Sunday, June 24, 2012
I Just Want to...
I just want to write.
At this moment, I can’t tell what I’m feeling. A mix of something unsettling and jumpy is roaring about inside me. I feel empty... Something is telling me that there’s much to be done, but I’m not doing anything. There seems to be nothing for me to do. My daddy always tells this to me. That I’m useless, and need someone’s orders to guide me through. Each time, I tell him he’s wrong. However, now in the situation I am in, it’s hard for me to disagree with him. Always up and about, but with nobody telling me what to do, I’m lost...
I just want to escape.
There’s something in me that wants to walk out of this house, and go somewhere. I crave the outside world. Right now, somewhere not here, there is an adventure waiting for me. I want to feel the sticky, humid air on my skin, and have the wind flap my hair around my face. Funny how that sort of things annoys the hell out of me, and yet, I want it. My house is my sanctuary, but sometimes it is also my prison cell. Right now it is a peaceful hell. Everything is calm. Everything except the part of my soul that yells at my feet to move, to take me someplace.
I just want to talk.
For the first time, in a long time, I’m stuck at home. Everyone is up to something... except me. I’m used to talking. You can never shut me up. I can go on and on for hours without stopping. With everyone busy though, there’s no one to talk to. There’s no one here to say anything to. I’m here writing this to no one in particular. Just trying to stop the echoes of my thoughts.
I think I'll go clean the house.
Saturday, June 23, 2012
I Don't Won't It All to End.
I had my graduation.
everyone wants to be with everyone. we're all acting as if we'll never get the chance to see each other again after this summer. and it makes me wonder... if it's true.
However.... even though I graduated... it doesn't feel like things have ended yet. There's still a faint thought nagging in the back of my mind telling me that it has. That... it's only a matter of time before I will be going to high school, and making new friends. My dad tells me that middle school friends are only a passing memory; a group of people that will not be with you forever like promised. It's high school friends that matter, he says. But... high school is four years. one more year than middle school. I don't see the difference. Why isn't middle school friends just as important?
I LOVE my middle school friends to death. I can't picture being without them. I have a habit of growing very close to people, so having to leave them after being with them for three years is just so heartbreaking.
It's still pretty early though, so we're all still one big gang xD. LOL.
Since school is finally over, we're taking every chance to hang out with each other! I have a feeling everyone is trying to grasp onto our friendships because plans and events are booming all over the place. In a way, it kind of makes the whole thing more upsetting. Before, we used to be go out every once in awhile; never in a rush to be together because it seemed like forever before we'd have to separate. Now, it's as if the impact of the whole situation has just dawned upon everyone.
Yesterday I went to Ken's house with a bunch of other friends. There was me, one other girl, and five other males (Ken, Willy, Ronny, Gleek-kun, and one other). At some point, the girl had to leave. It was just me and five boys. It was WEIRD. But I have a boyfriend, so I'm safe <3. LOL. But nah, I'm just kidding. All of them are really nice. They wouldn't do anything.
Today I'm going to the movies with like a bunch of people.
Sometime next week I'm going to have a scary movie fest at Choco-chan's house with a bunch of girls. hope we don't annoy the neighbors with our loud and girly screams XD.
And next Saturday, I'm going to make pasta with Luchia-chan.
I already have an event planned for August too (gonna go to the beach x3. hell yea~!)
everyone wants to be with everyone. we're all acting as if we'll never get the chance to see each other again after this summer. and it makes me wonder... if it's true.
I am feeling sense of sentimentality today. Everyone says we'll stay in touch... except I can't help but have this feeling -a tiny feeling- that.... it's only a foolish dream to believe that all of us will stay in touch. I hope I can stay in touch with a few of them though.
IMA MISS ALL MY FRIENDS. WHUY DOES IT HAVE TO BE THIS WAY?
IMA MISS ALL MY FRIENDS. WHUY DOES IT HAVE TO BE THIS WAY?
Thursday, June 21, 2012
Ehh, Sorry~
FAWK YEA! I got the Interrogation Time to start working again! >D.
and I included X-chan's now. I don't know why, but I accidently forgot to include hers ;A;. Like SHAME ON ME OTL. I CANT BELIEVE I DID THAT. HOW COULD I FORGET X-CHAN?!?!
phew~. that took a lot of energy outta meh fingers ;A;.
LOL Anyways, just wanted to say THANKS again to everyone who participated in the Interrogation Time. This might be the last one because I won't be seeing them very often anymore ;A;. I would let my high school friends do it, but I don't plan on sharing my blog in high school. That would be dangerous XD. LOL. Ehh, so look at this new Interrogation Time fondly because it just might be the last
ps. make sure to go check out my post called "Interrogation Time is Back!" to read my answers to this if you haven't xD. Why did I answer my own interview questions? I have no idea. However, I had fun answering the questions, and so can you! :D Because I have decided to present the questions to you~! ^___^. Give answering them a shot, and paste it into the comment section. I'd love to hear your answers xD. LOL. please try to make it all PG-13 at the max because ....well I can't handle anything more than that XD.
