Simply Complicated

Today. Today was a day. Just a plain day, no different from any other day. The world got a bit bigger, maybe better. I grew a little smarter. Probably learned a bunch of stuff without even realizing it. Not as in 1+1, but like life experiences. I rolled up my sleeves, and got working. I was cleaning today. It's been awhile :P. My smile brightened. The clean feeling was nice. And I started thinking about my life. The image of normalcy, simplicity with its routinely ways. It's contently satisfying. And I keep thinking. What am I so happy about... most people feel a need for excitement, drama. In all honesty, I wish I could escape drama, but it seems to follow me unintentionally... >__>. Bound to my ways, problems are like shackles of burden. Oh God, what to do about it? :T

I did the dishes and wiped the table. Thought about this and that. It made me kind of sad. So I tore my mind away from those thoughts, and fiddled with the TV. It wouldn't work for some reason. I realized I was running. Running away from what bothered me deep down. Sigh. I've run far enough to not worry about it anymore. But I think I've ran a little too far, and reached the north pole or something because I feel a bit numb inside. Dunno how to explain it, but I haven't been able to get hyped up about something in awhile. I've lost my motivation to do things. It's complicated.

Somehow, I'm happy though. Despite all the weird emotions going on inside me, life is pretty nice. When I was little, life wasn't like this. I used to never know what would happen the next day, or where I would be. Everything was filled with uncertainty, always changing. Nothing was stable. It was terrible. Now though, it's different. I live in a cozy lil' place in NY. I go to school, have fun with friends, and come home. The next day is the same. A fun day to me is taking the whole family out to Carvel or maybe a quick trip to the park. Something simple like that can make me happy.

Some people would count going to five star restaurants or on a cruise trip as something luxurious and fun. But sometimes simple things aren't so bad either.

Those weird emotions I was talking about are probably just normal teen stuff. ...well semi-normal stuff because nothing involving me is ever normal xD. Sigh, but even so, it's not that great of me to ignore the issue. I do that a lot. Whatever makes me upset is quickly tossed away, sent to the darkest corner of my heart. I don't like thinking about it. I don't like things involving it. Like I said earlier, I run away from whatever dare threatens my happy-self. I suppose it's how I stay so "optimistic". But it's still not a good way to handle the bad things in life. ^ ^;; if I treat all problems in life like this, than I'll never learn anything from them.

But I don't wanna deal with the sad stuff ;A; because it'll make me sad. (redundant, but true :P). Sigh. What a dilemma, ne? :T

I'm so Clumsy

Went to the park today :D

Ran around a lot.

So much so that I took a nap afterwards xD.

LOL anyways, into the details shall we? :)

My brother has been dying to go to the park, so we all went.
Since it's the winter time, I wasn't allowed to practice rollerblading D':
My dad said that since it's cold, I shouldn't be doing things that might get me hurt. (I'm still a newbie to rollerblading). Supposedly, injuries (like open wounds and such) hurt more in cold whether. Thus, making it a bad idea to do something that could cause you to get such injury. I enjoy rollerblading a lot, even though I suck, so it was so sad that I couldn't roller blade :(

But feeling the need to do something active, I started chasing my little brother xD.

While at the park, I saw a guy I knew from elementary school. He goes to my school now. Except over the years, we've never really talked to each other. It was kind of awkward xD. Usually, I would say hi, but due to our acquaintanceship-ish relationship I didn't. However, as I was chasing after my brother, he kept calling me a bully for chasing my brother. Not a nice word to use >__<. I think he was bored or something because he decided to join. He tried helping my brother by blocking me, and telling my brother to run faster.
His little brother is so cute though >w< !! So I enjoyed playing with his brother. Haha but I must admit he's kind of  cute too, but lol he's not my type :P.

Anyways, I'm very quick at thinking :D. So when he blocked me I just took a different route xD. I went down one of those poles that are sort of like a smaller version of the ones in firehouses. They make a nice escape route :D. Haha xD but it was so awkward because as I was sliding down a pole. A pole. LOL sigh I'm weird :P. Climbing up and down ladders are a pain. My feet just aren't fast enough xD

During our game of tag, I fell down three times and had hit my head once or twice.
I had hit my head because those stupid arch bars that are placed above the playground steps and such are built so damn low! Haha so I ended up walking into it a couple of times :P.
I fell down so many times because I'm just too darn clumsy xD.

