An Individual or an Ordinary?

A few days ago, my English teacher was talking about whether we felt we were an individual or a follower. I personally would say that I’m more of an “individual”. LOL. Then again, would it be follower like of me to say so? Everyone wants to be an individual, and most thinks they are. Haha! Makes you think, eh?

And with this, I wrote on my paper, “I’m both” which is like a totally legit answer =w=b. It’s all a matter of opinion ^^. I’m both because sometimes I am out of the norm. I think outside of the box (and see that this box of mine is green with electric pink stripes 8D). I laugh louder than most. I dance in the hallways (even without music). And I like to wiggle my eyebrows in every expression I make. I’m just weird OuO. Howeverrr, I’m also not weird an individual too 8D (yes, it’s true).  I mean, I wear shirts and pants like you or anyone else! I fall in love, and feel sadness, and like chocolate just the same. I try to be smart, and become rich.

So what am I? An individual or an ordinary?

Oh! Speaking of being out-of-the-ordinary, I finally took pictures of my locker! Now, you can see it in all its awesomeness 8D. I’ve gotten like several comments for it. LOL it’s actually how I’ve made a few friends too XD. It’s filled with pictures of Hitman Reborn. Fans, or just anime-fans in general, always comment on it. I totally love how most anime fans in my school are so crazy and outgoing, and just love to talk about their love with other fans 8D. It’s fun! I feel so welcomed knowing that there’s other weirdoes like me ;w;.

*click to make image larger*

The red thing you see at the top of inside my locker is used as a shelf :D. It’s supposed to be one of those fold-out shelves that you put on the bottom of your locker. However, since I have a top locker, I have like a few extra inches at the top (it’s inclined slightly at the top instead of flat). I put the shelf on the hooks that’s for my jacket. Ahahaa, I put so much stuff on my shelf. LOL. I have a pencil case filled with stuff like a staples for my stapler, white out, sharpener, paper clips, and etc. I have an extra set of clothes, and emergency book (just in case I get bored out of my mind during my free periods), and my goggles for biology class.

That ugly, barf green thing you see in there is my book bag. However, I shove that in my locker in the morning, and put the stuff I need for the first half of the day into a much cuter, smaller bag 8D. That way, I don’t have this huge heavy thing on my back.

AND GUESS WHAT? MY BEAR STICKER GOT STOLEN TT______TT. I went to my locker one day, and ka blam, it was gone! My sticker of the girl is harder to get off though, so no one has touched it yet :’D.

so um, don't ditch me, okay? ^ ^;

Um... so I haven't posted since.. idk, Saturday?
And I'm only posting this to tell you that... I won't be posting again until..awhile >___>.
Like not until Saturday?

I'm not disappearing off the face of the earth for a few days or anything crazy like that. xD I'm not sick or injured. My arms hasn't been severely broken to the point where I can't type. I mean it's not like I'm now typing with my tongue or anything like that xD.

Haha, but I'm just really busy for some reason O_O;.
Like, I don't even know why I'm busy, but I can't seem to get shit done until like midnight...
And I need my sleep ;A; without sleep, I'll be tired. And when I'm tired, I usually get hungry for no darn reason. When my stomach is grumbling like a bitch and I'm sleep deprived, I get grumpy as hell. When I'm in a bad mood... well let's just say nothing good ever comes of that. very scary :P.

Now, the people who knows me, is probably thinking, "What? Emiko can be scary? No way~." But I tell you now. I'm like that creepy Asian girl from the Grudge, plus something from the movie Saw, with a pinch of Freddie Cruger, and maybe a bit of like a high and drunk miley cyrus coming from the movie Hangover1. So I'm just saying, it's not a pretty sight :T ....no joke. Ask my sister ^ ^;;. She never wants to wake me up in the morning because of this, and I have to rely on my own crappy cell phone alarm Dx.

