Haven't posted in eons. Lots to share. So here I go!
Extra Curricular Life
I've been mostly spending my time with my new blog JTUD (Journey To the Unknown Destination). Please read and go check it out! :D I'm working really hard! lol
I have to say, working with my mentor is really exciting! I get to work at a place called the FlatIron School. It's a really awesome place! My mentor, Sara J Chipps, is really nice and awesome! (subscribe to her KittieBots!! ) She also introduces me to her coworkers, and they're awesome too. lool. Everything there is really cool. They have funky chairs and white-board tables and giant computers and projectors.
The Subway next door is my savior because I always find myself rushing out the door to get to the place (it's an hour travel time haha). However, I tried going to someplace across the street today. It was super yummy and the service was nice too! ...except, I think the server tried hitting on me LOL. (cuz I'm just so beautiful. Just kidding! XD hahaa...). Then on my way back to the building, this pamphlet distributor guy came up to me, and was like "Do you wanna tour the statue of liberty" and I'm like "No thank you". Then he wouldn't leave me alone LOL Started asking me if I worked around the area, and I really didn't want to explain my whole mentor-apprenticeship thing. It's really none of his business anyway LOL so I just said "Yeaa.....(lets go with that lol)". Then he asked me out to lunch. ((THE SINGLE BE THIRSTY. LOL. I told my single friend that, and he got upset with me XD. idk. I'm sorry)) I kindly declined the pamphlet guy, and ran into my building. hahaa....... is it just me, or is it really uncomfortable to be hit on? Not trying to show off or anything, but idk I'm young and it makes me nervous Dx. Anyways, my Intel project is going really well! Meeting all these different kinds of people and having the experience of these travels are amazing. The freedom ;w;. The hopes of the future. The memories.
Current Love Life
This Saturday (Feb 22) is my one year anniversary with my boyfriend!!
We're just going to hang out at my house and watch movies :)
I really do love him ^____^ or whatever you want to call this warm, fuzzy feeling in me that makes me just wanna run through a field of flowers screaming for joy.
I mean it does get rough between us (I mean it has been a year after all). We just get sick of each other sometimes, but we usually figure it out in the end :)
He's really the best! Deals with all my female moody troubles and loves me despite all flaws. He doesn't try to fix me, and that's what I love the most. (lol... well, he is a super tryhard in the fixing dept. when it comes to League of Legends though.... but boys will be boys XD). I mean there are things I like and don't like, but that's normal in everyone. My biggest problem is always thinking I'm not good enough. I don't know. Despite how confident I am, whenever it comes to opening myself up, I'm scared the one I love won't accept what's inside :c ...yea, deep stuff, but... it's how I feel.
On a more happier note, haha, I'm reallyyy excited to see him Saturday! It's mid-winter break right now, so I haven't seen him in FOREVER (*cough. cue in that one person to say "it's only been 7 days..."). Honestly, I'm just so addicted to the happiness he brings me that even a weekend apart makes me die from missing him. ♥
School Life
LOL. Like I don't even want to talk about this. I'm doing pretty okay, I guess. My only grade in the 80s is AP Human Geography (but that's because I have the crappiest memory in this world), but it's only like an 88-89ish. just need that 0.5 on my 89 to get that 90 ;w; plsplspls.On my midtermss, I think someone replaced my brain for the whole midterms week because all of them were in the 80s. I don't know why, but when it comes to test, my brain shuts off and gets substituted by a dummy. EXCEPT MY ENGLISH WAS A 98. omg. English is just my favorite most loved subject in the world ♥♥♥.
I feel like I'm going to die in Junior year. I'm hoping to take AP Java, AP US history, AP Psychology, and Intel.
Life in General
I feel poor .___.
Spending money to take train to mentor. Spending money to buy clothes (i think i hav an addiction). Spending money to buy birthday gifts. Spending money to buy food. Spending money on cake (i totes hav an addiction). Spending money on things I want in general.
Money is too big of a part in life LOL.
I'm facing fashion bipolar-ness. I can't choose between punky tomboy or cutie-pie girly as my style. I find myself constantly switching between the two. what is identity? what is style? LOL. My ripped jeans and rockin' black vest or my pink glasses and lace-y shirts. Haha #TeenageGirl.
I LEARNED TO CROCHET. it's so amazing. I make hats. I make scarves as gifts. I make couple scarves for my love and I. ♥ It's such a fun hobby. IM SO SAD THOUGH. I found this perfect yarn store. And as I finally found her, turns out, she's going out of business by the end of this February. fate is cruel ;A;. I bought like a pound of yarn for $10. that's amazing.
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Friday, February 21, 2014
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Tuesday, April 2, 2013
That Strage Parent
My dad is quite the odd parent if I do say so myself.
