Haha xD I Feel So Stupid

I don't usually post twice in one day but...

Oh my gosh xD!!! I feel incredibly stupid right now. OTL

With the little free time that I have, I decided to spend it on making this comic/manga strip (idk what you would call it xD). I completed it today, and felt the need to share it with you right now. Thus, this is Emiko (me) presenting you a very retarded comic strip at the moment x).

^ ^;; read it if you dare?

LMFAO XD I couldn't stop laughing when I came up with the wording for this. It's so fail and cheesy x).

I think it's a little confusing, so let me explain the story I was trying to present.

Currently, Setsu-kun is fighting Graham-kun :3 in this comic strip.

As they are fighting, Setsu-kun was explaining about how I taught him the power of "love". (xD I know it sounds retarded, but I just had to do it ^ ^). However, Graham-kun misunderstood what Setsu-kun said. He thought Setsu-kun was declaring some kind of love for Emiko, and he got jealous x). Some fans like to say that Graham likes Setsuna, so I decided to play with that a bit :P. I do admit that in the anime, Graham-kun is sort of obsessed with Setsu-kun in an unnatural way xD. Haha, plus, grahamxsetsu pairing extertains me a bit. And after Setsu-kun epicly defeated Graham-kun >:D, he was like "Yes...but that wasn't the point...-.-;;" Meaning, he does have a lover (*cough me cough*), but that wasn't what he was talking about at the moment xD. 

Oh, and the reason why Graham-kun said "So you have a lover, Gundam?!" instead of "So you have a lover, Setsuna?!" was because Graham-kun doesn't know Setsu-kun's name...wait...or maybe it's because he just likes to do that. xD I don't remember.

Well, now let me explain this to you: I did not draw this!! I suck at drawing...>.> no I really suck at drawing. xP So what I did was photo scan pages from the Gundam00 manga. I took parts of the different manga pages and colored them :3 then added my own text. I think I used stuff from three different pages from two different volumes of Gundam00.

Photoshop CS4 was used to make this! d(^ ^)b

And it took me FOREVER(!) to do the stars!!! At first, I couldn't figure out how to make a good starry effect. But, I somehow manged :D.

What I did was make a bunch of random white dots then blur it a bit with the blur tool. Afterwards, I used the smudge tool to smudge it up a bit more. Then, I made a bunch of more random white dots, but smaller ones this time. And I did the same blur and smudging affect to the smaller dots as well. For the "shooting star", I just made another white dot, and used the smudge tool again. But even after doing all that work for the stars, I feel as though they're still not good enough OTL it totally doesn't fit with the rest of the picture.

And for the last panel, where you see Setsuna standing, looks really fail xP. I got really lazy, and didn't feel like putting too much detail into it ^ ^;;. So it just looks like some random blue silhouette. xD but whatever.

I think I totally screwed up Graham's suit too xP the colors don't seem right. I got lazy on coloring Exia too ^ ^;;. sigh~ I'm such a bum xD

I'm pretty proud (TT^TT I had to look up how to spell prowd <--how I thought it was spelt xD i fail.) of my work though :)

^ ^;; I used things like the blur and smudge tool because I'm still a novice at photoshop x). I mean I'm pretty sure there's an easier way to do what I did, but I wasn't able to figure it out xP

Sooo~ anywaysu, what do you think? Pretty hilariously fail, right? x) and yet totally cool at the same time, right?

