I'm Truly Grateful :')

If you've been reading my blog for a while or so, you could tell that I'm - as one person has said - "boy crazy". LOL I mean, I really can't help that, ya know? I'm a growing teenage girl who's going through all those weird hormonal crap :P. so don't blame meh for liking to look at the pretty faces of certain males :>.

Har, so speaking of good looking guys, I had the strangest dream last night! For some reason, I was dressed super pretty. My hair all fancily curled. I was in a frilly dress, and so on. I believe my dress was dark pink, short, and ruffly/puffy at the bottom. I was walking towards this huge ass, fancy white building. It sorta looked like the Taj Mahal for some reason... o__O. I was about to walk in, when suddenly, this really handsome man popped up behind me, and linked his arm with mine. Now, in my dream, I seemed to have know this really cute guy, and totally didn't freak out when he surprised me like that. I smiled all sweet to him and what not. Anyways, I've never seen him before in my life O^O. It was like one of those weird things in your dream that your mind conjures up from who knows where.  If I didn't know the guy in my dream than I would've bitch slapped him, even if he was cute. I don't take well to surprises >___>. Like, I'm nice, and I don't like doing that. It's just reflexes, honestly. I unconsciously swing my arm, inevitably whacking the person. Anyways, it was weird. I don't remember what we were talking about, but I was laughing (in a cute "girly" manner xD). I seemed to be really happy for some reason. (this guy wasn't even that cute, but I was having a good time apparently :>). It was like all I wanted to do was be with that guy.

When we got into the building, we sat down in this really fancy room. There was like plush chairs, and Victorian styled, with fluffy, feathery pillows :D (i like fluffy pillows x3). There was an old couple sitting to the left side. They were mean though because they kept glaring at me and him ;A; it's creepy when the elderly stare at you. To the right was a really slutty girl that was totally making googly eyes at my er- boyfriend? LOL I dunno what he was to me in my dream xD just know that I was with him. Anyways, in front of us was a cozy -and I must say- HUGE fire place. It was like taller than me (and I'm 5'3") >___> one scary ass fire place. I did have the sudden urge to bake smores over it though :>. Anyways, as I was talking to that guys (who's name I unfortunately did not mention anywhere throughout my entire dream D;), Rin-chan suddenly popped up on my right, replacing that slutty girl who was totally annoying the hell out of me. Of course, whenever Rin-chan comes, I can't just ignore her !! I mean she's Rin afterall ;). So I started paying less attention to the guy, and onto Rin-chan instead. As I was talking to her about her plain-ish dress, and going on about like some kind of juice drink called, Bumba-bow (whatever the fuck that is xD;;), I suddenly felt empty space next to me. But for some reason, I ignored it, and continued to talk on (LOL maybe Rin-chan's beautiful face was too distracting xD //semi-sarcasm?). I was going on about something with Rin-chan when suddenly, I heard Luka-chan add in her comment. And I was like "...wait, Luka-chan wasn't here before.." And I looked behind me, Luka-chan totally replaced the cute guy that was next to me! At first I was just like "*gasp :O that's not nice." But then we started to all laugh and goof off. In the corner of my eye though, I totally noticed that elderly couple shooting daggers at me with their evil glares. They started to get really angry, and suddenly snapped their fingers. Then POOF, Choco-chan was sitting in their place. I was like "Choco-chan~~!!" And next thing I know, we were all talking about Tommy Hilfiger (it was my favorite store when i was a lil' girl. why I brought it up in a dream? i dunno xD). Remember, that huge fire place I mentioned earlier? Okay, so it suddenly puffed out into a blaze, and suddenly a UFO came out of it!! I was like "HOLYSHIT!!" Out of instinct, I grabbed my friends, and ran the hell out of there. Luka-chan was like "OHMIGOSH ITS ALIENS! I WANNA TOUCH" (yea, she has this weird thing about aliens)...xD. Anyways, I woke up as the Taj Mahal exploded behind us, and we were in that water thing in front of it. (btw, there were suddenly aliens because my alarm makes this weird scify ufo sound to wake me up xD.)

At first, when I woke up, I was like "What the fuck just happened? O___O" Then, I started to think deeply about it ..because I'm just a thoughtful person like that :>.

