Random Thoughts in My Mind

Nothing special really happened; well nothing special that I feel like sharing :3

Oh, but my book is going along pretty well ^___^ which makes me happy enough.

I went through like three ideas before I finally found one that seems to fit, and I have Rin-chan to thank for that! :D I was having some trouble, and had called her for totally different reasons. But somehow we ended up on the topic of how I'm writing a book. Now Rin-chan is like my editor ^w^. Ah ha haa~ but unfortunately, I'm not sharing the makings of my books with my other friends. Why? Well that's because if I do than it just wouldn't be as much fun, ne? ;D

lolol plus, I'm pretty sure Rin-chan will give me good critism on my book.
While on the other hand, Choco-chan will probably only say nice things or end up writing my entire book for me unintentionally.
Luka-chan will just insult my book the entire time, and cause me to have no motivation to write whatsoever. I mean she might have nice things to say about it sometimes, but she'll point out the weirdest things and like yeaa it's hard to explain :P
Nyu-san is too lazy to read xD.
Katrina-san works diligently on the roleplay that I have been slacking off in, and I don't want to bother her with my book after I've been so lazy with the roleplay she works hard on ^ ^;;
Gleek-kun... >__> if I share my book with him, he might do several things. For example, he could go all crazy and compliment it to the point you know he's exaggerating (because he's just nice like that). Or he'll tell everyone about it, especially my English teacher, and I'll be bothered about it by everyone before I even finished D; Or he'll make weird connections to things or criticize it weirdly. Or well yea.. you get my point right?

and etc. *is too lazy to talk about why I cannot share with my other friends.*

Anyways, so my book genre is going to be action-comedy-fantasy-ish. LOL I'm not sure XD. But it's definitely going to be comedy/funny. The main characters are all semi-based on my friends, but with a little tweak here and there ^__^. Ah hah haa~ this book is going to be so much fun x3

Sigh. If only I didn't have so much vacation homework because than I could work on my book more D;
LOL That's why I'ma just finish it all up today because I'm sick of it at this point!

Oohh~ and while roaming around the internet a bit, I found some cool websites ^___^.

Click ! <- this is a tubmler page~.
I really like the images and quotes this person finds. They're all quite inspiring :D
Made me really think about things. And some of the stuff on there really puts what I can't say into words perfect :)

Click ! <- another tublerr page. lolol there's some pretty cool stuff on tumbler.
Just a person who has some cool bleach picturess~. LOL I don't like bleach that muchh, but I just thought it was pretty cool.

Click ! <- a cool blog of an otaku <33
LOL This person's blog is actually pretty interesting. I haven't read much of her posts, but I like how she writes. It's pretty cool :)

Click ! <- another epic blog <3
This is Katrina-chan's blog. Don't forget to visit this website! :D Katrina-chan is so cool >w<.

Yeaa~ so that's enough link spamming for one day xD

Quote of the day:

“I don’t know how to hold on..to anything. In the end, I always end up letting go because I’m scared. But why am I scared? What am I scared of? I’m pretty sure once I find the answers to those questions, I’ll finally be able to hold on.”

Sometimes you meet certain people that can touch your soul in certain ways most people can’t. But you have to let them go because you realize that it just isn’t the best time in your life for them to come. It seems like you meet the perfect people just when you can’t handle them.

~from Uncomfortable Soul.

Bleh~ it's too truee.

so anyways, I'ma go do my damn homework now. So see y'all laters~ ;D

me, a writer?

So today my dad had said something rather interesting to me.
Has to do with life, and what I plan on doing with it.

Of course, I told him what I tell everybody. "I want to be a robotics engineer."
It's just easy to say. Sounds cool enough. Makes ya sound smart too. Like you got big goals in life.
Eventually, I believed that I really wanted to become one.

But I really don't know if I want to or not for sure. I mean.. I'm not doing anything special to reach that goal.

Dad laughed at me when I said that.
"Do you really want to be that?" He chuckled.

"Yea, why not?"

"I don't know. Really sounds like you're just saying that."

damn. caught me red handed. leave up to dad to see right through me like that.

"What do you mean?" I asked, playing dumb. I'm quite good at that; playing dumb.

"You aren't doing anything. You're not passionate enough to really mean that." and after that he left to go work on something. I was doing the dishes at the time, so I couldn't really go follow him.
I felt the need to defend myself. To say I really do plan on becoming an engineer. But I didn't see the point.

I started thinking to myself. "I want to become a robotics engineer to build a gundam, right?"
Ha of course I'm only joking about that. It'd be so cool if I built one though >w< !! LOL But I'm too stupid to build something so cool XD.

"If not a robotics engineer... than what?" I started thinking about all sorts of jobs that exist in the world.
Everything seems so hard though =___=;;.

Not gonna be a doctor. I'm not very good at remembering medical terms/symptoms or just things in general. I think I'll end up killing someone instead of curing them ^ ^;;. Can't be a lawyer... too much reading >___> and again, I probably can't memorize all the laws and stuff. Can barely remember the ten amendments xP. Can't be a circus clown or something foolish like that either because that's just uh.. not my thing XD.

I want to do something that's fun!
And doesn't take me eight or eleven years of college to do.
That pays well.
Don't want it to bore me after awhile either.
I want something that I can actually be good at too.

That's when I thought about it. Writing.
It sounded a bit silly at first.
I mean me being a writer? Sounds so odd when you think about it. (or maybe that's just me xD)
Doesn't sound as cool as a robotics engineer xD but it's still something pretty cool!

Don't need to go to any fancy college to learn to write well.
I can make millions if I write something good.
It's fun, and it never seems like a chore to do.
And I'm not too shabby at it either x3

So I guess I wanna be a writer! LOL xD I feel like a child. always changing what I want to be in life.
Haven't told dad about this yet ^ ^;.
Not sure what he's gonna say. A writer isn't exactly what he's been expecting from me.. >__>. Some bad ass graphics designer or something is what he wants. But ^ ^; lets face it, I'm too impatient to learn any of that stuff. To make him happy, I'ma learn how to do those kinds of things sometime or another though... I just don't feel it being something I wanna do for a living.

LOL But I'ma need a plan B because being writer is like being an artist. If no one likes your art than you're so screwed~ XD. You'll make no money. Haha so I guess being a robotics engineer shall be my plan B ^___^.

Anyways, to fix the whole haven't-told-dad-yet issue, I'ma try writing a book. If it's any good, I'll show him, and tell him my career change. That way, he'll see I'm not just kidding about this like I semi-was for the robotics engineer thing :3

I plan on finishing my book before summer ends. I wonder how successful things'll be ^^.

Oh ho ho~ I'm quite excited about this :D !!

Now, all my blog viewers must promise to buy my book once I'm done with it, okay? ^^

LOLOL Just kidding~ <3. You don't have to buy if you don't want to.
But seriously, if my book turns out to be any good, you people should buy it XD.

Umm...but I must warn you. I have a tendency of giving up half way or missing the deadline, so if I end up not finishing by the end of summer vacation than I am terribly sorry in advance ^ ^;.

Lets hope I write this book though, ne? :D