Update On... Well, My Life!

Haven't posted in eons. Lots to share. So here I go!

Extra Curricular Life
I've been mostly spending my time with my new blog JTUD (Journey To the Unknown Destination). Please read and go check it out! :D I'm working really hard! lol
I have to say, working with my mentor is really exciting! I get to work at a place called the FlatIron School. It's a really awesome place!  My mentor, Sara J Chipps, is really nice and awesome! (subscribe to her KittieBots!! ) She also introduces me to her coworkers, and they're awesome too. lool. Everything there is really cool. They have funky chairs and white-board tables and giant computers and projectors.
The Subway next door is my savior because I always find myself rushing out the door to get to the place (it's an hour travel time haha). However, I tried going to someplace across the street today. It was super yummy and the service was nice too! ...except, I think the server tried hitting on me LOL. (cuz I'm just so beautiful. Just kidding! XD hahaa...). Then on my way back to the building, this pamphlet distributor guy came up to me, and was like "Do you wanna tour the statue of liberty" and I'm like "No thank you". Then he wouldn't leave me alone LOL Started asking me if I worked around the area, and I really didn't want to explain my whole mentor-apprenticeship thing. It's really none of his business anyway LOL so I just said "Yeaa.....(lets go with that lol)". Then he asked me out to lunch. ((THE SINGLE BE THIRSTY. LOL. I told my single friend that, and he got upset with me XD. idk. I'm sorry)) I kindly declined the pamphlet guy, and ran into my building. hahaa....... is it just me, or is it really uncomfortable to be hit on? Not trying to show off or anything, but idk I'm young and it makes me nervous Dx. Anyways, my Intel project is going really well! Meeting all these different kinds of people and having the experience of these travels are amazing. The freedom ;w;. The hopes of the future. The memories.

Current Love Life
This Saturday (Feb 22) is my one year anniversary with my boyfriend!!
We're just going to hang out at my house and watch movies :)
I really do love him ^____^ or whatever you want to call this warm, fuzzy feeling in me that makes me just wanna run through a field of flowers screaming for joy.
I mean it does get rough between us (I mean it has been a year after all). We just get sick of each other sometimes, but we usually figure it out in the end :)
He's really the best! Deals with all my female moody troubles and loves me despite all flaws. He doesn't try to fix me, and that's what I love the most. (lol... well, he is a super tryhard in the fixing dept. when it comes to League of Legends though.... but boys will be boys XD). I mean there are things I like and don't like, but that's normal in everyone. My biggest problem is always thinking I'm not good enough. I don't know. Despite how confident I am, whenever it comes to opening myself up, I'm scared the one I love won't accept what's inside :c ...yea, deep stuff, but... it's how I feel.
On a more happier note, haha, I'm reallyyy excited to see him Saturday! It's mid-winter break right now, so I haven't seen him in FOREVER (*cough. cue in that one person to say "it's only been 7 days..."). Honestly, I'm just so addicted to the happiness he brings me that even a weekend apart makes me die from missing him. ♥

School Life
LOL. Like I don't even want to talk about this. I'm doing pretty okay, I guess. My only grade in the 80s is AP Human Geography (but that's because I have the crappiest memory in this world), but it's only like an 88-89ish. just need that 0.5 on my 89 to get that 90 ;w; plsplspls.On my midtermss, I think someone replaced my brain for the whole midterms week because all of them were in the 80s. I don't know why, but when it comes to test, my brain shuts off and gets substituted by a dummy. EXCEPT MY ENGLISH WAS A 98. omg. English is just my favorite most loved subject in the world ♥♥♥.

I feel like I'm going to die in Junior year. I'm hoping to take AP Java, AP US history, AP Psychology, and Intel.

Life in General
I feel poor .___.
Spending money to take train to mentor. Spending money to buy clothes (i think i hav an addiction). Spending money to buy birthday gifts. Spending money to buy food. Spending money on cake (i totes hav an addiction). Spending money on things I want in general.
Money is too big of a part in life LOL.

I'm facing fashion bipolar-ness. I can't choose between punky tomboy or cutie-pie girly as my style. I find myself constantly switching between the two. what is identity? what is style? LOL. My ripped jeans and rockin' black vest or my pink glasses and lace-y shirts. Haha #TeenageGirl.

I LEARNED TO CROCHET. it's so amazing. I make hats. I make scarves as gifts. I make couple scarves for my love and I. ♥ It's such a fun hobby. IM SO SAD THOUGH. I found this perfect yarn store. And as I finally found her, turns out, she's going out of business by the end of this February. fate is cruel ;A;. I bought like a pound of yarn for $10. that's amazing.

Finding Myself in this Hazy Weather

You know, to be honest, I don't like this time of adolescents at all~. Being a teen is baffling.You're too old to be a child, but too young to be an adult. And during this time of confusion, you have to be able to find yourself as well. The worst part of it is that when I was a child, I thought I already knew myself. Now, I'm told that I haven't discovered anything at all? Whenever I think about stuff like this, I come to all sorts of conclusions about myself. Afterwards, I feel pretty accomplished, but only to find out two weeks later that I've changed into a different self. And I have to go through how many years of this nonesense? LOL. Not sure what to do about this, so my only solution is to blog! haha XD.

