Wednesday, June 29, 2011

First Day of My Summer Vacay

^ ^;; well, my first day of summer vacation was....>.> unproductive. lol xD
I'm planning on doing a whole bunch of crammed studying for a big test that will decide my future, but who wants to spend their very first day of summer doing work? xD I know I don't. So I did retarded things for the entire day. I had no idea what I wanted to do. But I loved sleeping in....until 9:30....>.> fail.
xD lolz I wanted to sleep in some more, but my stupid brothers were making so much noise I was just like "F this!" and got out of bed.
I went and played tinierme.com for quite some time. xD I made an account a few weeks ago, and totally forgot about it, so I went to go play on it.
Sigh~ the whole point of tineierme is to chat and meet people I guess, but I'm too afraid too > <
I mean, my first experience in a chat room was just terrible! I went into a safe-ish looking one, and was having a very boring conversation with someone. Then all of a sudden a girl in a bathing suit/underwear-ish outfit came in with a mustache. But it didn't end there. No she started making weird gestures (i forgot which button you could press to make them. it's supposedly supposed to be a good emotion like happieness or something, but it just looked wrong...), and said in capital letters "I just had sex!!" *she paused* "and it was good!"
I was like O.O *dot dot dot*. It was awkward. And everyone else in the chat room was like "Okay...>.>" we didn't say anything, but I knew we all felt the awkwardness of it.
So anyways, back to the point. I'm afraid to go to the chat rooms ^ ^;;. I don't want to have to go through that again. And, I don't just want to add random people as friends because they could be weirdos too. That's why I like to have a small conversation with them, and then decided if I want to be friends with them. But that takes awhile, and makes the process longer xD. So I was just playing on the Doki Doki IQ High School game thingy. (if you want to know what my tinierme character is named so you can friend me, it's "Emiko Seiei" xD duh. lol)
And then after that I ate food, and took a nap moments later xD. I didn't wake up until dinner time.
Sigh~ I really gotta stop taking naps. I'm going to get fat this way ^ ^;;
What a bad way to start my summer xD

Tuesday, June 28, 2011

Last Day of School

Sigh~ today was my last day of school. Well, I mean like the last day of the year. I know that's kind of obvious. But some of you people out there are very technical, and say that college is the last day of school. It kind of is, but still. I mean it was my last day of school in the certain grade that I am in.
Anyways, one of my friends [...or was it two...] cried saying that they'd miss everyone.
....>.> the stupid part is that we are all going to the same class(es) next year, and we're all going to hang out together over the summer. Thus, in my opinion the crying was useless.
I'm in the what my school calls the "advanced placement" class, but we just call it the "smart people" or "nerdy" class xD. It's much shorter, and easier to say. lol.
And I did say we're all going to be put in the same class(es). However, some of the people that were in aren't going to be anymore. Some people cried that they got into the "normal" people class. For a number of them, I felt sympathy for because they worked hard. Others, not so much...>.>
For example, a girl I really don't like. (Let's call her Uni..no specific reason. I guess because it rhymes with her name xD) She was in my class(es), but now she's not. I mean she's still in the nerdy class. But in my school there's "normal" people class, "nerdy" people class, and "super nerdy" class xD. I'm placed into the "super nerdy" class because I have no life. Lmfao xD just kidding. It's because I'm Asian, and we're smart like that. Okay, seriously, just kidding again. I'm super nerdy (meaning I study study study...not really >.>) because I care about my grades. Sigh~ which is a real pain in the butt.
Anyways, back to the point. I'm glad that Uni isn't in my class anymore. She didn't like me very much. >.> neither did I, but still. xD
OH! I got my report card today. :D
I did very well. 97.75% !! ^O^ that's really good.
Sigh~ but not good enough. Luka-chan, Rin-chan, and Je.-chan got higher then me TT.TT
Luka-chan : 98.something %
Rin-chan : 98.something % (Rin got lower then Luka I think)
Je.-chan (let's pronounce it as jay-chan or jee-chan ^ ^) : 99.5% !!!!!
Can you believe that?!?!? 99%
THAT'S SO F***ING HIGH!!!! I ENVY THAT WOMAN!!!! :D
Sigh~ I should study with her xD
Plus, she's very pretty too ^ ^ so that's brains and beauty.
:) Lucky her~ nice combo
I forgot what Katrina-chan got....so don't ask xD
And Nyu-san got 95.something%
Sigh~ but Nyu-san is very smart in math, and does pretty well in English too. ^ ^ so I'm not sure what went wrong in her grade.
Anyways, after school, I went to my Je.'s house. :)
It was fun. Not only is she smart and beautiful, she's healthy!
Je. has sport-sy stuff at her house! She had volleyball and backbitten. I played it with her and Rin-chan for awhile. We also played a memory game with ordinary cards.
Whenever I'm with Je., I feel as though I have to be more sophisticated. (like sit up straight and stuff)
So she's a good influence ^ ^
The time I was at her house, we played educational games and sports. So it was very productive. Unlike at normal friend visits. Usually, we just sit around and do stuff on the computer or talk xD while gaining more calories by eating snacks. lol.

Sigh~ so even though school has ended, they still manage to torture its students with the agonizing summer homework TT.TT
I have a lot to do.
Write one essay, prepare to write two essays, read like 4~6 books (about boring stuff xD), and a math packet. I already finished the math packet because math is easy and fun ^ ^. But all the other stuff is waiting to be completed xD.

Monday, June 27, 2011

Word of the Day: Butyraceous

Butyraceous 
(bu-tyr-a-ceous)


This lovely word is an adjective. 
And the definition of this most interesting word is having the qualities of butter (or containing a substance like or relating to butter)[coud be simple described as a fancy word for the word, buttery]. ^ ^
sentence example founded from wordnik:
“It didn't help that the strangely butyraceous pool of oil that had suddenly appeared in the cardboard nacho holder was soaking through my pants.”

So I was watching the show Psych, and the episode had to do with a spelling bee. They said this word, and I had no idea what it meant xD, so I of course looked it up. It was a pretty funny word in my opinion. I don't know. I have a weird sense of humor. I guess since it's such a fancy word, I didn't expect it to have such a peculiar definition. Plus, it came from Psych, so I guess it was kind of expected xD.
I have yet to use this most ravishing word, but I hope I do soon. :) Big funny words are fun to use, and I shall promote that! :D
Thus, I have decided, I shall do something like this every once in a while. I'll find an interesting word and share it with you. That makes my blog fun and educational! ^ ^ great combo.

