Haven't had the chance to blog about this, but today and yesterday, I took two regents tests: the integrated math regents and the Earth science regents.
Now, I would love to say that I couldn't blog since Tuesday because I was studying... however, I think you should know me well enough to understand that ...that's not the case xD. Honestly, I slept most of the time... I don't do much, but I was like really tired ;A;.
Anyways, this week was quite fun. I've been like going out a lot lately @____@. So much so, that my dad is starting to complain to me ^ ^;.
"Is my roof not good enough for you? >:O !!"
"Do you not like us anymore D: ? //boohoo~"
"Y u no come home these days? :T "
"Fine! One less mouth to feed xP"
....and it goes on. LOL. my dad is incredibly dramatic for a forty-year-old man =w=b. But is it really my fault that I have a life? Is it really? :3. LOL probably xD -but that is not the point here xP.
Oh! You know, speaking of my dad, I totally forgot to tell you, people about how he knows about my boyfriend. It just never really came to mind to share this story~.
It happened on like a bright sunny day, right after I came home from my first date with Ronny. Around dinner time, was when I actually got to sit down with everyone. Like usual, we were talking and goofing off xD. I was kind of on edge though since I went on a date without telling my dad ..like the specifics. For instance, that my "friend" was my boyfriend. and such xD;;. Everything seemed to be going fine though, and I was able to avoid the topic. My nerves finally calmed down when I was around half way done eating :3. At some point, my dad shared that he went to BJs... that's when my nerves jumbled up again. The BJs my family usually goes to is at the same shopping mall/building/thing I went to for my date. I started to worry that they saw me Dx. Then, my sister was like "Hey, we saw you on the street." I was like "Okay..." I looked as calm as a cucumber. However, on the inside, I was freaking out and felt like dying. All that went through my mind was, "Oh shit. I'm so dead T^T. prepare the shovel. You'll need it to dig my grave boyfriend~ //snicker. snicker." Without thinking at all, I jolted up saying "He's not my boyfriend!" A total lie, but what else am I supposed to say? Everyone started bursting out laughing... and I was like "Whyy? ;A;".. Turns out... they never actually saw me.
...eh heh... ^ ^;;....
I totally walked into a trap TT____TT
Anyways, the point of today's post was to talk about how I go out these days. LOL. I remember just like last month, I was a total nerd, and never left my cave. Yesh, I used to stay home so often that people called my house a cave. Going out is fun though.... However, the nerd in me is telling me that all this fun is becoming a hindrance on my studying.
And in high school, I really plan on getting serious.... which is probably why I'm letting myself go out so often. I want to experience some fun before I bury myself into the books. Oh, so um, I guess I'll say this now since a lot of people I know in real life reads my blog. During the summer, no one is allowed to bother me unless it is a weekend. That includes Ronny too ^ ^;;. Sorry... but my carefree self is planning on getting down and serious :3.
I have big goals in life, and I believe I need a good education to achieve those goals. Because... if I don't know how to do what I want to do then that makes things quite difficult, no? I have to work hard to achieve greatness. The fun can wait. LOL. it's funny to hear me say this though because I am usually one to do whatever I want when I want to. For me to actually try to focus on studying for the whole summer will be like a lot of work. Hopefully, I can make it somewhat enjoyable though ;A;. I'm still letting myself free on the weekends though because studying 24/7 will just kill me. I need to have some fun or else I'll die Dx. I have very lil' will power, so for me to study on every single day of the weekdays is already pushing my ability. LOL.
So yea, I'ma be nerding my butt off on the summer. This has been decided =w=b. Hmm... my blogging schedule has yet to be decided yet... I might possibly only blog on weekends, and I might possibly blog on some weekdays too... LOL. yet, I already do that, so I assume it'll be okay :D. However, I did promise awhile ago that there'd be more posts after June 15 since that was the day my regent exams would be over, so I shall keep that promise! ...until July 5th xD. LOL because I have to go my Bronx Science summer school programs starting that day D; ai ya~, just wait and watch my brain like melt to death before the summer ends.
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Thursday, October 13, 2011
It's Late Again
It's late at night again. It's like 10:30...heh heh ^ ^;; *awkward*. LOL xD okay so not that late. But I need meh sleep. So this post will be quick (thus there might be some grammar errors :P).
