Just Write Happy Things!

 

Carry around a pen and a packet of sticky notes.
When you're bored waiting for the bus, or have nothing better to do, just leave a sticky note where someone can find it. Share a happy quote, or phrase, or anything. Just make it positive!
The idea is knowing that you possibly brightened someone's day.

:)

a lil' inspiration

Be It Funny or Not, Just Laugh! xD

You laugh when you're happy.... Therefore, you'll become happy if you laugh, right? That's an interesting concept, ne?

I was watching an episode of One Piece awhile ago, and it has intrigued my interest ever since.

When I am happy, I do indeed laugh. I actually laugh pretty loudly. To be honest, I have quite a weird -and to some extent, annoying- laugh. xD. Personally, I am amused very easily. It doesn't take much to make me laugh. And even if it's the lamest joke in town, I'll laugh forever Cx. I laugh because I was laughing! That's how crazy I am~~.

What can I say though? Laughing feels good. I can feel my whole body shake with happiness. All the energy rushing through my veins to my stomach as I laugh and laugh and laugh. I feel alive!
When I heard that idea in One Piece... I thought long and hard about it :3

And in fact, I believe that concept is quite true! When I am happy, I laugh. Thus after, I start to laugh more than the joke deserves... but this is so, because I was laughing in the first place. Does that make sense? I am happier because I had laughed. and I laughed...because I am happy. Haha, I don't feel as though I am making any sense here xD.

Maybe seeing the original clip will help because I apparently can't explain my interpretation on it xD;.....

Anyways, the point here is that you should laugh. When you're happy, laugh! When you're sad, laugh! Laughing is good for the soul and mind. (:

That's why I laugh all the time. . . because it's enjoyable. Need there be any other reason? ^__^

Simple. Happy. Love.

This picture expresses my feelings very well at the moment :D. I mean, the best word that describes how I'm feeling right now is happy. I'm so happy that I'm bursting and glowing and really just feeling damn amazing, at the moment.

LOL I'm practically always happy. And I think that I am probably pissing people off/making them jealous with this overflow of happiness right now ^ ^;;... but is it shameful to say that I don't really care? If I'm happier than the norm, than I'ma share 'bout it (because it's my blog xD).

Where to start?

A lot of nice things happened, really. Well, they're all minor things if you look at it from a sane person's point of view. However, I've never been too "sane", according to most people I know xD. This'll sound kind of corny, but the littlest things really do make me happy; especially if it's a lot of lil' things all clumped together ;D.

I honestly am very easy to amuse, impress, and/or cheer up.

psst... for future reference, the formula to cheering me up quick is:
Hugs + Ice Cream + Jackie Chan + Anime + Setsuna + Sour Gummy Worms + Hot Guys (kazuya kamenashi or Roy Qui >w<) + Ten Other Friends + All your Left Shoes ^You) ;D
On a serious note though, the real way for a renewed, happy-go-lucky Emiko is just to show that you genuinely care about me getting better ^____^. All I need is love <3~.

LOL I don't know why, but I'm a very simple person. Some people may think otherwise, but to be honest, the way I work is simple.
I can be condensed into these four things:

• I'm very understanding and not violent, so I'm easy to talk to ^__^ (basically outgoing :P)
• If I want to do something than I do it. (I'm very impulsive)
• If you treat me nicely, than I'll treat you nicely. If you treat me badly, than I'll still treat you nicely (but keep my distance?).
  [Golden rule: treat others how you want to be treated ;D
  I mean there's really no point in being mean to you if you're mean to me. You can't fight fire with fire.]
• I love my friends to death, and they're the most important thing to me in this whole world (besides family ofc). Therefore, if you upset/hurt my friends in anyway, you better start running because I'll make you regret living. I'm fucking serious about this part.

*cough. Anyways, I'll go on to what's making me happy xD;.

Not really sure where to start.
Oh! I found out Nyu-san cares about me a lot <3. LOL She's SUPER tsundere, so it's really hard to tell how she feels about you. I mean, I know we're friends, but I can't tell if I annoy the crap outta her, or make her happy, or maybe both @___@. But~, I have found out she cares about me ^____^. She denied it afterwards of course, but it's too late. I already found out <3. Nyu-san loves me~. Oh ho ho~, maybe I'll gain up the courage to ask her out to prom again ;D. LOL. I totally have an unrequited love situation when it comes to Nyu. But maybe the feelings aren't totally one sided now, eh? ROFL JK! I'm straight as a ruler <3. I love Nyu-san in the most heterosexual way, so don't get scared. ufufu~ ;D.

Besides, Nyu-san, I'm also been having fun with X-chan. Oh ho ho~. I totally made her crack up like hell today. It was funny. In science class, we sit like farrr away from each other (too far if you ask! D<), but I have like a clear line of sight to her face x3. So during science class, I was wiggling my eyebrows up and down at Choco-chan because well, I was trying to seduce her >D. ROFL JK <3. Anyways, X-chan looked at me funny when she noticed, so I turned towards her, and tried to seduce her as well >D. Oh ho ho~, I'm such a player, no? XD LOL X-chan started laughing so badly. I kept wiggling my eyebrows every time she'd look towards me, and she kept laughing each time~. The person next to her thought she was crazy xD. Yup, that's the power of the eyebrows, people. Dun underestimate the power of the eyebrows >D.