Saturday, June 25, 2011

What I Look Like

Okay, so I put a poll on my blog asking you people what you would like me to talk about. And it was kinda pointless since all the choices were picked. Nonetheless however, I will write about all the choices since that is what the readers want. The first one I felt like doing was the "More stuff about K." one xD. That's the easiest. Plus I conveniently had an awesome time with him. (read my last blog entry if you want to know what the hell I'm talking about) Anyways, now I am about to describe how I look to you.
I don't really want to put a picture up because I don't want you to find out who I am. And that is because...I am a ninja! Lolz jk. But mostly because I'm not exactly sure how to show you without revealing my true identity. ...Ah HA! I just had an idea. :D How about I get a picture of myself and blur out my face? That'll be pointless xD. Never mind. Okay so here goes the description....
Let's start off with facial features.
My eyes are pretty big for an Asian person (so yea, I don't have "squinty" eyes). They're brown, like a deep dark brown. I have the double eye lid thingy (supposedly that little fact makes you pretty). I've been told that my eye lashes are long.
My face is ...yea I'm no good with face shapes ^ ^;;
Um but it's not like chubby and round, but it's not thin and diamond-y shaped. It's more of oval-ish and slightly chubby but also semi-thin-ish. xD I don't know if that makes sense. I think I'm trying to say I have a perfectly sized oval head? xD lolz I don't know.
I've been told my hair is soft, and I think it's soft too :)
My hair is short, like just right above my shoulders short. The color of my hair is dark brown. It looks black, but in the sun it looks dark brown. And in certain lighting in buildings you can see a brown tint to it. So I've decided that my hair color is dark brown. :) which is cool. I like black hair, but brown seems to look prettier to me. But not light brown hair or regular brown. I like that deep dark brown hair that makes it seem like it's more then just hair. ....lolz xD wait wtf? Does that make sense? Okay, ignore that xD I'm not sure what I was trying to say. Moving on.
I'm 5 feet and 3 inches, and I'll probably be that height forever unfortunately. I wanted to be at least 5 feet and 5 inches, but stupid fate did not grant me that wish. Sigh~ oh well. ^ ^
My feet size is 7 or 7 1/2, depending on the shoe...
Oh, I wear glasses. I just got new ones like. . . . . awhile ago >.> ...lolz kinda contradicting.
They're black with purple things on the sides. ^ ^ I look good in them. xD jk
My skin is also very dark for an Asian person. I got like permanently tanned by a babysitter who used to like to take me out in the sun a lot as a baby. But I can get pretty pale looking randomly sometimes too xD.
Rin-chan tells me I have curves/hour glass figure. I think I do too, but I'm no good with body shapes > < so I'm not positive. My butt is kinda big in my opinion xD.
Hm...I don't think there's anything else to describe...
Well, I hope that help you paint a mental image of me in your mind ^ ^
I hope it's a very good mental image because I'm not ugly you know xD.

Friday, June 24, 2011

My EPIC Trip Yesterday

Lol just to let you know, I mostly write about things that happened yesterday for some reason xD
I'm always just so tired after exciting things that I'm not able to write about it until later the next day.
By the way I warn you this has lots of stuff on K. and is a very very long entry xD. So read if you dare...