Lately, I haven't been studying because I've found myself too caught up in the excitement of League of Legends. LOL. Sounds kind of lame, but it's a really fun game in my defense XD. It's come to the point where he's put parental control on my internet access so that it gets cut off at midnight.... or 11:59 to be specific. Gosh. I feel like my dad is starting to troll me xD;;.
Anyways, he doesn't just flat out tell me "Hey, you're being a stupid kid. Stop it or you'll be punished like hell."
No, instead the man goes out into the rain to grab a smoke. During his time out, he finds an old regents biology exam book, and brings it home. I hear him walk into the room, and say "Hey, you." Next thing I know, I have a small, wet book being flung at me! Good thing I have reflexes o3o... And to explain himself, my father goes, "This is what you should be doing. This is an example of some kid who's doing the right thing; who has the will to put effort into their life."
It's a strange method, but it really got the point across. I mean, my dad really knows how to hit the right spots for me. He knows I don't like competition or knowing that there's someone better than me. That's why I guess showing me this book, which probably comes from some kid living right next door to me, really makes me wanna go study, so I can at least beat this kid. Haha. As long as I beat someone, IM HAPPY. xD. This kid is pretty smart though, so I gots my work cut out for me ;A;.
No, but like, I don't know why my dad is this upset with me. My overall grade average is 95.5, and rising. I have 90s and above in all my classes (a 100 in Latin class). I'm improving. I'm actually working harder because of the fact that I'm playing games. If my overal grade average drops below 90 even once my dad will take away my allowance. I need that for my cake cravings ;A;.
Harr, BUT. I do admit, I should be studying for regents. It's almost time, scarily enough ;A;. I WILL STARTT. And I mark this officially. (cuz everything is better when it's official Cx). //determined. (watch it only last for like a week though o3o)
Lately, I haven't been studying because I've found myself too caught up in the excitement of League of Legends. LOL. Sounds kind of lame, but it's a really fun game in my defense XD. It's come to the point where he's put parental control on my internet access so that it gets cut off at midnight.... or 11:59 to be specific. Gosh. I feel like my dad is starting to troll me xD;;.
Anyways, he doesn't just flat out tell me "Hey, you're being a stupid kid. Stop it or you'll be punished like hell."
No, instead the man goes out into the rain to grab a smoke. During his time out, he finds an old regents biology exam book, and brings it home. I hear him walk into the room, and say "Hey, you." Next thing I know, I have a small, wet book being flung at me! Good thing I have reflexes o3o... And to explain himself, my father goes, "This is what you should be doing. This is an example of some kid who's doing the right thing; who has the will to put effort into their life."
It's a strange method, but it really got the point across. I mean, my dad really knows how to hit the right spots for me. He knows I don't like competition or knowing that there's someone better than me. That's why I guess showing me this book, which probably comes from some kid living right next door to me, really makes me wanna go study, so I can at least beat this kid. Haha. As long as I beat someone, IM HAPPY. xD. This kid is pretty smart though, so I gots my work cut out for me ;A;.
No, but like, I don't know why my dad is this upset with me. My overall grade average is 95.5, and rising. I have 90s and above in all my classes (a 100 in Latin class). I'm improving. I'm actually working harder because of the fact that I'm playing games. If my overal grade average drops below 90 even once my dad will take away my allowance. I need that for my cake cravings ;A;.
Harr, BUT. I do admit, I should be studying for regents. It's almost time, scarily enough ;A;. I WILL STARTT. And I mark this officially. (cuz everything is better when it's official Cx). //determined. (watch it only last for like a week though o3o)
Saturday, October 8, 2011
Nom Nom Craze...and stuff
I'm starting to eat a lot D':
I don't know why. The amount of food my stomach needs to be satisfied has increased.
My dad says that since I'm working more, I burn more calories; which in returns makes me eat more.
Burning calories is good. Eating more is bad because I just regain those calories >_>.
This is ...very unpleasant news :\
"nom nom nom" is the sound people use for eating nowadays xD
so I titled today's post as "nom nom crazy" ^ ^ makes sense, ne? But I think it sounds kinda stupid now xD lol.
Anyways, what totally sucks more than gaining calories, is that since I have after school activities and my job, I have like no time to study!
I wake up at 6:00 a.m. (instead of 5) so I can get more sleep in (since you need sleep to work efficiently). *suddenly starts ranting about daily schedule* I leave for school at 7:30, so during that hour of time I have, I study (because my teachers love giving pop quizzes >3<). So once I reached school, I learn stuff for 6 hours -__-. I have after school activities (which include doing volunteer work for teachers and tutoring a little girl on tues. to thurs.). Those after school activities don't end until 3:15 p.m. After that I go straight to my job, which I have to walk to (about 6 blocks away). And I stay until 6:00 p.m. I come home. Eat dinner and take a shower. By then it'll be 8:00. I'm so tired, but I do homework (usually don't finish until 10 or 12 depending on amount). I go straight to sleep, and repeat the process. TT^TT no time you see?
