A Penny for My Thoughts

 

 Haha, so today is Ronny and I's one week anniversary. We didn't celebrate or do anything special. According to Ronny everyday is our anniversary x3. In all honesty, one week is really nothing to celebrate about. It's more of one month or year anniversaries that are nice because I think that is a long enough time to actual celebrate about xD.

Hmm... but I suppose even after one week, I still have thoughts about how I feel and whatnot~. Yea, I don't talk about my feelings very often, do I? xD. //feeding the fans. LOL <3.

note: was just thinking of a couple name for us. LOL. and what I came up with was Pinmi. Sounds like "pin me". LMAO. that's dirty xD. ("Pin" from his nickname of Pineapple. "Mi" from Emiko.) Haha, but if you wanna use Ronny. Than it'd be Ronko. LMAO let's conclude with saying we just don't have good names to combine

Anyways~, we've been dating for an official one week as of now :3. And I hope we continue to date. (this is good sign xD //derp).

Ronny is very good to me though~. All those who keep telling me that they'll kill him if he hurts me doesn't have to worry xD. I mean he really tries his best to make me happy :). And he's willing to do anything for me. That's just like incredible. I'm like crazy as hell, and he has the will to go along with it all. You know how incredible that is?! I mean to find someone who supports whatever I want to do despite how insane it sounds. I love how he cares so much for me too. Always worrying about me, and making sure I'm okay. I love knowing that he'll always be there for me.

I mean my friends are always there for me too, and I rant to them about every lil' issue I have all the time. My friends are just always there to catch me, you know? But with Ronny it's a bit of a different feeling... he's always there for me like my friends are. However, when I'm with Ronny I can just lean on his shoulder and actually think. I don't have to say a word or explain a single thing. He'll just let me be, and hold my hand for reassurance. He's surprisingly comforting xD. Ronny makes me happy :). He's so incredibly sweet too! Always telling me the nicest things... even when I know it's so totally bullsh*t. //it's the thought of trying that counts :'D. LOL.

When we're together though, we don't talk much. Ronny and I mostly talk online xD. (LOL IM-ing ftw <3). At least we have some form of communication though :'D. The only time I really ever remember us talking an actual lengthy conversation is when we're by ourselves. Otherwise, I'm always interrupted by someone ._____. like... I really think there's such a thing as too many friends. LOL. I remember someone telling me that once. It's sometimes hard to talk to me because I'm always like surrounded by people. Dunno why, but I realized I am xD. But that's okay~, friends are good ^___^. And they're just curious. I mean, I bug couples all the time too C: tee hee~.  Anyways, I'm quite fine with how things are though. By the way I described it, you'd think we'd have bad communication... but we don't xD. LOL. I think we understand each other pretty well ^__^b. We're very open with each other :)

I'm a bad girlfriend though ^ ^;;. I like totally enslave him all the time. And tease about his "fluffy"-ness (I shouldn't be talking too! because I'm heavier than him D; like wtfuu~). Even though he's valedictorian, I still call him stupid and a dumbass ^ ^;. Also, I feel like I'm hogging him away from his friends ;A;. He's always around me, and like doesn't get to spend time with his friends because of that D: which must suck for his friends and him. Like ai ya~. I should be better towards him Dx. Hopefully, I'm not all bad though ;A; ?  I don't know for sure though~. I mean it's not like I can give a honest opinion about myself because I can't look at myself from another person's point of view. Sigh~ .___.

All in all though, things are going well though :) or at least, I believe/hope they are xD;;. Everyone says we make a cute couple; which makes me happy ^__^. At first, I thought everyone would reject us as a couple ^ ^;;. Just thought people would~. (people have this strange tendency to not be able to share me xD;;). I admit it is kind of embarrassing when someone asks about us... but it's a nice kind of embarrass-feeling. It makes me feel happy that I can say yes whenever someones asks if he's mine <3.

And since Ronny reads my blog (like the total creep he is xD), I'll just leave this picture for him:

found out: http://alchemyotaku17.deviantart.com/art/This-is-Love-148816474

ps. yea, we both have a thing for rainbows xD.
and like damn, even though it rained today, I forgot to look out the window for the rainbows ;A;.

Happy one week anniversary, good lookin' <3 ;D

Simple. Happy. Love.

This picture expresses my feelings very well at the moment :D. I mean, the best word that describes how I'm feeling right now is happy. I'm so happy that I'm bursting and glowing and really just feeling damn amazing, at the moment.