Teachers have been giving stupids tests like every other day. It's bugging the crap out of me. So. Much. Studying. OTL. I'm going to die at this rate xP. My grades have been getting terrible lately too!! It's like no matter how much I study, I fail. You know how much that sucks?! And it's not that I don't study enough. Rin-chan forces me to study like every night (which is killing me as well!). I usually just wing it and get good enough grades xD. Studying with Rin-chan doesn't help though! It seems like the topic is either too hard for me to wing or studying just doesn't help me. I vote second idea :3 (haha if only xD). I formed a new way of studying though. Instead of Rin-chan asking the questions I do. Which helps much more than you would think. My brain is weird, so I learn better if I hear the answers instead of saying/thinking up the answers myself. I hope I do better on tests soon because if I don't start improving I will die of bad-test-sickness.
Kohai-chan is funny. She can't pronounce my name and/or doesn't remember how to pronounce it. The way she says my name is the equivalent to pronouncing Emiko (em-ee-ko) as Emuka (em-oo-ca). It's rather amusing. I would usually correct a person who can't pronounce my name, but it's not a big deal to me xD. Plus, I have a feeling she doesn't really care~. All the children, Boss-lady, and Kohai-chan can't pronounce my name correctly. It's cute when the children mispronounce it, but hilarious when adults can't xD.
I'm Chinese, and can't speak the language fluently. Lots of people make fun of me for it. You always hear them say, "You can't speak Chinese?!" or "Haha you suck." or "You're not a true Chinese!" ...yea >_> not very pleasant. So you would think with all these insults I would learn Chinese right? Well wrong xD. But I know a few words :3. Not enough to have a conversation, but it's not like I don't know anything at all. All the children at my work place is Chinese except for like three of them. The Chinese people can all speak Chinese, so two kids tried to teach me some of the language. ...except don't trust kids to teach you Chinese! These children are only in like elementary, so they were teaching me how to say "poopoo head" and "poop is on your head, now you die." and other stuff that I can't really remember at the moment. I relearned a bunch of stuff too. Like they were calling me stupid and crazy in Chinese, and I was able to understand xD because those are part of my very small vocabulary. ....sigh *head desk* this is very sad and depressing. I'm so fail xD
*yawn* okay~ meh has to go to bed now ^ ^ so good night people <3
ps. yesh this is what I call a "quick post". and yesh I'm able to write this much in 20 minutes xD
Teachers have been giving stupids tests like every other day. It's bugging the crap out of me. So. Much. Studying. OTL. I'm going to die at this rate xP. My grades have been getting terrible lately too!! It's like no matter how much I study, I fail. You know how much that sucks?! And it's not that I don't study enough. Rin-chan forces me to study like every night (which is killing me as well!). I usually just wing it and get good enough grades xD. Studying with Rin-chan doesn't help though! It seems like the topic is either too hard for me to wing or studying just doesn't help me. I vote second idea :3 (haha if only xD). I formed a new way of studying though. Instead of Rin-chan asking the questions I do. Which helps much more than you would think. My brain is weird, so I learn better if I hear the answers instead of saying/thinking up the answers myself. I hope I do better on tests soon because if I don't start improving I will die of bad-test-sickness.
Kohai-chan is funny. She can't pronounce my name and/or doesn't remember how to pronounce it. The way she says my name is the equivalent to pronouncing Emiko (em-ee-ko) as Emuka (em-oo-ca). It's rather amusing. I would usually correct a person who can't pronounce my name, but it's not a big deal to me xD. Plus, I have a feeling she doesn't really care~. All the children, Boss-lady, and Kohai-chan can't pronounce my name correctly. It's cute when the children mispronounce it, but hilarious when adults can't xD.
I'm Chinese, and can't speak the language fluently. Lots of people make fun of me for it. You always hear them say, "You can't speak Chinese?!" or "Haha you suck." or "You're not a true Chinese!" ...yea >_> not very pleasant. So you would think with all these insults I would learn Chinese right? Well wrong xD. But I know a few words :3. Not enough to have a conversation, but it's not like I don't know anything at all. All the children at my work place is Chinese except for like three of them. The Chinese people can all speak Chinese, so two kids tried to teach me some of the language. ...except don't trust kids to teach you Chinese! These children are only in like elementary, so they were teaching me how to say "poopoo head" and "poop is on your head, now you die." and other stuff that I can't really remember at the moment. I relearned a bunch of stuff too. Like they were calling me stupid and crazy in Chinese, and I was able to understand xD because those are part of my very small vocabulary. ....sigh *head desk* this is very sad and depressing. I'm so fail xD
*yawn* okay~ meh has to go to bed now ^ ^ so good night people <3
ps. yesh this is what I call a "quick post". and yesh I'm able to write this much in 20 minutes xD
Monday, October 3, 2011
Zealous Studying
Okay. So I have decided to disconnect all contact with the outside world!
