Now, I shall explain this for those of you who have not experienced how scary or surprising fake bugs can be. So this story starts in the bathroom. Yes, the bathroom, the sanctuary of my home, and only place of solitude here. I was doing the innocent (and must I say, very hygienic and recommended x3) act of washing my hands. It was terrible T^T. Washing your hands is supposed to be a very good, and enjoyable experience, but I was met with something horrifyingly ...scary xP.
I mean I was singing a happy tune, and being in a totally good mood. But then I saw this.... >____>
Why that thing was there in my sink in the first place, I have no clue. But yea, I totally freaked out when I saw this. I was just like "Eeeep~. It's a bug!! >______<. Dad! Make it go away." My dad came rushing in when he heard my screaming. But it was just a false alarm ^ ^;;. He was just like "Idiot. It's only one of your brother's fake bugs =_____=." All I could say was, "geez. I didn't know ;_____;." I'm not sure what kind of bug this toy is supposed to look like, but it's pretty creepy. I wouldn't say I'm the kind of girl who screams at the sight of a bug... >____> but when one penetrates the safety of my home, I have this "get the hell out, you creepy-crawly intruders" attitude towards them. I mean they're just so gross O^O. However, when I'm outside, I'm totally cool with it. I mean it's me who's the one in their territory when I'm outside, so it's not right if I squash them or something :3
Anyways, moving on! I'ma talk about tomorrow because...well I feel like it. I can't really describe how I felt about yesterday. It was of great annoyance, and yet fun at the same time. There's a bit of stress mixed into all this as well :P. Stuff happened. I don't know. Somehow, I was brought into a melancholy mood all of a sudden. LOL been having bit of moodswings lately ^ ^;;. So please, anyone I've snapped at yesterday (particularly my sister >__<), please don't take it personally. And no, these moodswings are not caused by PMSing... =3=.
The only nice thing that really happened yesterday, was that I learned how to semi-double-dutch 8D. I mean it's really hard to double dutch >____<;;. I kept jumping in between the ropes, but they kept getting entangled with my feet ;____;. LOL I practically made a fool of myself. I tried so many darn times, and kept failing. I bet a lot of people didn't believe I could actually double dutch D; people have low expectations of meh (yet some have too high of expectations as well <__<). However, towards the end of gym class, I eventually got it! :D LOL I jumped in, and I was able to make five jumps, according to Gleek-kun. Ah haa~ just a little more practice, and I can be better ^____^. Ever since I was little, I've always loved jump roping (not as much nowadays though :P). It was sort of my hobby when I was in elementary school. I can jump really well with solo-jump roping. I can do things like the crisscross jump roping. Or walk and jump rope kind of thing. LOL I can do both crisscross and walking while jump roping 8D. When you jump rope with the two people holding the rope for you, I can last for awhile (but I'm kind of rusty ^ ^;;). But for some reason, I just wasn't able to get the whole double dutch for some darn reason >3<. But now I've learned :D. oh ho ho~. I love to hula hoop too 8D. I beat the best fifth grader hula hooper in the third grade (^___^)v. LOL but that's a story for another time. hm... sigh, good memories :')
Ah, for high school, my dad wants me to join some kind of sports team. I was just planning on doing sports just as a fun thing. I mean doing sporty-activities are healthy for you... but >____> I'm really lazy, and not that interested in sports. I like sitting her, at my desk, in my own, sweet little world ^_^. My dad was really trying to convince me into joining a sports team. He wanted me to join track. I was like "Noooo~." Not because I look down on track or something, though. It's just that... I really suck at running ;A;. I can't run an entire block without getting tired XD;;. I think it has to do with my breathing habits. I have very irregular breathing (because I used to have asthma). I forgot how to explain it, but bad breathing habits can cause you to do things incorrectly. When I try super, super hard to breathe correctly, I can run for much longer than usual ^___^.
Ah haa~ but joining a sports team wouldn't be that bad. I mean sporty guys are cute x3 LOL so I'd increase my chances of meeting some xDD (jkk~). I mean, they're cute because like, you know…they’re athletically fit and all XD. …but not those bulky jock guys ;A; with their scary-large muscles. I find body-builder types really gross D; ...no offense btw ^ ^;;. I don't think I have a chance of joining any kind of sport team though. I'm average at everything, so nobody would want me XD. I mean, I'm a real fast learner, and I can probably become a lil' better than average in a short period of time... but >____> to fit time for that and all would be so tiring Dx. LOL so I think I'ma just focus on studying (^__^)v. I wonder how I'm going to convince my dad out of forcing me to join a sport team >____>. Maybe, I'll just screw up the tryouts for them or something, so he'd have no choice but to let me be lazy XD. jk~.