Anyways, I went to Dorney Park yesterday for a school field trip. :D
It was cool because I've never been on a school trip outside of the state that I am in, and I never knew that my school would take me so far out of state. xD
However, the most fun part was that K. was on the trip as well ^ ^
Now for those of you who know that K. is in a different grade, and is wondering how he went on the same trip, I shall explain. This trip was a gift/celebration to the musical theater cast for their success on the Annie Junior musical. K. and I are in musical theater ^ ^ so that was awesome.
In the beginning of the bus ride I was sitting next to my friend C. with two other friends in front. At some point in the ride L. wanted to switch with a friend in front of me. L. was also sitting next to K. (I felt so bad for K. because he doesn't like L. very much, nobody does because he's rude > <)
I was telling my friend to switch with L. so I can switch with her, and sit with K. Tee hee. Smart thinking huh? xD So it took a lot of complaining and tormenting to convince her, but she eventually switched. I got to sit with him the rest of the way ^ ^
The only bad part was that I was sitting behind SF. ...>.> my old crush. Well K. was sitting directly behind him and P.'s crush was sitting in directly in front of me. Yea, it was awkward. > <
So after a long time we got to the amusement park. I told K. to tie his shoe laces because I didn't want him to get hurt. He just never likes tying his shoe laces. A girl that was on the trip saw us and she was like "Are you two dating?!" And I looked down and said "...No." I noticed that K. semi looked away and didn't answer when she asked. Which was quite weird. Anyways, I started out in a group with C. and S. (the friend that switched seats with me) and a guy, D.
We rode on a ride called something mouse. It was sorta fun I guess. It was like a mini roller coaster xD.
After that we saw K.'s group at the swing things. The swings that lift you up and spin around and around.
So after that we were traveling together, but there was some running, and confusion; and somehow K. got separated from his group and stuck with mine xD.
K. doesn't like roller coasters very much, but I was somehow able to get him on to the Hydra, which was a pretty epic roller coaster. Afterwards, everyone wanted to go on the Meteor, which swings you high up and around, sorta like an extreme version of the pirate ship ride. However, K. isn't the thrill ride type person, too scared xD but it was cute. In order to get out of the ride, he randomly went in line to a random ride. I followed because we weren't supposed to be alone, and he was so I went after him. ^ ^ but mostly just because I wanted to spend time with him. The random line he went into was a line to a water ride, and it had a high/steep drop (which is basically the only thing he doesn't like, and most common on roller coasters xD)
We went on it and got SOAKED! Afterwards, we stood on a bridge where the water splashes out to, and got even more wet.
The two of us eventually met up with C., S., and D. All of us went onto the spinning rides to help K. and I dry off xD. It didn't help much though. We all go on a couple of rides, and I got to sit next to K. on every ride! ^ ^. During our walk around the park, we ended up on the edge of the park, where they had boats! It was the type of boats where you have to peddle. Now, I see those on T.V. all the time, and it's something I've always wanted to do. So I convinced everyone to do it. The boats where shaped like swans! ^ ^ which made riding with K.  seem more romantic! Lolz, but the water was gross looking, and it was stupid. It was stupid because the damn boat was hard to peddle, and I had no idea how to steer. So K. ended up doing a lot of the work. Which made me feel bad. Somewhere during the ride K.'s peddles broke, we're not sure how. He and I switched so he could peddle since I was no good at it xD. It was quite boring, but hey at least I can say I experienced it.
 Eventually K. wanted to go to the water park section of the amusement park. I of course went with him. Nobody else wanted to go in the water, so then it was just the two of us ;)
Me and him went into the wave pool first. It was fun, but I couldn't go too deep since I'm not that good of a swimmer. I kept rubbing water out of my eyes, and he got worried. I told him I was fine, but he still kept an eye on me the whole time. ^ ^ he's so kind. Eventually we went to the water rides.
Now there was a lot of things there, but I shall explain the fun ones.
The best one we were on together was the lazy river. The two of us where sort of flirting, it was so awesome! We tried to stay close together, and kept splashing water at each other ^ ^. The two of us were laughing the entire time.
We ate lunch at subway xD. K. payed for it. And he ate his foot long sandwich so fast, it was surprising. SF., J. and a little boy named CJ. came running by calling K. to come along. He wanted to go, but didn't want me to feel like he abandoned me or something. He never really does things for himself a lot. (anther reason why I like him). I wanted him to not leave, but I knew he would be happier with his friends, so I let him go. He got up and ran to catch up with them, but stopped because he didn't know where to put his wallet. I laughed, and said "Here I can hold that for you." well more of yelled because he was semi-far away. He gave me his wallet, trustingly ^ ^. I waited until he was out of site, and opened his wallet. I took money out. ...... Lmfao xD No I didn't steal money from the guy I like. I took back the 7 dollars I gave him for the sandwich (which wasn't $5! It was $11!). [I didn't have change so I gave him $7.] After I put the $7 back in my wallet, I put a 20 dollar bill in it. I gave him a little extra because he deserves it ^ ^.
I go back to where we put our stuff, which was on two chairs near the wave pool. I knew he probably wasn't going to come back soon, so I left. I wasn't supposed to be traveling by myself, but I did anyways. I thought I could find someone else to hang out with. But I got lost TT.TT and circled around the entire park at least TWICE! And Dornery Park is HUGE! So my feet were hurting like crazy. I fortunately find my way back to the water park, and to our seats. And luckily, K. popped out of no where 2 minutes later!
I then start to hang out with him, J., E (a girl I know), SF., and CJ.
We went on like all the water rides, and climbed many many many stairs (since the rides were in high up places xD). My favorite was the super long slide that you needed a mat to go down. This random guy in line taught us a trick to go down faster. I tried, and I kicked everybody's ass. xD First in place baby! The first time I didn't do it right, but on the second time and third I did. K. tried the same trick the third time we went on. He got second place xD.
Towards the end, K. brought up the subject of me owing him money for the lunch. I think we were talking about lunch or something, and that's how the subject came up. So I was like "Oh, but I put a 20 dollar bill in your wallet. So no worries ^ ^." and he was like "O_O but you only owe me like 10!" I couldn't tell him the real reason as to why I gave him the extra money, so I just said "But I don't have change." He thought I was being ridiculous, and wanted to pay me back. But I told him to keep the money, and that he doesn't owe me. I used him buying me slushies a long time ago as an excuse as to why he didn't owe me and that I actually was paying him back for it. But he wouldn't except the money. However, he still had it in his wallet.
At the very end, we went to go get a souvenir! Everything was so damn expensive there!! D:
Except I found a really nice cheap-ish bracelet that said "Believe" on the front, and some inspirational quote on the back. It was $3, so I decided to get it. K. got something too.
So K. and I got into line, so we could pay. I had to get my wallet out, and K. casually asked if he could carry the bracelet. I thought it was just to give me a free hand, so I could get my money out. However, once I get out my wallet, I asked for it back. He didn't give it back to me! I was like "I need it back, so I can pay!" but he just smiled a superly cute smile at me, and refused to give it back. It finally hit me that he was going to pay for it, as a way to pay me back. (damn, I'm so slow)  I was like "You don't have to pay for it! I have money." He replied "But I still ow you!" "No you don't. I'm not going to let you pay for it."So somehow I was able to grab it from him, and was like "Ha!" But, at the very end, when he was about to pay for his item, he surprisingly snatched it from me, and put it on the counter. I was like "Hey!" and tried to take it back, but he was blocking me. So I tried to put the money on the counter, but he was still able to block me. And we were like fighting (not serious fighting, playfully I guess.) at the counter. I tried to push him out of the way. xD The cashier girl was smiling at us, and my friend behind me was like "Aww~ you guys are so cute together." That made me happy inside, but I had to pretend I didn't care. Afterwards I was like "Why would you buy it for me?!", and I talked about how most people would jump at the chance of free money, but he was like "Because I owe you" and he gives me a story of his. I swear he's too nice! ...but I guess that's why I like him. ^ ^ He also put the bracelet on for me. So there was some physical contact xD.
I got to sit next to him on the bus ride back too! During the ride, I so badly wanted to lie on his shoulder, but didn't know how to do that without it being awkward. So I pretended to fall asleep, and casually lean on his shoulder. But I couldn't do it! > < I was like a few centimeters away, but not fully on his shoulder. To some people it looked like I was, but I wasn't! I pretended to wake up when L. kept shining light into my face. The rest of the ride was pretty quiet, but then I started to try and talk to him. I asked him lots of questions, but there was a very interesting one. I asked him "Is the girl you like going to the same school as you next year?" and he was like "Um.. I don't know. She's in a different grade then I." That made me feel like I had a chance xD. So I listed certain grades. Which was a grade lower then mine, my grade, and a grade higher then his. He laughed when I mentioned the possibility of him liking an older girl. xD But he didn't answer my question >.> so I will never know xD.
The unfortunately ended. When we were getting off, I said "So, this is the last day I'll ever see you, huh? That sucks. :(" And he was like "I don't know." (he didn't outwardly say no!) It suddenly got depressing, but to lightened the mood I was like "Well I'm glad I won't be seeing that guy ever again." and I pointed to L. xD
L. then turned around and said "I heard that!" and I was like "o.o I didn't mean you! I meant that guy!" and I pointed to some random place in the distance. K. started smiling, as of gesturing he was laughing on the inside. It's nice that my last memory with him is him smiling at me...

Tee hee. But guess what! I got his email (the correct one, last time he forgot that he got a new one), so maybe I can make our paths cross once more in the future :)

ps. the sucky part is that I lost my voice during all the screaming of fun. xD
so it's hard for me to talk :( which is like my favorite thing to do. lolz. Earlier today, I could still talk, but now it hurts my throat badly if I do.

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

After Spending a Day or so With my Hamster....

Well, I got the hamster on like Sunday I think...or was it Monday. Lol I don't remember xD
Anyways, Cutie Pie (the hamster) seems to like his new home. He's made quite the mess of the place though. There's food all over the platform place where his food it (remember his food is on the "second floor" area of his cage) and the little rascal was able to somehow get food all over the top of his igloo thing.
It's quite funny. Cutie Pie will usually run on his little wheel thing after eating, but it's usually at random times of the day. I haven't gotten used to it, so whenever I hear this weird "vrrroooom" (not a car vroom, a spinning thing type of vroom) I get scared and jump in surprise  xD. My dad got scared when he heard it late at night.
Other then the irregular wheel running schedule, Cutie Pie is quite the boring hamster.
I guess he's not used to us, so he hides in his igloo all day. But then again, what else is he supposed to do?
Well, the point of this post was not to tell you to not buy a hamster. xD Hamsters are cute!
I'm just saying that I thought that owning a hamster would be different. I was expecting those hamsters you see in movies! :D
Lmfao xD okay not really those kind of hamsters. But you got to admit that would be pretty cool. Like those hamsters in G-force. . . . o.o wait those were guinea pigs. How about that hamster from wonder pets? . . .nope that's a guinea pig too. There's that thing from the movie Bolt! ...or maybe that was a guinea pig too. >.> Damn guinea pigs pwn hamsters. xD
And for some reason I was thinking about Alvin and the Chipmunks, but those are obviously chipmunks.
Maybe I can teach Cutie Pie to roll over or something :D let's see how that works out xD lol

Monday, June 20, 2011

I Got a Hamster!