Okay, so far in my life, I've established that I'm a fun and happy person with a weak sense of will power. LOL. I've also confirmed that I don't really have the face or know-how on being one of those cute-sy Asian girls. Like have any of you realized that Asian girls are really really cute-sy? o3o. I'm asain, and like.... I can't be cute at all. I'm more of a "HAHA. That's adorable. Nice try, kid *pat pat" kind of cute. LOL. Thus, with this kind of mentality, I have become witty and coolsies and perhaps, a little bad ass-ish(?) :'D.

BUT HIGH SCHOOL HAS DESTROYED THE LOGICC about myself.

LOL because lately, I've been trying to act cute ;A;. Like not neccessarily trying, just have been. I think it's because all my guy classmates have like suddenly realized that I'm not some scary smart lady, so they've begun to tease meh D; In the beginning of the year, I was like quiet and proper during class, and everybody had this idea that I'm some super ingenius person who's way above their level. LOL. CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT? XD Stupid lil' meh was seen to be smart? Haha, then I started doing group work with people, and everybody was like "OMG. Emiko is just like meee." LOL. And somehow that gave invitation for boys to be messing with me ;A; because apparently, I'm really fun to tease.
So my natural instinctual protection sequence is to act cute and be like "Stahpp it~. You're being a meanie pants~." AND IDKY. LOL. Like what the fuck is a meanie pants? XD. It's like "MHMM. That's right. Your pants are mean~!" no. That just doesnt work o3o.

OH! And aside from trying to handle attention in less retarded ways, I've started talking like real ghetto-ish. LOOL. I'm just like "This ain't gonna work no more" or "That guy be cray cray." But a wannabe-cute, witty, comical chic can't be talking ghetto. It doesn't work that way ;A;.

I believe this is what one would call "finding oneself." Eughh. D; Harr.

Lately, I've been upset though~ because all them stupid ass boys be picking on meh D;
Like apparently, I'm not a girl to them, but still a girl. A girl leaning toward the manly side. or something like that LOL. And it's like everyday, I gots at least one guy telling me I'm fat, stupid, or manly. It's like gawsh ;A; people are so harsh. And I'm not even fat D;
It's really stupid. Whenever I say out right, "I'm fat", some guy would be like "You're being a stupid girl~. You're not fat~." Then like five minutes later, that same guy will call me fat. >3<;;
So I'm upset~ because trying to take all of that from like ten guys everyday just sucks~. And I mean like it shouldn't bother me, but it does. Getting bullshit from one or two people is nothing, but from many it's like ughhh. Of course, I understand they're just "teasing" or "messing around", but it still sucks. Like sometimes I just don't know :V. At some point, I will break down xP. Last Thursday, I just went all silent and gloomy because I didn't know what to do anymore. That's really weird for me too because I'm never quiet. Haha XD.
At the end of the day, it was really nice though. Because of uh... idk let's call him Chouchou~ (it means "pet" in French, and he's totes my pet ^^) . He took me "bread shopping" after going on and on about how he didn't like bread. LOL. I mean it's really nice when you're having a bad day, and then your friend acts all stupid, bat-shit funny on you xD. He came and saved my day unintentionally though~. Chouchou is that kind of friend who just makes you go "what the fuck? XD" the entire day because he just says the darnest things. haha.

Chouchou and I went to visit Pari-chan, bought some breadd (he forced me to buy bread because he "didnt want to be the only one buying stuff" xD), and semi-prank called Luka-chan. LOL. It was amazing :P.

OH. And last Friday was my one month anniversary with Nairb ♥♥♥.
The gift he decided to give me was himself. And I was like "OMGG. SO HAPPY~ I'll cherish 'it' forever ;w;". And my gift to him was myself. LOL. I put a gift bow on my face and everything. XD. We're an amazing couple. legits =w=b.

Life is like a Bowl of Ice Cream

 

Life is like a bowl of ice cream. I'm the bowl. My experiences the ice cream (preferably vanilla ♥). And all the beautiful friends I have would be the toppings on top that make it all the better (like sprinkles and caramel syrup >w<).

And so, as you can see, today's post will be about my friends (again).

I'm going to start off with my two junior friends. Eui-chan and Natty-kun.
Now, Natty imo is really quite cute, and a super nice-guy kinda person. I love talking to him, and seeing him in general. Compared to my other guy friends, he's quite a refreshing sight to see... because all of my guy friends are arrogant and love to fight with me (is it my fault that I'm skilled in the art of insulting? xD). I'm quite sick of them at times xP. But I don't like Natty. Too quiet for me, and we don't have much in common :P.
I think my friend Eui thinks I like him though, which is really quite bothersome D; She's the kinda friend who likes to play cupid. Her and Natty are good friends, and I feel like she's trying to convince him into dating me or something. I really appreciate her effort. But she's shooting bows at people who just don't match. xP. And she's convinced my friend, BB, that I like him too. I know this because BB keeps making fun D;
For now though, I'ma just pretrend like I'm oblivious to all of this. LOL. Hopefully, they'll drop it soon xD.