Then during math class, it got really bad. I don't know why, but I busted out laughing!! It was so weird, and then since I was laughing for no reason, I kept laughing even harder. Choco-chan and X-chan looked at me as if I was crazy, and their expressions were so funny, so I started laughing more xD. Then, I looked at meh son's face, and his face is just so hilarious, that I started laughing harder. I don't know why, but Ronny looks JUST like a koala and he's just so stupid in general, so looking at him makes me crack up XD. Which is such a terrible thing to say, but I ain't trying to be mean! (please believe me, Ronny!! xD).

So I had a laughing fest today.

Since Monday, I've been laughing so much like this. It's like I'm finally free to just be happy... LOL How to explain this? A weight has been lifted. Not quite sure if it's from my shoulders or my heart or my stomach. LOL yesh, my stomach. I have officially declared this morning that all emotions come from my stomach (and not my heart or brain like it does for a normal person). Why my stomach? Well because if that's where the butterflies fly, than so does every other emotion xD. Anyways, everything just seems brighter in general :D... but not like a blinding brightness xD. More like a omg-life-is-so-good kind of bright. Does that make sense? Does any of this make sense?! XD. Well, even if it doesn't make sense to you, it makes sense to me :) and that's all that really matters for me.

On a side note, since I don't like sharing about my love life, I'ma talk about other people's ;D.

Harr~. First off, I'ma just say my friend's boyfriend is a GENIUS! LOL. Today is their two month anniversary (awww <333!! >w<), so like any epicly, nice boyfriend would, he got her a gift to celebrate ;D. IT WAS SO INGENIOUS AND CUTE THAT I DIED <33!!
What he got her was a key-chain plunger~ !! LOL It was blue ;D. Anyways, you're probably thinking, "Okay, Emiko has officially gone insane and lost all sense whatsoever." But oh ho ho~, on the contrary, mon cher ami ;D. It was what was on the plunger that made it so cute~.

"My love for you is like diarrhea.
I can't hold it in..
It's not shit though."

Kyaaa~ >w<.
LOL the weirdest metaphor ever, but it's really quite adorable XD. Besides, when you're fourteen, this is the best you can get. A plunger with a insanely odd (but cute and semi-grammatically off??) quote~ ;D. Haha, but I'd honestly have to say that I'd much rather get a odd-as-hell plunger key-chain with a thoughtful quote then a dozen roses. Roses are so cliche nowadays XD. Plungers are unique LOL. Oooh~, but a bouquet of Lily of the Valley flowers would be just amazing for me <3. Mostly since it's a weird flower to be put in a bouquet solo, and might be hard to request(?). (ps. dunno if I'm supposed to be sharing this "plunger story", but I'm sure it's okay xD;;)
Choco-chan said that what he did seems like something I would do. LOL great mind thinks alike, eh? ;D
You should've seen my friend's face though. She's quite shy, and doesn't talk very much, nor show much emotion. Despite this, her face was just glowing >w< !! And I actually was able to see her teeth! LOL She never shows her teeth when smiling. It was so cute when she kept trying to calm her smile down, and not show her teeth. But I guess she was just too happy to not smile so wide >w< !! aww so cute~~.

Love is really in the air though ;D. Willy actually asked Luka-chan to the prom!! It was so- ohmigosh ^O^ !!! I didn't get to see the actual asking, since my idiot son kept distracting me xD. However, I do know that Luka-chan said yesh!! x3 Kyaa~~!! Luka-chan has a date to prom~. LOL Luka-chan is so pretty, but she hardly gets asked out (mostly because she shies away from boys. but shhh~, you didn't hear this from meh ;D). Oh ho~, so I'm so happy for Luka-chan :D. Mostly for Willy though because he's the one who likes her. I don't know how Luka-chan feels about Willy though. She doesn't share anything about her love life though Dx.
Hmph, I still prefer Willy x Jay though!! I'll forever be a fan of the Willy x Jay pairing <3.

Then there's a few other things involving Pari-chan and Choco-chan. eh heh hehh~. I love the end of the year. Since this is our last year together, everyone is finally getting their asses together, and actually gaining some guts!! >D. I don't think I'm supposed to share Pari-chan's and Choco-chan's stories though, so I'ma shut up about them xD. Haha, but all this drama is happening all at once. It's quite hilarious. Only 14, and everyone is already declaring love and whatnot. I wonder if any of us really know what love is~. I wonder if anyone ever really does~.

Haha, the most drama-loving, romance-crazy girl, Rin-chan doesn't have any love drama though xD. She's so funny and brilliant though, so I don't know why she doesn't~. LOL wait- I know why! She's too darn conceited for her own, and doesn't think anyone is good enough for her xD. I don't really know anyone good enough for her either -except meh ;D- so I can understand where's she's coming from.

Oh! On the sad side of this love-boom, meh son broke up with his girlfriend ;A;. It's so sad because they were really one of my favorite school pairings >3D). Well, mother and son aren't really supposed to anywas xD LOL. But no worries! He can always go to prom with Jay x3. I don't really favor the pairing, but I guess it could work for one night, eh? ;D

Hm~. With all this crazy love nonsense, you're probably wondering, "What about you, Emiko?". Ufufu~. Well all I can really say, dun worry, I ain't left out of this love-boom season ;D. But that's all you people are gonna get outta me, so haha~ sucks for you xD.