I remember Rin-chan told me about how dreams show a psychological sign of something that you feel deep down (or something like that...>__>).

So there I was, sitting up straight in my bed, and thinking...

I'm told I'm boy crazy. I even know I am. I go all crazy fangirl over like every hot guy I see xD (remember, I'm a growing teenage girl! blame my hormones :3). Yet...how come, I had more fun with my friends than that really hot guy who seemed into me? I chose friends over a guy. (Which is the founding of my principles, but we can leave that aside for now.) I didn't even care that much when Luka-chan replaced that guy. 

What I'm trying to get at is... my friends are much more important than some random guy in my life. They'll be there for me when I have my "major, catastrophic" problems. They're there when I need to talk about weird stuff like "bumba-bow" (i still dont know what the hell that is >____>). I feel that friends will last forever while a guy might just be passing by. (btw, i'm just saying this as an overall term. not saying that every guy you or i'll meet will leave. bcuz i believe i might get lucky some day, and meet this incredible guy who won't leave my crazy self alone :3).

And so, on my blog's one year anniversary, I want to thank my friends for...well, for being who they are! I thank each and every one of them, not just the three who actually appeared in my dream. Those three were probably just like some physical representation of all my friends (..er-that doesn't make sense, but let's just go with it! xD) Without their love and support for me, I probably wouldn't have been able to keep blogging for so long. I am truly grateful and lucky to have been able to spend these past three years with all of them :)

where are your hips?

FINALLY! I've found time to blog~! :'D It's been like almost a whole week since the last time I blogged. And I'm terribly sorry for making you guys wait that long!! A lot happened this week, so I wasn't able to blog. Haha, but now I'm probably going to explain everything, so don't be surprised if this post turns out to be long.
The action of this week started on Wednesday and continued on from there. I think I'll start backwards today though (meaning I'll go from Friday to Wednesday).

Okay, so Friday was a pretty kick-ass day. I had a lot of fun, and for some reason, I was in a terribly great mood :D ! It was weird for me to be in such a great mood when I had a math test that day. Ah! But I think I did well on it :) so maybe that's why. Anyways, I had a lot of fun during lunch of Friday. I learned stuff!
Do you know where your hips and waist are? Point to them! Now since I can't really show you whether you're right or not, go google it! xD. You kinda have to google it too because I don't know where my hips and waist are TT^TT //sob sob failss. LOL I don't know why, but I think my hips are where my waist is, and my waist is where my hips are. I mean I know which is which, but for some reason whenever you ask me "Where are your hips?" I'll point to my waist ^ ^;;. Yeaa... I'm stupid >__>. But it was funny because everyone started asking me "Where are your hips?" like every ten minutes, and I still kept getting it wrong xD;;. Then they started testing me on weird things I've never heard of!! It was seriously unfair! Like who the hell knows what a 'collar bone' or 'calf' is? Okay >___> so maybe a lot of people do. But what about the six (or so) major arteries? LOL Okay so yea all my friends were able to name it, so you probably can too >___>. Yea I don't know the human body OTL //fails. ^ ^;; well now I feel stupid XD. You know what else I learned? Babies don't come out from your butt! Did you know that? They come out from where they went in. I DIDNT KNOW THAT! /SHAMEFUL D; I fail like really fail. For my whole entire life, I thought you poop babies out when you go into labor. To find out that's not true was just so shocking :T destroyed all logic I've learned thus far!! ALL LOGIC O^O. And did you know your foot is the same length as your forearm?? During lunch, X-chan told me that, and all of us actually put our foot up, and measured it. It's true! What has the world come to? TT^TT. The waist isn't the hips. Babies aren't pooped out. Your foot is the length of your forearm. The funny bone isn't actually a bone! It was just too much to learn in one day! I think I fried my brain :O !! On Friday, I also fell off my chair in science class XD. LOL Just felt like mentioning more of my fail moments. I was trying to read the homework off the board, so I learned back in my chair. We sit on those stool-type chairs by the way. I accidently leaned back to far, and BAM. I fell right off, with a loud "WAHHH~". Everyone saw, it was hilarious XD. It's always funny when I fall :3 because I have the tendency to make loud, weird noises when I do. Luckily, I didn't hurt my head :D if I did it probably wouldn't have mattered because I killed all living brain cells in it a long time ago xD.