But even with all this drama, I still haven't forgotten my friends from middle school :'D.
For the winter break, I've set up a gathering. I can't wait for it. Super superr excited!! >w<. I went to go shopping for presents yesterday, and I'm glad I still know them so well. I can go "spot shopping" which is something Choco-chan came up with. It's where you can go shopping without an aim, look at something, and just know what's perfect Cx. I also love how a lot of stores around me have free gift wrapping. Makes my life so much easier :'D //can't wrap for life. With school and everything, I haven't been able to go out in FOREVER. I forgot how tiring shopping can be, but I miss it so much >w< //girly ftw.

BB showed me to this little mall nearby, and it has this cute little shop that I've fallen in love with!! They had G-gundam models!! ;w; I almost went beserk. If they accepted credit card, I would've probably lost control and bought it (even though the one I wanted costs $100). Grr- why do models have to be so damn expensive TT^TT //sob. It was like a Morning Glory combined with Anime Castle. It was amazing~ ;w;.

Anyways, speaking of Gundam, I found a friend who also thinks Setsuna is friggin' sexy >w< !! And one who also shares my love for Kat-Tun!! And one who likes to give out candy like mehh!! And another who enjoys watching CommunityChannel as much as I do !!

So the ice cream is beautiful with all its glorious toppings ;w;.

The Gems

The sound of morning music awakes me from peaceful slumber. Great determination removes me from the soft covers of dreams. With the help of an energy boaster (coffee xD), I prepare myself to go to school. On the way there, what a journey it is! The people I see. The troubles I face. Surprises meet me around every corner. And a surprise I also am for the other travelers like me. At school I am, ten minutes 'till the bell. Up the mountainous stairs (uhg!). But what awaits me are gems with smiles so great :'). Ding. Ding. Ding. Classes begin, and another tired day I suffer through. I can't wait to go home. But those moments with my gems makes me want to start the cycle again. ♥

All that's major in my life right now is high school, so that's what I'll talk about. lol. Everyday, I feel myself growing, becoming mature, and experiencing life. It's kinda freaky, but I enjoy it though. The ride on the subway every morning and afternoon. My teachers and classes. The activities and opportunities. I especially like the environment. Everyone there is amazing (well, for the most part :P).
I always get a good feeling whenever I climb those three flights of killer stairs knowing that I'll see my friends waiting for me near my classroom. And when I do arrive, all five/six of them smile at my appearance at the same time and greet me. I feel so special ;w;. lol it's really a sight to see a bunch of people smile at once xD.
I feel like I can relate to the people in Bronx Science really easily. A quarter of them are anime fans. Another quarter are geeks (either whovians or potterheads or both). And the third are both anime fans and geeks!  the last quarter are the borning bunch who just study xD. I'm friends with one of that last quarter, but she's cool, so she's excused :P.
My teachers are great... although I sleep in like half my classes >___>. And it upsets my friend that I never get caught. LOL. But don't worry folks! My grades are beautiful ^__^. ... except in biology. //sob. I suck in that class. I want to blame my teacher though. She talks to fast, writes scribble on the board, and can't spell for life. I swear, I'm probably studying inncorrect notes right now! I don't have it that bad though. There's some teachers who have heavy accents and speak in their native tongue at random moments; confusing everyone. xD.
The subway rides to school and back are always fun. I mean who doesn't love being squished into small spaces and surrounded by brutal New Yorkers? xP. Haha, nah, most of the time everything is alright. I get to enjoy free entertainment, people watching, thinking time, and great views (of cuties on the train ♥).
In my thinking time, I commonly only like to think of my happy moments though. And so, I end up smiling like an awkward idiot on the train xD. Haha, but New Yorkers are like trained to ignore weirdos, so I'm safe =w=b. Those happy thoughts could be total killer though! One time, I was happily reminicing in a memory I had of my little brother, and I started crying! My dad told me that with my in high school, I'll be spending less time with my little siblings and family. When I thought about missing out on the growth of my siblings and the events with my family, I started to tear up a bit ;A;. //stupid female hormones xP.

Despite all the new friends I'm making, I find myself deeply missing my friends from middle school too. I'm glad that I still see a few in my high school. And sometimes, I get to see Pari-chan on the subway in the morning :D !! I talk to Rin-chan too. I miss Luka-chan the most though since I don't really see or talk to her anymore. I miss her pink hair and wild personality. ;A;.

So high school has its ups and downs. A lot of the time, it feels like I'm mostly experiencing the "downs", but on those days when things are better, everything seems a little more worth it :)

High School Isn't What I Expected

After a month or so of high school, I've realized it's not as hard as people make it out to be... nor is it as fun ;____;.

I mean, in movies and people I've talked to, they're always complaining about the amount of work and tests and all that shit. It's honestly not that bad (and this is coming from a kid who goes to Bronx Science xP). There are a lot of tests (especially if you got that evil teacher), but it's to be expected. If you just sit your ass down, pay attention in class, and study for at least ten minutes the night before, you'll be fine (if you wanna do great, study for twenty-five minutes xD).

I must confirm that high school isn't as fun as rumored to be. I thought it was going to be crazy, wild, fun, drama-all-day, insane! It's not though. You go to the same classes, see the same teachers, and shove crap in the same locker every single day. It's too repetitive ! I hate it. No fun at all. Nothing interesting. The thing that might ever present a tiny possibility of excitement in my day is if I find a penny on the floor. High school is that boring.

People say you make your life time friends there. ... Well, I don't know how the fawk anyone does that because you get a whole new set of people in each class!! Like excuse me? How is someone supposed to create such a major friendship if you only see them like a few minutes each day??