Technical Difficulties
This is quite embarrassing....
I'm sorry to say that my interrogation time isn't working currently D:
I don't know what happened, but everything is going screwy on me. Hopefully, I'll have it fixed by tomorrow ;A;.
On a side note,
I graduated from eighth grade today ;D.
It was fun. LOL.
//end of story. ^___^.
I'm sorry to say that my interrogation time isn't working currently D:
I don't know what happened, but everything is going screwy on me. Hopefully, I'll have it fixed by tomorrow ;A;.
On a side note,
I graduated from eighth grade today ;D.
It was fun. LOL.
//end of story. ^___^.
Interrogation Time is Back!
Once upon a time, I was bored as hell. With this boredom as my motivation, I have started with the Interrogation Time again.
LOL. and guess what?! I have gotten meh some more friends xD. and these friends generously gave their time to answer my idiotic questions because they love meh :'D. Some won't admit it, but they do. ^___^. Thus, I've had more participants than ever before for my Interrogation Time! Which means more for you to read. LOL. xD.
I got lazy to comment on everyone's questions since there were so many people a part of it xD. So I just included my two cents at the end of each of their answers :'D.
Well, here are my answers to my own Interrogation Time. LOL. why not, read this? xD. and like, don't forget to read the rest. They're all pretty funny xD.
1. Heyy~. Who are you? and how are
you? :D
Wassup~! ;D I am, of course, the one
and only, epic Emiko Seiei!! Y'all better remember that ;D. I'm doing greatt
right now~, and I'm in an incredibly fantastic mood! <3.
2. I haven't done an interrogation
time in a while, did you miss doing them? And if you're a newbie, are you
prepared for what's to come? >D
I, personally, don't really miss
them because it takes a lot of work for me to do this XD. LOL. but I love
reading people's answers to my oh-so-awkwardly-stupid questions, so sure, I
guess to some degree I miss them ;D.
3. Okay, first real question today!
If were to meet someone of the wiccan religion (person who's into witch craft),
and they threatened to make a voodoo doll out of you, what would you do to
defend yourself? ;A;
I would uh.... run away TT___TT.
that stuff is scary, and you shouldn’t mess with it. I repeat DUN MESS WITH
ITU~. ಠ_ಠ
4. The rabbit went into the hole....
but what kind of hole? o.O
the hole the rabbit liked best? the
one it desired? the cozy hole? DAMMIT, IT JUST WENT INTO A FRIGGIN' HOLE,
'KAYY?! -end of story- XD //shot
5. Theoretically speaking, let's say
you were a mouse. I was a cat. ...and I want to lick you. What would you do? :3
hmmm... depends on where I’m
licking…. If it’s my elbow, that shit is like impossible for me.
(btw it'd be weird if I licked myself
@___@;; )
6. I sent you a package. You open
it. A giant ferocious gorilla pounces out, and tries to claw your face out.
What do you do?
Since I sent it to myself, I would
know what's inside. Therefore, I wouldn't open it, and be safe. Then have the
post office send it back to the sender :)
7. Name one flaw about yourself that
you don't really mind having :3
My idiocy :'D.
8. If you were to go into my closet,
what would be the first thing you'd take?
panties :3. LOL JK. I won't take my
own panties. that's like old-man-perv-style XD. I would most likely take all my
stuff (to the garbage), just to make an excuse to say that I need more stuff.
better stuff =w=b.
9. You were sleeping peacefully in
your bed. Then in the middle of the night, I crawled up next to you, and
started sleeping with you. How would you react? x3
hmm.... can we say that it was
Ronny's bed? Cx kufufu~ (or maybe X-chan’s, Choco-chan’s, Luka-chan, or
Nyu-san? They all have comfy beds ^__^)
that'd make things more fun funny~.
(I mean it'd be weird, if I snuck
into my own bed xD;; )
10. If you woke up one day and
found that you have become invisible, what is the first thing that you would
do?
I would go to a different friend's
house each day, and observe them x3
I would also tap the shoulders of
people, only to have them see nobody behind them >D.
slap a select few since they can't
see me ^___^.
and I would totally screw with
Luka-chan by like scaring the shit outta her XD.
kufufu~.
11. Describe your guilty
pleasure.
Yaoi. Sweets. Hot guys. Corny jokes/
things in general xD.
Oh, and rubbing X-chan’s stomach =w=b.
12. If you could kiss anyone in the
world, who would it be? ^3^
Ronny ;D
Sorry, my lips are only reserved for
him~ ;D. //just caused men world-wide to die. ...LOL JK XD //shot. not that
conceited~
13. What is one question that you
hope no one will ever ask you?