And as the week ends, I have my beautiful weekend to look forward to ^w^
Wrong! >3<
I have to study Dx
sigh~ this totally sucks. xD but I can handle it. Once the testing is over, than I can go back to being lazy x). But I still have the job thing >_>. LOL xD as long as I'm making money, I don't really care.
Oh! My job. Okay, update on that. Turns out I'm sticking with Boss and Kohai-chan. Boss's friend said that because I'm not a "professional," I'll still get paid the same; which totally sucks :T. Luckily though, Boss likes me a lot, so she's willing to raise my pay. I feel kinda bad though ^ ^;;. She has to fire someone in order to raise my pay. But in my defense, that person never shows up >_> so I think she kinda should get fired. Anyways, now I'm making $15 a day instead of $6. Yay! v(^ ^)v
Sigh~ got to go study now D;
bye bye for now :)
Thursday, September 15, 2011
School -___-
It's only been about a little over a week, and school is already a total pain in the butt >~<; especially, Spanish homework. Remembering/learning a new language is really difficult ^ ^;;. I can say this so far:
spanish mode
Hola! Me llamo Emiko Seiei. (o-la. meh y-am-o. emiko seiei)
Mucho Gusto. :) (moo-cho. goo-sto.)
Como estas? (co-mo. es-ta-ss)
Hello! My name is Emiko Seiei.
Pleased to meet you. :)
How are you?
english mode
xD lolz and I don't think that's proper grammar in Spanish. But I'm a newbie, so bleh xP.
Plus, my science teacher is really scary TT^TT.
He's super cool and funny (slightly pervy xD), but he really knows how to make you nervous about something ^ ^;;. Before when given textbook homework, I'd just wing it. Like skim through it, and only read the parts I need to answer the questions. (xD yea I'm lazy). But for science homework I read everything. Mostly because my science teacher said that he could possibly make a pop quiz on what we did for homework. Furthermore, he were to ask you a question about it, and you weren't able to answer it then you get an automatic 0 which equals 3 points off your final grade. OTL that is just cruel. Haha but my science teacher's funny personality makes up for his scary side xD.
I love my social studies teacher!! My wish came true!!! \(^o^)/ !! In my wish list I wrote "I wish social studies was more exciting/fun. Or at least give me an exciting social studies teacher!" And it came true x). My social studies teacher is hilarious! I never read the newspaper because..well let's face it, it's boring xD. Well to me who's someone that doesn't like to read. However, my new social studies teacher makes the newspaper fun :). So yea, I'm happy x).
Um...okay pop quiz (for myself)! I'm going to try and remember what my teacher read to us in the newspaper. x) let's test my memory.
Okay...I remember that there was an article that he read that was about the government wanting to outlaw kiddie meals at McDonald's because it makes kids fat (the funny part is that a fat guy was arguing for this xD). I also remember there was an article about a 500 lb man sued White Castle for not having booths that could fit a 500 lb man. (-.- .... like wtf? he should lose weight! not sue white castle!). Also, something about metro cards not working xD.
Yay! I have a good memory :D. I pass my own test x). . . . .but then again I don't think those were the very important things that he mentioned xD. lolz so maybe I failed; not sure ^ ^;;.
My English teacher is kinda cool. Not the best, but not the worst xD. Math teacher is super boring. Spanish teacher is pretty cool I guess; interesting I suppose.
Today, I also tried talking to people out of my usual "group". It's nice to talk to new people I guess :). I don't like the awkward air between me and my peers. That's why I like to get to know people x). ...except >3< the people I talked to are kinda quiet, I had no idea how to talk to them. ^ ^;; which is odd since I'm a really big talker. They seemed more interested in cards and talking to people they knew. Sigh~ I guess it's hard making new-ish friends when everyone already has their set group. But I can always try ^ ^.
>.> I also think I'm a little too popular because there are random people in younger grades that knows my name. And there is also people from older grades that know my name. ^ ^;; I have no idea who these people are. It's kind of creepy. But I don't talk to that many people, and the only major thing I've ever done in this school was win my science fair last year. xD So I'm completely clueless. Oh~ well. What will be, will be ;).
Anyways, I hope all you people are having good time at school~~!! :D
spanish mode
Hola! Me llamo Emiko Seiei. (o-la. meh y-am-o. emiko seiei)
Mucho Gusto. :) (moo-cho. goo-sto.)
Como estas? (co-mo. es-ta-ss)
Hello! My name is Emiko Seiei.
Pleased to meet you. :)
How are you?
english mode
xD lolz and I don't think that's proper grammar in Spanish. But I'm a newbie, so bleh xP.
Plus, my science teacher is really scary TT^TT.