So high school life isn't really what I had expected it to be (except, I do hear about the crazy, wild high school parties... which I'm not allowed to go to anyways xP).


I must admit, I do have fun though (just not exciting, I-could-die-happy fun xP).
My biology class is filled with Black Butler (anime, in general) fans!! >w<. We just like to sit and talk about Black Butler (ex. how cool Sebastian is, how hot Grell can be, and spoilers for the newborn fan xD) while we wait for second period to start (I have first period free three days a week). There's this one girll who I totally love though!! I'll call her Sabby~. She is HILARIOUS. Omigosh, she is the closest thing to home. Home as in my middle school friends. She's absolutely crazy, totally understands my kind of weird jokes, andd laughs/talks just as loud as I do XDD. However, she's still no replacement for my other friends ;___; I do miss them

...so I'ma just go on describing a few more friends since I've already started xD.

I have this friend named Turtle. He looks more like a lemur if you ask me (with qualities of a turtle), but no one agrees. Everyone is dead set on him being a 100% turtle xD. He's a junior, but I love how he doesn't treat me like a total newby-freshman. very nice ^^. LOL. I remember seeing him on the subway (because we both take the 4 train), and I thought he was kinda nice looking. The next day I ended up crossing paths with him (aka, meeting him xD). This kind of thing always happens to me somehow. LOL. //lucky ducky :P
I met Turtle because a friend of a friend introduced me to him. I like the friend of my friend though. She has the same name as Luka-chan. haha. She looks nothing like Luka-chan though. So I'ma call her The Keeper. That's her name because she has like a name for everyone, mostly animals, which makes me think of a zoo keeper. However, she doesn't have only animals, so I took out "zoo" and kept keeper. It ended up as a really cool nickname xD. Anyways, I'm The Keeper's teddy bear... according to her. And Tony (my summer school friend who coincidentally goes to Rin-chan's church) is her shrimp. I feel that's mean because it's like making fun of his short-ness ;__;. I like how The Keeper is also a junior, but she still treats me like an equal instead of a freshie.
I know this other junior, who I'll call Pritt. She treats me like a freshie. She even calls me her "lil' freshie". It makes me feel so outcast-ed T^T. LOL but the way she says it is so cute, so I don't really care xDD. She's super nice. I love how even though I'm a freshman, she's proud to be my friend ;w;. Pritt is always like "This is MY friend, and you're a lucky ducky to be meeting her!" whenever she introduces me to all her friends. I love how she's incredibly happy whenever she sees me too. Makes me feel special. LOL.
(btw, go visit her dA: http://kyo-kyo123.deviantart.com/ . she's like a totally awesome Hetalia fan!!).
...as you can see, I know a lot of juniors .____. (I know like a few more. 5 more? plus, a few seniors. but sophs don't like talking to me or something because idk any ;A;)


Oooh, and there's a person who I should totally dedicate an entire post about, but for now it'll just be a paragraph. I'm going to call her B-queer. She and I have the complete opposite personality, but we get along extremely well. We have the same sense of humor, and we're always laughing up the streets like crazy. We're the kind of friends who can finish each other's sentences and think the same things at the same time. It's a totally crazy that I'm friends with her. We both get upset at each other quite often, and curse one another's ears out, but somehow everything works by the end of the day. LOL. I hang out with her ALL the time. so much so, that I'm starting to talk like her XD. hahaa, I really do love her though. she's like ah-maze-zingg~~!


........... Anyways, those are like my only friends xD. Sabby, B-Queer, The Keeper, Pritt... and possibly Turtle xD. idk. LOL. plus, like two others (who I'll name and talk about later xD).


Also, I go to B-queer's locker with her every morning before school, in the afternoon, and after school (because that's just how our sched works xP. is done in reverse too). And there's this boy who owns the locker next to her. He always resets his locker combo thing to zero. I have no idea why, and I find it amusing that he has such a odd habit. And I must say, I'm a really mean person, so I always change the number to 25. LOL I'm probably a jerk for doing something like that, but I feel like defying this habit of his. I call him Mr. Zero. hahaa xDD. Funny part is, B-queer has the same habit too. I would also mess with her, but she'll kill me... so I dont mess with her ;A;.

By the wayy, even though I'm still just a "feshie", my locker is BOSS. hahaa, most freshmans carry shitload of stuff around the school because they aren't used to using a locker. I mean, I still have a huge camel hump on my back, but not during the school day. I shove like my entire book bag in the locker. I take out what I need, put it into a much more appealing smaller bag, and carry my binder in my hands. LOL. so I look cool B).

I like how my locker is turning out though. I put in a shelf. Yesh! A shelf!! It's a red shelf C: and I fit like a book, extra set of clothes, and my goggles on it (totally helps save space for my camel hump of a bag xD). I put my totoro pouch in there (for meh extra girly stuff). Totoro is so cute though ;w;. There's a mirror. And, I found this cute little pin in the hallway (finder's keepers xP) that said "Robots Save the World". So I took neon pink duct tape, and pasted it on. LOL.

...locker doesn't sound boss when I describe it... b-but it is. I swear.. ;A;  I'll take pics of it one day. xD.