Well this title is self explanatory.  I got a new hamster!
It's a very cute hamster with brown spots and white fur. The hamster is a dorf hamster, meaning it's sort of small.
My brother decided to name it Cutie Pie. Yea...don't ask. Well I know you are, so I shall explain. My little brother thought the hamster was so cute that it should be called "cutie pie." Supposedly the nickname or short version of the name is "Cutie." What a nice name right...? The funny part is that the hamster is a boy.
It's cage is super adorable !! ^ ^ The cage is very colorful sorta like cartoon-like colors. :) [bright blue, lime green, and yellow] We got the little spinning wheel thingy, an "igloo thing", and the water feeding object..thingy (lolz I use the word thingy a lot xD there's no better adj./noun/verb/w.e.). This hamster is pretty lucky. It's got a second floor to its cage! On the second floor it has the food bowl ^ ^. Anyways, hamsters are pretty expensive. It costed $80 for everything. Well, at least we don't have to buy it ever again, just the hamster food [which lasts awhile].
Oh, if you're wondering, we suddenly got a hamster because it's my brother's birthday soon, like in two days or something. He's over 5 years old now! :D (which is a very vague answer as to how old he is xD 6+)
We used to have a tadpole named Jimmy, but he died. Long story short, my dad forgot to feed Jimmy. So we got my little brother (Za.) a pet hamster.
I wanted a lizard >.> ...but my little brother thought it better to get a hamster because it's cuter -.-
Lizards are cool! :D There was one lizard that could change colors or something. Sigh~ but it was a gift for my brother and not me, so I didn't get to pick :(
Oh well :) hamsters are cool too and pretty cute. So I'm happy. Pets are nice... :D

Friday, June 17, 2011

Last Science Project of the Year (what a pain)

There's only like one and a half weeks left of school, and my science teacher actually gave my class a project! I mean seriously? Why can't we just slack off. xD lol
So we're doing the body system. Each group (of 4 people) was assigned different body systems. My group got the circulatory system. Which kinda sucks because I can't think of anything creative for that! If it was the skeletal system, I could have just bought a skeleton. xD haha jk.
It was kind of funny. One group took long paper out, and traced an outline of the smallest person in their group. Somehow they were still able to screw it up, and it looked like the person was deformed. They are doing the muscle system.
Another group got the reproductive system. They were immature about it. I mean they drew a very nice picture of ..um.. you know, the thing people use to reproduce. However, they were showing everyone and laughing about it like a pervert. I didn't get a good look at it so I'm not sure what it looked like.
So far I think my groups project is pretty good. Maybe I'll take a picture of it after we finish, and post it up. Tomorrow my group is coming over to my house to work on it. It's going to be the first time I invited boys over to my house. I wonder how weird it's going to be... >.>
Ugh. but this means I have to clean up a bit. I'm so lazy, I don't feel like cleaning. Sigh~ but I have too.
Gee, the things I do for an image. (lolz xD I talk as if cleaning is hard...it's not it's just a pain in the butt :P)

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

Today was rather odd.
Okay, so I like to volunteer to help my teachers do stuff, and so do a lot of other people in my class.
So, my math teacher needed us to gather some textbooks, and put them into a closet. Luka, Katrina, M., and a few other guys were there. V., a cousin of a classmate of mine, was there too. V. is an older guy that usually hangs out with my group of friends and I at the park. (V. is annoying, and weird, and stupid, and he's kinda mean.) Anyways, so we're all gathered around the door of this tiny closet, handing books to the person stacking them. Eventually, a problem occurred, and the people outside the door had to wait.
I was one of the people who had to wait. V. was behind me talking to his cousin/my classmate. I was talking to Luka-chan about how I V. kinda creeps me out. I don't know. V. just has this creepy face/aura to him that creeps me out a little. Luka comments on how V. heard me, but I knew he didn't care, and I didn't care if he heard me. I mean, what was he going to do about it?
After a while, I suddenly, I feel someone touch my hair. I turn around, and see V. I was like "...uh...". As I was turned to look at V., it happens again. Luka had touched my hair. I was like "Why did you touch my hair twice?" and she was like "I did it the second time. V. did it the first time." I was like "o_o...." I decided to ignore it. A few seconds passed, and it happens again. I don't even look behind me, and just move away. Then I look at him, and he's looking at me. "You're M.'s girl right?" Inside I was like "EW! >~< gross." (no offense to M.) But on the outside, I had this calm expression, and was like "No." I really wanted to say "Of course not. My heart is already taken by another." *coughKcough* However, that would cause lots of questions and "ooh"s., so I didn't bother. Then I somehow end back up in my original spot, and I hear V. and M. talking. I sort of zone out because Luka-chan was talking to someone else, and I didn't have anyone else to talk to, so I got bored. That's why I was zoned out. Anyways, I then look up towards my left to look at the clock, but the clock was on my right, so that was pretty stupid of me. But, V. took this as me trying to look over at him and M. without seeming obvious. That's why he was like "Haha! She knows we're talking about her." all the while he is staring at me with this creepy look! I was like "Huh?" M. seemed pretty embarrassed, so I knew it was something weird.
[I later find out that V. told M. "I bet you want to tap that." ...which is gross! >~<]
That's about it. V. creeps me out, and I'm disturbed by him. xD

Oh wait! The seniors in my school got their yearbooks, so the seniors have been going to all the teachers to get it signed. When a senior was at the classroom door waiting for her friend, I was like "Can I see your yearbook?" and Jo. was like "You know her?" "No." I replied. She was like "You can't just go asking random people!" "Why not?" I asked. I stumped her there. Anyways, I was trying to look for the picture of K.
You know how there's the official picture, and then other small pictures of daily things people did during school? Well, K. had quite a bit of this other extra pictures. I want to get a yearbook, so I can have those pictures. No, better yet, I know the teacher who made the yearbook. I wonder if he'll give me the pictures. lolz, you never know until you try right?

Well, if I ever do end up doing it, I'll tell ya about it. As for now, blog for ya laters! ~ ;)

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

So Embarrassing!!

