many people were there. Haha, we played on the swings 8D. And went on the slides. LOL We didn't do much though because I was tired from the massive walking we had to do >___<". ...well not really xD, haha, I honestly wasn't that tired. but I needed an excuse to like ...lean on him. LOL. saw it in a book once :3. Anyways, after awhile, we left because we got hungry. And like, we went to go eat at a bakery :D... due to lack of a better idea of where to eat orz. It was very adorable though. Ronny ate some kind of bread that would crumble with every bite he took. Haha, it was very cute how crumbs kept getting all over his face and he tried to hide it xD. It reminded me of a little kid, and like my inner pedo came out >w<. LOL. (psst. and a lil' secret. Choco-chan is learnin' from meh~. she's startin' to think dirty ;D. ufuf~ she said I should've "licked it off" for him. LOL <3. meh lil' Choco-chan is growing up~ ^w^). *cough. Then we walked to one of those school parks nearby. The whole time together, we were holding hands and what not. .. because like you know, it's fun? XD. IDK. LOL. When we walked into the park though, somebody from our school saw us, and was teasing us. It was embarrassing. LOL. And then after, Nyu-san came to pick me up to do my pinata project (which I shall also talk about later too). However, X-chan wasn't there with us today. So later, Ronny came to our rescue, and helped give us an extra hand with our pinata :D. LOL. And during some point, Luchia-chan came over to Nyu-san's house to make a quick visit. And for like some STRANGE as fuck reason, Nyu-san turned off the lights, and closed the door to the room we were working on our pinata in. For some reason, she didn't want Luchia-chan to know we were there...o.O;;. LOL But don't worry! I am not that adventurous, so nothing happened xD. I know that certain types of people would totally take advantage of that moment, but like... I'm a gutless potato sometimes ^ ^;;. I mean, I can't lie. I did like... think about it. LOL xD. But like I said, I'm a gutless potato xP. Kissing is scary though. That's like... super intimate, physical contact @___@. Haha, so Ronny and I just sat there together in silence for like an hour xP. LOL we have a real habit of cuddling though 8D. LOL so there's the mushy action part for you, people xD. I find it funny that Ronny likes touching my hair. I can understand though... since I like touching it too xD LOL. My hair is nice and soft <3. oh ho~, that's right. I know you're jelly of my hair~ ;D. We slipped, and banged against the wall by accident at some point. When Nyu-san got Luchia-chan out, she kept asking us all these weird questions that implied terrible things xD;;. Also, Nyu-san suggested that Ronny and I try canoodling.

canoodling: Kiss and cuddle amorously

LOL basically, cuddling and kissing at the same time. Sigh. Nyu-san is so awkward. But at least this way, you have learned a new word 8D. Haha, not many people know about this word for some reason :3. Not many of my friends that is xD;. Canoodling sounds uh, nice... it is a rather suggested activity if you happen to have a boyfriend/girlfriend. But I don't know if I'm ready for that yet ^ ^;;. LOL. I'm not ready for a lot of things xD.

Anyways, eventually, it was time to leave, and Ronny walked me home. ^____^ he's nice like that <3.

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Ah~, and since I'm too damn lazy to start up a new post, I'ma just continue to the next in this one~. Sunday, I had to go to Nyu-san's house again to work on the project. We were able to finish today~ :D. Ronny came over to help again. He's sweet like that <3. (or just hoping for another "stuck in a dark room with you" moment again. LOL he's a perv like that too xD). This time, Luchia-chan and her sister, Lucky, came too :D. However, they were there for more of entertainment than "help" XD. By the time Luchia-chan came, we were done with the project. After cleaning up, we went to go eat lunch. LOL. we went to go eat Chinese food <3. All of us being Chinese had nothing to do with it ^__^. ...but seriously, it really didn't xD. we were just looking for some cheap and yummy food. LOL. We talked about various things. We talked about how I can't speak Chinese. how I don't eat all my veggies. how I once got hit on while buying milk. and how I used to accidently kick guys in the wrong places. Yea... I have too many stories to tell XD.  Eventually, we met up with X-chan and Choco-chan! We met up at a different park (yea, lots of parks in New York xP). There we saw an old friend, and found out he smokes! Like total "Holy shit, no, he didn't," kind of thing! I'll call him Fufu (LOL was something we'd call him before xD). It was just really surprising to see that he is now a smoker though. I mean mostly because of how young we are. And like I mean,I knew he was stupid (LOL //mean), but I didn't think he was that stupid. Smoking is stupid. And like Fufu's face is ruined because of it. So NEVER smoke, people. Don't even try it. =__= that shit is crazy.