“Wanna fuck meh? ;D” <-- that is a scary question. SCARY. O^O.
14. OMIGOSH! It is like fate that we
met each other! I love you so much~~. Please MARRY ME !! >w< !!
REALLY!? I LOVE ME, TOO >w<.
uh, but sorry. can't marry myself.
even if I wanted to ;A;. I'll be sent to the looney bin D; or something~.
15. If you and I were stuck in a
room together for an eternity, you would:
a) eat me
b) play patty-cake
c) just talk
d) rape me
e) sit on the other side of the
room, and totally ignore me
f) blame me for all your problems
LOL if I choose, "d"
wouldn't that be like masturbation? ^ ^;;. .. . .. so I'll stay away from that,
thank you very much...
dunno if I can play patty cake with
myself TT___TT //boo hoo.
ugh, I'd be alone technically D; so
this is all invalid.
Erg- let's just say I was put in the
room with ______________ (kufufu~, fill in the blank yourself ;D)
And I pick A through F for this
person :)
16. I challenge you to write a whole
paragraph (five sentences+) about me >D. muahaha~.
I'm usually a very happy-go-lucky
type of person~. You don't often see me sad because I feel that there are just
too many things to be happy about in this world to be sad.
I hear that I am quite funny -but
mostly in a stupid/idiotic kind of way xD. I like to fool myself into thinking
people laugh with me, and not at me, but we
all know the truth :'D.
All in all though, I'm a uniquely,
fantastic person who loves to make others happy because there are just too many
stupidly sad people in this world :P
17. Give a quote that describes who
you are.
I’m torn between these two:
"Happiness is not having what
you want. It's wanting what you have."
"To deny our own impulses is to
deny the very thing that makes us human"
18. Well, this is almost the end of
the interrogation. Last question: cake or cookies? you may only pick one or the
other. (kufufu~ hard choice, eh? ;D)
CAKE~, of course!! I just love cake.
They're like the most deliciously delicious delicacy on Earth >w< !! So
fluffy, and sweet, and yummy, and spongey, and tasty !!
I especially love the
decorated/pretty cakes. It's just so nice when your food tastes yummy and looks
so cute too. That's why I love bakeries because they usually have all these
beautiful lil' cakes for like only $4 in their display cases, and I want to
like eat them all >w< !! kyaa~~
FOREVER SHALL I LOVE CAKE <3.
Cookes are incredibly good too
though, so it's hard to choose which one (cake wins tho xD;;). I admit, that
cookies are fun for couples~ Cx. And like super sweet and tasty. I love their
crunchy texture. I like the feeling of crumbs in my mouth too, for some reason
xD. Cookies are just so yummy, and more convenient.
But in flavor, Cake wins by far
>w< ~~.
19. I love you. Smile
always. And kay, BYES. <3 <3 <3 ~~
LOVE YOU TOO <3. Of course I'll
smile ;D. And NO! I refuse to say bye! -I will see you once more, dear friend!
>:3
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And if any of you active readers out there would like to take a stab at answering my Interrogation Time questions, then here are the questions for you~ :D.
Comment below with your answers.
If I happened to find one that I particularly like then I'll honor the lucky person by posting about it ;D.
1. Heyy~. Who are you?
and how are you? :D
2. I haven't done an
interrogation time in awhile, did you miss doing them? And if you're a newbie,
are you prepared for what's to come? >D
3. Okay, first real
question today! If were to meet someone of the wiccan religion (person who's
into witch craft), and they threatened to make a voodoo doll out of you, what
would you do to defend yourself? ;A;
4. The rabbit went
into the hole.... but what kind of hole? o.O
5. Theoretically
speaking, let's say you were a mouse. I was a cat. ...and I want to lick you.
What would you do? :3
6. I sent you a
package. You open it. A giant ferocious gorilla pounces out, and tries to claw
your face out. What do you do?
7. Name one flaw about
yourself that you don't really mind having :3
8. If you were to go
into my closet, what would be the first thing you'd take?
9. You were sleeping
peacefully in your bed. Then in the middle of the night, I crawled up next to
you, and started sleeping with you. How would you react? x3
10. If you woke
up one day and found that you have become invisible, what is the first thing
that you would do?
11. Describe your
guilty pleasure.
12. If you could kiss
anyone in the world, who would it be? ^3^
13. What is one
question that you hope no one will ever ask you?
14. OMIGOSH! It is
like fate that we met each other! I love you so much~~. Please MARRY ME !!
>w< !!
15. If you and I were
stuck in a room together for an eternity, you would:
a) eat me
b) play patty-cake
c) just talk
d) rape me
e) sit on the other
side of the room, and totally ignore me
f) blame me for all
your problems
16. I challenge you to
write a whole paragraph (five sentences+) about me >D. muahaha~.
