Everything is Better Now! Yipee!

I should've updated about this sooner. lol.
BUT WE ARE GOOD NOW. like for a week now. XD
I'm still upset that he didn't come see me on my anniversary. But like, the day has passed, and so will the anger.

However, if he doesn't bring me flowers the next time he comes over to my house, I'ma kill him. LOL.

Anyways, cute conversation of the night:

me: good night. I love you c:
him: I love you more! more than bacon and eggs!
me:
woah.
woah.
woah.
MORE THAN BACON AND EGGS?
him: well maybe not, but pretty much on the same level!
me: GOOD. because I thought you were going insane.
him: XD good night

lol. yea, we're that kind of couple... XD
the only thing we fight over on a daily basis is food.


(pssst. but here's the secret. he totes loves me more than bacon and eggs. LOL)

Update On... Well, My Life!

Haven't posted in eons. Lots to share. So here I go!

Extra Curricular Life
I've been mostly spending my time with my new blog JTUD (Journey To the Unknown Destination). Please read and go check it out! :D I'm working really hard! lol
I have to say, working with my mentor is really exciting! I get to work at a place called the FlatIron School. It's a really awesome place!  My mentor, Sara J Chipps, is really nice and awesome! (subscribe to her KittieBots!! ) She also introduces me to her coworkers, and they're awesome too. lool. Everything there is really cool. They have funky chairs and white-board tables and giant computers and projectors.
The Subway next door is my savior because I always find myself rushing out the door to get to the place (it's an hour travel time haha). However, I tried going to someplace across the street today. It was super yummy and the service was nice too! ...except, I think the server tried hitting on me LOL. (cuz I'm just so beautiful. Just kidding! XD hahaa...). Then on my way back to the building, this pamphlet distributor guy came up to me, and was like "Do you wanna tour the statue of liberty" and I'm like "No thank you". Then he wouldn't leave me alone LOL Started asking me if I worked around the area, and I really didn't want to explain my whole mentor-apprenticeship thing. It's really none of his business anyway LOL so I just said "Yeaa.....(lets go with that lol)". Then he asked me out to lunch. ((THE SINGLE BE THIRSTY. LOL. I told my single friend that, and he got upset with me XD. idk. I'm sorry)) I kindly declined the pamphlet guy, and ran into my building. hahaa....... is it just me, or is it really uncomfortable to be hit on? Not trying to show off or anything, but idk I'm young and it makes me nervous Dx. Anyways, my Intel project is going really well! Meeting all these different kinds of people and having the experience of these travels are amazing. The freedom ;w;. The hopes of the future. The memories.

Current Love Life
This Saturday (Feb 22) is my one year anniversary with my boyfriend!!
We're just going to hang out at my house and watch movies :)
I really do love him ^____^ or whatever you want to call this warm, fuzzy feeling in me that makes me just wanna run through a field of flowers screaming for joy.
I mean it does get rough between us (I mean it has been a year after all). We just get sick of each other sometimes, but we usually figure it out in the end :)
He's really the best! Deals with all my female moody troubles and loves me despite all flaws. He doesn't try to fix me, and that's what I love the most. (lol... well, he is a super tryhard in the fixing dept. when it comes to League of Legends though.... but boys will be boys XD). I mean there are things I like and don't like, but that's normal in everyone. My biggest problem is always thinking I'm not good enough. I don't know. Despite how confident I am, whenever it comes to opening myself up, I'm scared the one I love won't accept what's inside :c ...yea, deep stuff, but... it's how I feel.
On a more happier note, haha, I'm reallyyy excited to see him Saturday! It's mid-winter break right now, so I haven't seen him in FOREVER (*cough. cue in that one person to say "it's only been 7 days..."). Honestly, I'm just so addicted to the happiness he brings me that even a weekend apart makes me die from missing him. ♥

School Life
LOL. Like I don't even want to talk about this. I'm doing pretty okay, I guess. My only grade in the 80s is AP Human Geography (but that's because I have the crappiest memory in this world), but it's only like an 88-89ish. just need that 0.5 on my 89 to get that 90 ;w; plsplspls.On my midtermss, I think someone replaced my brain for the whole midterms week because all of them were in the 80s. I don't know why, but when it comes to test, my brain shuts off and gets substituted by a dummy. EXCEPT MY ENGLISH WAS A 98. omg. English is just my favorite most loved subject in the world ♥♥♥.

I feel like I'm going to die in Junior year. I'm hoping to take AP Java, AP US history, AP Psychology, and Intel.

Life in General
I feel poor .___.
Spending money to take train to mentor. Spending money to buy clothes (i think i hav an addiction). Spending money to buy birthday gifts. Spending money to buy food. Spending money on cake (i totes hav an addiction). Spending money on things I want in general.
Money is too big of a part in life LOL.

I'm facing fashion bipolar-ness. I can't choose between punky tomboy or cutie-pie girly as my style. I find myself constantly switching between the two. what is identity? what is style? LOL. My ripped jeans and rockin' black vest or my pink glasses and lace-y shirts. Haha #TeenageGirl.

I LEARNED TO CROCHET. it's so amazing. I make hats. I make scarves as gifts. I make couple scarves for my love and I. ♥ It's such a fun hobby. IM SO SAD THOUGH. I found this perfect yarn store. And as I finally found her, turns out, she's going out of business by the end of this February. fate is cruel ;A;. I bought like a pound of yarn for $10. that's amazing.

Easy to Win. Hard to Keep.

My heart will instantly swoon for any guy for any one of the reasons below:

1. Laughs at my jokes.
2. Compliments me in anything (appearance, wits, ability, etc.)
3. Pretends that he cares when I ramble on (about things like my love for bakery goods).
4. Has nice, warm, big hugs!
5. Can smolder like Flynn Rider from Tangled. XD LOL.
6. Makes me laugh three times in one sentence.
7. Dresses stylishly. B-)
8. Brings me into daring, spontaneous situations (that doesn't kill me and are fun).
9. Spams corny lines at me.
10. Attempts to catch fuzzies on the street. ♥
11. Loves children.
12. Can match my witty, sassy remarks. But still lets me win.
13. Has gorgeous hair ;w;
14. Has green eyes
15. Is positive and outgoing :D

LOL. Nairb has like 10 of the 15 :) ....unsure about number 5. so its 10 or 11. XD. But that's more than 60%, so that's why he's my boyfriend~. (66%, but shhh). hehee.

Buuut, although I fall in love easily, it's really super duper difficult for me to stay in love with someone. particularly boys. LOL I can lovee any guurl forevs. Only reason why I'd stop is if she backstabbed me or took my last cookie. It's hard for me to continuously love a guy for a long time is because one little thing can make me wanna just drop them like nothing. It could be because I got bored~ or something about them totally went against my principles or I found an annoying trait I just can't stand. I can fall for you easy, and I can stand back up easy.

Keeping Emiko goes as follows:

1. Surprise me. Be spontaneous. Become too predictable, and it's an O-U-T.
2. Keep my confidence level up. LOL Make me feel like shit, and I'm out the door.
3. Don't be too much smarter than me. Don't be too much dumber than me.
4. Work like you have to win me over everyday. LOL I like feeling special. xD
5. Be as loyal as I am to you :O
6. Always compete to love me more than I do you.
7. Pay attention. Listen. Remember what I tell you. I feel like I'm talking to bricks if you forget.
8. Talk to me when I'm mad. Talk to me when you think I might be mad (because I probably am).

I'm pretty sure there's more, but I can't think of any.

I've only had 2 (official) relationships so far. Second one is going pretty awesome. Dun wanna say how many Nairb has on the "ways to keep me" list, but he's doing a great job at it. I've learned a few rules along the way though.

•  Cut off date is two months. Plenty of time to get to know someone. Feeling half-assed at two months? Then it's not worth my time.
• Wait at least two weeks before kissing the guy :o because kissing anywhere in between that time, the relationship is totally going to be physical base. I personally want something meaningful. a mix of passion and compassion.
• If he loves saying your name all the time, whenever he can, then he's gonna be special.

This is all in my opinion, of course.
I still don't know much because not many of my friends have experienced relationships. It's all information gathered from my own experience. lol. disclaimer.

It's All About the Mush Today

OH MI GOOODNESS.
TODAY. AUGUST 22, 2013. MARKS SIX MONTHS OF DATING NAIRB. ;w;

like woahh. I'm actually quite proud of myself since I didn't think I was the type to settle down for so long XD. hehe.

I haven't talked much about our relationship lately (which is surprising since I totally kiss-and-tell), but that's because I have Rinny to talk it out with so my blog got outta the loop XD. For six months though, I got to share why I love this boy so much!

It'd be hard to put why I love him in a few words or paragraphs. I love basically almost everything about him! Hehe. "Almost" because I must admit, he does have his flaws. Like he tends to ramble a lot, in ways where he says all the wrong things and sometimes upsets me. he likes to sing in the middle of our conversations. and Nairb falls asleep way too soon during late night conversations.