Anyways, eventually, we started playing this game. It's where you throw this volleyball at a person, and if they drop it then they have to do a dare. ...that game was so directed towards my weakness = =. everyone knows I can't catch for life
Choco-chan though, dropped the ball a few times as well >D. It was like total revenge time <3. LOL I made her lie on the floor face-down. And a few other things.. x3.
Then.... next thing you know, I dropped the ball too D; like fuu*. I dropped it twice. LOL However, they only made me do the same things Ronny had to do to me. Kiss his cheek and neck. He took the kissing the neck thing better than I did though. I giggled xD. haha.
The game went on for awhile. We were like playing as if it was for our lives. Totally focusing, and trying our best to catch the ball. I was so scared about the dares. X-chan and Choco-chan kept having us do weird stuff >__<. Like total pervs. I swear there's a word for people who likes seeing other people kiss and stuff. It starts with like an "L" or something xP.
And when Ronny dropped the ball again (xD)...X-chan decided to play cruel =__=. She had us kiss mouth to mouth. Like oh gawd! >///////<. We did... and like... I don't know what to say xD;;. I have like nothing to compare it too... because it was my ...my uh, first kiss >////////////////////////<;;;. Ai ya~. I wasn't exactly planning for it to be taken away for a dare~. Like you know, was totally picturing the guy to  have a pony and like .... LOL JK <3. Haha, but yea. I guess you could say it was nice ^///^.
yea... I don't know if I'm supposed to be sharing this. . . but like uh, oh well? xD.

OH! At some point this creepy 20 yr old guy came up to us and decided that he would join our game. And it was like fucking scary. So I was like, "Oh, I have to go home now!" And we all tried to casually leave. The guy lifted his hand up, and I thought he wanted like a handshake or a high five or something. So I did. but then he did that weird thing people do where you high five, grab the person's hand, and side hug. I uh, went along with it because I thought he was just being friendly. He did that to everyone... except Ronny. Then when we grabbed all our stuff, we thought he'd leave. But he didn't O___O. He asked if he could gives us all a hug. I assumed it to be like a goodbye thing. He seemed... mentally challenged, so I thought he was just being super friendly. My cousin is mentally challenged, and he makes weird requests of people and stuff too, so I thought it was okay. I WAS SO WRONG. He hugged us all... .except for Ronny. So you could totally tell this guy was preying on us girls =___________=. He was telling us we were like beautiful, and asking for our ages. It was creepy! He even walked after us, and tried to like talk to us. And it was creepy TT^TT. I just kept walking. All I could think was "fuck. fuck. fuck. get the fuck outta here. fuck!!" (excuse my French xP). I was panicking like crazy on the inside.
I was so scared.... like that's never happened to me before. The very moment we were outta there, I totally like clutched onto Ronny as if he was my life line or something. I... I don't know, but I was scared. Nothing terribly bad happened, but it really freaked me out. I held onto Ronny the whole way home. I think I worried him :(

Sigh... it's not the best fun to have to deal with your first kiss and your first predator-alert experience at the same time. It's just too much xP. What do they call this kind of thing? Pretty girl problems? LOL. I now understand that xD. I mean, sure it's nice being pretty.... but I don't like being preyed on ;A;.
and like, I'm not even pretty TT^TT. Just average xP.
I think he was more after Choco-chan and X-chan. Now those are some sexy gals right there ;D.

but seriously speaking, that was a scary experience. I won't be going to that park for a long time... ^ ^;.

.....yea.....I'm a total "kiss and tell" type of person ^ ^;....
(poor Ronny...xD;;)

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on a side note, X-chan and Choco-chan made me count how many times Ronny and I have kissed.
I counted. and it was a total of __ times. LOL do you really think I'd tell you? XD. I don't tell that much. Sorry, folks ;D.
I'll just say the number is above 1. xD.

How was your day?

I don't know why, but people have a tendency of asking that question. I mean like gosh, I already lived today once. No need to try and relive it. However, today was especially fun, so I think I shall relish in the memory of today's events~
*was written in chronological order <3

I was my school's awards ceremony. I won 5 awards. I'm so pro. LOL. <3. something to do with leadership, another about citizenship, one for just being smart in general (lol xD), and the highest achievement award in English (meaning I'm like the best in English?). Haha, the English award I got was a total fluke though. I mean someone like Choco-chan or Luka-chan or someone should have gotten that award. They use much more advanced vocabulary and figurative language in their writings than I do. LOL My writing sounds like it came from a total elementary schooler xD. Haha, so let's list my awards down to four because I don't count the English award (they must've made some kind of error). I also won first place in the science fair 8D. LOL that was pretty cool. I won first place last year too. So two years in a row <3. That's pretty badass. Oh, but what's even more badass than me is that Choco-chan won first place in the overall school!! Like YAY! :D Go Choco-chan!!

