New C-Pop Obession

I'm like totally in love with C-pop right now.
LOL. I can't believe I haven't explored this stuff until now. I feel so late ;A;.
It's really awesome though. I don't know why, but Chinese people just have like really sexy voices .__. //totally unbiased answer btw.

Anywayss, here's some of the people that I like so far :'D

Top Combine

LOL. I found them like awhile ago. I really like their music, but never really got very into them. To be honest, I've only ever listened to this song of theirs (and maybe like one or two others).. but I really like this one XD. I like how they mention their name, Top Combine, in some/most? of their vides. It's funny :>

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AVQ0K566cxg <- the only dance I can actually do! xD

Fahrenheit

Ah hahahaa, I like this song the most from them. XDD. Their other stuff is pretty good too, I guess :3 andd, I've watched the drama Ikemen Desu. It has like two of the guys from this band in it. LOL It was the first drama that I actually officially finished (I've started so many dramas, but haven't finished them yet).

So those two were my first C-pop songs ;w;

BUUUT, the band I like the most a the moment would be Hit-5 ♥♥♥. Ohmigosh, they're so cute and like awesome TTwTT.

Hit-5

^This is the first song I heard by them. I totally found them by chance. randomly clicked a video (because I thought the beginning picture was kinda cute XD). I think I totally found my new love ♥ ;w;. (besides Kat-Tun of course x3).

G.E.M.

I'm also into G.E.M. I don't listen to female foreign singers very often (reasons are too long to explain xD), so she's pretty good to have caught my interest =w=b. She's super pretty too ;w; makes me totally jelly.

Exo-M

LOL... they're like half Chinese or something like that, so I guess this counts XDDD. I don't knoww. but I'm really loving Chinese singers right now. ahahaa xD. They're really good thoughh. Meh friend, B-queer showed it to me. And all the members are so incredibly cute >w< !!


Ah harr, but I haven't really researched into any of these people yet T^T. I totally should. and soon. LOL. I'm such a late bloomer. getting into music wayy after everyone else did xD. but I guess I'm different like that, so ha :P

High School Isn't What I Expected

After a month or so of high school, I've realized it's not as hard as people make it out to be... nor is it as fun ;____;.

I mean, in movies and people I've talked to, they're always complaining about the amount of work and tests and all that shit. It's honestly not that bad (and this is coming from a kid who goes to Bronx Science xP). There are a lot of tests (especially if you got that evil teacher), but it's to be expected. If you just sit your ass down, pay attention in class, and study for at least ten minutes the night before, you'll be fine (if you wanna do great, study for twenty-five minutes xD).

I must confirm that high school isn't as fun as rumored to be. I thought it was going to be crazy, wild, fun, drama-all-day, insane! It's not though. You go to the same classes, see the same teachers, and shove crap in the same locker every single day. It's too repetitive ! I hate it. No fun at all. Nothing interesting. The thing that might ever present a tiny possibility of excitement in my day is if I find a penny on the floor. High school is that boring.

People say you make your life time friends there. ... Well, I don't know how the fawk anyone does that because you get a whole new set of people in each class!! Like excuse me? How is someone supposed to create such a major friendship if you only see them like a few minutes each day??

So high school life isn't really what I had expected it to be (except, I do hear about the crazy, wild high school parties... which I'm not allowed to go to anyways xP).


I must admit, I do have fun though (just not exciting, I-could-die-happy fun xP).
My biology class is filled with Black Butler (anime, in general) fans!! >w<. We just like to sit and talk about Black Butler (ex. how cool Sebastian is, how hot Grell can be, and spoilers for the newborn fan xD) while we wait for second period to start (I have first period free three days a week). There's this one girll who I totally love though!! I'll call her Sabby~. She is HILARIOUS. Omigosh, she is the closest thing to home. Home as in my middle school friends. She's absolutely crazy, totally understands my kind of weird jokes, andd laughs/talks just as loud as I do XDD. However, she's still no replacement for my other friends ;___; I do miss them

...so I'ma just go on describing a few more friends since I've already started xD.