But as these flaws do frustrate me at times, I can see the brighter side of it as well.
He rambles because he's nervous around me. constantly trying. adorable. great when he actually finds the right words.
He's a really great singer. LOL. I can always continue what I was saying after the entertainment xD. because his voice is so soft and sweet and MUCH better than mine LOL.
And google tells me that people fall asleep in mid conversation in late night talks because they feel so comforted by you that they fall asleep XD. hahaaa.

Nah. that was supposed to sound adoring and everything. but it didn't come off that way, huh?

Anyways, all jokes and flaws aside, there are sosoo many reasons why this relationship has last this long and continues to strive. through thick and thin and all the mess. Because when I'm with him it's like the world disappears. All I want is to hear him talk to me, have his arms around me, and see his smile. We could be sitting in the boys clothing department in Target, and still make it the most romantic place in the world XD. It's all about the feeels.

OH! besides the feels, there's the fact that he's very stubborn. persistent. and tries hard. at everything. I love that about him. I could be upset about something and not willing to share, but he'll get it out of me if it's the last thing he does. lol. Nairb is the kind of guy who will push himself to carry heavy me bridal style down the street and to the movie theaters despite it being quite the rigorous workout. hahaa XD. I think that's amazing. He laughs at all my jokes, challenges my thoughts, and thinks of me as his one and only. Doesn't get overly jealous, but jealous enough. Wants nothing but my happiness, and puts my feelings first (most of the time. all of the time?). The boy even stops in the middle of walking to catch a fuzzy (those little cotton stuff that floats in the air)! It's all the little things. and all the big things. That added up, makes for the most amazing guy ever. Nairb.

If you saw Nairb and I, you'd instantly see how we're a good couple. Haha. And I'm not just saying that from opinion. I've been told so. xD
I can sit here all day naming all the reasons why I've come to love Nairb. all the little moments we've shared that'd make you go "aww" and have your hearts feeling all hopeful and loving.
But I have to go play Tetris with my family. LOL.

Everyday is an Event to Love (Now)

I love calendars. Being a visual learner, it really helps to see what kind of events are coming up, and be able to imagine how close they are to coming. I love checking off each day. On a school week, counting the days until Friday or Saturday. Checking off the days, waiting for something big to happen. Always waiting for any day but today. I like to print out a customized calendar for each month. I have this special place on my wall where I place my calendars. I've had one since September of seventh grade. It became like a day-diary kind of thing.

This tradition though... died since last February. February of 2013. I've been meaning to get back at it, but never really felt as motivated as before. stopped feeling the need to make it. and I've always wondered why.

Today, I figured it out.

It'll sound corny (aka this is a warning), but I think it has to do with Nairb.
February was the month we got together (ps. so we've been together for three months now! yesterday, the 22nd, was the official month-a-versary day ♥).
And... my theory is, maybe I stopped making calendars because I had something more to look forward to then checking off another day on a calendar. I have seeing Nairb to look forward to.

Creative Gift Ideas

I made a tiny gift for Ronny today. It was a lot of fun. However, I did run into a small problem in which I'd like to help others with :D. The one problem I had was coming up with an original and cute idea that can be homemade! I don't know about you, but I am just a teenager, and therefore, I cannot go out and buy a bunch of cool stuff for my boyfriend despite how much I want to. However, do not let an empty wallet stop you. What I've found are simple crafts that are pretty original and not too costly! :D.

note: they all have to do with writing a message of sorts, so ....hope you're okay with that XD;.

Idea #1: An Eggtastic Message!
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You've heard of messages in a bottle, but this is something entirely more unique and fun!

This is a really simple idea that is just adorable, in my opinion! x3 You don't need much either; just an egg, paper, pen, bowl and needle. The only item that I can really find causing some trouble is the needle. You might not have one on hand depending on the kind of person you are. The box and paint is really optional, but it's a really nice touch, so try it if you can ;D.
I find this a really neat idea because how often do you get messages in eggs? Unless you're the Easter Bunny, I doubt it's very often. Plus, it's fun to crack open eggs xD. It's not a lot of work, but contains a lot of thought in it. Thus, making it one lovable gift <3.

The only problem I have with this is the egg shell is hard to save once it's broken. Ultimately making it hard for the receiver to keep it for the memory. However, this gift is cool enough to be placed into their heart's memory, so it shouldn't be too much of a worry :)

Idea #2: Seven Days of Love
thedatingdivas.com
(link to the original has template for the love notes if you wanna check it out)

By putting a seven-day pill box, yummy candy, and heartfelt notes together, you can make one kick-ass treat for your loved one! Sounds simple, right? Well, only because it is simple. The final product looks absolutely fantastic though <3. Doesn't matter how much work you put into it. It's the thought that counts ^___^.

I don't know about you, but last time I checked,
(Candy + Love notes) x 7 = an awesome gift that'll make your special someone happy, and their tummy just as so ;D.

I like this one because it's inexpensive, easy to do, and will be a nice treat for the person <3. Shows thought and creativity ;D.

Idea #3: My Heart has Something to Tell You
homemade-gifts-made-easy.com
(link above leads to instructions on how to make the heart. dollar bill is unnecessary. any rectangular piece of paper will do).

Sometimes we can't poke holes in eggs or go to the convenience store to buy pill-boxes. And that's why I like this idea. Paper is like almost always available, and it's easy to fold this heart up in a few minutes. It's pretty and cute C: and not too time consuming.


Now, this heart isn't just a pretty face, it can also be used to express a special message ;D. After you're done making it, you can see that there's a flap on the bottom that you can open up. It's perfect for writing a sweet little message in ^__^.

You can surprise them by slipping it into their pocket, placing it on their desk, sneaking it into their lunchbox, or place it in their left shoe. You could always just give it to them directly as well. Whatever you wish xD.

ps. I made the blue on myself since I couldn't find a picture that fit what I wanted. I made it in a total of two minutes ('cuz I'm pro like that >D). However, the first time I made it, it took me about 10 minutes I think; mostly because I was trying to make it really perfect/nice looking by being careful xD.
pss. I've personally used this one xD. LOL. and Ronny loved it. It also made me feel so happy when I saw him put it in his bag for safe keeping (only to peak at it again later, and smile ^___^).

Idea #4: Sweet Outdoor Puns
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This idea is for those nature loving people out there or even indoor people! This gift is cute and funny.

I like it because ..well, puns are fun, and it shows creativity xD. It's different from the norm. I mean, who'd think to give a rock and stick as a gift? I also love how the only thing that's gonna cost anything is the paint for the rocks. ...well, actually, you can even get a plain sharpie marker. I'm sure it's the same xD.

Idea #5: Here's a Gif for You~
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I absolutely love this!! It's really cute, especially if you use your own pictures. And gifs are fun to make too :D.

It's a quick, sweet somethin' somethin' for you to send to that special person. It could be that lovely surprise they receive in their inbox to brighten up their day ;D. This gif is just an example. You can come up with something cheeky of your own x3. No need to get your hands dirty. No need to spend anything (unless you don't have a camera).

ps. if you don't know any good gif websites, then here's the one I usually use: gif maker
I like using this one because it doesn't limit the number of photos you use xD.

I was going to share like two more, but I'm kind of tired right now ^ ^;;. If you feel that none of these ideas fit what you want to express to your loved one, then go check out this epic site I found: http: Creative Ways to Say "I love you". It's full of all these cute little ideas :D. I got most (practically all) of the ideas I shared today from this site. <3.


note: If you're having a hard time writing the message/note part of the gift, then try looking up sweet quotes or listen to romantic songs or something of the sort to get your creative juices flowing. ;D

A Penny for My Thoughts

 

 Haha, so today is Ronny and I's one week anniversary. We didn't celebrate or do anything special. According to Ronny everyday is our anniversary x3. In all honesty, one week is really nothing to celebrate about. It's more of one month or year anniversaries that are nice because I think that is a long enough time to actual celebrate about xD.

Hmm... but I suppose even after one week, I still have thoughts about how I feel and whatnot~. Yea, I don't talk about my feelings very often, do I? xD. //feeding the fans. LOL <3.

note: was just thinking of a couple name for us. LOL. and what I came up with was Pinmi. Sounds like "pin me". LMAO. that's dirty xD. ("Pin" from his nickname of Pineapple. "Mi" from Emiko.) Haha, but if you wanna use Ronny. Than it'd be Ronko. LMAO let's conclude with saying we just don't have good names to combine

Anyways~, we've been dating for an official one week as of now :3. And I hope we continue to date. (this is good sign xD //derp).

Ronny is very good to me though~. All those who keep telling me that they'll kill him if he hurts me doesn't have to worry xD. I mean he really tries his best to make me happy :). And he's willing to do anything for me. That's just like incredible. I'm like crazy as hell, and he has the will to go along with it all. You know how incredible that is?! I mean to find someone who supports whatever I want to do despite how insane it sounds. I love how he cares so much for me too. Always worrying about me, and making sure I'm okay. I love knowing that he'll always be there for me.

I mean my friends are always there for me too, and I rant to them about every lil' issue I have all the time. My friends are just always there to catch me, you know? But with Ronny it's a bit of a different feeling... he's always there for me like my friends are. However, when I'm with Ronny I can just lean on his shoulder and actually think. I don't have to say a word or explain a single thing. He'll just let me be, and hold my hand for reassurance. He's surprisingly comforting xD. Ronny makes me happy :). He's so incredibly sweet too! Always telling me the nicest things... even when I know it's so totally bullsh*t. //it's the thought of trying that counts :'D. LOL.