Anyways, in conclusion, I am happy and enjoying the entertainment from the love-drama at school ;D. This is nice. very nice. xD

Simply Complicated

Today. Today was a day. Just a plain day, no different from any other day. The world got a bit bigger, maybe better. I grew a little smarter. Probably learned a bunch of stuff without even realizing it. Not as in 1+1, but like life experiences. I rolled up my sleeves, and got working. I was cleaning today. It's been awhile :P. My smile brightened. The clean feeling was nice. And I started thinking about my life. The image of normalcy, simplicity with its routinely ways. It's contently satisfying. And I keep thinking. What am I so happy about... most people feel a need for excitement, drama. In all honesty, I wish I could escape drama, but it seems to follow me unintentionally... >__>. Bound to my ways, problems are like shackles of burden. Oh God, what to do about it? :T

I did the dishes and wiped the table. Thought about this and that. It made me kind of sad. So I tore my mind away from those thoughts, and fiddled with the TV. It wouldn't work for some reason. I realized I was running. Running away from what bothered me deep down. Sigh. I've run far enough to not worry about it anymore. But I think I've ran a little too far, and reached the north pole or something because I feel a bit numb inside. Dunno how to explain it, but I haven't been able to get hyped up about something in awhile. I've lost my motivation to do things. It's complicated.

Somehow, I'm happy though. Despite all the weird emotions going on inside me, life is pretty nice. When I was little, life wasn't like this. I used to never know what would happen the next day, or where I would be. Everything was filled with uncertainty, always changing. Nothing was stable. It was terrible. Now though, it's different. I live in a cozy lil' place in NY. I go to school, have fun with friends, and come home. The next day is the same. A fun day to me is taking the whole family out to Carvel or maybe a quick trip to the park. Something simple like that can make me happy.

Some people would count going to five star restaurants or on a cruise trip as something luxurious and fun. But sometimes simple things aren't so bad either.

Those weird emotions I was talking about are probably just normal teen stuff. ...well semi-normal stuff because nothing involving me is ever normal xD. Sigh, but even so, it's not that great of me to ignore the issue. I do that a lot. Whatever makes me upset is quickly tossed away, sent to the darkest corner of my heart. I don't like thinking about it. I don't like things involving it. Like I said earlier, I run away from whatever dare threatens my happy-self. I suppose it's how I stay so "optimistic". But it's still not a good way to handle the bad things in life. ^ ^;; if I treat all problems in life like this, than I'll never learn anything from them.

But I don't wanna deal with the sad stuff ;A; because it'll make me sad. (redundant, but true :P). Sigh. What a dilemma, ne? :T

I Got Birthday Gifts :)

I'ma talk about my birthday today~ even though it happened awhile go xD.
Oh ho ho~. So I was very surprised-ish on my birthday :3.
I didn't expect the majority of my friends to give me gifts, but they did.
LOL not the gifts I said I wanted on one of my blog posts xD but I liked their gifts nonetheless ^___^ because they were still awesome x3.
I took pictures for you guys too! :D

LOL so I should really put this in order of which one I got first, but..I'm too lazy xD. Haha so this first picture is Rin-chan's gift to me~. LOL She said she expected everyone to get me sour gummy worms, so she wanted to be different and got me this xD. It's candy, but different candy xD. And some fancy lotion~. It smells nice xD.

THANK YOU RIN-CHAN <333 !!

Jessa-chan made this for me :D !! It looks much cooler in real life. I'm just really really really bad at photography xDD. It's supposed to be a red rose. I'm not sure what it's made out of xD. There's a tinier blue rose inside. And the whole thing is just so cool >w<. She gave this to me the day before my birthday I think xD.

THANK YOU JESSA-CHAN c:

This next one is from Gleek-kun~.
I took a picture of the bag~. I don't know, but I'm weird, so I find the gift wrapping and stuff an important part of the gift.
Anyways, I'm glad he got me something simple.
He's a crazy crazy person. He said he wanted to get me something special like a purse or a green necklace.
Purse because I collect bags/purses xD. Yeaa~ that's a new fact to learn about me. Not many people know that. Not until Choco-chan got me a bag for Christmas, and I was awe-ing over it xD. LOL I'm so jealous of choco-chan for that though because she has a much bigger collection than me :>
LOL OFF TOPIC! Sorry xD.
Anyways, he got me sour gummy worms and root beer ~~!!! He emphasized on the fat free part of the gummy worms. LOL but it's NOT because I'm fat. It's because he wants to help me win the bet that I have with Luka-chan :P.
Anyways, I liked this gift. xD Favorite candy and root beer. xDD

THANK YOU GLEEK-KUN ~!!

 X-chan got me a card !! :D. And OMG it was so cute >w<. I love doggies~ <33.And sigh OTL I forgot to take a picture of the actual card. *facepalm. I'm so stupid.What was inside the card was so sweet though. It made me smile a really big :D. I would tell you what was inside, but that might intrude on its personal thoughtfulness. But it was very nice, and she wrote a very cute poem :> I felt so special.

Hmm..I really like the poem. It was so nice and sweet >w<. I think..I'll share it with you. I mean you won't see the full awesomeness of her gift I just show you the envelope.
the poem:
2 years ago I seen you :)
1 year ago I heard of you >:)
This year I know you (hi) :D
4 months ago I started to talk to you.
2 months ago I knew something was special about you.
2 days ago I heard today was your birthday.
And today I want you to have the time of your life and I will always open my arms for you no matter what.
I was so happy after I read that. TTwTT I feel so loved. And I wanted to cry tears of happiness, and skip with joy. It was so nice. And awww :'D. Sigh. I love X-chan <33333
THANK YOU X-CHAN <333 !!!

