This is a Long One, Folks~

A couple of thoughts today, so excuse me if things seem a little frazzled.

If you're a long time reader, you'd know how important my friends are to me. They play one of the biggest roles in my life. I'm the kind of friend that'll help them through their problems for hours, kill whoever makes them upset in the littlest bit, and just generally love them when they feel all alone in the world ♥. I can't really explain why, but I just love people, especially my friends and family (eh... but I don't know about my sister... lol jk xD).
Anyways, the other day, I was going onto the subway train to go home. As I was going up the stairs to the train, I saw that it was about to leave, so of course, everyone rushed up the stairs to get on before the doors closed. When we all go into the train, Nairb did a head count, and at the last moment, when the doors closed, we saw that one of my friends didn't make it on Dx. For me, it was just like "Eh, whateverr~" because I'm just not close enough to him to really care XD;; //mean. Nairb, on the other hand, felt differently about it, and was like "I gotta get off the train and meet up with him at the next platform!" Obviously, it kind of upsetted me because I don't get to see Nairb often during school, so the subway ride is like my moment, ya know? Haha, but the strange part is, I wasn't mad or anything. I actually admired him for ditching me for his friend! Aha, plus, I think his face looked really cute when he was debating on staying with me or going. I don't know, he just looked so conflicted XD. Or at least, I think that's what was going on his mind :P. Anyways, I admire his devotion to his friend :O. It's really quite similar to mine. Reminds me of this one time when I got off the train (away from all my friends) to help stupid Aladdin take his sister home because he couldn't. BUT. His stoofid sister ended up finding somebody else, and didn't even bother to come meet me up to apologize to my face. She actually didn't apologize at all :V. That kinda pisses me off because I was planning on having a fun shopping day with BB and my other friend. LOL. But it was for Aladdin, my friend, so there's no helping it. LOOL. Yea, I can't say that with a straight face. "Aladdin, my friend". XD. Idk, it's like he's a close friend now, after all the shit he's  put me through we've been through, but it's just weird to say it. ANYWAYS, back to the topic of me admiring Nairb's devotion to his friends. (I swear, I get so off topic, I bet some of ya will get annoyed xD). I dont know. After yesterday, I think I like him twice as much as before :O. Because, people always say "Oh, pals before gals" or "chicks before dicks"  (whatever the case may be), but you never know if people ever really mean it. I mean, I feel like my friends are one of the most important things to me in the world, but I cant honestly say where I haven't put my boyfriend before them in some cases (but my excuse to that is a boyfriend is technically a friend as well. XDD. LOL So i was very conflicted as to what to do ;A; ). But seeing Nairb dash off the train showed he really cares about the people around him. It's quite beautiful :'). I really don't want to have special treatment placed on to me because I don't see how your girlfriend/boyfriend should have such a signficant difference in your heart compared to your friends.

My time after the subway ride home though was amazingg!! Eui-chan gave me a $10 gift card to an Asian backery nearby where I live, and I was totally craving cake! I must say, Asian cakes are really quite delicious!! I don't remember if I've shared this before, but when it comes to cake, I can be totally shallow. I only like to eat cakes that are pretty xD. I can't really say what I consider "pretty" for cakes, but I get so happy when I see really pretty cakes. I don't know why :O. And once I'm done fawning over this really adorable cake, I have to eat it. It seems kinda cruel and weird, and I can't really explain it. Oh, but anyways, my birthday was like two months ago, and I haven't spend a single bit of my gift card. Plus, I was really craving some cake at that moment! So BB and I went to go to the backer, and ordered some cake ♥♥. However, Asian backeries can be kinda stupid sometimes, so I apparently had to spend the gift card all at once. The thing is the cake there only costs $1 each (the tiny, pretty indvidual slices), or at the most $3. Haha, so BB and I both at like 3 or 4 cake slices. It was crazy! Man, was I stuffed after wards. I was really happy though Cx. Haha, this isn't really too significant, but I mentioned it because I totally want to share the pictures of the cake with youu. xD

It was just the two of us, BB and I, so when we ordered so many cakes, the lady gave us the funniest look. XD. I couldn't help but burst out laughing. But Asian people, my god! Even after thinking it was crazy for ordering so many cakes, she made me buy an extra one just because she didn't want to give me 30 cent change from my stupid gift card thing!! Haha, them asian folks be trying to squeeze as much as they can outta ya. Oh, now personally though, I don't find these cakes to be magnificently pretty, but enough to please me. You should see the cakes at bakeries a little more expensive, like Paris Baguette Cx. UMPH. Them cakes are so cuute that I just want to die a happy death there. LOL.