When we're together though, we don't talk much. Ronny and I mostly talk online xD. (LOL IM-ing ftw <3). At least we have some form of communication though :'D. The only time I really ever remember us talking an actual lengthy conversation is when we're by ourselves. Otherwise, I'm always interrupted by someone ._____. like... I really think there's such a thing as too many friends. LOL. I remember someone telling me that once. It's sometimes hard to talk to me because I'm always like surrounded by people. Dunno why, but I realized I am xD. But that's okay~, friends are good ^___^. And they're just curious. I mean, I bug couples all the time too C: tee hee~.  Anyways, I'm quite fine with how things are though. By the way I described it, you'd think we'd have bad communication... but we don't xD. LOL. I think we understand each other pretty well ^__^b. We're very open with each other :)

I'm a bad girlfriend though ^ ^;;. I like totally enslave him all the time. And tease about his "fluffy"-ness (I shouldn't be talking too! because I'm heavier than him D; like wtfuu~). Even though he's valedictorian, I still call him stupid and a dumbass ^ ^;. Also, I feel like I'm hogging him away from his friends ;A;. He's always around me, and like doesn't get to spend time with his friends because of that D: which must suck for his friends and him. Like ai ya~. I should be better towards him Dx. Hopefully, I'm not all bad though ;A; ?  I don't know for sure though~. I mean it's not like I can give a honest opinion about myself because I can't look at myself from another person's point of view. Sigh~ .___.

All in all though, things are going well though :) or at least, I believe/hope they are xD;;. Everyone says we make a cute couple; which makes me happy ^__^. At first, I thought everyone would reject us as a couple ^ ^;;. Just thought people would~. (people have this strange tendency to not be able to share me xD;;). I admit it is kind of embarrassing when someone asks about us... but it's a nice kind of embarrass-feeling. It makes me feel happy that I can say yes whenever someones asks if he's mine <3.

And since Ronny reads my blog (like the total creep he is xD), I'll just leave this picture for him:

found out: http://alchemyotaku17.deviantart.com/art/This-is-Love-148816474

ps. yea, we both have a thing for rainbows xD.
and like damn, even though it rained today, I forgot to look out the window for the rainbows ;A;.

Happy one week anniversary, good lookin' <3 ;D

Simple. Happy. Love.

This picture expresses my feelings very well at the moment :D. I mean, the best word that describes how I'm feeling right now is happy. I'm so happy that I'm bursting and glowing and really just feeling damn amazing, at the moment.

LOL I'm practically always happy. And I think that I am probably pissing people off/making them jealous with this overflow of happiness right now ^ ^;;... but is it shameful to say that I don't really care? If I'm happier than the norm, than I'ma share 'bout it (because it's my blog xD).

Where to start?

A lot of nice things happened, really. Well, they're all minor things if you look at it from a sane person's point of view. However, I've never been too "sane", according to most people I know xD. This'll sound kind of corny, but the littlest things really do make me happy; especially if it's a lot of lil' things all clumped together ;D.

I honestly am very easy to amuse, impress, and/or cheer up.

psst... for future reference, the formula to cheering me up quick is:
Hugs + Ice Cream + Jackie Chan + Anime + Setsuna + Sour Gummy Worms + Hot Guys (kazuya kamenashi or Roy Qui >w<) + Ten Other Friends + All your Left Shoes ^You) ;D
On a serious note though, the real way for a renewed, happy-go-lucky Emiko is just to show that you genuinely care about me getting better ^____^. All I need is love <3~.

LOL I don't know why, but I'm a very simple person. Some people may think otherwise, but to be honest, the way I work is simple.
I can be condensed into these four things:

• I'm very understanding and not violent, so I'm easy to talk to ^__^ (basically outgoing :P)
• If I want to do something than I do it. (I'm very impulsive)
• If you treat me nicely, than I'll treat you nicely. If you treat me badly, than I'll still treat you nicely (but keep my distance?).
  [Golden rule: treat others how you want to be treated ;D
  I mean there's really no point in being mean to you if you're mean to me. You can't fight fire with fire.]
• I love my friends to death, and they're the most important thing to me in this whole world (besides family ofc). Therefore, if you upset/hurt my friends in anyway, you better start running because I'll make you regret living. I'm fucking serious about this part.

*cough. Anyways, I'll go on to what's making me happy xD;.

Not really sure where to start.
Oh! I found out Nyu-san cares about me a lot <3. LOL She's SUPER tsundere, so it's really hard to tell how she feels about you. I mean, I know we're friends, but I can't tell if I annoy the crap outta her, or make her happy, or maybe both @___@. But~, I have found out she cares about me ^____^. She denied it afterwards of course, but it's too late. I already found out <3. Nyu-san loves me~. Oh ho ho~, maybe I'll gain up the courage to ask her out to prom again ;D. LOL. I totally have an unrequited love situation when it comes to Nyu. But maybe the feelings aren't totally one sided now, eh? ROFL JK! I'm straight as a ruler <3. I love Nyu-san in the most heterosexual way, so don't get scared. ufufu~ ;D.

Besides, Nyu-san, I'm also been having fun with X-chan. Oh ho ho~. I totally made her crack up like hell today. It was funny. In science class, we sit like farrr away from each other (too far if you ask! D<), but I have like a clear line of sight to her face x3. So during science class, I was wiggling my eyebrows up and down at Choco-chan because well, I was trying to seduce her >D. ROFL JK <3. Anyways, X-chan looked at me funny when she noticed, so I turned towards her, and tried to seduce her as well >D. Oh ho ho~, I'm such a player, no? XD LOL X-chan started laughing so badly. I kept wiggling my eyebrows every time she'd look towards me, and she kept laughing each time~. The person next to her thought she was crazy xD. Yup, that's the power of the eyebrows, people. Dun underestimate the power of the eyebrows >D.

Then during math class, it got really bad. I don't know why, but I busted out laughing!! It was so weird, and then since I was laughing for no reason, I kept laughing even harder. Choco-chan and X-chan looked at me as if I was crazy, and their expressions were so funny, so I started laughing more xD. Then, I looked at meh son's face, and his face is just so hilarious, that I started laughing harder. I don't know why, but Ronny looks JUST like a koala and he's just so stupid in general, so looking at him makes me crack up XD. Which is such a terrible thing to say, but I ain't trying to be mean! (please believe me, Ronny!! xD).

So I had a laughing fest today.

Since Monday, I've been laughing so much like this. It's like I'm finally free to just be happy... LOL How to explain this? A weight has been lifted. Not quite sure if it's from my shoulders or my heart or my stomach. LOL yesh, my stomach. I have officially declared this morning that all emotions come from my stomach (and not my heart or brain like it does for a normal person). Why my stomach? Well because if that's where the butterflies fly, than so does every other emotion xD. Anyways, everything just seems brighter in general :D... but not like a blinding brightness xD. More like a omg-life-is-so-good kind of bright. Does that make sense? Does any of this make sense?! XD. Well, even if it doesn't make sense to you, it makes sense to me :) and that's all that really matters for me.

On a side note, since I don't like sharing about my love life, I'ma talk about other people's ;D.

Harr~. First off, I'ma just say my friend's boyfriend is a GENIUS! LOL. Today is their two month anniversary (awww <333!! >w<), so like any epicly, nice boyfriend would, he got her a gift to celebrate ;D. IT WAS SO INGENIOUS AND CUTE THAT I DIED <33!!
What he got her was a key-chain plunger~ !! LOL It was blue ;D. Anyways, you're probably thinking, "Okay, Emiko has officially gone insane and lost all sense whatsoever." But oh ho ho~, on the contrary, mon cher ami ;D. It was what was on the plunger that made it so cute~.

"My love for you is like diarrhea.
I can't hold it in..
It's not shit though."

Kyaaa~ >w<.
LOL the weirdest metaphor ever, but it's really quite adorable XD. Besides, when you're fourteen, this is the best you can get. A plunger with a insanely odd (but cute and semi-grammatically off??) quote~ ;D. Haha, but I'd honestly have to say that I'd much rather get a odd-as-hell plunger key-chain with a thoughtful quote then a dozen roses. Roses are so cliche nowadays XD. Plungers are unique LOL. Oooh~, but a bouquet of Lily of the Valley flowers would be just amazing for me <3. Mostly since it's a weird flower to be put in a bouquet solo, and might be hard to request(?). (ps. dunno if I'm supposed to be sharing this "plunger story", but I'm sure it's okay xD;;)
Choco-chan said that what he did seems like something I would do. LOL great mind thinks alike, eh? ;D
You should've seen my friend's face though. She's quite shy, and doesn't talk very much, nor show much emotion. Despite this, her face was just glowing >w< !! And I actually was able to see her teeth! LOL She never shows her teeth when smiling. It was so cute when she kept trying to calm her smile down, and not show her teeth. But I guess she was just too happy to not smile so wide >w< !! aww so cute~~.