Anyways, this post is like getting uberly long. I must stop talking before I go on a rampage of more useless stuff of my high school life xDD. (and believe me, there is still TONS of stuff to rant about. I have just barely scratched the surface). LOL. so until next time~!! ;D

ask me questions. It'll help inspire me to write more things xD.
like this post was inspired when Luka-chan wrote a comment on my last post asking about my high school friends :3 (so thank Luka-chan. I wouldn't have blogged today if it weren't for her XD).


Coming Up Next Time.....

• You'll hear about the clubs I'm taking. The clubs I'm not taking.
• Complaints of how Asian my school is, and my crave for more variety.
• The current news of meh love life (btw, pinmi is of no more).
• Possibly about my teachers
  (my writing seminar one is kind of cute :P)
• My new doodle character
• -hopefully- pictures of my locker
• more of the weird people I have to deal with everyday xD. (i'ma get a para or so from B-queer. be excited. LOL).

^mind you, I'm not going to talk about all of them at once. maybe one or two. comment below if you really want to hear about one over the other.

Pinmi News??

I know I haven't blogged for at least two weeks, or at least, I know it's been awhile. Friends have begun to continually ask me "Are you blogging?" or "Have you blogged yet?" I'm sorry I've been gone for awhile. It's high school again :\. Gosh, I'm only taking three simple classes (art, health, and music), so I don't have to deal with them later in the school years. Why is it sucking up so much of my time?! If I'm already being occupied with these three little classes, then what will regular high school be like? It'll probably be pure hell

Sighh. but I don't want to talk about school (or the fact that I got two major tests coming up TT^TT). Let's talk about something else. But what? LOL. I really have no clue xD.

Well... some have been asking for an update on Ronny and I.... I guess I could talk about that? so that less people would ask about it xD;;.

Yesterday, he came over to my house. LOL. yea... big step, eh? ^ ^;.
Don't get too excited. He didn't meet my dad. And no, he didn't rape me or anything. Just saying because some of you make the weirdest guesses sometimes xD. He came over to just watch movies with me :) tralala~.


However, even though he didn't meet my dad, he did meet my three little siblings. LOL. That's how I got to have him over. The deal was that if he came over, my dad got to have a play day of his own. That means, all my little siblings stayed home with me during my date, while he goes out xD. I took the offer. I just wanted a day with Ronny. Haven't seen that boy for an entire week. pure torture


It was quite interesting. My brother, Zoom~ (lame nickname, I know xD), showed him his Pokemon cards and other weird possessions xD. My other brother, Gal, licked him >___>..... which was very disturbing. LOL. It was on the face and ear, I think ....to be honest, I found it kinda funny and mortifying at the same time XD. Not to mention, Gal also tried to take off his socks numerous times. I don't know why, but that boy loves to do that! Last time, when Rin-chan came over, he successfully managed to take off her socks, and shoved it down her shirt. U__U there's something wrong with that lil' boy! Zoom also forced him to play Mario Party 9 (he made an emphasis on the 9 for some reason ^ ^;). And the most hilarious part about the whole thing was that Ronny wanted to be Princess Peach... orz. no comment...


What did my sister do though? Well, she's like 12 (i think...>__>...), so she doesn't do anything weird like take off his socks xD. She just kinda stared at him... and went back to her computer. And I love her for that!! LOL. It would've been weirder if she did something weird T^T. I mean 12 year old + weird activity = nothing good. xD.


Overall though, my brothers seemed to like him :'D. Gal warmed up to him pretty quickly (was lying against his leg. jumping on him. and other things lil' children do to show affection xD). Zoom didn't try to scare him half to death or bore him with animal facts. Zoom is a pretty good brother to tell you the truth. Like, he said if my boyfriend were to ever hurt me or make me cry, he would personally kick his butt (you feel threatened, Ronny? XD). When he told me that, I was like "O__O;; uh, thank you?" LOL. I don't know what a seven year old could do to a teenage boy who was like twice his height... but it's the thought that counts, I suppose xD. And since he seemed to have declared Ronny as a good boyfriend, so that makes me happy :D.
I don't know what my sister thinks of him ^ ^;;. I think she called him ugly... despite how much I would have to disagree with that. But she hasn't like annoyed or teased me about him yet, so I assume that is a good sign xD.

I'm glad things went well ^___^. My siblings were miraculously able to keep the house clean for his visit. I spent my whole Friday afternoon cleaning. LOL. Today, Sunday, it's messy again. xD. A clean environment only has a one-day lifespan in my house.

Him and I watched Paul and Rat Race. Both good movies, in my opinion :D. ...And... that's all I say. XD. Lolool~.

So yea, I wonder what'll happen when he meets my dad. I don't think he ever will (unless we date for like 10 years or something XDD. //obviously exaggerating, but still~). My dad seems to be slightly annoyed by, slightly accepting of the fact that I have a boyfriend ^ ^;;. Not ready to let his first born go, I suppose~. But he's warming up to the idea. LOL. hopefully xD.

ps. I finally got around to replying to the comments on the "I'm Such a Loner" post xD. so you can go check that out if you want...

I'm Such a Loner

I haven't blogged in awhile, and I'm terribly sorry for that ;A;. Anyways, I'll just go on talking instead of wasting a bunch of time explaining to you why I was so busy.