Thursday was fun too I think. We did...we...oh wow O__O I don't know what I did on Thursday. Oh gosh, I'm totally drawing a blank here. I don't know what happened... so I'ma skip Thursday 8D. LOL.

Wednesday was great! Now...I can't really go on talking about Wednesday without mentioning a few things... Luckily, with permission from my dad, I am allowed to tell you 8D. Yup yup. It's about my age :3. Supposedly, I am now old enough to out-smart the creepy stalkers/pedophiles/weirdos on the internet. Okay so how to say this.. gently? I'm a 65 year old lady 8D  !! A superly bad ass 65 year old at that too!. LOLOL JK Yea that was lame xD;
Anyways, you know that test I took awhile back in October? Well that was something called the SHSATs, specialized high school ..something.. test. LOL I don't know what the 'a' stands for xD. It probably stands for something like "assessment" or something. There's these schools in meh city (if you're smart, you'll know which city that is) that are for like the 'best of the best' or something like that :V. It's just a place where they send all the nerdy people to XD. Anyways, I wanted to get into one of these brain-y schools, so I took the test. And guess what?! I GOT INTO... *suspense*.. a really crappy regular school D: and failed the test.
LOL JK <3 ! I actually got into the second best one out of the eight or so ones that exist v(^o^) victory~!
Ah haa and if you're smart enough (or just a new yorker) to know which high school that is, don't even think about trying to stalk me at that school! because it's highly unlikely. There's like 3,000 other kids there >D oh ho ho~. LOL So yea funny story about when I got my test results.
You know when they give you the envelope with all the information in it? And they always tell you to not open it until you get home? Well they did that for us, and since we're all a bunch of goody-goodies we didn't open it. However, since we're all nerds, we found a way to bend around that 'don't open until you're home' rule 8D. We just looked at the back of the envelope, and saw through the paper XD. LOL. When I tried looking back on mine, I saw the "B" and the "R" and the "O". So since I have no confidence in myself whatsoever, I didn't think I could make it into the second best. So I thought I got into Brooklyn Tech. But then I realized "wait! This word is too short to be Brooklyn" So I kept reading. It was Bronx Science. I started freaking out! And kept reading it over and over again. It was crazy.
Ah haa but I epicly failed too. Because last year's cut off score to get into Bronx Science was a score of 520 (out of 800) and I got a score of 521. XD Ah haa, lucky meh.
Unfortunately, Wednesday caused me to be super happy and incredibly sad at the same time!

MY FRIENDS AND I WILL BE SEPARATED

Luka-chan got into the top school. And I already declared my passionately undying hatred for her because she's leaving me TT__________TT. My bestie will be gonneeeeee. I won't see her everyday anymore //sob sob /cries. Who else am I gonna molest everyday?! ....>___> Wait did I just type that? ^____^ yea well ignore that then. She lives like 15 blocks away from my house though, so it's all good 8D. Oh ho ho~. So I'll still be able to stalk her x3 //is starting to sound creepy~. Choco-chan got into a super good school too! A very desired school :D. BUT NOT IN MY SCHOOL
BUT GUESS WHAT?! MY DEAR CRICK IS COMING WITH ME!! YAY~!!! <333 //jumps with joy. I knew we were destined to be together TTwTT //cries tears of joy. The red string of fate forever intertwines our paths <33. I mean if my hubbie didn't come with me, I'd miss her so very much! We're gonna be riding the subway together to the school and back :'D. Me and Crick together forever~ ^////^.
LOL But Jessa-chan is gonna be with us. so it won't be just the two of us D': //sad. Nyu-san is happy about that. She refuses to believe that we share the same red string on our pinkies :<. But that's okay because I still love her ^______^. It's great news that my dear, Crick, is coming to my school. But guess what? There are five people that make me not want to go to this school despite how good it is =3=. Sigh. Good thing there's like 3,000 people there, so very little chance I'll run into them too often. But with my crappy luck, I'll probably be stuck with the same schedule with at least three of them. Yup, I predict that! I'll be tortured with the sight of at least three of them in my schedule somewhere.
But back to the being separated from friends thing. We've been together for three epic years. We've gotten to know each other and grown really close. We're so close, it's like we can talk telepathically. We got our own code language. Oh our code language. That is something I'll miss.
"How long was the taco burning?"
"Apachitears"
TT^TT //sentimental.

