Wednesday, December 26, 2012

The Lucky Ducky I Am!

A couple of my friends from middle school and I got together today to hang out for the holiday break. The beautiful thing is that everyone seems to haven't change in the slightest. Well, X-chan seems to have gotten a little bit "too cool for us". Haha, but all is well xD. We traded gifts, ate froyo, and had a tone of fun. What I found to be quite fun though was that I was like a whole two inches taller than everyone :'D. LOL. Sadly not because I miraculously grew over night, but because I wore the new boots my daddy got me for Christmas >w< !! Kyaaa~ I love them. They're ah-maz-ing~!  I mean the heel is like a whole friggin' 3 inches high (and I have declared them to be little devils T~T), but I still love 'em!

http://www.6pm.com/michael-antonio-malone-taupe?zfcTest=mat%3A1

I wore them out today, and was having a ton of fun. How I felt on the way home though was a whole other story though! My toes felt the slow torture. Gradually, my walking pace became slower to make up for the pain and I was totally being left behind. //boohu. When I finally got the chance to stop, I switched out my boots for a pair of nice comfortable sneakers that I kept in my bag (in case of emergency foot pain and whatnot xP). I placed my boots into a red plastic bag, and tied it to the side of my bag. Being the "smart" one I am, I double knotted it, so it doesn't fall. However, when I got back home....... my boots were missing >___>. FUU** !! Of course, being the crazy bastard that I am, I decided that I wasn't going to just say "Oh fucking well. That's too bad." No. Like hell I would say that xP. Instead, I forced my dad to get into his car and help me find my boots even though it was raining/snowing/hailing. Not to mention it was dark and we were both in our pajamas. My dad is nice though. He was like "I doubt you'll find it! It's not very likely" also insert some phrases of "You're so stupid!" and "I taught you better!" Haha, but that's not what makes him nice... xD;;. LOL. It's that despite thinking I'm a complete idiot, he tossed on his coat and gave me the chance to find it. Of course, throughout the entire time, he was whining like a baby and complaining about how he'd rather buy another pair than go through with the work of finding it XDD. We drove around. My face glued to the window, trying to look for any sign of my boots. All I could think of was "look for the red plastic bag. red plastic bag." I tried to convince my dad (and myself) that although it was dark, the redness of the bag and the small help of the street lights will be enough to spot it. We couldn't find it though! I was so frustrated. All my dad could do was say "It's okay. The price dropped more, so now it's only $15!" (lol, oh dad xD). And as I was about to give up hope, at the very last moment, in my perifpheral vision, I saw it. A small lump of red on the edge of the sidewalk. I shouted in excitement as a glimmer of hope sprung within me as I hopped out of my car (after it stopped ofc) and dashed toward it. I bent down to pick it up, lifted the flaps of the bag, and in the dim light of the night, .... it ended up being full of garbage.



LOL Just kidding! Inside were my boots!! TTwTT. You wouldn't believe how happy I was!! My boots are now in my possession once again. Soaked, but still beautiful ;w;. Haha, my dad couldn't believe that I acutually found it. He wouldn't stop laughing xD.

Friday, December 21, 2012

Life is like a Bowl of Ice Cream

 
Life is like a bowl of ice cream. I'm the bowl. My experiences the ice cream (preferably vanilla ♥). And all the beautiful friends I have would be the toppings on top that make it all the better (like sprinkles and caramel syrup >w<).

And so, as you can see, today's post will be about my friends (again).

I'm going to start off with my two junior friends. Eui-chan and Natty-kun.
Now, Natty imo is really quite cute, and a super nice-guy kinda person. I love talking to him, and seeing him in general. Compared to my other guy friends, he's quite a refreshing sight to see... because all of my guy friends are arrogant and love to fight with me (is it my fault that I'm skilled in the art of insulting? xD). I'm quite sick of them at times xP. But I don't like Natty. Too quiet for me, and we don't have much in common :P.
I think my friend Eui thinks I like him though, which is really quite bothersome D; She's the kinda friend who likes to play cupid. Her and Natty are good friends, and I feel like she's trying to convince him into dating me or something. I really appreciate her effort. But she's shooting bows at people who just don't match. xP. And she's convinced my friend, BB, that I like him too. I know this because BB keeps making fun D;
For now though, I'ma just pretrend like I'm oblivious to all of this. LOL. Hopefully, they'll drop it soon xD.

But even with all this drama, I still haven't forgotten my friends from middle school :'D.
For the winter break, I've set up a gathering. I can't wait for it. Super superr excited!! >w<. I went to go shopping for presents yesterday, and I'm glad I still know them so well. I can go "spot shopping" which is something Choco-chan came up with. It's where you can go shopping without an aim, look at something, and just know what's perfect Cx. I also love how a lot of stores around me have free gift wrapping. Makes my life so much easier :'D //can't wrap for life. With school and everything, I haven't been able to go out in FOREVER. I forgot how tiring shopping can be, but I miss it so much >w< //girly ftw.

BB showed me to this little mall nearby, and it has this cute little shop that I've fallen in love with!! They had G-gundam models!! ;w; I almost went beserk. If they accepted credit card, I would've probably lost control and bought it (even though the one I wanted costs $100). Grr- why do models have to be so damn expensive TT^TT //sob. It was like a Morning Glory combined with Anime Castle. It was amazing~ ;w;.

Anyways, speaking of Gundam, I found a friend who also thinks Setsuna is friggin' sexy >w< !! And one who also shares my love for Kat-Tun!! And one who likes to give out candy like mehh!! And another who enjoys watching CommunityChannel as much as I do !!

So the ice cream is beautiful with all its glorious toppings ;w;.

Sunday, December 9, 2012

The Gems

The sound of morning music awakes me from peaceful slumber. Great determination removes me from the soft covers of dreams. With the help of an energy boaster (coffee xD), I prepare myself to go to school. On the way there, what a journey it is! The people I see. The troubles I face. Surprises meet me around every corner. And a surprise I also am for the other travelers like me. At school I am, ten minutes 'till the bell. Up the mountainous stairs (uhg!). But what awaits me are gems with smiles so great :'). Ding. Ding. Ding. Classes begin, and another tired day I suffer through. I can't wait to go home. But those moments with my gems makes me want to start the cycle again. ♥

All that's major in my life right now is high school, so that's what I'll talk about. lol. Everyday, I feel myself growing, becoming mature, and experiencing life. It's kinda freaky, but I enjoy it though. The ride on the subway every morning and afternoon. My teachers and classes. The activities and opportunities. I especially like the environment. Everyone there is amazing (well, for the most part :P).
I always get a good feeling whenever I climb those three flights of killer stairs knowing that I'll see my friends waiting for me near my classroom. And when I do arrive, all five/six of them smile at my appearance at the same time and greet me. I feel so special ;w;. lol it's really a sight to see a bunch of people smile at once xD.
I feel like I can relate to the people in Bronx Science really easily. A quarter of them are anime fans. Another quarter are geeks (either whovians or potterheads or both). And the third are both anime fans and geeks!  the last quarter are the borning bunch who just study xD. I'm friends with one of that last quarter, but she's cool, so she's excused :P.
My teachers are great... although I sleep in like half my classes >___>. And it upsets my friend that I never get caught. LOL. But don't worry folks! My grades are beautiful ^__^. ... except in biology. //sob. I suck in that class. I want to blame my teacher though. She talks to fast, writes scribble on the board, and can't spell for life. I swear, I'm probably studying inncorrect notes right now! I don't have it that bad though. There's some teachers who have heavy accents and speak in their native tongue at random moments; confusing everyone. xD.
The subway rides to school and back are always fun. I mean who doesn't love being squished into small spaces and surrounded by brutal New Yorkers? xP. Haha, nah, most of the time everything is alright. I get to enjoy free entertainment, people watching, thinking time, and great views (of cuties on the train ♥).
In my thinking time, I commonly only like to think of my happy moments though. And so, I end up smiling like an awkward idiot on the train xD. Haha, but New Yorkers are like trained to ignore weirdos, so I'm safe =w=b. Those happy thoughts could be total killer though! One time, I was happily reminicing in a memory I had of my little brother, and I started crying! My dad told me that with my in high school, I'll be spending less time with my little siblings and family. When I thought about missing out on the growth of my siblings and the events with my family, I started to tear up a bit ;A;. //stupid female hormones xP.

Despite all the new friends I'm making, I find myself deeply missing my friends from middle school too. I'm glad that I still see a few in my high school. And sometimes, I get to see Pari-chan on the subway in the morning :D !! I talk to Rin-chan too. I miss Luka-chan the most though since I don't really see or talk to her anymore. I miss her pink hair and wild personality. ;A;.