My sister got me these tiny Dummies book. xDD. They're so cute. LOL it seems weird, but it's actually a nice gift. My dad got me harujaku perfume 8D . I love that brand/type/w.e. because the bottles are so cute <333. It was called "wicked style." LOL and I'm telling you this because I'm too lazy to take a picture of it xD. Ooh my lil' brothers got me two GIANT packs of sour gummy worms. xD

THANK YOU FAMILY (is too lazy to say all their names xD)

 THIS IS LUCKA-CHAN'S GIFT :D !!
I have to give her props for being the most creative.
I really liked what the lid said XD. She still can't stop laughing about that poem we wrote.
LOL When I opened it, I was like "Oh ha ha. another tea refferrance." This woman has been obsessed with tea lately XD. So I took it as a joke.
But...when I moved the paper I saw an actual tea box =____=;;
I was thinking "WTF??? LOL she actually got me tea?! This is so weird xD." and I was basically laughing in my head like crazy. But of course I had to be polite, so I was like "Oh haha, I love tea ^ ^;; thank you." and I put it back into the container. But she was like "Open it." I was like "uhh..okay." I was totally expecting tea bags, but there was actually sour gummy worms!! XD I can't believe she actually tricked me. I'm so gullible ^ ^;;. She even taunted me in her message.She totally predicted that I'd be tricked. LOL she knows me too well xD.

THANK YOU LUKA-CHAN !! \(^o^)/


I haven't eaten her gummy worms yet though xD.
I'ma save it for now. Saving the best for last, ne~?

This is Pari-chan's gift to me :) It's so cuuutee and pretty !! :D LOL the gift bag is so cute even if it more a Christmas-y bag ^w^.
Haha when I opened the bag, I reached to grab out the tissue paper. However, it was wrapped around something. When I grabbed it out, I felt this heavy lumpy thing. When I unwrapped it, I saw this pretty-ass thing :D !! It was a coin purse and a keychain. A very heavy key chain. xD. lol it was made out of metal or something, so it weighed a ton xDD.

THANK YOU PARI-CHAN !! :D :D


Ohhh if you look at the gifts, you probably see the background of like chairs and backpacks. Well that's because on the day of my birthday I had a stupid math test first period >:| hmph which sucked.
Bwahaha~~ but since I'm so awesome, I finished it with like 20 minutes left xD. So I was bored, and had nothing left to do. So I whipped out my camera, and clicked away xD.

Anyways, there are gifts that I didn't take pictures of (because I was lazy :P). My grandma gave me a Buddhist necklace. I'm agnostic, but my grandma believes in Buddhism. I wear it though. It would be rude not to. I don't mind though. I like how the tummy turns purple when I rub it. I don't know how that happens :> it's so cool. Rubbing the stomach of Buddha is supposed to bring good luck.
Oh, and Choco-chan got me another purse :D. It's so cute. The purse is this small round rectangular-ish shaped black purse. It's so beautiful. My collection is growing ^___^. yay.
A bunch of people on DCW wished me happy birthday too :)
Ai-chan said happy birthday to like a hundred times too. I love her. xD
Hmm..other than that I don't think there was anything else I received.

I had a nice birthday :)
I'm grateful that so many people love me, and I love them all just as much as well.

<33333

Happy New Year~!

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL~!! :D

I hope for everyone to have a good year~!!
May 2012 be the best one yet, and not our end :) hopefully... xD

My New Year's Resolution for this year:

HAPPY~

LOL so hmm~~ how should I start? x3

...

TODAY I AM HAPPY~~~ :D :D :D :D :D :D !!!!!

*random outburst of happy energy~* \(^o^)/

*looks down at things on her desk* damn...it's homework -___-. LOL Homework always ruins things xD.

NO WORK FOR TODAY AND TOMORROW :D :D

~ Boss-Lady said that there's something going on in the building that I work at, so I don't have to go back to work until Monday x3.

FREE TIME ~~~ YESH ~! XD

I had quite a bit of good laughs and stuff with friends quite a bit today. Lol it feels like it's been forever since I've been able to relax, and just fool around without worry.

Interesting stuff happened with the guy I like today x3. Can't really explain though.

Well anyways, I got to go now. This is kinda short,

but all you need to know for today is that 

I am very happy :)

Wah haha~ More Complaints and Happy Grades xD

HAHAHA I'M SO HAPPY~~ and yet not at the same time~ xDD LOLOL MOODY MUCH?

Anyways~ good and semi-bad-ish things have happened to meh~~. I have things to complain about as always (I don't think I'll ever run out of things to complain about), but I also got some happy news to share~ (happy for me at least xD). Haha as always~ I cannot decided on whether to start with happy or bad news. I think I'll start with complaining. Complaining is always fun~. Haha advantage of having a blog: you get to complain about whatever you want; whenever you want xDD.

