HNY 2013 !!

Found this picture, and thought the characters sorta looked like Setsuna and Graham. //shot.

Yayy~!! It's the beginning of another year! \(^o^)/.

 .....well, I suppose for New Year, I should say something like super inspiring and motivational... but to be honest, I really quite suck at doing that. ^ ^;;.

All I can say is.. try to be better than last year! Work to improve yourself :). In my opinion, you don't really need resolutions and plans and whatnot (especially if you're not going to follow through w/ them). As long as you're not going backwards, everything will be fine =w=b.

However, I still have a resolutions/goals that I would like to keep in mind as I'm trying to not go backwards :'D. This year, I hope to learn how to play Bink's Sake on the violin (and possibly piano) over the summer //One Piece FTW~!! And I wanna have an ah-maz-ingg~~ body/figure/look by attempting at exercising/eating right.
Also, mastering the art of walking in heels would be nice too //shot.

LOL. I gave up trying to learn an instrument because I really have no patience for that XD;;. So knowing at least one song on an instrument is sufficient enough =w=b. Plus, it'd be fun to play that song on the subway, and get extra cash >D. lol. Not like I have anything better to do on the subway xD. one-two hour commute ;A;.

Harr, well, that's all I have to share at the moment. Hope you all have a great new year. Let's all go forward and achieve greatness! >w<.

HoroHaro Love~

Now to like uh, distract you from my previous post, I'ma rant my art appreciation for this one person from deviantart. Therefore, please excuse my fangirling and such ;w; <3.
ps. if you dun wanna hear my happy-rant, then come back later. Luka-chan has requested a rather... exciting post ;D kufufu~~.

I go on deviantART(dA) a lot... because I have no life >___>... and I follow the Gundam00 group. I don't share about it much, but  I'm like a SUPER Gundam00 fan. like OMIGOSH <3. I love Gundam00!! I mean, I know I haven't seen the Gundam00 movie yet, even though I have it. I also don't memorize like every fact or detail. I've only watched it once, instead of re-watching it a thousand times like the average fan normally would. HOWEVER, that doesn't change the fact that I absolutely love it ;w;. It's like the best anime I've ever seen <3 !! *cough. Haha, anyways, I came across this one picture on dA that made me go totally beserk. I swear, I literally died. spazzed. laughed. fangirled. died. smiled. and then died again. I LOVED IT!
*cough. enough of talk about my reaction. have a look at the picture yourself:
http://horoharo.deviantart.com/gallery/#/d55o04u

Do you see this? DO YOU SEE THIS?? ITS SETSUNA AND MIKU TOGETHER. OMIGOSH. LIKE HOLY COWW. THIS ALMOST MADE ME CRY. I WAS ABOUT TO DIE OF HAPPINESS. I can never find pictures of Setsuna and Miku together. That makes me sad ;A;. like so very sad. upset. depressed. miserable. despondent. melancholy. gloomy. and just like you know, SAD. No pictures of Setsuna and Miku together means no pictures that I can photoshop Miku's hair green to make a "Setsuna and Emiko" picture XD. LOLOL. I've been kind of lazyy, so I probably won't like bother turning Miku into Emiko. (idk why, but saying that sounds so weird XD.  Miku into Emiko. as if I could be as awesome as Miku. LOL). I'm just happy that I have an actual existing picture of Setsuna and Miku together :'D. I don't know why, but it makes me so happyy. so very happy~~.

Haha, so this is where I have a request! I know I don't have many fan or readers yet, but like I was hoping that maybe you, being one of the few that I have, could possibly also make/draw/paint/ect a Setsuna and Miku/Emiko picture... just to make me happy? and possibly share it in the comments? ;w;. or maybe if you find a picture of Setsuna and Miku, you could maybe share it? That would make me so very glad :') ...

LOL the only complaint that I have is that they're not smiling. they're frowning D: ...haha, but that's okayy. I gotta be happy with what I can get ^____^.

Not only is this person SUPER AWESOME and totally BADASS to be a Setsuna and Miku fan, she also created this super cute flash-thing(?) of Setsuna that looks so ADORABLE >w< !!!! KYAAAA~~~. I'M SO IN LOVEEE~~. Setsuna is like so cute ;w;. total omigosh.