So high school has its ups and downs. A lot of the time, it feels like I'm mostly experiencing the "downs", but on those days when things are better, everything seems a little more worth it :)

Wednesday, October 31, 2012

i'm just really annoyed right now

The rain had finally stopped. For awhile there, I was beginning to worry. The rain came down with no end. It was as if the sky's heart was broken, and the tears wouldn't stop! It sent it's anger down upon the Earth in the form of hurricane Sandy. The storm crashed about wildly and wrecked homes like a crazed bull on a rampage. The terror has yet to end too! The power lines are down, and people are panicking about.

But somehow, I've made it out alright so far. Perhaps a few trees had tipped over here and there, incapable of holding its ground any longer and feeling the need to hug the Earth one last time. The streets are flooded, and the wind is chilled. But I'm alright, alive and well. Haven't left the house once as I listened to the storm beckon me away with its constant banging of my window. It's strong winds howled. My sister flinching at every sound. If Sandy had stayed any longer, I'm sure it would've driven our sanity to the point of desertion!

Luckily, the power is intact, and school is cancelled until Monday. I hadn't taken this opportunity to blog a bit more 'till now though. I've been working on homework, reading manga, and listening to the sexy voices of Kat-Tun. Oh, sweet sweet Kazuya ♥. What a joy it was  ^u^.

I've been feeling kind of aimless though. I've reached one of those points in life where I find myself lost .___. like idk what's the point to what I'm doing anymore.... No, wait, that's not the right way to explain it. I'm lost in the sense that I know my destination, but I don't know which path to take to get there. Of course, I want a future where I'll be rich and happy 8D.... but I'm told that I need high grades and good schooling. Yet, I'm also told that such things aren't necessarily needed. Then, there's my dad blabbering on about how I should learn java, and a whole bunch of other computer stuff. And I'm just sitting here wishing I could become a manga editor ;w; (I've been reading too much Bakuman lately xD).

LOL I'm not serious about the manga editor thing. Sigh. I'm thinking about becoming a psychologist or a write or an engineer. I need a passion though! To be honest, I don't have a passion. I'm not super indulged into reading, or photography, or computers, or music, or art, or anything really!

My dad constantly tells me "Learn Java, photoshop, illustrator, Ubutu, windows, programming." It's just constant computers, computers, computers. Plus, I also have like ecosystems, and Hinduism, Confucianism, and dirty dozen grammar skills just bouncing off the walls of my mind all the time.

It's come to the point that I'm so overwhelmed that I'm calm! You know what I mean? It's like if the water is hot enough, it'll feel cold. Have you ever felt that? Turned the water so hot that when you put your hand under, it'll feel cold for a few seconds. ...If you haven't, I'm not saying you should. LOL the afteraffects hurt like hell XD.

Anyways, what I'm saying here is that I don't know where to go. I've liked my schedule of sleep, school, homework, eat, sleep, and then repeat. With the next few days off, I've had time to do more. Except, all I find myself doing is homework (my social studies teacher posts homework ahead of time, so I'm doing that). I feel like I should be reading non-fiction (which I'm really weak in) or learning Java or doing something.

My life isn't just grades, but I don't know what else to do besides focus on that! That's why I feel like I'm going to fail in life because all I can do is get good grades. Grades are important, but they don't mean everything. If that's all I'm good at though, then I consider myself a failure no matter how high the grades are. TT______________TT.

I need a passion... but I can't find it. I hear that's what makes people successful. They can often turn their passion into money, and it would be fun too since they're doing what they love. But how can I live that kind of dream if I don't have a passion?? UGH ! This whole thing is just pissing me off =___=.

My dad is dead set in his belief that Java will be my forever passion or some crap like that, but I really find no interest in it at all! I think it's the fact that he pushes me so hard that I don't want to do it. I have this feeling that I'm just going to utterly fail at it, and disappoint him. Passion or not, that won't be fun! So I've settled on just not doing it at all... which isn't a very good solution either.


I dont know. I'm just frustrated, and writing it all out hasn't really helped me come to a solution. That upsets me :V

Friday, October 26, 2012

An Individual or an Ordinary?

A few days ago, my English teacher was talking about whether we felt we were an individual or a follower. I personally would say that I’m more of an “individual”. LOL. Then again, would it be follower like of me to say so? Everyone wants to be an individual, and most thinks they are. Haha! Makes you think, eh?

And with this, I wrote on my paper, “I’m both” which is like a totally legit answer =w=b. It’s all a matter of opinion ^^. I’m both because sometimes I am out of the norm. I think outside of the box (and see that this box of mine is green with electric pink stripes 8D). I laugh louder than most. I dance in the hallways (even without music). And I like to wiggle my eyebrows in every expression I make. I’m just weird OuO. Howeverrr, I’m also not weird an individual too 8D (yes, it’s true).  I mean, I wear shirts and pants like you or anyone else! I fall in love, and feel sadness, and like chocolate just the same. I try to be smart, and become rich.

So what am I? An individual or an ordinary?

Oh! Speaking of being out-of-the-ordinary, I finally took pictures of my locker! Now, you can see it in all its awesomeness 8D. I’ve gotten like several comments for it. LOL it’s actually how I’ve made a few friends too XD. It’s filled with pictures of Hitman Reborn. Fans, or just anime-fans in general, always comment on it. I totally love how most anime fans in my school are so crazy and outgoing, and just love to talk about their love with other fans 8D. It’s fun! I feel so welcomed knowing that there’s other weirdoes like me ;w;.

*click to make image larger*

The red thing you see at the top of inside my locker is used as a shelf :D. It’s supposed to be one of those fold-out shelves that you put on the bottom of your locker. However, since I have a top locker, I have like a few extra inches at the top (it’s inclined slightly at the top instead of flat). I put the shelf on the hooks that’s for my jacket. Ahahaa, I put so much stuff on my shelf. LOL. I have a pencil case filled with stuff like a staples for my stapler, white out, sharpener, paper clips, and etc. I have an extra set of clothes, and emergency book (just in case I get bored out of my mind during my free periods), and my goggles for biology class.
That ugly, barf green thing you see in there is my book bag. However, I shove that in my locker in the morning, and put the stuff I need for the first half of the day into a much cuter, smaller bag 8D. That way, I don’t have this huge heavy thing on my back.

AND GUESS WHAT? MY BEAR STICKER GOT STOLEN TT______TT. I went to my locker one day, and ka blam, it was gone! My sticker of the girl is harder to get off though, so no one has touched it yet :’D.

Sunday, October 7, 2012

New C-Pop Obession

I'm like totally in love with C-pop right now.
LOL. I can't believe I haven't explored this stuff until now. I feel so late ;A;.
It's really awesome though. I don't know why, but Chinese people just have like really sexy voices .__. //totally unbiased answer btw.

Anywayss, here's some of the people that I like so far :'D

Top Combine
LOL. I found them like awhile ago. I really like their music, but never really got very into them. To be honest, I've only ever listened to this song of theirs (and maybe like one or two others).. but I really like this one XD. I like how they mention their name, Top Combine, in some/most? of their vides. It's funny :>

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AVQ0K566cxg <- the only dance I can actually do! xD

Fahrenheit
Ah hahahaa, I like this song the most from them. XDD. Their other stuff is pretty good too, I guess :3 andd, I've watched the drama Ikemen Desu. It has like two of the guys from this band in it. LOL It was the first drama that I actually officially finished (I've started so many dramas, but haven't finished them yet).

So those two were my first C-pop songs ;w;

BUUUT, the band I like the most a the moment would be Hit-5 ♥♥♥. Ohmigosh, they're so cute and like awesome TTwTT.

Hit-5
^This is the first song I heard by them. I totally found them by chance. randomly clicked a video (because I thought the beginning picture was kinda cute XD). I think I totally found my new love ♥ ;w;. (besides Kat-Tun of course x3).

G.E.M.
I'm also into G.E.M. I don't listen to female foreign singers very often (reasons are too long to explain xD), so she's pretty good to have caught my interest =w=b. She's super pretty too ;w; makes me totally jelly.

Exo-M
LOL... they're like half Chinese or something like that, so I guess this counts XDDD. I don't knoww. but I'm really loving Chinese singers right now. ahahaa xD. They're really good thoughh. Meh friend, B-queer showed it to me. And all the members are so incredibly cute >w< !!