There's so much that has happened these past days. I feel so OLD nowadays. And I don't know why, but I've been having this alone-in-a-crowd type of feeling. ;A; //lonerr. I go to my high school so I can take certain classes earlier, and get them outta the way for when the school year actually starts. Basically, it's like starting high school ahead of time XD. I've never had a problem with talking to people. I may seem like a total anti-social freak, but I'm actually quite talkative (believe it or not XD). However, I just can't make friends at Bronx Science~~ xP. I mean I have like a few friends, but when you're in a school with like over a thousand kids, everything is so foreign no matter what. I'm not sure how to explain it. I feel like I'm in a whole new country or something. Even though I've gotten through a week and two days, I still feel all weird and uncomfortable with it. I think it's probably like freshman-syndrome or something. And there is no way I'm actually going to try to befriend everyone. No. I'm not that desperate for friends xD. To be honest, I just want to focus on my studies. Friends are like distracting .___. you know? I mean just my middle school friends are sucking up all my time. High school friends? No way. xP.


I'm sort of stuck though. I should make friends, so that I can like make future connections since Bronx Science will most likely "raise" successful people or whatever. However, I also want to just not have friends, and like just study. ...HAHA XD Me studying? LOL. sounds like a dream :'D. I do want to get serious about this whole "being a smart" person thing though. That's why I feel that separating myself from people will help. That's why I'm stuck. Should I gain connections or study? ;A;... they're both good, but it's one or the other type of thing. Well... I suppose, I can use the first two years to study my ass off, and be like wayy ahead. Then use the last two years to gain connections. LOL. Yea, I think that's my high school plan =w=b.


Oh, on a further note, I'll talk about how Ronny and I are doing. I don't know why this happens. However, whenever there's an awkward moment with my friend and I while we're talking, the first question they can think to ask me is "So.. how are you and pineapple?" It's like "Whyyyy??" First off, that only makes things more awkward. And secondly, it's a weird question to answer without coming off as some love-sick puppy or something! I would respond diligently, but they'll just be like "ew," or "tmi, dude, just tmi". I'll just be sitting there pissed off, thinking "Then why did you ask!?! >O //angry face." So I only answer with, "We're fine." However, people are never satisfied with that answer! They always think "Oh, so things aren't going well, hnn?" And I'm like "uh.. how the fawk did you get the exact opposite of what I just said?" People can be so annoying sometimes. Humans make no sense =__=;;. 

Bumper Stickers are Sticky

Today was.. um. interesting ^ ^;;
First off, my morning started with me almost getting hit by a car
But before that, I did stay up until 3 a.m. in the morning D;
And after the car thing, I couldn't walk, and almost fell down! My dad said I looked drunk >___<"
OOH! But wayy before staying up until 3 a.m., I went to an open house at Bronx.
And oh gawd, it's like I have ADHD or something since I'm talking randomly~.

LOL So I'm going to start.. from the bronx science open house :'D

I had a lot of fun! The school is huge! And I think I was a total public disturbance there XD.
I went to the auditorium for some speech thing, and they had the coolest auditorium seats! They have little desk things attached to it! LOL I don't have that in my middle school, so it was cool xD. I don't know why I think this.

AND OOH! I GOT A BUMPER STICKER <3

sry ;__; my photography skills are crappy, and so this is a bad picture xP

LOL I don't know why, but that amazed me XD. I like bumper stickers for some reason. They're just so.. sticky ^w^ //mentally stupid aura flows around endlessly~ <-that made no sense xD;;.
Anyways, I went to the open house with Nyu-san and Jessa-chan. It was fun! :D But like I said, I think we, *cough* I mean I, was a public disturbance XD. LOL I realized that I am quite loud. I kept poking fun at the student information stuff, and how wonderfully green the folder carrying all the papers were xD. I also made a big deal about the nicely decorated ceiling that had symmetrically polygonal shapes on it. So yea, as you can see, I was bored XD. And bugging the hell out of Nyu-san. Ah~ and while there, Jessa-chan discovered the possibility of a boy who I knew in sixth grade that might be coming to bronx as well. I hope he doesn't though! That boy sat behind me in math class, and threw crayons at me!! ;___; because boys are mean like that.
LOL At the pretty inspiring speech they gave us, I saw the principal! She was corny xD. She was like "Ugh, I can't see up here. Is it the spot light? Oh wait, no, it's the brilliant glow from all your smiles" Or something like that. LOL It was funny though xD. She tried to explain how close the students are with her with a joke, but nobody laughed. I felt bad for her since she even tried to re-explain the joke ^ ^;;. Anyways, after the speech, we were given a tour of the school. And of course, with my beautiful luck, my tour guide was super cute ^___________^. . . . b-but like I said my luck is "beautiful", and he was gay OTL. I would mention how I know, but that might cause some trouble, so I won't say. LOL BUT THAT SUCKS. Anyways, I have this terrible sickness called smart-ass syndrome. LOL So I was basically asking stupid questions the whole time 8D. It's hard to explain unless you were there, but it was fun ^____^. He was so adorable though :'D... but too bad I can't remember what the hell his name is XD. Yup, I epicly fail~.

