High School Isn't What I Expected

After a month or so of high school, I've realized it's not as hard as people make it out to be... nor is it as fun ;____;.

I mean, in movies and people I've talked to, they're always complaining about the amount of work and tests and all that shit. It's honestly not that bad (and this is coming from a kid who goes to Bronx Science xP). There are a lot of tests (especially if you got that evil teacher), but it's to be expected. If you just sit your ass down, pay attention in class, and study for at least ten minutes the night before, you'll be fine (if you wanna do great, study for twenty-five minutes xD).

I must confirm that high school isn't as fun as rumored to be. I thought it was going to be crazy, wild, fun, drama-all-day, insane! It's not though. You go to the same classes, see the same teachers, and shove crap in the same locker every single day. It's too repetitive ! I hate it. No fun at all. Nothing interesting. The thing that might ever present a tiny possibility of excitement in my day is if I find a penny on the floor. High school is that boring.

People say you make your life time friends there. ... Well, I don't know how the fawk anyone does that because you get a whole new set of people in each class!! Like excuse me? How is someone supposed to create such a major friendship if you only see them like a few minutes each day??

So high school life isn't really what I had expected it to be (except, I do hear about the crazy, wild high school parties... which I'm not allowed to go to anyways xP).


I must admit, I do have fun though (just not exciting, I-could-die-happy fun xP).
My biology class is filled with Black Butler (anime, in general) fans!! >w<. We just like to sit and talk about Black Butler (ex. how cool Sebastian is, how hot Grell can be, and spoilers for the newborn fan xD) while we wait for second period to start (I have first period free three days a week). There's this one girll who I totally love though!! I'll call her Sabby~. She is HILARIOUS. Omigosh, she is the closest thing to home. Home as in my middle school friends. She's absolutely crazy, totally understands my kind of weird jokes, andd laughs/talks just as loud as I do XDD. However, she's still no replacement for my other friends ;___; I do miss them

...so I'ma just go on describing a few more friends since I've already started xD.

I have this friend named Turtle. He looks more like a lemur if you ask me (with qualities of a turtle), but no one agrees. Everyone is dead set on him being a 100% turtle xD. He's a junior, but I love how he doesn't treat me like a total newby-freshman. very nice ^^. LOL. I remember seeing him on the subway (because we both take the 4 train), and I thought he was kinda nice looking. The next day I ended up crossing paths with him (aka, meeting him xD). This kind of thing always happens to me somehow. LOL. //lucky ducky :P
I met Turtle because a friend of a friend introduced me to him. I like the friend of my friend though. She has the same name as Luka-chan. haha. She looks nothing like Luka-chan though. So I'ma call her The Keeper. That's her name because she has like a name for everyone, mostly animals, which makes me think of a zoo keeper. However, she doesn't have only animals, so I took out "zoo" and kept keeper. It ended up as a really cool nickname xD. Anyways, I'm The Keeper's teddy bear... according to her. And Tony (my summer school friend who coincidentally goes to Rin-chan's church) is her shrimp. I feel that's mean because it's like making fun of his short-ness ;__;. I like how The Keeper is also a junior, but she still treats me like an equal instead of a freshie.
I know this other junior, who I'll call Pritt. She treats me like a freshie. She even calls me her "lil' freshie". It makes me feel so outcast-ed T^T. LOL but the way she says it is so cute, so I don't really care xDD. She's super nice. I love how even though I'm a freshman, she's proud to be my friend ;w;. Pritt is always like "This is MY friend, and you're a lucky ducky to be meeting her!" whenever she introduces me to all her friends. I love how she's incredibly happy whenever she sees me too. Makes me feel special. LOL.
(btw, go visit her dA: http://kyo-kyo123.deviantart.com/ . she's like a totally awesome Hetalia fan!!).
...as you can see, I know a lot of juniors .____. (I know like a few more. 5 more? plus, a few seniors. but sophs don't like talking to me or something because idk any ;A;)


Oooh, and there's a person who I should totally dedicate an entire post about, but for now it'll just be a paragraph. I'm going to call her B-queer. She and I have the complete opposite personality, but we get along extremely well. We have the same sense of humor, and we're always laughing up the streets like crazy. We're the kind of friends who can finish each other's sentences and think the same things at the same time. It's a totally crazy that I'm friends with her. We both get upset at each other quite often, and curse one another's ears out, but somehow everything works by the end of the day. LOL. I hang out with her ALL the time. so much so, that I'm starting to talk like her XD. hahaa, I really do love her though. she's like ah-maze-zingg~~!


........... Anyways, those are like my only friends xD. Sabby, B-Queer, The Keeper, Pritt... and possibly Turtle xD. idk. LOL. plus, like two others (who I'll name and talk about later xD).


