Feeling Bla

Okay, so first things first. I have no idea what a bla feeling is xD
It's just how I feel at the moment, really. There's no other way to describe it.

I don't know what to blog about today, but sigh~ I would have to say that I'm having some problems.
TT.TT I miss K. !!!  D:

Well, I have his email and his phone number. I also know about his facebook account.
Plus, I know where he lives. (for sending letters possibly?....or other things like window watching xD rofl jk he lives on the 6th floor so that's physically impossible >.>...not that I would do that...xD)
So basically I have all the information that I stalker could ever possibly need. ...*cough* I mean contact info. ^ ^;;
But I can't do anything with it!! T~T
Hmph. :T What I mean is that it'd be weird if I called him out of the blue. (my friend said that I should casually call him and say that I was bored and wanted someone to talk to. But that's awkward too >~<)
I have no idea what to send him in an email.
And I don't have a facebook account, so I can't post some random cute-sy message on his wall to start some kind of conversation with him.
Furthermore, I've been having endless thoughts and dreams about K. lately as well.
I want so badly to do something, but my brain has not been able to come up with a single idea of what to do.
This is such a sad situation to be in. :( so useless
My friends say I should move on. I feel as though I should move on.
But I can't!! D:  (it feels mean to obsess over a guy and then just quickly forget about him when it becomes inconvenient.) [the only way where it'd seem less rude is if I start like another guy >.>]
Looks like I'm just going to have to wait until this phase is over. (which sounds totally inconsiderate)
Sigh~ and he was such great find in the male species. I mean how often do you meet a guy who is incredibly kind, respectful of women, a complete gentleman, funny, and insanely handsome? One in a million.

And btw don't you just hate it when hand-sanitizer spurts all over you when you open it?
It's a pain in the butt. Especially if it gets all over important papers.
...^ ^;; yeah that was random. But only because it just happened to me xD.