So I'ma like...disappear for awhile to work on my studies and sleep...>___> now, it'll only be until Saturday, so I don't want any of you to ditch me from now 'till then. I'll be back. I promise ♥.
(haha, plus, knowing my weak willed personality, I'll probably be back around Wednesday or something xD).

ps. to those who replied on my "Everyone is Innocent Until Proven Guilty", so sorry that I haven't replied back to you yet D: it's just ...like I said, I'm busy. I will though..maybe...if it's that important to xD. LOL but just to say, I'm real glad that the post made you think back to good memories of your friends, or something of the sort. More posts with lessons are being thought of as I ..uh..sleep, I suppose xD.

but... to help entertain yourself while I'm gone...here's a *cough erm- lovely(?) picture that Luka-chan sent me ^3^. ..Yea, it's stupidly huge, and I am too darn lazy to fix that issue. So um, enjoy? ^ ^;

Just Shut Me Up PLEASE XD

I have no ideas what to write about at the moment.
LOL So I guess I'll tell you something interesting that I've talked about with my friends a few times.
Yea, been saving this idea as a back up plan XD because not everyday can be an "exciting" one.

Okay, so you know what I'm going to do when I'm older? LOL Y'all should know that I'm planning to live up to a 100 years old at the very least :) ...hm..and I'm hoping to find a guy who'll try to live with me until then XD. Haha so you really really gotta love me because I'm planning on staying with you for quite a while~.
Anyways, I have a very bad mouth. It always just spits out the stupidest words ever XD.

LOLOL I'm not sure if I should even tell you this because it's kinda awkward...but what the hell XD I'll tell you anyways !

Okay, so me and Luka-chan fight ALL the time ! LOL We're the best of friends ever, and we always laugh together very much. But sometimes we'll just fight over the stupidest things, and get into big arguments. Our way of fighting is weird. LOL We do a lot of poking (ahhaha no hair pulling XD). And instead of cursing we usually shout weird stuff at each other like "You giant green hulk, king kong impersonator ! Yammy loves you!" ROFL XD So yea we make no sense.

Anyways, one time after a fight, I had made a very bad comment. That I feel so stupid for XD
I was like "Isn't it funny that we're so friendly one moment and then fucking each other the next?"
OH MY GOSH I FELT LIKE KILLING MYSELF AT THAT MOMENT XDDDD ROFL

I meant like arguing, but the F-word came out instead XD. Like you know how people put the F curse infront of like every words and what not? Haha well I do that to some words, so it came out weird.  <--yeaa there's my stupid explanation XD BUT YOU GOTTA BELIEVE ME !

SERIOUSLY WHY CANT I JUST SAY NORMAL THINGS? XDD
I NEED TO LEARN WHEN TO SHUT UP XD

I wish life had a undo button !!!! XD ROFL

LMAO Anyways ! we laughed about that the rest of the day (and a few after that XD). We plan to call each other at the age of 90-something, where we're all old. We're going to call each other and be like "Hey, Emiko! Remember that time when you said that funny thing?" And we're going to be laughing like crazy to the point our dentures come loose, and we choke to death on them. LOL Then ! since I'm going to live up to a 100, someone will come save us, and we're going to move in with each other.
YES! I plan on living with Luka-chan in my old age (or maybe neighbors at the very least). I'd rather live with my friends, and help each other out instead of having some random person from an old folk's home take care of me XP. I mean that's so boring :3 and unoriginal. LOL How are a bunch of old people going to take care of each other when they can't take care of themselves? I don't know XD But like everything else in life, I'm just going to wing it, and see what happens :'D
Oh, and don't be all negative on me and be like "What if you two don't keep in contact~?" LOL Not a problem! Because I'ma hire a professional detective to find her for me :'D. I might try to find her myself x3 but knowing me, I'd fail. So I'ma just go w/ a pro detective :3.

So this is my retirement plan:
1. grow old (no shit sherlock XD)
2. be rich ( //hopeful :'D )
3. live happily and complete bucket list
(I should share my list with chu guys! I have the weirdest things on there XD)
4. grow even older
5. laugh w/ Luka and live nearby her :)

Oh ho ho~ I'm so immature x3 lololol. But I can dream~ !