He's super cool and funny (slightly pervy xD), but he really knows how to make you nervous about something ^ ^;;. Before when given textbook homework, I'd just wing it. Like skim through it, and only read the parts I need to answer the questions. (xD yea I'm lazy). But for science homework I read everything. Mostly because my science teacher said that he could possibly make a pop quiz on what we did for homework. Furthermore, he were to ask you a question about it, and you weren't able to answer it then you get an automatic 0 which equals 3 points off your final grade. OTL that is just cruel. Haha but my science teacher's funny personality makes up for his scary side xD.
I love my social studies teacher!! My wish came true!!! \(^o^)/ !! In my wish list I wrote "I wish social studies was more exciting/fun. Or at least give me an exciting social studies teacher!" And it came true x). My social studies teacher is hilarious! I never read the newspaper because..well let's face it, it's boring xD. Well to me who's someone that doesn't like to read. However, my new social studies teacher makes the newspaper fun :). So yea, I'm happy x).
Um...okay pop quiz (for myself)! I'm going to try and remember what my teacher read to us in the newspaper. x) let's test my memory.
Okay...I remember that there was an article that he read that was about the government wanting to outlaw kiddie meals at McDonald's because it makes kids fat (the funny part is that a fat guy was arguing for this xD). I also remember there was an article about a 500 lb man sued White Castle for not having booths that could fit a 500 lb man. (-.- .... like wtf? he should lose weight! not sue white castle!). Also, something about metro cards not working xD.
Yay! I have a good memory :D. I pass my own test x). . . . .but then again I don't think those were the very important things that he mentioned xD. lolz so maybe I failed; not sure ^ ^;;.
My English teacher is kinda cool. Not the best, but not the worst xD. Math teacher is super boring. Spanish teacher is pretty cool I guess; interesting I suppose.
Today, I also tried talking to people out of my usual "group". It's nice to talk to new people I guess :). I don't like the awkward air between me and my peers. That's why I like to get to know people x). ...except >3< the people I talked to are kinda quiet, I had no idea how to talk to them. ^ ^;; which is odd since I'm a really big talker. They seemed more interested in cards and talking to people they knew. Sigh~ I guess it's hard making new-ish friends when everyone already has their set group. But I can always try ^ ^.
>.> I also think I'm a little too popular because there are random people in younger grades that knows my name. And there is also people from older grades that know my name. ^ ^;; I have no idea who these people are. It's kind of creepy. But I don't talk to that many people, and the only major thing I've ever done in this school was win my science fair last year. xD So I'm completely clueless. Oh~ well. What will be, will be ;).
Anyways, I hope all you people are having good time at school~~!! :D
Friday, September 9, 2011
It's Gokudera's Birthday \(^o^)/
Today is Gokudera-kun's birthday ^ ^ !! September 9th.
Gokudera-kun's birthday was easy for me to remember because it was the birthday of my fifth grade crush :) ....yes >.> I can remember something that long ago xD. I'm the type to learn everything and anything about the person I like, and I can remember the facts of ones that I really like ^w^, yea I'm weird xP. I'm also the type of "weirdo" who celebrates birthdays of anime characters x).
To celebrate today, I think I'll buy myself something sweet on my way to school ^ ^. I usually like to buy stuff for my friends to celebrate, but I'm kinda broke right now ^ ^;;. Haha so I'm just treating myself today x). Hmmm...maybe I'll do something pretty with my hair as well :).
WAH! :O I forgot to tell you! I got a hair cut. But it turned out terrible :(. I wanted it to look like this: http://www.fm-anime.com/index.php?main_page=product_info&cPath=92_226&products_id=1406 . I thought if it was possible to make a wig look that way, then maybe my hair can look like that as well. TT^TT but it really depends on the hair stylist themself. Plus, I kinda wanted to be a little bit daring with my hair cut. Sigh, so now my hair is short and I look like a boy. But a really hot boy at that ;) haha xD just kidding. I just look like a very feminine boy xP. But I'm kind of happy with my new hair cut because I don't get many looks from boys anymore. ...yes yes that's odd. I mean shouldn't I like attention from guys? NO! TT^TT it's so annoying to have to deal with the responsibility of hurting their feelings. It's terrible, and you feel so bad afterwards, but you don't have a choice. I've only been confessed to by two boys so far in my life time, but all these rumors about several other boys just get so annoying >~<.
Oh, and yesterday was my first day of school :). I just couldn't find the time to write about it. My first day was quite fun I guess ^ ^. Most of my teachers are guys this year which is new for me. I usually always have female teachers. Nearly all of my teachers are funny x); except the girl teachers. My Spanish teacher tells jokes, but she seems so serious when she tells them, so none of us are sure if we should laugh or not ^ ^;;. And...my math teacher is just not funny at all xD. She will tell a semi-funny joke, and then sort of apologize for how funny it wasn't. So it kind of ruins the whole moment, and no one ends up laughing.