Works been killing me~~!! TT^TT. LOL Of course it's work~~ I'ma complain about xDD. If it's not homework that's trying to stab me constantly with its murderous textbook paper cuts than it's my job torturing my ears to death with the shrieking of lil' kids.
You know, it's super hard to teach a kid how to do division~~. I try to explain it, but they don't understand. It's like...I'll give them this long ass explanation in the most simplest words I can possibly think of. I'll use so much of my brain power to talk in 3rd grader language. And after I'm done explaining everything, they look at me and say "so what's the answer?" WTFFFF???? >:O  <--is what I want to scream at their faces xD. I mean, I just spent all that time explaining it to them so they could answer it by their self. Sigh~ I swear whatever I say goes in one ear, and comes out the other. It's all pointless~~ >___<. Haha, but I still stick to my principles, and teach them how to solve it. I mean I should teach them then and there because if I don't, they'll bug me for answers every time~~. And that would just be a pain in the ass xD. But these kids seriously should try to learn! I like the younger kids. hm~ like idk the 1st~2nd graders~. They're so cute and adorable >w< ! PLUS they actually listen to me and try to learn!! Those are some damn good qualities I like in a kid. 4th~5th graders are a pain in the ass~! Since they're the oldest they think they're all that!! And they don't bother to learn. Only asking for asnwers. And they boss the little kids around. Some of them are so conceited, that they actually think they're better than me! Ha! They wish!! xD okay now I'm being conceited~ lololol.
Haha, some of the lil' kiddies get annoyed that I don't flat out say the answers, so they're like "Uhg! Fine I'll go ask Kohai." Then after the fifth kid or so~ Kohai-chan will get so pissed off and impatient that she'll just be like "Damn it! Go away! Go ask Emiko!!" Haha so the kiddies end up having to put up with my teaching in the end >:D.
Oh~ it was kinda funny. I always fall asleep at work because I have to read over the children's journals, and since they're ESL, they don't know English very well. So all their journals are all like "Today, I did my homework. My brother played the computer. I watched a movie on the computer after he finished. Then I played on my mom's iphone." I swear it can get so boring! Thus, I fall asleep xD. Today, this one kid was like "Emiko~ *poke poke*" I didn't feel a thing though. I usually don't fall into that deep of a sleep, but I was tired today D;. Haha then he was like "EMIKO!" And I was like "HUH WHAT!? I WASNT SLEEPING!" And everybody looked at me as if I was crazy, and started laughing~ xDD. Sigh~ kids can laugh so much over that~. Also! There's this one girl who's journals are pretty interesting, but her grammar sucks so badly that it kinda ruins things. Anyways, her luck must totally suck or she's lying because it seems like everyday something from her always gets stolen! One time it was that she was a pool, and some guy stole her back pack. Another time, her friend's phone was stolen. The most recent one was that her cell phone was stolen. But the thief ditched her phone, and took the battery. In her journal, she was like "I was so scared because someone can easily make a bomb out of a phone battery. I told my mom, and she made me leave the store." First of all, you can make a bomb out of a phone battery O_______O!?!? Secondly, lol xD this girl is kinda weird~.

Just a side note~. Isn't it weird when people randomly apologize to you~? LOL makes me feel like they did something wrong, and I haven't found out about it yet xD. But in a way, it makes me feel like I did something wrong too because idk~ xD people just don't say sorry to me that often (because I mostly forgive them before they do :3. *forgives a bit too easily sometimes*), so I feel as though I did something bad/mean to make them want to say sorry. Like my sister says sorry to me only because she knows I'll sometimes be angry until she does (depending on what she did). Banana-kun randomly said sorry to me yesterday. I don't know why. I hope I didn't do something wrong :T. I hope he didn't do anything too xD. lol.
Oh~! Speaking of saying sorry, in elementary school, I used to have this really cute friend who'd say sorry all the time. It was cute because when a teacher or someone told her that she had made a slight mistake, she'd say "I'm sorry." in a cute lil' half bow in an adorable voice >w<. Or if someone had made her feel bad, she'd be the one to say sorry instead of the other person. I don't know why she did that, but it was just so kawaii >w<. Gosh, I miss her :) she was such a nice person. LOL *cough* well I'm getting off topic xD

Anyways~, I'ma talk about that good news stuff I was talking about earlier now :)
I'M IMPROVING IN SCIENCE CLASS~~!!! YAY! :D :D :D
Haha instead of getting like 5 or 8 or more (ikr scary~ >___<) on my science tests/quizzes, I've only been getting like one or two wrong :D :D :D !!!! IM SO HAPPY BECAUSE OF THAT~~!! <- LOL only a nerd will be this joyous xDD. I'm glad~! I like that I'm getting smarter~!! Failing on tests like that made me so sad and glum. LOL so I'm happy again~. I'm back to my nerdy self~. Haha yupp~ I like being a nerd xDD. hm~ there was more. I can't remember xD. erm-...haha OMG I FORGOT XD. Maybe I should start with the good news from now on xD. I remember I had like 3 or so~ in my mind. Sigh~ curse my short memory xDD.