Ronny won like a million awards though, and is the valedictorian. =_________= damn, my boyfriend is smarter than me by a thousand miles! //shame OTL. I should be equal intelligence or greater ^__^b. haha jk. I'm honestly really proud of him x3. He's really book smart :D.

My dad saw Ronny for the first time at the ceremony... didn't say anything about it when I saw him later.... that kinda freaks me out... hopefully, nothing is the matter though xD;.

Rin-chan won saludictorian (kind of like second place to valedvictorian)!! :D so that was pretty cool~ too.  Very impressive. Choco-chan was in third place :D (they should really have a name for that too! >O It's a great achievement too!) Rin-chan beat Choco-chan by like 0.25% on the grade averages xD;;.

I left school early since it was a half day. Very happy about that <3. I wanted to hug Ronny goodbye. but LOL I was cockblocked by my friends XD. Which is alright... there's always tomorrow 8D. LOL <3.

I find it adorable that my friends think they're off the hook now just because I have a boyfriend. LOL I love to hug them and such all the time, and I'm a very creepy person :3. And even though I have a boyfriend, doesn't mean that's going to change x3. Ufufu~. You're dreaming too big if you think a boy is gonna change the awesome meh >D.... oh, and I realized, I'm very manly @___@. Yea, supposedly, around females, I act very manly. Around males, I go all "girly" mode. LOL I find this amusing xD.

After school, I ate this weird burrito and egg roll combination thing today. Luchia-chan gave it to me. It was yummy. LOL XD.

I hung out with Choco-chan, X-chan, Luchia-chan, and Rin-chan at Choco-chan's house. I was raped and tickled there because they all got annoyed that I was chatting with Ronny online the whole time XD.

I played truth or dare with X-chan and Choco-chan. I danced like a wild monkey. Screamed at the sky. And was kissed on the cheek by my two lovely friends. Life feels complete~ xD.

X-chan and Choco-chan walked me home :D. And I watched them leave. I remember they said they were going to like a fish store or something.... dunno why @___@;;.

And like... I went home after that XD.
The end <3.

Ai ya!

ai ya~. bunch of stuff happened.
prom and high school stuff.
can't explain now though.
so wait until saturday... oh shizz, I can't do saturday either because of.. x3 LOL that's a surprise.
haha, but I'll post Sunday, definitely (unless, I like die in some unfortunate event or something xP). expect like either a long ass post or three separate posts! xD

@the boy who can sew: a lot can happen in four months... sorry for what you'll have to read later..


Anyways, expect a lot from me this Sunday (perhaps Saturday if I can find time) !! Hope to see you then :D.

Prom Fever

Prom is coming up in about 4 or so days. Everyone has been talking about it. It's always prom. prom. prom. nonstop. It's either about what color your dress is? or what are you doing to do there? or can you dance? or who do you think is going with who? or who is going with who? It's quite crazy. I mean it's not even a real prom! It's like any other school dance, except this one we had to pay a shitload of money for, and we're in a different location than school xP. And this whole middle school prom is crazy. and we're only fourteen. and isn't prom supposed to be a once-in-a-lifetime thing?

Haha, but I admit, it is kind of exciting :) If I die before senior year or high school, at least I can still say I experienced prom xD. LOL. ...unless I die within the next four days. than I'm screwed @____@. (..yea, I think weird things xD).

Yea, you guys are going to hear me rant a bit about prom again 8D. So strap your seat belts in, and get ready to hear about my before prom jitters >w<;;.

For what I'm going to do about my facial issue (as in hair and make up xP), I've decided to just go to a salon and get it all done there. Like GAWSH. Hair. Make up. and looking PRETTY in general. I just can't do that shit on my own xD. The thing is I don't know what salon to go to~. Never really been to one ^ ^;;. Thus, I was planning on going into whatever salon looked nice, and take a leap of faith :D. I'll just be like "Make me look pretty for prom 8D," and hope they do so~. Sounds like a good plan, no? ^w^. I'm going to try and look for a salon with English speakers~ because I swear, everyone speaks all non-English languages in New York D; I need English. English~~. That way it'll be easier for me xD. However, Choco-chan said her mom knows of a good place we can go to~, so I'm also thinking of going there. On the other side though, I think my plan of going someplace random sounds more fun :\.

