Finally Got Outta My Cave... only to plan on going back in

Haven't had the chance to blog about this, but today and yesterday, I took two regents tests: the integrated math regents and the Earth science regents.

Now, I would love to say that I couldn't blog since Tuesday because I was studying... however, I think you should know me well enough to understand that ...that's not the case xD. Honestly, I slept most of the time... I don't do much, but I was like really tired ;A;.

Anyways, this week was quite fun. I've been like going out a lot lately @____@. So much so, that my dad is starting to complain to me ^ ^;.
"Is my roof not good enough for you? >:O !!"
"Do you not like us anymore D: ? //boohoo~"
"Y u no come home these days? :T "
"Fine! One less mouth to feed xP"
....and it goes on. LOL. my dad is incredibly dramatic for a forty-year-old man =w=b. But is it really my fault that I have a life? Is it really? :3. LOL probably xD -but that is not the point here xP.

Oh! You know, speaking of my dad, I totally forgot to tell you, people about how he knows about my boyfriend. It just never really came to mind to share this story~.

It happened on like a bright sunny day, right after I came home from my first date with Ronny. Around dinner time, was when I actually got to sit down with everyone. Like usual, we were talking and goofing off xD. I was kind of on edge though since I went on a date without telling my dad ..like the specifics. For instance, that my "friend" was my boyfriend. and such xD;;. Everything seemed to be going fine though, and I was able to avoid the topic. My nerves finally calmed down when I was around half way done eating :3. At some point, my dad shared that he went to BJs... that's when my nerves jumbled up again. The BJs my family usually goes to is at the same shopping mall/building/thing I went to for my date. I started to worry that they saw me Dx. Then, my sister was like "Hey, we saw you on the street." I was like "Okay..." I looked as calm as a cucumber. However, on the inside, I was freaking out and felt like dying. All that went through my mind was, "Oh shit. I'm so dead T^T. prepare the shovel. You'll need it to dig my grave boyfriend~ //snicker. snicker." Without thinking at all, I jolted up saying "He's not my boyfriend!" A total lie, but what else am I supposed to say? Everyone started bursting out laughing... and I was like "Whyy? ;A;".. Turns out... they never actually saw me.

...eh heh... ^ ^;;....

I totally walked into a trap TT____TT

Anyways, the point of today's post was to talk about how I go out these days. LOL. I remember just like last month, I was a total nerd, and never left my cave. Yesh, I used to stay home so often that people called my house a cave. Going out is fun though.... However, the nerd in me is telling me that all this fun is becoming a hindrance on my studying.

And in high school, I really plan on getting serious.... which is probably why I'm letting myself go out so often. I want to experience some fun before I bury myself into the books. Oh, so um, I guess I'll say this now since a lot of people I know in real life reads my blog. During the summer, no one is allowed to bother me unless it is a weekend. That includes Ronny too ^ ^;;. Sorry... but my carefree self is planning on getting down and serious :3.

 I have big goals in life, and I believe I need a good education to achieve those goals. Because... if I don't know how to do what I want to do then that makes things quite difficult, no? I have to work hard to achieve greatness. The fun can wait. LOL. it's funny to hear me say this though because I am usually one to do whatever I want when I want to. For me to actually try to focus on studying for the whole summer will be like a lot of work. Hopefully, I can make it somewhat enjoyable though ;A;. I'm still letting myself free on the weekends though because studying 24/7 will just kill me. I need to have some fun or else I'll die Dx. I have very lil' will power, so for me to study on every single day of the weekdays is already pushing my ability. LOL.

So yea, I'ma be nerding my butt off on the summer. This has been decided =w=b. Hmm... my blogging schedule has yet to be decided yet... I might possibly only blog on weekends, and I might possibly blog on some weekdays too... LOL. yet, I already do that, so I assume it'll be okay :D. However, I did promise awhile ago that there'd be more posts after June 15 since that was the day my regent exams would be over, so I shall keep that promise! ...until July 5th xD. LOL because I have to go my Bronx Science summer school programs starting that day D; ai ya~, just wait and watch my brain like melt to death before the summer ends.