Oh~ well this is random, but I'm going ice skating on Wednesday~~ :D :D. LOL xD I can't wait. I love ice skating~~ :D. I love roller-blading a lot, but I haven't had the time go. So a school field trip to the next best thing (ice skating) is good enough to me~ :)

EDIT: (2~3 hours later)
LOL I REMEMBER WHAT ELSE I WAS HAPPY ABOUT!! XDD
My blog has gotten over 5,000 page views :D :D :D ~~!!! That's so cool!!
hahaha I've been blogging for 9 MONTHS and this is all I got so far~~?? xD
lolol but to be honest, I didn't really get too serious until like September~October, so you can only really count 3 months~ xD. lolol so I'm happy ~~~ <333
I notice the three main countries I get views from would be the United States, Taiwan, and the Philippines :)
I wonder why~ :) you people should comment why you like reading my blog~ xD. I'm curious ^ ^~
especially since I've had a odd sudden spike of Taiwanese people reading my blog :3 <-- mostly it's my dad who's curious because he's Taiwanese xD (so am I, but he grew up in Taiwan)
so give meh answers~~ xD
why do you like my blog?? :)

A Good Day xD

Okay, so today at lunch my friends and I got pretty hyper xD.
We were talking about random things like usual~.
I don't remember what it was about though. OH WAIT! I remember now xD.
Okay so there were these people sitting at a table across from my friends and I. They were eating ramen, and I was like "We should eat ramen too!" Except stupid senile Rin-chan was like "We should eat vomit too?! Wtf?" I was like "*facepalm* NO!...unless you're into that sort of thing" We then started laughing, and describing how gross it was to eat vomit. Then Luka-chan was talking to me about some movie/show she watched about a guy who eats young girls' noses. She was like "He would grab their face like this." She holds onto her cheeks, and then inches closer to me as she describes what the guy does. It came to the point where she grabs my arms, and then "GRAHAHAHA!" She screamed at me, and came like inches away to biting my nose off! IT SCARED THE CRAP OUT OF ME!!! So it came to the point where we were laughing and banging on the table, and like totally spazzing out because we were laughing to hard. RIn-chan made a comment about how it looked like Luka-chan and I were mining xDD. We just bursted out into another round of laughter.

However, the the vice principal came over. She pushed Luka-chan over, and sat at our table.
She was like "Y'all shouldn't act so crazy. That is not very lady like! blah blah blah"

All of us got super scared and thought we'd get in trouble :P
Me and Luka-chan were like communicating with each other with our eyes while the Vice Principal was talking. It looked funny because we would open our eyes super wide in order to do so xDD.
The vice principal then decided to stop complaining, and was all like "So what the heck were you talking about anyways?"
"Mining." is what me and luka-chan said at the same time with a slight giggle. (we jinx each other a lot xD tons of mind reading involved).
She was like "wait what were you talking about?" our vice principal is like only 40-something, and she's already senile xD.
Nyu-san is a totally idiot! xD She decides to add in on the conversation, and was like, "vomit."
"MINGING!" luka and I shouted in order to cover up nyu's stupid comment about vomit. xD LOL idk why but we felt the need to make sure our vice principal didn't think we were talking about vomit xD. ..but now that I think about it, mining isn't as great of a conversation either xD.

the funny part was when she said, "Ooh~ mining."
she said as if it was the most natural thing to be talking about.
My vice principal is weird xD

It was so hilarious though!! xD we cracked up about it for awhile.

Today I became friends (or at least I think I have), with a classmate I've known for ..3 years xD LOL. He's quite funny and unusually perverted xD. I think we'll be great friends. Haha. It's funny though, he seems like the quiet nerdy type, but he's actually nice and funny :D. I might talk about him in the future, so let's give him a name. I'll name him Jay :3. It'll be short for Blue Jay, which is like the bird! ...there's nothing I can think of that connects the two beings xD but I like the idea of it, so I'm going with it!

Kashu-kun seems to be feeling better now :D. ...or at least he's smiling more :). ...or perhaps, he's just hiding behind a smiling mask..>_>
Gosh! > < I'm starting to think negatively. Let's continue to be happy :D. So I'm going to say Kashu-kun is happy. He's been laughing more, and has regained his weird hyper-ness back. I'm glad ^ ^.

Also, I got paid today! Yay! xD I love Fridays~. It welcomes the weekends, and it's my pay day x3. $$$

Anyways, I'm finished with this entry for now. Nothing else to report really.
Bye~. Don't forget to have tons of smiles today~ :D :D :D

Distracted

Wah~~!! So much work to do.

I have to do a Spanish power point presentation about Paraguay.
I have to do a science lab report where I have to graph 189 points! Finished 166 as of yesterday....I'll never want to look at dots and lines for a long time >_>
There's also my English homework. I have to get to the library, and find a biography/autobiography book. Except I have no idea why I need it. The teacher wont tell us > <. Also, have to finish my stupid book summaries. Like why the hell can't I just read a book in peace?! I don't like writing about what I read afterwards >3< because I also end up writing long ass summaries when I don't have to. *is incapable of condensing thoughts*

Hehe but I like social studies~ ^ ^. So easy <3
^LOL Never in a million years would I thought that I would ever say that.
I used to hate social studies, but now I love it. My teacher is so hilarious awesome! xD He's the reason why I'm interested in social studies. You know how hard that is to do?!
I love my science teacher too. He's so perverted xDDD ROFL. He likes to call the devil "the horny guy" xDD get because of the devil's horns, but it's thought with perverted intent xD. He made a joke about how he used to pronounce altitude as "al-tit-tude" xDD. And he's said many other things that drip with pervertedness xD. Sigh~ that guy is hilarious.