LOL I'm practically always happy. And I think that I am probably pissing people off/making them jealous with this overflow of happiness right now ^ ^;;... but is it shameful to say that I don't really care? If I'm happier than the norm, than I'ma share 'bout it (because it's my blog xD).

Where to start?

A lot of nice things happened, really. Well, they're all minor things if you look at it from a sane person's point of view. However, I've never been too "sane", according to most people I know xD. This'll sound kind of corny, but the littlest things really do make me happy; especially if it's a lot of lil' things all clumped together ;D.

I honestly am very easy to amuse, impress, and/or cheer up.

psst... for future reference, the formula to cheering me up quick is:
Hugs + Ice Cream + Jackie Chan + Anime + Setsuna + Sour Gummy Worms + Hot Guys (kazuya kamenashi or Roy Qui >w<) + Ten Other Friends + All your Left Shoes ^You) ;D
On a serious note though, the real way for a renewed, happy-go-lucky Emiko is just to show that you genuinely care about me getting better ^____^. All I need is love <3~.

LOL I don't know why, but I'm a very simple person. Some people may think otherwise, but to be honest, the way I work is simple.
I can be condensed into these four things:

• I'm very understanding and not violent, so I'm easy to talk to ^__^ (basically outgoing :P)
• If I want to do something than I do it. (I'm very impulsive)
• If you treat me nicely, than I'll treat you nicely. If you treat me badly, than I'll still treat you nicely (but keep my distance?).
  [Golden rule: treat others how you want to be treated ;D
  I mean there's really no point in being mean to you if you're mean to me. You can't fight fire with fire.]
• I love my friends to death, and they're the most important thing to me in this whole world (besides family ofc). Therefore, if you upset/hurt my friends in anyway, you better start running because I'll make you regret living. I'm fucking serious about this part.

*cough. Anyways, I'll go on to what's making me happy xD;.

Not really sure where to start.
Oh! I found out Nyu-san cares about me a lot <3. LOL She's SUPER tsundere, so it's really hard to tell how she feels about you. I mean, I know we're friends, but I can't tell if I annoy the crap outta her, or make her happy, or maybe both @___@. But~, I have found out she cares about me ^____^. She denied it afterwards of course, but it's too late. I already found out <3. Nyu-san loves me~. Oh ho ho~, maybe I'll gain up the courage to ask her out to prom again ;D. LOL. I totally have an unrequited love situation when it comes to Nyu. But maybe the feelings aren't totally one sided now, eh? ROFL JK! I'm straight as a ruler <3. I love Nyu-san in the most heterosexual way, so don't get scared. ufufu~ ;D.

Besides, Nyu-san, I'm also been having fun with X-chan. Oh ho ho~. I totally made her crack up like hell today. It was funny. In science class, we sit like farrr away from each other (too far if you ask! D<), but I have like a clear line of sight to her face x3. So during science class, I was wiggling my eyebrows up and down at Choco-chan because well, I was trying to seduce her >D. ROFL JK <3. Anyways, X-chan looked at me funny when she noticed, so I turned towards her, and tried to seduce her as well >D. Oh ho ho~, I'm such a player, no? XD LOL X-chan started laughing so badly. I kept wiggling my eyebrows every time she'd look towards me, and she kept laughing each time~. The person next to her thought she was crazy xD. Yup, that's the power of the eyebrows, people. Dun underestimate the power of the eyebrows >D.

Then during math class, it got really bad. I don't know why, but I busted out laughing!! It was so weird, and then since I was laughing for no reason, I kept laughing even harder. Choco-chan and X-chan looked at me as if I was crazy, and their expressions were so funny, so I started laughing more xD. Then, I looked at meh son's face, and his face is just so hilarious, that I started laughing harder. I don't know why, but Ronny looks JUST like a koala and he's just so stupid in general, so looking at him makes me crack up XD. Which is such a terrible thing to say, but I ain't trying to be mean! (please believe me, Ronny!! xD).

So I had a laughing fest today.

Since Monday, I've been laughing so much like this. It's like I'm finally free to just be happy... LOL How to explain this? A weight has been lifted. Not quite sure if it's from my shoulders or my heart or my stomach. LOL yesh, my stomach. I have officially declared this morning that all emotions come from my stomach (and not my heart or brain like it does for a normal person). Why my stomach? Well because if that's where the butterflies fly, than so does every other emotion xD. Anyways, everything just seems brighter in general :D... but not like a blinding brightness xD. More like a omg-life-is-so-good kind of bright. Does that make sense? Does any of this make sense?! XD. Well, even if it doesn't make sense to you, it makes sense to me :) and that's all that really matters for me.