I don't know, but if you own a dA, you should totally check out HoroHaro. She's like SO COOL <3 !! HoroHaro does more than just Gundam, so even if you don't like Gundam(which is practically impossible!) you should still go check out her stuff~~. >w<.

Happy Birthday Setsuna ~

HOLY CRAP !!! I FORGOT SETSUNA'S BIRTHDAY !!! :O ASHFLOGRAMASH!!!!
//sob. IM A SHAMEFUL BEING TO ALL OF SOCIETY!!
YESTERDAY WAS MEH SETSU'S BIRTHDAY, AND I TOTALLY FORGOT!!
I THINK I JUST DIED A LITTLE INSIDE!! AADJFLADSJFOISDUJF!! I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS!!! GOD SHOULD SMITE ME! I SHOULD BE PUNISHED. OMIGOSH. SOMEONE SHOULD SLAP ME FOR MY IDIOCY!!!

*breathes*...okay, sorry I'm calm now. ^3^.
Happy birthday to meh Setsu-kun~. LOVE YOU SO MUCH SETSU~ <33333.



"Setsuna is taciturn, introverted, and wholeheartedly against war. He believes there are key disturbances that prevent the world from coming together in peace and harmony. He has labeled specific people and/or forces as a source of conflict towards the world's path to peace. He has little tolerance for diplomats and politicians, believing that their negotiations only prolong wars and cause more strife (due to personal experience). He's got a vendetta to settle and his past battle experiences stir up old bitter feelings, increasing his combat potential as a beneficial side effect. Though a self-proclaimed atheist, he often questions the motivations of God with people and worldly events."


SETSUNA F. SEIEI PICTURE SPAM ~~ <333

Yesh, I know these pictures go off the limited space, but meh Setsu-kun is so special that his pictures needs to be enlarged :D. LOL so here are just a few of the many pictures that I have of Setsu-kun. Sorry he's frowning all the time. If only he were to smile more, he'd be ten times cuter >w<. I believe everyone looks better when they're happy ^3^. I tell this to Luka-chan all the time, but she always tries to look so emo in her pictures. It's quite odd :T. Haha, anyways~ Happy Belated Birthday to meh Setuna~ <33333 :D

To Her House I Go !

I went to Luka-chan's house today :D !! And it was fun as hell ! x3
LOL I think I almost died though!! We're both trying to lose weight (if any of you still remember), so she tries to make me go up stairs or run as much as possible. She totally kills me sometimes XD.

Okay, now where to start? Ah, I'll start with the food she served me :'D.
All the Black Butler fans reading this now will totally understand what I'm about to say ^_________^.
I ate curry .... WITH CHOCOLATE <333. LOL. We were going to get curry buns (because curry buns are badass <3), but we didn't have enough time to D; I'll tell why soon.

Anyways, I shall explain my experience of eating chocolate curry.
I hear (from Luka-chan) that a lot of people think it's disgusting. BUT ! I have a different opinion on this :3.
I admit, the first bite was really weird. Like I had a total "O___O wtf is this?" kinda face. Luka-chan even started laughing because my expression was so weird XD. However, chocolate curry is honestly not that bad. I think I still prefer regular curry, but chocolate curry isn't as gross as most people make it out to be :>. It was an interesting experience. That's all I can really say :3.

After curry eating, we went out shopping <333. LOL Because I'm a girl ^____^. Ah haa I may live in a 'cave' and I don't go out that often, and I suck at all household chores, and I bring shame to the entire female race, and I'm not that girly, and ...yea I lost my point. What was I talking about? Oh yea, I went shopping because it's fun XD. Plus~ I have to get gifts for meh epicly epicc~ friends <333. We went all over the place. I really love the city! There's so many nice stores so close together. We were getting a gift for X-chan <3333 because she's damn epic and deserves a gift!! We went to so many stores, but we couldn't find anything TT^TT. We finally gave up hope, and called her, and interrogated her. We decided to get her something sonic-related because she really loves sonic. It was insane. We went to the nearest anime store (another thing I love about New York. They have anime shopsss <3. LOL Nevada doesn't D; which suckedd). LOL Anyways, since I only had like an hour and half left to spend with Luka-chan, we ran all the way to the Anime store. We didn't know which direction it was, so we tried asking this old lady. We didn't expect her to know what the anime store was so we named a popular thing next to it, and she was like "Oh just go two blocks down this way." And we started running in that direction, but it was the wrong way ;______;. So we asked these two other girls, and we finally got there. I ran for like ten blocks straight! MY LEGS DIED