*forever a scone~ :'D

Meh Memoir

For English class, we're doing a study on memoirs. My English teacher is planning on making us write one ourselves. It was hard for me to do since I couldn't pick which one of my many fail memories to write about xD.
There's just so many. For example, the time I got slammed in the stomach with a pool stick, when I first rode a zip line, or my first haunted house, or when I witnessed a girl yelling at her imaginary creatures, and etc~. So yea, as you can see, I have experienced many things; ranging from chicken fights on the monkey bars to moving across the United States by car. However, my English teacher had my class only write the lead to our memoirs as tonight's homework. I decided to share it :D. Okay~ so here's the lead/beginning paragraph/hook to my memoir:

I remember a pretty, blonde girl in a blue wizard’s cloak. She looked to be older than me, and taller; a giant to my standards. “Get down on your hands and knees,” she ordered in a soft voice. I had felt the need to follow this girl’s command. Thus, I did as I was told. I got down on my hands and knees, and awaited further directions. “Now crawl,” She says. Into a dark confined space I went. I was now entrapped into a boxed area, nowhere to go but forward. People were crawling in after me; making the choice to turn back seemed unlikely. I readied myself for what was about to happen. Gathering as much courage as I possibly could. I was about to find out just how much fear can make my heart pound…

^Lol mine sounds stupid and weird xD. I also tried to make it suspenseful, but epicly failed > <;;. The lead to my memoir probably doesn't make any sense, and you're most likely thinking "Huh?" Haha so why don't ya comment to meh about what you think my memoir is about? :D I would like to hear your guesses x3 it might prove to be interesting for meh. Whoever can get is right will get .... a congratulations from lil' ol' meh xD.
I'll be sharing my memoir as I start to work on it more, but for now this is all y'all will get. So enjoy~ xD

ps. it has nothing to do with rape, for all of you ppl who thought wrongly at "get down on your hands and knees" -____- . . . . . . . .lol xD or is it just me again who noticed that fail, somewhat wrong sounding, line?

Ma ma Boo boo

LOL xD yea~ that was a Chinese word I learned awhile back :3
It means so-so. And that's how my day went basically.
I don't know why, but I was just so annoyed and tired at everything today. When I'm in a grumpy mood, I'm not the best to be around ^ ^;;. I get super pessimistic and technical about everything. My usual fun, stupid, crazy mood vanishes and gets replaced with this tired, grumpy, glass half empty kind of mood. I hate it when I get into these kinds of moods, but that's what happened to me today :P. A friend of mine is totally weird, and made it worse. For some reason he thinks shoving a pen in my face saying "smile damn it!" will help. First of all, his shouting gives me a head ache, and didn't appear as amusing as it should have been. Plus, who the hell wants a pen two centimeters from their eyeball!?! I can just imagine myself losing an eye over that xD. In this mood, my conceited level gets kicked up a notch or two, and I get annoyed at everyone's stupidity :P. No I'm not pmsing. I think I've just finally started to feel the full impact my part time job has on me xP. I don't get done with homework until late into the night now a days and have been lacking in the sleep department > <. This is one of the fortunate days where I can finally get a break before 11 pm :). LOL but I have no life, and decided to spend this free time on blogging.

Haha anyways~ I best be getting to bed (don't want to waste this precious sleeping time).
Good night ^ ^

Death By Boredom-is it possible? (yes!)

Argh! I'm so bored :\


.....
Argh?  o.o huh, apparently, I'm a pirate now...>.>

xD haha anyways
since I'm bored, I've turned to youtube for entertainment. ^ ^
sigh~ youtube. such a nice plan b. . . x) yea.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0EK8j96IXuI&feature=feedu
xD pretty funny video.
I love Wong Fu Productions ♥

Anyways, for some reason, as I'm trying to entertain myself..>.> I'm simultaneously groping Exia-Near. xD I wonder if he's comfortable with that (probably not xP).