Oh! By the way, I have something sad to tell you people. I wasn't going to say until later... mostly because I was just too
>_________> that was the only thing I could say to shut him up. My dad sometimes underestimates my ability to make my own decisions. I mean I truly do want to become a writer. So far, I've made good progress. But he was expecting some great engineer, scientist, or computer-type thing out of me. It's like I'm sorry, but... ;A;. Sigh. I dunno! I like the idea of becoming a scientist, and I like being the idea of a writer. GAH! I can't pick >_____<. I'll just do both. Yup =3=b that'll be my plan. I'll work hard to do both. It can't be too much work. Can it xP?
HI GLEEK KUN :)
ReplyDeleteyeah u failed at jum rope no offense
why am i always metioned in ur blog at least once a month and ur complaining?
ehehehehe i made u write the last part i feel so proud
WHY THE FUCK DOES UR DAD NOT APPROVE OF UR WRITING CARRER ALL OF US R SUPPORTING U (NO I AM NOT EXAGGERATING) UR GONNA BE A GREAT ONE
IN MY OPION HE WANTS U TO FOLLOW IN HIS FOOTSTEPS BECAUSE I THINK HE WORKS WITH COMPUTER OR SOMETHING SCIENCY
HE DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO HELP U WITH IT
To Gleek-kun,
ReplyDeleteHey! D< I know I didn't do so well in the beginning, but at least I succeeded in the end. You didn't even try! You can't even spell 'jump rope' correctly! So don't you dare insult me >O
=______= don't flatter yourself. i only ever mention you on my blog because, like you said, there's things to complain about. i mean, you tend to bother me about my blog A LOT, and it gets annoying Dx
Don't insult my dad like this!! Do not get the wrong idea!
I do like robotics and science. I just feel writing suits me better.
And my dad absolutely doesn't want me to follow in his footsteps like you think he does. He just wants me to have a good life, and, in his opinion, having a science-based job will do that.
And don't say things that you know nothing about! My dad maybe be a computer/science geek, but he's well rounded. My dad is a kick ass writer !! He's even won like a special award or something.
so shut your mouth, and don't insult me or my dad =3=.
Wth! Ok, a writer has to be forced to write. It's not like a regular job and theres only have a dozen good writers out of millions. It's a real unstable job. Don't mistake others worries for something stupid. And who the heck is so openly cursing here?
ReplyDelete-Calculating Angel
Mmm.. I know what you mean, love.
ReplyDeleteMy dad wants me to be a doctor or lawyer; something in the science-y branch. But~ I find that most of my more prominent skills are in English-y parts. You know how I am with words. I'm just... so good ;D //conceited. //shot.
So, like I told you... you should get to know where your passions and skills lie.
If you find those out, you'll find the right job for you. :D
Oh, and you know, being a writer doesn't mean you ONLY have to publish books. You could be a part time writer, you know what I mean?
You can have a job, and publish a book or two if you want!
Yeah, let's do that, shall we? :3 <3
To Calculating Angle,
ReplyDeleteHello~ XD LOL
haha, well I know that being a writer is seriousness! Please, do not underestimate my knowledge in this career :3
That's why, I'ma do both~. My regular job will be being a robotics engineer, or something fancy like that. While, I do my writing as a side thing. like a hobby of some sort, I suppose :>. I know being a writer is hard, and will not grant me instant success. It's one of those 'you make it or break it' kind of things.
And I do not think other people's worries are stupid! I take everyone opinions seriously and openly. I'm just upset my dad doesn't take the time to listen to me a bit more. I guess, I didn't explain myself well. i mean, i did write this post in a rush (20 min to be exact).
To Rin-chan,
LOL I KNOW WHAT A WRITER IS!
I just wanna try out writing something longg. Of course, writing doesn't only mean books. Writing is involved in basically EVERYTHING. so there's a wide variety of writing-involved occupations. I am aware of this :>
I think I'm overestimating you. But that's good if you want to become a jack of all trades and master of none. If you know what I mean.
ReplyDeletePS you figured it out? :V
Mii-chan, my parents want the same thing. I don't think I like the idea of med school as much as they do. I love writing! LOVE LOVE LOVE!! (Well, I don't like the actual, physical writing part of it. xPP)
ReplyDeleteI suggest that when you go to college, you major in science or the like and get a minor in literature/writing/etc. Writing as a side job might work. Or you could write about your career. (Well, that might not be as interesting.) Or focus on a particular career for now and write later when you're like, an old lady?
Your father wants the best for you, of course. I guess he thinks writing isn't stable enough to be his "precious daughter's" job. But it's up to you. You write well. And I'm pretty sure that if you started a book, you'd be dedicated to finishing it. I mean, you definitely don't go all halfhearted on your blog. You might want to start on a few writing projects that might convince him. Maybe try for NanoWriMo some time? Getting your current book published, however, will be tough. (Trust me, been there, done that, and scared to go back.) But stay true to your intentions. If anyone can do it, it's you.