Easy to Win. Hard to Keep.

My heart will instantly swoon for any guy for any one of the reasons below:

1. Laughs at my jokes.
2. Compliments me in anything (appearance, wits, ability, etc.)
3. Pretends that he cares when I ramble on (about things like my love for bakery goods).
4. Has nice, warm, big hugs!
5. Can smolder like Flynn Rider from Tangled. XD LOL.
6. Makes me laugh three times in one sentence.
7. Dresses stylishly. B-)
8. Brings me into daring, spontaneous situations (that doesn't kill me and are fun).
9. Spams corny lines at me.
10. Attempts to catch fuzzies on the street. ♥
11. Loves children.
12. Can match my witty, sassy remarks. But still lets me win.
13. Has gorgeous hair ;w;
14. Has green eyes
15. Is positive and outgoing :D

LOL. Nairb has like 10 of the 15 :) ....unsure about number 5. so its 10 or 11. XD. But that's more than 60%, so that's why he's my boyfriend~. (66%, but shhh). hehee.

Buuut, although I fall in love easily, it's really super duper difficult for me to stay in love with someone. particularly boys. LOL I can lovee any guurl forevs. Only reason why I'd stop is if she backstabbed me or took my last cookie. It's hard for me to continuously love a guy for a long time is because one little thing can make me wanna just drop them like nothing. It could be because I got bored~ or something about them totally went against my principles or I found an annoying trait I just can't stand. I can fall for you easy, and I can stand back up easy.

Keeping Emiko goes as follows:

1. Surprise me. Be spontaneous. Become too predictable, and it's an O-U-T.
2. Keep my confidence level up. LOL Make me feel like shit, and I'm out the door.
3. Don't be too much smarter than me. Don't be too much dumber than me.
4. Work like you have to win me over everyday. LOL I like feeling special. xD
5. Be as loyal as I am to you :O
6. Always compete to love me more than I do you.
7. Pay attention. Listen. Remember what I tell you. I feel like I'm talking to bricks if you forget.
8. Talk to me when I'm mad. Talk to me when you think I might be mad (because I probably am).

I'm pretty sure there's more, but I can't think of any.

I've only had 2 (official) relationships so far. Second one is going pretty awesome. Dun wanna say how many Nairb has on the "ways to keep me" list, but he's doing a great job at it. I've learned a few rules along the way though.

•  Cut off date is two months. Plenty of time to get to know someone. Feeling half-assed at two months? Then it's not worth my time.
• Wait at least two weeks before kissing the guy :o because kissing anywhere in between that time, the relationship is totally going to be physical base. I personally want something meaningful. a mix of passion and compassion.
• If he loves saying your name all the time, whenever he can, then he's gonna be special.

This is all in my opinion, of course.
I still don't know much because not many of my friends have experienced relationships. It's all information gathered from my own experience. lol. disclaimer.

Distracted

Wah~~!! So much work to do.

I have to do a Spanish power point presentation about Paraguay.
I have to do a science lab report where I have to graph 189 points! Finished 166 as of yesterday....I'll never want to look at dots and lines for a long time >_>
There's also my English homework. I have to get to the library, and find a biography/autobiography book. Except I have no idea why I need it. The teacher wont tell us > <. Also, have to finish my stupid book summaries. Like why the hell can't I just read a book in peace?! I don't like writing about what I read afterwards >3< because I also end up writing long ass summaries when I don't have to. *is incapable of condensing thoughts*

Hehe but I like social studies~ ^ ^. So easy <3
^LOL Never in a million years would I thought that I would ever say that.
I used to hate social studies, but now I love it. My teacher is so hilarious awesome! xD He's the reason why I'm interested in social studies. You know how hard that is to do?!
I love my science teacher too. He's so perverted xDDD ROFL. He likes to call the devil "the horny guy" xDD get because of the devil's horns, but it's thought with perverted intent xD. He made a joke about how he used to pronounce altitude as "al-tit-tude" xDD. And he's said many other things that drip with pervertedness xD. Sigh~ that guy is hilarious.