So Much Work

Waaaahhh!!! TT~TT *sob sob*
I think I failed my math test! It was on quadratic equations and I wasn't able to answer the last question and it's worth 15 points. > < I got stuck and didn't know what to do. My friend was studying with me the day before and after the test she was like "See I told you we should have studied it more." And I was like "We didn't study this! You were telling me about some other super hard thing!" > < It was so frustrating. Anyways, the highest score I can get without those 15 points is 85! A friggin' 85!! That's less than 90! Barely a passing grade!! Damn. Why didn't I borrow that math book with all the practice questions?!?!  > < I got too cocky. I'm really depressed no...>.> sigh~ I wonder what my dad will say. He'll probably give me a really disappointed look and long lesson on how to do quadratic equations. TT^TT why can't I understand stupid quadratics?!
Anyways, tomorrow I have the stupid ELA test. I have to do the ELA test the day after tomorrow too. Book 1 and book 2 are done on separate days. I wonder why. Can't we just get it done and over with in one day? And after that I have another math test on Thursday. Ugh! So much studying. I think I should do some practice stuff for the ELA tomorrow. Maybe after this blog. No, wait I got stupid homework too!!! -.- damn.
And then there's also my science project being due on Monday the 9. I have the state math test on Tuesday and Wednesday as well. I hate testing >.> mostly because you have to study. I'd rather be watching anime or reading manga! I'd actually exercise instead of do a test. And that's saying something because I dislike exercising very very very much.  Oh well, it's just apart of life and so I got to deal with it -__- unfortunately.
Plus on top of all the studying I have to do for school, I also have to study up on stuff for my crush.
The guy I like wants to be an astrophysicist, and I have no idea what that is. My dad said something to me about it, but I'm not sure if he's correct. So I have to go study about that later. I did a little research this morning, according to Wikipedia, astrophysics is the branch of astronomy that has to do with the physics of the universe. Wait that's just based on memory. Let me check if I'm correct. Yup, that's what it says in Wikipedia. Ugh! That's what's so frustrating about me. I have such great memory about the guy I like, but I suck when it comes to normal things. > < I'm weird like that. Also the guy I like is Hindu, so I need to study the Hindu religion as well. I know that I'm Asian and he's Indian, but I think he's awesome. So for those of you who are against it, go talk to someone who cares about your racist opinions :P. Anyways, I don't know how my dad would accept it if anything were to happen in the future between me and my crush (probably not, but still). I think he'd except. Because the other day when we were leaving from the park, we saw two people getting married. The girl was Asian and the guy was Indian. (wow so ironic). Anyways, my aunt (who sadly left today) said "Oh my god, she's marrying an Indian guy." And I suddenly got offensive (which hard to do. Im not really easily offended) and went into defense mode, "What's wrong with marrying an Indian guy?" My aunt was like "Parents aren't usually okay with it." was her answer. Then I turned to my dad and was like "Would you care if the guy I married was not Chinese?" and he looked at me through the review mirror, "As long as he treats you right." Was what he said. That was an unexpected answer. Anyways, I'm happy because then I'd get approval because my crush is a really kind person ^ ^.
Lately, I've been kind of worried about my crush though because he has really big bags underneath his eyes. So I was worried about whether or not he's been sleeping well. :( I get have him ruining his health. Then after school today, I saw him ^ ^ we started walking home together. I started telling him about how I didn't think I did too well on the quadratics test, and somehow that led to the ELA. He was like "You know how I study for the ELA?" and was like "How?" And he pulled out some kind of bottle and was like "With drugs." Obviously it was a joke so I started laughing. ( I thought it was some kind of candy bottle.) But then he was like "No seriously." And he pulled out the bottle again so I could have a better look. (I was so worried. I was like DRUGS? O.O) It was just one of those 5 hour energy things. I let out the breath I didn't know I was holding and relaxed. "Oh." I said. Everything made sense after that. He's probably been taking that so he can study late and still have enough energy for school. ^ ^ that would explain his sleepy expression. I just hope he stops after all the testing. It's still not very good for him > < !

He's a big boy, I guess he can take care of himself. But I still worry! Sigh~ I guess I just have to trust that he's smart enough to know what's good for him or not. I know he smart though ^ ^ because he's going to a good school next year, and his grades are good. Plus he's in the advance class.

Sigh~ now I got to go do homework and study. No time for blogging right now TT^TT

^ ^ ta ta~

~My Anime Fantasy World~

^ ^ the title is self explanatory.
It's kind of funny. My friends and I made up our own anime fantasy world.
In this wonderful wonderful world my name is Emiko F. Seiei ^w^ and I chose my fantasy self to look like Hatsune Miku from vocaloid. Except I'm a green version of Miku. xD lolz I like Miku. 

These are just some pictures of what I mean by "green" Miku.

^ ^ Miku is suppose to be green, but she's more of a teal color. 

 Emiko (me) is green version of Miku.
Even though I look like Miku, Mikuo is not brother xD. 
Mikuo is in my hotest top 5 anime guys ^ ^

A kind of perverted picture, but oh how I would love to grope Mikuo ^ ^
(I must warn you I can be quite perverted xD)

I love this shade of green! ^w^

Her hair looks sort of like leeks xD

I take no credit in making/drawing these pictures. Some other really awesome person drew/made these pictures. The only thing I did was photoshop it green. 
I found these pictures on either safebooru.org , zerochan.net , or google.com . I don't remember which websites xD. I have a very bad memory. lolz. I'd have to say that Zerochan.net is my favorite and most commonly used picture finding site.