Ah harr, but I haven't really researched into any of these people yet T^T. I totally should. and soon. LOL. I'm such a late bloomer. getting into music wayy after everyone else did xD. but I guess I'm different like that, so ha :P

Friday, September 28, 2012

High School Isn't What I Expected

After a month or so of high school, I've realized it's not as hard as people make it out to be... nor is it as fun ;____;.

I mean, in movies and people I've talked to, they're always complaining about the amount of work and tests and all that shit. It's honestly not that bad (and this is coming from a kid who goes to Bronx Science xP). There are a lot of tests (especially if you got that evil teacher), but it's to be expected. If you just sit your ass down, pay attention in class, and study for at least ten minutes the night before, you'll be fine (if you wanna do great, study for twenty-five minutes xD).

I must confirm that high school isn't as fun as rumored to be. I thought it was going to be crazy, wild, fun, drama-all-day, insane! It's not though. You go to the same classes, see the same teachers, and shove crap in the same locker every single day. It's too repetitive ! I hate it. No fun at all. Nothing interesting. The thing that might ever present a tiny possibility of excitement in my day is if I find a penny on the floor. High school is that boring.

People say you make your life time friends there. ... Well, I don't know how the fawk anyone does that because you get a whole new set of people in each class!! Like excuse me? How is someone supposed to create such a major friendship if you only see them like a few minutes each day??

So high school life isn't really what I had expected it to be (except, I do hear about the crazy, wild high school parties... which I'm not allowed to go to anyways xP).


I must admit, I do have fun though (just not exciting, I-could-die-happy fun xP).
My biology class is filled with Black Butler (anime, in general) fans!! >w<. We just like to sit and talk about Black Butler (ex. how cool Sebastian is, how hot Grell can be, and spoilers for the newborn fan xD) while we wait for second period to start (I have first period free three days a week). There's this one girll who I totally love though!! I'll call her Sabby~. She is HILARIOUS. Omigosh, she is the closest thing to home. Home as in my middle school friends. She's absolutely crazy, totally understands my kind of weird jokes, andd laughs/talks just as loud as I do XDD. However, she's still no replacement for my other friends ;___; I do miss them

...so I'ma just go on describing a few more friends since I've already started xD.

I have this friend named Turtle. He looks more like a lemur if you ask me (with qualities of a turtle), but no one agrees. Everyone is dead set on him being a 100% turtle xD. He's a junior, but I love how he doesn't treat me like a total newby-freshman. very nice ^^. LOL. I remember seeing him on the subway (because we both take the 4 train), and I thought he was kinda nice looking. The next day I ended up crossing paths with him (aka, meeting him xD). This kind of thing always happens to me somehow. LOL. //lucky ducky :P
I met Turtle because a friend of a friend introduced me to him. I like the friend of my friend though. She has the same name as Luka-chan. haha. She looks nothing like Luka-chan though. So I'ma call her The Keeper. That's her name because she has like a name for everyone, mostly animals, which makes me think of a zoo keeper. However, she doesn't have only animals, so I took out "zoo" and kept keeper. It ended up as a really cool nickname xD. Anyways, I'm The Keeper's teddy bear... according to her. And Tony (my summer school friend who coincidentally goes to Rin-chan's church) is her shrimp. I feel that's mean because it's like making fun of his short-ness ;__;. I like how The Keeper is also a junior, but she still treats me like an equal instead of a freshie.
I know this other junior, who I'll call Pritt. She treats me like a freshie. She even calls me her "lil' freshie". It makes me feel so outcast-ed T^T. LOL but the way she says it is so cute, so I don't really care xDD. She's super nice. I love how even though I'm a freshman, she's proud to be my friend ;w;. Pritt is always like "This is MY friend, and you're a lucky ducky to be meeting her!" whenever she introduces me to all her friends. I love how she's incredibly happy whenever she sees me too. Makes me feel special. LOL.
(btw, go visit her dA: http://kyo-kyo123.deviantart.com/ . she's like a totally awesome Hetalia fan!!).
...as you can see, I know a lot of juniors .____. (I know like a few more. 5 more? plus, a few seniors. but sophs don't like talking to me or something because idk any ;A;)


Oooh, and there's a person who I should totally dedicate an entire post about, but for now it'll just be a paragraph. I'm going to call her B-queer. She and I have the complete opposite personality, but we get along extremely well. We have the same sense of humor, and we're always laughing up the streets like crazy. We're the kind of friends who can finish each other's sentences and think the same things at the same time. It's a totally crazy that I'm friends with her. We both get upset at each other quite often, and curse one another's ears out, but somehow everything works by the end of the day. LOL. I hang out with her ALL the time. so much so, that I'm starting to talk like her XD. hahaa, I really do love her though. she's like ah-maze-zingg~~!


........... Anyways, those are like my only friends xD. Sabby, B-Queer, The Keeper, Pritt... and possibly Turtle xD. idk. LOL. plus, like two others (who I'll name and talk about later xD).


Also, I go to B-queer's locker with her every morning before school, in the afternoon, and after school (because that's just how our sched works xP. is done in reverse too). And there's this boy who owns the locker next to her. He always resets his locker combo thing to zero. I have no idea why, and I find it amusing that he has such a odd habit. And I must say, I'm a really mean person, so I always change the number to 25. LOL I'm probably a jerk for doing something like that, but I feel like defying this habit of his. I call him Mr. Zero. hahaa xDD. Funny part is, B-queer has the same habit too. I would also mess with her, but she'll kill me... so I dont mess with her ;A;.

By the wayy, even though I'm still just a "feshie", my locker is BOSS. hahaa, most freshmans carry shitload of stuff around the school because they aren't used to using a locker. I mean, I still have a huge camel hump on my back, but not during the school day. I shove like my entire book bag in the locker. I take out what I need, put it into a much more appealing smaller bag, and carry my binder in my hands. LOL. so I look cool B).

I like how my locker is turning out though. I put in a shelf. Yesh! A shelf!! It's a red shelf C: and I fit like a book, extra set of clothes, and my goggles on it (totally helps save space for my camel hump of a bag xD). I put my totoro pouch in there (for meh extra girly stuff). Totoro is so cute though ;w;. There's a mirror. And, I found this cute little pin in the hallway (finder's keepers xP) that said "Robots Save the World". So I took neon pink duct tape, and pasted it on. LOL.

...locker doesn't sound boss when I describe it... b-but it is. I swear.. ;A;  I'll take pics of it one day. xD.


Anyways, this post is like getting uberly long. I must stop talking before I go on a rampage of more useless stuff of my high school life xDD. (and believe me, there is still TONS of stuff to rant about. I have just barely scratched the surface). LOL. so until next time~!! ;D

ask me questions. It'll help inspire me to write more things xD.
like this post was inspired when Luka-chan wrote a comment on my last post asking about my high school friends :3 (so thank Luka-chan. I wouldn't have blogged today if it weren't for her XD).


Coming Up Next Time.....

  • You'll hear about the clubs I'm taking. The clubs I'm not taking.
  • Complaints of how Asian my school is, and my crave for more variety.
  • The current news of meh love life (btw, pinmi is of no more).
  • Possibly about my teachers
    (my writing seminar one is kind of cute :P)
  • My new doodle character
  • -hopefully- pictures of my locker
  • more of the weird people I have to deal with everyday xD. (i'ma get a para or so from B-queer. be excited. LOL).

^mind you, I'm not going to talk about all of them at once. maybe one or two. comment below if you really want to hear about one over the other.

Monday, September 10, 2012

Subway Experience

THE SUBWAY IS DANGEROUS O^O.

I have to ride three different subway trains twice a day every weekday for a total of two to three hours. A lot can happen in those times. a lot of scary things T^T.

The other day, I almost got mugged! Omigosh, it was so scary if I think back about it, but somehow I wasn't frightened at all. I usually put my book bag on the floor since it's heavy, but I have it in between my feet and watch my surroundings carefully. As I was looking around the bus, there was this guy who didn't really look too suspicious. He was wearing a black shirt, black pants, and a black hat. You know, the kind of hat that robbers usually wear. ....>___> okay, so maybe he should have looked suspicious to me, but he didn't. LOL XD. I mean, some people don't usually dress up to match their intentions when those intentions are to rob someone ^ ^;; you'd have to be a complete idiot to do so. Anyways, it wasn't his get-up that made me notice him. I only payed attention to this guy because he kept looking at me. I was just like "WUT? à² __ಠ" He really failed terribly for me to notice him so easily. At first, I thought it was just him like being a pervert or something; checking me out. However, as I observed more carefully (and discreetly of course), he was looking at my bag. The guy kept looking up at me, and then down at my bag, and then back at me again. My bag is one of those Swiss Army bags, but I don't really look like someone who's rich or anything. I look like the kind of kid who doesn't have more than ten bucks on her, and it's true xD. I moved myself at an angle, so if he were to try to grab it and run, it'll be difficult for him. I saw him look upset when I did that. Inside, I felt a little proud because I thought I made him give up. He started checking out for other people's things. As the subway was about to reach its next stop, I saw him start to get up, and stand next to me. There was NO reason for him to be standing next to me when the door was on the other side. I then reached down to grab the bag with my hand, and gave him the "touch me, and I'll rip your guts out" kind of glare o^o. Then as the subway door opened, he looked down at my bag and totally contemplated his options. He had that thinking face on. He looked stupid .___. like srsly. I swear I saw him attempt to reach down, but at the last minute, thought against it and ran out the door before it closed.