I would mention what I got for X-chan, but I'm not really sure if she reads my blog or not, so I don't want to spoil it just in case ^w^. OH! I also got something else for another friend x3. I know she reads my blog, so I definitely can't say. But she'll be happy :D. Which makes me happy :'D.

AND OH MY GAWSH !!! GUESS WHAT?!??!?! ///dies before I can say itt.
I AM SO HAPPY!!

I got some cool stuff while at the anime store too! I LITERALLY JUMPED WITH JOY when I bought it! <33. Guess what I got at this store? I mean what anime-type thing could really make me happy? Do you  people know me well enough to guess right? ^_________^

I got

...*pauses for dramatic effect*


I GOT GUNDAM MANGA <333 HELL YEA !!! \(^O^)/

 Ah haa~. I took a picture of the manga !! I got the first volume of the first season <33. And while I took a picture of it, I decided to take a picture of my binder~. LOL Btw that extremely neon pink stuff on it is duck tape. My binder was like falling apart, but I was lazy to get a new binder. My dad was like "Just put duck tape on it." And I was like "Okay." But like I said, I was lazy, so I asked my dad to do it. However, my dad was lazy too, so he had my sister do it. She, of course, grabbed this incredibly eye-soaring pink duck tape xP. But other than that, my binder is epic. You know why? Yup, you guessed it. It's because Setsuna is on it <33333. LOL By the way, I have no artistic talent at all. Therefore, that picture you see on it, was traced by me XD. Yea, I can't draw for life, so I've become pretty good at tracing things :>. I haven't read it yet, but I shall, and it'll be so much fun. ^3^.

I also took a picture of the back of the manga <333. I would've taken pictures of some of the pages inside the manga, but I believe that is illegal due to copyright and all that crap xP.

Anyways, I am happy C:

BUT I WAS SO PISSED OFF!!
When I went to that store, Gundam 00 manga was placed in the 20% off section. LIKE WHAT THE HELL?? D:<
Gundam should be a top seller. ;___________; but it's not as popular as it used to be. Gundam does have a lot of fans though. Just not as new as animes like Bleach and stuff, so... well I don't know why Gundam isn't popular, but it kinda is at the same time. So I dunno~.

Anyways, if I were to die now, I'd die happily <3.

LOL Now, all I have to get is a Kat-Tun product, and I will officially be the happiest person on this lovely Earth ^_____^.