First time was because of the mass amount of leaves that had fallen due to the fall season. The playground floor is made of this smooth material. Thus, smooth ground + lots of leaves = a falling Emiko. I would step on the leaves and just slide. ^ ^;; Another time was because I was running too fast, and tripped on the tiny steps of the playground. The last moment I fell was because one foot just kept getting in the way of the other xDD.
I fail at life xDD.

My brothers and my friend laughed at me xD. I sat on the floor laughing too lol. It's just so funny when people fall, especially if I fall :3. I'm just so stupid, it's funny xDD.

Sigh~ but now I got a terrible bruise on my head -____-" It hurts like hell. Clumsyness sucks xD I'm always getting hurt :T.

Haha anyways, it's getting kind of late. So good night <3
blog to ya laters ;D

A Tad Bit Late

Haha xD So I went to the park on Saturday, and took some pictures. But I was lazy and didn't upload them until now. Sorry about that ^ ^;;. Blame my procrastinating habits xP. Thus, I am posting about a Saturday afternoon on a Monday ^ ^;;.

Anyways, I took a picture of the magnificent trees that were in the park. I just love trees. They're so awesome. I mean think about it. Trees are super pretty. Plus, when they rustle in the wind the leaves just make oh so wonderful music. :) Furthermore, they provide us with oxygen. Which is good for us x) [as you can see I like to state the obvious xD]. I just looove~ going to the park. I don't even do much there; just walk around really. I'm not a little kid anymore, so I don't get much entertainment out of the play ground area (jungle gym?) xD.

Exia-Near climbed his first tree today! :D ...well he did need a little help ^ ^. Oh, and the pretty bracelet like thing on the branch isn't mine. xD I was looking for a good tree to put Exia-Near on, and I saw that bracelet. I thought "Hmm...that's sort of pretty." Thus, I decided that the tree would be perfect for taking pictures! The bracelet would be like a prop of some sort(?) ^ ^. Pretty lucky of me to find it, ne? Haha xD not really. Also, just to let you know, I didn't take the bracelet >.> that'd be weird. Plus, who knows where it's been? For all I know it could have belong to big foot! ...Well in that case, I think I would have taken it xD. Big foot FTW d(^ ^)b. lol.

Close up of Exia-Near in a tree x) ain't he just adorable? (for a robot I mean ^ ^;;)

This is Exia-Near looking out onto the ocean~. ....wait what o.O ? Lolz xD I mean lake. Or is it pond? Gah! Whatever xP. It's a hole filled with dirty water that's in the park. Good enough explanation xD? Anyways, I think Exia-Near's position is a little bit weird and awkward looking. Eh, what do you expect? I mean I'm just a novice at this right now xD. So please forgive the terrible poses I make Exia-Near do.^ ^;; I'll get better I promise. . . or at least I hope x).

My little brothers, Dad, and lil' Sister all went searching for acorns (haha xD almost forgot how to spell acorns. fail xP). Weird thing to do, ne? People looked at them funny too. I was like "I do not know these weird acorn searching people." Haha xD jk. I would be proud to admit my blood relation (^ ^)v. Okay, a little over board there xP. Anyways, back to the point. They were searching for acrons because of Cutie Pie (my hamster). Supposedly, my dad read or heard that hamsters like to eat acorns. Thus, he was like "Wow, the park provides free food for hamsters :D! Let's go get some." My dad is not a cheap skate, but he may sound like one x). Exia-Near is sitting on the basket of Ga.'s scooter.  We had nothing else to put the acorns in xD.

Speaking of my hamster, I finally got around to taking some pictures of it :D!! Yay! Hehe I bet I just made some of you happy ^ ^~ ....wait what? I didn't D: ? Ugh, well forget you *does hair flip and walk away*. Haha xD just kidding. Anywaysu, we have one of those little hamster balls for Cutie Pie, and let him run around in it every so often. I decided it'd be best to take pictures when he was in his ball because he's always hiding when he's in his home. And you should all be grateful for these pictures! It was so difficul!! Cutie-Pie just wouldn't stay still xD. But luckily, I was able to get some good pictures for you people. You're just lucky enough that I love you all to death x). I really like the first one the best because you can see his face pretty clearly and up close :D.