Then once he left, I immediately told my friend about it. LOL. It was like an entire silent battle between me and this idiot mugger. I tried to emit a "i can kick your ass" kind of aura. He was trying to act out a "i'm totally innocent" face. But I didn't fall for it! My friend on the other hand, didn't notice what was going on the entire time. She was totally in her own world. LOL. xD. At the end though, she saw him try to reach for my bag like I mentioned earlier. She said she was going to punch him if he tried anything. I felt so loved TTwTT.

It's totally incredible that I survived my first almost-mugged situation //feels proud :'D.

On the subway there's a ton of perverts too. especially old man perverts. On the first day of school, one winked at me @^@;;. Then today there was like three others who just kept staring. I feel so creep-ed out. It's just not fun to know that there's pervs on the same train  ̄^ ̄. 

Oh, but the subway isn't all bad. It's really fun to make fun of all the weird people on the train. And trust me, there's a lot of weirdos. For instance, today, I saw this guy who had like three chins. However, it's not the gross amount of chins he had that was amusing. It was the fact that he had a beard on his double chin, and not his real chin. XD. like wtfuu**? If you're going to shave, might as well shave all of it. lolool. people are strange o-o;;.

Monday, September 3, 2012

My Vacation~!

I went on vacation that seemed really short... and yet, really long at the same time.
To be honest, I'm too lazy to really post all about it in detail... because well, a lot happened xD.
However, what I am going to do is show you some of the pictures from my vacation and then explain a little bit through them :D.

In short, I went to six flags a whole crap load of times. My dad won a whole lot of those carnival toys! I can hardly walk on the floor with all these giant toys on the ground xP.
I don't have any pictures from six flags though ^ ^;; sorry.

Afterwards, I went to Washington D.C. and I must say, I loved it ;w;. I've always wanted to visit D.C. when I was kid. //patrism xD.
During our time in D.C., it must be said now that there was a LOT of walking. All the tourist sightes are clumped together. However, they're still quite the distance apart from each other.

This is The Treasury Department. It was one of the first sites we saw while trying to walk to the Washington Monument (which was very far from where we parked ;A;). It's a very important building... or so I assume since it wouldn't let anybody in :\ I liked the statue infront of it though ^^.

I also went to the WWII Memorial. (there's lots of memorials in D.C.

The part of D.C. I went to must be like big on recycling and keeping things clean because there were so many trash cans everywhere. It was crazy! I totally feel bad for the people who are in charge of maintaining the park. They must have so many garbage bags in stock!

 LOL.... this is just a picture of me messing with the Washington Monument... xDD;;. I was at the Lincoln Memorial when I took this. You can see that long stretch of water infront of it (which I do not know the name of... ^^;). I got this from a lady who was standing next by. It was funny because after she kept shouting to her boyfriend "Take a picture of my hand!" several times (quite loudly), everyone decided it was also a good idea. Thereafter, copying her idea xD. /

 Okay, so most people might want to see the White House, or maybe the national Christmas tree (LOL which I thought was completely hilarious! XD Leave it up to the Americans to have a "national" tree for Christmas). However, my family deeply desired to see the Lincoln Memorial! Everyone in my family was dying from walking from our parking space to the Washington Memorial (which wasn't that far, but my family is a bunch of weaklings. I was perfectly fine xP). Despite such "exhaustion", they strived on to keep walking. Why? LOL. because the Lincoln Memorial has appeared in only a ton of movies! XD. //movie fan. Of course, respect for Lincoln himself was implaced into our want to see his statue... :>

My family didn't really get to see the White House. They were all too tired to walk there. Bunch of lazy bums. hmph =3=. LOL. We got to see the back of the White House though... which is better than nothing, I suppose xD.

Visiting D.C. was quite fun! We got to see the Smithsonian too! Or at least part of it. The Smithsonian was too big to see all in one day (we only spent one day in total in D.C. btw). We saw the part with prehistoric animals in it (We got to see Manny, Sid, and Diego! :'D //shot).
Being in Maryland in general was quite amazing all in itself! Maryland is so green and pretty !! Tons and tons of trees! Quite beautiful :')
...the only weird part about Maryland was that I must have passed by like three or more adult stores there >___>......
LOL. The catch phrases/sayings those kinds of stores put up are funny though xD. //can't remember any atm.
 I also went to Hershey's Chocolate World!! :D. I did Chocolate taste testing and actually made my own chocolate bar!! It was a lot of fun, but expensive .___. I also got this really nice Hershey's Sweater ^___^. However, to my family's disappointment, we found out there was a bigger better Hershey place right here in NY. //fail. LOL. Well at least we got to see the original place ;w;. I mean a whole town was built off of Hershey's Chocolate. (you should look up the history of it! It's quite interesting :'D).


I also visited my cousins in Pennsylvania! It was great to see them :'D. I also bought a lot of clothes there //happyyy~. lolool. I really did enjoy seeing them though ^^. My auntie (dad's sister) is an extermely weird person. Well...I mean, we are related xD. She's very blunt and stubborn with her opinions. I love seeing her have sibling arguments with my dad :>.
Oh! And I helped my cousin create her very own blog too!! :D I'm super excited that she started a blog too! You should go visit it by clicking this link
--> Collywobbles.

Friday, August 17, 2012

26 Awkward Facts About Me

This super long blog post is a post with 26 weird facts about me~~!! Yippee! We're gettin' weird with Emiko \(^o^)/......... wait. that didn't sound right XD;. LOL.
Anyways, to be honest, this post is a way to make up for not blogging for like....idk a month? XD;;. I mean, what better way is there to say "Hey, sorry for depriving you of my incredibly crappy posts?" I also apologize for not doing that "A through Z facts about me" thing ^ ^;.

