Suicide...

My friend has been talking about doing suicide quite often these days....it scares me...a lot. (let's call him Kashu) It's hard for me to tell if he's joking or serious at times. I'm not sure what to do. I worry for him. He's my friend, of course I worry about him. I desperately want to help him, but what am I supposed to say or do in this kind of scenario? At first my friends and I took it as him joking. I mean people exaggerates about this kind of thing sometimes. Trying to cheer him up thinking he was just a little bit sad, we said things like "Why? Suicide is obviously bad. Oh, but I once read a quote that went something like "Suicide is like telling god, 'You can't fire me! I quite!'". We all laughed at it, even Kashu-kun. It was quite funny at the time, since the quote is rather amusing. However, Kashu-kun has brought it up a couple of times now... He's always saying things like "I just want to end my life now." or "I'm seriously thinking about suicide!" Of course he tries to say it in a joking matter, so no one gets upset or begins to fret over it, but sometimes I just...I don't know. Something is troubling him...and that troubles me. Sigh~ I swear I worry too much. I'm gonna gain wrinkles this way xP. I think I'm over reacting a bit, but...you never know what people are truly feeling.
Anyways, from what I have been told, Kashu-kun's mom has a lot of expectations for him about school. Him and I are both in the honors class, so we are expected to get good grades and study hard. From what Kashu-kun has said, his mom really expects him to get 100s on every single test (which is very difficult since we're learning things a couple grades higher than we're supposed to), and has him study 'till the night's end. We all have expectations put upon us, but Kashu-kun's mom seems scary from what I've heard ^ ^;;. Exaggerations Kashu-kun might have made, but still, I feel kind of bad for him. I've talked to my dad about this problem (yesh, I share this kind of stuff w/ my parent ^ ^;;), and he's said that Kashu-kun is getting the feeling of expectations and parental pressure mixed up (or something like that...). My dad explained that expectations are like responsibilities that you have to try and full fill (or at least I think that's what he meant). I mean parents will be parents right? It's normal for them to want their child to do well, some more than others.
Hmm...this doesn't seem like much of a reason to seriously cause you to think of suicide. But nerds have it rough ^ ^;; ...
Nonetheless, Kashu-kun should realize the consequence of suicide, and stop joking about it. Sure, some people think that suicide is the easy way out, and everything just ends there. Sigh~ but it doesn't. Think about it, your parents have like, what?, 30-ish years left? You going to let them suffer for those 30 years, just so that you didn't? Quite a cowardly thing suicide is.
Life only gets worse before it gets better. That doesn't make much sense...but trust me. You just have to wait a bit. Good things come to those who wait.
I wonder...how I can help Kashu-kun...

Bleh :V gosh, this is too depressing. It's quite different from what I usually write about. Kashu-kun has just been worrying me a bit for a few days now...
Here's a website that kind of makes fun of the topic of suicide, but it does point out some good things: the ten minute suicide guide
you should read it if you're thinking about suicide...or if you just want a good laugh :3

...i dont think i made much sense in this entry today o.o ....but this is what i know and how i feel, so whatever ;P

Music Spazz

I have like the most boring life there is xD. Therefore, I can't think of anything to post at the moment. ^ ^;;
So I'll just share some music that I like with you :) But it's not just any music~
It's Miyano Mamoru!! \(^o^)/
.....You don't know who that is? :O *gasp*
LOL xD well I didn't expect you to. Mamoru is Setsu-kun's voice actor x]. Lucky Mamoru~ he was gifted with Setsuna's sexy voice ^ ^. (haha xD it should be said the other way around).
I tried to find songs of him singing in different styles. I hope you enjoy~

My World

Wonder Love

Just Smile

Amazing Grace (voiced by Mamoru)

I really got to watch this anime x]

LOL xD okay, well, that was just a few songs by Mamoru-kun :D.

I hope you enjoyed them as much as I did ^ ^ (i'm repeating myself...>.>)

~Mamoru is also the voice actor of 

Light Yagami (death note)

Death the Kid (soul eater)

Tamaki Suoh (ohshc)

Ichinose Tokiya (uta no prince-sama)

Zero Kiryu/Ichiru Kiryu (vampire knight)

etc. [lol xD i bet his voice sounds familiar now to those of you who know these characters]

~He has an official website

http://miyanomamoru.com/

It's in Japanese OTL I can't read it Dx

Google translate sucks~ grammar is all bad, so I have no clue what it says.

Sigh~ I should learn Japanese xD

Mamoru is cute in my opinion :D

But in some pictures he can seem kind of weird ^ ^;;. I'm guessing he's just not that good at taking pictures. Like you know how you could see a really good looking person, but they look really weird in pictures? It can happen vice versa too.

Haha even though Mamoru has Setsu-kun's voice, I think I still favor Kazuya <33~ (from kat-tun)

[no offense Mamoru! >o<]

I feel like rambling today xD

 Today's post is just gonna be about a bunch of random stuff~
(Yay! I learned how to use onion heads!!)

LOL xDD my hamster was being so cuuute~ yesterday.
While eating the other day, Cutie Pie had randomly fallen asleep.
He stayed like that for about an hour~. My brother was lecturing me about how I type too loud and that I'd wake Cutie Pie up. But I can't control how loud my keyboard is Dx. Sigh~ but my brother didn't understand that and kept lecturing me...he was the one who ironically woke up Cutie Pie xD.

hmm...idk what else to say...erm.. an interesting thing I can think to talk about is Banana-kun xD.
We've been talking to each other a lot recently~ it's kinda odd. I have to admit talking to him makes me sort of happy :) ...but than again I'm kinda worried. He seems too nice to be real xD. I start to think of the worst possibilities like what if he's a creepy online predator (no offense Banana-kun!)? It's just you know...Murphy's law~. Haha xD I guess that's me just being too cautious. Banana-kun lives in Taiwan, so there's a major time zone difference between us (a whole twelve hours!). Kinda makes me hate time zones xD. But we talk to each other like twice a day. We've somehow ended up as close friends. I'm bugged that he doesn't share a lot of information about himself xP. Hehehe, but I shall slowly sneak my way through his barrier.
 ohohoho~!
*is now slightly embarrassed since Banana-kun reads my blog xD*

LOL xD anyways~ what else is going on in my life? :\

Well one of my friend is gong through some love~ trouble. Yuuup, the worse kind of trouble there is xP. She just got her heart broken by this really mean guy. I don't like him xP at all (because he hurt my friend and is a jerk). So I unfriended him on the website we both go on xD rofl that sounded so lame~. I feel bad for my friend. I wish I could give her better advice >~<. However, she bounces back fast xD and has already fallen for another...well she hasn't admitted yet xD.