Har har getting of topic, so normally I would get all this work finished by now, buuut I have recently realized that there is a distraction in my life :P. I would call it a type of distraction that makes me happy. Unfortunately, this distraction happens to be a person; a guy to be more exact (cuz no I'm not lez *cough cough* Banana-kun!). Sadly, I have no chance and his heart is taken by another :P (can I kill her? LOL xD jk jk). Except, even though I know this, I still can't stop chatting with him! It's so strange > <. Why are boys so annoying?! Damn, I blame my stupid girly hormones xP. Haha which reminds me, that was one of my popular quotes at school xD. Sigh good memories good memories :). *cough* Anyways, yup this guy has taken like 3~7 hours away from my life practically everyday xD. Luckily though, I'm not crazy or obsessed (yet).
Hmm..but except, I don't know. I get this happy feeling whenever I talk to him, and I always want to talk to him. I like being around him. He makes me happier than a normal person would. However, even with all these stupid feelings mushing around inside of me, I can't really say I love the person, per say. Just enjoy their company. So I have concluded that this is what people call a "crush", a baby one, but still a crush nonetheless... And I have no idea why I'm ranting/explaining about this xD. It's just good to get all my thoughts out I guess :3. Would've blogged about this earlier since it's been going on for awhile. But wanted to be sure of how I felt before I told you guys because I don't want to to go ranting on about some guy and then randomly stop liking him. That'd be weird :3

Anyways, since a chunk of my time is taken away by this guy everyday, my grades have been slipping. Sigh~ the worst part about falling for someone xD. Hmm...so I have to find a way to keep my grades up and still be able to talk with him. What should I do? LOL my mind is totally drawing a blank here. Haha maybe I'll just study at the same time I'm talking with him. Sounds like a good idea, ne? :3
Hehe multitasking ~ x)

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sigh I'm so hopeless xD

Friday

Heh heh ^ ^;; looks like I couldn't find the time to tell you about the events of what happened at P.'s birthday party. Yea, I can explain why I didn't tell ya about it on the actual day. Long story short, my family and I had an all out war. There were men dying everywhere, and a whole bunch of screaming. I was getting my ass kicked. The battle lasted for five hours straight! :O All of our nations were getting hungry and so were its commanders/generals. It was a total pain in the butt. But in the end my sister and I took victory over all. Muahahahaha!! >:D           ...>.> *cough cough* now let my less insane sister explain what I meant. . .

Hi.... (my sister isn't good with greetings xD)
Sigh. To put it simple, me and her teamed up and had an Age of Empires battle with  our dad and little brother. When she's says "men were dying everywhere" she means that our fighting men in the game were losing/dying/being killed by our ruthless brother. The hunger part was about us wanting food, but we wouldn't give up on the game until one of us lost. ...and my sister lied about the part of us winning. >.> she just can't except that we lost. . .  (gosh, she puts it in such a boring way. I like my version better xD)


^ ^;; eh heheh... *awkward silence*...lolz xD so yea. That was a fun Saturday.
o.o oh wait, if that happened on Saturday..then why was I not able to write on Friday...? ....*thinking* Oh that's right! I got home late-ish, and had to watch my lil' siblings when my dad went out for a little bit. So I was super tired.

Thus, I shall tell you about the party today instead of the other two days I could have done it! :D  <-- gosh it took me forever to reach that conclusion xD

now time for:

Story Mode
P.'s house is like 10 blocks away from mine, and I had to walk there. So it was a rather long walk. But I had a lot of things on my mind so it seemed quite short. I was kind of hoping to see K. on the way over there (because I pass by his house) Unfortunately, when I got near his house, I just missed him. He was walking somewhere with his mom and lil' sister. I called him, so I could tell him to turn around, and it'd be such a romantic romantic moment.

Day Dream Mode
I call him, with me just 7 feet away increasing w/ every step, his phone starts to ring. K. stops in mid-step, and picks up his phone. "Hello?" he answers the phone in a surprised manor. "Turn around~ *winks even tho no one can see her xD* " He turns around to see the lovely face of me, Emiko. And he smiles.


Yea...I don't feel like getting into mushy stuff xD but you get the idea.
Sigh~ but the stupid boy doesn't carry his cell phone, so that was a total bummer.

lolz anyways, once I got there, I was quite lost. I didn't know which apartment building was P.'s, so I called her. Once I figured out which was her, I went to the elevator, and luckily my other friend appeared at the same time :D. So I didn't have to ride the elevator alone xD. I have to tell ya though, it was quite awkward. I don't talk to her much, so it was a pretty silent ride on the elevator. There wasn't even any elevator music! Gosh, how odd.
Anyways, once we got there we started playing cat's cradle while we waited.
Once everyone came, we went to the park nearby, and started having water fights and stuff. But I wasn't allowed to get wet, and so were a few other people. So we played Frisbee. A whole bunch of little boys wanted to play too, and I think my friend Mel. got quite annoyed. She's the youngest in her family, so I guess she's not used to dealing with little kids. Me, I'm stuck with em'; little kinds I mean (two little brothers, one little sister, and a childish dad xD). Eventually we started playing man hunt, which is a form of tag. Then we watched a play-like thing that a church was hosting, and got free lemonade. <--we're such free loaders xD. Then, we went inside for party games :D. We actually played hot potato; with an acutal potato. lol xD. I was the first to lose ^ ^;;. Thus, I was forced to dance in the middle of the circle. It was quite fun..until P.'s mom started taking pictures xD. Everyone then got bored, and we all started dancing like crazy. I also pigged out on the snacks. I felt so rude, but the food was very tasty ^ ^;;. I couldn't help myself. Then after eating was some more games. I won four of the party games! I'm so pro ;D.
Gift time was fun too. About half the people there gave her jewelry (cuz she loves jewelry xD). Thus, making my gift perfect! I gave her a small cute pink jewelry box-like gift. So pro at gift picking too~. Everyone loved my card. They all thought it was cool how I made it with the computer. Most of them laughed at what my card said too xD.