Which reminds me! I cured Exia-Near \(^o^)/ .....>.> okay so my dad did, but I forced him too ...o.o yea idk where I'm going with this xD.
Oh yea, that also reminds me. X) Exia-Near was gravely "ill". His torso kept coming off, and I was incapable of fixing him OTL. I don't know why, but he kept breaking into two. (his parts are detachable.) So I told my dad to fix it (cuz dads can fix everything xD). Hahaha xD and it turned out I had him on backwards. EPIC FAIL XD!! but yea, that's what happened :P. Exia-Near was hospitalized for quite some time. Good thing Dr. Dad helped b(^w^)d.    .....>.> okay yea I probably sound crazy right now xD since I refer to my backwards torso action figure as an "ill" creature. Lolz xD so yea summing that up makes me realize just how crazy I am. Plus, there's the fact that I'm groping him at the same time x)
Sigh it's late I'm not thinking right ^ ^;;. . . . *looks at the time* o.o;; it's only 9:00 pm. eh heh heh *awkward*.

Lolz so anyways, youtube is working x)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QZC3yRE8H5c&feature=feedu
funny stuff xD
who knew you could have so much fun when cooking ramen? lol.
I like Ted's the best. I mean who doesn't want to save $20? XD
Lolz xD but I eat my ramen like that all the time. It's quick and easy :D
And just a random fact, but I think Ted's cute xD. Wes is creatively awesome. And Phil is just funny xD.
Thumbs up for Wong Fu Productions (^ ^)d ...wait this isn't face book x) ....wait I don't even have a facebook. xD haha fail. School's been making me crazy >.> sorry.

*is still groping Exia-Near*

Bwahahahahaha!! ~(OwO)~

wow, blogging has gotten rid of my boredom. Yay :D !

If you had to choose a way to die (and dying in your sleep is an invalid answer) than being killed by assaniation ninjas would be an epic way to die xD!!! Just picture it in the newspaper "Death by Ninjas" !! That would be soo~ cool :D

*has stop molesting Exia-Near, but has now started putting him in weird positions and feels very stupid right now*

Okay, well I should get studying. So this is farewell D:
but I shall be back >:D ! muahaha!!!



*cough cough* okay..>.> so I'm not going to go studying at 9 pm. . . . but I feel the need to do something..not sure what it is yet though...>.>
and no this isn't an excuse to end this entry!


okay maybe it is ^ ^;; but I don't know how to end this entry Dx. so...

CHOOOORRRIIIISSSUUUUUU~~~~~!!!!




k bye xD

Fixed?

Erm...okay, well if you've read my previous blog entry, then you would have known that K. confessed his feelings to me. However, I had to semi-reject because I'm not allowed to date. I did also confess my feelings as well, in the email though. And after I awaited his reply afterwards.
He sent his reply, saying that he was okay with not dating me, and that just being able to talk with me would be fine. Er...>.> but that left us at a really odd position, in my opinion. So after reading the contents of his email, I started thinking, "What now?" Like what does two people who like each other, but incapable of being with each other do?
Today, I asked K. what I was to him in order to confirm some things, and his answer to me was, "More then a friend." Now if you look at that positively, that's a big achievement, since I've been sorta obsessing over this guy for awhile now. But I don't know if it's enough for me ^ ^;;. I mean I was kind of hoping for more, but for someone who can't date, you can't ask for much. Beggars can't be choosers, I guess. Right now, we're just two people who like to talk with each other at the moment. I guess you could say I'm kind of happy about these events. I mean the guy I like actually likes me back. I'm able to have more fluent talk with him too. But I'm a little disappointed at the same time. It's like, is that all I get? After spending endless amount of efforts of getting to know him better. Plus, there's all that time I spent after school just to be with him. Sigh~ I thought this world was built on equal trade (xxxholic reference xD). I did that for myself, and I actually didn't expect anything in return. I'm just happy I got this far :). Truthfully, I have no idea what's going to happen between us in the future. >.> I hate it when I can't predict things (remember, I'm a woman who's very cautious and likes being able to accurately predict things). Sigh~ so I guess all I can do is cross my fingers and hope for the best.