What else has been going on...? Oh! Luka-chan likes sending me gross pictures xP!!! Like earlier today I was checking some stuff, and she showed me this really gross picture of a naked woman being eaten by a snake. I was like "EWWWW >~< WTF?!?!" And I started yelling at her xD. My dad sits behind me and plays video games on our TV, so if he were to glance over at my computer at that moment, I would have died instantly!! If he saw that Luka-chan sends me weird stuff like that he would:
1. laugh (cuz it's a really weird/funny lookin' picture xD)
2. stop laughing and question me about it
3. lecture about how the picture is wrong and disgusting
4. disapprove of Luka-chan
and
5. kill me
xDD yuuup~ that's what he would do. So I started lecturing Luka-chan about sending me gross pictures, but I think I was just wasting air because she doesn't really care. OMG THAT RHYMED! "air" and "care" you get it? :D
y-yeaaa.... I'm incredibly stupid...


Hahaha xD anyways~ I forgot to mention that Rin-chan came to visit my house on Friday. It was her first visit :D. ...lol xD but I don't think she liked my house very much. She said she imagined it to be bigger...and I'm like "why?" because on the outside, my house isn't that big xD. Anyways, I'm a lame host ^ ^;;. She comes over to my house, and I have no activities for us to do. We ended up just doing random stuff on the computer and playing hide and seek with my little siblings xD. Gosh it must have been the lamest friend visit ever for her.   It was funny though, Rin-chan gave me three packs of sea weed. It was nice of her to do that :) ...she has too much food at her house though xD she gives free food to people every time she visits. hmm...I wonder what I'm going to do with all the sea weed she gave me ^ ^;;...there's so much of it. And I suck at making sushi xD lolol.

Oh! I've also been reading this really good book :). It's called True Story by Michael Finkel. I think it's some kind of murder mystery, but I'm not really sure. It talks about a murder, but it doesn't really focus on that. It talks a lot about the suspect and a journalist. I guess I just haven't gotten to the good part yet~. And the main character shares the same name as the author :3 I wonder why. I think I found this book in the nonfiction section...but I'm not sure ^ ^;;. Oh well~ I'll figure it out later xD.
It's a really good book though. I like it :3. You people should try reading it if you were to stumble upon it in the library or something :)

Anywaysu~, I could go on talking forever, but I think I'll stop here before the post gets too long xD.

Bleh~ xP

Today, I had a mixture of feelings in me xP.
I am super happy that I did well on my Spanish test :D yay! ....or at least I think I did well xD lol. I usually don't study, but I pay attention in class and retain the knowledge I learn. However, I have this reputation for being a huge nerd, so everybody comes to me when they need help for studying. So I ended up helping about 3 people study for the Spanish test. Therefore, I basically studied the equivalent amount of 4 people xP. Sigh~ I need to learn how to say no xD. But I feel as though, if I don't help them study, it'd be my fault if they fail Dx and I don't want my classmates to fail! So yea~ I feel very confident in my grade ^ ^
...LOL xD imagine I get my test back and get like an 85....that'd be terrible >_>
or "mal" as they would say in Spanish xD.
hmm~ most people in my class would like memorize each and every question plus their answers, and then check to see if they're right after the test. I don't like to do that though.
1. because my memory sucks xD and it's impossible for me to do that.
and
2. i like to estimate my grade, and stay positive~ so I don't worry myself about it during the time it takes the teacher to grade the tests.

But I was also sad because on my math test I got a 98...yea some of you are probably thinking "That's good! :D" but it caused me and Lucka-chan to momentarily go into what we call the "emo corner" (no offense to real emo ppl!! it's just a phrase ^ ^;; that I shall tell my friend to change...cuz i realize how mean that is) so let's call it the "depressed corner". damn why couldn't i get a 100?!??! >_>
Anyways, where was I? Oh yea! So a 98 is no good to me and Luka-chan because we're totaly nerds; plain and simple nerds...okay maybe not simple..or plain xD. but u get the idea.
I'm a NERD and I'm PROUD!  lolol xD nerds FTW! <3~~

sigh~ I'm weird xD

...okay xD well my brain is like being super weird on me today, so I don't know what else to say to you people. So, adios! hasta manana~! (spanish for: goodbye, see you tomorrow)<-- I am trying to use Spanish in my daily life so that I don't have to study very hard before a test xD so smart~, ne? ;D

Well buenas noches~ (goodnight)


>_> I should really do these kind of language exercises to help me learn Chinese. LOL xD but I guess Spanish is easier to type because i uses same-ish letters as English. Ah! But I am learning Chinese little by little though nonetheless :3 *is in a very happy mood~ :D *

How I Stay in Shape

So~ this is a good topic for all those people who are self conscience about their weight ^ ^ ...like me xD. I am actually pretty average-ish for my height and age. B-but....>_> I don't think I'll stay that way with my habits of eating. ^ ^;; so I've been trying to eat less junk food. Okay wait! Let me list this stuff xD it'd be easier for me.

-Eat less junk food (limit yourself because junk food is full of junk! xD *stating obvious*).
Learn the difference between snack and treat :3. For example, you just came home from school/work/etc. and you're slightly hungry, but it's not yet meal time. What do you do? You should eat something healthy like an apple or type of fruit. But I find fruits not very filling. So I make like half a sandwich or drink a ton of water xD. Yesh, I drink water. Water helps because it fills in the extra space in your stomach xP
A treat is something like cake or chips. However, if you come home scoring good on a test or something, it's okay to eat a small piece of cake or something :) you deserve a reward.

-I also do about 50 wall push ups. Wall push ups are easier than real push ups xD lol. But in order for you to lose an equal amount of calories as you would for regular push ups I think you'd have to do about 50 or until your arms hurt. I said 50 because that's how many I can do until my arms start to hurt like hell. No pain no game xD.

-I also like to do pilates as well. It's a way to exercise and lose calories without gaining excessive muscle xD. This is good for girls :3. It's a little bit easier than regular exercising in my opinion ^ ^.