....wait. Let me explain x3.
I have this really important test to study for. This test will decide how smart I am x). If I fail it, than I'm doomed forever. Doomed I say! ...okay maybe not doomed xD. More like...I will be ashamed of myself for a very long time ^ ^;;. Anyways, I realized that chatting with people and what not has become a great big distraction for me xP. I'm too addicted to it lately :P. Thus, I have been studying a lot less than usual. So this is why I'm terminating all conversation with people until after Halloween... However, don't worry! I'm still going to spend time blogging :D. Blogging is something I can't live without xD.
I just started this "no talking to the outside world" thing like today ^ ^;;. Was supposed to start on Saturday, but couldn't help myself. I'm very weak willed xD. Thus, technically I took the weekend to tell people that I'm not going to talk to them. LOL that sound stupid, but ....yea :3. The most suck-ish part about this is that I won't be able to go on DCW D; (a forum website I go on). Truthfully, I've gotten pretty addicted to that website x3 hehe~. No talking to Banana-kun too :\ (idk why that was something worth mentioning xD)
Sigh~ what a bummer :T. But I guess must make the sacrifice (or else I'll suffer the eternal nagging of my dad) ....and why does it sound like I'll stay offline forever as I'm writing this?! Dx well >_> 27-ish days is a pretty long time in my opinion. (I'm a very impatient person xD).
Hmmm....well it's 6:32 right now...I should start doing some more studying now xD (i just barely started, and i'm already sick of it).
So wish meh luck with my studies~ ;D will blog to ya...tomorrow(ish?). ^w^
....wait. Let me explain x3.
I have this really important test to study for. This test will decide how smart I am x). If I fail it, than I'm doomed forever. Doomed I say! ...okay maybe not doomed xD. More like...I will be ashamed of myself for a very long time ^ ^;;. Anyways, I realized that chatting with people and what not has become a great big distraction for me xP. I'm too addicted to it lately :P. Thus, I have been studying a lot less than usual. So this is why I'm terminating all conversation with people until after Halloween... However, don't worry! I'm still going to spend time blogging :D. Blogging is something I can't live without xD.
I just started this "no talking to the outside world" thing like today ^ ^;;. Was supposed to start on Saturday, but couldn't help myself. I'm very weak willed xD. Thus, technically I took the weekend to tell people that I'm not going to talk to them. LOL that sound stupid, but ....yea :3. The most suck-ish part about this is that I won't be able to go on DCW D; (a forum website I go on). Truthfully, I've gotten pretty addicted to that website x3 hehe~. No talking to Banana-kun too :\ (idk why that was something worth mentioning xD)
Sigh~ what a bummer :T. But I guess must make the sacrifice (or else I'll suffer the eternal nagging of my dad) ....and why does it sound like I'll stay offline forever as I'm writing this?! Dx well >_> 27-ish days is a pretty long time in my opinion. (I'm a very impatient person xD).
Hmmm....well it's 6:32 right now...I should start doing some more studying now xD (i just barely started, and i'm already sick of it).
So wish meh luck with my studies~ ;D will blog to ya...tomorrow(ish?). ^w^
Thursday, September 1, 2011
My Day
Went to the library today.
Helped an elderly woman [ is incapable of calling elderly people old x) ] check out her books.
I feel really happy and useful :D
Studied really hard/took 2 half hour practice test afterwards.
Brain is hurting >~< real bad now.
*yawn* really tired -.o <-- sleepy face(?)
ps. short blog entry today. sorry ^ ^;;
Helped an elderly woman [ is incapable of calling elderly people old x) ] check out her books.
I feel really happy and useful :D
Studied really hard/took 2 half hour practice test afterwards.
Brain is hurting >~< real bad now.
*yawn* really tired -.o <-- sleepy face(?)
ps. short blog entry today. sorry ^ ^;;
Monday, July 11, 2011
So Much Studying!!
I know I've already complained about studying, but since I couldn't really figure out what I exactly I should be studying, my dad has decided to help me.
