Friday, March 16, 2012

I'm Just Your Ordinary Fickle Woman Here, Okay?

Okay! So I have something to set straight here. I wasn't able to do it sooner because of all the stupid homework I have, but I shall talk about it now. As you should know, I have a very complicated plan for my career in the future. And I fear some of you have not fully understood what I was explaining. Therefore, I shall explain it further in a way that makes more sense. What I have written before might have been misleading or hard to understand since when I try to blog on weekdays, I usually do it half-assed and rushed, so please forgive me for the crappy quality of weekday blog entries!

Anyways, moving on!

A few days ago (like last week or so), I decided I wanted to start being a writer. However, from watching many movies (all my knowledge comes from movies XD), I know how unstable the job of a writer is. It's possible that I can pour my heart and soul into a writing piece, and still not be successful with it. Therefore, I have decided that I shall be both, a writer and robotics engineer.

Becoming a robotics engineer (or engineer of some sort really) is mostly my dad's dream. But please, do not get the wrong idea of this statement. It may have been my dad's idea at first, but I have come to love this idea. In truth, I honestly love science (Earth's science is really hard and annoying though xP). It's my second favorite topic! (math is first because without math, we are cavemen). I also have the crazy dream of wanting to build a Gundam too. I mean that is probably every Gundam fan's life long dream XD. Thus, being a robotics engineer won't be something terrible for me. I will probably actually enjoy it!

The thing is though, I just feel that... writing is fun too XD.

LOL SO IN CONCLUSION, I AM JUST A FICKLE WOMAN <3.

Ah haa~ with this said, I plan to be a robotics engineer as my career, and a writer as a part-time and/or side-job-ish thing. If I become super successful than I shall invest into one of my ideas for inventions or businesses x3. I actually have quite a few of those! I just can't share them because I haven't copyrighted it yet ^ ^;; ...I mean I don't want anyone stealing my really cool ideas :3.

Yesh, I know this plan is kind of crazy! But still! Do you think I care? I'm the kind of person who does whatever the hell I want. The kind of gal' that wings it for everything she does. I act on whims, and I'm quite irrational. I do things without thinking practically all the time. A person with no plan to life, and no rules to follow. That is me. This is who I am, so you better accept it or pack your bags and leave because I ain't changing for you or anybody else. x3

Oh, and by the way, I do also realize that this means I'm going to have to be skilled in both science/math and writing. But you know what? I don't care ^3^. What's the point in being skilled in one thing, when there's just so much out there in this massively beautiful world? What's wrong with learning everything? It may be a bit out of reach, but it's still possible, right? With a little bit of hard work, I'll be able to do it. I have hope.
I have confidence in myself :)

I'm told I need to find a passion, something I love to do.
Well... I guess my passion is learning.

4 comments:

  1. Hmm... yeah, I guess its possible. But just very hard xD
    You're not a horrible writer, so, with a little more practice/education on it, you'll make a nice writer ^^

    You know what? If I were to have a job back in "the old days", I might be like some herbal medicine doctor or a match maker? XD
    Ah, if only it were the "old days", no? x3

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  2. To Rin-chan,

    LOL Yea, just a little more practice :)
    I'm going to read this whole English grammar book, so hopefully, I'll be a bit better after reading it ^___^.

    Ha~ dunno what I'd be in the 'old days', but I guess you would make a good medicine doctor or uh..match maker XD.

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  3. Hi its gleek Kun
    U forgot that a sanitation engineer is also a type of enginer (wow I do make werid connections)
    Anyways love the new background them, its so colorful and springlike and more happy

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  4. To Gleek-kun,

    ^ ^;; .... no thank you. I didn't mean that kind of engineer :P

    And thanks. I just pick whatever I liked. I didn't really try to make any kind of theme.

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