I have this friend named Turtle. He looks more like a lemur if you ask me (with qualities of a turtle), but no one agrees. Everyone is dead set on him being a 100% turtle xD. He's a junior, but I love how he doesn't treat me like a total newby-freshman. very nice ^^. LOL. I remember seeing him on the subway (because we both take the 4 train), and I thought he was kinda nice looking. The next day I ended up crossing paths with him (aka, meeting him xD). This kind of thing always happens to me somehow. LOL. //lucky ducky :P
I met Turtle because a friend of a friend introduced me to him. I like the friend of my friend though. She has the same name as Luka-chan. haha. She looks nothing like Luka-chan though. So I'ma call her The Keeper. That's her name because she has like a name for everyone, mostly animals, which makes me think of a zoo keeper. However, she doesn't have only animals, so I took out "zoo" and kept keeper. It ended up as a really cool nickname xD. Anyways, I'm The Keeper's teddy bear... according to her. And Tony (my summer school friend who coincidentally goes to Rin-chan's church) is her shrimp. I feel that's mean because it's like making fun of his short-ness ;__;. I like how The Keeper is also a junior, but she still treats me like an equal instead of a freshie.
I know this other junior, who I'll call Pritt. She treats me like a freshie. She even calls me her "lil' freshie". It makes me feel so outcast-ed T^T. LOL but the way she says it is so cute, so I don't really care xDD. She's super nice. I love how even though I'm a freshman, she's proud to be my friend ;w;. Pritt is always like "This is MY friend, and you're a lucky ducky to be meeting her!" whenever she introduces me to all her friends. I love how she's incredibly happy whenever she sees me too. Makes me feel special. LOL.
(btw, go visit her dA: http://kyo-kyo123.deviantart.com/ . she's like a totally awesome Hetalia fan!!).
...as you can see, I know a lot of juniors .____. (I know like a few more. 5 more? plus, a few seniors. but sophs don't like talking to me or something because idk any ;A;)


Oooh, and there's a person who I should totally dedicate an entire post about, but for now it'll just be a paragraph. I'm going to call her B-queer. She and I have the complete opposite personality, but we get along extremely well. We have the same sense of humor, and we're always laughing up the streets like crazy. We're the kind of friends who can finish each other's sentences and think the same things at the same time. It's a totally crazy that I'm friends with her. We both get upset at each other quite often, and curse one another's ears out, but somehow everything works by the end of the day. LOL. I hang out with her ALL the time. so much so, that I'm starting to talk like her XD. hahaa, I really do love her though. she's like ah-maze-zingg~~!


........... Anyways, those are like my only friends xD. Sabby, B-Queer, The Keeper, Pritt... and possibly Turtle xD. idk. LOL. plus, like two others (who I'll name and talk about later xD).


Also, I go to B-queer's locker with her every morning before school, in the afternoon, and after school (because that's just how our sched works xP. is done in reverse too). And there's this boy who owns the locker next to her. He always resets his locker combo thing to zero. I have no idea why, and I find it amusing that he has such a odd habit. And I must say, I'm a really mean person, so I always change the number to 25. LOL I'm probably a jerk for doing something like that, but I feel like defying this habit of his. I call him Mr. Zero. hahaa xDD. Funny part is, B-queer has the same habit too. I would also mess with her, but she'll kill me... so I dont mess with her ;A;.

By the wayy, even though I'm still just a "feshie", my locker is BOSS. hahaa, most freshmans carry shitload of stuff around the school because they aren't used to using a locker. I mean, I still have a huge camel hump on my back, but not during the school day. I shove like my entire book bag in the locker. I take out what I need, put it into a much more appealing smaller bag, and carry my binder in my hands. LOL. so I look cool B).

I like how my locker is turning out though. I put in a shelf. Yesh! A shelf!! It's a red shelf C: and I fit like a book, extra set of clothes, and my goggles on it (totally helps save space for my camel hump of a bag xD). I put my totoro pouch in there (for meh extra girly stuff). Totoro is so cute though ;w;. There's a mirror. And, I found this cute little pin in the hallway (finder's keepers xP) that said "Robots Save the World". So I took neon pink duct tape, and pasted it on. LOL.