Also, I go to B-queer's locker with her every morning before school, in the afternoon, and after school (because that's just how our sched works xP. is done in reverse too). And there's this boy who owns the locker next to her. He always resets his locker combo thing to zero. I have no idea why, and I find it amusing that he has such a odd habit. And I must say, I'm a really mean person, so I always change the number to 25. LOL I'm probably a jerk for doing something like that, but I feel like defying this habit of his. I call him Mr. Zero. hahaa xDD. Funny part is, B-queer has the same habit too. I would also mess with her, but she'll kill me... so I dont mess with her ;A;.

By the wayy, even though I'm still just a "feshie", my locker is BOSS. hahaa, most freshmans carry shitload of stuff around the school because they aren't used to using a locker. I mean, I still have a huge camel hump on my back, but not during the school day. I shove like my entire book bag in the locker. I take out what I need, put it into a much more appealing smaller bag, and carry my binder in my hands. LOL. so I look cool B).

I like how my locker is turning out though. I put in a shelf. Yesh! A shelf!! It's a red shelf C: and I fit like a book, extra set of clothes, and my goggles on it (totally helps save space for my camel hump of a bag xD). I put my totoro pouch in there (for meh extra girly stuff). Totoro is so cute though ;w;. There's a mirror. And, I found this cute little pin in the hallway (finder's keepers xP) that said "Robots Save the World". So I took neon pink duct tape, and pasted it on. LOL.

...locker doesn't sound boss when I describe it... b-but it is. I swear.. ;A;  I'll take pics of it one day. xD.


Anyways, this post is like getting uberly long. I must stop talking before I go on a rampage of more useless stuff of my high school life xDD. (and believe me, there is still TONS of stuff to rant about. I have just barely scratched the surface). LOL. so until next time~!! ;D

ask me questions. It'll help inspire me to write more things xD.
like this post was inspired when Luka-chan wrote a comment on my last post asking about my high school friends :3 (so thank Luka-chan. I wouldn't have blogged today if it weren't for her XD).


Coming Up Next Time.....

• You'll hear about the clubs I'm taking. The clubs I'm not taking.
• Complaints of how Asian my school is, and my crave for more variety.
• The current news of meh love life (btw, pinmi is of no more).
• Possibly about my teachers
  (my writing seminar one is kind of cute :P)
• My new doodle character
• -hopefully- pictures of my locker
• more of the weird people I have to deal with everyday xD. (i'ma get a para or so from B-queer. be excited. LOL).

^mind you, I'm not going to talk about all of them at once. maybe one or two. comment below if you really want to hear about one over the other.

I'm Such a Loner

I haven't blogged in awhile, and I'm terribly sorry for that ;A;. Anyways, I'll just go on talking instead of wasting a bunch of time explaining to you why I was so busy.


There's so much that has happened these past days. I feel so OLD nowadays. And I don't know why, but I've been having this alone-in-a-crowd type of feeling. ;A; //lonerr. I go to my high school so I can take certain classes earlier, and get them outta the way for when the school year actually starts. Basically, it's like starting high school ahead of time XD. I've never had a problem with talking to people. I may seem like a total anti-social freak, but I'm actually quite talkative (believe it or not XD). However, I just can't make friends at Bronx Science~~ xP. I mean I have like a few friends, but when you're in a school with like over a thousand kids, everything is so foreign no matter what. I'm not sure how to explain it. I feel like I'm in a whole new country or something. Even though I've gotten through a week and two days, I still feel all weird and uncomfortable with it. I think it's probably like freshman-syndrome or something. And there is no way I'm actually going to try to befriend everyone. No. I'm not that desperate for friends xD. To be honest, I just want to focus on my studies. Friends are like distracting .___. you know? I mean just my middle school friends are sucking up all my time. High school friends? No way. xP.


I'm sort of stuck though. I should make friends, so that I can like make future connections since Bronx Science will most likely "raise" successful people or whatever. However, I also want to just not have friends, and like just study. ...HAHA XD Me studying? LOL. sounds like a dream :'D. I do want to get serious about this whole "being a smart" person thing though. That's why I feel that separating myself from people will help. That's why I'm stuck. Should I gain connections or study? ;A;... they're both good, but it's one or the other type of thing. Well... I suppose, I can use the first two years to study my ass off, and be like wayy ahead. Then use the last two years to gain connections. LOL. Yea, I think that's my high school plan =w=b.


Oh, on a further note, I'll talk about how Ronny and I are doing. I don't know why this happens. However, whenever there's an awkward moment with my friend and I while we're talking, the first question they can think to ask me is "So.. how are you and pineapple?" It's like "Whyyyy??" First off, that only makes things more awkward. And secondly, it's a weird question to answer without coming off as some love-sick puppy or something! I would respond diligently, but they'll just be like "ew," or "tmi, dude, just tmi". I'll just be sitting there pissed off, thinking "Then why did you ask!?! >O //angry face." So I only answer with, "We're fine." However, people are never satisfied with that answer! They always think "Oh, so things aren't going well, hnn?" And I'm like "uh.. how the fawk did you get the exact opposite of what I just said?" People can be so annoying sometimes. Humans make no sense =__=;;. 

