Dream Wedding

My friend has been talking about what she wants to do with her life in the future. Not about what she wants to do and those kind of things. Haha. Things like how she's going to raise her kids, and how many she wants. So it got me thinking about that kind of stuff too. Before kids though, first comes marriage of course. And I must say, boy, do I have my dream wedding planned out! LOL.

My wedding dress is going to be white, but with a hint of green somewhere. Not really sure if the green is going to be fringed at the bottom, a ribbon around my waist, or sparkles, but there will be green somewhere. Haha. Dress will probably be strapless, with the rippling ruffles at the bottom. I don't want it to be puffy though. I want an amazingly long train. My veil thickly covers my face, and has the pretty doily pattern things XD. I want my hair half up and half down. I think showing my face too much emphasizes its flaws :P (like the roundness, my giant forehead, etc)
Besides my dress aesthetics though, I want to be wedded at the Disneyland. The ceremony at the Sleeping Beauty Castle Forecourt at Disneyland Park. The reception at the Sleeping Beauty Pavilion. Now, don't think I'm some sleeping beauty fanatic (but my favorite princess is actually Aurora tbh. LOL). It just so happens that out of the things Disney offers, those are what I want ;w;. //don't judge. I've wanted to get married at Disneyland ever since I was a little girl. The idea struck me when I saw a couple do so on the television. It just seemed like the most magical place to have such a magical moment at. I've been to Disneyland a bajillion times, so it's not like I have an unfulfilled Disney complex. haha. I just love Disney.
Bubbles shall escape the skies as I walk down the isle while I carry a bouquet of my favorite flowers, lilies of the valley. My maid of honor.... maybe I'll have 10. Too many amazing friends ;w;. BUT. I was thinking about having a male m.o.h. because I don't think I'll be able to single out a female without feeling guilty for the rest of my female friends T^T. Plus, they're all competitive. I'm not going to pick my sister. LOL. she's going to forget to do everything. So bad to have multiple best friends I guess (orz). I'm going to have about a dozen or two of bridesmaids. haha. I don't know what my bridesmaids will be wearing though o3o..
And this has nothing to do with how Disney owns Star Wars, but I want to cut my cake with a light saber; which is also T.V. inspired. I want the glowy, whooshing sounds and everything. I don't expect it to be an actual laser sword though. Haha, I just want a glowy, whooshing knife? LOL. I haven't worked out all the kinks, but I'm sure there's a way!
I was thinking about including elephants, but I'm kind of unsure now XD. not quite positive of how it'll work. I'm hoping that I don't have to wear heels. Wedding dresses are like 50lbs, and I can barely walk in heels with my normal weight on the tiny pencils. It's totally okay to wear like flats or sneakers, right? Nobody can see my feet under the dress anyway. LOL.

FAQs
1. What if your husband doesn't want this kind of wedding?
WELL THEN. He's going to have a problem. LOL.
I mean, a girl has her dream wedding, and not every girl gets to live it. I'm willing to compromise. But if he's really the one, that perfect guy who I want to spend the rest of my life with, then I think he'd want to get married at Disneyland like I do ;w;. AT THE VERY LEAST, I want to cut my cake with a light saber-like thing. C:
2. Isn't this idea expensive? How will you afford it?.
UM. I'm not planning on getting married until I'm like in my 30s. So hopefully, I'll have a nice job and money :'D. and a husband with a nice job and money. mhm. hopefully.
3. What if he's not a Disney fanatic like you?
You don't have to like Disney to think it's a beautiful place to be married at ;w; it's sooo beautiful. PLUS WHO DOESNT LIKE DISNEY?

P.S.
you know... just thinking...but wouldn't it be kinda funny if I came down the isle swinging from a vine/rope thing from the ceiling like Tarzan? XD and somehow land perfectly in front of the alter. It'd also be cool is the priest was Mickey Mouse. XDD. hahaa.


I'm not crazy :o

I'm Truly Grateful :')

If you've been reading my blog for a while or so, you could tell that I'm - as one person has said - "boy crazy". LOL I mean, I really can't help that, ya know? I'm a growing teenage girl who's going through all those weird hormonal crap :P. so don't blame meh for liking to look at the pretty faces of certain males :>.

Har, so speaking of good looking guys, I had the strangest dream last night! For some reason, I was dressed super pretty. My hair all fancily curled. I was in a frilly dress, and so on. I believe my dress was dark pink, short, and ruffly/puffy at the bottom. I was walking towards this huge ass, fancy white building. It sorta looked like the Taj Mahal for some reason... o__O. I was about to walk in, when suddenly, this really handsome man popped up behind me, and linked his arm with mine. Now, in my dream, I seemed to have know this really cute guy, and totally didn't freak out when he surprised me like that. I smiled all sweet to him and what not. Anyways, I've never seen him before in my life O^O. It was like one of those weird things in your dream that your mind conjures up from who knows where.  If I didn't know the guy in my dream than I would've bitch slapped him, even if he was cute. I don't take well to surprises >___>. Like, I'm nice, and I don't like doing that. It's just reflexes, honestly. I unconsciously swing my arm, inevitably whacking the person. Anyways, it was weird. I don't remember what we were talking about, but I was laughing (in a cute "girly" manner xD). I seemed to be really happy for some reason. (this guy wasn't even that cute, but I was having a good time apparently :>). It was like all I wanted to do was be with that guy.