...locker doesn't sound boss when I describe it... b-but it is. I swear.. ;A;  I'll take pics of it one day. xD.


Anyways, this post is like getting uberly long. I must stop talking before I go on a rampage of more useless stuff of my high school life xDD. (and believe me, there is still TONS of stuff to rant about. I have just barely scratched the surface). LOL. so until next time~!! ;D

ask me questions. It'll help inspire me to write more things xD.
like this post was inspired when Luka-chan wrote a comment on my last post asking about my high school friends :3 (so thank Luka-chan. I wouldn't have blogged today if it weren't for her XD).


Coming Up Next Time.....

• You'll hear about the clubs I'm taking. The clubs I'm not taking.
• Complaints of how Asian my school is, and my crave for more variety.
• The current news of meh love life (btw, pinmi is of no more).
• Possibly about my teachers
  (my writing seminar one is kind of cute :P)
• My new doodle character
• -hopefully- pictures of my locker
• more of the weird people I have to deal with everyday xD. (i'ma get a para or so from B-queer. be excited. LOL).

^mind you, I'm not going to talk about all of them at once. maybe one or two. comment below if you really want to hear about one over the other.

Subway Experience

THE SUBWAY IS DANGEROUS O^O.

I have to ride three different subway trains twice a day every weekday for a total of two to three hours. A lot can happen in those times. a lot of scary things T^T.

The other day, I almost got mugged! Omigosh, it was so scary if I think back about it, but somehow I wasn't frightened at all. I usually put my book bag on the floor since it's heavy, but I have it in between my feet and watch my surroundings carefully. As I was looking around the bus, there was this guy who didn't really look too suspicious. He was wearing a black shirt, black pants, and a black hat. You know, the kind of hat that robbers usually wear. ....>___> okay, so maybe he should have looked suspicious to me, but he didn't. LOL XD. I mean, some people don't usually dress up to match their intentions when those intentions are to rob someone ^ ^;; you'd have to be a complete idiot to do so. Anyways, it wasn't his get-up that made me notice him. I only payed attention to this guy because he kept looking at me. I was just like "WUT? ಠ__ಠ" He really failed terribly for me to notice him so easily. At first, I thought it was just him like being a pervert or something; checking me out. However, as I observed more carefully (and discreetly of course), he was looking at my bag. The guy kept looking up at me, and then down at my bag, and then back at me again. My bag is one of those Swiss Army bags, but I don't really look like someone who's rich or anything. I look like the kind of kid who doesn't have more than ten bucks on her, and it's true xD. I moved myself at an angle, so if he were to try to grab it and run, it'll be difficult for him. I saw him look upset when I did that. Inside, I felt a little proud because I thought I made him give up. He started checking out for other people's things. As the subway was about to reach its next stop, I saw him start to get up, and stand next to me. There was NO reason for him to be standing next to me when the door was on the other side. I then reached down to grab the bag with my hand, and gave him the "touch me, and I'll rip your guts out" kind of glare o^o. Then as the subway door opened, he looked down at my bag and totally contemplated his options. He had that thinking face on. He looked stupid .___. like srsly. I swear I saw him attempt to reach down, but at the last minute, thought against it and ran out the door before it closed.

Then once he left, I immediately told my friend about it. LOL. It was like an entire silent battle between me and this idiot mugger. I tried to emit a "i can kick your ass" kind of aura. He was trying to act out a "i'm totally innocent" face. But I didn't fall for it! My friend on the other hand, didn't notice what was going on the entire time. She was totally in her own world. LOL. xD. At the end though, she saw him try to reach for my bag like I mentioned earlier. She said she was going to punch him if he tried anything. I felt so loved TTwTT.

It's totally incredible that I survived my first almost-mugged situation //feels proud :'D.

On the subway there's a ton of perverts too. especially old man perverts. On the first day of school, one winked at me @^@;;. Then today there was like three others who just kept staring. I feel so creep-ed out. It's just not fun to know that there's pervs on the same train ￣^￣. 