Bumper Stickers are Sticky

Today was.. um. interesting ^ ^;;
First off, my morning started with me almost getting hit by a car
But before that, I did stay up until 3 a.m. in the morning D;
And after the car thing, I couldn't walk, and almost fell down! My dad said I looked drunk >___<"
OOH! But wayy before staying up until 3 a.m., I went to an open house at Bronx.
And oh gawd, it's like I have ADHD or something since I'm talking randomly~.

LOL So I'm going to start.. from the bronx science open house :'D

I had a lot of fun! The school is huge! And I think I was a total public disturbance there XD.
I went to the auditorium for some speech thing, and they had the coolest auditorium seats! They have little desk things attached to it! LOL I don't have that in my middle school, so it was cool xD. I don't know why I think this.

AND OOH! I GOT A BUMPER STICKER <3

sry ;__; my photography skills are crappy, and so this is a bad picture xP

LOL I don't know why, but that amazed me XD. I like bumper stickers for some reason. They're just so.. sticky ^w^ //mentally stupid aura flows around endlessly~ <-that made no sense xD;;.
Anyways, I went to the open house with Nyu-san and Jessa-chan. It was fun! :D But like I said, I think we, *cough* I mean I, was a public disturbance XD. LOL I realized that I am quite loud. I kept poking fun at the student information stuff, and how wonderfully green the folder carrying all the papers were xD. I also made a big deal about the nicely decorated ceiling that had symmetrically polygonal shapes on it. So yea, as you can see, I was bored XD. And bugging the hell out of Nyu-san. Ah~ and while there, Jessa-chan discovered the possibility of a boy who I knew in sixth grade that might be coming to bronx as well. I hope he doesn't though! That boy sat behind me in math class, and threw crayons at me!! ;___; because boys are mean like that.
LOL At the pretty inspiring speech they gave us, I saw the principal! She was corny xD. She was like "Ugh, I can't see up here. Is it the spot light? Oh wait, no, it's the brilliant glow from all your smiles" Or something like that. LOL It was funny though xD. She tried to explain how close the students are with her with a joke, but nobody laughed. I felt bad for her since she even tried to re-explain the joke ^ ^;;. Anyways, after the speech, we were given a tour of the school. And of course, with my beautiful luck, my tour guide was super cute ^___________^. . . . b-but like I said my luck is "beautiful", and he was gay OTL. I would mention how I know, but that might cause some trouble, so I won't say. LOL BUT THAT SUCKS. Anyways, I have this terrible sickness called smart-ass syndrome. LOL So I was basically asking stupid questions the whole time 8D. It's hard to explain unless you were there, but it was fun ^____^. He was so adorable though :'D... but too bad I can't remember what the hell his name is XD. Yup, I epicly fail~.

LOL looked around at the male freshmans during my tour too. Ah haa~ my luck just keeps getting more and more beautiful xP. I was only able to spot like one or two OTL. Damn. But it was dark, and troublesomely crowded, and hopefully my eyesight sucks or something too. *crosses fingers and dreams* XD lolol.
But what I loved was on the wall of random posters, there was LUFFY! <333 everyone's favorite One Piece character :'D. LOL So my people do exist at this nerdy school <3 (my ppl = anime fans btw :>).

I also got this bad-ass water bottle thing 8D. LOL I love what it says x3. Ah haa~ if you don't get it than too bad :3. My dad got it because he wanted a suvenior to remember the event XD.
And then after all is done and fun, we left for home.
I worked on my homework, and that's why I stayed up until 3 a.m. ;_______;


In the morning though, I felt sick and dysfunctional. Maybe my heart was still getting over the fact that guy was gay. LOLOL JKKK! XDDD He wasn't that cute xD. Anyways, I at least tried to go to school today. I woke up, and got ready. However, I almost died trying to do that. My dad usually drives me to school, but we parked kinda far from the house, so we had to cross some streets. I was barely able to walk in a straight line, nor was I able to focus on my surroundings. Thus, when I was crossing the streets, I was nearly killed :P. Luckily, people don't drive that fast on my street, and was able to stop in time. I was so unfocused and sick that I didn't even notice that a car almost hit me until my dad told me, and I heard a loud honking sound. But I was so out of it that I didn't even react to the honking! Sigh. So my dad forced me to stay home (well maybe not so much as forced.) XD. lol.

I was dropped off back at home, and I slept until noon.
I didn't have homework to do today, so I totally slacked off, and now I'm writing this.

LOL but now it's like midnight, and my dad is nagging me to go to sleep.
So even though I had a bit more to say, I'll save it for later ;)

Good night~ <3