Okay, so here we go! 26 Awkward Facts about Me~
1. I have a total weakness for guys with awesome hair ♥♥♥
LOL. This is probably the most known out of all the weird things about myself. I have a fetish for males with beautiful hair; whether it's a toddler or a grown man. I just think great hair is a very attractive quality xD. LOL. I don't know why.
At this moment, the only example I can think of for a guy with the hottest hair ever is Kazuya Kamenashi!! I love his hair ;w;. It totally matches his face. And when he smiles, I swear it just glistens :'D.
Oohh. but I find black, shaggy hair the sexiest. kyaaaa~~. And in my opinion, black hair and green eyes is a killer combo!! LOL. yup. totally fangirling over my own fantasies right nao =w=b.
Korean pop-star hair is pretty hot too, but sometimes it can just be weird .___. like...really weird. xD. LOL.
2. Despite me liking guys with awesome hair... don't think I like hair in general. I mean I don't like excessive hair xD;;. LOL. For instance, leg hair, underarm hair, chest hair. It's all very gross for me >___<". Mustaches or beards are okay... but I don't really like them either xD;;. I mean, if the guy can pull it off, then suree~~. If he can't than... he should just shave it off. Hahaa, I'm told that guyys who shave aren't real "men"... If that's the case than I prefer "fake" men(???) XDD. LOL. I don't know if it's because I feel that it's very unsanitary to be hairy all over, or maybe I just find it unappealing. probably both xD. I also find bushy eyebrows to be ugly .___. like...really ugly. LOL. I don't like them at all  .
3. Speaking of hair, I have this strange pleasure when people play with my hair O3O... I don't know why xD;;, but it just feels kind of relaxing for me, I guess. LOL. //awkward. like... i don't know. Fingers combing through my hair. The light touch of the tips sliding across. It tingles my senses. Rofl, this is quite awkward to share, but it's an interesting fact to know about me? xD
4. I'm a sucker for corny things!! corny pick-up lines. corny jokes. corny events. All of it will make me giddy to the core. . . I can't really explain why I like it. I mean, I love to laugh, and corny things are just so funny. Plus, I am like forever telling corny jokes.. xD.
Oh, and my favorite pick-up line is: Do you have a map? because I just got lost in your eyes~ ;D. LOL. I also like "if I was Peter Pan, you'd be my happy thought!" Another favorite is, "Do you run track? because you've been running through my mind all day." The one about track is especially funny for me right now because I'm thinking of joining track at my high school :)
5. Har, this is probably obvious, but I'm a total romantic. A little romantic gesture goes a long way in my opinion ^^.
romantic fantasy time:
Everyday, you come home from the subway. One day, you climb up the trecherous stairs, and up, out of the subway station. Finally, you're out of the stuffy place, and onto the busy streets of New York. There, standing in the middle of the busy crowd, is your girl/boyfriend. They somehow stand out from the rest, and has the brightest smile on their face when they sees you. They were waiting there with a bouquet of beautiful flowers. And they're here just for you, with flowers for "just because".
total aww~ ♥
or
Getting a heartfelt, handwritten love letter. That'd be nice TTwTT. Our society totally sucks though, and everything is done digitally. IT'S NOT THE SAME !! Not the same as an actual letter at all. A letter with beautiful calligraphy paper and script that's covered in the boy's scent would make a girl swoon~ any day! Okay, so maybe it doesn't have to be in script or on calligraphy paper. For all I care, it could be on loose leaf/line paper. However, it being hand written shows that the person actually cares, and put the effort into it. It's sweet ;w;.
6. I get lonely easily, and need human companionship often. The idea of being alone scares me. That's why I love my siblings, and my friends. They help fill in the empty gap ;w;  
When you're alone, thoughts consume you. consume youu~ O^O. Plus, it's really boring when you're all by yourself D; no one to play with~. I don't like it.
7. I like to poke things with a stick; weird things like bugs or inanimate objects or suspicious items... If I could carry a portable stick with me, I would. I also think that bug that looks like a stick is badass. x3. I find poking things with a stick to be very full filling. It helps calm my curiosity for things XD.
8. I get tempted easily..... yea, I'll leave it up to your imagination to guess by what. xD.
9. I have a soft spot for adorable little children  !! Some of my friends think I'm a pedophile... and maybe to a certain degree I am. LOOL. Jkk. However, I do carry candy with me like 70% of the time XD //shot. I don't have any sexual attraction to little kids though, so I really am joking. I love kids. They're a total pain in the ass, but their adorable-ness makes up for it tenfold   I'm an impatient bastard, but when it comes to children, I can wait eons ;w;. They're worth the wait   lol
10. When I was ten, I thought I was bi .... seriously xD. LOL. but don't worry, and don't freak out!! I have discovered that I'm attracted to the male population. Guys are just too hot to not love. //shot.
11. I always try to wear socks at a friend's house... this is because I am self-conscious about my feet. I think they look ugly ;A;. I don't know why, but they just look odd to mehh. I have like wide, flat feet, so it looks weird with my thin toes D; . ewwy.
12. I get grumpy super easily. I mean, I seriously get bitchy when I'm grumpy. It's like I have a total 180 degree personality change. I'm negative, pissed-off-all-the-time, and super mean ;A;.
I'm grumpy when I wake up from a nap. I'm grumpy when I don't eat. I'm grumpy when people bother me too much. I'm grumpy when I'm trying to do something, and people interrupt me. I'm grumpy when I'm frustrated. I'm grumpy a lot .___.
13. I get mad easily as well... but I can hide that well. so beware people. That smile you see on my face could be fake :3... LOL. Seriously though, it's really easy to tick me off, but I have good self-control 8D. The thing that pisses me off the most are stupid and ignorant people. They can be so obnoxious sometimes, and one day I'll burst :V.
14. I often unconsciously correct people's mistakes. It could be a grammar mistake, or whether I think they should've done something else than what they had originally did. I keep that bottled in too. I'll smile and move on. xD;
15. I find Asian accents more attractive than English accents. //shot. shot. shot. Yesh! I've admitted it. lmao! English accents can be kind of annoying sometimes. Asian accents are at least funny. Or maybe I'm being biased. LOL. Oh, but you know what's the best? An Asian boyy with an English accent ;D.  
16. When I was a kid, I thought Robin was hot. LOL. xD. the Robin from Teen Titans and Batman.
17. I have this guilty pleasure of liking it when people take the tip of their nails, and gently glide them across my skin. It tickles in the slightest way that feels quite nice. It's embarrassingly soothing for me xD. I don't know whyy.
18. I only love clothes shopping when I'm by myself. This is because I always feel like I'm being judged for everything I want to buy ;A;. I mean, it's not like I buy anything inappropriate. It's just I let other people's opinion get in my way when I'm buying clothes. I don't know why Dx.
19.  Some of my friends agree that I would make a good boyfriendd~   I mean, apparently, I know how to treat the ladies well~ ;D. Kufufuu~. All jokes aside though xD, some really do think I would make a good boyfriend~. Probably because I'm a girl, and I know what girls like ;D. hurhurhurr. //creep. xD. Too bad I'm not a boy :P. Such a shame for the female population. LOL.
20. I'm self-conscious of the sounds I make when I pee.... LOL Let me explain!! You know when you pee, you make certain sounds due to the fluid of your pee splashing into the toilet water? LOL. Well, I feel awkward when I think about the people who's also in the bathroom, in which they can hear me peeing. I don't know why, but it's awkward when the bathroom is silent, and all you hear is the sound of pee. It's especially awkward when you take one of those long pees. ROFL. I'ma stop talking about it xD;; //too weird.
21. I treat bugs like people... to a certain extent. xD. I mean, I acknowledge them as an actual life. Whenever I see one in my house though, I kill it. I'm totally a baby when I kill it though. The whole time I'll be screaming. LOL. It's like my body and my mind don't match. It's like my hand will be killing it, and smashing it with a tissue like crazy. While on the other hand, I'm crying bloody murderer the whole time xD. It's quite a funny sight. However, I only kill the bugs in my house. When I'm outside, I don't kill bugs. To me, if the bug is in my house, it's a trespasser. Therefore, I have the right to kill it. For the bugs though, outside is there home. And you know how messed up it would be to kill someone in their own home? LOL. so I only kill bugs when I'm in my home :)
22. I find pocket sized toys annoying and stupid. insanely stupid .___.
23. When I was kid, my dream was to have a doll house. LOL. And when I finally got one for my birthday (can't remember which bday x__x), it was a really crappy doll house. OTL. //childhood dream was crushed. LOL. I think my obsession for a doll house had to do with my desire to be an interior designer as a kid. I find decorating fun :) ....but now I realize I have no designing sense whatsoever xD.
24. When I was a kid, I thought girls should always wear dresses~... because dresses were pretty, and they made girls look pretty. However, in my pre-teen years, I hated dresses. They were breezy, weird, and I was goin' thru a "tomboy" thing. LOL. xD. Now though, I'm okay with dresses. Don't like them. Don't hate them. Sometimes though, a girl just feels like getting all dolled up and wearing a dress ;D.
25. I find rain to be a bastard.
Okay sure, kissing in the rain. dancing in the rain. walking in the rain. reading in ..your house..while it's raining :'D. LOL. the sound of rain. the smell of rain. I LOVE IT ALL   ....but doing anything in the rain... will end up in you either getting soaked and dirty, or sick. LOL. I prefer none of those things xD. Sometimes though, I just don't care, and I go into the rain anyways :'D.
Oh, it's also a bastard because sometimes you want to go out... and it doesn't let chu O^O. I can just hear the rain tease me, "Hahaa~. I'm peeingg, and you can't do anything about it~!! You can't go outt~~." LOL....don't ask. //crazy. xD;.
26. ...I hated and loved doing this. LOL. and... if you know me well, you'll know what I'm about to say.
DONT JUDGE ME! I mean I just shared most of my weird facts about me... on the public internet. XD //no shamee. I only typed up the ones that I could think of at the time (took me three days to come up with this many T^T).

and blogger is a being a total stupid bum on me. It keeps screwing over my paragraphs with equal signs, and making me rewrite this entire damn post three times! I feel like a total s.o.l (sh*t outta luck xP).

Saturday, August 4, 2012

Sleep Talking

That awkward moment when you're sleeping, and your sister is awake to hear you sleep talk .___.

LOL. so everyone in my family are major sleep talkers. If you watch us sleep for awhile, eventually we'll spew out some random ass phrase and confuse the crap outta you. I am no exception to this statement.

This morning when my sister later woke up, she was like "What were you dreaming about?!"