17. Give a quote that
describes who you are.
18. Well, this is
almost the end of the interrogation. Last question: cake or cookies? you may
only pick one or the other. (kufufu~ hard choice, eh? ;D)
19. I love you. Smile
always. And kay, BYES. <3 <3 <3 ~~
Wednesday, June 20, 2012
I Think I Have YOLO-Fever.
Yesterday was like hella fun. I went on my senior trip to Six Flags: Great Adventure :D.
Okay, so I guess I could start going into explanation of my whole friggin' day. However, I know that doing so will be boring as hell. I mean who wants to read about another person's fun? xD LOL. so with this said, I shall write about all the crappy things that happened to me. Yea, because everyone is such a sadist, and likes to read about other people's misery xD.
I shall start with sharing the worst and most possibly stupidest part of my day at Six Flags xD.
I lost my glasses that apparently costed 200 bucks .________. at a damn amusement park that is located in a different state then the one I reside in. on a friggin' roller coaster. and will probably never get it back ;A; ..like ever
I mean of course, being a crazy ass fourteen year old, we decided to go on Kingda Ka. Yup, the tallest roller coaster in North America that drops you at about a 90 degrees angle. It travels at around 108 mph. You could hear the people scream from like a mile away .___. *cough but you know~, us crazy kids are totally influenced by YOLO, and went despite all this =w=b.
I don't know if I've ever said this, but I wear glasses... like anerd boss B). Usually, I'd have a friend hold it for me or something (because there's always one of us who doesn't ride one of the rides). However, it was just Ronny and I there together, and we were both going xD. I was okay about going (because I'm crazy like that xD). However Ronny kept spouting a bunch of stuff, and started scary the hell outta me ;A;. That's how I was able to come up with my description because he told me all of that (except for the speed part. I was eavesdropping on a convo from some guy next to us 8D). When our seat belts and stuff were already on, the lady decided that was oh-so-perfect timing to tell me that I had to take my glasses off. I was like "FUU** what do I do? O^O". With our seat belts on, Ronny couldn't have put it in his pocket, and I surely didn't have pockets either (screw girls' pants ;A;). And the lady wouldn't hold it for me TT__TT... instead, she was like "just put it in your shirt." I trusted this lady, and was like "okay". I even took precautionary measures, and hooked my glasses up to my bra too (tmi I know xD;;). I felt like it would be okay..ish. However, like always, I was wrong TT^TT.
When we blasted off, the roller coaster went up so fast. In just a few seconds, we were already on the top of the curve that would take us down on the straight slope to death. Right as we started going down, I felt my glasses ROCKET out of my shirt. Pew~ *lame sound effect xD! It was gone. I didn't see it fly out though because I closed my eyes xD //fail. I saw just a tiny glimpse of the scenery before I started going down. It was quite amazing...and scary, but mostly amazing ? xD. Then I closed my eyes because the speed of the roller coaster was just too much ^ ^;.
Later on, I called my daddy to tell him. And what he did to me was the most terrible thing...... he laughed at me ;A;. Can you believe that?! He laughed at me. He didn't scream nor yell. This crazy man's first reaction was to laugh. laugh at his daughter's misfortunate accident (gawsh, I can see where my sadistic side came from xP).
We were at the fountain area, waiting to leave when I called. Most of my friends were sitting next to me. They knew I was about to call my daddy. All of them were silent, and waiting for what we thought would be my death.
"Daddy...," I slowly started to say, "I have bad news."
"What bad news could you possibly have, eh?" asks my dad, in a voice that made it seem like he thought I was joking or something.
"Well... I went on Kingda Ka... and I... I uh, lostmyglasses! >~<," I said it fast and slurred my words. He was still able to hear me though.
"BWAHAHA~!! OH HAHAA~! KEH EH HEH HEH~!!" was what I heard subsequently afterwards..... >___> and yea, my daddy has a strange laugh... like me Cx. kufufu~.
"EHH? DONT LAUGH AT ME!!" I shouted into the phone, standing up now in disbelief.
My friends who were there, and listening started to laugh. I was laughing too. I didn't have my phone on speaker, but they all obviously knew what was going on ...since I stated it... xD. It was kinda strange. Sort of like all the tension earlier had just been broken, and suddenly turned into this mixture of relief and excited energy. I don't know if it was just me, but it felt like my friends were also feeling a sort of tension with me. I'm not sure, but I think they sincerely didn't want me to get in trouble and worried for my well being :'D //aww.
"Kufu~. You rookie~. tch. Haven't you ever ride a roller coaster before? How'd you do something so stupid?" my dad continued to rub in my stupidity into my face. LOL but in a pleasing and joking manner xD. my daddy knows I'm young-and-stupid. not stupid. there's a difference :'D.