OH! Now this next part is going to be about Aladdin. OMG. I don't know why (probably because of mother nature's uterus punch this month), but Aladdin has been annoying me so much this week!! It's like, he keeps telling me my blog sounds "phony" and I'm too much of a fangirl. And he's making all these little comments about it that just don't sound too positive. I really want to slap him in the face sometimes. Which reminds me, I kinda did that to Nairb today. slap him in the face. It was actually kinda funny. Luckily, he's a nice person, and wasn't too sore about it ;w;. I totally slapped him for no reason and totally on impulse just for a stupid comment he made. I feel really bad about it xD;;. Anywayss, back to my annoyance of Aladdin. I know if he were to read this, he'd be totally cheering about how I wrote a whole paragraph about him. Totally a lousy guy :V. I feel quite conflicted about Aladdin though. He's actually not a bad person, and I have fun talking to him. Sometimes, it feels like we're going through the same thing, and I can talk to him about it. Other times though, he blows everything out of proportion, and pisses me the hell off. XD. So he's not a bad guy, and I feel like he'll be one of those geeks that'll be all set in life later on. It's just he has so many flaws that irritate me. LOL. I'm totally going to smack him in the face one day though. Just watch xD.

Anyways, all I've been doing really is talking about my friends. What about me?! Haha, so lately, I've been reading this book called, Catcher in the Rye for school. It's about this teenage kid around my age who's afraid of growing up. The book is written in this kid's point of view, and he talks in a lot of slang. When I re-read this blog, I feel like I totally sound like him a little bit (with different kind of wording). But generally, his way of speaking is kind of scatterbrained and sentence structures are kinda all over the place. And it's like he's saying stuff that seems very literal, but under neath it, you can usually find a different meaning. I'm not really saying to look too deep into my writing because I don't think I say much that should be taken with a different meaning, but I just personally feel like it's cool that I sort of sound like the main character from the book. It's like teenagers now don't really differed from like sixty years ago. Haha, sounds kind of lame, but I find it interesting. xD. A lot of my classmates are hating on the book, but I actually kind of like it. You really have to try to understand what the main character's thinking, and about all the things that's going on in his mind. I've kinda grown to really like psychology (might just be that passion I've been looking for!), so I guess for me, all this analyzing is fun xD.

So I've Changed a Lot

IM BACKK.
I haven't posted in forever, but I'm here now, babyy. And I have MUCH to share with you. Really, high school started out kinda boring as I was such a noob. Now thoughh, I have so many friends that it's impossible to say that my life can ever be dull anymore.

I think I've changed quite a bit in high school. Hahaa, as a middle schooler, I was all in denial and like "NO. I refruse to change!" I totally thought I wouldn't have changed, buut I have. Don't worry thoughh. I still be bringing in the ladies and being a pimp, makin' all thee boys jelly for my charm. LOL. Mostly because I've grown fond of corny pick up lines, and learned how to be all sweet, and give out compliments~. Howeverr, I ain't a man charmer anymore. I didn't like all the weird male attention in middle school >__<, so I became a little meaner. LOL Thanks to the advice of my Rinny-chan ♥♥. She was all like "Gurl, you gotta be more coldd to the male species or stahp complaining." I've learned how to be mean. It was really hard, but I achieved :'D. Like I've mastered the Art of Insulting like a pro~. But my natural charm still be workingg, and I got tons of new friends :D. Also, I've looked deeper into myselff lately too. I've realized that I'm not the happy-dandy, kind, and self less pesron I thought I was. AH HA. I'm totally a terrible person who be greedy and shallow and evil. You'll probably see why as I write more. YESH. I plan to write more often. OMG. I'll even use my free periods during school if I have to ♥


OH, and if you notice my speech to be a little weird... just ignore it. I've been influenced. //end of story. xD

Anyways, for my guy/romance life, I went through a roller coaster of TEN guys. Yea, in my mind, I'm a total player. Haha, not my fault that boys in my school beats girls like a 10 to 1. But don't worry people. I've FINALLY settled down, and chose my one and only ♥. LOL. Har, so yup, I've gotten myself a boyfriendd. And everybody be shipping him and me together. Wonder how they'll react when I share the news XD;;. Except BB, she thinks mah new love is ugly, and that I deserve better. AHA. Gotta love her honesty. But it's how I feel, and not her, so... ^_____^ //ignoring her oppinions atm. I bet she's just jelly that I got what I wantedd. UMPH.