Love is really in the air though ;D. Willy actually asked Luka-chan to the prom!! It was so- ohmigosh ^O^ !!! I didn't get to see the actual asking, since my idiot son kept distracting me xD. However, I do know that Luka-chan said yesh!! x3 Kyaa~~!! Luka-chan has a date to prom~. LOL Luka-chan is so pretty, but she hardly gets asked out (mostly because she shies away from boys. but shhh~, you didn't hear this from meh ;D). Oh ho~, so I'm so happy for Luka-chan :D. Mostly for Willy though because he's the one who likes her. I don't know how Luka-chan feels about Willy though. She doesn't share anything about her love life though Dx.
Hmph, I still prefer Willy x Jay though!! I'll forever be a fan of the Willy x Jay pairing <3.

Then there's a few other things involving Pari-chan and Choco-chan. eh heh hehh~. I love the end of the year. Since this is our last year together, everyone is finally getting their asses together, and actually gaining some guts!! >D. I don't think I'm supposed to share Pari-chan's and Choco-chan's stories though, so I'ma shut up about them xD. Haha, but all this drama is happening all at once. It's quite hilarious. Only 14, and everyone is already declaring love and whatnot. I wonder if any of us really know what love is~. I wonder if anyone ever really does~.

Haha, the most drama-loving, romance-crazy girl, Rin-chan doesn't have any love drama though xD. She's so funny and brilliant though, so I don't know why she doesn't~. LOL wait- I know why! She's too darn conceited for her own, and doesn't think anyone is good enough for her xD. I don't really know anyone good enough for her either -except meh ;D- so I can understand where's she's coming from.

Oh! On the sad side of this love-boom, meh son broke up with his girlfriend ;A;. It's so sad because they were really one of my favorite school pairings >3D). Well, mother and son aren't really supposed to anywas xD LOL. But no worries! He can always go to prom with Jay x3. I don't really favor the pairing, but I guess it could work for one night, eh? ;D

Hm~. With all this crazy love nonsense, you're probably wondering, "What about you, Emiko?". Ufufu~. Well all I can really say, dun worry, I ain't left out of this love-boom season ;D. But that's all you people are gonna get outta me, so haha~ sucks for you xD.

Anyways, in conclusion, I am happy and enjoying the entertainment from the love-drama at school ;D. This is nice. very nice. xD

Killing My Stomach, But Havin' Lots of Fun xD

Today is movie day at my house! My family LOVES movies (that includes me). LOL My dad teaches us things through movies. It's what he calls his "teaching through movies" method. Very unoriginal name, I know xD. It's a work in progress so far. Haha, but basically, he lets us watch all sorts of movies. Then afterwards, he explains to us the lesson of the movie, the variety of characters, or just little things from the movie he thinks we should remember. I learned my street smarts through movies XD. (ps. If you can come up with a creative name for this, than comment below? xD)

Anyways, every once in awhile, my family will reserve a whole day to watching movies. Since this happens mostly on the weekends, this event doesn't start until after lunch (because we can never wake up until lunch xD). It's quite the fun event! The day before, we'll buy a whole crap load of snacks and food and drinks. I mean what's a movie day without snacks, right?! Sometimes we don't even plan this. We'd all go down to the little convenience store a few blocks down, and buy whatever snacks we can find xD.

Haha, this kind of thing really kills my diet though xD. My middle school "prom" is coming up, and I needa lose weight ^ ^;;, so I've been trying to cut back on the calories. But gawsh, I can't not eat snacks during this event. LOL so maybe I'll have the will power to only eat a little xD;; (don't get your hopes up though). My dad just brought home a whole bunch of ice cream too (our whole freezer is filled with the stuff!). Gawsh, I wonder if he understands the word "I can't get fat now, so don't buy any sweets dammit!" Okay, that was more of a phrase >___> but you get my point xD. Besides, Choco-chan has been stuffin' me with all her Java Chip ice cream too. Gawsh, it sucks that I have a major sweet tooth that hasn't gone away since I was born xP.

My dad has no idea what kind of movies we're going to watch though. He usually picks at random, and hopes it's good xD. This kinda system provides for a great surprise though lolol. I been craving a Jackie Chan movie lately. I mean I love Jackie Chan >w< !! He's just so cool~ ♥. If I ever got to meet him in person, I'd be the happiest girl alive TwT.
I love Jackie Chan, but I'd have to say my favorite actor is Jim Carry. That man is so ridiculously funny xD. I love Bruce Almighty and Yes Man and Liar Liar. All very good movies! x3. Thanks to the movie Bruce Almighty, I learned how to spell the word "beautiful." B-E-A-UTIFUL~ ♥♥.

*cough. ^_^ Anyways~, just felt like sharing the news about my movie day with you people. Thought maybe you and your family could try it out too! :D. Just buy a load of snacks (not optional, ppl~!) and grab a bunch of random movies. Then just sit back, relax, and enjoy B).

I really enjoy family movie day though. Even though we're all pretty quiet when we're watching the movie, it's a form of bonding. Bonding is good for the soul. Ah, who am I kidding? I don't know crap about the "soul". But I swear, it's really nice. Gives you this warm feeling inside when you have everyone together in a dark room x3 eh heh~ that just sounded kinda creepy. *trollface.

But crappp~ I gotta work on meh stupid science homework TT_____TT. So I have ta end this here, so I can finish it in time for the movie party~ ^___^

hope y'all have a nice day.
smile lots.
and don't get into too much trouble ;D

How to Make a Boy Fall for You

Um... so this was a request from a friend.
It'll be a little awkward for me to write this since I haven't really uh, put much thought into this, but I hear I'm er- pretty good at attracting boys >___>. . . or at least, my friends say I do.

*cough. OKAY! I'm just going to say this straight without beating around the bush because I hate being awkward. I wanted to write a "How To" on something, and my friend said I should make a "How to Attract Boys". Why? Because everyone thinks I know how to flirt, and always asks me how do I get so many boys to like me. This is going to be really awkward for me to talk to about, since I am NOT a flirt. Anyways, I got some credentials on writing in this topic, so don't think I don't know what I'm talking about (even though I kind of don't xD;;).

I don't know how to necessarily attract a boy, so I suppose I'm going to write about how to have a boy fall for you? LOL I don't know. Writing about romance freaks me out, honestly xD;;. I don't like thinking about it when it's personally involving me or my opinion. But I'm trying here, so don't judge me! ^ ^;;

How to Make a Boy Fall for You

Prologue (yes, there's a prologue xD)


I have this theory that I've found to be true. Males are quite similar to females. Now wait! Before you go, and argue or protest, listen to what I'm about to say. There are the obvious things that separate a boy from a girl; like our different general interests and ..what not xD;;. However, male or female, we're all humans alike. We have the same needs and wants. As humans, we want someone to talk to us, to listen to us, to be there for us. (..girls just tend to show this desire more xD).

And so, after saying this, I shall explain how to use this fact to your advantage on the male species. It is much easier than we, females, make it out to be :3.

Step One: stop talking, and listen, will ya?


Gosh, all you females out there talk way too much. Being a female myself, I know this all too well XD. I don't know why, but girls are always able to yap about something; whether it's about the latest gossip or some weird squirrel that bugged you on your way home. And if you're a girl reading this, you know it's true. Don't try to deny it.

Going back to the prologue, we're all human, so we all need to talk to someone every once in a while. Boys are totally the same way. Hey, don't stick to that stereotype of boys being brainless fools who don't have anything to say. It's not true~! If you were to stop talking about yourself for once, you'd see that the male species actually has a lot to say (a little too much if you ask me xD). Okay, so half the time they might be going on about the latest video game, but if you can just try to pay even a little bit of attention, it'll make you seem like a really cool gal'.

I swear you can even just nod your head and be like "yea, that's totally cool!" even if you don't know what he's saying. Guys do that to us all the time, so it's okay to do it back! x3. If he's talking about how he died during Left 4 Dead, and lost all his money to the zombies, it's still okay! He'll have fun trying to explain to you how not cool that is xD. As long as you try to show interest, than he'll love you ;). Just pay enough attention to ask an occasional question, and let him keep talking. You might not be that interested in what he's talking about, but it can be really cute sometimes to listen to him though. Seeing their eyes light up as they talk about their love for the game ^ ^.

LOL If you really like the guy, go on wikipedia or something, and do a tiny bit of research on the game. If you can be knowledgeable enough to have a slight conversation about it, you've just practically caught his heart xD.

This is specifically talking about video games of course, but it goes for everything in general. Just let the man talk every once in awhile, and try to pay attention to his interests too; not just your own.

Step Two: turn down the attitude, and be sweeter


I don't know why, but some females can be so mean to boys. Okay, so they're outsiders of sorts to the women race, but if you want to get a guy, you gotta let them inside. Keeping them at bay or scaring them away (heehee that rhymed :>), isn't going to get you anything :P.

You have to be nice to the boy. <-that's probably the most obvious thing anyone could tell you, but nobody ever seems to fully acknowledge it.

You don't have to treat the boy like they're the best person in the world (unless you think they are...), but you should not him as if he's gross either. Most boys like feisty girls who can be witty and playful. Mind you, being feisty and being rude are two different things. Sometimes

Don't treat him like he's an alien. Treat him like you would a friend. With a friend you'd care about their feelings, and how they're affected by what you say.