Yesterday with My Aunt

Yesterday was pretty fun :D
My aunt demanded that we go to the mall and some place with some kind of ice dessert. Italian Ice, I think that's what she called it. Before we went to the mall, we went to my house and rested for awhile. I was eating a snack and sat down when my aunt said "Oh my god! You got a big hole in your butt." And I was like "....what? o.o" She pointed to my butt and was like "In your jeans, there's a hole!" and I looked down at my jeans. There was a GIANT friggin' hole in my jeans! It went like half way around my leg. My dad and sister started cracking up. My aunt was like "Didn't you feel like some kind of breeze or anything?" "I felt nothing! How the hell did I get a friggin' hole in my jeans!?!" It was so stupid xD. Before this little incident I went to go eat at a dim sum restaurant (I said so in my last entry). I wonder if I got my hole there. If I did, that would have been embarrassing. Now that I think about it, I did get a few funny looks from some of the elderly Chinese woman there >.> This one lady at the table next to me was staring at me as I sat down with a funny smile. I was like "what's her problem?" xD but I think I know now. Lolz I didn't really like those jeans anyways. My dad is keeping them so we can hang it on the wall and make some kind of wall pockets or something xD. Anyways, me only having 2 pairs of jeans left made going to the mall an even better idea. When we went to a store (Gap I think) my dad and I went to the jeans section, while my aunt went to go get clothes for her children. I suck when it comes to buying clothes because my dad always did it for me, but my dad knows nothing about girl's clothing sizes. So when we went to the jean section and saw stuff like 24/0a and 26/2L. And me and my dad was like "WTF!?! O.o what do these numbers mean and why the hell are there letters?!" We had no idea what the heck the sizes stood for. It was like you had to be some kind of high level spy that's good with codes or something! So we called my aunt over to help us because she's a girl who has been buying her own clothes for quite sometime now. She comes over and looks at us as if we're stupid xD. She goes on saying something about how L = long and r = regular. When she was talking about what the numbers mean, I had no idea what the heck she was mumbling about. I think the 24 in 24/0r or the 26 in 26/2L represents the waist and the 2 or 0 represents the length. I'm not sure though! Sigh~ why is everything so complicated. And the most annoying part is that, yea they make stupid codes for clothing sizes but that there's also (yea there's more to the annoyingness of it all) different styles. There's like sexy boot or perfect boot or long and lean. And they all fit differently. I remember we got different styles in the same size but some were too long or some were too loose. My aunt made me model the stuff for her, and she was so loud in the fitting room. Everyone was looking at her funny, which caused them to look at me. > < it was so embarrassing. In the end I bought two pairs of jeans after trying on about 7 different styles and sizes. We spent like 2 hours in that store. After that I was so tired. Yes, I know I'm a girl, and should be used to shopping for hours. But I rarely go shopping. I just buy everything online. It's so much easier ^ ^;;.  We spent like another 3 hours there. That's 5 hours of shopping I could have spent on watching anime TT^TT. Afterwards we went to that Italian ice place. It was pretty good. I got strawberry banana flavor. My dad got pina colada (i think that's how you spell it). My aunt started complaining to my dad (she's the younger sister and was the baby in the family. so she speaks her mind a lot) about how he should have gotten a more "unique" flavor like cantaloupe because most places doesn't normally have those kinds of flavors or something. But my dad was like "I'll eat what I want to eat :P" xD my dad is funny. My aunt was like "Hmph >3< well you're stupid." Lolz I watched these two fight all day like how two siblings usually do. On our way to the mall they spent the whole time arguing about who's car was better. My aunt was like "Town and Country isn't as good as Toyota. I have a Toyota." Blah blah blah.. And my dad was like "You're so Chinese. Chinese people get Toyota." xD I was like "huh?" what does race have anything to do with what car you like? Maybe he ran out of comebacks. But I don't get what that's suppose to do because we are Chinese xD. My dad likes to be different so maybe he was trying to say "You're like everybody else." I don't know. But it was funny watching them bicker. It was over stupid stuff. My dad was like saying stuff like "Town and Country isn't as expensive as Toyota and you get better stuff." And my aunt was like "No" and so on. xD It was hilarious. Now I know how my dad feels whenever me and my sister fights over stupid stuff. We didn't get hope until 11:30 pm yesterday. Which is really late for us. We usually come home by like 7 xD. My family doesn't get out to often. We're all otakus. xD even my dad. He'd rather stay home and watch the new Naruto episode then go out and find a girlfriend. Lolz. Anyways, yesterday was fun and I liked it :D