He found me this really great website that helps "drill" you into learning. By "drill" I mean, help you become faster at solving equations and stuff. This website has helped me quite a bit. But my dad is making me study so much, it's tiring. TT.TT It's summer. All I want to do is sleep and spend time with my sweet sweet gorgeous computer. (xD lolz yes my computer is gorgeous)
Sigh~ but I really want to do well on that test next year.
I don't think I really explained what this test is, so just to give you a better idea I shall explain.
This test will basically decide my future! It has a whole bunch of stuff on it that is like two grades more advanced then the grade I am in. It's a test to see who's smart and who's not basically. And there are schools that only except the smart people. Everyone wants to get into those schools, but they only have a limited number of seats.
Anyways, my dad wants me to study all day everyday. But you know how tiring that would be? xD
Thus, I made a deal with him. Four hours on the weekdays, and two hours on the weekends. That way I can stillwaste time on have fun with my computer ^ ^.
I'm worried about my friends though >.>
Some of them are very self-confident about them getting into the school they want that they don't think they need to study. But I'm worried if they don't study enough, they won't get into their desired school. It's not that I don't have confidence in their intellect. It's just that, there are things that they could work on or review or be faster at. Speed is everything on this test. The faster you can finish this test the better because then you'll have to review and work on the harder questions.
my dad hasn't been making things easy for me either. He'll ask me to do a question, and watch over my shoulder. I start to get nervous, and my brain doesn't function well. >~< so I couldn't answer the question properly. I mean seriously?! It's nerve wrecking when someone watches you intently! So my dad lectured me and basically described me as "dumb" in a long fancy way. I wanted to say "It's not my fault! I know how to answer the stupid question. It's just that you watching me makes me nervous!" But I couldn't say that because he'll say I'm just making excuses > <
it's annoying when he doesn't understand and gets all grumpy at me.
Sigh~ I really hope I'll make it into a good school
ps. most of you might think I'm talking about college (SATs) and maybe some of you aren't.
I can't really tell you if I'm going to college or high school or maybe even a middle school. (lolz who knows, maybe middle schools have big tests over here, you never know xD)
It's not that I don't trust you (my readers). It's just my dad says I need to be cautious on the internet, and not leak out any confidential information.
But since I love my readers so much, I'll tell you this:
I'm not in elementary school.
Lolz xD that is practically a given from the time you've started reading. But hey, I confirmed your guess right? ^ ^
He found me this really great website that helps "drill" you into learning. By "drill" I mean, help you become faster at solving equations and stuff. This website has helped me quite a bit. But my dad is making me study so much, it's tiring. TT.TT It's summer. All I want to do is sleep and spend time with my sweet sweet gorgeous computer. (xD lolz yes my computer is gorgeous)
Sigh~ but I really want to do well on that test next year.
I don't think I really explained what this test is, so just to give you a better idea I shall explain.
This test will basically decide my future! It has a whole bunch of stuff on it that is like two grades more advanced then the grade I am in. It's a test to see who's smart and who's not basically. And there are schools that only except the smart people. Everyone wants to get into those schools, but they only have a limited number of seats.
Anyways, my dad wants me to study all day everyday. But you know how tiring that would be? xD
Thus, I made a deal with him. Four hours on the weekdays, and two hours on the weekends. That way I can still
I'm worried about my friends though >.>
Some of them are very self-confident about them getting into the school they want that they don't think they need to study. But I'm worried if they don't study enough, they won't get into their desired school. It's not that I don't have confidence in their intellect. It's just that, there are things that they could work on or review or be faster at. Speed is everything on this test. The faster you can finish this test the better because then you'll have to review and work on the harder questions.
my dad hasn't been making things easy for me either. He'll ask me to do a question, and watch over my shoulder. I start to get nervous, and my brain doesn't function well. >~< so I couldn't answer the question properly. I mean seriously?! It's nerve wrecking when someone watches you intently! So my dad lectured me and basically described me as "dumb" in a long fancy way. I wanted to say "It's not my fault! I know how to answer the stupid question. It's just that you watching me makes me nervous!" But I couldn't say that because he'll say I'm just making excuses > <
it's annoying when he doesn't understand and gets all grumpy at me.
Sigh~ I really hope I'll make it into a good school
ps. most of you might think I'm talking about college (SATs) and maybe some of you aren't.