Step Three: try talking to them, eh? :3

LOL None of this will work if you don't gather up some courage, and talk to the boy!
I don't know why, but some girls can talk about a boy for hours. Yet, she can't talk to him for a measly two seconds. Boys aren't scary. I promise xD. Some might be... dangerous, but I'm leaving it up to you to decide about that :3

Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is the quiet voice saying, "you can do it!"


Anyways, this is the end of my three step "How to" on getting a boy to like you.
Pay attention. Be nice. Have confidence.

:3

disclaimer: if any of this happens to fail. it's either because it wasn't complete properly or the boy is unusual. LOL just kidding. if you happen to not like my three step how to, than don't be angry. this was just based on my experience, and may or may not work for your specific situation. so don't get angry at me if it doesn't work ^ ^;;...

SaD aNd HaPpYy ~ //moodswingsss ?

Sigh. Don't you just hate it when you're faced with obstacles? Obstacles that you just don't know how to get around? It's also a pain in the butt to face these kinds of obstacles if you have a big imagination or read too many books/watched too many movies. You start to think up of all sorts of crazy reasons for why these obstacles exists. These ideas start out normal, quite cliche. Then after a while they get more and more outrageous. I like to stop at the point of ultimate confusion XD. Today that happened to me. I have this problem. Can't really say because it's so unique the person(s) will know what it is I'm talking about. So you people are just going to have to deal with the limited knowledge of knowing, I have a problem, and that's it :3. LOL so anyways~, this problem is starting to be a pain in the ass. I've never really experienced such a thing, so I have no clue what to do. It's quite funny actually. I've come up with all the possible reasons for why such a problem has occurred, but there's no telling what is the answer; which idea is right. I find it amusing that with this imaginative mind I have, I cannot come up with any way to solve it. I tried asking Luka-chan for help. But she doesn't really seem to know what she's doing either XD. So I've reached a dead end~. I hate dead ends
(lol doesn't everybody?).

Today really sucks though. Not only because I'm facing a difficult obstacle in life, but also for other things~. For instance, Gleek-kun keeps insisting that I hate him. that we're not friends anymore. Sigh. It's so annoying when people do that. They're all like "Do you hate me? Are we not friends anymore? You seem mad." I keep telling him, "No I'm not angry. I don't hate you. We're still friends." But every day he keeps bringing that up. I HONESTLY DONT HATE YOU GLEEK-KUN. Please believe that. Right now, I'm just not feeling too well. My patience level and tolerance for people is rather low at the moment. I'm sorry that I might have been snapping at you a bit too much, Gleek-kun. It's just I need some space right now I guess. Yea, I might sling my arm around Nyu-san or link myself to Rin-chan, but that's because they let me be, and unburden me with all my worries. Sigh. I know it's unfair towards Gleek-kun, but I.. I really just don't know what to say right now. Gleek-kun if you're reading this (and I know you probably are), I don't hate you. Okay? I don't lie.

Today also sucks because I took a science test. And for once I actually studied. Shocking I know XD. I'm such a cocky bastard, so I don't study for tests. However, lately, I haven't been doing so well in science class. Today was a major major tests, so I actually bothered to study. I studied for an hour and half ! That's gotta be the longest time I've ever studied. And guess what? I FAILED OTL. It just sucks when that happens. LOL I tried to look real happy about it though. I got too much pride, despite what others may think ^ ^;. There was 38 questions in total on the test. My goal was to get no more than half wrong (meaning i must get 19+ questions correct). And guess what, I got 7 wrong OTL. damn, I fail. I know that means I passed my goal. And honestly, I really did expect to get at least half of the questions wrong. But 7 wrong is still like a 70~80 something (too lazy to calculate exact score). Luka-chan got a 95 !! TT^TT damn it I'm a failure. //competative xD

Sighhhh. so yea, today sucked. really really sucked. fo' real.
(LOL bed intruder song Reference XD).

On the bright side (cuz there always is one ///liess xD), I didn't have to go to work today :D. LOL I really don't know for sure why. But supposedly they're watching a movie, so I wasn't needed. I mean I can't really tutor kids if they're watching a movie XD. Oh ho ho~ But I'm happy because I didn't want to go to workk today. I feel too crappy to work. I mean those kids are so darn spoiled and complain all the time. It's just annoying to be around them sometimes. But I also love them too :) because they're so cute >w< and they give me such adorable lil' drawings :'D. They love me too ! <333. Because I'm nice ^___^ (they're lyingggg XD) ~
LOL Oh! Speaking of the kids loving me, one of them gave me a confession note! XD LOL IT WAS SO ADORABLE !! <3. Haha he's only in like ..uh.. first grade? XD I'm not sure. No wait I think he's a second grader or maybe 3rd.... >___> omg I dont remember. Well it doesn't matter, he's somewhere in elementary school. No wait I remember now xD ! He's in second grade. yup :3. Haha but I swear it was the cutest thing on earth! He took pink paper, and wrote "I like you." on it, and warpped it up in some origami type envelope. It was so sweet >w<. Luckily, since he's young~ he didn't feel to bad when I had to reject him.

I told him, "Oh, I'm so sorry. I really like you too... but I already have someone I like ^ ^;."
"You have a boyfriend?! :O " he seemed so shock, as if it wasn't possible. i know he's young, but i couldn't help but feel a bit offended XD.
"Uh..well I don't know if you can call him that..." I replied unsure of what to say ^ ^;;...
"Do you love him though?" now damn, when he asked this I was like "what kind of second grader asks this kind of stuff?" XD //was very surprised.
But of course I replied, "Mhm ^__^ I love him very much."
"Then he's lucky :) " and I suppose satisfied with this, the boy went back to doing his homework~.

I swear, that's gotta be the weirdest conversation I've had with someone who is of his age. He's so maturee that it's kinda scary xD. I mean not even my own brother says stuff like that. And he's a year older than this boy! Plus, I mean he's my brother. That makes him at least ten times smarter than all the other boys. LOL JK XD. But still. Kids these days continuously surprise me all the time. I mean they may be small and inexperienced, but don't underestimate them or else you're in for a surprise or two x3

ROFL SO NOW I JUST GOT SUPER OFF TOPIC~ XDD.

I'm very moody I guess. First moment, I'm all sad and gloom. Next moment, I share this cute story with you. My life is just colorful I guess XD.

well...other than that I really don't have anything else to say ^ ^;. 

so uh.. BYE BYES :D

ps. THIS WAS REALLY LONG. GOMEN >_____<"

Today I'm Happyyy~

First off, I want to say. AWWW <3333!!!! I FEEL SO LOVED DAMMIT!! TTwTT
When I wrote my post about crying, all my friends asked me if I was okay. Kyaaa~ I'm glad people care about me TTwTT *tears of joy* //emotional. LOL But there's nothing to worry. I mean it's true that I do bottle some things up, but doesn't everybody? I didn't write that post the other day because I broke down into depression or something. I just got emotional after watching a drama :'). What I said was still true~ in my post. But there's nothing for you to worry about ^___^

Anyways

Wah~ I didn't post yesterday (even though a lot happened).
I was busy~ ..uh what was I busy with? ...chatting with friends.
LMAO I HAVE A LIFE TOO YA KNOW !! XD
So yea~ I was like chatting with five different people. Sigh. My fingers aren't fast enough !! oh ew >__>. lolol sorry perverted thinking there for  a second.
Anyways ! like I mentioned earlier, a lot happened yesterday~. I went to Luka-chan's house! Rin-chan and Katrina-chan was there too. ^____^. Haha it was fun. We had to practice for our Spanish restaurant skit performance on Tuesday (ehyuck~! xP). But it was fun practicing XD so many bloopers !!
I went to Luka-chan's house a bit earlier than the others~. LOLOL LUKA TOTALLY SCARRED ME FOR LIFE

OMG guess what she made me do?? >________<;;
IT WAS CONTINUOUS PLAYING OF THE BED INTRUDER SONG
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DHpluwP328A
^Some auto tune edited video of a news report. LOL It's catchy ~ XD. That guy is so stupid, and the way he talks is so funnyyy~!!

HE'S CLIMBIN' IN YOUR WINDOWS ! HE'S SNATCHIN PPL UP! HIDE YO KIDS! HIDE YO WIFE! HOMEBOY!

XDD damn ! that stupid song is stuck in my head !! OTL
Probably doesn't help if I'm listening to it on youtbue on reply XDDD LMAO it's just so catchy XD

LOL The bed intruder song wasn't even the worst part !! After the bed intruder song, oh gawd I don't even want to say it. XDD. So embarassing !!. LOLOL But I'll tell you people anyways ! The world should know how much I'm tortured XDDD.
Haha CONTINUOUS REPLAYING OF KUROSHITSUJI CORSET SCENE !! XDDD LMAO Ewwww MY EARS ARE STILL DYING.
ROFL XD Only Kuroshitsuji fans know what I'm talking about XDD. Oh gawd, Ciel's sweat and head movements. Kyaaa~~ especially when he flips his head back. and aaaaahhhhg the panting. >///////////////////////////////< oh gawd the panting. !!!! It's like second hand pornnnn! OH GAWD I'ma change the subject now !! XDD
(haha if you want to know what the hell I'm talking about. just youtube search "kuroshitsuji corset scene" XDDD I WARN YOU!)