Above is an example of pilates. Very easy as you can see :D so try it out(?). Here's a good website that you could go to: http://www.activefitnessworld.com/articles/pilates/pilates_workout.php

-I also use my brain! Yes, using you're brain burns calories xD. So do a bunch of difficult math problems or write a book. Do something that makes you think really hard! :3 it helps.

-Helping out around the house works too! Offer to carry your little siblings around. They're heavy, so it helps you lose calories/energy xD. Also, helping out in doing chores is also a good exercise too. Just do any kind of activity that doesn't involve sitting at your computer xD

So yea~ that's basically what I do to stay in shape :D. I do enough so that I don't gain weight...but than again I don't do enough to lose weight either xD LOLOL. so I basically fail xD but I guess it's good to stay the same weight instead of gaining ^ ^;; right?

Well, I hope this information was useful to you people xD but idk... yea.

Staaaarreee o.o

For some reason Cutie pie likes to stare at me x3.
I have no idea why....>_> it's kinda creepy, awkward, and just plain weird xD.
His home is on my desk (we have like these small desks that we combined into one large desk, so cutie-pie's home is in between mine and Z.'s desk), so he has perfect view of me..o.o... I mean like it's just a hamster...but his eyes are kinda big and focused on me. ^ ^;; he makes me feel self conscience. It's sort of funny though xD he'll just be eating and staring at me. I like to joke that he's infatuated with me~. >w< I don't mind if I attract animals xD. Princesses do that :3 ...>_> with their singing. But I can't sing xP so that doesn't make sense LOL. Cutie-Pie will also randomly climb up the cage (I never knew hamsters could do that until I saw him climb up the cage like a monkey xD haha species confused~). He also nibbles on the bars. I think he's trying to escape ^ ^;; and has yet to figure out that his teeth cannot chew through the metal bars... When we first got him, he would try and scratch at the bottom of his home. I feel so terrible when I see him do that xP it seems like I'm torturing him.

Anyways, I got to get to bed. I haven't been getting enough sleep lately xP; which is obviously not good for my health ^ ^;;. So good nighto~
or in Spanish: Buenas Noches~ ;D

(trying to use Spanish more often xD so I don't fail the tests)

Atheist vs Agnostic

I wonder how many of you know either of these words... x)
I'm pretty sure most of you know what an Atheist is.
Today, I feel like distinguishing the two. I have no idea why. I guess I just feel the need to spread the knowledge(?) Haha xD yea I'm weird.


Most people(or at least some) think that they're the same, but in my opinion(well it's actually a fact xD), they're two entirely differnt things :3


!!~ Definition Time~!!


Atheist: A person who does not believe in the existence of God or gods


Agnostic: A person who claims neither faith nor disbelief in God


hehehe x) so with these somewhat simple definitions, you can see the difference more clearly now? If not than >_> ....you suck. xD LOL! Jk jk. It just means I'm going talk some more xD.


Atheist is someone who denies the existence of God(s) completely. Most of them, greatly believes in scientific fact. Meanin they believe in the big bang theory, and not the "God created the Earth in 7 days" thing.
....^ ^;; was it 7 days? xD I don't know. Gomen nasi >~<. my level of intelligence on religion is so low, and yet I'm teaching you people things like this, OTL that's sad (mostly for you, who's reading it xD).


An Agnostic person is someone who doesn't say the believe in God, and yet doesn't say that they don't believe in God. Meaning they're neutral people xD (i like neutral people :3). 


Haha xD I'm agnostic. I don't believe in any type of religion, yet I don't deny that there might be some kind of "almighty" being out there (it's me xD haha jk). I mostly believe a lot scientific fact, and common sense...


I actually made up a religion of my own just for fun xD. With a lack of a better name, I called it Emikoism x3.
It's quite a detailed religion (so much so I could probably right my own "bible" xD), so I won't really get into detail about it today.
Anyways, I realized that a lot of people use the word "Atheist" wrong. For example, people who are trying to describe themselves as an agnostic person, use the word atheist instead. Even my English teacher. Over the years, I guess people just generalized it into one word ^ ^;;. I told my friends about this, and they didn't believe me Dx. They said I was making words up ...which happens sometimes xD. I'm known as a great b.s.-er xD (aka bull sh** artist). For example, my friends were wondering why in some martial stance do they point two fingers in various ways. I was making a whole bunch of b.s. saying that "They hold their fingers this way sometimes to block the person from doing this to them." xD And I made up a bunch of random stuff. I'm very convincing when I want to be x3.


Anyways, I'm getting off topic.
Today, you've learned the difference of Atheist and Agnostic. So remember this information, and use words properly! Or else you'll look like an idiot in front of smart people x).
Hehe~ you learn something new reading my blog ^_^ (not really xD LOL)


Got tons of homework (sorta?), so I'll blog again laters~ ;D




ps. *skims through a bit* xD okay, so most of this stuff may or may not be correct. This was mostly based the (very lil) research I did on the subject, and my understanding of the definitions. Plus, what my dad has told me xD. So don't go researching the topic further and then come back complaining to me how wrong I was. That'd be too depressing for me Dx. you probably don't care tho LOL xD.

Taiwan~

I really want to go to Taiwan~ x)
Especially now, thanks to a certain friend *cough cough* (yea you know who you are xD).

So pretty~ right?! \o/
I also want to go because my dad grew up in Taiwan, and he makes it sound so awesome x). My friend (let's call him Banana xD just cause I'm craving bananas at the moment) makes it sound awesome too. This is a picture of Taipei x). [Hehe~ Banana-kun might get suspicious of me now xD]. It's the capital of Taiwan, according to Wikipedia. I also got the picture from Wikipedia, because I couldn't find a good one on the internet OTL so fail.
Anyways, it's too bad I don't have enough money to go Dx so sad! When I was younger (haha, like two years ago), I wanted to go to Japan, but I think I'd rather go to Taiwan now. Mostly, because I'm Chinese x). Yea fail reasoning, lol. Plus, Asian boys are cute x3. LOL jk! well..half-ish jk  x).
But I still want to go to Japan too xD. ...and China, Russia, Italy, France, Egypt, England, *goes on listing every place on earth*, and yea xD I want to travel everywhere. Taiwan is the first place I want to go x3 and than Japan. I think Italy would be third (due to my addiction to Italy in Hetalia xD)

Hetalia Taiwan FTW! XD

Taiwan is so pretty \o/

epic cosplay! >:D

What kind of places do you want to go to? :3

Deviant Art

So I finally posted some stuff on my deviant art account xD
Kinda cool (?)
Except my art totally fails OTL.
xD lolz yet three people already faved it.