Important part: I like himm. I don't care what nobody thinks. The official declaring happened like yesterday, so I can't say much about it yet. LOL. To be honestt, I feel like his second optionn though, which makes me sad D: but... I can't say I'm innocent either, so it's fair. lol. But lets see, I'll call him... Nairb :D. Haha, I "kiss and tell" too much >__<, so I'll just share the basics :D. Lets just say I had to help a friend out. Led to the meeting of him. Some subway rides home. A nice Saturday date. And it ends with a sweet clarification. ^____^

MOVING ON.
Another major thing going on in my life would be my beauts friends Stitch(fem) and Aladdin. Excuse the weird names, LOL, I'm using their Disney decided names (I'm Lilo btw). Ohemgi~. I played cupid for them on Valentine's Day, and they have soo much drama going on. The funny part is Aladdin and I are like frenemies, but we're like each other's wingman. XD. I feel more like his therapist though :V because the boy don't know what he's doing. It's like I have to reassure him about everything all the timme. Makes me so depressed sometimes .___.

OMG BUT HE FOUND MY BLOGG. Out of all the people who had to find my blog, it had to be Aladdin OTL. arghh. LOL I was hopping to keep it a secret in high school xD. Oh well~. Haha, but since he OWES me for being Cupid, he promises to not tell Nairb lool. Nairb is kinda stoofid though. He knows my username Emiko Seiei, and I was like "I use that for everything online." But he's too stoofid to think of using Google. Har harr. Cx Aladdin is so judgemental of my blog though. He be calling me too much of a fangirl. But like I'm just like, "As a friend, I don't care about your feelings~" Haha, that prhase doesn't sound right, but for him and me it does xD. But thee bitch stole that phrase from me by saying it all the time xP.

ALSOO. I've been in the cooking club for awhile at school noww. Don't think I mentioned this before. OMG. My club president though is soo beautifuul~. LOL *cough. I mean, cooking club is really fun, and I'm learning how to NOT burn down a kitchen (and some delish food recipes too). Haha, but my club president really is beautiful. AND she's super nice. Can you imagine that? Beautiful + Kind + Smart + Cooking skills = PERFECT wife. She's amazing :'D. LOL. She was my inspiration to think of the advantages of being a polygamist. I mean, if I was to be a polygamist, I would have one husband and one wife. A wife for all the cooking and house chores I don't want to do. And a husband for all thee fun activites. kufufu~. LOL. ofc, I'm joking, but it's an interesting idea xD.

OH. And I've started playing League of Legends. Mostly because of Nairb, but it really is a fun game. And I've met all his friends from childhood. LOL. Only known them for a monthh, but we're all pretty good friends :D. Haha, he jokes about me stealing them from him xD.

Anyways, yea, that's all the updates for now :D.
So see youu, and have a nice day >w<.

Keep a Bright Mind

HNY 2013 !!

Found this picture, and thought the characters sorta looked like Setsuna and Graham. //shot.

Yayy~!! It's the beginning of another year! \(^o^)/.

 .....well, I suppose for New Year, I should say something like super inspiring and motivational... but to be honest, I really quite suck at doing that. ^ ^;;.

All I can say is.. try to be better than last year! Work to improve yourself :). In my opinion, you don't really need resolutions and plans and whatnot (especially if you're not going to follow through w/ them). As long as you're not going backwards, everything will be fine =w=b.

However, I still have a resolutions/goals that I would like to keep in mind as I'm trying to not go backwards :'D. This year, I hope to learn how to play Bink's Sake on the violin (and possibly piano) over the summer //One Piece FTW~!! And I wanna have an ah-maz-ingg~~ body/figure/look by attempting at exercising/eating right.
Also, mastering the art of walking in heels would be nice too //shot.

LOL. I gave up trying to learn an instrument because I really have no patience for that XD;;. So knowing at least one song on an instrument is sufficient enough =w=b. Plus, it'd be fun to play that song on the subway, and get extra cash >D. lol. Not like I have anything better to do on the subway xD. one-two hour commute ;A;.

Harr, well, that's all I have to share at the moment. Hope you all have a great new year. Let's all go forward and achieve greatness! >w<.

The Lucky Ducky I Am!