"I have ridden a roller coaster before~! Don't mock me~ D; ughh~," I started to defend myself, but obviously it was useless.
"Keh heh. Dummy." and then he just hangs up =__=;;
Like ai ya~. My dad is so like ...weird. XD. If I had a normal parent, my ass would've been boiled and chopped to bits to be served to the pigeons! However, I suppose my dad likes using the ol' make 'em feel stupid as hell method. Which is just as effective, I guess xP. Later though~, my dad was like "I am human. You are human. And humans only learn through mistakes. It was expected you'd do something stupid." and therefore, with this explanation, he said he was not mad.
It was kind of funny though. I only told like three-ish people that I lost my glasses. And after those three, everyone else I decided to tell already knew .____. like damn, at an amusement park with no internet connection, and people still are able to spread the word that fast. LOL it makes no sense :>.
*looks over post. EHHH?! I wrote this much already?! O____O;;. damn, and I still have so much more to say OTL.
well...uh... hm... what to do? Oh, what the hell~. I SHALL GO ON~! :'D I mean YOLO.
ehh, for the other rides, all I can say was that they were epic <3. waiting in line for El Toro was worth it ^___^. and I also went total pedo on the lil' kids at the merry-go-round (in which I subsequently also rode like a boss x3).
The bus ride there was pretty awesome! I got to sit with X-chan :'D like omigosh, if I died at that moment, I would die happy~. However... X-chan kept raping me ;A;. LOL can't say I didn't enjoy it ;D. kufuuf~ jk jk xD. She kept tickling mehh~. It was painful, but fun? For pay back, I kept rubbing her stomach :'D. I love rubbing her stomach because it's so flat and firm. She works out and stuff, so she's in like perfect shape <3. However, after half an hour or so, we got tired XD. She got tired first, so she rested on my shoulder. I swear, at that moment, I was like dying of happiness TTwTT //tears of joy. Kufu~ I was so happy that X-chan was comfortable enough to rest on my shoulder :'D. However, the happy moment didn't last long because I got tired too. I rested my head on her head, and had fallen asleep. Then when we woke up, X-chan started lying on my lap. Like omigosh, I just died :'D.
Oh, and on the bus ride there, a few of my friends and I were doing the pocky game. Nyu-san brought pocky, and we were bored xD.
It looked something like that :'D. LOL we play it cool, but at the same time, we're slightly embarrassed too xD;.
We kept trying to see which pair of people could get the shortest end piece. X-chan and I won shortest! :'D. LOL But in trying to do this type of competition, I accidently stole ____-chan's first kiss ^ ^;;. Can't say who because I'll embarrass her :P. But yea, I kissed a girl on the lips. How ....awkward XD;. She's like my bestie though, so it's okay <3 ^__^. YOLO xD.
The bus ride back home was uh.... nice too ^//////^. I rode with Ronny on the way back <3. Keh heh, no need to go into specifics on that xD. LOL. I feel bad for Pari-chan though.... she sorta caught us kissing. Like kyaaa~. so embarrassing >////<;;. It wasn't like hardcore kissing though x____x so dun freak! I was just explaining about how I was a loud kisser because I'm the type of person who does that smacking sound when I kiss. sorta like "muahh~!" xD. Poor Pari-chan's eyes. Poor everybody's eyes! When we were getting off the bus, there was a farewell kiss, and like the lights turned on and everyone saw. AI YA~. >//////////////<.
I couldn't get to play the pocky game with Ronny though. we ran outta pocky xD. lolol~. so we played with popcorn instead. YOLO. xD
LOL so like they uh, say, the ride there and back is half the fun =w=b.
ps. I had a spare pair of glasses, so don't worry. I'm not like blind or anything :'D. However, they're old prescription glasses, so not as good as my lost pair. It's still hard for me to see far away, but at least I can read better :). My radius of my line of sight increased slightly xD.
YOLO.
Okay, so I guess I could start going into explanation of my whole friggin' day. However, I know that doing so will be boring as hell. I mean who wants to read about another person's fun? xD LOL. so with this said, I shall write about all the crappy things that happened to me. Yea, because everyone is such a sadist, and likes to read about other people's misery xD.
I shall start with sharing the worst and most possibly stupidest part of my day at Six Flags xD.
I lost my glasses that apparently costed 200 bucks .________. at a damn amusement park that is located in a different state then the one I reside in. on a friggin' roller coaster. and will probably never get it back ;A; ..like ever
I mean of course, being a crazy ass fourteen year old, we decided to go on Kingda Ka. Yup, the tallest roller coaster in North America that drops you at about a 90 degrees angle. It travels at around 108 mph. You could hear the people scream from like a mile away .___. *cough but you know~, us crazy kids are totally influenced by YOLO, and went despite all this =w=b.