When we got into the building, we sat down in this really fancy room. There was like plush chairs, and Victorian styled, with fluffy, feathery pillows :D (i like fluffy pillows x3). There was an old couple sitting to the left side. They were mean though because they kept glaring at me and him ;A; it's creepy when the elderly stare at you. To the right was a really slutty girl that was totally making googly eyes at my er- boyfriend? LOL I dunno what he was to me in my dream xD just know that I was with him. Anyways, in front of us was a cozy -and I must say- HUGE fire place. It was like taller than me (and I'm 5'3") >___> one scary ass fire place. I did have the sudden urge to bake smores over it though :>. Anyways, as I was talking to that guys (who's name I unfortunately did not mention anywhere throughout my entire dream D;), Rin-chan suddenly popped up on my right, replacing that slutty girl who was totally annoying the hell out of me. Of course, whenever Rin-chan comes, I can't just ignore her !! I mean she's Rin afterall ;). So I started paying less attention to the guy, and onto Rin-chan instead. As I was talking to her about her plain-ish dress, and going on about like some kind of juice drink called, Bumba-bow (whatever the fuck that is xD;;), I suddenly felt empty space next to me. But for some reason, I ignored it, and continued to talk on (LOL maybe Rin-chan's beautiful face was too distracting xD //semi-sarcasm?). I was going on about something with Rin-chan when suddenly, I heard Luka-chan add in her comment. And I was like "...wait, Luka-chan wasn't here before.." And I looked behind me, Luka-chan totally replaced the cute guy that was next to me! At first I was just like "*gasp :O that's not nice." But then we started to all laugh and goof off. In the corner of my eye though, I totally noticed that elderly couple shooting daggers at me with their evil glares. They started to get really angry, and suddenly snapped their fingers. Then POOF, Choco-chan was sitting in their place. I was like "Choco-chan~~!!" And next thing I know, we were all talking about Tommy Hilfiger (it was my favorite store when i was a lil' girl. why I brought it up in a dream? i dunno xD). Remember, that huge fire place I mentioned earlier? Okay, so it suddenly puffed out into a blaze, and suddenly a UFO came out of it!! I was like "HOLYSHIT!!" Out of instinct, I grabbed my friends, and ran the hell out of there. Luka-chan was like "OHMIGOSH ITS ALIENS! I WANNA TOUCH" (yea, she has this weird thing about aliens)...xD. Anyways, I woke up as the Taj Mahal exploded behind us, and we were in that water thing in front of it. (btw, there were suddenly aliens because my alarm makes this weird scify ufo sound to wake me up xD.)

At first, when I woke up, I was like "What the fuck just happened? O___O" Then, I started to think deeply about it ..because I'm just a thoughtful person like that :>.

I remember Rin-chan told me about how dreams show a psychological sign of something that you feel deep down (or something like that...>__>).

So there I was, sitting up straight in my bed, and thinking...

I'm told I'm boy crazy. I even know I am. I go all crazy fangirl over like every hot guy I see xD (remember, I'm a growing teenage girl! blame my hormones :3). Yet...how come, I had more fun with my friends than that really hot guy who seemed into me? I chose friends over a guy. (Which is the founding of my principles, but we can leave that aside for now.) I didn't even care that much when Luka-chan replaced that guy. 

What I'm trying to get at is... my friends are much more important than some random guy in my life. They'll be there for me when I have my "major, catastrophic" problems. They're there when I need to talk about weird stuff like "bumba-bow" (i still dont know what the hell that is >____>). I feel that friends will last forever while a guy might just be passing by. (btw, i'm just saying this as an overall term. not saying that every guy you or i'll meet will leave. bcuz i believe i might get lucky some day, and meet this incredible guy who won't leave my crazy self alone :3).

And so, on my blog's one year anniversary, I want to thank my friends for...well, for being who they are! I thank each and every one of them, not just the three who actually appeared in my dream. Those three were probably just like some physical representation of all my friends (..er-that doesn't make sense, but let's just go with it! xD) Without their love and support for me, I probably wouldn't have been able to keep blogging for so long. I am truly grateful and lucky to have been able to spend these past three years with all of them :)

Oh dear, I, being poor, have only my dreams...

Ah ha~ It's my second post today :D. LOL I don't usually post twice, but oh well.
While out doing laundry, I bought this cute notebook :D.
It's green, and adorable. LOL this is so random, but I felt like sharing ^___^.
So uh.. enjoy looking at pictures of it XD.

On the cover, it says this really nice quote :D.
LOL It kinda doesn't make sense, but it sounds nice XD.

I ain't poor though... just middle class-ish :>. Ah haa but don't worry, I know it doesn't mean poor poor. I just like stating random things :3. LOL But I like this quote. It sounds nice. except I don't really know why someone would lay their dreams under someone's feet >__>.

Oooh, while out, I also bought something nice for Rin-chan's birthday ^^ which isn't happening until April... But oh well xD. LOL. I want to give it to her nowww. Sigh, but I have to be patient.
I hate getting a gift early for people because I can never wait to give it to them.
I'm a very impatient person :3. Haha and the person can also never wait for me to give them their gift, so I always feel so tempted to give them their gift early.

Haha but one thing I never do is tell them what their gift is before I give it to them. I have this strong belief in keeping birthday gifts a surprise. I don't know why ^ ^;;. Like I think the whole fun of getting a birthday gift is trying to guess what it is. And I love seeing the person's face when they get their gift :D. But when you tell the person what their gift is before they get it, you can't see their surprised face. I believe spoilers are no fun, so I don't tell spoilers ^^. There's that reason, and because I just like keeping people in suspense, and generally torturing them xD.
I think Rin-chan will like her gift though :) so I can't wait to give it to her. Hmm..I wonder how I'm going to wrap her gift. I always like wrapping the gift because gift wrapping is so pretty ^w^.