Oh, but the subway isn't all bad. It's really fun to make fun of all the weird people on the train. And trust me, there's a lot of weirdos. For instance, today, I saw this guy who had like three chins. However, it's not the gross amount of chins he had that was amusing. It was the fact that he had a beard on his double chin, and not his real chin. XD. like wtfuu**? If you're going to shave, might as well shave all of it. lolool. people are strange o-o;;.

My Vacation~!

I went on vacation that seemed really short... and yet, really long at the same time.
To be honest, I'm too lazy to really post all about it in detail... because well, a lot happened xD.
However, what I am going to do is show you some of the pictures from my vacation and then explain a little bit through them :D.

In short, I went to six flags a whole crap load of times. My dad won a whole lot of those carnival toys! I can hardly walk on the floor with all these giant toys on the ground xP.
I don't have any pictures from six flags though ^ ^;; sorry.

Afterwards, I went to Washington D.C. and I must say, I loved it ;w;. I've always wanted to visit D.C. when I was kid. //patrism xD.
During our time in D.C., it must be said now that there was a LOT of walking. All the tourist sightes are clumped together. However, they're still quite the distance apart from each other.

This is The Treasury Department. It was one of the first sites we saw while trying to walk to the Washington Monument (which was very far from where we parked ;A;). It's a very important building... or so I assume since it wouldn't let anybody in :\ I liked the statue infront of it though ^^.

I also went to the WWII Memorial. (there's lots of memorials in D.C.

The part of D.C. I went to must be like big on recycling and keeping things clean because there were so many trash cans everywhere. It was crazy! I totally feel bad for the people who are in charge of maintaining the park. They must have so many garbage bags in stock!

 LOL.... this is just a picture of me messing with the Washington Monument... xDD;;. I was at the Lincoln Memorial when I took this. You can see that long stretch of water infront of it (which I do not know the name of... ^^;). I got this from a lady who was standing next by. It was funny because after she kept shouting to her boyfriend "Take a picture of my hand!" several times (quite loudly), everyone decided it was also a good idea. Thereafter, copying her idea xD. /

 Okay, so most people might want to see the White House, or maybe the national Christmas tree (LOL which I thought was completely hilarious! XD Leave it up to the Americans to have a "national" tree for Christmas). However, my family deeply desired to see the Lincoln Memorial! Everyone in my family was dying from walking from our parking space to the Washington Memorial (which wasn't that far, but my family is a bunch of weaklings. I was perfectly fine xP). Despite such "exhaustion", they strived on to keep walking. Why? LOL. because the Lincoln Memorial has appeared in only a ton of movies! XD. //movie fan. Of course, respect for Lincoln himself was implaced into our want to see his statue... :>

My family didn't really get to see the White House. They were all too tired to walk there. Bunch of lazy bums. hmph =3=. LOL. We got to see the back of the White House though... which is better than nothing, I suppose xD.

Visiting D.C. was quite fun! We got to see the Smithsonian too! Or at least part of it. The Smithsonian was too big to see all in one day (we only spent one day in total in D.C. btw). We saw the part with prehistoric animals in it (We got to see Manny, Sid, and Diego! :'D //shot).
Being in Maryland in general was quite amazing all in itself! Maryland is so green and pretty !! Tons and tons of trees! Quite beautiful :')
...the only weird part about Maryland was that I must have passed by like three or more adult stores there >___>......
LOL. The catch phrases/sayings those kinds of stores put up are funny though xD. //can't remember any atm.

 I also went to Hershey's Chocolate World!! :D. I did Chocolate taste testing and actually made my own chocolate bar!! It was a lot of fun, but expensive .___. I also got this really nice Hershey's Sweater ^___^. However, to my family's disappointment, we found out there was a bigger better Hershey place right here in NY. //fail. LOL. Well at least we got to see the original place ;w;. I mean a whole town was built off of Hershey's Chocolate. (you should look up the history of it! It's quite interesting :'D).


I also visited my cousins in Pennsylvania! It was great to see them :'D. I also bought a lot of clothes there //happyyy~. lolool. I really did enjoy seeing them though ^^. My auntie (dad's sister) is an extermely weird person. Well...I mean, we are related xD. She's very blunt and stubborn with her opinions. I love seeing her have sibling arguments with my dad :>.
Oh! And I helped my cousin create her very own blog too!! :D I'm super excited that she started a blog too! You should go visit it by clicking this link
--> Collywobbles.