Okay, so I went to the park at the end of school on Monday. It was a really fun time. :) K. was there. (lol I haven't talked about him in wrote about him in awhile.)
However, P. is going was going away to India for the summer, so I was kinda bummed out because of that. (she left today, but since this happened on Monday, I'm talking in semi-past tense)
Anyways, since my friend P. was going away to India, she wanted to see some "action" before she left. The word "action" kinda disturbed me. . . >.> but she meant romantic stuff like him asking me out. Which I know will never happen. sigh~
Well, since she was so determined to see some of this "action" she decided to play telephone, and she dared me to say "I love you." as the message to K. I was like "-_______- no. way." So I told her to do it, so it'd be less weird to say it in his ear or him in mine.
P. was like "Okay, you stand there (me next to him), and you stand there (some other random people)."
So she made it kinda obvious that she wanted some kind of specific order, so that when she told the message, he would say it in my ear. So when he heard the message he looked at her then me, and was like "Uh....." with this really cute expression that showed he was having a "wtf. im so not doing that" kinda expression. I was thinking "Oh my god! D: this is so stupid." so I guessed he was having trouble whispering in my ear or something, so I decided that in order to get this over with, I moved. But P. was like "What are you doing? Go back over there!" That probably raised K.'s suspicions. Eventually, after much "arguing" (very playful fighting), K. decided to just say it. So he leaned into my ear, and slowly whispered the words "I love you." . . .
It was supposed to be "romantic", "awesome", "nice", and "amazing"; or something like that. However, he didn't mean it. It was fake. It was fictional. It wasn't real. And coming to that realization sucks and quite depressing.
P. and everyone else (meaning just about everyone but K.) went all bananas on me and was like "OMG! He did it! blah blah blah..."
I should probably mention that K. was the only one of his grade there because I asked him to come, and J. was suppose to be there, but he left earlier then expected.
Anyways, K. said he was leaving, so everyone was like "Aw~ don't go." And they were all looking at me saying "Go convince him to stay!" and stuff like "Follow him!" I was still too shaken up by the whole telephone thing, and way too embarrassed. So when he was leaving, I think he heard people telling me those things, and I was like "He can go wherever he wants! I really don't care." I yell to everyone, loud enough for him to hear. I like him, a lot. But I don't want to tell him, and I sure as hell don't want him to know through such embarrassing actions. In truth, I didn't want him to leave, and I was kinda like "Someone please convince him to stay > < !" Then Z. (someone who I hang out with at the park often, and a person P. has taken interest too.) was like "Wait K. don't go!" I was like "YES!" Z. doesn't know I like K., he wasn't there for the whole telephone thing. But he hangs out with K. too, so yea. Anyways, it turned out K. was going to a deli nearby.
During the time K. was at the deli, everyone was telling me "Oh my god! I think he likes!" or "He so totally likes you!". Someone actually told me why they thought that he like me, and said, "He hesitated/didn't want to say 'I love you' in your ear. That means he likes you!" So I was surrounded by a few people, shouting "He likes you!" at me, and it was all very awkward. I protested and said "It's awkward! That's why he didn't want to." Mel. (one of my class mates, and P.'s close friend) was like "That's not true. I mean, I whispered it to C. (some guy that I probably won't mention again) with no problem."
I wasn't sure what to think. I didn't want to fool myself into believing something that wasn't true, and get hurt later on. I'm kinda just going to wait, while dropping hint bombs the size of China. I know hints never really work, but it's all I'm willing to do. There's nothing else, I can do until I'm truly ready to do something. xD which makes sense right?
When K. comes back from the deli, he has nothing in his hands. I'm guessing he just needed some space from all of us, and time to think. Which I can understand. When someone likes you, you have to register a number of things through your mind.
After he came back, I tried to play it cool. He was walking away, and about to leave. I only have two weeks before school end (not even, like a little less), and I'm sure as hell not going to waste any of it. So I run over to him, and say "Hey, are you really leaving?" and he's like "I called J. and he's not at the library." (earlier he told me that he might go to the library) I was like "Oh.." He then said "I might just go home." I of course said "Aw~ that's too bad. We were just about to play manhunt (combo of tag/hide and seek). It'd be fun if you join in." Somehow I was able to convince him to stay and hang out. It was kind of fun. I didn't get to spend much time with him. But it was really fun being chased by him xD.
He was really tired, and seemed kind of sick. So he wasn't really trying. I don't know why but he was coughing a lot. I felt super worried T,T. He keeps playing though.
Eventually, it's time to go home, and I start walking with him.
It was pretty nice.
I told him about how it's annoying that he never speaks to me unless spoken too.
He was like "because there's nothing to talk about!"
And I'm like "Sure there is. There's lots of things."
So he was like "Fine! Tuesday (or was it Monday...) I went to my school's orientation."(he was trying to start a conversation on his own.)
I was like "Oh, that's cool. It's a pretty good school."
"Yea!"
"I went to the all high school/college/middle school (you choose) orientations a few months ago."
"What's that?"
"It's where all the school reps. meet in one place, and tell you about their school."
"Oh, yea."
"I got a bunch of free learning stuff there."
and the conversation continues sort of like this. Eventually he tells me about stuff at his school. Like how he got to meet his teacher, and stuff. He listed cool things that they had like science wings, lots of clubs, cute girls....okay, so when I heard him say that I felt something in me snap, and I got kind of angry/jealous/hurt. But I pretended not to care. He's not suppose to know that I get affected by those kind of opinions. However, now that I'm looking back on that time, I can remember that he said the words "cute girls" long and slow yet in a quick and brief kind of way. There was a kind of different tone when he said it. Odd. Hm..probably doesn't mean anything. Whatever.
So eventually he reaches his house, and I have to walk 5 more blocks by myself. I like those extra 5 blocks, I get to think a little with the calm breeze on my face. It's quite calming, and an easy to think in environment.

Saturday, June 11, 2011

Crazy Day at DSW

Okay, so DSW is a shoe store for those of you who don't know of it. And today I went to go buy some shoes there. xD lolz duh. My whole family went mostly to get fancy shoes for my little brother and sister's graduation. I don't think I've mentioned my family often or put it in my about me page (which I should), so just to let you know, I have two little brothers, one sister, and a dad. I'm the oldest! :) which means I'm the boss. Lolz jk. Anyways, going to a simple shoe store can be pretty hectic when you have two toddler brothers.
So when my sister and dad went to go look for shoes for her, I had to watch the little ones. Which isn't so bad, but it involves a lot of running around. Ga. (my littlest brother) was running around like crazy. He even started throwing shoes at me! My other little brother, Za. (the oldest of the brothers) wasn't helping. He was chasing Ga.  causing a ruckus and making Ga. hyper. There was one Asian lady who looked to be about in her 20s  with her boyfriend or something smiling at the two as if they were the cutest things on earth. And I was just chasing after them yelling "Stop! No running! No don't toss that shoe!" Eventually, my dad and sister finish, and dad carries Ga. I was like "Finally!" My dad then started complaining about how there weren't any little children shoes, and it got annoying after the 10th time he repeated himself. "I can't believe they don't have little kid shoes. I can't believe it!" Well, since my sister found shoes for herself, it was my turn!
At DSW they mostly had heels for women in the section we were at. I was like ">~< dad, you know I can't walk in heels very well." Everyone one of my girl friends has heels or at least knows how to walk in them. I don't have heels, and can neither walk in them. It's so difficult. I'm always wobbly and it feels weird to suddenly be 2 inches taller. My dad got me a pair of heels anyways. But they were the wedge kind (thick heels), and weren't to high; about an inch or half I think. They were pretty comfortable, and not too hard to walk in. I liked them ^ ^.
My dad was like "It takes practice to walk in heels. These can be your practice heels." He kept going on and on as if he knew everything about them. Lolz, well he knows more then me at least. xD
Here's a picture of a shoe that looks similar to the ones I got. Mine was more blueish though. Like a dark blackish blue. But this picture will do.
The company that made my shoe is BOC (born o control; I think or something similar). It's a nice pair of shoes; looks nice with my jeans xD. Very comfortable too. I got mine in a size 8 even though I'm a size 7. Size 8 just seems to fit better. It was totally hilarious. I went to the cashier and gave the guy my shoes. He then looked at it and was like "You have shoes of two different sizes." I was like "Huh?" "One shoe is size 7 and the other is size 8." He says. My dad was like "How did you not notice that? You tried them on!" I was like "I don't know! I couldn't tell. xD" The guy then had to call for someone to get me a size 8 of the same type of shoe. The line of people got longer. It was our fault. I felt bad. But it's not my fault that some idiot put two different sizes of the same shoe into a box!
This shoe looks kind of mature... hm but I like it anyways ^ ^
Lolz Ga.'s birthday is tomorrow, and we used my shoe box to make a pinata out of it. I mean it's not like I'm poor. It's just that when we went to go buy a pinata, we found out that it costed $20. Which isn't so much. But seriously? I don't want to spend $20 for an empty box! So we just bought candy and tossed it into a shoe box and used handy duck tape to seal it. xD we're such cheapskates. lolz well that was how my day went mostly. Oh, and for dinner I had peanut butter covered dumplings. xD That had got to be the weirdest thing I've ever tasted, but unusually good. Especially with hot sauce. :)