You know for our code language, we didn't even have to discuss it. One of us can just start talking in the most obscure way, and instantly understand and reply in the same way. Me and Luka-chan were real good at that.

Basically, we understand each other in a way that can never be duplicated.

I mean where the hell in Bronx will I meet other incredibly crazy as hell people who are obsessed with anime, can openly admit their love for yoai, watch the corset scene from Black Butler even though it's like second-hand porn, be okay with being molested (on the head, cheek, thigh, hand, arm, stomach, and leg), and fight over stuff like what color sweet potatoes are???

I say nowhere. You can't find people like the ones I've come to known now because they are just too damn unique. I love them, and would give up my life to save any of them any day. <3 So I swear, if we all meet again four or so years later from now, and they've turned into some bitchy-ass mongrels, I'll slap the living shit out of them and make sure they never find their left shoes ever again! *cough. sorry for the French. especially since if translated into literal terms it's kinda weird XD.

Hm.. Hopefully~ we won't have to part, and find a way to stay together. It sounds nice... staying together. I wonder what will happen..

Oh, and while I'm blogging, I minus well share some more stuff despite how long this is post is becoming.
You people should watch Psych. Yea, I was watching it this afternoon. That show just never stops entertaining me :'D. LOL This was random, but still, go check it out x3. Some good dramas to watch would be Skip-Beat (taiwanese version), Nobuta wo Produce, and Yankee-kun to Megane-chan. I'm in the process of watching those right now, and I love them x3. Especially Nobuta wo Produce. It was Kazuya Kamenashi in it ♥. I just love him. He's so cool >w< ! Next drama I'm planning on watching is One Pound Gospel... because it has Kazu-kun in it! ...plus I hear it's pretty good xD.

I Got Birthday Gifts :)

I'ma talk about my birthday today~ even though it happened awhile go xD.
Oh ho ho~. So I was very surprised-ish on my birthday :3.
I didn't expect the majority of my friends to give me gifts, but they did.
LOL not the gifts I said I wanted on one of my blog posts xD but I liked their gifts nonetheless ^___^ because they were still awesome x3.
I took pictures for you guys too! :D

LOL so I should really put this in order of which one I got first, but..I'm too lazy xD. Haha so this first picture is Rin-chan's gift to me~. LOL She said she expected everyone to get me sour gummy worms, so she wanted to be different and got me this xD. It's candy, but different candy xD. And some fancy lotion~. It smells nice xD.

THANK YOU RIN-CHAN <333 !!

Jessa-chan made this for me :D !! It looks much cooler in real life. I'm just really really really bad at photography xDD. It's supposed to be a red rose. I'm not sure what it's made out of xD. There's a tinier blue rose inside. And the whole thing is just so cool >w<. She gave this to me the day before my birthday I think xD.

THANK YOU JESSA-CHAN c:

This next one is from Gleek-kun~.
I took a picture of the bag~. I don't know, but I'm weird, so I find the gift wrapping and stuff an important part of the gift.
Anyways, I'm glad he got me something simple.
He's a crazy crazy person. He said he wanted to get me something special like a purse or a green necklace.
Purse because I collect bags/purses xD. Yeaa~ that's a new fact to learn about me. Not many people know that. Not until Choco-chan got me a bag for Christmas, and I was awe-ing over it xD. LOL I'm so jealous of choco-chan for that though because she has a much bigger collection than me :>
LOL OFF TOPIC! Sorry xD.
Anyways, he got me sour gummy worms and root beer ~~!!! He emphasized on the fat free part of the gummy worms. LOL but it's NOT because I'm fat. It's because he wants to help me win the bet that I have with Luka-chan :P.
Anyways, I liked this gift. xD Favorite candy and root beer. xDD

THANK YOU GLEEK-KUN ~!!