A couple of my friends from middle school and I got together today to hang out for the holiday break. The beautiful thing is that everyone seems to haven't change in the slightest. Well, X-chan seems to have gotten a little bit "too cool for us". Haha, but all is well xD. We traded gifts, ate froyo, and had a tone of fun. What I found to be quite fun though was that I was like a whole two inches taller than everyone :'D. LOL. Sadly not because I miraculously grew over night, but because I wore the new boots my daddy got me for Christmas >w< !! Kyaaa~ I love them. They're ah-maz-ing~!  I mean the heel is like a whole friggin' 3 inches high (and I have declared them to be little devils T~T), but I still love 'em!

http://www.6pm.com/michael-antonio-malone-taupe?zfcTest=mat%3A1

I wore them out today, and was having a ton of fun. How I felt on the way home though was a whole other story though! My toes felt the slow torture. Gradually, my walking pace became slower to make up for the pain and I was totally being left behind. //boohu. When I finally got the chance to stop, I switched out my boots for a pair of nice comfortable sneakers that I kept in my bag (in case of emergency foot pain and whatnot xP). I placed my boots into a red plastic bag, and tied it to the side of my bag. Being the "smart" one I am, I double knotted it, so it doesn't fall. However, when I got back home....... my boots were missing >___>. FUU** !! Of course, being the crazy bastard that I am, I decided that I wasn't going to just say "Oh fucking well. That's too bad." No. Like hell I would say that xP. Instead, I forced my dad to get into his car and help me find my boots even though it was raining/snowing/hailing. Not to mention it was dark and we were both in our pajamas. My dad is nice though. He was like "I doubt you'll find it! It's not very likely" also insert some phrases of "You're so stupid!" and "I taught you better!" Haha, but that's not what makes him nice... xD;;. LOL. It's that despite thinking I'm a complete idiot, he tossed on his coat and gave me the chance to find it. Of course, throughout the entire time, he was whining like a baby and complaining about how he'd rather buy another pair than go through with the work of finding it XDD. We drove around. My face glued to the window, trying to look for any sign of my boots. All I could think of was "look for the red plastic bag. red plastic bag." I tried to convince my dad (and myself) that although it was dark, the redness of the bag and the small help of the street lights will be enough to spot it. We couldn't find it though! I was so frustrated. All my dad could do was say "It's okay. The price dropped more, so now it's only $15!" (lol, oh dad xD). And as I was about to give up hope, at the very last moment, in my perifpheral vision, I saw it. A small lump of red on the edge of the sidewalk. I shouted in excitement as a glimmer of hope sprung within me as I hopped out of my car (after it stopped ofc) and dashed toward it. I bent down to pick it up, lifted the flaps of the bag, and in the dim light of the night, .... it ended up being full of garbage.



LOL Just kidding! Inside were my boots!! TTwTT. You wouldn't believe how happy I was!! My boots are now in my possession once again. Soaked, but still beautiful ;w;. Haha, my dad couldn't believe that I acutually found it. He wouldn't stop laughing xD.

Life is like a Bowl of Ice Cream

 

Life is like a bowl of ice cream. I'm the bowl. My experiences the ice cream (preferably vanilla ♥). And all the beautiful friends I have would be the toppings on top that make it all the better (like sprinkles and caramel syrup >w<).

And so, as you can see, today's post will be about my friends (again).

I'm going to start off with my two junior friends. Eui-chan and Natty-kun.
Now, Natty imo is really quite cute, and a super nice-guy kinda person. I love talking to him, and seeing him in general. Compared to my other guy friends, he's quite a refreshing sight to see... because all of my guy friends are arrogant and love to fight with me (is it my fault that I'm skilled in the art of insulting? xD). I'm quite sick of them at times xP. But I don't like Natty. Too quiet for me, and we don't have much in common :P.
I think my friend Eui thinks I like him though, which is really quite bothersome D; She's the kinda friend who likes to play cupid. Her and Natty are good friends, and I feel like she's trying to convince him into dating me or something. I really appreciate her effort. But she's shooting bows at people who just don't match. xP. And she's convinced my friend, BB, that I like him too. I know this because BB keeps making fun D;
For now though, I'ma just pretrend like I'm oblivious to all of this. LOL. Hopefully, they'll drop it soon xD.