 I took some pictures of Cutie-Pie while he was running. The second picture is of the side of him obviously x). He looks kinda small right? Well, he's been eating a lot, so now he's all chubby. lol xD. The next picture should be of Cuite Pie in a bird's eye view. I never noticed he had specks of black fur until I took this picutre ^ ^;; that just shows my lack of observation.

 This is a picture of Cutie Pie's home. Very colorful and bright, ne? Pretty pimped out home he gots. x) I say we spoil him since it has a second floor. lol not really xD. His wheel is plastic, so it's soo annoying when he runs on it because it makes a ton of noise. Cutie Pie likes to run at night, so it took me awhile to get used to sleeping with it D:
The little blue thing below the green platform is Cutie-Pie's sleeping quarters; we call it an igloo (i have no idea why xD). When we first got him, he would never come out of that thing. But now I think Cutie Pie has gotten used to us because now he sleeps on his wheel instead of the igloo.

Last picture, but not least is of Cutie Pie inside his home. So cuute~ right? :D

*yawn* well it's ..HOLY COW!! It's 1 a.m.! O.O I really got to get to bed. Sigh~ I've been posting late at night quite often now. School is starting, so I really got to get back into my routine xP. I will really miss staying up late in the night. I got to admit though, staying up late, when everyone else is sleeping, is kind of creepy, ne? Anywaysu, good night everyone~ ;D (good morning?)(good afternoon?)(gah, whatever the time is for you I hope it's good xD)

One Nicely Packed Weekend

My weekend was nice :D
I got to spend it with my friends. On Saturday I went to the beach with Rin-chan and Luka-chan. Unfortunately, Rin-chan was afraid to go in the water, so she didn't get to be very much involved :( . I think she was a little scared because the waves were very big and high. Luka-chan and I were being slapped and harrassed rather roughly by the waves. It was so troublesome xD. I felt like I was being tackled by a football player. My back got scrapped against the sand several times. I'm surprised I didn't start bleeding ^ ^;;. It was fun though! We all dug a really really big hole, and put our feet in it. The ocean water came into the hole, and it was like a little foot spa xD. Afterwards we went to the dollar store and messed around. We started to put on random things around our heads and necks and hold stuff in our hands. It was fun taking pictures xD. But my stupid camera ran out of batteries D: . I totally forgot to charge it before I left. Sigh~ that really sucked.

Today (Sunday), I went to Carvel the ice cream shop/parlor with Luka-chan and Nyu-san. Rin-chan and P. and Je. couldn't go :( they weren't allowed to. Even though I'm allergic to milk (not lactose intolerant), I still ate ice cream xD. I just made one little exception today.
...oh wait...I don't think I've mentioned that I'm allergic to milk >.> hm..which was is semi-important, huh? Well, I am ^ ^. I'm not lactose intolerant; meaning I can ingest milk without throwing up or anything. I'm allergic to milk; meaning my face gets really red and dry whenever I eat dairy projects.

Anyways, continuing with my story :D . So I went to go eat ice cream, and I had my favorite flavor: cake mix. xD it sounds weird, and no one seemed to know what it was either, but I ordered it for Luka-chan anyways. She was very unsure about it, but she ate it anyways. I think she liked it. Anyways, after not eating ice cream in like months it tasted delightful!!
After eating ice cream, we went to the park afterwards. We walked around the pond for a bit, and then went on the swings. While on the swings, we took turns pushing each other until we all eventually got swings ourselves. ^ ^ it was quite fun.

Sigh~ it's exhausting when you hang out with your friends. You have to make sure there's even flow of conversation, and that everyone is having fun. Plus, you got to check about the price of stuff, and time. Inviting everyone is difficult too when you'r doing spur of the moment type things. xD
But I guess the fun and time spent with friends is worth it ^ ^ . Well, you have to worry about these things when you're the one taking people places, but I guess if you're the person attending the outing then you just got to worry about what you're bringing. ^ ^;;

Well, that's all for today folks.
I hope you had just a great of a weekend as I did :D
(and I think that sentence was grammatically incorrect xD)