 X-chan got me a card !! :D. And OMG it was so cute >w<. I love doggies~ <33.And sigh OTL I forgot to take a picture of the actual card. *facepalm. I'm so stupid.What was inside the card was so sweet though. It made me smile a really big :D. I would tell you what was inside, but that might intrude on its personal thoughtfulness. But it was very nice, and she wrote a very cute poem :> I felt so special.

Hmm..I really like the poem. It was so nice and sweet >w<. I think..I'll share it with you. I mean you won't see the full awesomeness of her gift I just show you the envelope.
the poem:
2 years ago I seen you :)
1 year ago I heard of you >:)
This year I know you (hi) :D
4 months ago I started to talk to you.
2 months ago I knew something was special about you.
2 days ago I heard today was your birthday.
And today I want you to have the time of your life and I will always open my arms for you no matter what.
I was so happy after I read that. TTwTT I feel so loved. And I wanted to cry tears of happiness, and skip with joy. It was so nice. And awww :'D. Sigh. I love X-chan <33333
THANK YOU X-CHAN <333 !!!

My sister got me these tiny Dummies book. xDD. They're so cute. LOL it seems weird, but it's actually a nice gift. My dad got me harujaku perfume 8D . I love that brand/type/w.e. because the bottles are so cute <333. It was called "wicked style." LOL and I'm telling you this because I'm too lazy to take a picture of it xD. Ooh my lil' brothers got me two GIANT packs of sour gummy worms. xD

THANK YOU FAMILY (is too lazy to say all their names xD)

 THIS IS LUCKA-CHAN'S GIFT :D !!
I have to give her props for being the most creative.
I really liked what the lid said XD. She still can't stop laughing about that poem we wrote.
LOL When I opened it, I was like "Oh ha ha. another tea refferrance." This woman has been obsessed with tea lately XD. So I took it as a joke.
But...when I moved the paper I saw an actual tea box =____=;;
I was thinking "WTF??? LOL she actually got me tea?! This is so weird xD." and I was basically laughing in my head like crazy. But of course I had to be polite, so I was like "Oh haha, I love tea ^ ^;; thank you." and I put it back into the container. But she was like "Open it." I was like "uhh..okay." I was totally expecting tea bags, but there was actually sour gummy worms!! XD I can't believe she actually tricked me. I'm so gullible ^ ^;;. She even taunted me in her message.She totally predicted that I'd be tricked. LOL she knows me too well xD.

THANK YOU LUKA-CHAN !! \(^o^)/


I haven't eaten her gummy worms yet though xD.
I'ma save it for now. Saving the best for last, ne~?

This is Pari-chan's gift to me :) It's so cuuutee and pretty !! :D LOL the gift bag is so cute even if it more a Christmas-y bag ^w^.
Haha when I opened the bag, I reached to grab out the tissue paper. However, it was wrapped around something. When I grabbed it out, I felt this heavy lumpy thing. When I unwrapped it, I saw this pretty-ass thing :D !! It was a coin purse and a keychain. A very heavy key chain. xD. lol it was made out of metal or something, so it weighed a ton xDD.

THANK YOU PARI-CHAN !! :D :D


Ohhh if you look at the gifts, you probably see the background of like chairs and backpacks. Well that's because on the day of my birthday I had a stupid math test first period >:| hmph which sucked.
Bwahaha~~ but since I'm so awesome, I finished it with like 20 minutes left xD. So I was bored, and had nothing left to do. So I whipped out my camera, and clicked away xD.

Anyways, there are gifts that I didn't take pictures of (because I was lazy :P). My grandma gave me a Buddhist necklace. I'm agnostic, but my grandma believes in Buddhism. I wear it though. It would be rude not to. I don't mind though. I like how the tummy turns purple when I rub it. I don't know how that happens :> it's so cool. Rubbing the stomach of Buddha is supposed to bring good luck.
Oh, and Choco-chan got me another purse :D. It's so cute. The purse is this small round rectangular-ish shaped black purse. It's so beautiful. My collection is growing ^___^. yay.
A bunch of people on DCW wished me happy birthday too :)
Ai-chan said happy birthday to like a hundred times too. I love her. xD
Hmm..other than that I don't think there was anything else I received.