On a side note, since I don't like sharing about my love life, I'ma talk about other people's ;D.

Harr~. First off, I'ma just say my friend's boyfriend is a GENIUS! LOL. Today is their two month anniversary (awww <333!! >w<), so like any epicly, nice boyfriend would, he got her a gift to celebrate ;D. IT WAS SO INGENIOUS AND CUTE THAT I DIED <33!!
What he got her was a key-chain plunger~ !! LOL It was blue ;D. Anyways, you're probably thinking, "Okay, Emiko has officially gone insane and lost all sense whatsoever." But oh ho ho~, on the contrary, mon cher ami ;D. It was what was on the plunger that made it so cute~.

"My love for you is like diarrhea.
I can't hold it in..
It's not shit though."

Kyaaa~ >w<.
LOL the weirdest metaphor ever, but it's really quite adorable XD. Besides, when you're fourteen, this is the best you can get. A plunger with a insanely odd (but cute and semi-grammatically off??) quote~ ;D. Haha, but I'd honestly have to say that I'd much rather get a odd-as-hell plunger key-chain with a thoughtful quote then a dozen roses. Roses are so cliche nowadays XD. Plungers are unique LOL. Oooh~, but a bouquet of Lily of the Valley flowers would be just amazing for me <3. Mostly since it's a weird flower to be put in a bouquet solo, and might be hard to request(?). (ps. dunno if I'm supposed to be sharing this "plunger story", but I'm sure it's okay xD;;)
Choco-chan said that what he did seems like something I would do. LOL great mind thinks alike, eh? ;D
You should've seen my friend's face though. She's quite shy, and doesn't talk very much, nor show much emotion. Despite this, her face was just glowing >w< !! And I actually was able to see her teeth! LOL She never shows her teeth when smiling. It was so cute when she kept trying to calm her smile down, and not show her teeth. But I guess she was just too happy to not smile so wide >w< !! aww so cute~~.

Love is really in the air though ;D. Willy actually asked Luka-chan to the prom!! It was so- ohmigosh ^O^ !!! I didn't get to see the actual asking, since my idiot son kept distracting me xD. However, I do know that Luka-chan said yesh!! x3 Kyaa~~!! Luka-chan has a date to prom~. LOL Luka-chan is so pretty, but she hardly gets asked out (mostly because she shies away from boys. but shhh~, you didn't hear this from meh ;D). Oh ho~, so I'm so happy for Luka-chan :D. Mostly for Willy though because he's the one who likes her. I don't know how Luka-chan feels about Willy though. She doesn't share anything about her love life though Dx.
Hmph, I still prefer Willy x Jay though!! I'll forever be a fan of the Willy x Jay pairing <3.

Then there's a few other things involving Pari-chan and Choco-chan. eh heh hehh~. I love the end of the year. Since this is our last year together, everyone is finally getting their asses together, and actually gaining some guts!! >D. I don't think I'm supposed to share Pari-chan's and Choco-chan's stories though, so I'ma shut up about them xD. Haha, but all this drama is happening all at once. It's quite hilarious. Only 14, and everyone is already declaring love and whatnot. I wonder if any of us really know what love is~. I wonder if anyone ever really does~.

Haha, the most drama-loving, romance-crazy girl, Rin-chan doesn't have any love drama though xD. She's so funny and brilliant though, so I don't know why she doesn't~. LOL wait- I know why! She's too darn conceited for her own, and doesn't think anyone is good enough for her xD. I don't really know anyone good enough for her either -except meh ;D- so I can understand where's she's coming from.

Oh! On the sad side of this love-boom, meh son broke up with his girlfriend ;A;. It's so sad because they were really one of my favorite school pairings >3D). Well, mother and son aren't really supposed to anywas xD LOL. But no worries! He can always go to prom with Jay x3. I don't really favor the pairing, but I guess it could work for one night, eh? ;D

Hm~. With all this crazy love nonsense, you're probably wondering, "What about you, Emiko?". Ufufu~. Well all I can really say, dun worry, I ain't left out of this love-boom season ;D. But that's all you people are gonna get outta me, so haha~ sucks for you xD.

Anyways, in conclusion, I am happy and enjoying the entertainment from the love-drama at school ;D. This is nice. very nice. xD