LOL I Still Suck at Poetry

Haha, so I've been writing really sappy poems lately~. I don't know. Just been in that mood I guess :P.
Anyways, there's a poetry contest coming up in my school. I'm also doing that poetry lesson still in English. With all this poetry stuff happening, I can't stop rhyming x____x. LOL I was complaining to Choco-chan about it, and I was like, "It really sucks to be me, don't you see? All the time. I rhyme. Ugh! It's a curse that I do not rehearse." That wasn't on purpose at all too TT^TT it just happened. Haha anyways~ during lunch, I was writing poems for the contest and homework. My friends started to distract me, and we wrote two funny ones xD.

so I shall share with you people :>

The Waters of Mankind


I really need to..
I need to pee now please.
Uh oh! It happened~ !

LMAO XD Stupidity at its best~ in poetry. It doesn't make much sense now that I think about it. Ahahah~~ but we started cracking up for like half an hour over it. We're so childish~ but that's okay. It's fun XD.
We have to write Haikus for homework today (ugh xP). That's why this poem is a haiku~. For those of you who know what a haiku is, and don't think it is a haiku, well it is!! It's about human nature. LOLOL~ XD loop hole~. (explanation: Haikus can only be about nature. Usually people think of animals, trees, plants, etc.) Yea~ my friends and I fail xD.

S&M Poem~ (no specific title was though of xD)

Eyes are round.
Hands are bound.
A whip nearby can be found.
Uncontrollable sounds.
This takes place on the ground.
There was a big pound.
The guy is like a hound.

That's all we came up with so far. xDD It was even supposed to be a rhyming poem at first. It was supposed to be a poem about a girl falling into a hole, but we all got dirty and started writing S&M. We should be ashamed XD but we're not LOL.

Rin-chan's poem:

Oh my! Oh my! What a sound
For a man in the ground.

^LOL she wanted to elaborate with the rhyming of "ound" words some more I guess. Hahaha~.

Learning to write poetry and being in love at the same time can be very dangerous xD. I've been writing sappy poems >___>. Sappy poems are gross, but I can't stop writing them XD.
And they're not even sappy poems about things I've experienced in love. They're like half and half. Part experienced and part opinion of future.
Today, I wrote a poem about a person's first love. The first half was true for me personally at least. Second half was about the girl not being able to confess and the guy ends up moving on. Second half is yet to happen~. >3< I need courage. LOL but I'm a gutless chicken xP.
I would show you the poem~, but I might submit it for the poetry contest. I'm not sure :3. Thus, I won't show it to you~. Now nobody can copy it~. Oh ho ho~! x3.

LOL well I'ma go to work now~. Oh yea! I don't think I told you people about that yet. I was on a three week break from work (cuz of school xP), but now I started working again.
Less hours though~ because the previous schedule I worked was too exhausting and troublesome for me. That means I get paid less though T^T. LOL but that's okay~. I don't really need to the money. This is just for experience :>
Anyways~ like I said, I gotta go to work.

Ciaosu~ ;D

Life. Is. Stupid.

You know what sucks?
Getting sick right before the major test you have been studying your bum off for.

You know what also sucks?
Is having a job that you know pays too little, but because your inexperienced people won't pay you higher.

And you know what sucks more than that?
Is that the girl you were told to tutor RUNS AWAY from you when you come to tutor her!!

Life can suck :P

and right now I'm too lazy to go into detail about these things. Maybe later.

It's Late Again

It's late at night again. It's like 10:30...heh heh ^ ^;; *awkward*. LOL xD okay so not that late. But I need meh sleep. So this post will be quick (thus there might be some grammar errors :P).

Teachers have been giving stupids tests like every other day. It's bugging the crap out of me. So. Much. Studying. OTL. I'm going to die at this rate xP. My grades have been getting terrible lately too!! It's like no matter how much I study, I fail. You know how much that sucks?! And it's not that I don't study enough. Rin-chan forces me to study like every night (which is killing me as well!). I usually just wing it and get good enough grades xD. Studying with Rin-chan doesn't help though! It seems like the topic is either too hard for me to wing or studying just doesn't help me. I vote second idea :3 (haha if only xD). I formed a new way of studying though. Instead of Rin-chan asking the questions I do. Which helps much more than you would think. My brain is weird, so I learn better if I hear the answers instead of saying/thinking up the answers myself. I hope I do better on tests soon because if I don't start improving I will die of bad-test-sickness.

Kohai-chan is funny. She can't pronounce my name and/or doesn't remember how to pronounce it. The way she says my name is the equivalent to pronouncing Emiko (em-ee-ko) as Emuka (em-oo-ca). It's rather amusing. I would usually correct a person who can't pronounce my name, but it's not a big deal to me xD. Plus, I have a feeling she doesn't really care~. All the children, Boss-lady, and Kohai-chan can't pronounce my name correctly. It's cute when the children mispronounce it, but hilarious when adults can't xD.