I'm quite proud of my work x) even though I think it totally sucks. (odd, I know xD)

link: http://emiko-seiei.deviantart.com/
enjoy? :3

School -___-

It's only been about a little over a week, and school is already a total pain in the butt >~<; especially, Spanish homework. Remembering/learning a new language is really difficult ^ ^;;. I can say this so far:

spanish mode 
Hola! Me llamo Emiko Seiei. (o-la. meh y-am-o. emiko seiei)
Mucho Gusto. :)  (moo-cho. goo-sto.)
Como estas?  (co-mo. es-ta-ss)
Hello! My name is Emiko Seiei.
Pleased to meet you. :)
How are you?


english mode
xD lolz and I don't think that's proper grammar in Spanish. But I'm a newbie, so bleh xP.

Plus, my science teacher is really scary TT^TT.
He's super cool and funny (slightly pervy xD), but he really knows how to make you nervous about something ^ ^;;.  Before when given textbook homework, I'd just wing it. Like skim through it, and only read the parts I need to answer the questions. (xD yea I'm lazy). But for science homework I read everything. Mostly because my science teacher said that he could possibly make a pop quiz on what we did for homework. Furthermore, he were to ask you a question about it, and you weren't able to answer it then you get an automatic 0 which equals 3 points off your final grade. OTL that is just cruel. Haha but my science teacher's funny personality makes up for his scary side xD.
I love my social studies teacher!! My wish came true!!! \(^o^)/ !! In my wish list I wrote "I wish social studies was more exciting/fun. Or at least give me an exciting social studies teacher!" And it came true x). My social studies teacher is hilarious! I never read the newspaper because..well let's face it, it's boring xD. Well to me who's someone that doesn't like to read. However, my new social studies teacher makes the newspaper fun :). So yea, I'm happy x).
Um...okay pop quiz (for myself)! I'm going to try and remember what my teacher read to us in the newspaper. x) let's test my memory.
Okay...I remember that there was an article that he read that was about the government wanting to outlaw kiddie meals at McDonald's because it makes kids fat (the funny part is that a fat guy was arguing for this xD). I also remember there was an article about a 500 lb man sued White Castle for not having booths that could fit a 500 lb man. (-.- .... like wtf? he should lose weight! not sue white castle!). Also, something about metro cards not working xD.


Yay! I have a good memory :D. I pass my own test x). . . . .but then again I don't think those were the very important things that he mentioned xD. lolz so maybe I failed; not sure ^ ^;;.


My English teacher is kinda cool. Not the best, but not the worst xD. Math teacher is super boring. Spanish teacher is pretty cool I guess; interesting I suppose.


Today, I also tried talking to people out of my usual "group". It's nice to talk to new people I guess :). I don't like the awkward air between me and my peers. That's why I like to get to know people x). ...except >3< the people I talked to are kinda quiet, I had no idea how to talk to them. ^ ^;; which is odd since I'm a really big talker. They seemed more interested in cards and talking to people they knew. Sigh~ I guess it's hard making new-ish friends when everyone already has their set group. But I can always try ^ ^.


>.> I also think I'm a little too popular because there are random people in younger grades that knows my name. And there is also people from older grades that know my name. ^ ^;; I have no idea who these people are. It's kind of creepy. But I don't talk to that many people, and the only major thing I've ever done in this school was win my science fair last year. xD So I'm completely clueless. Oh~ well. What will be, will be ;).


Anyways, I hope all you people are having good time at school~~!! :D

Exia-Near's Wish

Gahhh!!! This is soooo COOL!!! It's Exia-Near's dream room!! OwO
*cough (okay >.> my dream) cough*

*fan spazz* holy crap~~~!!!! That is just so to die for :O !!

^ ^;; okay so yea, ya all know that I'm a major Gundam fan. Therefore, it only makes sense that I would totally freak over finding a picture like this. I mean that is like heaven. I especially love the green haro on the third shelf x). Haro is so awesome; even cooler if it's green. TT^TT I wish I could have that many gundam models. I only have a few (which I should really take a picture of and show you), and they're so much fun to make! :3 I should really save up. OTL but I'm so totally broke. Plus, Exia's shield is so cool OwO *fan spazzes some more*. Okay, so I can't really tell why it's so epicly awesome. You can only really think that it is if you have a major appreciation of anime or a really big Gundam fan x).
My dad totally ruined my admiration towards this creation (diorama) by saying it's "easy" and you could just get the stuff at Michael's. >3< but I'm no good with my fingers, so it'd be really difficult for me to place all that stuff and what not.

Oh, and I found this picture while surfing around here on blogspot.
I found a really cool guy who posts about different anime products/merchandise.
Here's the link to the post about this diorama: http://www.gundamcentury.com/2011/09/fate-il-modellismo-non-fate-la-guerra.html
It has more detailed pictures of the diorama. Go check it out! :D see the awesome detail-ness of it.


Oh ho ho ho ho~!! *still fan spazzing*

 .....I should get a job -.-;;  (need money to buy cool stuff! OTL)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0AuFgZT4O-I
x) my "oh ho ho ho" laugh, but not as ...high pitched >.>
my friend says she's reminded of France's (hetalia) laugh when she sees "oh ho ho ho".
I like Renge's xD it has the weird crazy fan-girl feel to it.

Death By Boredom-is it possible? (yes!)

Argh! I'm so bored :\


.....
Argh?  o.o huh, apparently, I'm a pirate now...>.>

xD haha anyways
since I'm bored, I've turned to youtube for entertainment. ^ ^
sigh~ youtube. such a nice plan b. . . x) yea.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0EK8j96IXuI&feature=feedu
xD pretty funny video.
I love Wong Fu Productions ♥

Anyways, for some reason, as I'm trying to entertain myself..>.> I'm simultaneously groping Exia-Near. xD I wonder if he's comfortable with that (probably not xP).