To top is off, there aren't any cute boys in my class TT^TT. Which totally sucks. What am I supposed to do when the teacher gets boring? Lol just kidding xD. I don't >.> use boys for my entertainment. But it is true there's no cute boys OTL which still sucks.
Anyways, I feel as though this year is oddly different though. I'm not exactly sure why. It just seems kind of odd. For some reason I have a feeling that this year is going to be a rather ...fun one x). There's going to be a lot of pressure on grades and studying this year, but I can make it. But with my teachers and new classmates, I have just have this feeling. I can't wait to see what happens ^ ^. So let's celebrate to Gokudera's birthday and to a fun and exciting new school year! :D [mostly to Gokudera's birthday xD]
Okay, well I got to start heading out for school. Talk to ya laters~ ;D
Gokudera-kun's birthday was easy for me to remember because it was the birthday of my fifth grade crush :) ....yes >.> I can remember something that long ago xD. I'm the type to learn everything and anything about the person I like, and I can remember the facts of ones that I really like ^w^, yea I'm weird xP. I'm also the type of "weirdo" who celebrates birthdays of anime characters x).
To celebrate today, I think I'll buy myself something sweet on my way to school ^ ^. I usually like to buy stuff for my friends to celebrate, but I'm kinda broke right now ^ ^;;. Haha so I'm just treating myself today x). Hmmm...maybe I'll do something pretty with my hair as well :).
WAH! :O I forgot to tell you! I got a hair cut. But it turned out terrible :(. I wanted it to look like this: http://www.fm-anime.com/index.php?main_page=product_info&cPath=92_226&products_id=1406 . I thought if it was possible to make a wig look that way, then maybe my hair can look like that as well. TT^TT but it really depends on the hair stylist themself. Plus, I kinda wanted to be a little bit daring with my hair cut. Sigh, so now my hair is short and I look like a boy. But a really hot boy at that ;) haha xD just kidding. I just look like a very feminine boy xP. But I'm kind of happy with my new hair cut because I don't get many looks from boys anymore. ...yes yes that's odd. I mean shouldn't I like attention from guys? NO! TT^TT it's so annoying to have to deal with the responsibility of hurting their feelings. It's terrible, and you feel so bad afterwards, but you don't have a choice. I've only been confessed to by two boys so far in my life time, but all these rumors about several other boys just get so annoying >~<.
Oh, and yesterday was my first day of school :). I just couldn't find the time to write about it. My first day was quite fun I guess ^ ^. Most of my teachers are guys this year which is new for me. I usually always have female teachers. Nearly all of my teachers are funny x); except the girl teachers. My Spanish teacher tells jokes, but she seems so serious when she tells them, so none of us are sure if we should laugh or not ^ ^;;. And...my math teacher is just not funny at all xD. She will tell a semi-funny joke, and then sort of apologize for how funny it wasn't. So it kind of ruins the whole moment, and no one ends up laughing.
To top is off, there aren't any cute boys in my class TT^TT. Which totally sucks. What am I supposed to do when the teacher gets boring? Lol just kidding xD. I don't >.> use boys for my entertainment. But it is true there's no cute boys OTL which still sucks.
Anyways, I feel as though this year is oddly different though. I'm not exactly sure why. It just seems kind of odd. For some reason I have a feeling that this year is going to be a rather ...fun one x). There's going to be a lot of pressure on grades and studying this year, but I can make it. But with my teachers and new classmates, I have just have this feeling. I can't wait to see what happens ^ ^. So let's celebrate to Gokudera's birthday and to a fun and exciting new school year! :D [mostly to Gokudera's birthday xD]
Okay, well I got to start heading out for school. Talk to ya laters~ ;D
Friday, April 29, 2011
Time in Art
I wouldn't really say I'm an "artsy" person. I mean I can get creative sometimes..., but I'm no good at drawing or painting or anything of that sort. ^ ^;; my friends are, and I'm really jealous. Anyways, since my friends are really artsy people, I got stuck into spending a lot of my time in art class -.-
We go during lunch period every Monday through Wednesday. The art teacher always asks us to do the extra projects like art contests and stuff too. Sigh~ I'm not really inspiring to be an artist when I grow older, so it feels like I could be doing something else >.> But my art teacher is like one of those really nice people that makes you feel bad or mean for saying no. I don't have enough will power ^ ^;; to say no to her, so I get stuck into doing a whole bunch of stuff. I mean I'm not a bad drawer (pretty average), but when I see the kind of work I do, and then see Luka-chan's or Nyu-chan's work, I feel so bad about mine TT^TT. It's like "wow!" when you look at theirs. And when you see mine it's like "nice." >3< and nice sounds so lame. That's why when we have to do some kind of art project, I don't pick the same picture as Luka-chan or Nyu-chan to base my drawing off. I don't want to draw the picture, just to see that they can do it better than me. I'm better at tracing pictures than they are >.