I don't know if I've ever said this, but I wear glasses... like a
When we blasted off, the roller coaster went up so fast. In just a few seconds, we were already on the top of the curve that would take us down on the straight slope to death. Right as we started going down, I felt my glasses ROCKET out of my shirt. Pew~ *lame sound effect xD! It was gone. I didn't see it fly out though because I closed my eyes xD //fail. I saw just a tiny glimpse of the scenery before I started going down. It was quite amazing...and scary, but mostly amazing ? xD. Then I closed my eyes because the speed of the roller coaster was just too much ^ ^;.
Later on, I called my daddy to tell him. And what he did to me was the most terrible thing...... he laughed at me ;A;. Can you believe that?! He laughed at me. He didn't scream nor yell. This crazy man's first reaction was to laugh. laugh at his daughter's misfortunate accident (gawsh, I can see where my sadistic side came from xP).
We were at the fountain area, waiting to leave when I called. Most of my friends were sitting next to me. They knew I was about to call my daddy. All of them were silent, and waiting for what we thought would be my death.
"Daddy...," I slowly started to say, "I have bad news."
"What bad news could you possibly have, eh?" asks my dad, in a voice that made it seem like he thought I was joking or something.
"Well... I went on Kingda Ka... and I... I uh, lostmyglasses! >~<," I said it fast and slurred my words. He was still able to hear me though.
"BWAHAHA~!! OH HAHAA~! KEH EH HEH HEH~!!" was what I heard subsequently afterwards..... >___> and yea, my daddy has a strange laugh... like me Cx. kufufu~.
"EHH? DONT LAUGH AT ME!!" I shouted into the phone, standing up now in disbelief.
My friends who were there, and listening started to laugh. I was laughing too. I didn't have my phone on speaker, but they all obviously knew what was going on ...since I stated it... xD. It was kinda strange. Sort of like all the tension earlier had just been broken, and suddenly turned into this mixture of relief and excited energy. I don't know if it was just me, but it felt like my friends were also feeling a sort of tension with me. I'm not sure, but I think they sincerely didn't want me to get in trouble and worried for my well being :'D //aww.
"Kufu~. You rookie~. tch. Haven't you ever ride a roller coaster before? How'd you do something so stupid?" my dad continued to rub in my stupidity into my face. LOL but in a pleasing and joking manner xD. my daddy knows I'm young-and-stupid. not stupid. there's a difference :'D.
"I have ridden a roller coaster before~! Don't mock me~ D; ughh~," I started to defend myself, but obviously it was useless.
"Keh heh. Dummy." and then he just hangs up =__=;;
Like ai ya~. My dad is so like ...weird. XD. If I had a normal parent, my ass would've been boiled and chopped to bits to be served to the pigeons! However, I suppose my dad likes using the ol' make 'em feel stupid as hell method. Which is just as effective, I guess xP. Later though~, my dad was like "I am human. You are human. And humans only learn through mistakes. It was expected you'd do something stupid." and therefore, with this explanation, he said he was not mad.
It was kind of funny though. I only told like three-ish people that I lost my glasses. And after those three, everyone else I decided to tell already knew .____. like damn, at an amusement park with no internet connection, and people still are able to spread the word that fast. LOL it makes no sense :>.
*looks over post. EHHH?! I wrote this much already?! O____O;;. damn, and I still have so much more to say OTL.
well...uh... hm... what to do? Oh, what the hell~. I SHALL GO ON~! :'D I mean YOLO.
ehh, for the other rides, all I can say was that they were epic <3. waiting in line for El Toro was worth it ^___^. and I also went total pedo on the lil' kids at the merry-go-round (in which I subsequently also rode like a boss x3).
The bus ride there was pretty awesome! I got to sit with X-chan :'D like omigosh, if I died at that moment, I would die happy~. However... X-chan kept raping me ;A;. LOL can't say I didn't enjoy it ;D. kufuuf~ jk jk xD. She kept tickling mehh~. It was painful, but fun? For pay back, I kept rubbing her stomach :'D. I love rubbing her stomach because it's so flat and firm. She works out and stuff, so she's in like perfect shape <3. However, after half an hour or so, we got tired XD. She got tired first, so she rested on my shoulder. I swear, at that moment, I was like dying of happiness TTwTT //tears of joy. Kufu~ I was so happy that X-chan was comfortable enough to rest on my shoulder :'D. However, the happy moment didn't last long because I got tired too. I rested my head on her head, and had fallen asleep. Then when we woke up, X-chan started lying on my lap. Like omigosh, I just died :'D.
Oh, and on the bus ride there, a few of my friends and I were doing the pocky game. Nyu-san brought pocky, and we were bored xD.