Which reminds me! I cured Exia-Near \(^o^)/ .....>.> okay so my dad did, but I forced him too ...o.o yea idk where I'm going with this xD.
Oh yea, that also reminds me. X) Exia-Near was gravely "ill". His torso kept coming off, and I was incapable of fixing him OTL. I don't know why, but he kept breaking into two. (his parts are detachable.) So I told my dad to fix it (cuz dads can fix everything xD). Hahaha xD and it turned out I had him on backwards. EPIC FAIL XD!! but yea, that's what happened :P. Exia-Near was hospitalized for quite some time. Good thing Dr. Dad helped b(^w^)d.    .....>.> okay yea I probably sound crazy right now xD since I refer to my backwards torso action figure as an "ill" creature. Lolz xD so yea summing that up makes me realize just how crazy I am. Plus, there's the fact that I'm groping him at the same time x)
Sigh it's late I'm not thinking right ^ ^;;. . . . *looks at the time* o.o;; it's only 9:00 pm. eh heh heh *awkward*.

Lolz so anyways, youtube is working x)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QZC3yRE8H5c&feature=feedu
funny stuff xD
who knew you could have so much fun when cooking ramen? lol.
I like Ted's the best. I mean who doesn't want to save $20? XD
Lolz xD but I eat my ramen like that all the time. It's quick and easy :D
And just a random fact, but I think Ted's cute xD. Wes is creatively awesome. And Phil is just funny xD.
Thumbs up for Wong Fu Productions (^ ^)d ...wait this isn't face book x) ....wait I don't even have a facebook. xD haha fail. School's been making me crazy >.> sorry.

*is still groping Exia-Near*

Bwahahahahaha!! ~(OwO)~

wow, blogging has gotten rid of my boredom. Yay :D !

If you had to choose a way to die (and dying in your sleep is an invalid answer) than being killed by assaniation ninjas would be an epic way to die xD!!! Just picture it in the newspaper "Death by Ninjas" !! That would be soo~ cool :D

*has stop molesting Exia-Near, but has now started putting him in weird positions and feels very stupid right now*

Okay, well I should get studying. So this is farewell D:
but I shall be back >:D ! muahaha!!!



*cough cough* okay..>.> so I'm not going to go studying at 9 pm. . . . but I feel the need to do something..not sure what it is yet though...>.>
and no this isn't an excuse to end this entry!


okay maybe it is ^ ^;; but I don't know how to end this entry Dx. so...

CHOOOORRRIIIISSSUUUUUU~~~~~!!!!




k bye xD

101 Posts?!

Wow. I just noticed that I've reached a 100 posts! :D Which I find pretty cool, and a nice achievement...but to others it just means I have a lot of spare time xD. I've had fun blogging. It's really nice to write about what you like or do. My friend says she thinks other people reading about your life is creepy xD I mean some of you might be creepy out there x) *cough cough* suspicious~. Just kidding. I don't really see what's so creepy about it ^ ^;;, I actually find it quite fun to blog :).
Anyways, to celebrate my work of a 100 posts, I shall...hm...idk xD let's just wing it shall we? I guess I'll tell you some things about me x). Yup, with a lack of an idea for anything better, I'll do that.

I love Setsuna F. Seiei!! ♥
He is so incredibly cool ^////^
He is not the reason why I dislike Marina Ismail (although most people think he is xD).
I am married to him :3

I think Kazuya Kamenashi is super sexy >w< ~~!!

I would like to one day meet him. x)

He's my favorite celebrity.

He is the reason why I am now intently interested in baseball ^ ^;;

 I want to have this dress for my prom dress!

I will ear as much money as it takes x)

It's so damn pretty!

My hair looks like leeks  :P

I personally made this green and added my name to it xD

I am obsessed and in love with the color green!!

I like all shades :3 light or dark.

I do particularly like the shade olive green.

My bed sheets and pillow covers are green ^ ^

and half my closet is green as well.

So like I said, I'm obsessed with this color. It is awesome!

Oh and did I mention that I'm crazy? x)
I'm crazy and slightly perverted. oh ho ho ho~!!

So yea, congrats to me on writing a 101 posts :D !! And there's more to come :). Ahahahaha~~ X)

Why not share another one of my artworks while I'm at it? x)

I did this for art class. It took me a whole week to finish it ^ ^;;. I am very proud of it though :3. We were supposed to draw a parody of some sort of the drawing "The Sleep of Reason Produces Monsters", but I messed up and wrote "nightmares". Lol xD but oh well. It's still pretty awesome looking ^ ^.

Tell me what you think of it :D.

Well I got to, unfortunately, go do homework. So blog to ya laters~ ;D

I Told You So

Guess what :D ! I have decided to share some of my drawings with you. It's a very rare opportunity indeed. So feel lucky and be happy ^ ^

Here's the first one. It's a picture of two random girls. I tried drawing different hairstyles. There's also that weird looking thing in the corner. I like to draw it whenever I'm frustrated with how bad my drawing is. It makes me feel better to know I can't draw when I draw something that's meant to look bad. xD I don't know why. Anyways, I draw them both winking because it's hard enough to draw one eye, so it's even harder to try and draw a matching eye. xD So I always draw one eye closed. And gomen nasi >~< !!! I think I screwed up the proportions, so it may look a little funny. 

I tried drawing chibi ^ ^....but failed at that too OTL. Sigh~ I'm hopeless. I hear chibis don't have noses, so I didn't draw one. I once saw my friend draw weird dash marks across the face. I asked her why and she said "It's because it's a chibi." I still don't understand why people do it.

Hahaha xD So like I said. I told you so! I can't draw xP I try, but I can't draw.

Anywys, notice my signature? xD It's my name with my signature underlying swirl underneath it. x) So yea that's about it.

What do you think I need to improve on? I'd like to hear your advice ^ ^.

No Candy for me D:

My dad decided to drive me to school today, so I couldn't stop by a deli and buy my celebration candy TT^TT so sad. Sigh~ it's just not right to not celebrate Gokudera-kun's birthday :T. No good at all. And to top it off, I couldn't even get it on the way home from school because I had a dentist appointment OTL. I don't like the dentist D: Luckily it was just a cleaning ^ ^. But I still don't like the taste of the toothpaste >.> However, my dad says I should be grateful because in the old days they used to saw off a layer of your teeth in order to clean it. Ouch >~

Oh, and I think I forgot to mention, but I mean the Gokudera from Ketekyo Hitman reborn ^w^. You should really go check it out if you haven't already. It's awesome \(^o^)/ ! I personally like the manga better :3. I have yet to finish the anime though, which I will eventually get too xD

Anyways, I had a good day of school. It was pretty okay :)
I'll most likely post in the morning or after school. Sometimes both times x) so idk. School can't stop me from posting :D !! No way >w<. Except I do warn you, I might be in a rush sometimes, so there might be a couple of errors.