I can't really tell you if I'm going to college or high school or maybe even a middle school. (lolz who knows, maybe middle schools have big tests over here, you never know xD)
It's not that I don't trust you (my readers). It's just my dad says I need to be cautious on the internet, and not leak out any confidential information.
But since I love my readers so much, I'll tell you this:
I'm not in elementary school.
Lolz xD that is practically a given from the time you've started reading. But hey, I confirmed your guess right? ^ ^
Tuesday, July 5, 2011
Studying
Okay, I have a problem. It's bad. This is bad. TT.TT and I can't stop it.
I can't study for more then half an hour without starting to get drowsy afterwards!!! HALF AN HOUR!!
TT~TT I just can't stay awake. It's like I start out all determined, but then the words start to blur and my eyes begin to close themselves; my motivation disappears D: and I fall asleep. But I somehow luckily never end up falling/drooling on my book. I don't drool much, but even the slightest bit of it can ruin the book.
Sigh~ I really have no clue how to solve this problem. It happens with book that I'm actually interested with too. Like, I'm reading this book called Stolen by Lucy Christopher, but I can only read for about 30 minutes before I start to get sleepy. This book is pretty good too. TT.TT Am I cursed?! So I've developed a schedule, where I only study a subject for about 30 minutes before switching to something else.
If it continues like this though >.> I have a really bad feeling about my chances on that important test I've mentioned a couple of times.
Not only have I been falling asleep from books, I've been getting distracted lately. I can't keep focus. :(
When I start to get bored, I fantasize or think about more fun things that I would rather be doing. TT^T so everything ends up rather unsuccessful.
....Well to tell you the truth >.> this is my first day getting into my studying schedule. Perhaps, I just have to get used to the schedule; give it a couple of days I guess.
Sigh~ why do I have to have reading assignments? Personally, I like math better. I finished my math homework in half a day without getting bored. Math is just so much easier for me too. >.> However it's opposite for some of my friends. Rin-chan likes English better. She's pretty good at it too. Math is her least favorite subject. Me and and Rin-chan are very different xD, but we surprisingly think alike often too (like we have the same opinions on people and stuff).
Anyways, back to my problem. I need to find a way to stay awake while studying.
I could try and use clothing pins to keep my eyelids open like they did in the manga Yankee-kun to Megane-chan. xD that sounds painful though...and I don't have clothes pins. xD lol fail.
What do you do when you're having trouble with studying? Any suggestions would be helpful ^ ^
I can't study for more then half an hour without starting to get drowsy afterwards!!! HALF AN HOUR!!
TT~TT I just can't stay awake. It's like I start out all determined, but then the words start to blur and my eyes begin to close themselves; my motivation disappears D: and I fall asleep. But I somehow luckily never end up falling/drooling on my book. I don't drool much, but even the slightest bit of it can ruin the book.
Sigh~ I really have no clue how to solve this problem. It happens with book that I'm actually interested with too. Like, I'm reading this book called Stolen by Lucy Christopher, but I can only read for about 30 minutes before I start to get sleepy. This book is pretty good too. TT.TT Am I cursed?! So I've developed a schedule, where I only study a subject for about 30 minutes before switching to something else.
If it continues like this though >.> I have a really bad feeling about my chances on that important test I've mentioned a couple of times.
Not only have I been falling asleep from books, I've been getting distracted lately. I can't keep focus. :(
When I start to get bored, I fantasize or think about more fun things that I would rather be doing. TT^T so everything ends up rather unsuccessful.
....Well to tell you the truth >.> this is my first day getting into my studying schedule. Perhaps, I just have to get used to the schedule; give it a couple of days I guess.
Sigh~ why do I have to have reading assignments? Personally, I like math better. I finished my math homework in half a day without getting bored. Math is just so much easier for me too. >.> However it's opposite for some of my friends. Rin-chan likes English better. She's pretty good at it too. Math is her least favorite subject. Me and and Rin-chan are very different xD, but we surprisingly think alike often too (like we have the same opinions on people and stuff).
Anyways, back to my problem. I need to find a way to stay awake while studying.
I could try and use clothing pins to keep my eyelids open like they did in the manga Yankee-kun to Megane-chan. xD that sounds painful though...and I don't have clothes pins. xD lol fail.