> but that can't beat natural talent. Luka-chan's drawings are very girly and very well drawn. But when she draws people they're very unnatural, like not human. She hasn't mastered the skill of drawing a person's curves. For example, the leg isn't just a straight line down to the foot. There's a curve for your thighs and then a smaller curve for your bottom leg part (> < I don't know what it's called). So yea, when I draw people I try to do that..but I still suck xD ah my art talents are so fail. Anyways, I sort of like doing to the extra credit stuff because it means I don't have to do four drawings for every marking period xD I can miss one or two. Our last major art project for my group of extra credit art friends was painting these flat glassy-looking plastic sculptures. It was such a pain in the butt because I suck at painting. And the art teacher doesn't seem to know how badly I fail at art, so she makes me do really difficult things like paint the very detailed shoes. (since they were so detailed it was hard to paint). I also painted on a ceramic tile for some kind of police precinct. I painted a picture of a subway train. That was so hard too. But a miracle happened, and it didn't turn out so bad. Luka-chan's was amazing! She won first place (i didn't even know it was some kind of contest o.o), and got to eat breakfast with the police officers at the precinct. She got to eat at some fancy buffet and miss half of school. So unfair > < ! Oh well. I'm kind of glad I didn't ask to go (I could have had Luka-chan ask if I could come or soemthing xD). Why? Because if I went I wouldn't have gotten to see my crush ^ ^. He's a year older than me. So he does things that I'm not allowed to do because I'm one stinkin' grade lower than him. But since I'm in an advanced class, I got to go to one of the ceremony things of tutoring thing that only excepts smart people with an average higher than 88. Anyways, I got to see him in a really sexy suit-ish like thing and found out what he wanted to be when he grows up. Turns out he wants to be an astrophysicist. My dad told me it's person who has to deal with a lot of math, and is able to calculate how many light years it takes for us to get to Neptune or something like that. I might not be explaining this very well, so I would go google it if I were you xD.
Okay, back to art. I kind of like drawing sometimes. I mean it's not like I absolutely dread it, and hate my friends for dragging me into doing extra unnecessary stuff when they never do that for me...hm not that I think about it, I'm too nice >3< and my friends take advantage of that. Well, I guess they do things for me too sometimes. ^ ^ well either way, it doesn't really matter. They're good people (with a slightly twisted personality) and I like them :P. Anyways, I think drawing is kind of relaxing. It helps me get away from all the drama. It's something to do that's pretty fun. And I just love that feeling you get after finishing an art project (only if it turns out good xD). I always feel proud of myself when I finish a drawing or something. Oh I forgot to mention, usually on Mondays, I skip gym to do extra art stuff too. But since my crush goes to gym class the same time I do, I'm not going to skip gym anymore ^ ^ ~. Before I would skip gym because I didn't like him before and besides who likes exercising? I bet a lot of people do. It's really healthy for you. Sigh~ but I'm one of those lazy people who likes taking long naps in the afternoon xD. However, since I like a certain guy now, I shall sacrifice the chance of possibly being forced to exercise for him and go to gym class. And that's a big thing because I normally wouldn't do such a thing. Not even for a guy that I liked. But this guy is just so...I don't know how to explain it. He's almost perfect ^ ^. He's got awesome grades (going to a really good school and is in the advance class), he's cute (hot!), I can talk to him very easily and he makes me laugh, and he's the perfect gentleman (opens doors and doesn't let me pay for stuff xD)! Plus he's a good person :) good people are cool. Do you think I'm crazy or selfish for skipping out on doing "fun" extra art stuff with my friends to go spend time with my crush? (btw i only spend like 2 hours with him every other day, but spend a practically a whole school day with my friends.)[so i spend enough time with them right? and deserve time with him, right?] xD sorry for the odd questions of whether it's fine to see my crush or not. I just always say I should put my friends first (and I do!) but I deserve to be a little selfish once in awhile, right? ^~^;; I feel so unsure. stupid guy problems -.- causing me unnecessary trouble and worries. Sigh~ the dramas of my life. lol xD. Drama can be interesting and suck at the same time :P
^ ^ ta ta~
We go during lunch period every Monday through Wednesday. The art teacher always asks us to do the extra projects like art contests and stuff too. Sigh~ I'm not really inspiring to be an artist when I grow older, so it feels like I could be doing something else >.> But my art teacher is like one of those really nice people that makes you feel bad or mean for saying no. I don't have enough will power ^ ^;; to say no to her, so I get stuck into doing a whole bunch of stuff. I mean I'm not a bad drawer (pretty average), but when I see the kind of work I do, and then see Luka-chan's or Nyu-chan's work, I feel so bad about mine TT^TT. It's like "wow!" when you look at theirs. And when you see mine it's like "nice." >3< and nice sounds so lame. That's why when we have to do some kind of art project, I don't pick the same picture as Luka-chan or Nyu-chan to base my drawing off. I don't want to draw the picture, just to see that they can do it better than me. I'm better at tracing pictures than they are >.