And I still couldn't get my candy today TT^TT. I can't believe it. I was really lookin' forward to getting me some candy. Sigh~ next time then ^ ^. Hmm...the next birthday coming up would be Chikusa-kun's :). He's also from Hitman Reborn. October 26 ;).
Chikusa Kakimoto:

A lil' preview of Chiku-kun ;)

I love the bar code on his face. It's so cool >////

Anyways, to celebrate Gokudera-kun's birthday I'll share some nice pictures and facts of Gokudera-kun x)

 Hayato Gokudera was born in Italy (who happens to be my fav. Hetalia character xD) and is 3/4 Italian and 1/4 Japanese, having a half-Japanese mother. His all-consuming ambition is to succeed as Tsuna's right-hand man.

Despite his rebellious image, Hayato excels in his schoolwork and aces all his tests, often tutoring his less-skilled friends such as Tsuna and Yamamoto. Gokudera also bases a lot of his thinking and academic prowess on mathematical theories that he develops. It is commonly assumed that he had a multitude of private tutors when he was young, as he was brought up in a rich household.

 He is a very intelligent fighter, usually making complex plans in order to defeat stronger opponents.

 Dynamite: Gokudera is very proficient in the use of Dynamite as a weapon which has given him the name of "Smokin' Bomb Hayato"  in the manga and "Hurricane Bomb Hayato" in the anime. He always carries huge amounts of Dynamite on him at all times. He has gone on to develop multiple techniques that basically consist on bombarding his opponent with multiple explosives (the more the better), redirecting his projectiles to improve its accuracy and speed and sneak bombs pass the enemy defenses.



Gokudera-kun looks super mean and dangerous. But once you read about him in the manga (or anime) and get to know him, you'll see he's actually quite cute. I also think he's a tad bit innocent. Which is so adorable ^ ^. Dynamite is cool too :). Gokudera is cool in general x).
When reading the manga I thought he had red hair. Hmm..but him having silver hair is still pretty sexy as well :D.
Lol xD anyways, I loove~ Gokudera. He's just so awesome \o/

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GOKUDERA!! ♥~

It's Gokudera's Birthday \(^o^)/

Today is Gokudera-kun's birthday ^ ^ !! September 9th.
Gokudera-kun's birthday was easy for me to remember because it was the birthday of my fifth grade crush :) ....yes >.> I can remember something that long ago xD. I'm the type to learn everything and anything about the person I like, and I can remember the facts of ones that I really like ^w^, yea I'm weird xP. I'm also the type of "weirdo" who celebrates birthdays of anime characters x).
To celebrate today, I think I'll buy myself something sweet on my way to school ^ ^. I usually like to buy stuff for my friends to celebrate, but I'm kinda broke right now ^ ^;;. Haha so I'm just treating myself today x). Hmmm...maybe I'll do something pretty with my hair as well :).
WAH! :O I forgot to tell you! I got a hair cut. But it turned out terrible :(. I wanted it to look like this: http://www.fm-anime.com/index.php?main_page=product_info&cPath=92_226&products_id=1406 . I thought if it was possible to make a wig look that way, then maybe my hair can look like that as well. TT^TT but it really depends on the hair stylist themself. Plus, I kinda wanted to be a little bit daring with my hair cut. Sigh, so now my hair is short and I look like a boy. But a really hot boy at that ;)   haha xD just kidding. I just look like a very feminine boy xP. But I'm kind of happy with my new hair cut because I don't get many looks from boys anymore. ...yes yes that's odd. I mean shouldn't I like attention from guys? NO! TT^TT it's so annoying to have to deal with the responsibility of hurting their feelings. It's terrible, and you feel so bad afterwards, but you don't have a choice. I've only been confessed to by two boys so far in my life time, but all these rumors about several other boys just get so annoying >~<.
Oh, and yesterday was my first day of school :). I just couldn't find the time to write about it. My first day was quite fun I guess ^ ^. Most of my teachers are guys this year which is new for me. I usually always have female teachers. Nearly all of my teachers are funny x); except the girl teachers. My Spanish teacher tells jokes, but she seems so serious when she tells them, so none of us are sure if we should laugh or not ^ ^;;. And...my math teacher is just not funny at all xD. She will tell a semi-funny joke, and then sort of apologize for how funny it wasn't. So it kind of ruins the whole moment, and no one ends up laughing.
To top is off, there aren't any cute boys in my class TT^TT. Which totally sucks. What am I supposed to do when the teacher gets boring? Lol just kidding xD. I don't >.> use boys for my entertainment. But it is true there's no cute boys OTL which still sucks.
Anyways, I feel as though this year is oddly different though. I'm not exactly sure why. It just seems kind of odd. For some reason I have a feeling that this year is going to be a rather ...fun one x). There's going to be a lot of pressure on grades and studying this year, but I can make it. But with my teachers and new classmates, I have just have this feeling. I can't wait to see what happens ^ ^. So let's celebrate to Gokudera's birthday and to a fun and exciting new school year! :D   [mostly to Gokudera's birthday xD]

Okay, well I got to start heading out for school. Talk to ya laters~ ;D

Haha xD I Feel So Stupid

I don't usually post twice in one day but...

Oh my gosh xD!!! I feel incredibly stupid right now. OTL

With the little free time that I have, I decided to spend it on making this comic/manga strip (idk what you would call it xD). I completed it today, and felt the need to share it with you right now. Thus, this is Emiko (me) presenting you a very retarded comic strip at the moment x).

^ ^;; read it if you dare?

LMFAO XD I couldn't stop laughing when I came up with the wording for this. It's so fail and cheesy x).

I think it's a little confusing, so let me explain the story I was trying to present.

Currently, Setsu-kun is fighting Graham-kun :3 in this comic strip.

As they are fighting, Setsu-kun was explaining about how I taught him the power of "love". (xD I know it sounds retarded, but I just had to do it ^ ^). However, Graham-kun misunderstood what Setsu-kun said. He thought Setsu-kun was declaring some kind of love for Emiko, and he got jealous x). Some fans like to say that Graham likes Setsuna, so I decided to play with that a bit :P. I do admit that in the anime, Graham-kun is sort of obsessed with Setsu-kun in an unnatural way xD. Haha, plus, grahamxsetsu pairing extertains me a bit. And after Setsu-kun epicly defeated Graham-kun >:D, he was like "Yes...but that wasn't the point...-.-;;" Meaning, he does have a lover (*cough me cough*), but that wasn't what he was talking about at the moment xD. 