What do you do when you're having trouble with studying? Any suggestions would be helpful ^ ^
Monday, May 2, 2011
So Much Work
Waaaahhh!!! TT~TT *sob sob*
I think I failed my math test! It was on quadratic equations and I wasn't able to answer the last question and it's worth 15 points. > < I got stuck and didn't know what to do. My friend was studying with me the day before and after the test she was like "See I told you we should have studied it more." And I was like "We didn't study this! You were telling me about some other super hard thing!" > < It was so frustrating. Anyways, the highest score I can get without those 15 points is 85! A friggin' 85!! That's less than 90! Barely a passing grade!! Damn. Why didn't I borrow that math book with all the practice questions?!?! > < I got too cocky. I'm really depressed no...>.> sigh~ I wonder what my dad will say. He'll probably give me a really disappointed look and long lesson on how to do quadratic equations. TT^TT why can't I understand stupid quadratics?!
Anyways, tomorrow I have the stupid ELA test. I have to do the ELA test the day after tomorrow too. Book 1 and book 2 are done on separate days. I wonder why. Can't we just get it done and over with in one day? And after that I have another math test on Thursday. Ugh! So much studying. I think I should do some practice stuff for the ELA tomorrow. Maybe after this blog. No, wait I got stupid homework too!!! -.- damn.
And then there's also my science project being due on Monday the 9. I have the state math test on Tuesday and Wednesday as well. I hate testing >.> mostly because you have to study. I'd rather be watching anime or reading manga! I'd actually exercise instead of do a test. And that's saying something because I dislike exercising very very very much. Oh well, it's just apart of life and so I got to deal with it -__- unfortunately.
Plus on top of all the studying I have to do for school, I also have to study up on stuff for my crush.
The guy I like wants to be an astrophysicist, and I have no idea what that is. My dad said something to me about it, but I'm not sure if he's correct. So I have to go study about that later. I did a little research this morning, according to Wikipedia, astrophysics is the branch of astronomy that has to do with the physics of the universe. Wait that's just based on memory. Let me check if I'm correct. Yup, that's what it says in Wikipedia. Ugh! That's what's so frustrating about me. I have such great memory about the guy I like, but I suck when it comes to normal things. > < I'm weird like that. Also the guy I like is Hindu, so I need to study the Hindu religion as well. I know that I'm Asian and he's Indian, but I think he's awesome. So for those of you who are against it, go talk to someone who cares about your racist opinions :P. Anyways, I don't know how my dad would accept it if anything were to happen in the future between me and my crush (probably not, but still). I think he'd except. Because the other day when we were leaving from the park, we saw two people getting married. The girl was Asian and the guy was Indian. (wow so ironic). Anyways, my aunt (who sadly left today) said "Oh my god, she's marrying an Indian guy." And I suddenly got offensive (which hard to do. Im not really easily offended) and went into defense mode, "What's wrong with marrying an Indian guy?" My aunt was like "Parents aren't usually okay with it." was her answer. Then I turned to my dad and was like "Would you care if the guy I married was not Chinese?" and he looked at me through the review mirror, "As long as he treats you right." Was what he said. That was an unexpected answer. Anyways, I'm happy because then I'd get approval because my crush is a really kind person ^ ^.
Lately, I've been kind of worried about my crush though because he has really big bags underneath his eyes. So I was worried about whether or not he's been sleeping well. :( I get have him ruining his health. Then after school today, I saw him ^ ^ we started walking home together. I started telling him about how I didn't think I did too well on the quadratics test, and somehow that led to the ELA. He was like "You know how I study for the ELA?" and was like "How?" And he pulled out some kind of bottle and was like "With drugs." Obviously it was a joke so I started laughing. ( I thought it was some kind of candy bottle.) But then he was like "No seriously." And he pulled out the bottle again so I could have a better look. (I was so worried. I was like DRUGS? O.O) It was just one of those 5 hour energy things. I let out the breath I didn't know I was holding and relaxed. "Oh." I said. Everything made sense after that. He's probably been taking that so he can study late and still have enough energy for school. ^ ^ that would explain his sleepy expression. I just hope he stops after all the testing. It's still not very good for him > < !
He's a big boy, I guess he can take care of himself. But I still worry! Sigh~ I guess I just have to trust that he's smart enough to know what's good for him or not. I know he smart though ^ ^ because he's going to a good school next year, and his grades are good. Plus he's in the advance class.