26 Awkward Facts About Me

This super long blog post is a post with 26 weird facts about me~~!! Yippee! We're gettin' weird with Emiko \(^o^)/......... wait. that didn't sound right XD;. LOL.

Anyways, to be honest, this post is a way to make up for not blogging for like....idk a month? XD;;. I mean, what better way is there to say "Hey, sorry for depriving you of my incredibly crappy posts?" I also apologize for not doing that "A through Z facts about me" thing ^ ^;.

Okay, so here we go! 26 Awkward Facts about Me~

1. I have a total weakness for guys with awesome hair ♥♥♥
LOL. This is probably the most known out of all the weird things about myself. I have a fetish for males with beautiful hair; whether it's a toddler or a grown man. I just think great hair is a very attractive quality xD. LOL. I don't know why.
At this moment, the only example I can think of for a guy with the hottest hair ever is Kazuya Kamenashi!! I love his hair ;w;. It totally matches his face. And when he smiles, I swear it just glistens :'D.
Oohh. but I find black, shaggy hair the sexiest. kyaaaa~~. And in my opinion, black hair and green eyes is a killer combo!! LOL. yup. totally fangirling over my own fantasies right nao =w=b.

Korean pop-star hair is pretty hot too, but sometimes it can just be weird .___. like...really weird. xD. LOL.
2. Despite me liking guys with awesome hair... don't think I like hair in general. I mean I don't like excessive hair xD;;. LOL. For instance, leg hair, underarm hair, chest hair. It's all very gross for me >___<". Mustaches or beards are okay... but I don't really like them either xD;;. I mean, if the guy can pull it off, then suree~~. If he can't than... he should just shave it off. Hahaa, I'm told that guyys who shave aren't real "men"... If that's the case than I prefer "fake" men(???) XDD. LOL. I don't know if it's because I feel that it's very unsanitary to be hairy all over, or maybe I just find it unappealing. probably both xD. I also find bushy eyebrows to be ugly .___. like...really ugly. LOL. I don't like them at all  .
3. Speaking of hair, I have this strange pleasure when people play with my hair O3O... I don't know why xD;;, but it just feels kind of relaxing for me, I guess. LOL. //awkward. like... i don't know. Fingers combing through my hair. The light touch of the tips sliding across. It tingles my senses. Rofl, this is quite awkward to share, but it's an interesting fact to know about me? xD
4. I'm a sucker for corny things!! corny pick-up lines. corny jokes. corny events. All of it will make me giddy to the core. . . I can't really explain why I like it. I mean, I love to laugh, and corny things are just so funny. Plus, I am like forever telling corny jokes.. xD.

Oh, and my favorite pick-up line is: Do you have a map? because I just got lost in your eyes~ ;D. LOL. I also like "if I was Peter Pan, you'd be my happy thought!" Another favorite is, "Do you run track? because you've been running through my mind all day." The one about track is especially funny for me right now because I'm thinking of joining track at my high school :)

5. Har, this is probably obvious, but I'm a total romantic. A little romantic gesture goes a long way in my opinion ^^.
romantic fantasy time:
Everyday, you come home from the subway. One day, you climb up the trecherous stairs, and up, out of the subway station. Finally, you're out of the stuffy place, and onto the busy streets of New York. There, standing in the middle of the busy crowd, is your girl/boyfriend. They somehow stand out from the rest, and has the brightest smile on their face when they sees you. They were waiting there with a bouquet of beautiful flowers. And they're here just for you, with flowers for "just because".
total aww~ ♥

or
Getting a heartfelt, handwritten love letter. That'd be nice TTwTT. Our society totally sucks though, and everything is done digitally. IT'S NOT THE SAME !! Not the same as an actual letter at all. A letter with beautiful calligraphy paper and script that's covered in the boy's scent would make a girl swoon~ any day! Okay, so maybe it doesn't have to be in script or on calligraphy paper. For all I care, it could be on loose leaf/line paper. However, it being hand written shows that the person actually cares, and put the effort into it. It's sweet ;w;.
6. I get lonely easily, and need human companionship often. The idea of being alone scares me. That's why I love my siblings, and my friends. They help fill in the empty gap ;w;  

When you're alone, thoughts consume you. consume youu~ O^O. Plus, it's really boring when you're all by yourself D; no one to play with~. I don't like it.