I'm Chinese, and can't speak the language fluently. Lots of people make fun of me for it. You always hear them say, "You can't speak Chinese?!" or "Haha you suck." or "You're not a true Chinese!" ...yea >_> not very pleasant. So you would think with all these insults I would learn Chinese right? Well wrong xD. But I know a few words :3. Not enough to have a conversation, but it's not like I don't know anything at all. All the children at my work place is Chinese except for like three of them. The Chinese people can all speak Chinese, so two kids tried to teach me some of the language. ...except don't trust kids to teach you Chinese! These children are only in like elementary, so they were teaching me how to say "poopoo head" and "poop is on your head, now you die." and other stuff that I can't really remember at the moment. I relearned a bunch of stuff too. Like they were calling me stupid and crazy in Chinese, and I was able to understand xD because those are part of my very small vocabulary.   ....sigh *head desk* this is very sad and depressing. I'm so fail xD

*yawn* okay~ meh has to go to bed now ^ ^ so good night people <3

ps. yesh this is what I call a "quick post". and yesh I'm able to write this much in 20 minutes xD

Nom Nom Craze...and stuff

I'm starting to eat a lot D':

I don't know why. The amount of food my stomach needs to be satisfied has increased.

My dad says that since I'm working more, I burn more calories; which in returns makes me eat more.

Burning calories is good. Eating more is bad because I just regain those calories >_>.

This is ...very unpleasant news :\

"nom nom nom" is the sound people use for eating nowadays xD

so I titled today's post as "nom nom crazy" ^ ^ makes sense, ne? But I think it sounds kinda stupid now xD lol. 

Anyways, what totally sucks more than gaining calories, is that since I have after school activities and my job, I have like no time to study!

I wake up at 6:00 a.m. (instead of 5) so I can get more sleep in (since you need sleep to work efficiently). *suddenly starts ranting about daily schedule* I leave for school at 7:30, so during that hour of time I have, I study (because my teachers love giving pop quizzes >3<). So once I reached school, I learn stuff for 6 hours -__-. I have after school activities (which include doing volunteer work for teachers and tutoring a little girl on tues. to thurs.). Those after school activities don't end until 3:15 p.m. After that I go straight to my job, which I have to walk to (about 6 blocks away). And I stay until 6:00 p.m. I come home. Eat dinner and take a shower. By then it'll be 8:00. I'm so tired, but I do homework (usually don't finish until 10 or 12 depending on amount). I go straight to sleep, and repeat the process. TT^TT no time you see?

And as the week ends, I have my beautiful weekend to look forward to ^w^

Wrong! >3<

I have to study Dx

sigh~ this totally sucks. xD but I can handle it. Once the testing is over, than I can go back to being lazy x). But I still have the job thing >_>. LOL xD as long as I'm making money, I don't really care.

Oh! My job. Okay, update on that. Turns out I'm sticking with Boss and Kohai-chan. Boss's friend said that because I'm not a "professional," I'll still get paid the same; which totally sucks :T. Luckily though, Boss likes me a lot, so she's willing to raise my pay. I feel kinda bad though ^ ^;;. She has to fire someone in order to raise my pay. But in my defense, that person never shows up >_> so I think she kinda should get fired. Anyways, now I'm making $15 a day instead of $6. Yay! v(^ ^)v

Sigh~ got to go study now D;

bye bye for now :)

Late Spring Cleaning

If you look at my house you'd think it's pretty cleaning; excusing the few toys (okay a lot of toys) lying around the place. However, my dad decided that we needed to clean up and make space for other junk (*cough* I mean valuable items...).  Thus, we took out a pack of wipes (baby wipes was all we had at the moment xD), and we went to work. Sigh~ my sister's desk wasn't so dirty, just a little cluttered and unorganized. Dad has been bugging her about cleaning it and how she should be responsible. It gets annoying after the tenth billion time. >.> you'd think my sister would have had the brains to do what my dad says. But no I had to deal with my dad's lecturing; when he wasn't even lecturing me! Now, my sister's desk might have been unorganized and all over the place, but you should have seen my brothers' desks. They were DUSTY!! I'm allergic to dust mites, so it was scary cleaning it up. I tried not to touch any of it and clean it at the same time...>.> it's possible. Dust is not my friend. I was able to clean both my brothers' desks before my dad and sister even got done with my sister's desk. They shouldn't have put so much work into cleaning it because I doubt it'll stay clean for long.
Anyways, I eventually got around to cleaning my desk. I don't like cleaning other people's things. I really only care about cleaning my stuff, but I was forced into cleaning the other stuff. Sigh~ yes I know it's selfish to only think about my hygiene, but that's just how I am ^ ^.
My desk took the longest cleaning because even though I'm relatively cleaner then the other three children living here, I have more junk on my desk. xD Well I mean stuff tends to collect up when you got random study stuff, old school papers, little pens here and there. Plus, I have these boxes under my desk (to store more junk), a shelf (full of more stuff), and a three drawer bin to take care of. Thus, I had to move everything and clean out the dust, first; which was a lot of work because there's a lot of dust and stuff to move! When I wiped the desk, I noticed that it suddenly got whiter xD (I have a white desk). That meant there was a layer of filth on my desk. Ew >~
Cleaning is good. It makes your environment healthier; which in the process makes you healthy too. But it's a total pain in the ass to do....like exercising xD.