Sigh~ now I got to go do homework and study. No time for blogging right now TT^TT
^ ^ ta ta~
I think I failed my math test! It was on quadratic equations and I wasn't able to answer the last question and it's worth 15 points. > < I got stuck and didn't know what to do. My friend was studying with me the day before and after the test she was like "See I told you we should have studied it more." And I was like "We didn't study this! You were telling me about some other super hard thing!" > < It was so frustrating. Anyways, the highest score I can get without those 15 points is 85! A friggin' 85!! That's less than 90! Barely a passing grade!! Damn. Why didn't I borrow that math book with all the practice questions?!?! > < I got too cocky. I'm really depressed no...>.> sigh~ I wonder what my dad will say. He'll probably give me a really disappointed look and long lesson on how to do quadratic equations. TT^TT why can't I understand stupid quadratics?!
Anyways, tomorrow I have the stupid ELA test. I have to do the ELA test the day after tomorrow too. Book 1 and book 2 are done on separate days. I wonder why. Can't we just get it done and over with in one day? And after that I have another math test on Thursday. Ugh! So much studying. I think I should do some practice stuff for the ELA tomorrow. Maybe after this blog. No, wait I got stupid homework too!!! -.- damn.
And then there's also my science project being due on Monday the 9. I have the state math test on Tuesday and Wednesday as well. I hate testing >.> mostly because you have to study. I'd rather be watching anime or reading manga! I'd actually exercise instead of do a test. And that's saying something because I dislike exercising very very very much. Oh well, it's just apart of life and so I got to deal with it -__- unfortunately.
Plus on top of all the studying I have to do for school, I also have to study up on stuff for my crush.
The guy I like wants to be an astrophysicist, and I have no idea what that is. My dad said something to me about it, but I'm not sure if he's correct. So I have to go study about that later. I did a little research this morning, according to Wikipedia, astrophysics is the branch of astronomy that has to do with the physics of the universe. Wait that's just based on memory. Let me check if I'm correct. Yup, that's what it says in Wikipedia. Ugh! That's what's so frustrating about me. I have such great memory about the guy I like, but I suck when it comes to normal things. > < I'm weird like that. Also the guy I like is Hindu, so I need to study the Hindu religion as well. I know that I'm Asian and he's Indian, but I think he's awesome. So for those of you who are against it, go talk to someone who cares about your racist opinions :P. Anyways, I don't know how my dad would accept it if anything were to happen in the future between me and my crush (probably not, but still). I think he'd except. Because the other day when we were leaving from the park, we saw two people getting married. The girl was Asian and the guy was Indian. (wow so ironic). Anyways, my aunt (who sadly left today) said "Oh my god, she's marrying an Indian guy." And I suddenly got offensive (which hard to do. Im not really easily offended) and went into defense mode, "What's wrong with marrying an Indian guy?" My aunt was like "Parents aren't usually okay with it." was her answer. Then I turned to my dad and was like "Would you care if the guy I married was not Chinese?" and he looked at me through the review mirror, "As long as he treats you right." Was what he said. That was an unexpected answer. Anyways, I'm happy because then I'd get approval because my crush is a really kind person ^ ^.
Lately, I've been kind of worried about my crush though because he has really big bags underneath his eyes. So I was worried about whether or not he's been sleeping well. :( I get have him ruining his health. Then after school today, I saw him ^ ^ we started walking home together. I started telling him about how I didn't think I did too well on the quadratics test, and somehow that led to the ELA. He was like "You know how I study for the ELA?" and was like "How?" And he pulled out some kind of bottle and was like "With drugs." Obviously it was a joke so I started laughing. ( I thought it was some kind of candy bottle.) But then he was like "No seriously." And he pulled out the bottle again so I could have a better look. (I was so worried. I was like DRUGS? O.O) It was just one of those 5 hour energy things. I let out the breath I didn't know I was holding and relaxed. "Oh." I said. Everything made sense after that. He's probably been taking that so he can study late and still have enough energy for school. ^ ^ that would explain his sleepy expression. I just hope he stops after all the testing. It's still not very good for him > < !
He's a big boy, I guess he can take care of himself. But I still worry! Sigh~ I guess I just have to trust that he's smart enough to know what's good for him or not. I know he smart though ^ ^ because he's going to a good school next year, and his grades are good. Plus he's in the advance class.
Sigh~ now I got to go do homework and study. No time for blogging right now TT^TT
^ ^ ta ta~
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