Friday, June 10, 2011

Macbook Stolen

Some guy had his macbook stolen right from his own apartment! How do you let that happen? xD Anyways, the guy who got his macbook stolen (let's call him "that/the guy" xD so original right?) had this smart idea of using an app called Hidden. Apparently, he is able to take pictures of the thief who has his macbook without the thief knowing. The pictures are quite hilarious really.
Like for example this picture:

I really don’t want to know what this guy is doing with my MacBook.
"That guy" writes: I really don’t want to know what this guy is doing with my MacBook.
Me - being the perverted person that I am - started cracking up like crazy. I'm not sure what "that guy" was thinking about when he wrote that, but I was thinking of ....hm... I don't really think I should say. xD Sorry, but I'll leave it up to your imaginations to figure it out. ;) *coughcoughporncough*
My dad showed me the blog of the person who's laptop got stolen, and he told me that the picture above was the most popular one. It took all of my will power not to bust out laughing xD. No matter how old I get, just the suggestion of perverted stuff is award when I'm with my dad. Lolz, he has no clue that I'm kind of perverted, and it shall stay that way.

Eventually "the guy" was able to gather enough information for the police to catch the thief. 

Wow, I don't know what's more fail:
Getting your Macbook stolen right out of your own apartment
or
Stealing a laptop, all the while not knowing that the person you stole from can take pictures of you, and know what you're doing on it.

xD what do you think?

I think it was pretty cool that "the guy" was able to get his macbook back, humilate the thief, and get the thief arrested. :D

ps. I keep puting quotes around "the/that guy" so you can tell that I'm talking about the guy who got his macbook stolen xD

pss. if you want to see more information about this then click the following link: http://thisguyhasmymacbook.tumblr.com/

Glasses and a Whole Bunch of Procrastinating Karma

Today I went to go see the eye doctor to get new prescriptions for my glasses. Apparently my eye sight got slightly worse. Luckily, it's nothing too major. It only got a tad bit worth. I saw a new eye doctor, and he's pretty cool. He's my first non-Asian eye doctor xD. He taught me the 20.20.20 rule. It's where you do something for 20 mintues, and then you look away at something 20 feet away for 20 seconds. The frames for my new glasses are a swirly pattern of purple and black on the sides. It's kinda cool. I won't get them until next Friday though. :(
The eye doctor's place wasn't the most impressive looking, but the eye doctor himself was pretty cool. He seemed very knowledgeable. The assistant was pretty nice too. ^ ^
My English teacher makes us write book reviews. > < I hate doing them. I have to do a total of 25. I'm like "Woman, I read books for entertainment. Please don't ruin it by making me do homework on them!" She has us write vocabulary (10), favorite quotes, literary devices, and etc. etc. etc.
It's such a pain in the butt. It's due on June 10th by the way. And I'm like "Oh SHI*T!!" I only have 10 done. So today I tried doing as much as I possibly could. However, I didn't wake up at 6:00 a.m. like planned. No I woke up at 10:50. Which is 4 hours and 50 minutes late!! And that's time I could have been writing book reviews. Sigh~ I should have listened to my alarm. I had to go to the eye doctor which made me come home 4 p.m, and then I had to eat. (I left home at 1-ish. But from 11-1, I was doing book reviews/editing stuff/math homework. So I still didn't work on my book reviews > <) And I had to take shower and stuff too. So I didn't start working on the book reviews until 7 p.m. I also got distracted around 9 and didn't start working again until 10. So I only got 3 book reviews done. T . T Which means I only have a total of 13 book reviews. I hope I don't get in trouble. This is my karma for procrastinating. I should have done like 1 a day from the start like Katrina. That way I wouldn't have this problem right now. Lolz, but Nyu-san only did like 6. xD so she's worse then me. I know someone who has done like 2 >.> so .... xD I won't be the only one in trouble. Which makes it better...well not really. But...whatever! I'm still pissed off. >~< and extremely worried. Damn, next year I won't procrastinate on things like this.

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

Nothing Much

Nothing has really happened. So I think this shall be a short entry.
The only major thing is that M. has started chatting with me online. I don't think I put M. on my name list, so for those of you who don't remember him he's the guy who used to like me. Nyu-san gave him my live messenger account, and now he's started chatting with me a lot. I feel kind of mean if I tell him to go away, so I chat with him. It's kind of awkward, so I think I'll minimize the amount of time I spend talking to him. I think he still has feelings for me because he shows many signs. You can tell just by the way he talks to me too. Hm...I really hope he doesn't read this because he has the link to my other blog (which you should go check out if you haven't already. check out my profile for it.). Except I'm not really worried about him reading this because he doesn't seem to know that it's here. xD lolz. If he did, he would have said something about it. Sigh~ it's weird when people like-like you and you don't have mutual feelings. Anyways, that's about it.
Well, K. has been pretty distant towards me lately. I don't know why or maybe it's my imagination. I'm not sure.
I have also been doing volunteer work for my school. What I mean by that is that I've been helping out teachers do some end of the year stuff. Apparently, next year I'm going to be put into some kind of "honors society" thing, and you need community service hours; 30 hours to be exact. However, they said you can start working now, and it'll count for those 30 hours. That's what I've been doing lately. Sigh~ it's more work, but I have fun doing it. I do the work with friends, so it's a little more fun. :)

Okay, well that's all I have to tell you for today.