Ah ha haa anyways, after we finished practicing our Spanish restaurant skit, we started doing some random crapp man ! LOL I was doing hand stands (XD with the help of leaning against a wall). And we were working on different exercises. At some point we all started raping Luka-chan. LOLOL Meaning we got pillows, and attacked her with some tickling involved XD.
And we found her stash of drawings. LOL she tried hiding it from us, but I figured out it was under the bed xD. The only problem was that she was in the room, so she wouldn't let me access them. Haha so me and Rin-chan teamed up ! I tried to pin her down, while Rin-chan went to go get the drawings under the bed. But DAMN Luka-chan is so strong XDD LOL I couldn't hold her down. Hahaha sighh we're so weird XD.

Then I had a lovely walk home with Rin-chan ^__^ because we live about down the street from each other~.

ps. Oi, here's my answer to that question ~ (LOL You know who you are~ x3)

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6 Word Memoirs

In English class we're doing a study of 6 word memoirs. It's where you have to tell a "story" in only 6 words.

I have tons of fun with this :D and it's quite easy. But some people have some trouble with it. Since I don't really have anything else to talk about today, I guess I'll post some of the ones I came up with x3.

Green can be a girl color.
-story behind this-
One of the little girls at my work place asked me what my favorite color was.
I said "Green."
She's like "NO!" (she actually screamed at me xD)
I was like" O.O;; ...why not?"
"Green is NOT a girl color!" She explains.

xDD It was so cute, and we ended up having a whole conversation about. She still doesn't accept the fact that I like the color green :3.

Boys are complicated. Life is stupid.
This is self explanatory xDD
Boys cause too many problems all throughout my life :P

Life isn't fair. Deal with it.
Life can be cruel. Move on.
Something certain people need to learn :3

I am me: Best Fact Ever!
So very true x3
Be yourself. It's the best thing that you can ever be <3

Smiling is good for your health.
This is 100% true :)
so to keep up your health, smile lots ^ ^~

Words describing me: Dense and Clumsy
self explanatory xD

Smile. Don't let the tears win.
:')

You're so not Asian at all.
LOL People tell me that I'm not Asian xD
1. because I don't speak my native language.
2. and because I have big eyes.
xD

Setsuna isn't a Middle Eastern Farmer!
All my friends call him that OTL.
Yesh he's middle eastern, but he's not a famer Dx
T^T they're so mean to my Setsu-kun.

LOL So yeaa those were all stupid ones I came up with. But I hope ya liked it (?) xD idk. lol.

Oh! And I don't know if I've mentioned this on my blog, but I have fallen in love with a youtuber xDDD

Sample:

I LOVE THIS GUY'S VOICE <333
It's like eargasms all over the place. xDDD

I'll spam you with another song~

I love his vocaloid covers <33
but all of the songs he has sung are good :D :D

LOL I bug Nyu-san with my love for Rey-kun a lot. She thinks he's good too, so she kind of understands why I like him. But she's too tomboy to obsess over him like a fangirl xDD.

hmm~ one more week until Jessa-chan's birthday. I already got her a gift. I don't think she'll like it though. Sigh~ I hope she does though :3

The Story Reveals a Twist

My little brother is sick. I feel so bad for him. He's throwing up every hour or so. He refuses to take medicine, and it seems like he'll stay sick forever. I'm so worried for him. I wish he was old enough to understand the benefit of medicine. He should drink more water and sleep. But he doesn't want to. Gosh, why do little ones have to be so stubborn? :\
haha okay, this is not what I wanted to talk about though xD. It was just on my mind at the moment.

Okay, now down to the fun part of my life: my love life. xD lol. (inner note: gosh. this is gonna be weird to talk about now that so many of my friends read my blog ^ ^;;)

I have mentioned about the guy I like before. I have yet to tell who he is to many people yet. Rin-chan has been killing me to tell her who he is xD.
I really really like this guy. I can't say why because I'm not sure myself. But whenever I talk to him, I feel my heart race. And I am always just so much happier.
However, there is a twist. There's always a twist! Love just doesn't let you be peaceful >__<.
I have found out that a guy friend of mine from awhile back might possibly like me. I don't think I have the same feelings for him though. Well to be honest I'm not sure. I enjoy conversations with him. However, I don't think he's really my type. It's awkward seeing him now though ^ ^;;. sigh~ so I don't know what I'm going to do about that. But I'll think of something...I hope...
There's also another twist. It involves another guy. This guy is much nicer to me than the person I like. He says such kind words all the time. He makes me smile and blush. I don't blush often. It's weird. I feel like I'm cheating on the guy I like even though we're not dating. I am very uncomfortable with this. I have never been faced with the problem of liking two guys. I still strongly like the first guy, but.. I don't know what's going to happen in the future. Sigh~ this is getting dramatic. ^ ^;;
What worse though is that the guy I like likes another. So this is turning out to be some kind of weird triangle. ..wait not a triangle ^ ^;; more than three ppl (lol apparently my heart is freaking out so much it is affecting my brain).

Love is an annoying topic. It is an interestingly drama-filled one though. I'm sorry I'm explaining my love story so vaguely. I would love to give more details. But at the moment I cannot risk saying too much. So please forgive me.

LOL My dad is getting suspicious of me!! I don't know it was so random.
He was like "Emiko!"
I turned to him and said "Uh..yes Daddy?"
"You are suspicious!" He bluntly states, "Why are you being so suspicious?!"
"Haha she has a boyfriend!" My sister adds in.
"NO I DONT!" I shout, "Why do you find me suspicious?"
"I don't know! You're just so suspicious!" He says. LOL xD my dad is smart, but he can say the most randomly vague things ever.
"But I'm not being suspicious TT^TT" I say.
"Then why you seem like you're hiding things."
"because I am. xD" I thought.
"I'm not hiding anything! I know I'm not able to hide anything from my daddy." I said w/ the most innocent look I could muster up xD.

sigh~ I'm not allowed to date. My dad thinks liking boys at my age is stupid. And if I like a guy he won't get mad, but he won't understand why and be all grumpy. My dad is weird. I just think he's not ready for me to date boys, and I'm reaching the age he had allowed me to date pretty soon. xD So he's probably freaking out, and has no clue what to do. LOL poor dad. xD

Sigh~ well I'm done talking for today xD.

Blog to ya laters~
Have a nice day~
I hope you live forever~
I wish you good luck in whatever you're doing~
Congratulations in life~
Smile always~
And follow me if you haven't already~

:D :D :D

Love is all I have

ROFL XD I feel terribly bad for Luka-chan~.

She's one of my best friends.
She helps me with my homework.
I like calling her for homework help because
1. she has good answers xD. even if she says she just b.s. all of her homework, it always sounds legit and smart.
2. she knows how incredibly retarded and lazy I am, and will help me xD plus her explanations are nice and easy to understand. (unlike Nyu-san's who makes you want to say "wtff? that makes no sense xD". or like Rin-chan who knows I'm lazy and can do it myself, so she leaves me to die w/ the problem.)
and
3. everything is strictly to the point with her xD. No beating around the bush or unsure answer. (unlike Nyu-san where you never get to the answer of things because she's always going on about food or something xD. or Rin-chan who confuses me even more at times with her weird logic xD)

So Luka-chan is my go to person for homework and projects xD
(nyu-san is my food/music/anime critic. rin-chan is my therapist lol. katrina-chan is also my homework helper and anime fan talk person xD)

I also ask Luka-chan for drawing requests. :D She's super good at drawing (in my opinion)!
Check out Luka-chan's art at Deviantart.com

I feel incredibly bad though ^ ^;;. I ask so much from her(or that's what she complains about), but I don't have anything to give her.

It's quite funny though xD. Whenever I ask her for something, she'll always be like "What do I get in return?" Note: Luka-chan may help me with all of this stuff, but her work is never free xD. So to think of her as a super generous person would be a semi-off impression x3.

To be honest, I'm like dead poor xD. I have money from my job and allowance, but I choose not to spend it on anything. I'm saving it up for college, or extra expenses I'll need for when I go to college, or for a car, or things like that. My friends think I'm crazy for doing that though xD. They can't wait to spend money on desired objects :3.

Anyways, back on topic. Since I'm theoretically flat broke, I always have to repay Luka-chan with things I already have.
So messages to her about doing favors/requests would sound something like this:


I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER IF YOU DO THIS FAVOR FOR MEHH


And her replies would be like:
Why the f*** would I want your love?!? -___-;; You know how useless that is to me?!


I'll reply with something stupid like:

LOL I always say i'll love you cuz i'm like broke and worthless, so i have like no shit to give you.

and love is the only thing i really got to give xDDDD

Than she'll ask the quite reasonable question of:
lolz what makes you think i want your love?? XDDDDDDD


So my idiotic response would be like:
LOL xD nothing makes me think you do

but like i sed it's all i got,

so u take it or ya leave it xDD

Luka-chan will meanly say:
Haha I'll definitely leave it xD you fail woman.