  I like the dresses. Whoever drew these have really good taste in clothes. xD it's kind of funny. Miku has twin tails and looks really cute, but I look terrible with twin tails. lolz. 









Now I'm going to explain my fantasy world to you because well it's a pretty big part of my life, and I just feel like telling you xD. So please continue on reading. You may have a good laugh. ^ ^
Anyways, in my fantasy world I'm a vocaloid. I’m not a “pure” vocaloid. Which makes only me part robot. My human side is true innovator. Because of my pervy dad Rido, I am also part vampire. I have also just found out that I belong to some weird clan that gave me the ability to do some kind of powerful mystical techniques that i forgot the name of. And to top it all off, I’m also a GOD! In short that makes me part epic singing robot, part evolved super human being, and ALL GODLY LIKE. ;) Otherwise meaning I’m AWESOME!! KA-CHA!!!
Okay, now let me explain what all that meant. Um... in this anime fantasy my dad is Rido from vampire knight. I call him pervy because my friends and I write roleplays, and in it we sort of made Rido to be a very perverted character. I don't know why though xD, just to make things a little more fun I guess. lolz. Since Rido is my dad, that makes Shiki (also from vampire knight) my brother, my really really hot brother xD (dont worry, we have a strictly brother-sister relationship). And that clan I was talking about is like a naruto thing because they have like the uchiha clan and stuff, so I made up my own clan, but I forgot what I named it xD. Also when I drink sake (alcohol), I get really drunk and go all crazy. I curse a lot too.
A lot of my friends are in this, but I think I shall talk about the exciting ones who put a lot of their time into thinking about their character. xD we have no lives, but it's what we enjoy.
I have a friend who chose to make their anime self look exactly like Luka from vocaloid (mostly because luka is pretty and my friend likes the color pink xD). My friend also chose to name herself Megurine Luka. She's not to creative with the naming part. I chose Emiko because it means "smiling child". I'm always smiling :) so I thought it made sense. The F. Seiei part is because I love Setsuna F. Seiei, and he's my fiance. Therefore, I of course, took on his last name (even though we're not officially married yet). The F. is just to make it sound cooler. I also like Kaito from vocaloid. And for awhile there was a weird three people relationship between Setsuna, Kaito, and I. I loved them both so much that I couldn't decided xD. How childish of me for choosing two guys.lolz. But now I have solely devoted my heart to my one and only Setsuna ♥. ^ ^ I love Setsuna so much. Luka-chan is a pure blooded vampire and vocaloid. She also has the ability of creating clones of herself and traveling through different dimensions. Plus Luka-chan is one of the most powerful epic shinagami people you’ll ever meet. Luka-chan is now currently dating Ulquiorra (espada #4 from bleach) she used to date Kaname Kuran from vampire knight. She's a fickle woman who has an odd taste in men. For example she likes the emo goatman (ulquiorra) and she's also interested in Nnoitra (espada #5) which we call roachman because of all his arms xD. Roachman is frickin scary o-o how can she like him? Luka-chan is weird. My other friend named herself Nyu...I'm not sure why. She for some reason wanted to be a cat. And she showed me a picture of the cat she wanted to look like. It's an anime cat, but it looks like a bear with a karate headband and shorts and was holding a stick. xD Nyu can be quite um..odd. lolz. But there's more. She's not just a bear looking cat. No, she's a shape shifting, man eating cat who can control the dead. xD Nyu is crazy. She also keeps adding stuff to her character. For instance, she now suddenly says she can control time and change people's memory. Nyu has a tendency to like to shape shift into really cool looking guys or dragons. Nyu is also a theif xD. Her whole epic condo is filled with stolen furniture and other things you find in a person's home. Being able to shape shift makes stealing stuff easy. I don't know why she just wont live with me in my house. In this fantasy world, I'm a really rich person who lives in a epic mansion. Luka-chan lives in a really cool mansion across the street from mine, but she ends up staying at my house all the time xD.
We're all basically immortals xD. We all look like we're around 21 but we're really like at least 300 years old.
I find making up our own fantasy world fun ^ ^. The whole reason why we made up these characters is because like I mentioned early, we write roleplays. It's fun to include ourselves in the roleplays and our real selves are too boring xD. We had to spice things up a bit. I think I'll show you guys one of our roleplays ^ ^. They're quite funny and good.