It's different. I'm different.
It's those late night (early morning?) thoughts that make you see things. See that I'm not the same person I was before. This blog only reminds me of what is past. The past where I was a little less grown, a bit younger, ripe in the bud. It's been a few years since I was blogging seriously. But a few years is plenty enough time to change you. The difference between then and now, I can't say how big it is. But...
I'm ready to move on. I've already moved on.
(I even have a new nickname ha...)
No longer Emiko. But Gimli. But Quymbee.
No longer 13. But 16. But scared to be 18.
Not the happy-go-lucky girl who wanted everyone to like her and used laughter to cover the problems.
But now the girl with emotions, who doesn't give a shiet what you say, and thoughts.
But also a girl who every now and then feels doubt, in the world, in herself.
I've decided to start a new blog. a fresh start.
^This is it.
I think the title sounds hecka cool. Moment I saw it (on Tumblr as someone's description), it just felt right.
But it also just makes me sound like an angsty teen wanting to find her place. (which is kind of true...).
But it's my title, so I don't care what's said 'bout it.