> but that can't beat natural talent. Luka-chan's drawings are very girly and very well drawn. But when she draws people they're very unnatural, like not human. She hasn't mastered the skill of drawing a person's curves. For example, the leg isn't just a straight line down to the foot. There's a curve for your thighs and then a smaller curve for your bottom leg part (> < I don't know what it's called). So yea, when I draw people I try to do that..but I still suck xD ah my art talents are so fail. Anyways, I sort of like doing to the extra credit stuff because it means I don't have to do four drawings for every marking period xD I can miss one or two. Our last major art project for my group of extra credit art friends was painting these flat glassy-looking plastic sculptures. It was such a pain in the butt because I suck at painting. And the art teacher doesn't seem to know how badly I fail at art, so she makes me do really difficult things like paint the very detailed shoes. (since they were so detailed it was hard to paint). I also painted on a ceramic tile for some kind of police precinct. I painted a picture of a subway train. That was so hard too. But a miracle happened, and it didn't turn out so bad. Luka-chan's was amazing! She won first place (i didn't even know it was some kind of contest o.o), and got to eat breakfast with the police officers at the precinct. She got to eat at some fancy buffet and miss half of school. So unfair > < ! Oh well. I'm kind of glad I didn't ask to go (I could have had Luka-chan ask if I could come or soemthing xD). Why? Because if I went I wouldn't have gotten to see my crush ^ ^. He's a year older than me. So he does things that I'm not allowed to do because I'm one stinkin' grade lower than him. But since I'm in an advanced class, I got to go to one of the ceremony things of tutoring thing that only excepts smart people with an average higher than 88. Anyways, I got to see him in a really sexy suit-ish like thing and found out what he wanted to be when he grows up. Turns out he wants to be an astrophysicist. My dad told me it's person who has to deal with a lot of math, and is able to calculate how many light years it takes for us to get to Neptune or something like that. I might not be explaining this very well, so I would go google it if I were you xD.
Okay, back to art. I kind of like drawing sometimes. I mean it's not like I absolutely dread it, and hate my friends for dragging me into doing extra unnecessary stuff when they never do that for me...hm not that I think about it, I'm too nice >3< and my friends take advantage of that. Well, I guess they do things for me too sometimes. ^ ^ well either way, it doesn't really matter. They're good people (with a slightly twisted personality) and I like them :P. Anyways, I think drawing is kind of relaxing. It helps me get away from all the drama. It's something to do that's pretty fun. And I just love that feeling you get after finishing an art project (only if it turns out good xD). I always feel proud of myself when I finish a drawing or something. Oh I forgot to mention, usually on Mondays, I skip gym to do extra art stuff too. But since my crush goes to gym class the same time I do, I'm not going to skip gym anymore ^ ^ ~. Before I would skip gym because I didn't like him before and besides who likes exercising? I bet a lot of people do. It's really healthy for you. Sigh~ but I'm one of those lazy people who likes taking long naps in the afternoon xD. However, since I like a certain guy now, I shall sacrifice the chance of possibly being forced to exercise for him and go to gym class. And that's a big thing because I normally wouldn't do such a thing. Not even for a guy that I liked. But this guy is just so...I don't know how to explain it. He's almost perfect ^ ^. He's got awesome grades (going to a really good school and is in the advance class), he's cute (hot!), I can talk to him very easily and he makes me laugh, and he's the perfect gentleman (opens doors and doesn't let me pay for stuff xD)! Plus he's a good person :) good people are cool. Do you think I'm crazy or selfish for skipping out on doing "fun" extra art stuff with my friends to go spend time with my crush? (btw i only spend like 2 hours with him every other day, but spend a practically a whole school day with my friends.)[so i spend enough time with them right? and deserve time with him, right?] xD sorry for the odd questions of whether it's fine to see my crush or not. I just always say I should put my friends first (and I do!) but I deserve to be a little selfish once in awhile, right? ^~^;; I feel so unsure. stupid guy problems -.- causing me unnecessary trouble and worries. Sigh~ the dramas of my life. lol xD. Drama can be interesting and suck at the same time :P
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Wednesday, April 27, 2011
Back to School
TT^TT school started today. Sigh~ it's not like I don't like school. It just can be annoying sometimes. It felt like I never left though xD. Nothing changed. The "spring fling" event that was going to happen at my school got postponed because of the stupid rain. I like the rain (it sounds pretty ^ ^) but it can be bothersome sometimes. :( I was kind of looking for to the spring fling. We were probably going to do some boring activities and eat gross BBQ, but I don't have to wear my school uniform (i hate uniforms. it kills our individuality) and I get to miss a few classes. Anyways, on my first day back I got to see Luka again, who is by the way my best friend. I missed her. We haven't been talking a lot over the phone anymore. Hm... oh well. Anyways, over the spring vacation, she discovered what fan service is and became addicted. For those of you who don't know, fan service is (i think) when a character does something that makes you spazz out and go all fan crazy. xD fan service is awesome. But Luka can get a little too obsessed >.