Not Doing So Well :(

My brain is just kinda malfunction at the moment xD. And I feel kind of ...pissed off in side... well maybe not exactly pissed off. . . just. . . frustrated? moody? grumpy? annoyed as hell? in a crappy mood? lol it seems like I'm always in a crappy mood lately~.
One of the main causes that my brain is totally malfunctioning is that Science has started to hate on me. I just knew that my favorite subject would do this to me :T damn with my luck, this kind of thing happens all the time. Sigh~ so what I mean by Science is starting to hate on me is that I'm not doing well in science class xP. During class, I'll semi-understand things. Homework will confuse the crap out of me though. I'll ask for help from friends, but I still don't really understand it. And when I do think I kind of get it, I turn out to be flat wrong. I'm learning the part of science where it's you get it or you don't kind of thing; no in between. It's so bad that I actually got a 50-something on my science quiz OTL (14 questions. got 6 wrong). I feel so damn frustrated that I kinda want to cry. But obviously I wont :P. To solve this problem though, I'm ditching my friends' help and asking my dad instead. He understands me well, and knows how to explain things in a way that I'll understand. I'm a very visual learner, so he uses things like pictures or videos or objects. It really helps. I'm glad I have a dad I can go to for help. But still, why is it that everyone in my class can understand it, and I can't?! That's what pisses me off the most. Like why the hell am I so stupid? TT^TT sigh~ this sucks! I hate being stupid xP. It's such an icky thing to be.
You know what also adds to my moody-ness? Gleek-kun :V. If you're reading this Gleek-kun, I'm sorry but it's true. I hate that you tell me that you feel sorry for me. Like wtf, man? I don't need your pity. I don't like it when people feel bad for me. It's like..saying "I feel sorry for you" ain't gonna do anything, but make me feel crappy as hell. I mean it's nice that you understand that I'm in a bad situation, but do you really have to state it? I know Gleek-kun didn't intentionally make me feel worse on purpose (or maybe he did :V).  Sigh~ it still pisses me off. Too many people have told me that they feel sorry for me. That makes me sad. :(
I didn't do too well on my math test either. TT^TT why are my best subjects turning on me?! I got like an 80-something on that. Which also adds to the stress. I got the points minus off for stupid mistakes again. Why the hell do I make stupid mistakes?! Where does my mind go when I am taking tests!? Why can't it just stay focus on the test and prevent me from making stupid mistakes? Why am I so stupid? Crap, I'm in a pissy mood, and I realize I'm ranting on about it. Sigh~ just deal with my complaints until I improve I guess. I don't get why my grades are going downhill so fast. It makes me sad. I don't like being sad. I don't know how to handle being sad.This isn't even pure sadness. It's stupid school sadness. I guess I just fail at life...but I don't want to except that. I can't except that! I have to try harder...yet I'm sitting here spending- what half an hour? - writing this instead of studying. Sigh~ I'm a sad fail person and a waste of air :V what a bother I am.
I should really go buy myself some sour gummy worms and root beer to cheer myself up lol xD.

Erm- well~ on the bright side of life, I finally got around to organizing my binder ^ ^. I'm really happy because that. You want to know why? It's a rather stupid reason to be honest xD. You know how you can slide stuff into your binder front cover (and back cover)? Well~ I slid a picture of Setsuna, and a bunch of hearts into my binder cover thing~. The picture of Setsuna is one that I traced, and it looks all professional~. I'm quite proud of it. (I traced the picture like a year ago xD). And it was truthfully just three hearts xD not really considered a "bunch". But no one in my class or at my work place agrees that Setsuna is cute D: they all say he's ugly. Sigh~ people are so mean T^T. Out of the entire thing, everyone said they liked the color of the hearts :T. It was a dark blue color. I'll post a pic of my binder cover later~. But despite all the insults, I'm still really happy with my Setsuna picture :D It makes me happy because I get to see Setsuna's face everyday, the whole day~ <333.

Music Spazz

I have like the most boring life there is xD. Therefore, I can't think of anything to post at the moment. ^ ^;;
So I'll just share some music that I like with you :) But it's not just any music~
It's Miyano Mamoru!! \(^o^)/
.....You don't know who that is? :O *gasp*
LOL xD well I didn't expect you to. Mamoru is Setsu-kun's voice actor x]. Lucky Mamoru~ he was gifted with Setsuna's sexy voice ^ ^. (haha xD it should be said the other way around).
I tried to find songs of him singing in different styles. I hope you enjoy~

My World

Wonder Love

Just Smile

Amazing Grace (voiced by Mamoru)

I really got to watch this anime x]

LOL xD okay, well, that was just a few songs by Mamoru-kun :D.

I hope you enjoyed them as much as I did ^ ^ (i'm repeating myself...>.>)

~Mamoru is also the voice actor of 

Light Yagami (death note)

Death the Kid (soul eater)

Tamaki Suoh (ohshc)

Ichinose Tokiya (uta no prince-sama)

Zero Kiryu/Ichiru Kiryu (vampire knight)

etc. [lol xD i bet his voice sounds familiar now to those of you who know these characters]

~He has an official website

http://miyanomamoru.com/

It's in Japanese OTL I can't read it Dx

Google translate sucks~ grammar is all bad, so I have no clue what it says.

Sigh~ I should learn Japanese xD

Mamoru is cute in my opinion :D

But in some pictures he can seem kind of weird ^ ^;;. I'm guessing he's just not that good at taking pictures. Like you know how you could see a really good looking person, but they look really weird in pictures? It can happen vice versa too.