^LOL xD yuup~ that's how things usually go. Love is all I have~. But Luka-chan apparently doesn't want it. xD But she should count herself lucky because it's a valuable offer x).


Thus, I feel terribly bad that she helps me all the time, and all she gets is my love xD
Haha but it just shows that we're super good friends xD haha or just really weird ones~.

Har har

Still working on my stupid Spanish project. Who knew it was so hard to do a power point project on Paraguay? xP. I only have like 2 more slides to do though! Yay!! :D

I talked to him today, like usual. Interesting conversation we had. I wish I could change what I said. Sigh~ I'm so hopeless orz. I would mention what it was about, but he reads meh blog, so that'd be very dangerous xD.

Ai-chan and I have reached a depressing point in our lives though. Our "love lives" are ending in doom, and it's terrible. I hope her guy will talk to her tomorrow. Sigh~ this really sucks xP.
(visit Ai-chan's blog plz: http://thetrueidentityofmyself.blogspot.com/)

Anyways, started reading MPD Psycho. It's kind of confusing at first, but it becomes clearer as you read further. I think it's pretty interesting.
Go check it out: http://www.thespectrum.net/manga_scans/?preview=manga_MPD-Psycho
Except, I do not suggest it to people who don't like murder/mystery/detective involving stories.
Here's a summary of what it's about (which I stole from cosplay holic, which she probably stole from wikipedia xD): When Detective Kobayashi Yosuke was assigned to the case of a serial killer who dismembered his victims, he never thought his own girlfriend would later become one of the victims. She was said to have been mutilated but kept alive; the trauma of which began to make Yosuke lose his sanity. As a result, he developed a dissociative identity disorder, with two main personalities being a cool headed detective known as Amamiya Kazuhiko, and a reckless psychopath named Nishizono Shinji.


On a further note, my sister just got punished and now has internet restrictions >:3 I feel bad for her though. She's more addicted to the internet than I am xD LOL.


Anyways, this post was posted just to post something xD so it gives a  lil' bit of an incomplete feeling and it's random, but oh well.

Gotta go do homework. Don't want my internet to be taken away too ^ ^;;
might post again later today though :3

Ciaossu~

I feel like rambling today xD

 Today's post is just gonna be about a bunch of random stuff~
(Yay! I learned how to use onion heads!!)

LOL xDD my hamster was being so cuuute~ yesterday.
While eating the other day, Cutie Pie had randomly fallen asleep.
He stayed like that for about an hour~. My brother was lecturing me about how I type too loud and that I'd wake Cutie Pie up. But I can't control how loud my keyboard is Dx. Sigh~ but my brother didn't understand that and kept lecturing me...he was the one who ironically woke up Cutie Pie xD.

hmm...idk what else to say...erm.. an interesting thing I can think to talk about is Banana-kun xD.
We've been talking to each other a lot recently~ it's kinda odd. I have to admit talking to him makes me sort of happy :) ...but than again I'm kinda worried. He seems too nice to be real xD. I start to think of the worst possibilities like what if he's a creepy online predator (no offense Banana-kun!)? It's just you know...Murphy's law~. Haha xD I guess that's me just being too cautious. Banana-kun lives in Taiwan, so there's a major time zone difference between us (a whole twelve hours!). Kinda makes me hate time zones xD. But we talk to each other like twice a day. We've somehow ended up as close friends. I'm bugged that he doesn't share a lot of information about himself xP. Hehehe, but I shall slowly sneak my way through his barrier.
 ohohoho~!
*is now slightly embarrassed since Banana-kun reads my blog xD*

LOL xD anyways~ what else is going on in my life? :\

Well one of my friend is gong through some love~ trouble. Yuuup, the worse kind of trouble there is xP. She just got her heart broken by this really mean guy. I don't like him xP at all (because he hurt my friend and is a jerk). So I unfriended him on the website we both go on xD rofl that sounded so lame~. I feel bad for my friend. I wish I could give her better advice >~<. However, she bounces back fast xD and has already fallen for another...well she hasn't admitted yet xD.

What else has been going on...? Oh! Luka-chan likes sending me gross pictures xP!!! Like earlier today I was checking some stuff, and she showed me this really gross picture of a naked woman being eaten by a snake. I was like "EWWWW >~< WTF?!?!" And I started yelling at her xD. My dad sits behind me and plays video games on our TV, so if he were to glance over at my computer at that moment, I would have died instantly!! If he saw that Luka-chan sends me weird stuff like that he would:
1. laugh (cuz it's a really weird/funny lookin' picture xD)
2. stop laughing and question me about it
3. lecture about how the picture is wrong and disgusting
4. disapprove of Luka-chan
and
5. kill me
xDD yuuup~ that's what he would do. So I started lecturing Luka-chan about sending me gross pictures, but I think I was just wasting air because she doesn't really care. OMG THAT RHYMED! "air" and "care" you get it? :D
y-yeaaa.... I'm incredibly stupid...


Hahaha xD anyways~ I forgot to mention that Rin-chan came to visit my house on Friday. It was her first visit :D. ...lol xD but I don't think she liked my house very much. She said she imagined it to be bigger...and I'm like "why?" because on the outside, my house isn't that big xD. Anyways, I'm a lame host ^ ^;;. She comes over to my house, and I have no activities for us to do. We ended up just doing random stuff on the computer and playing hide and seek with my little siblings xD. Gosh it must have been the lamest friend visit ever for her.   It was funny though, Rin-chan gave me three packs of sea weed. It was nice of her to do that :) ...she has too much food at her house though xD she gives free food to people every time she visits. hmm...I wonder what I'm going to do with all the sea weed she gave me ^ ^;;...there's so much of it. And I suck at making sushi xD lolol.

Oh! I've also been reading this really good book :). It's called True Story by Michael Finkel. I think it's some kind of murder mystery, but I'm not really sure. It talks about a murder, but it doesn't really focus on that. It talks a lot about the suspect and a journalist. I guess I just haven't gotten to the good part yet~. And the main character shares the same name as the author :3 I wonder why. I think I found this book in the nonfiction section...but I'm not sure ^ ^;;. Oh well~ I'll figure it out later xD.
It's a really good book though. I like it :3. You people should try reading it if you were to stumble upon it in the library or something :)

Anywaysu~, I could go on talking forever, but I think I'll stop here before the post gets too long xD.

Haha xD I Feel So Stupid

I don't usually post twice in one day but...

Oh my gosh xD!!! I feel incredibly stupid right now. OTL

With the little free time that I have, I decided to spend it on making this comic/manga strip (idk what you would call it xD). I completed it today, and felt the need to share it with you right now. Thus, this is Emiko (me) presenting you a very retarded comic strip at the moment x).

^ ^;; read it if you dare?

LMFAO XD I couldn't stop laughing when I came up with the wording for this. It's so fail and cheesy x).

I think it's a little confusing, so let me explain the story I was trying to present.

Currently, Setsu-kun is fighting Graham-kun :3 in this comic strip.

As they are fighting, Setsu-kun was explaining about how I taught him the power of "love". (xD I know it sounds retarded, but I just had to do it ^ ^). However, Graham-kun misunderstood what Setsu-kun said. He thought Setsu-kun was declaring some kind of love for Emiko, and he got jealous x). Some fans like to say that Graham likes Setsuna, so I decided to play with that a bit :P. I do admit that in the anime, Graham-kun is sort of obsessed with Setsu-kun in an unnatural way xD. Haha, plus, grahamxsetsu pairing extertains me a bit. And after Setsu-kun epicly defeated Graham-kun >:D, he was like "Yes...but that wasn't the point...-.-;;" Meaning, he does have a lover (*cough me cough*), but that wasn't what he was talking about at the moment xD. 

Oh, and the reason why Graham-kun said "So you have a lover, Gundam?!" instead of "So you have a lover, Setsuna?!" was because Graham-kun doesn't know Setsu-kun's name...wait...or maybe it's because he just likes to do that. xD I don't remember.

Well, now let me explain this to you: I did not draw this!! I suck at drawing...>.> no I really suck at drawing. xP So what I did was photo scan pages from the Gundam00 manga. I took parts of the different manga pages and colored them :3 then added my own text. I think I used stuff from three different pages from two different volumes of Gundam00.

Photoshop CS4 was used to make this! d(^ ^)b

And it took me FOREVER(!) to do the stars!!! At first, I couldn't figure out how to make a good starry effect. But, I somehow manged :D.

What I did was make a bunch of random white dots then blur it a bit with the blur tool. Afterwards, I used the smudge tool to smudge it up a bit more. Then, I made a bunch of more random white dots, but smaller ones this time. And I did the same blur and smudging affect to the smaller dots as well. For the "shooting star", I just made another white dot, and used the smudge tool again. But even after doing all that work for the stars, I feel as though they're still not good enough OTL it totally doesn't fit with the rest of the picture.

And for the last panel, where you see Setsuna standing, looks really fail xP. I got really lazy, and didn't feel like putting too much detail into it ^ ^;;. So it just looks like some random blue silhouette. xD but whatever.