To be honest, I remember dreaming about making cookies..... LOL. Don't judge me! XD. I can't help it that I've been craving cookies. I mean, I'm trying to cut back on calories (because I'm too fluffy for my liking TT___TT). That means no coke, no drinking a lot of juice, and no sweets; meaning no cookies ;A;. The "no sweets" part makes me the most upset because I love sweet things!

Anyways, my sister didn't say I was shouting about cookies. Instead she said I had thrust my arm up in the air, and shouted "That Rainbow! It's too colorful!! Stop that!" Then I acted as if I went blind or something.

.______________. I must be a complete idiot in dream land. LOL.

It must be fun to watch me sleep though.............. wait. no. that would be creepy. xDD.

Wednesday, August 1, 2012

Idiot Boy

Arghh. I feel like punching something or someone! >:(

Today was filled with a mix of good and bad things. The bad things primarily affecting me right now D; ergg. I went to my summer classes at Bronx Science (my going-to-be high school). It started out fine. First period was music. It was a boring class though >___>. I'm sorry, but when you put a sleepy teen together with soothing music, you're obviously going to get a snoozing me. Har, anyways, that's not the point of the story at the moment xD.

It all started in health class o^o. Grr, the very thought of the memory makes me upset D;
My health teacher is like also the head of the social studies department, so he has a lot of stuff to handle sometimes. Thus, he often shoves us a handout, and leaves the room to do his business or whatever it is he does. You can already predict how things could go wrong, huh? A room filled with teens who just wanna have fun, and no teacher in sight. It's chaos =___=". I honestly didn't think that students from Bronx Science would be such goof offs D; totally upsetting.
Anyways, I'm used to that. Rowdy teens is expected. What ticked me off today was a particular boy :V. He is a rather rude boy if you ask me xP.
First offense:
The handouts were being passed out, and he had happened to pass back the handout without taking one for himself. Idiot =__=. He looked around, and I assumed he was going to take one of the extras (there's always extras for some reason :P). Thus, I turned to reach back for one for him. Before I completely turned around, I saw that bastard grab my paper. He looked at me. I looked at him. I had a million words to say to that boy (many of which were not nice or very "ladylike"). However, nothing came out of my mouth. Nothing! I can't believe that. I'm totally the type to back-sass anyone who pisses me off. I don't know what happened to me today >__<. I suppose I've just been too quiet in high school for too long. I must have forgotten how to talk to others TT__TT. To be honest, I just kinda wanted to lay low, and not get into anything xP. I just wanted a peaceful, invisible existence in high school ;A;. Why can't I get that? Anyways, since I've forgotten to communicate, I certainly must have lost my ability to bash a person too TT___TT. Oh, how I miss that skill of mine.
Second offense:
Everyone was being loud as hell during the teacher's absence. They were louder than my brothers have ever been; which I find incredibly because two demonic little boys put together can make really loud sounds! Nevertheless, I endured the chaos, and tried to continue my work though. It was hard blocking out the sounds. I couldn't even hear myself think! I was boiling inside. Every inch of me wanted to just tell everyone to shut up (well, preferably, I wanted to insert more harsher words there, but it would just be too rude to do so xD;;). However, during this chaos, a girl sitting next to me was saying to the guy who pissed me off "You should follow Emiko's example. Look how she's reading and highlighting her work. She's way better than you." I was surprised she knew my name, surprised by the semi-compliment (if you can even call it that :P), and surprised that she decided to pick on me instead of someone who wanted to be part of the "fun" (or whatever they thought it was =____=). Guess what the guy did? I thought he was going to just laugh and poke fun at her or me or himself. But no. I was wrong (how many times is that now? a million? billion? trillion? xPP). Instead, he snatched my paper right out of my hands. He held it up in the air, holding it only by his fingertips as if it was some foreign object. He looked at me. I looked at him. It was very hard not to shoot death glares at him. I wanted to spew venomous words about how rude and idiotic he was. how insolent and obnoxious he was acting. how childish and annoying he was being. No. To be honest, I didn't want to lecture him or insult him. I just wanted to punch his guts out, and leave him bleeding on the floor =___________=. Sorry, teen angst/pent up frustration going on inside of meh right now. If I sound scary....well, I am scary :V no excuse there.
It took everything I had to ask for it back without sounding upset, angry, or mean. "May I have it back, please," was what I said. "Please" might of came out a little bitchy-sounding, but what can you expect? xP.  The girl who caused him to want to take my paper was like "You don't have to say please. Just punch him. Be rude to him. He deserves it." Of course he deserves no polite-ness whatsoever, but I didn't want to satisfy the bastard with a reaction. I just started him down until he gave it back to me :V.

However, now that I think back to it, I should've done something more. Punching him is out of the choice. However, I could have told him to go get his own handout himself. Or I could've told him that he should get his pussy ass in gear, and work on his own damn paper. Or I could have said to him some weird philosophical shit that I got stored up somewhere in my hippopotamus hippocampus about how idiots don't make it out on top in the end.

oh, but as the saying goes~
Could've.
Would've.
Should've.
Didn't. Didn't. Didn't.

No point in dwelling over what I should have done.

Instead, if ever he were to bother me again... well, let's just say, he'll never have kids. ever. I'll make sure it won't happen it again.

Sunday, July 29, 2012

Be It Funny or Not, Just Laugh! xD

You laugh when you're happy.... Therefore, you'll become happy if you laugh, right? That's an interesting concept, ne?

I was watching an episode of One Piece awhile ago, and it has intrigued my interest ever since.

When I am happy, I do indeed laugh. I actually laugh pretty loudly. To be honest, I have quite a weird -and to some extent, annoying- laugh. xD. Personally, I am amused very easily. It doesn't take much to make me laugh. And even if it's the lamest joke in town, I'll laugh forever Cx. I laugh because I was laughing! That's how crazy I am~~.

What can I say though? Laughing feels good. I can feel my whole body shake with happiness. All the energy rushing through my veins to my stomach as I laugh and laugh and laugh. I feel alive!
When I heard that idea in One Piece... I thought long and hard about it :3

And in fact, I believe that concept is quite true! When I am happy, I laugh. Thus after, I start to laugh more than the joke deserves... but this is so, because I was laughing in the first place. Does that make sense? I am happier because I had laughed. and I laughed...because I am happy. Haha, I don't feel as though I am making any sense here xD.

Maybe seeing the original clip will help because I apparently can't explain my interpretation on it xD;.....


Anyways, the point here is that you should laugh. When you're happy, laugh! When you're sad, laugh! Laughing is good for the soul and mind. (:

That's why I laugh all the time. . . because it's enjoyable. Need there be any other reason? ^__^

Monday, July 23, 2012

I Died Three Times Today

Oh mi gosh, I almost died!! TT___TT.

It was so weird. Insane I tell you!!

I was watching nigahiga's youtube video. And while doing so, I was drinking water. ...some of you can already guess why that's a bad idea >____>....

It was a terrible experience though.
I choked on my water. However, you know how sometimes, you can spit it back up without spitting all over the place? Okay, so that's what I did. On the other hand, Nigahiga has this darn habit of creating funny scene after funny scene. Thus, I ended up choking on the water that I chocked on... twice....like a boss =w=b. LOL. but in all seriousness, that sucked !! I felt like I was going to die TT__TT. I can just see the headline for it now, "Girl Dies from Watching Nigahiga!"
And then watch all the parents prevent their kids from watching him ever again. Omigosh, I would hate for that to be my dying action. Nigahiga is too funny for kids to be deprived of himmm.

The worst part about my choking three times on the same water, is that my sister saw the whole thing.... >____>..... //has the worst luck. LOL. She was like "Do I even dare ask about it....? O.O;;" I just looked at her, water dripping down my chin, "Yes. In fact, a simple 'are you okay?' will be sufficient enough." Har. //sarcastic 'till the very end.

ps. did anyone notice that I did not use a single "xD" in this post? >w< !! //so proud. LOL.

Sunday, July 22, 2012

Pinmi News??

I know I haven't blogged for at least two weeks, or at least, I know it's been awhile. Friends have begun to continually ask me "Are you blogging?" or "Have you blogged yet?" I'm sorry I've been gone for awhile. It's high school again :\. Gosh, I'm only taking three simple classes (art, health, and music), so I don't have to deal with them later in the school years. Why is it sucking up so much of my time?! If I'm already being occupied with these three little classes, then what will regular high school be like? It'll probably be pure hell

Sighh. but I don't want to talk about school (or the fact that I got two major tests coming up TT^TT). Let's talk about something else. But what? LOL. I really have no clue xD.

Well... some have been asking for an update on Ronny and I.... I guess I could talk about that? so that less people would ask about it xD;;.