Now for the part that everyone cares about when it comes to prom:
I GOT A DATE TO PROM~!!! \(^o^)/ !
ufufuf~ I'm actually really happy with my date >D because they're super cool. super awesome. super badass. and super CUTE! <3. LOL I love my date <3. Known 'em for a while, so I love 'em too ;D. My date is.... is... Luchia-chan! kyaaa~ >w< !! .... *cough. yea, you probably so expected that ^ ^; that my date would be someone from the opposite species of a male. LOL. eh, but at least I have a date(?) ^3^. I mean it's like "finally!" LOL I asked five people, and all of them rejected me OTL //sob. cry. tear. But Luchia-chan was the one who asked me. She loves me <3, so that made me happy :'D.
LOL out of the five people I asked, four were females. I asked one boy though. So see~, I'm not totally helpless in the uh, heterosexual people's department xD;. Except, the guy I asked was based on a total dare XD. And he said no. LOL. totally expected :'D. Yea, I was dared to because Pari-chan wouldn't ask her crush out to prom, and she was like "It's not that easy!" And I was like "yes, it is!" Thus, since it was so "easy" for me, Choco-chan was like "Fine. Go ask him." And she pointed to one of the few guys labeled as "good-looking"/"hot"(?) in our school (basically one of those guys that all the girls in my school liked one time or another because of their looks xP). He sits behind me in class, so I turned around, and I asked ^ ^;. LOL. I was blushing red like hell, but stilll, I was able to do it XD. So HA! erm-, I was rejected OTL but still, HA! I have Luchia-chan ;D. However, even after embarrassing myself, Pari-chan still couldn't ask her crush to prom!! She's such a gutless potato :O! I swear, once X-chan reads this, she going to be all over the situation (I haven't told her @__@). LOL Because she still likes to remind me that I used to like the guy in fifth grade. I don't anymore! Haha, but X-chan brings it up often nonetheless xP. (anyways, I can't believe I'm mentioning this on my blog because like half my class reads this. but there's only three more weeks of school left, so i don't care anymore xD).
Luchia-chan is cool though :). LOL reaction by everyone: "Oh wow!" It was funny though because I gathered up their excitement, and ended with something weird like going with a girl xD
So with Luchia-chan, that counts for a total of two people who has officially asked me to prom. I'm no longer jealous of X-chan and her many proposals because I have learned now of how troublesome it is to be in her position. Because an actual guy actually asked me to the prom. I said no, and I felt bad Dx. I said no in the nicest way possible though! So don't think of me as some cruel monster or something! I replied so nicely that the guy able to ask me three times in the same day >___>. It was like fighting in a video game. The lifespan of his courage lasted that long because my "attacks" weren't strong enough xP. Sigh. I don't feel like going into detail on how he asked me though because I don't want to embarrass him. I already expected him to, so when he asked, I told him no right then and there.
Choco-chan said that was kind of cruel. I should have at least waited a few days to think about it. Since I already expected it, I already knew what my answer was going to be. And even if I didn't expect it, I still would've done the same thing. In my opinion, it was better to tell it straight right from the beginning. To me, making him wait while I pretend to consider, is more cruel. I mean, if I was in his position, I wouldn't want to wait for an answer. When given time to wait, people start to think things. They start to imagine things. I didn't want him to gather up false hopes, only to be crushed in the end. It's worse to crush someone with hopes. I feel terrible about it though because I know how much courage it takes to ask. However, this is something that people'll have to deal with in life. Rejection. Which really sucks, but it happens.
Quite a few people said I should have said yes. The surprising part was that my dad said I was allowed to say yes. My dad being okay with me being with a boy is so weird @___@. LOL Anyways, the guy is a really nice guy, and it's not like he's ugly or anything... I just don't have feelings for him is all. If I'm going to go with someone, I don't want to just go with anybody. I want to go with someone that I like. That I know I would enjoy my time with. Everyone is so excited by this whole Prom thing, that the drama must be clogging their heads. It's just not right to go with anybody just because I can. You get what I mean? LOL Which is why I'm going with Luchia-chan. I like her and I know I will enjoy my time with her xD. I haven't really talked about Luchia-chan on my blog before, but she's one of my really good friends. I love being with her because she's damn funny! And super nice x3.
I can't wait until the day of prom though. It's going to be so crazy! You know, I'm going to have to squeeze nine people into my seven seater car? XD. Glad none of us are fat or else we'd all be doomed~.

LOL Well, it took me too long to write this, so I have ran out of time here XD. Sorry for no proper ending, but byes~ ;D.