7. I like to poke things with a stick; weird things like bugs or inanimate objects or suspicious items... If I could carry a portable stick with me, I would. I also think that bug that looks like a stick is badass. x3. I find poking things with a stick to be very full filling. It helps calm my curiosity for things XD.
8. I get tempted easily..... yea, I'll leave it up to your imagination to guess by what. xD.
9. I have a soft spot for adorable little children  !! Some of my friends think I'm a pedophile... and maybe to a certain degree I am. LOOL. Jkk. However, I do carry candy with me like 70% of the time XD //shot. I don't have any sexual attraction to little kids though, so I really am joking. I love kids. They're a total pain in the ass, but their adorable-ness makes up for it tenfold   I'm an impatient bastard, but when it comes to children, I can wait eons ;w;. They're worth the wait   lol

10. When I was ten, I thought I was bi .... seriously xD. LOL. but don't worry, and don't freak out!! I have discovered that I'm attracted to the male population. Guys are just too hot to not love. //shot.

11. I always try to wear socks at a friend's house... this is because I am self-conscious about my feet. I think they look ugly ;A;. I don't know why, but they just look odd to mehh. I have like wide, flat feet, so it looks weird with my thin toes D; . ewwy.
12. I get grumpy super easily. I mean, I seriously get bitchy when I'm grumpy. It's like I have a total 180 degree personality change. I'm negative, pissed-off-all-the-time, and super mean ;A;.
I'm grumpy when I wake up from a nap. I'm grumpy when I don't eat. I'm grumpy when people bother me too much. I'm grumpy when I'm trying to do something, and people interrupt me. I'm grumpy when I'm frustrated. I'm grumpy a lot .___.
13. I get mad easily as well... but I can hide that well. so beware people. That smile you see on my face could be fake :3... LOL. Seriously though, it's really easy to tick me off, but I have good self-control 8D. The thing that pisses me off the most are stupid and ignorant people. They can be so obnoxious sometimes, and one day I'll burst :V.
14. I often unconsciously correct people's mistakes. It could be a grammar mistake, or whether I think they should've done something else than what they had originally did. I keep that bottled in too. I'll smile and move on. xD;
15. I find Asian accents more attractive than English accents. //shot. shot. shot. Yesh! I've admitted it. lmao! English accents can be kind of annoying sometimes. Asian accents are at least funny. Or maybe I'm being biased. LOL. Oh, but you know what's the best? An Asian boyy with an English accent ;D.  

16. When I was a kid, I thought Robin was hot. LOL. xD. the Robin from Teen Titans and Batman.
17. I have this guilty pleasure of liking it when people take the tip of their nails, and gently glide them across my skin. It tickles in the slightest way that feels quite nice. It's embarrassingly soothing for me xD. I don't know whyy.
18. I only love clothes shopping when I'm by myself. This is because I always feel like I'm being judged for everything I want to buy ;A;. I mean, it's not like I buy anything inappropriate. It's just I let other people's opinion get in my way when I'm buying clothes. I don't know why Dx.
19.  Some of my friends agree that I would make a good boyfriendd~   I mean, apparently, I know how to treat the ladies well~ ;D. Kufufuu~. All jokes aside though xD, some really do think I would make a good boyfriend~. Probably because I'm a girl, and I know what girls like ;D. hurhurhurr. //creep. xD. Too bad I'm not a boy :P. Such a shame for the female population. LOL.