Yesterday, he came over to my house. LOL. yea... big step, eh? ^ ^;.
Don't get too excited. He didn't meet my dad. And no, he didn't rape me or anything. Just saying because some of you make the weirdest guesses sometimes xD. He came over to just watch movies with me :) tralala~.


However, even though he didn't meet my dad, he did meet my three little siblings. LOL. That's how I got to have him over. The deal was that if he came over, my dad got to have a play day of his own. That means, all my little siblings stayed home with me during my date, while he goes out xD. I took the offer. I just wanted a day with Ronny. Haven't seen that boy for an entire week. pure torture


It was quite interesting. My brother, Zoom~ (lame nickname, I know xD), showed him his Pokemon cards and other weird possessions xD. My other brother, Gal, licked him >___>..... which was very disturbing. LOL. It was on the face and ear, I think ....to be honest, I found it kinda funny and mortifying at the same time XD. Not to mention, Gal also tried to take off his socks numerous times. I don't know why, but that boy loves to do that! Last time, when Rin-chan came over, he successfully managed to take off her socks, and shoved it down her shirt. U__U there's something wrong with that lil' boy! Zoom also forced him to play Mario Party 9 (he made an emphasis on the 9 for some reason ^ ^;). And the most hilarious part about the whole thing was that Ronny wanted to be Princess Peach... orz. no comment...


What did my sister do though? Well, she's like 12 (i think...>__>...), so she doesn't do anything weird like take off his socks xD. She just kinda stared at him... and went back to her computer. And I love her for that!! LOL. It would've been weirder if she did something weird T^T. I mean 12 year old + weird activity = nothing good. xD.


Overall though, my brothers seemed to like him :'D. Gal warmed up to him pretty quickly (was lying against his leg. jumping on him. and other things lil' children do to show affection xD). Zoom didn't try to scare him half to death or bore him with animal facts. Zoom is a pretty good brother to tell you the truth. Like, he said if my boyfriend were to ever hurt me or make me cry, he would personally kick his butt (you feel threatened, Ronny? XD). When he told me that, I was like "O__O;; uh, thank you?" LOL. I don't know what a seven year old could do to a teenage boy who was like twice his height... but it's the thought that counts, I suppose xD. And since he seemed to have declared Ronny as a good boyfriend, so that makes me happy :D.
I don't know what my sister thinks of him ^ ^;;. I think she called him ugly... despite how much I would have to disagree with that. But she hasn't like annoyed or teased me about him yet, so I assume that is a good sign xD.

I'm glad things went well ^___^. My siblings were miraculously able to keep the house clean for his visit. I spent my whole Friday afternoon cleaning. LOL. Today, Sunday, it's messy again. xD. A clean environment only has a one-day lifespan in my house.

Him and I watched Paul and Rat Race. Both good movies, in my opinion :D. ...And... that's all I say. XD. Lolool~.

So yea, I wonder what'll happen when he meets my dad. I don't think he ever will (unless we date for like 10 years or something XDD. //obviously exaggerating, but still~). My dad seems to be slightly annoyed by, slightly accepting of the fact that I have a boyfriend ^ ^;;. Not ready to let his first born go, I suppose~. But he's warming up to the idea. LOL. hopefully xD.

ps. I finally got around to replying to the comments on the "I'm Such a Loner" post xD. so you can go check that out if you want...

Friday, July 13, 2012

I'm Such a Loner

I haven't blogged in awhile, and I'm terribly sorry for that ;A;. Anyways, I'll just go on talking instead of wasting a bunch of time explaining to you why I was so busy.


There's so much that has happened these past days. I feel so OLD nowadays. And I don't know why, but I've been having this alone-in-a-crowd type of feeling. ;A; //lonerr. I go to my high school so I can take certain classes earlier, and get them outta the way for when the school year actually starts. Basically, it's like starting high school ahead of time XD. I've never had a problem with talking to people. I may seem like a total anti-social freak, but I'm actually quite talkative (believe it or not XD). However, I just can't make friends at Bronx Science~~ xP. I mean I have like a few friends, but when you're in a school with like over a thousand kids, everything is so foreign no matter what. I'm not sure how to explain it. I feel like I'm in a whole new country or something. Even though I've gotten through a week and two days, I still feel all weird and uncomfortable with it. I think it's probably like freshman-syndrome or something. And there is no way I'm actually going to try to befriend everyone. No. I'm not that desperate for friends xD. To be honest, I just want to focus on my studies. Friends are like distracting .___. you know? I mean just my middle school friends are sucking up all my time. High school friends? No way. xP.


I'm sort of stuck though. I should make friends, so that I can like make future connections since Bronx Science will most likely "raise" successful people or whatever. However, I also want to just not have friends, and like just study. ...HAHA XD Me studying? LOL. sounds like a dream :'D. I do want to get serious about this whole "being a smart" person thing though. That's why I feel that separating myself from people will help. That's why I'm stuck. Should I gain connections or study? ;A;... they're both good, but it's one or the other type of thing. Well... I suppose, I can use the first two years to study my ass off, and be like wayy ahead. Then use the last two years to gain connections. LOL. Yea, I think that's my high school plan =w=b.


Oh, on a further note, I'll talk about how Ronny and I are doing. I don't know why this happens. However, whenever there's an awkward moment with my friend and I while we're talking, the first question they can think to ask me is "So.. how are you and pineapple?" It's like "Whyyyy??" First off, that only makes things more awkward. And secondly, it's a weird question to answer without coming off as some love-sick puppy or something! I would respond diligently, but they'll just be like "ew," or "tmi, dude, just tmi". I'll just be sitting there pissed off, thinking "Then why did you ask!?! >O //angry face." So I only answer with, "We're fine." However, people are never satisfied with that answer! They always think "Oh, so things aren't going well, hnn?" And I'm like "uh.. how the fawk did you get the exact opposite of what I just said?" People can be so annoying sometimes. Humans make no sense =__=;;. 





Friday, July 6, 2012

HoroHaro Love~

Now to like uh, distract you from my previous post, I'ma rant my art appreciation for this one person from deviantart. Therefore, please excuse my fangirling and such ;w; <3.
ps. if you dun wanna hear my happy-rant, then come back later. Luka-chan has requested a rather... exciting post ;D kufufu~~.

I go on deviantART(dA) a lot... because I have no life >___>... and I follow the Gundam00 group. I don't share about it much, but  I'm like a SUPER Gundam00 fan. like OMIGOSH <3. I love Gundam00!! I mean, I know I haven't seen the Gundam00 movie yet, even though I have it. I also don't memorize like every fact or detail. I've only watched it once, instead of re-watching it a thousand times like the average fan normally would. HOWEVER, that doesn't change the fact that I absolutely love it ;w;. It's like the best anime I've ever seen <3 !! *cough. Haha, anyways, I came across this one picture on dA that made me go totally beserk. I swear, I literally died. spazzed. laughed. fangirled. died. smiled. and then died again. I LOVED IT!
*cough. enough of talk about my reaction. have a look at the picture yourself:
http://horoharo.deviantart.com/gallery/#/d55o04u

Do you see this? DO YOU SEE THIS?? ITS SETSUNA AND MIKU TOGETHER. OMIGOSH. LIKE HOLY COWW. THIS ALMOST MADE ME CRY. I WAS ABOUT TO DIE OF HAPPINESS. I can never find pictures of Setsuna and Miku together. That makes me sad ;A;. like so very sad. upset. depressed. miserable. despondent. melancholy. gloomy. and just like you know, SAD. No pictures of Setsuna and Miku together means no pictures that I can photoshop Miku's hair green to make a "Setsuna and Emiko" picture XD. LOLOL. I've been kind of lazyy, so I probably won't like bother turning Miku into Emiko. (idk why, but saying that sounds so weird XD.  Miku into Emiko. as if I could be as awesome as Miku. LOL). I'm just happy that I have an actual existing picture of Setsuna and Miku together :'D. I don't know why, but it makes me so happyy. so very happy~~.

Haha, so this is where I have a request! I know I don't have many fan or readers yet, but like I was hoping that maybe you, being one of the few that I have, could possibly also make/draw/paint/ect a Setsuna and Miku/Emiko picture... just to make me happy? and possibly share it in the comments? ;w;. or maybe if you find a picture of Setsuna and Miku, you could maybe share it? That would make me so very glad :') ...

LOL the only complaint that I have is that they're not smiling. they're frowning D: ...haha, but that's okayy. I gotta be happy with what I can get ^____^.