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

Hair Cut

I got a hair cut! ^ ^
and I absolutely love it!! :D
I used to have long blackish/dark brownish hair. It went down past my shoulders, but still shorter then mid-back length.
However, now that I got my hair cut, my hair goes above my shoulders and a little after halfway point on my neck. It looks cute ^ ^. Not pretty, nor beautiful, just cute. And that's fine with me. I really like my hair cut. It's nice.
It's suppose to look a little something like this. That's what the lady styled it after. Mine is pretty similar just a little shorter. ^ ^
A lot of people were surprised by my new hair style. I mean you got to admit it was pretty bold to suddenly chop all your hair off (not bald, figure of speech).
Some people said it was cute. Others said I looked like a boy. A few people got angry with me because  I cut off my hair. They were so mad because since my hair is so short, they can't play with it anymore xD.
And K. was utterly shocked xD. When he saw me he put his hand up to his mouth in surprise. When I actually approached him, he exaggeratedly jumped backwards and went "Oh my god!" xD lmfao it was so cute. K. didn't like it though. He said it was "...okay..." which is a no to me. Not because I have this hatred toward the word "okay". It's just the way he said it that led me to think that he doesn't like it.
Well..that's about it, I just got a hair cut and many people were surprised. :D it was fun seeing their expression.

Monday, June 6, 2011

Naruto Cliffhangers

Wahh! TT~TT
Naruto makers are so mean!!!
How could they just end it like that?!?!
Well, I just watched the newest episode of Naruto, and I right now hate cliffhangers.
Cliffhangers have got to be the most annoying thing on the planet earth!
I mean seriously!?! They end the episode with Naruto saving Sakura? I really wanted to see what happened next. TT-TT
Sigh~ I guess I'll just have to wait for the next episode to be made and dubbed.
My impatient personality has caused me to not be able to wait.

Other than the annoying ending, the episode was pretty good. ^ ^
I swear they reply the same flashback of Sasuke leaving the village about a hundred time throughout the series. It's like "Ok! Ok! We get it. Sas-GAY left the village. Move on already!!" xD or at least that's how I feel.
And sorry for the sasuke being gay part. No offense to gay people and Sasuke fans. I just couldn't help myself. I mean I hear it all the time from my friend. She used to be totally in love with the guy, and now since I introduced her to bleach she total disgusts him. xD She's a very fickle woman. I mean like she used to call Sasuke her hubby and Itachi her boyfriend. Now she's totally in love with Ulquiorra, and he's apparently been labled her husband. Nnoitra is her friend with advantages xD. Yup, I declare that my friends are totally weird.

Anyways, who agrees with me that there should be more Kakashi action!?!
I mean seriously? Kakashi is so friggin COOL!! I love that guy..besides Setsuna.
I also like Shino. We should see more of him. .. my sister who reads the manga says he'll die later on in the series. I was like "NNOOOO TT^TT!!"

Sakura is stupid -___-. No offense to Sakura fans. I mean, she had the chance to kill Sasuke, and she didn't!! But then again if she did kill him, then there'd be no story, and Naruto couldn't come to the rescue. Lolz Sasuke about to kill Sakura has got to be the most fucked up happening for all Sasusaku fans. Lmfao xD. I'm sorry to the sasusaku fans, but it's funny to think about.

Sunday, June 5, 2011

My Friend "Katrina"

My friend, Katrina (not her real name xD) is total awesome. We were in the same class for about two years, but we just started being friends this year. She's really nice, and totally funny ^ ^ not to mention super duper smart! Katrina may be small and seem quiet at times, but once you get to know her she's an epic package to deal with. :D
And I remember that she has a blog as well. But she wrote hers on wordpress.
Either way I think I should give her some publicity
http://animebollywood.wordpress.com/
the link above is her blog.
I'm not sure if I'm allowed to do this...but xD whatever.
Why don't you go check out her blog. There's a bunch of awesome pics and stuff.
She had the brilliant idea of combining anime and bollywood together.
....hm....what is bollywood anyways? xD I'm not really sure.
I think it's the Indian version of Hollywood. But I'm not absolutely positive that's true. lol.
I also know that she has mentioned me a few times, but nothing big.

Haha...this is was done totally unknown to Katrina-chan. ^ ^;; I wonder if I should have asked her to do this. Hm...I guess it's okay, since her blog is public anyways. :) I'll just have to tell her at school later. ...if I can remember to xD.

Well anyways, here's a shoutout to Katrina-chan!! :D

I urge you to always blog on! (this could be directed towards everyone reading this at the moment ^ ^)

Saturday, June 4, 2011

The Weather

It's so HOT!!! TT~TT
I hate how the air feels sticky and thick and humid.
Then again, I like the weather as well because I get to hang out outside. :)
Plus it's like the symbol of school almost ending. Like when you feel it getting hotter, school is almost ending. xD I don't think that makes sense, but whatever.
I kind of don't want summer vacation to come TT~TT
You know what summer vacation means? It means no more school! And you know why that is bad? Because I don't get to see K. and I won't see him next year unless I go to the same school as him next next year. And I don't want to go to that school! I want to go to the first best school not the second. xD Which sounds kinda mean and conceited, but I'd rather try going to the first best school instead of the second.
Anyways, I think I'll either try really hard to somehow stay in contact with him, or just give up. But giving up is ....bad. xD I can't think of a way to describe it. But it just doesn't seem right to give up.
Another thing I hate about this hot weather is that I get all red. Not as in sunburn red, but as in your body is heating up red. I look like tomato > <.
Oh, I hate sweating too. It's gross, but I can't stop it T-T. You are also forced to wear shorts because of the hot weather and I don't feel comfortable wearing shorts.
Also it's hard to sleep without the AC because your like sweating in your bed and it's just gross. My dad got so fed up with the hot weather and not being able to sleep comfortably. He was like "Forget this! I'm going to go get an AC. " and left shortly afterwards xD.
I don't like how I feel really lazy and tired all the time. I mean I'm always lazy and tired, but when it's hot I'm even more lazy and tired. I just don't feel in the mood to do anything xD.
So yea, I basically hate the hot weather because it's annoying.
But then again I love it because I get to go outside more often and do fun activities. :)
However, those pros of hot weather is not enough to overcome/beat the cons, so that sucks :P
xD I think a lot of you would disagree with me, and say you love summer because a lot of people do.

Friday, June 3, 2011

Emailing

I'm a total idiot > < !
Okay, so I got K.'s email, but I wasn't really sure what to email him about. I just knew that I wanted to email him xD. So, I sent him this really retarded email. I wonder how long it'll take him to respond.
You want to know what I sent him in the email? I'll copy and paste it in. Here:

^ ^ Hi !
Just sending you an email to see whether this is your actual email. :)

then again if that's true I guess I need a way for you to prove that it's you...>.>
or maybe I'm being stupid and should just trust that it's you...but then again what if this is some weird email of a 60 year old pedophile with a little girl fetish.
okay, so to prove that you are who I think you are, please tell me what is your name and favorite color(s).
if this is the wrong email I'm really sorry for bothering you...and that means I should go kill the person who gave me this email xD

thank you for your cooperation :D

ps. sorry for the extremely weird email, but it's just something I have to do. You can never be too careful. :)

And that's it.
....You're probably like "WTF?!"
xD I don't know. I write/say/do weird stuff when I don't know what to do. Since he's not in my class at all, and I only hang out with him like every other day, there's nothing I could really start a good conversation about over email. So yea, that's why I had to send a stupid email about stupid things. I'm weird >.>
It took me two days to come up with this message and muster the courage to send it. 