A Penny for My Thoughts

 

 Haha, so today is Ronny and I's one week anniversary. We didn't celebrate or do anything special. According to Ronny everyday is our anniversary x3. In all honesty, one week is really nothing to celebrate about. It's more of one month or year anniversaries that are nice because I think that is a long enough time to actual celebrate about xD.

Hmm... but I suppose even after one week, I still have thoughts about how I feel and whatnot~. Yea, I don't talk about my feelings very often, do I? xD. //feeding the fans. LOL <3.

note: was just thinking of a couple name for us. LOL. and what I came up with was Pinmi. Sounds like "pin me". LMAO. that's dirty xD. ("Pin" from his nickname of Pineapple. "Mi" from Emiko.) Haha, but if you wanna use Ronny. Than it'd be Ronko. LMAO let's conclude with saying we just don't have good names to combine

Anyways~, we've been dating for an official one week as of now :3. And I hope we continue to date. (this is good sign xD //derp).

Ronny is very good to me though~. All those who keep telling me that they'll kill him if he hurts me doesn't have to worry xD. I mean he really tries his best to make me happy :). And he's willing to do anything for me. That's just like incredible. I'm like crazy as hell, and he has the will to go along with it all. You know how incredible that is?! I mean to find someone who supports whatever I want to do despite how insane it sounds. I love how he cares so much for me too. Always worrying about me, and making sure I'm okay. I love knowing that he'll always be there for me.

I mean my friends are always there for me too, and I rant to them about every lil' issue I have all the time. My friends are just always there to catch me, you know? But with Ronny it's a bit of a different feeling... he's always there for me like my friends are. However, when I'm with Ronny I can just lean on his shoulder and actually think. I don't have to say a word or explain a single thing. He'll just let me be, and hold my hand for reassurance. He's surprisingly comforting xD. Ronny makes me happy :). He's so incredibly sweet too! Always telling me the nicest things... even when I know it's so totally bullsh*t. //it's the thought of trying that counts :'D. LOL.

When we're together though, we don't talk much. Ronny and I mostly talk online xD. (LOL IM-ing ftw <3). At least we have some form of communication though :'D. The only time I really ever remember us talking an actual lengthy conversation is when we're by ourselves. Otherwise, I'm always interrupted by someone ._____. like... I really think there's such a thing as too many friends. LOL. I remember someone telling me that once. It's sometimes hard to talk to me because I'm always like surrounded by people. Dunno why, but I realized I am xD. But that's okay~, friends are good ^___^. And they're just curious. I mean, I bug couples all the time too C: tee hee~.  Anyways, I'm quite fine with how things are though. By the way I described it, you'd think we'd have bad communication... but we don't xD. LOL. I think we understand each other pretty well ^__^b. We're very open with each other :)

I'm a bad girlfriend though ^ ^;;. I like totally enslave him all the time. And tease about his "fluffy"-ness (I shouldn't be talking too! because I'm heavier than him D; like wtfuu~). Even though he's valedictorian, I still call him stupid and a dumbass ^ ^;. Also, I feel like I'm hogging him away from his friends ;A;. He's always around me, and like doesn't get to spend time with his friends because of that D: which must suck for his friends and him. Like ai ya~. I should be better towards him Dx. Hopefully, I'm not all bad though ;A; ?  I don't know for sure though~. I mean it's not like I can give a honest opinion about myself because I can't look at myself from another person's point of view. Sigh~ .___.

All in all though, things are going well though :) or at least, I believe/hope they are xD;;. Everyone says we make a cute couple; which makes me happy ^__^. At first, I thought everyone would reject us as a couple ^ ^;;. Just thought people would~. (people have this strange tendency to not be able to share me xD;;). I admit it is kind of embarrassing when someone asks about us... but it's a nice kind of embarrass-feeling. It makes me feel happy that I can say yes whenever someones asks if he's mine <3.

And since Ronny reads my blog (like the total creep he is xD), I'll just leave this picture for him:

found out: http://alchemyotaku17.deviantart.com/art/This-is-Love-148816474

ps. yea, we both have a thing for rainbows xD.
and like damn, even though it rained today, I forgot to look out the window for the rainbows ;A;.

Happy one week anniversary, good lookin' <3 ;D