Har har getting of topic, so normally I would get all this work finished by now, buuut I have recently realized that there is a distraction in my life :P. I would call it a type of distraction that makes me happy. Unfortunately, this distraction happens to be a person; a guy to be more exact (cuz no I'm not lez *cough cough* Banana-kun!). Sadly, I have no chance and his heart is taken by another :P (can I kill her? LOL xD jk jk). Except, even though I know this, I still can't stop chatting with him! It's so strange > <. Why are boys so annoying?! Damn, I blame my stupid girly hormones xP. Haha which reminds me, that was one of my popular quotes at school xD. Sigh good memories good memories :). *cough* Anyways, yup this guy has taken like 3~7 hours away from my life practically everyday xD. Luckily though, I'm not crazy or obsessed (yet).
Hmm..but except, I don't know. I get this happy feeling whenever I talk to him, and I always want to talk to him. I like being around him. He makes me happier than a normal person would. However, even with all these stupid feelings mushing around inside of me, I can't really say I love the person, per say. Just enjoy their company. So I have concluded that this is what people call a "crush", a baby one, but still a crush nonetheless... And I have no idea why I'm ranting/explaining about this xD. It's just good to get all my thoughts out I guess :3. Would've blogged about this earlier since it's been going on for awhile. But wanted to be sure of how I felt before I told you guys because I don't want to to go ranting on about some guy and then randomly stop liking him. That'd be weird :3

Anyways, since a chunk of my time is taken away by this guy everyday, my grades have been slipping. Sigh~ the worst part about falling for someone xD. Hmm...so I have to find a way to keep my grades up and still be able to talk with him. What should I do? LOL my mind is totally drawing a blank here. Haha maybe I'll just study at the same time I'm talking with him. Sounds like a good idea, ne? :3
Hehe multitasking ~ x)

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sigh I'm so hopeless xD

It's Gokudera's Birthday \(^o^)/

Today is Gokudera-kun's birthday ^ ^ !! September 9th.
Gokudera-kun's birthday was easy for me to remember because it was the birthday of my fifth grade crush :) ....yes >.> I can remember something that long ago xD. I'm the type to learn everything and anything about the person I like, and I can remember the facts of ones that I really like ^w^, yea I'm weird xP. I'm also the type of "weirdo" who celebrates birthdays of anime characters x).
To celebrate today, I think I'll buy myself something sweet on my way to school ^ ^. I usually like to buy stuff for my friends to celebrate, but I'm kinda broke right now ^ ^;;. Haha so I'm just treating myself today x). Hmmm...maybe I'll do something pretty with my hair as well :).
WAH! :O I forgot to tell you! I got a hair cut. But it turned out terrible :(. I wanted it to look like this: http://www.fm-anime.com/index.php?main_page=product_info&cPath=92_226&products_id=1406 . I thought if it was possible to make a wig look that way, then maybe my hair can look like that as well. TT^TT but it really depends on the hair stylist themself. Plus, I kinda wanted to be a little bit daring with my hair cut. Sigh, so now my hair is short and I look like a boy. But a really hot boy at that ;)   haha xD just kidding. I just look like a very feminine boy xP. But I'm kind of happy with my new hair cut because I don't get many looks from boys anymore. ...yes yes that's odd. I mean shouldn't I like attention from guys? NO! TT^TT it's so annoying to have to deal with the responsibility of hurting their feelings. It's terrible, and you feel so bad afterwards, but you don't have a choice. I've only been confessed to by two boys so far in my life time, but all these rumors about several other boys just get so annoying >~<.
Oh, and yesterday was my first day of school :). I just couldn't find the time to write about it. My first day was quite fun I guess ^ ^. Most of my teachers are guys this year which is new for me. I usually always have female teachers. Nearly all of my teachers are funny x); except the girl teachers. My Spanish teacher tells jokes, but she seems so serious when she tells them, so none of us are sure if we should laugh or not ^ ^;;. And...my math teacher is just not funny at all xD. She will tell a semi-funny joke, and then sort of apologize for how funny it wasn't. So it kind of ruins the whole moment, and no one ends up laughing.
To top is off, there aren't any cute boys in my class TT^TT. Which totally sucks. What am I supposed to do when the teacher gets boring? Lol just kidding xD. I don't >.> use boys for my entertainment. But it is true there's no cute boys OTL which still sucks.
Anyways, I feel as though this year is oddly different though. I'm not exactly sure why. It just seems kind of odd. For some reason I have a feeling that this year is going to be a rather ...fun one x). There's going to be a lot of pressure on grades and studying this year, but I can make it. But with my teachers and new classmates, I have just have this feeling. I can't wait to see what happens ^ ^. So let's celebrate to Gokudera's birthday and to a fun and exciting new school year! :D   [mostly to Gokudera's birthday xD]

Okay, well I got to start heading out for school. Talk to ya laters~ ;D