Oh, and the reason why Graham-kun said "So you have a lover, Gundam?!" instead of "So you have a lover, Setsuna?!" was because Graham-kun doesn't know Setsu-kun's name...wait...or maybe it's because he just likes to do that. xD I don't remember.

Well, now let me explain this to you: I did not draw this!! I suck at drawing...>.> no I really suck at drawing. xP So what I did was photo scan pages from the Gundam00 manga. I took parts of the different manga pages and colored them :3 then added my own text. I think I used stuff from three different pages from two different volumes of Gundam00.

Photoshop CS4 was used to make this! d(^ ^)b

And it took me FOREVER(!) to do the stars!!! At first, I couldn't figure out how to make a good starry effect. But, I somehow manged :D.

What I did was make a bunch of random white dots then blur it a bit with the blur tool. Afterwards, I used the smudge tool to smudge it up a bit more. Then, I made a bunch of more random white dots, but smaller ones this time. And I did the same blur and smudging affect to the smaller dots as well. For the "shooting star", I just made another white dot, and used the smudge tool again. But even after doing all that work for the stars, I feel as though they're still not good enough OTL it totally doesn't fit with the rest of the picture.

And for the last panel, where you see Setsuna standing, looks really fail xP. I got really lazy, and didn't feel like putting too much detail into it ^ ^;;. So it just looks like some random blue silhouette. xD but whatever.

I think I totally screwed up Graham's suit too xP the colors don't seem right. I got lazy on coloring Exia too ^ ^;;. sigh~ I'm such a bum xD

I'm pretty proud (TT^TT I had to look up how to spell prowd <--how I thought it was spelt xD i fail.) of my work though :)

^ ^;; I used things like the blur and smudge tool because I'm still a novice at photoshop x). I mean I'm pretty sure there's an easier way to do what I did, but I wasn't able to figure it out xP

Sooo~ anywaysu, what do you think? Pretty hilariously fail, right? x) and yet totally cool at the same time, right?

Dish Soap is Bad? O.o

Yups. Dish soap (dish detergent) is bad for you. Well not exactly. It really depends. What I mean is that dish detergent is bad for girls. Hmm...I'm probably not making much sense. So let me explain in a story :)

Story Mode :D

I was washing the dishes like a good girl (haha xD i was forced to. chores suck :P).
My dad stood next to me watching me like some creep. xD Just kidding, he was seeing how I did because I suck at washing the dishes (at any chore in general xD).
Then out of the blue he was like "Hmmm...you should really wear gloves."
"Why? D: Gloves are annoying to use," I complained...more like whined xD but that's besides the point.
"Dish detergent is bad for your skin. Especially since you're a girl *wiggles finger at me*," he says.
I just nod my head in return, and continue to do the dishes.
"It'll make your skin rough. Girls shouldn't have rough skin.*still wiggling finger at me*."
"Mhmm..," I nod my head again.
"It's very bad for your skin!! >3< *is now flailing his arms up and down* And why aren't you listening to me?!"
"Huh, what?" I turn to look at him.
"N-never mind...OTL," then he walks away, shoulders slumped.

End of Story Mode


Haha xD I love messing with that guy. Now that I read over my story...>.> that doesn't help you that much to understand what I was talking about. Supposedly, dish detergent makes your skin rough. Thus, my dad makes me wear gloves now whenever I'm doing the dishes.
Some of you are probably wondering why rough hands for girls is bad as well. I'm not sure why rough hands are bad, but I guess it's mostly because people expect girls to have soft hands. Which is totally unfair! Because we're supposed to do all the work. And work makes your hand rough. >.> so it's unfair to expect that kind of stuff for girls.
Anywaysu, back to the point! I tried to research about why dish soap is bad for your skin, but I couldn't really find much (mostly because I only searched for 2 minutes xP). I do know it's something to do with chemicals.
^ ^;; so if you really think about it, I'm just telling you the obvious. xD or maybe some of you didn't know anything about this. Anywaysu, from here on out, I suggest you people to wear gloves when washing the dishes (^ ^)b !!

Wah, don't get the wrong idea though!!! :O But I'm not saying that you shouldn't use dish detergent! I'm just saying be careful :)
...yea not using dish detergent is actually a bad thing too >.> because how else are you supposed to get clean dishes? xD

A Tad Bit Late

Haha xD So I went to the park on Saturday, and took some pictures. But I was lazy and didn't upload them until now. Sorry about that ^ ^;;. Blame my procrastinating habits xP. Thus, I am posting about a Saturday afternoon on a Monday ^ ^;;.

Anyways, I took a picture of the magnificent trees that were in the park. I just love trees. They're so awesome. I mean think about it. Trees are super pretty. Plus, when they rustle in the wind the leaves just make oh so wonderful music. :) Furthermore, they provide us with oxygen. Which is good for us x) [as you can see I like to state the obvious xD]. I just looove~ going to the park. I don't even do much there; just walk around really. I'm not a little kid anymore, so I don't get much entertainment out of the play ground area (jungle gym?) xD.

Exia-Near climbed his first tree today! :D ...well he did need a little help ^ ^. Oh, and the pretty bracelet like thing on the branch isn't mine. xD I was looking for a good tree to put Exia-Near on, and I saw that bracelet. I thought "Hmm...that's sort of pretty." Thus, I decided that the tree would be perfect for taking pictures! The bracelet would be like a prop of some sort(?) ^ ^. Pretty lucky of me to find it, ne? Haha xD not really. Also, just to let you know, I didn't take the bracelet >.> that'd be weird. Plus, who knows where it's been? For all I know it could have belong to big foot! ...Well in that case, I think I would have taken it xD. Big foot FTW d(^ ^)b. lol.

Close up of Exia-Near in a tree x) ain't he just adorable? (for a robot I mean ^ ^;;)

This is Exia-Near looking out onto the ocean~. ....wait what o.O ? Lolz xD I mean lake. Or is it pond? Gah! Whatever xP. It's a hole filled with dirty water that's in the park. Good enough explanation xD? Anyways, I think Exia-Near's position is a little bit weird and awkward looking. Eh, what do you expect? I mean I'm just a novice at this right now xD. So please forgive the terrible poses I make Exia-Near do.^ ^;; I'll get better I promise. . . or at least I hope x).