20. I'm self-conscious of the sounds I make when I pee.... LOL Let me explain!! You know when you pee, you make certain sounds due to the fluid of your pee splashing into the toilet water? LOL. Well, I feel awkward when I think about the people who's also in the bathroom, in which they can hear me peeing. I don't know why, but it's awkward when the bathroom is silent, and all you hear is the sound of pee. It's especially awkward when you take one of those long pees. ROFL. I'ma stop talking about it xD;; //too weird.
21. I treat bugs like people... to a certain extent. xD. I mean, I acknowledge them as an actual life. Whenever I see one in my house though, I kill it. I'm totally a baby when I kill it though. The whole time I'll be screaming. LOL. It's like my body and my mind don't match. It's like my hand will be killing it, and smashing it with a tissue like crazy. While on the other hand, I'm crying bloody murderer the whole time xD. It's quite a funny sight. However, I only kill the bugs in my house. When I'm outside, I don't kill bugs. To me, if the bug is in my house, it's a trespasser. Therefore, I have the right to kill it. For the bugs though, outside is there home. And you know how messed up it would be to kill someone in their own home? LOL. so I only kill bugs when I'm in my home :)
22. I find pocket sized toys annoying and stupid. insanely stupid .___.
23. When I was kid, my dream was to have a doll house. LOL. And when I finally got one for my birthday (can't remember which bday x__x), it was a really crappy doll house. OTL. //childhood dream was crushed. LOL. I think my obsession for a doll house had to do with my desire to be an interior designer as a kid. I find decorating fun :) ....but now I realize I have no designing sense whatsoever xD.
24. When I was a kid, I thought girls should always wear dresses~... because dresses were pretty, and they made girls look pretty. However, in my pre-teen years, I hated dresses. They were breezy, weird, and I was goin' thru a "tomboy" thing. LOL. xD. Now though, I'm okay with dresses. Don't like them. Don't hate them. Sometimes though, a girl just feels like getting all dolled up and wearing a dress ;D.

25. I find rain to be a bastard.

Okay sure, kissing in the rain. dancing in the rain. walking in the rain. reading in ..your house..while it's raining :'D. LOL. the sound of rain. the smell of rain. I LOVE IT ALL   ....but doing anything in the rain... will end up in you either getting soaked and dirty, or sick. LOL. I prefer none of those things xD. Sometimes though, I just don't care, and I go into the rain anyways :'D.
Oh, it's also a bastard because sometimes you want to go out... and it doesn't let chu O^O. I can just hear the rain tease me, "Hahaa~. I'm peeingg, and you can't do anything about it~!! You can't go outt~~." LOL....don't ask. //crazy. xD;.
26. ...I hated and loved doing this. LOL. and... if you know me well, you'll know what I'm about to say.
DONT JUDGE ME! I mean I just shared most of my weird facts about me... on the public internet. XD //no shamee. I only typed up the ones that I could think of at the time (took me three days to come up with this many T^T).

and blogger is a being a total stupid bum on me. It keeps screwing over my paragraphs with equal signs, and making me rewrite this entire damn post three times! I feel like a total s.o.l (sh*t outta luck xP).

Sleep Talking

That awkward moment when you're sleeping, and your sister is awake to hear you sleep talk .___.

LOL. so everyone in my family are major sleep talkers. If you watch us sleep for awhile, eventually we'll spew out some random ass phrase and confuse the crap outta you. I am no exception to this statement.

This morning when my sister later woke up, she was like "What were you dreaming about?!"

To be honest, I remember dreaming about making cookies..... LOL. Don't judge me! XD. I can't help it that I've been craving cookies. I mean, I'm trying to cut back on calories (because I'm too fluffy for my liking TT___TT). That means no coke, no drinking a lot of juice, and no sweets; meaning no cookies ;A;. The "no sweets" part makes me the most upset because I love sweet things!

Anyways, my sister didn't say I was shouting about cookies. Instead she said I had thrust my arm up in the air, and shouted "That Rainbow! It's too colorful!! Stop that!" Then I acted as if I went blind or something.

.______________. I must be a complete idiot in dream land. LOL.

It must be fun to watch me sleep though.............. wait. no. that would be creepy. xDD.

Idiot Boy

Arghh. I feel like punching something or someone! >:(

Today was filled with a mix of good and bad things. The bad things primarily affecting me right now D; ergg. I went to my summer classes at Bronx Science (my going-to-be high school). It started out fine. First period was music. It was a boring class though >___>. I'm sorry, but when you put a sleepy teen together with soothing music, you're obviously going to get a snoozing me. Har, anyways, that's not the point of the story at the moment xD.