LOL looked around at the male freshmans during my tour too. Ah haa~ my luck just keeps getting more and more beautiful xP. I was only able to spot like one or two OTL. Damn. But it was dark, and troublesomely crowded, and hopefully my eyesight sucks or something too. *crosses fingers and dreams* XD lolol.
But what I loved was on the wall of random posters, there was LUFFY! <333 everyone's favorite One Piece character :'D. LOL So my people do exist at this nerdy school <3 (my ppl = anime fans btw :>).

I also got this bad-ass water bottle thing 8D. LOL I love what it says x3. Ah haa~ if you don't get it than too bad :3. My dad got it because he wanted a suvenior to remember the event XD.
And then after all is done and fun, we left for home.
I worked on my homework, and that's why I stayed up until 3 a.m. ;_______;


In the morning though, I felt sick and dysfunctional. Maybe my heart was still getting over the fact that guy was gay. LOLOL JKKK! XDDD He wasn't that cute xD. Anyways, I at least tried to go to school today. I woke up, and got ready. However, I almost died trying to do that. My dad usually drives me to school, but we parked kinda far from the house, so we had to cross some streets. I was barely able to walk in a straight line, nor was I able to focus on my surroundings. Thus, when I was crossing the streets, I was nearly killed :P. Luckily, people don't drive that fast on my street, and was able to stop in time. I was so unfocused and sick that I didn't even notice that a car almost hit me until my dad told me, and I heard a loud honking sound. But I was so out of it that I didn't even react to the honking! Sigh. So my dad forced me to stay home (well maybe not so much as forced.) XD. lol.

I was dropped off back at home, and I slept until noon.
I didn't have homework to do today, so I totally slacked off, and now I'm writing this.

LOL but now it's like midnight, and my dad is nagging me to go to sleep.
So even though I had a bit more to say, I'll save it for later ;)

Good night~ <3

where are your hips?

FINALLY! I've found time to blog~! :'D It's been like almost a whole week since the last time I blogged. And I'm terribly sorry for making you guys wait that long!! A lot happened this week, so I wasn't able to blog. Haha, but now I'm probably going to explain everything, so don't be surprised if this post turns out to be long.
The action of this week started on Wednesday and continued on from there. I think I'll start backwards today though (meaning I'll go from Friday to Wednesday).

Okay, so Friday was a pretty kick-ass day. I had a lot of fun, and for some reason, I was in a terribly great mood :D ! It was weird for me to be in such a great mood when I had a math test that day. Ah! But I think I did well on it :) so maybe that's why. Anyways, I had a lot of fun during lunch of Friday. I learned stuff!
Do you know where your hips and waist are? Point to them! Now since I can't really show you whether you're right or not, go google it! xD. You kinda have to google it too because I don't know where my hips and waist are TT^TT //sob sob failss. LOL I don't know why, but I think my hips are where my waist is, and my waist is where my hips are. I mean I know which is which, but for some reason whenever you ask me "Where are your hips?" I'll point to my waist ^ ^;;. Yeaa... I'm stupid >__>. But it was funny because everyone started asking me "Where are your hips?" like every ten minutes, and I still kept getting it wrong xD;;. Then they started testing me on weird things I've never heard of!! It was seriously unfair! Like who the hell knows what a 'collar bone' or 'calf' is? Okay >___> so maybe a lot of people do. But what about the six (or so) major arteries? LOL Okay so yea all my friends were able to name it, so you probably can too >___>. Yea I don't know the human body OTL //fails. ^ ^;; well now I feel stupid XD. You know what else I learned? Babies don't come out from your butt! Did you know that? They come out from where they went in. I DIDNT KNOW THAT! /SHAMEFUL D; I fail like really fail. For my whole entire life, I thought you poop babies out when you go into labor. To find out that's not true was just so shocking :T destroyed all logic I've learned thus far!! ALL LOGIC O^O. And did you know your foot is the same length as your forearm?? During lunch, X-chan told me that, and all of us actually put our foot up, and measured it. It's true! What has the world come to? TT^TT. The waist isn't the hips. Babies aren't pooped out. Your foot is the length of your forearm. The funny bone isn't actually a bone! It was just too much to learn in one day! I think I fried my brain :O !! On Friday, I also fell off my chair in science class XD. LOL Just felt like mentioning more of my fail moments. I was trying to read the homework off the board, so I learned back in my chair. We sit on those stool-type chairs by the way. I accidently leaned back to far, and BAM. I fell right off, with a loud "WAHHH~". Everyone saw, it was hilarious XD. It's always funny when I fall :3 because I have the tendency to make loud, weird noises when I do. Luckily, I didn't hurt my head :D if I did it probably wouldn't have mattered because I killed all living brain cells in it a long time ago xD.

Thursday was fun too I think. We did...we...oh wow O__O I don't know what I did on Thursday. Oh gosh, I'm totally drawing a blank here. I don't know what happened... so I'ma skip Thursday 8D. LOL.