Haha even though Mamoru has Setsu-kun's voice, I think I still favor Kazuya <33~ (from kat-tun)

[no offense Mamoru! >o<]

101 Posts?!

Wow. I just noticed that I've reached a 100 posts! :D Which I find pretty cool, and a nice achievement...but to others it just means I have a lot of spare time xD. I've had fun blogging. It's really nice to write about what you like or do. My friend says she thinks other people reading about your life is creepy xD I mean some of you might be creepy out there x) *cough cough* suspicious~. Just kidding. I don't really see what's so creepy about it ^ ^;;, I actually find it quite fun to blog :).
Anyways, to celebrate my work of a 100 posts, I shall...hm...idk xD let's just wing it shall we? I guess I'll tell you some things about me x). Yup, with a lack of an idea for anything better, I'll do that.

I love Setsuna F. Seiei!! ♥
He is so incredibly cool ^////^
He is not the reason why I dislike Marina Ismail (although most people think he is xD).
I am married to him :3

I think Kazuya Kamenashi is super sexy >w< ~~!!

I would like to one day meet him. x)

He's my favorite celebrity.

He is the reason why I am now intently interested in baseball ^ ^;;

 I want to have this dress for my prom dress!

I will ear as much money as it takes x)

It's so damn pretty!

My hair looks like leeks  :P

I personally made this green and added my name to it xD

I am obsessed and in love with the color green!!

I like all shades :3 light or dark.

I do particularly like the shade olive green.

My bed sheets and pillow covers are green ^ ^

and half my closet is green as well.

So like I said, I'm obsessed with this color. It is awesome!

Oh and did I mention that I'm crazy? x)
I'm crazy and slightly perverted. oh ho ho ho~!!

So yea, congrats to me on writing a 101 posts :D !! And there's more to come :). Ahahahaha~~ X)

Why not share another one of my artworks while I'm at it? x)

I did this for art class. It took me a whole week to finish it ^ ^;;. I am very proud of it though :3. We were supposed to draw a parody of some sort of the drawing "The Sleep of Reason Produces Monsters", but I messed up and wrote "nightmares". Lol xD but oh well. It's still pretty awesome looking ^ ^.

Tell me what you think of it :D.

Well I got to, unfortunately, go do homework. So blog to ya laters~ ;D

Haha xD I Feel So Stupid

I don't usually post twice in one day but...

Oh my gosh xD!!! I feel incredibly stupid right now. OTL

With the little free time that I have, I decided to spend it on making this comic/manga strip (idk what you would call it xD). I completed it today, and felt the need to share it with you right now. Thus, this is Emiko (me) presenting you a very retarded comic strip at the moment x).

^ ^;; read it if you dare?

LMFAO XD I couldn't stop laughing when I came up with the wording for this. It's so fail and cheesy x).

I think it's a little confusing, so let me explain the story I was trying to present.

Currently, Setsu-kun is fighting Graham-kun :3 in this comic strip.

As they are fighting, Setsu-kun was explaining about how I taught him the power of "love". (xD I know it sounds retarded, but I just had to do it ^ ^). However, Graham-kun misunderstood what Setsu-kun said. He thought Setsu-kun was declaring some kind of love for Emiko, and he got jealous x). Some fans like to say that Graham likes Setsuna, so I decided to play with that a bit :P. I do admit that in the anime, Graham-kun is sort of obsessed with Setsu-kun in an unnatural way xD. Haha, plus, grahamxsetsu pairing extertains me a bit. And after Setsu-kun epicly defeated Graham-kun >:D, he was like "Yes...but that wasn't the point...-.-;;" Meaning, he does have a lover (*cough me cough*), but that wasn't what he was talking about at the moment xD. 

Oh, and the reason why Graham-kun said "So you have a lover, Gundam?!" instead of "So you have a lover, Setsuna?!" was because Graham-kun doesn't know Setsu-kun's name...wait...or maybe it's because he just likes to do that. xD I don't remember.

Well, now let me explain this to you: I did not draw this!! I suck at drawing...>.> no I really suck at drawing. xP So what I did was photo scan pages from the Gundam00 manga. I took parts of the different manga pages and colored them :3 then added my own text. I think I used stuff from three different pages from two different volumes of Gundam00.