> ... Throughout the whole day she was like "I LOVE FAN SERVICE!!!" and I was like "-__-;; um ok...that's like the hundredth time today." xD people who knew what she was talking about looked at her funny. She has told me multiple times that there is funny Grimmjow fan service pictures and that there's very "hot" fan service pictures of Ulquiorra. ^ ^;; she's an odd person, but I love her anyways xD. Oh, I was also happy that I went to school because I got to see my crush ^ ^. Yes, like many other girls, I have a futile crush. Hm... well I don't really think I have a chance, but at least we're friends so I get to talk to him quite often ^ ^. It sucks when you like someone who doesn't know you because it's like "I want to know everything, but I can't ask you because we're strangers." Sigh~ I know that and how it feels to be in that situation because it has happened to me. xD yeah my love life is very messy. Luckily, the guy I like now is a friend (that's easy to talk to) and he's a very smart and nice person (and not like the last guy I liked. that guy was a total jerk). .... >.> but it's still a hopeless crush that'll probably never grow into anything more. (such depressing thoughts). Anyways, ^ ^ I'm glad I get to see my friends again. My spring vacation was pretty good too. Life is good~ :)
Awww >3< but now that school has started, I'll probably be blogging less. Well I shall try to blog at least every other day. I probably will since testing is coming soon, and the teachers are probably going to give us less homework so we can study ^ ^. I'm pretty smart (...i think so at least o.o) so I don't need to study that much. So no worries. Even though that school started I shall blog, but if there's like large amount of time between each blog entry, I'm stuck doing stupid homework = u = (this is me apologizing ahead of time btw)
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Awww >3< but now that school has started, I'll probably be blogging less. Well I shall try to blog at least every other day. I probably will since testing is coming soon, and the teachers are probably going to give us less homework so we can study ^ ^. I'm pretty smart (...i think so at least o.o) so I don't need to study that much. So no worries. Even though that school started I shall blog, but if there's like large amount of time between each blog entry, I'm stuck doing stupid homework = u = (this is me apologizing ahead of time btw)
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Monday, April 18, 2011
Spring Vacation
It's spring vacation! YAY! ...*cries* But I get stuck with a bunch of homework. I don't even think you can call it a vacation. Last time I checked, a vacation doesn't involve working. I mean they're easy packets, but it still takes up my free time. I also have a lot of reading books that I want to finish, but I just haven't been in the reading mood. However, I borrowed the books from the library, so I'm kind of forced to read it much sooner then planned. I don't really have any plans for this vacation. The only really "exciting" thing I'm doing, is helping one of my friends, Joyce, with her science fair project. It involves kite flying. I'm not really sure what's she's trying to test in her experiment. The funny part is that she's never flown a kite before, so she asked me to be the one to fly the kite, since I have kite flying experience. For some reason Joyce needs a bunch of people to help her in her experiment. I'm the one flying the kite, Joyce is going to make the measurements and observations (you know the important stuff needed for a science project), and my other friend, Eunice, is going to be the one taking pictures. I also have another friend who is coming, and her name just so happens to be Joyce as well. Hm... but to make it easier for you to determine the difference between the two, I'll call the Joyce doing the experiment, Nyu. The Joyce who is just coming to participate in the experiment shall be called Bubbles. Lolz. Yes I agree such weird names, right? It's sort of hard to explain why I chose those names, so I might save that story for another day. Anyways I'm not sure why Bubbles is coming. I think she's more like an extra helper because there doesn't seem like there's anything else needed for the experiment. We plan on going to a large park to do this experiment. I'm kind of excited ^ ^. It may be to your surprise but I don't get out much xD. I mean my schedule is go to school, go to after school, come home. Only once in a blue moon do I get to go out a do stuff with my friends. Sigh~ my dad can be a bit protective, but it's okay. I know he's just caring/worrying about me. Anyways, I love that spring is here. The weather is finally warm! Cold weather sucks, and so does hot weather. I like spring and fall because that's when the weather is not too hot or too cold, it's just right :). Spring is nice. You get to see all the pretty flowers bloom and it's the growing season. It's very pretty. But I think my favorite season would be fall. I like how pretty the trees look when they change color. It's also fun to kick my feet around in the leaves ^ ^. Fall is also the time when a new school year begins, and I get to meet new people. There's no real deep meaningful reason as to why I like fall. I just do xD.
It's funny how I'm talking about spring vacation, and end up talking about fall.
It's funny how I'm talking about spring vacation, and end up talking about fall.
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