It all started in health class o^o. Grr, the very thought of the memory makes me upset D;
My health teacher is like also the head of the social studies department, so he has a lot of stuff to handle sometimes. Thus, he often shoves us a handout, and leaves the room to do his business or whatever it is he does. You can already predict how things could go wrong, huh? A room filled with teens who just wanna have fun, and no teacher in sight. It's chaos =___=". I honestly didn't think that students from Bronx Science would be such goof offs D; totally upsetting.
Anyways, I'm used to that. Rowdy teens is expected. What ticked me off today was a particular boy :V. He is a rather rude boy if you ask me xP.
First offense:
The handouts were being passed out, and he had happened to pass back the handout without taking one for himself. Idiot =__=. He looked around, and I assumed he was going to take one of the extras (there's always extras for some reason :P). Thus, I turned to reach back for one for him. Before I completely turned around, I saw that bastard grab my paper. He looked at me. I looked at him. I had a million words to say to that boy (many of which were not nice or very "ladylike"). However, nothing came out of my mouth. Nothing! I can't believe that. I'm totally the type to back-sass anyone who pisses me off. I don't know what happened to me today >__<. I suppose I've just been too quiet in high school for too long. I must have forgotten how to talk to others TT__TT. To be honest, I just kinda wanted to lay low, and not get into anything xP. I just wanted a peaceful, invisible existence in high school ;A;. Why can't I get that? Anyways, since I've forgotten to communicate, I certainly must have lost my ability to bash a person too TT___TT. Oh, how I miss that skill of mine.
Second offense:
Everyone was being loud as hell during the teacher's absence. They were louder than my brothers have ever been; which I find incredibly because two demonic little boys put together can make really loud sounds! Nevertheless, I endured the chaos, and tried to continue my work though. It was hard blocking out the sounds. I couldn't even hear myself think! I was boiling inside. Every inch of me wanted to just tell everyone to shut up (well, preferably, I wanted to insert more harsher words there, but it would just be too rude to do so xD;;). However, during this chaos, a girl sitting next to me was saying to the guy who pissed me off "You should follow Emiko's example. Look how she's reading and highlighting her work. She's way better than you." I was surprised she knew my name, surprised by the semi-compliment (if you can even call it that :P), and surprised that she decided to pick on me instead of someone who wanted to be part of the "fun" (or whatever they thought it was =____=). Guess what the guy did? I thought he was going to just laugh and poke fun at her or me or himself. But no. I was wrong (how many times is that now? a million? billion? trillion? xPP). Instead, he snatched my paper right out of my hands. He held it up in the air, holding it only by his fingertips as if it was some foreign object. He looked at me. I looked at him. It was very hard not to shoot death glares at him. I wanted to spew venomous words about how rude and idiotic he was. how insolent and obnoxious he was acting. how childish and annoying he was being. No. To be honest, I didn't want to lecture him or insult him. I just wanted to punch his guts out, and leave him bleeding on the floor =___________=. Sorry, teen angst/pent up frustration going on inside of meh right now. If I sound scary....well, I am scary :V no excuse there.
It took everything I had to ask for it back without sounding upset, angry, or mean. "May I have it back, please," was what I said. "Please" might of came out a little bitchy-sounding, but what can you expect? xP.  The girl who caused him to want to take my paper was like "You don't have to say please. Just punch him. Be rude to him. He deserves it." Of course he deserves no polite-ness whatsoever, but I didn't want to satisfy the bastard with a reaction. I just started him down until he gave it back to me :V.

However, now that I think back to it, I should've done something more. Punching him is out of the choice. However, I could have told him to go get his own handout himself. Or I could've told him that he should get his pussy ass in gear, and work on his own damn paper. Or I could have said to him some weird philosophical shit that I got stored up somewhere in my hippopotamus hippocampus about how idiots don't make it out on top in the end.

oh, but as the saying goes~
Could've.
Would've.
Should've.
Didn't. Didn't. Didn't.

No point in dwelling over what I should have done.

Instead, if ever he were to bother me again... well, let's just say, he'll never have kids. ever. I'll make sure it won't happen it again.