I think I totally screwed up Graham's suit too xP the colors don't seem right. I got lazy on coloring Exia too ^ ^;;. sigh~ I'm such a bum xD

I'm pretty proud (TT^TT I had to look up how to spell prowd <--how I thought it was spelt xD i fail.) of my work though :)

^ ^;; I used things like the blur and smudge tool because I'm still a novice at photoshop x). I mean I'm pretty sure there's an easier way to do what I did, but I wasn't able to figure it out xP

Sooo~ anywaysu, what do you think? Pretty hilariously fail, right? x) and yet totally cool at the same time, right?

I'm SO happy and I thought you should know

WARNING! This entry may be very very long, and it's about my very fail, very futile love life (but i unexpectedly had a successful day, so it might not be so fail after all.) If you are not interested in my successful time in my love life then try reading it anyways, or just read some of my other entries xD.

That smiley up there, is an example of an understatement as to how big I was smiling today after certain events. Btw :) I have succeeded! Okay, for those of you who have read my last entry, you should know what the heck I'm talking about. But for those of you who didn't (you should start following me so I don't have to explain xD), my last entry was about how I don't like how things between me and my futile crush is going. So I was really pumped and was totally ready to start progressing things between us :). I saw him at my after school activities (musical theater). Today in mt (musical theater) we just talked about a trip we're taking. It's some big trip that's a way to celebrate our successful show of Annie Jr. My crush is going on the trip so I'm totally going to push my dad to let me go. The thing is that it's until 7:00 p.m. >.> I've never been out for that long with out my dad. I wonder how it will go. Anyways, my crush needed to go pick up his little sister at the bus stop that's like 2 blocks away from my school. It was funny because he was like "Um...Mr. W I need to go real quick to pick up my sister." And I was like "can I go with you?!" He laughed and was like "..sure...?" and started running. So I followed him ^ ^. He was like "You were serious?!" xD After we got out of the school building he was like "Can you run." ...can't everybody who can walk know how to run? xD Anyways I was like "yea..." and he was like "Can we run?" I, of course, wanted to be on his good side and was like "Ok." so we started running. He runs FAST!!! I couldn't keep up xD. We were waiting at the bus stop, and I wanted to start a conversation going. (remember! I'm trying to progress this stand still friendship) So I ask my most common and unique question that I ask every guy I like "What's your favorite part of the sky?" xD It's a weird question I know. But it can tell you a lot about a person if you think about it. He was like "Huh?" "You know the clouds, the stars, the blueness of it all." "The stars." I like the clouds ^ ^;; and so have all my past crushes, so this was new. I was like "why?" "Because they seem so close, but they're so far away." "So are the clouds. They look close but are far away." "But stars are farther away. Space is just so cool!" See, that question can starts a real nice conversation ^ ^. (Use the question with your crush if you want, tell me if it worked for you!) "Is that why you want to be an astrophysicist?" I asked. "o.o how did you know...?!" Yea, it must seem odd for a person to know something you never told them.lol "Because I went to the arista ceremony." (the arista ceremony was this thing where the people in it said what they wanted to be when they grew up.) He was like "oh yea." Then I stated, "Astrophysics, the branch of astronomy that has to do with the physics of the universe-" and he cut me off there "You actually looked it up!?!" xD...I guess that does seem scary, especially since I memorized the basic definition. I had to think up of an excuse as to why I looked it up xD so my thoughts were: "damn it! think! think think! You can't say it's because you like him and want to be knowledgeable about what he likes!" So I told him, "...Um ..well at the arista ceremony, I heard things like veterinary, doctor, and lawyer. I've never heard of the term astrophysicist before." "Yea, I wanted to be unique. *smiles*" I was totally shouting "Yes! He bought it!" in my head. However, him wanting to be an astrophysicist is only my motivation to searching it up. I was telling the truth about it being different from what the others said. Anyways, as we're waiting at this bus stop, his MOM comes! It's kind of a big thing meeting the parent of the person you like. She gave me a "omg who's that girl with my son" look xD.  K. was like "um..yea.. this is my mom :)" I was like "Hi! :) *acting as friendly as possible*" So then K. was all like "Mooom, can I please go back to musical theater?!" guess he didn't need to pick up his sister since his mom was there. The weird part was that he was leaning on his mom's shoulder, and was not really begging, but..hm.. what do you call it? Well it was cute. He was using like this baby voice ^ ^. It was something I've never seem him do before. Anyways, afterwards we head back to mt, and we see people walking home. It was a group of guys from mt and they were laughing so weirdly O.o. When we got to the auditorium (where mt is held), no one was there. When it's empty you can make echoing sounds. So I lamely shouted "Echo!" xD I'm such a child. We start heading to a nearby elementary park because we could xD And we thought our other friends would be there. On our way, I used my super vision and saw that our friends were ahead of us. What makes my vision so "super" is that they were really really far away. Anyways, we run like hell to catch up with them. My friend, P. (internet safety reasons is preventing me from using my friend's full name), was like "moments." when she saw me. She's basically saying "aww~ you got to spend time with him." Anyways, we walk to the park, do fun stuff, hand out. xD that's the condensed version. We played manhunt. When it was time to hide, I was totally following with him and hiding with him! He noticed too >.> and I couldn't come up with something normal to him that would make him less suspicious. It was 4:00 and I had to leave, but I asked for a time extension ^ ^. I got another hour. K. had to go too, but I was like "Why don't you get a time extension like me?" I wanted to spend as much time with him as possible!! But he didn't bring his phone, so I let him use mine ^ ^. I joked about me having his phone number in my call history xD. Which freaked him out a bit, but it's okay. Did I tell you that K. knows I'm creepy/perverted? Well he knows, but he's unusually okay with it. Probably because I'm creepy/perverted but not to a really super serious nutso extent xD more of a joker kind. Anyways, he used my phone and got to stay until 5 as well ^ ^! Afterwards me and him rejoined our friends and played telephone. It was fun whispering in his ear, and him whispering in mine ^ ^. Ew.. that might sound weird xD but hey I can't say that I didn't enjoy. When it reached 5 o' clock we started walking home together!! K. lives in an apartment building right next to the school! So we walk in the same direction because I live 5 blocks away from the school. Anyways, it was a nice walk~ I asked him questions. I was like "Do you think I'm weird?" "No." This surprised me. I thought he was lying. "Really? Then maybe a creep?" "No not really." I laughed " A pervert?" I totally thought he would say yes. But he said "No, you're actually pretty normal. Just...unique." Gee that's a laugh. What a nice way to say mentally insane. Then he adds "I've definitely never met a girl like you." "Is that good or bad?" xD of course I'd get suspicious if someone said that. "Good." ^ ^ now I was happy. Then we pass by my school, and there were a lot of people there hanging out. "Wow there's a lot of people here." I said. "I won't see many people I know, only the small few that's going to my school." (he's going to a different school next year. I won't tell you if it's college or high school because again of the internet safety rules. No way am I going to let people know how old I am. I'm a year younger then him though, so I won't be able to see him after this year is over TT-TT!! But then again I know where he lives *creepy smile*) What he said was totally off topic, and not what I was talking about xD but I went along with it anyways. "Yea...but hey maybe I'll get into *beeep (sorry I'm censoring the school's name. > < too many hints are no good.)* :) ....if I'm smart enough >.>.. (he's going to one of those "smart" people schools. you know the ones that are really hard to get into. the one he's going to is the second best, which is pretty impressive. Haha ^ ^ I like a nerd...I'm one too but whatever xD)" "No. You're really smart." Just that made me happy :) but he kept going. "You're even smarter then me." Really happy now :) but a little confused. How was I smarter than someone who's older than me? He probably meant smarter then him when he was in my grade. Anyways he kept going ^ ^, "I think by the time you reach my grade (that's when you take the test) you'll know enough to be able to get into *beeep*." (basically the beep was the name of the school ranked first.) I was thinking, "wow! he really thinks that? I feel so happy that he thinks so highly of me ^ ^!" Sadly, he eventually reached his apartment building, and it was time to say farewell. He was heading towards the door when he said "See you later." I waved and said "Bye." In a very fail squeaky/sad baby voice. Then he stopped and said "Don't say bye!" I was like "huh?..." "Bye is a very bad word. It feels like you're leaving." ( I think he meant the leave forever type leave. because leaving as in just leaving the place you're at wouldn't make sense in what he said.) *cries tears of joy* Is he saying he doesn't want me to leave?! Or does he not like the idea of me leaving!?! ...Okay so maybe it's just his matter of opinion on the word and I'm looking to deep in what he was saying, but hey I like to look at the glass half full ;) ~
On my way home, I was smiling like a total idiot from ear to ear. I got weird looks from people, so I tried to make a less toothy smile. But I couldn't! My mouth kept opening so my teeth were showing. I went totally crazy! Giggling like a loopy girl. I was just really happy :) my day was so successful. Maybe, my futile crush isn't so futile after all...       (How much you want to bet that I'll see him at school on Monday, and complain about how it's futile again? xD) .....DAMN!!!! THIS IS LOOOONG!!!! O.O sry about that ^ ^;;

^ ^ ta ta~