Please, Dad, Just Let Me Be!

LOL Before I start talking about my incredibly boring fun ^__^ day, I shall state something to you all. If you have a little brother (or perhaps a little sister, depending on what kind of girl she is), NEVER. EVER. buy them fake, plastic bugs that look realistic as hell !! Nothing good will come out of it! The only thing that'll happen, is that one day, you will get the crap scared out of you!
Now, I shall explain this for those of you who have not experienced how scary or surprising fake bugs can be. So this story starts in the bathroom. Yes, the bathroom, the sanctuary of my home, and only place of solitude here. I was doing the innocent (and must I say, very hygienic and recommended x3) act of washing my hands. It was terrible T^T. Washing your hands is supposed to be a very good, and enjoyable experience, but I was met with something horrifyingly ...scary xP.

I mean I was singing a happy tune, and being in a totally good mood. But then I saw this.... >____>

Why that thing was there in my sink in the first place, I have no clue. But yea, I totally freaked out when I saw this. I was just like "Eeeep~. It's a bug!! >______<. Dad! Make it go away." My dad came rushing in when he heard my screaming. But it was just a false alarm ^ ^;;. He was just like "Idiot. It's only one of your brother's fake bugs =_____=." All I could say was, "geez. I didn't know ;_____;." I'm not sure what kind of bug this toy is supposed to look like, but it's pretty creepy. I wouldn't say I'm the kind of girl who screams at the sight of a bug... >____> but when one penetrates the safety of my home, I have this "get the hell out, you creepy-crawly intruders" attitude towards them. I mean they're just so gross O^O. However, when I'm outside, I'm totally cool with it. I mean it's me who's the one in their territory when I'm outside, so it's not right if I squash them or something :3


Anyways, moving on! I'ma talk about tomorrow because...well I feel like it. I can't really describe how I felt about yesterday. It was of great annoyance, and yet fun at the same time. There's a bit of stress mixed into all this as well :P. Stuff happened. I don't know. Somehow, I was brought into a melancholy mood all of a sudden. LOL been having bit of moodswings lately ^ ^;;. So please, anyone I've snapped at yesterday (particularly my sister >__<), please don't take it personally. And no, these moodswings are not caused by PMSing... =3=.

The only nice thing that really happened yesterday, was that I learned how to semi-double-dutch 8D. I mean it's really hard to double dutch >____<;;. I kept jumping in between the ropes, but they kept getting entangled with my feet ;____;. LOL I practically made a fool of myself. I tried so many darn times, and kept failing. I bet a lot of people didn't believe I could actually double dutch D; people have low expectations of meh (yet some have too high of expectations as well <__<). However, towards the end of gym class, I eventually got it! :D LOL I jumped in, and I was able to make five jumps, according to Gleek-kun. Ah haa~ just a little more practice, and I can be better ^____^. Ever since I was little, I've always loved jump roping (not as much nowadays though :P). It was sort of my hobby when I was in elementary school. I can jump really well with solo-jump roping. I can do things like the crisscross jump roping. Or walk and jump rope kind of thing. LOL I can do both crisscross and walking while jump roping 8D.  When you jump rope with the two people holding the rope for you, I can last for awhile (but I'm kind of rusty ^ ^;;). But for some reason, I just wasn't able to get the whole double dutch for some darn reason >3<. But now I've learned :D. oh ho ho~. I love to hula hoop too 8D. I beat the best fifth grader hula hooper in the third grade (^___^)v. LOL but that's a story for another time. hm... sigh, good memories :')

Ah, for high school, my dad wants me to join some kind of sports team. I was just planning on doing sports just as a fun thing. I mean doing sporty-activities are healthy for you... but >____> I'm really lazy, and not that interested in sports. I like sitting her, at my desk, in my own, sweet little world ^_^. My dad was really trying to convince me into joining a sports team. He wanted me to join track. I was like "Noooo~." Not because I look down on track or something, though. It's just that... I really suck at running ;A;. I can't run an entire block without getting tired XD;;. I think it has to do with my breathing habits. I have very irregular breathing (because I used to have asthma). I forgot how to explain it, but bad breathing habits can cause you to do things incorrectly. When I try super, super hard to breathe correctly, I can run for much longer than usual ^___^.

Ah haa~ but joining a sports team wouldn't be that bad. I mean sporty guys are cute x3 LOL so I'd increase my chances of meeting some xDD (jkk~). I mean, they're cute because like, you know…they’re athletically fit and all XD. …but not those bulky jock guys ;A; with their scary-large muscles. I find body-builder types really gross D; ...no offense btw ^ ^;;. I don't think I have a chance of joining any kind of sport team though. I'm average at everything, so nobody would want me XD. I mean, I'm a real fast learner, and I can probably become a lil' better than average in a short period of time... but >____> to fit time for that and all would be so tiring Dx. LOL so I think I'ma just focus on studying (^__^)v. I wonder how I'm going to convince my dad out of forcing me to join a  sport team >____>. Maybe, I'll just screw up the tryouts for them or something, so he'd have no choice but to let me be lazy XD. jk~.

Oh! By the way, I have something sad to tell you people. I wasn't going to say until later... mostly because I was just too lazy busy,  but I'ma share it with chu now because Gleek-kun keeps bothering me about it =____=. YES! That's right, Gleek-kun. You've been bothering me with your nonesense. Anyways, explaining that will take too long, so I'ma just stick to the original topic. The sad thing I have to say is that, my dad totally rejects the idea of me being a writer ;_______; //sobsobcryyy. I told him awhile ago, earlier than I had wanted to. (And no, I did not tell him while I was doing laundry xP). He was surprised, but he tried not to show it. I could tell though because I am his daughter after all. He didn't tell me directly, but I know my dad pretty well, and I can get the hint whenever the subject comes up. Plus, he has said things bluntly like, "I can't believe you're giving up on science already," or "You say you want to become a writer, but you don't do __(insert random thing I have to learn here)___?" So yea =____= he pisses me off sometimes. Just to calm his stupid butt down, I was just like, "Stop with the complaining." And he started to whine, "I'm not complaining!" I just gave him a '=____=' face, and said "Writing is like a plan B option. You know, just in case. I want to keep my options open."

>_________> that was the only thing I could say to shut him up. My dad sometimes underestimates my ability to make my own decisions. I mean I truly do want to become a writer. So far, I've made good progress. But he was expecting some great engineer, scientist, or computer-type thing out of me. It's like I'm sorry, but... ;A;. Sigh. I dunno! I like the idea of becoming a scientist, and I like being the idea of a writer. GAH! I can't pick >_____<. I'll just do both. Yup =3=b that'll be my plan. I'll work hard to do both. It can't be too much work. Can it xP?