But even with all this drama, I still haven't forgotten my friends from middle school :'D.
For the winter break, I've set up a gathering. I can't wait for it. Super superr excited!! >w<. I went to go shopping for presents yesterday, and I'm glad I still know them so well. I can go "spot shopping" which is something Choco-chan came up with. It's where you can go shopping without an aim, look at something, and just know what's perfect Cx. I also love how a lot of stores around me have free gift wrapping. Makes my life so much easier :'D //can't wrap for life. With school and everything, I haven't been able to go out in FOREVER. I forgot how tiring shopping can be, but I miss it so much >w< //girly ftw.

BB showed me to this little mall nearby, and it has this cute little shop that I've fallen in love with!! They had G-gundam models!! ;w; I almost went beserk. If they accepted credit card, I would've probably lost control and bought it (even though the one I wanted costs $100). Grr- why do models have to be so damn expensive TT^TT //sob. It was like a Morning Glory combined with Anime Castle. It was amazing~ ;w;.

Anyways, speaking of Gundam, I found a friend who also thinks Setsuna is friggin' sexy >w< !! And one who also shares my love for Kat-Tun!! And one who likes to give out candy like mehh!! And another who enjoys watching CommunityChannel as much as I do !!

So the ice cream is beautiful with all its glorious toppings ;w;.

The Gems

The sound of morning music awakes me from peaceful slumber. Great determination removes me from the soft covers of dreams. With the help of an energy boaster (coffee xD), I prepare myself to go to school. On the way there, what a journey it is! The people I see. The troubles I face. Surprises meet me around every corner. And a surprise I also am for the other travelers like me. At school I am, ten minutes 'till the bell. Up the mountainous stairs (uhg!). But what awaits me are gems with smiles so great :'). Ding. Ding. Ding. Classes begin, and another tired day I suffer through. I can't wait to go home. But those moments with my gems makes me want to start the cycle again. ♥

All that's major in my life right now is high school, so that's what I'll talk about. lol. Everyday, I feel myself growing, becoming mature, and experiencing life. It's kinda freaky, but I enjoy it though. The ride on the subway every morning and afternoon. My teachers and classes. The activities and opportunities. I especially like the environment. Everyone there is amazing (well, for the most part :P).
I always get a good feeling whenever I climb those three flights of killer stairs knowing that I'll see my friends waiting for me near my classroom. And when I do arrive, all five/six of them smile at my appearance at the same time and greet me. I feel so special ;w;. lol it's really a sight to see a bunch of people smile at once xD.
I feel like I can relate to the people in Bronx Science really easily. A quarter of them are anime fans. Another quarter are geeks (either whovians or potterheads or both). And the third are both anime fans and geeks!  the last quarter are the borning bunch who just study xD. I'm friends with one of that last quarter, but she's cool, so she's excused :P.
My teachers are great... although I sleep in like half my classes >___>. And it upsets my friend that I never get caught. LOL. But don't worry folks! My grades are beautiful ^__^. ... except in biology. //sob. I suck in that class. I want to blame my teacher though. She talks to fast, writes scribble on the board, and can't spell for life. I swear, I'm probably studying inncorrect notes right now! I don't have it that bad though. There's some teachers who have heavy accents and speak in their native tongue at random moments; confusing everyone. xD.
The subway rides to school and back are always fun. I mean who doesn't love being squished into small spaces and surrounded by brutal New Yorkers? xP. Haha, nah, most of the time everything is alright. I get to enjoy free entertainment, people watching, thinking time, and great views (of cuties on the train ♥).
In my thinking time, I commonly only like to think of my happy moments though. And so, I end up smiling like an awkward idiot on the train xD. Haha, but New Yorkers are like trained to ignore weirdos, so I'm safe =w=b. Those happy thoughts could be total killer though! One time, I was happily reminicing in a memory I had of my little brother, and I started crying! My dad told me that with my in high school, I'll be spending less time with my little siblings and family. When I thought about missing out on the growth of my siblings and the events with my family, I started to tear up a bit ;A;. //stupid female hormones xP.

Despite all the new friends I'm making, I find myself deeply missing my friends from middle school too. I'm glad that I still see a few in my high school. And sometimes, I get to see Pari-chan on the subway in the morning :D !! I talk to Rin-chan too. I miss Luka-chan the most though since I don't really see or talk to her anymore. I miss her pink hair and wild personality. ;A;.

So high school has its ups and downs. A lot of the time, it feels like I'm mostly experiencing the "downs", but on those days when things are better, everything seems a little more worth it :)