Wednesday was great! Now...I can't really go on talking about Wednesday without mentioning a few things... Luckily, with permission from my dad, I am allowed to tell you 8D. Yup yup. It's about my age :3. Supposedly, I am now old enough to out-smart the creepy stalkers/pedophiles/weirdos on the internet. Okay so how to say this.. gently? I'm a 65 year old lady 8D  !! A superly bad ass 65 year old at that too!. LOLOL JK Yea that was lame xD;
Anyways, you know that test I took awhile back in October? Well that was something called the SHSATs, specialized high school ..something.. test. LOL I don't know what the 'a' stands for xD. It probably stands for something like "assessment" or something. There's these schools in meh city (if you're smart, you'll know which city that is) that are for like the 'best of the best' or something like that :V. It's just a place where they send all the nerdy people to XD. Anyways, I wanted to get into one of these brain-y schools, so I took the test. And guess what?! I GOT INTO... *suspense*.. a really crappy regular school D: and failed the test.
LOL JK <3 ! I actually got into the second best one out of the eight or so ones that exist v(^o^) victory~!
Ah haa and if you're smart enough (or just a new yorker) to know which high school that is, don't even think about trying to stalk me at that school! because it's highly unlikely. There's like 3,000 other kids there >D oh ho ho~. LOL So yea funny story about when I got my test results.
You know when they give you the envelope with all the information in it? And they always tell you to not open it until you get home? Well they did that for us, and since we're all a bunch of goody-goodies we didn't open it. However, since we're all nerds, we found a way to bend around that 'don't open until you're home' rule 8D. We just looked at the back of the envelope, and saw through the paper XD. LOL. When I tried looking back on mine, I saw the "B" and the "R" and the "O". So since I have no confidence in myself whatsoever, I didn't think I could make it into the second best. So I thought I got into Brooklyn Tech. But then I realized "wait! This word is too short to be Brooklyn" So I kept reading. It was Bronx Science. I started freaking out! And kept reading it over and over again. It was crazy.
Ah haa but I epicly failed too. Because last year's cut off score to get into Bronx Science was a score of 520 (out of 800) and I got a score of 521. XD Ah haa, lucky meh.
Unfortunately, Wednesday caused me to be super happy and incredibly sad at the same time!

MY FRIENDS AND I WILL BE SEPARATED

Luka-chan got into the top school. And I already declared my passionately undying hatred for her because she's leaving me TT__________TT. My bestie will be gonneeeeee. I won't see her everyday anymore //sob sob /cries. Who else am I gonna molest everyday?! ....>___> Wait did I just type that? ^____^ yea well ignore that then. She lives like 15 blocks away from my house though, so it's all good 8D. Oh ho ho~. So I'll still be able to stalk her x3 //is starting to sound creepy~. Choco-chan got into a super good school too! A very desired school :D. BUT NOT IN MY SCHOOL
BUT GUESS WHAT?! MY DEAR CRICK IS COMING WITH ME!! YAY~!!! <333 //jumps with joy. I knew we were destined to be together TTwTT //cries tears of joy. The red string of fate forever intertwines our paths <33. I mean if my hubbie didn't come with me, I'd miss her so very much! We're gonna be riding the subway together to the school and back :'D. Me and Crick together forever~ ^////^.
LOL But Jessa-chan is gonna be with us. so it won't be just the two of us D': //sad. Nyu-san is happy about that. She refuses to believe that we share the same red string on our pinkies :<. But that's okay because I still love her ^______^. It's great news that my dear, Crick, is coming to my school. But guess what? There are five people that make me not want to go to this school despite how good it is =3=. Sigh. Good thing there's like 3,000 people there, so very little chance I'll run into them too often. But with my crappy luck, I'll probably be stuck with the same schedule with at least three of them. Yup, I predict that! I'll be tortured with the sight of at least three of them in my schedule somewhere.
But back to the being separated from friends thing. We've been together for three epic years. We've gotten to know each other and grown really close. We're so close, it's like we can talk telepathically. We got our own code language. Oh our code language. That is something I'll miss.
"How long was the taco burning?"
"Apachitears"
TT^TT //sentimental.

You know for our code language, we didn't even have to discuss it. One of us can just start talking in the most obscure way, and instantly understand and reply in the same way. Me and Luka-chan were real good at that.

Basically, we understand each other in a way that can never be duplicated.

I mean where the hell in Bronx will I meet other incredibly crazy as hell people who are obsessed with anime, can openly admit their love for yoai, watch the corset scene from Black Butler even though it's like second-hand porn, be okay with being molested (on the head, cheek, thigh, hand, arm, stomach, and leg), and fight over stuff like what color sweet potatoes are???

I say nowhere. You can't find people like the ones I've come to known now because they are just too damn unique. I love them, and would give up my life to save any of them any day. <3 So I swear, if we all meet again four or so years later from now, and they've turned into some bitchy-ass mongrels, I'll slap the living shit out of them and make sure they never find their left shoes ever again! *cough. sorry for the French. especially since if translated into literal terms it's kinda weird XD.

Hm.. Hopefully~ we won't have to part, and find a way to stay together. It sounds nice... staying together. I wonder what will happen..

Oh, and while I'm blogging, I minus well share some more stuff despite how long this is post is becoming.
You people should watch Psych. Yea, I was watching it this afternoon. That show just never stops entertaining me :'D. LOL This was random, but still, go check it out x3. Some good dramas to watch would be Skip-Beat (taiwanese version), Nobuta wo Produce, and Yankee-kun to Megane-chan. I'm in the process of watching those right now, and I love them x3. Especially Nobuta wo Produce. It was Kazuya Kamenashi in it ♥. I just love him. He's so cool >w< ! Next drama I'm planning on watching is One Pound Gospel... because it has Kazu-kun in it! ...plus I hear it's pretty good xD.