Birthday's are nature's way of telling us to eat more cake, so eat tons of it; and have a
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! :D


P.S. I was going to give you something even more awesome for your birthday, but the mailman made me get out of the mailbox.


Pretty awesome birthday quote, ne? <-- which I found on the internet, and added a lil' bit of my own touch here and there xD. I love the internet. haha

I think P. enjoyed my gift overall though. ^ ^ that made me happy. I love it when things turn out successful.
Anyways, my dad made me leave the party early, so that was a pain in the butt.

I can't believe the next morning my legs were sore from the running and dancing. I must be really out of shape xD.

okay, well, it's getting late now (almost midnight @_@), so I got to go.
Goodnight~ ;D


ps. gosh this was quite long ...

Fixed?

Erm...okay, well if you've read my previous blog entry, then you would have known that K. confessed his feelings to me. However, I had to semi-reject because I'm not allowed to date. I did also confess my feelings as well, in the email though. And after I awaited his reply afterwards.
He sent his reply, saying that he was okay with not dating me, and that just being able to talk with me would be fine. Er...>.> but that left us at a really odd position, in my opinion. So after reading the contents of his email, I started thinking, "What now?" Like what does two people who like each other, but incapable of being with each other do?
Today, I asked K. what I was to him in order to confirm some things, and his answer to me was, "More then a friend." Now if you look at that positively, that's a big achievement, since I've been sorta obsessing over this guy for awhile now. But I don't know if it's enough for me ^ ^;;. I mean I was kind of hoping for more, but for someone who can't date, you can't ask for much. Beggars can't be choosers, I guess. Right now, we're just two people who like to talk with each other at the moment. I guess you could say I'm kind of happy about these events. I mean the guy I like actually likes me back. I'm able to have more fluent talk with him too. But I'm a little disappointed at the same time. It's like, is that all I get? After spending endless amount of efforts of getting to know him better. Plus, there's all that time I spent after school just to be with him. Sigh~ I thought this world was built on equal trade (xxxholic reference xD). I did that for myself, and I actually didn't expect anything in return. I'm just happy I got this far :). Truthfully, I have no idea what's going to happen between us in the future. >.> I hate it when I can't predict things (remember, I'm a woman who's very cautious and likes being able to accurately predict things). Sigh~ so I guess all I can do is cross my fingers and hope for the best.

^/////^ ~

I'm so haaappy~ ♫   *sing-song tone*
Not exactly sure why though ^////^ I just am.
My mood has been quite excellent~ since this morning.
Has that ever happened to you? Like you just wake up one morning, and you just feel like today is going to be a great day? That happens to me somewhat often. I quite like the feeling. ^w^
Other then me being randomly happy (even though I know nothing exciting is going to happen today), I also feel totally and completely relaxed~ :D.
Ever since my summer vacation has begun, I've been studying non-stop. It's quite annoying D:
But I just took a practice test, and I got a pretty high score, so I'm allowed to take a break. I'm for once spending a weekend like it's a weekend xD.
Ha~ even though I complain about being so busy sometimes, I kind of like the feeling of being busy. It makes you feel like you have purpose. I mean, it's never boring xD. Wait, no that's not a good way to describe it either. Hm...I like the feeling of being busy because you're never faced with that moment of having nothing to do. It's a total drag when you have so much free time and nothing to do with it. Plus, having something as simple as free time seems so much more valuable if you don't have much of it ^ ^;;.
Hmmm... perhaps I'm happy today because I get this valuable free time(?). I've been reading manga all day today ^w^ . I haven't been able to do that in awhile. I forgot how much fun it was to read manga or watch anime. Lately, I've been quite addicted to the manga, Yankee-kun to Megane-chan (aka flunk punk rumble <--which is a weird name for it xD). Yankee-kun to Megane-chan  super funny. I love it! :D It's so cool, interesting, and hilarious. Yankee is like the Japanese word for delinquent I think. And megane means glasses, I believe. Um..I'm not good at describing things or summing up story plots, so I'm going to show you the wikipedia description of the story plot ^ ^;; .

Daichi Shinagawa was just a Yankee (Japanese term for delinquent) who wanted nothing to do with his high school life. Hana Adachi, the dedicated class representative, however would not allow it and constantly bothers him to be involved in school life. Shinagawa is first confused on why she keeps pestering him until he discovers her secret. While she may look like a typical class representative stereotype, Adachi is actually not very smart and lacks common sense, and Shinagawa eventually learns that Adachi is a former delinquent. Regretting being a yankee during her middle school years, Adachi decides to change her ways to achieve her dream of becoming the best class representative. She decides to help Shinagawa so he will not continue to make the same mistake that she did. Thus begins the adventures of these two unlikely friends and their classmates at Mon Shiro High School.

Yankee-kun to Megane-chan is a very great manga with an original story plot. ^ ^ I strongly urge you to read the manga. Here is a link for you ^ ^ : http://www.mangareader.net/874/yankee-kun-to-megane-chan.html

Anyways~ I've been on the computer all day, and I really fear for my eye sight. I predict it's going to get worse since I go on the computer a lot ^ ^;;. But I can't help it, my computer is my life~! xD
Oh well. I'll just eat a ton of carrots....even if they are icky >~<