My little brothers, Dad, and lil' Sister all went searching for acorns (haha xD almost forgot how to spell acorns. fail xP). Weird thing to do, ne? People looked at them funny too. I was like "I do not know these weird acorn searching people." Haha xD jk. I would be proud to admit my blood relation (^ ^)v. Okay, a little over board there xP. Anyways, back to the point. They were searching for acrons because of Cutie Pie (my hamster). Supposedly, my dad read or heard that hamsters like to eat acorns. Thus, he was like "Wow, the park provides free food for hamsters :D! Let's go get some." My dad is not a cheap skate, but he may sound like one x). Exia-Near is sitting on the basket of Ga.'s scooter.  We had nothing else to put the acorns in xD.

Speaking of my hamster, I finally got around to taking some pictures of it :D!! Yay! Hehe I bet I just made some of you happy ^ ^~ ....wait what? I didn't D: ? Ugh, well forget you *does hair flip and walk away*. Haha xD just kidding. Anywaysu, we have one of those little hamster balls for Cutie Pie, and let him run around in it every so often. I decided it'd be best to take pictures when he was in his ball because he's always hiding when he's in his home. And you should all be grateful for these pictures! It was so difficul!! Cutie-Pie just wouldn't stay still xD. But luckily, I was able to get some good pictures for you people. You're just lucky enough that I love you all to death x). I really like the first one the best because you can see his face pretty clearly and up close :D.

 I took some pictures of Cutie-Pie while he was running. The second picture is of the side of him obviously x). He looks kinda small right? Well, he's been eating a lot, so now he's all chubby. lol xD. The next picture should be of Cuite Pie in a bird's eye view. I never noticed he had specks of black fur until I took this picutre ^ ^;; that just shows my lack of observation.

 This is a picture of Cutie Pie's home. Very colorful and bright, ne? Pretty pimped out home he gots. x) I say we spoil him since it has a second floor. lol not really xD. His wheel is plastic, so it's soo annoying when he runs on it because it makes a ton of noise. Cutie Pie likes to run at night, so it took me awhile to get used to sleeping with it D:
The little blue thing below the green platform is Cutie-Pie's sleeping quarters; we call it an igloo (i have no idea why xD). When we first got him, he would never come out of that thing. But now I think Cutie Pie has gotten used to us because now he sleeps on his wheel instead of the igloo.

Last picture, but not least is of Cutie Pie inside his home. So cuute~ right? :D

*yawn* well it's ..HOLY COW!! It's 1 a.m.! O.O I really got to get to bed. Sigh~ I've been posting late at night quite often now. School is starting, so I really got to get back into my routine xP. I will really miss staying up late in the night. I got to admit though, staying up late, when everyone else is sleeping, is kind of creepy, ne? Anywaysu, good night everyone~ ;D (good morning?)(good afternoon?)(gah, whatever the time is for you I hope it's good xD)

Explanation Please?

Yay! Okay so I got an email asking to explain a few of my wishes ^ ^ from someone with the email name of  Ruwonki. Haha xD i'm kinda excited for some reason.
Anywaysu, I was asked to explain the following wishes listed on "My Wishes" list:

~I wish to live up to at least a 100 years old.

~I wish my dad will be able to buy his own house.

~I wish I had A or AB blood type instead of O.

So I shall give an explanation for these wishes of mine mostly because I said I would if I got an email...>.> and the person said "or else." I am usually afraid when people say that xD because you never know what it is. Who knows what if they send assassination ninjas >~< scary. But cool at the same time xD I mean I'd actually be somewhat okay with being killed by ninjas. Just think about it "Death by Ninjas" sounds pretty awesome, ne?

*cough cough* okay back to the subject. (i get off topic easily ^ ^;;)

Let's start with the first one. I do not wish to per say stop at a 100 years old. I would like to live up to at least a 100 years old ^ ^. Why? Well when you're 10 people usually make a big deal about your age being in the double digits. If double digits are cool; don't you think triple digits would be even cooler? x) haha so I wanna become old just so I can brag. lol xD i'm odd, deal with it.

Now I can understand why the second wish listed would be quite odd too. Just to let you know, it does not mean that I do not have a house and live in a box in a suspicious alley way xD. It just means that I live in a rented house. Meaning my dad has to pay a stupid extra $1000 or so to live in our house. You know "renting". I'm sure you all know what it is xD ....if you don't then you must be a wealthy person >.> or just stupid xD haha jk
Okay, now for the explanation: Well you see, people always want to own things right? So ever since my dad moved out of his house; he's always had to rent a house. And because of certain events, he's never been able to save up enough money to buy his own house. What's so special about owning your own house? Well think about it. If you own the house, you can do whatever the hell you want to it. You can paint your walls rainbow or doodle all over it as many times as you want. You can have your own garden and plant exotic things xD like a money tree (yes I believe they exist xD)! When you own the house then you don't have somebody tell you that you can't do what you want.
Thus, I wish for my dad to be able to one day buy his own house so he can do all the funtasitc things he has always wanted to do with his house.

Next wish! :D
I admit xD this wish is a little unreasonable and quite stupid. It's not like I hate O type blood or something xD I'm actually quite friendly with it (it's what keeping me alive right now xD).
It's just that my Setsuna-kun has A type blood, so I wish to have the same blood type. And if I cannot have A type then I want AB because Kyouya Ootori has that blood type. Why do I want their same blood type? Well think about it. If they're dying one day and need more blood, then I wish to be able to donate my blood to them.
.....yea >.> i know I can't donate blood to a fictional character. But it's fun to think so xD plus it just seems cool. Let's just say I'm really really obsessed and weird xP lol

Well I hope my explanation helped you understand the reasoning behind my wishes, Ruwonki. ^ ^
if it doesn't than too bad xD. lol jk, if you don't understand it then I'll try and explain it better :D

Oh and thank you for reading about my wishes! \(^O^)/ you've made me very happy~ x)

Edit: erm >.> originally I put my email to allow you guys to ask me questions about "My Wishes", but my dad told me that I'm not allowed to do that ^ ^;;. I sort of got in trouble OTL. So now, just leave a comment on this blog entry if you wish to ask me questions about "My Wishes". Or you can leave a comment on here: http://emikosday.blogspot.com/2011/09/check-it-out.html.  Please and thank you ^ ^.