It looked something like that :'D. LOL we play it cool, but at the same time, we're slightly embarrassed too xD;.
We kept trying to see which pair of people could get the shortest end piece. X-chan and I won shortest! :'D. LOL But in trying to do this type of competition, I accidently stole ____-chan's first kiss ^ ^;;. Can't say who because I'll embarrass her :P. But yea, I kissed a girl on the lips. How ....awkward XD;. She's like my bestie though, so it's okay <3 ^__^. YOLO xD.
The bus ride back home was uh.... nice too ^//////^. I rode with Ronny on the way back <3. Keh heh, no need to go into specifics on that xD. LOL. I feel bad for Pari-chan though.... she sorta caught us kissing. Like kyaaa~. so embarrassing >////<;;. It wasn't like hardcore kissing though x____x so dun freak! I was just explaining about how I was a loud kisser because I'm the type of person who does that smacking sound when I kiss. sorta like "muahh~!" xD. Poor Pari-chan's eyes. Poor everybody's eyes! When we were getting off the bus, there was a farewell kiss, and like the lights turned on and everyone saw. AI YA~. >//////////////<.
I couldn't get to play the pocky game with Ronny though. we ran outta pocky xD. lolol~. so we played with popcorn instead. YOLO. xD
LOL so like they uh, say, the ride there and back is half the fun =w=b.
ps. I had a spare pair of glasses, so don't worry. I'm not like blind or anything :'D. However, they're old prescription glasses, so not as good as my lost pair. It's still hard for me to see far away, but at least I can read better :). My radius of my line of sight increased slightly xD.
YOLO.
Sunday, June 17, 2012
Finally Got Outta My Cave... only to plan on going back in
Haven't had the chance to blog about this, but today and yesterday, I took two regents tests: the integrated math regents and the Earth science regents.
Now, I would love to say that I couldn't blog since Tuesday because I was studying... however, I think you should know me well enough to understand that ...that's not the case xD. Honestly, I slept most of the time... I don't do much, but I was like really tired ;A;.
Anyways, this week was quite fun. I've been like going out a lot lately @____@. So much so, that my dad is starting to complain to me ^ ^;.
"Is my roof not good enough for you? >:O !!"
"Do you not like us anymore D: ? //boohoo~"
"Y u no come home these days? :T "
"Fine! One less mouth to feed xP"
....and it goes on. LOL. my dad is incredibly dramatic for a forty-year-old man =w=b. But is it really my fault that I have a life? Is it really? :3. LOL probably xD -but that is not the point here xP.
Oh! You know, speaking of my dad, I totally forgot to tell you, people about how he knows about my boyfriend. It just never really came to mind to share this story~.
It happened on like a bright sunny day, right after I came home from my first date with Ronny. Around dinner time, was when I actually got to sit down with everyone. Like usual, we were talking and goofing off xD. I was kind of on edge though since I went on a date without telling my dad ..like the specifics. For instance, that my "friend" was my boyfriend. and such xD;;. Everything seemed to be going fine though, and I was able to avoid the topic. My nerves finally calmed down when I was around half way done eating :3. At some point, my dad shared that he went to BJs... that's when my nerves jumbled up again. The BJs my family usually goes to is at the same shopping mall/building/thing I went to for my date. I started to worry that they saw me Dx. Then, my sister was like "Hey, we saw you on the street." I was like "Okay..." I looked as calm as a cucumber. However, on the inside, I was freaking out and felt like dying. All that went through my mind was, "Oh shit. I'm so dead T^T. prepare the shovel. You'll need it to dig my grave boyfriend~ //snicker. snicker." Without thinking at all, I jolted up saying "He's not my boyfriend!" A total lie, but what else am I supposed to say? Everyone started bursting out laughing... and I was like "Whyy? ;A;".. Turns out... they never actually saw me.
...eh heh... ^ ^;;....
I totally walked into a trap TT____TT
Anyways, the point of today's post was to talk about how I go out these days. LOL. I remember just like last month, I was a total nerd, and never left my cave. Yesh, I used to stay home so often that people called my house a cave. Going out is fun though.... However, the nerd in me is telling me that all this fun is becoming a hindrance on my studying.
And in high school, I really plan on getting serious.... which is probably why I'm letting myself go out so often. I want to experience some fun before I bury myself into the books. Oh, so um, I guess I'll say this now since a lot of people I know in real life reads my blog. During the summer, no one is allowed to bother me unless it is a weekend. That includes Ronny too ^ ^;;. Sorry... but my carefree self is planning on getting down and serious :3.