I had a nice birthday :)
I'm grateful that so many people love me, and I love them all just as much as well.

<33333

Nostalgic~

Hee hee ^ ^~ read please~


Girl: Slow down, I'm scared.
Guy: No, this is fun.
Girl: No it's not! Please it's too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
... ... ... Girl: Fine I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug!
Girl : *hugs him*
Guy: Can you take my helmet off and put it on yourself? It's bugging me.
Girl: Alright, now slow down
Guy: I love you babe
(in the paper the next day:( A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of brake failure. Two people were on it, but only 1 had survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him and felt her hug one last time, then he had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die. If u love any one this much re-post this and the love of your life will realize they feel the same .... DONT BREAK THIS . Tomorow will be the best day of your life. However, if u don t post this by at least 12:00 tonight, you will have bad luck in your love life 4 the rest of your life Guys Post This As "I would do this for my girl " Girls Post This As "Not all Boys are jerks"


LOL I JUST HAD TO POST THIS!! Too cute and sweet and sad to not share >w<. haha I bet this has been passed around all over the place, and I swear I've heard like ten different versions of this. But I never fail to say "awww TTwTT" each time I hear it xD.
I'm not posting it because I have the desperate belief that my love will just have this sudden realization that they love me back xD lol no offense but we all know that's not gonna happen :3. And I'm not reposting because I fear that my love will crash and burn at midnight just because I didn't repost. If such a thing was capable of happening, then they'd totally make chain letters illegal. But I think everyone would be fine with that xDD.


Anyways, I'm reposting this simply because it makes me happy xD. I want to believe that there are guys like that out there. And I think I've met one ;P. Hee hee~ anyways, I thought it was cute, and yeaaa. I feel like I'm not making sense again xD. So I'ma shut up about this now ;P


OOOOOHHHH~~~~!!!! AND ALSO IM SO VERY HAPPY ~~~!! THESE DAYS IM IN SUCH A GOOD MOOD :) !!
Today, I'm happy because I went to X-chan's house~. I LOVE X-CHAN!!! SHE IS PROBABLY ONE OF THE COOLEST PEOPLE I'VE EVER MET!!! she's so damn TALENTED!! She can play four different instruments (violin, guitar, trumpet, and the drums), she's bilingual (english and chinese), she can SING!! VERY GOOD TOO!!, she's so very epic at sports, she's so damn pretty, I love pinching her adorable cheeks, she's also super kind and down to earth and super amazing and i just love her principles and she's so respectful and trustworthy and nice and omg i love her and she's just amazing~~~!!  <---thats one long ass sentence, but every word of it is true >w<.


Top Rolemodels in my life: Choco-chan and X-chan <3333 I so wish I could be like them >w< they're just incredible!


Haha list of cool/awesome people:


~Choco-chan
~X-chan
~Luka-chan
~Rin-chan
~Nyu-san
~Ai-chan
~Katrina-chan
~Banana-kun
~Pari-chan
~Gleek-kun
~Myself-chan xD
~My DAD-kun :D :D <--lol no I'm not being a kiss ass here xD I truly think he's epic <33
~Eva-chan
~Jessa-chan
~and a whole shitload of other people xDD 


lol yeaaa I think everyone I know is awesome~! I only befriend awesome people x3. LOLOL JK JK JK I'm not shallow like that... :3. But seriously, if I'm your a friend than you know you've gotta be a least a little bit awesome because idk~ you just are if you are my friend xD lolol.
But honestly, I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS! <333. They are special because they are all super smart, nice, funny (like all my friends are super hilarious xD), and epic <33. They're epic because they are able to handle such a fail ass crazy dense woman like me x3 hahaha ~~ anyone who can understand meh and doesn't find it awkward to talk to me should reserve a reward because I'm just that weird xD. lol.


Idk. but the reason why I've been so happy lately is because of my friends. I don't know. I think I'm being nostalgic :T. I'm going to be going to a different school next year, and I won't see any of them as often as I used to. And time just seems to be running out for us. I wanted us to be together forever, ya know? BFFs kind of thing~. Unfortunately, that's isn't really possible. I'll miss them though, and I don't think I will ever forget them...  :')