Not only is this person SUPER AWESOME and totally BADASS to be a Setsuna and Miku fan, she also created this super cute flash-thing(?) of Setsuna that looks so ADORABLE >w< !!!! KYAAAA~~~. I'M SO IN LOVEEE~~. Setsuna is like so cute ;w;. total omigosh.

I don't know, but if you own a dA, you should totally check out HoroHaro. She's like SO COOL <3 !! HoroHaro does more than just Gundam, so even if you don't like Gundam(which is practically impossible!) you should still go check out her stuff~~. >w<.

ITSLIKEPORNFORYOUREARS //shot

OMIGOSH. LUKA HAS TOTALLY DESTROYED THE LITTLE BIT OF INNOCENCE I HAD LEFT IN ME.

.___. like seriously... youtube raped my ears. omigosh~~! /(^O^)/ *faints. S-sh-she came to my housee, and showed me...things... made me hear... things... many many hot things. and I totally spazzed to death. yup. to DEATH. right now, it's my spirit talking. my soul must share rant about this or else it will never be able to rest peacefully.

Luka-chan absolutely LOVES the internet apparently. combine this love with her love for Hetalia, and you just asked for something more dangerous than fuck. Thanks to her, the two us - and I quote - "were fangasming and fangirling. we vomited rainbows and unicorns <3."

WARNING:
mature content ahead.
perverted content all the way.
yaoi invested.
sounds are superly graphic.

NOT suggested for kids 18 and under. >___<". younger than 18? then go away!
NOT suggested for straight males.
NOT suggested for homophobes...>___>....
NOT suggested for Ronny to read ^ ^;;. go away, Ronny. LOL. dun read this XD.

now, I have officially warned you. all I can say now is:
WATCH AT YOUR OWN RISK.
and dun judge me when you do watch it ;A;

....
okay. so you think you can handle what's to come, hmmn >3< ? Tch. Well then, I suggest you turn down the volume - no actually, wear headphones/earplugs instead. You don't want anyone to know you're listening to this xD.

PART ONE. USxUK ♥
 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YJSjIqnLSak&list=FL0VimFiGYXQGPslVq9W9oXw&index=19&feature=plpp_video
"I... am the hero of kissing" LMAO I LAUGHED SO HARD AT THAT XD. and then, after that... it got really intimate... XD KUFUFU~~. I was spazzing all over the place. and like omigosh. the things I pictured. subs, man. gotta love the subs =w=b.

PART TWO. USxUK ;w;
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DQlBG5r8_kk&list=FL0VimFiGYXQGPslVq9W9oXw&index=18&feature=plpp_video
;A; the beginning is like super depressing
eternity is a long time? oh, on the contrary, my love. eternity isn't nearly enough time. ♥.


PART THREE. USxUK GETS ROUGH. >w< .
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tDDC1U1J6pA&list=FL0VimFiGYXQGPslVq9W9oXw&index=2&feature=plpp_video
KYAAA~~~!!! MY EARSS~!! THIS IS WHERE THINGS GET SERIOUS. OMIGOSH. >//////< . The panting. The noises. Ahhhhg~~. I'ma die at this rate <3. Worst of all, my favorite part is 1:40 to 2:20. LOL. I'm so dirty >//< .


♥♥♥ PURSSIA x AUSTRIA !! ♥♥♥
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UBZO8vFZS_w&list=FL0VimFiGYXQGPslVq9W9oXw&index=17&feature=plpp_video
OH MY GOD, THEY JUST GET RIGHT INTO IT! DON'T THEY?
ITSLIKEPORNFORYOUREARS. >///////////<. Kyaaa~~. I think I just had an eargasm >////<;;
no subs, but like just focus on the sounds. the soundss~~. >w<. like omigosh. the sounds.

DID I MENTION I'M INCREDIBLY DIRTY?

Monday, July 2, 2012

Creative Gift Ideas

I made a tiny gift for Ronny today. It was a lot of fun. However, I did run into a small problem in which I'd like to help others with :D. The one problem I had was coming up with an original and cute idea that can be homemade! I don't know about you, but I am just a teenager, and therefore, I cannot go out and buy a bunch of cool stuff for my boyfriend despite how much I want to. However, do not let an empty wallet stop you. What I've found are simple crafts that are pretty original and not too costly! :D.

note: they all have to do with writing a message of sorts, so ....hope you're okay with that XD;.

Idea #1: An Eggtastic Message!
ohparty.net
You've heard of messages in a bottle, but this is something entirely more unique and fun!

This is a really simple idea that is just adorable, in my opinion! x3 You don't need much either; just an egg, paper, pen, bowl and needle. The only item that I can really find causing some trouble is the needle. You might not have one on hand depending on the kind of person you are. The box and paint is really optional, but it's a really nice touch, so try it if you can ;D.
I find this a really neat idea because how often do you get messages in eggs? Unless you're the Easter Bunny, I doubt it's very often. Plus, it's fun to crack open eggs xD. It's not a lot of work, but contains a lot of thought in it. Thus, making it one lovable gift <3.

The only problem I have with this is the egg shell is hard to save once it's broken. Ultimately making it hard for the receiver to keep it for the memory. However, this gift is cool enough to be placed into their heart's memory, so it shouldn't be too much of a worry :)

Idea #2: Seven Days of Love
thedatingdivas.com
(link to the original has template for the love notes if you wanna check it out)

By putting a seven-day pill box, yummy candy, and heartfelt notes together, you can make one kick-ass treat for your loved one! Sounds simple, right? Well, only because it is simple. The final product looks absolutely fantastic though <3. Doesn't matter how much work you put into it. It's the thought that counts ^___^.

I don't know about you, but last time I checked,
(Candy + Love notes) x 7 = an awesome gift that'll make your special someone happy, and their tummy just as so ;D.

I like this one because it's inexpensive, easy to do, and will be a nice treat for the person <3. Shows thought and creativity ;D.
Idea #3: My Heart has Something to Tell You
homemade-gifts-made-easy.com
(link above leads to instructions on how to make the heart. dollar bill is unnecessary. any rectangular piece of paper will do).

Sometimes we can't poke holes in eggs or go to the convenience store to buy pill-boxes. And that's why I like this idea. Paper is like almost always available, and it's easy to fold this heart up in a few minutes. It's pretty and cute C: and not too time consuming.


Now, this heart isn't just a pretty face, it can also be used to express a special message ;D. After you're done making it, you can see that there's a flap on the bottom that you can open up. It's perfect for writing a sweet little message in ^__^.

You can surprise them by slipping it into their pocket, placing it on their desk, sneaking it into their lunchbox, or place it in their left shoe. You could always just give it to them directly as well. Whatever you wish xD.

ps. I made the blue on myself since I couldn't find a picture that fit what I wanted. I made it in a total of two minutes ('cuz I'm pro like that >D). However, the first time I made it, it took me about 10 minutes I think; mostly because I was trying to make it really perfect/nice looking by being careful xD.
pss. I've personally used this one xD. LOL. and Ronny loved it. It also made me feel so happy when I saw him put it in his bag for safe keeping (only to peak at it again later, and smile ^___^).

Idea #4: Sweet Outdoor Puns
radmegan.blogspot.com

This idea is for those nature loving people out there or even indoor people! This gift is cute and funny.

I like it because ..well, puns are fun, and it shows creativity xD. It's different from the norm. I mean, who'd think to give a rock and stick as a gift? I also love how the only thing that's gonna cost anything is the paint for the rocks. ...well, actually, you can even get a plain sharpie marker. I'm sure it's the same xD.

ShannonEileen-IOnlyHaveEyesForYou
Idea #5: Here's a Gif for You~
shannoneileenblog.typepad.com
I absolutely love this!! It's really cute, especially if you use your own pictures. And gifs are fun to make too :D.

It's a quick, sweet somethin' somethin' for you to send to that special person. It could be that lovely surprise they receive in their inbox to brighten up their day ;D. This gif is just an example. You can come up with something cheeky of your own x3. No need to get your hands dirty. No need to spend anything (unless you don't have a camera).

ps. if you don't know any good gif websites, then here's the one I usually use: gif maker
I like using this one because it doesn't limit the number of photos you use xD.

I was going to share like two more, but I'm kind of tired right now ^ ^;;. If you feel that none of these ideas fit what you want to express to your loved one, then go check out this epic site I found: http: Creative Ways to Say "I love you". It's full of all these cute little ideas :D. I got most (practically all) of the ideas I shared today from this site. <3.


note: If you're having a hard time writing the message/note part of the gift, then try looking up sweet quotes or listen to romantic songs or something of the sort to get your creative juices flowing. ;D