I have big goals in life, and I believe I need a good education to achieve those goals. Because... if I don't know how to do what I want to do then that makes things quite difficult, no? I have to work hard to achieve greatness. The fun can wait. LOL. it's funny to hear me say this though because I am usually one to do whatever I want when I want to. For me to actually try to focus on studying for the whole summer will be like a lot of work. Hopefully, I can make it somewhat enjoyable though ;A;. I'm still letting myself free on the weekends though because studying 24/7 will just kill me. I need to have some fun or else I'll die Dx. I have very lil' will power, so for me to study on every single day of the weekdays is already pushing my ability. LOL.
So yea, I'ma be nerding my butt off on the summer. This has been decided =w=b. Hmm... my blogging schedule has yet to be decided yet... I might possibly only blog on weekends, and I might possibly blog on some weekdays too... LOL. yet, I already do that, so I assume it'll be okay :D. However, I did promise awhile ago that there'd be more posts after June 15 since that was the day my regent exams would be over, so I shall keep that promise! ...until July 5th xD. LOL because I have to go my Bronx Science summer school programs starting that day D; ai ya~, just wait and watch my brain like melt to death before the summer ends.
Now, I would love to say that I couldn't blog since Tuesday because I was studying... however, I think you should know me well enough to understand that ...that's not the case xD. Honestly, I slept most of the time... I don't do much, but I was like really tired ;A;.
Anyways, this week was quite fun. I've been like going out a lot lately @____@. So much so, that my dad is starting to complain to me ^ ^;.
"Is my roof not good enough for you? >:O !!"
"Do you not like us anymore D: ? //boohoo~"
"Y u no come home these days? :T "
"Fine! One less mouth to feed xP"
....and it goes on. LOL. my dad is incredibly dramatic for a forty-year-old man =w=b. But is it really my fault that I have a life? Is it really? :3. LOL probably xD -but that is not the point here xP.
Oh! You know, speaking of my dad, I totally forgot to tell you, people about how he knows about my boyfriend. It just never really came to mind to share this story~.
It happened on like a bright sunny day, right after I came home from my first date with Ronny. Around dinner time, was when I actually got to sit down with everyone. Like usual, we were talking and goofing off xD. I was kind of on edge though since I went on a date without telling my dad ..like the specifics. For instance, that my "friend" was my boyfriend. and such xD;;. Everything seemed to be going fine though, and I was able to avoid the topic. My nerves finally calmed down when I was around half way done eating :3. At some point, my dad shared that he went to BJs... that's when my nerves jumbled up again. The BJs my family usually goes to is at the same shopping mall/building/thing I went to for my date. I started to worry that they saw me Dx. Then, my sister was like "Hey, we saw you on the street." I was like "Okay..." I looked as calm as a cucumber. However, on the inside, I was freaking out and felt like dying. All that went through my mind was, "Oh shit. I'm so dead T^T. prepare the shovel. You'll need it to dig my grave boyfriend~ //snicker. snicker." Without thinking at all, I jolted up saying "He's not my boyfriend!" A total lie, but what else am I supposed to say? Everyone started bursting out laughing... and I was like "Whyy? ;A;".. Turns out... they never actually saw me.
...eh heh... ^ ^;;....
I totally walked into a trap TT____TT
Anyways, the point of today's post was to talk about how I go out these days. LOL. I remember just like last month, I was a total nerd, and never left my cave. Yesh, I used to stay home so often that people called my house a cave. Going out is fun though.... However, the nerd in me is telling me that all this fun is becoming a hindrance on my studying.
And in high school, I really plan on getting serious.... which is probably why I'm letting myself go out so often. I want to experience some fun before I bury myself into the books. Oh, so um, I guess I'll say this now since a lot of people I know in real life reads my blog. During the summer, no one is allowed to bother me unless it is a weekend. That includes Ronny too ^ ^;;. Sorry... but my carefree self is planning on getting down and serious :3.
I have big goals in life, and I believe I need a good education to achieve those goals. Because... if I don't know how to do what I want to do then that makes things quite difficult, no? I have to work hard to achieve greatness. The fun can wait. LOL. it's funny to hear me say this though because I am usually one to do whatever I want when I want to. For me to actually try to focus on studying for the whole summer will be like a lot of work. Hopefully, I can make it somewhat enjoyable though ;A;. I'm still letting myself free on the weekends though because studying 24/7 will just kill me. I need to have some fun or else I'll die Dx. I have very lil' will power, so for me to study on every single day of the weekdays is already pushing my ability. LOL.
So yea, I'ma be nerding my butt off on the summer. This has been decided =w=b. Hmm... my blogging schedule has yet to be decided yet... I might possibly only blog on weekends, and I might possibly blog on some weekdays too... LOL. yet, I already do that, so I assume it'll be okay :D. However, I did promise awhile ago that there'd be more posts after June 15 since that was the day my regent exams would be over, so I shall keep that promise! ...until July 5th xD. LOL because I have to go my Bronx Science summer school programs starting that day D; ai ya~, just wait and watch my brain like melt to death before the summer ends.
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