Thursday, June 2, 2011

Hangover the Movie

I saw the commercial and bus ads for Hangover 2. They looked funny, and the movie seemed like it'd be a good one. Thus, I decided I should go watch Hangover 1, so I could understand Hangover 2 xD.
The movie Hangover was so frickin' HILARIOUS!! I LOVED that movie :D
It was so damn funny.
I'm about to reveal some spoilers or stuff from the movie, so if you haven't seen it and you don't like spoilers, then don't continue. If you don't care, then I am commanding you to keep reading!! Lolz jk. But seriously you should keep reading xD maybe I'll make you care.

My favorite part is they wake up, and find the tiger in the bathroom. xD
It was so damn hilarious. And it turned out to be a tiger of some famous boxer. Lmfao.
I also loved that retarded guy! I can't really remember his name at the moment, but I do know that he was the brother of the bride. That guy was so damn funny! He played an idiot very well. xD

Just ask my dad, I was laughing my butt off during that whole movie. I was laughing so much that it reached to the point that my dad started getting annoyed. xD

OH! And another favorite part of mine was that random naked Chinese guy they found in they're trunk xD. And he turned out to be some kind of mafia lord. That was hilarious.

I think whoever made/directed/wrote the movie was a GENIUS!!! :D That movie was original (or at least in my opinion), hilarious, and had basically everything you could put into a movie: a random Asian dude with a funny accent, a striper, a retard, wedding, a bitchy wife, cops, mafia/gang, a missing person, and a whole bunch of other random funny shit mixed into an awesomely epic story that makes sense despite the weird surprises.

And whoever hasn't seen the movie yet, should really go check it out. C:

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

Progress

I have reached a successful point in my attempts with K.
So far I was able to get his cell number. Well, I didn't ask for it he asked me...but I guess that's even better ^ ^. I don't know if I told you about that. I guess I'll just tell you anyways. I was talking to him in the morning before school started, and he pulled out his phone and randomly asked me for my number. ^ ^ the funny thing was I was just about to ask when he asked me. That day made me happy.
Anyways, today was pretty cool! Or at least the time after school was cool xD
I have tutor after school, and he goes too. And so does two other girls. Yeah there are only four of us in this class xD. Anyways, one of them are in his class, and the other one is in the class of SF. They're both very nice, but I think the girl in his class could be an obstacle..or it could just be me being stupid.
Anyways, my tutor didn't come today, so we waited there for like an hour. And the concourse of my school doesn't have air conditioning, so it was really hot. The air was sticky, and humid. I hate the hot weather.
*shakes head* Sorry I'm getting off topic.
I learned quite a bit about K. though.
He's quite a weird person. K. just gets more interesting with each conversation I have with him. His way of thinking is weird, and I have a feeling he's easily persuaded if you show him some kind of evidence even if it's kind of dumb evidence. He's also very techincal, and loves laughing at my funny ways of pronouncing things. Lolz xD but I still love him.
Anyways, the walk home with him was nice. ^ ^
We both had until 4:00 for when our parents were expecting us back, so he decided to go to the school park near my house. I wanted to go too, but I saw that there were people he knew and I didn't. I don't like feeling left out, and too me it'd be awkward > <. So I started to leave. But then I was thinking, "Okay, school is going to end soon. I won't see him as often as I get to now, and probably never. So I should make the most of my time now." With that in thought, I mustered up whatever courage I had surviving in me. I turned around, and started walking back towards the park. On the way, this really rude kid was running and pushed me. In the process, I looked at the floor for some reason... not sure why xD. Anyways, I saw $3 on the floor. I was like "Ooh! Money!" xD lol. I picked it up, and looked around at the people around me. My best guess was either it was there for awhile, or it was from the kid who pushed me. I contemplated on whether I should call the kid, and ask if it was his. But he was quite far ahead of me. Plus, he seemed to be the type to claim it even though it wasn't his. Furthermore, he PUSHED me! So I thought it best to just keep it xD. I also took it as a good omen to go to the park.
I see him, and he's talking with some friends. I go up, trying to act as casual as possible. Then I just put my stuff down, and start talking to him. He starts to play this game called handball with three other guys I know/seen. I sit there watching happily. He sucks at the game, but it was cute ^ ^. A boy, who I will call Jase. (just cause I feel like it, and this is the only time I'll bring him up so it doesn't matter), was sitting somewhere not too far away from me. K. comes and stands somewhere in between us. Jase. looks at me and says "Hey aren't you the girl who gave SF. chocolates?" -________-;; that is a moment I wish never happened. Last Valentine's Day, I gave SF. chocolates. I liked him around that time, and I was like "Why the heck not?" TT~TT Why couldn't I have met K.
at that time!?!? Sigh~ well anyways, I was like "Um...^ ^;; I gave chocolates to everyone." (which is true, but everyone else's chocolates weren't as flashy and decorative) He was like "Ha ha. Liar." I was like " ^ ^" um... huh?" Pretending I didn't hear him. K. then buds in and says "Huh? Chocolate? How come you didn't get me any chocolates? I want some!" xD He loves chocolate. It was cute how he was being nosy and budding in.
When it was time to leave, I left suspiciously at the same time as him. He was like "How come you came here?" I was like "Because I have nothing else better to do, and you're here. So I was like 'why not?'." He just nodded. Then I asked him if he thought we'd still hang out even after he goes away next year. (away as in higher grade. im still not telling ya if its high school or college. who knows maybe i'm talking about middle school xD. you'll never know) He was like "I don't know. Maybe if you make a facebook or aim *smirk*." I don't know why, but that smirk cached me off guard. What the hell does the smirk mean?! > < Yea, I'm very bad at knowing body language. But the thing is I'm not allowed to make a facebook account or aim because my stupid dad! Sigh~ but even though he's stupid I gotta love him. xD
He asked me why I asked the question, and I responded by saying "I just felt like asking." That made him laugh, and he called me weird, but like the good weird xD if there is such a thing.
Oh, and before he left I asked him for his email (but nobody ask for it because I won't give it to you).
So on my way home, I was smiling and giggling like an idiot. I felt like running in circles at top speed. xD

What I mean by progress, is that
we started out as strangers,
and then
we became friends,
eventually
I got his phone number,
and now
I have his email!! :D

In my opinion, emails are easier because you have more time to think, and it's less embarrassing. Lolz, but I'm not going to email him until tomorrow because I heard somewhere that you should call a guy the next day or later. So I guess the same rule applies to emails xD. Plus, I think it makes me seem less weird/desperate if I wait a day or two.

Also, I think I've been a little too obvious with K. I think he's catching on about my feelings for him, or he's at least suspicious. xD