Study or Die

I got my report card today ;____; not the best news...

-sulks in a corner-

My grade average didn't improve since the last marking period TT^TT. However, it didn't drop either. It kinda pisses me off :T because it means I stayed the same level of intelligence since the last marking period ended :< (which was like a month or two ago).


98- English
98- Social Studies
96- Math
85- Earth Science


overall avg. - 94.25
With these kinds of grades, I'm so going to die.  I can't believe I dropped two points in math as well. Just because I didn't participate a lot this marking period. I mean, can you really blame me for being too lazy to get out of my seat, and write a stupidly obvious answer on the chalk board?  Especially when it means I have to raise my hand for hours? And when I finally get picked, I have to be forced to maneuver my way around my book bag, out of my seat, and walk about 20 steps over to the board. Nah uh, no way. Too much work =3= //lazy. Sigh. orz but this math grade is unacceptable, so I gotta work harder. I'm planning on putting some effort into actually studying this spring vacation. Let's hope it'll help (even though what I'm lacking is in participation and not the actual knowledge ^ ^;; //sostudyingmakesnosense)
But yea, my overall average stayed the same since last marking period. 
That sucks.
Oh no, what really sucks is my science grade. Gahh~ this is what happens when I take a high school science course in middle school =3=; makes me look like an idiot. Sigh. Hard things are hard :V //redundant. But never fear! I have been getting 90s on my science tests lately :D. Yay! LOL I've only been getting such grades because I've realized that I actually need to put effort into studying for once. Sigh...such a drag D; //shikamaru reference <3. When I saw the 85 on my report card, I was very shocked because like I said, I've been getting 90s (instead of 70s xP). However, I found out why my grade was still so low. When I was complaining to the absurdity of my 85 to Choco-chan, she explained that I didn't start actually working for my 90s until the fourth making period (the current marking period). LOL so that was a major fail. Sigh. I hope I can improve though. If I don't, I think I'll die ;A; die of absolute shame that is //shamee.
But I am determined to go into super nerd mode over this upcoming break  eh heh...


Bet chya I'll probably get lazy, and not do it.
*No! You have to. If you don't than you'll fail, and die. <-says inner conscience
But I'm lazy D;
*Study or die. Pick one.
Fine =3=


...damn >____> I have a bastard conscience.