Photoshop CS4 was used to make this! d(^ ^)b

And it took me FOREVER(!) to do the stars!!! At first, I couldn't figure out how to make a good starry effect. But, I somehow manged :D.

What I did was make a bunch of random white dots then blur it a bit with the blur tool. Afterwards, I used the smudge tool to smudge it up a bit more. Then, I made a bunch of more random white dots, but smaller ones this time. And I did the same blur and smudging affect to the smaller dots as well. For the "shooting star", I just made another white dot, and used the smudge tool again. But even after doing all that work for the stars, I feel as though they're still not good enough OTL it totally doesn't fit with the rest of the picture.

And for the last panel, where you see Setsuna standing, looks really fail xP. I got really lazy, and didn't feel like putting too much detail into it ^ ^;;. So it just looks like some random blue silhouette. xD but whatever.

I think I totally screwed up Graham's suit too xP the colors don't seem right. I got lazy on coloring Exia too ^ ^;;. sigh~ I'm such a bum xD

I'm pretty proud (TT^TT I had to look up how to spell prowd <--how I thought it was spelt xD i fail.) of my work though :)

^ ^;; I used things like the blur and smudge tool because I'm still a novice at photoshop x). I mean I'm pretty sure there's an easier way to do what I did, but I wasn't able to figure it out xP

Sooo~ anywaysu, what do you think? Pretty hilariously fail, right? x) and yet totally cool at the same time, right?

Explanation Please?

Yay! Okay so I got an email asking to explain a few of my wishes ^ ^ from someone with the email name of  Ruwonki. Haha xD i'm kinda excited for some reason.
Anywaysu, I was asked to explain the following wishes listed on "My Wishes" list:

~I wish to live up to at least a 100 years old.

~I wish my dad will be able to buy his own house.

~I wish I had A or AB blood type instead of O.

So I shall give an explanation for these wishes of mine mostly because I said I would if I got an email...>.> and the person said "or else." I am usually afraid when people say that xD because you never know what it is. Who knows what if they send assassination ninjas >~< scary. But cool at the same time xD I mean I'd actually be somewhat okay with being killed by ninjas. Just think about it "Death by Ninjas" sounds pretty awesome, ne?

*cough cough* okay back to the subject. (i get off topic easily ^ ^;;)

Let's start with the first one. I do not wish to per say stop at a 100 years old. I would like to live up to at least a 100 years old ^ ^. Why? Well when you're 10 people usually make a big deal about your age being in the double digits. If double digits are cool; don't you think triple digits would be even cooler? x) haha so I wanna become old just so I can brag. lol xD i'm odd, deal with it.

Now I can understand why the second wish listed would be quite odd too. Just to let you know, it does not mean that I do not have a house and live in a box in a suspicious alley way xD. It just means that I live in a rented house. Meaning my dad has to pay a stupid extra $1000 or so to live in our house. You know "renting". I'm sure you all know what it is xD ....if you don't then you must be a wealthy person >.> or just stupid xD haha jk
Okay, now for the explanation: Well you see, people always want to own things right? So ever since my dad moved out of his house; he's always had to rent a house. And because of certain events, he's never been able to save up enough money to buy his own house. What's so special about owning your own house? Well think about it. If you own the house, you can do whatever the hell you want to it. You can paint your walls rainbow or doodle all over it as many times as you want. You can have your own garden and plant exotic things xD like a money tree (yes I believe they exist xD)! When you own the house then you don't have somebody tell you that you can't do what you want.
Thus, I wish for my dad to be able to one day buy his own house so he can do all the funtasitc things he has always wanted to do with his house.

Next wish! :D
I admit xD this wish is a little unreasonable and quite stupid. It's not like I hate O type blood or something xD I'm actually quite friendly with it (it's what keeping me alive right now xD).
It's just that my Setsuna-kun has A type blood, so I wish to have the same blood type. And if I cannot have A type then I want AB because Kyouya Ootori has that blood type. Why do I want their same blood type? Well think about it. If they're dying one day and need more blood, then I wish to be able to donate my blood to them.
.....yea >.> i know I can't donate blood to a fictional character. But it's fun to think so xD plus it just seems cool. Let's just say I'm really really obsessed and weird xP lol

Well I hope my explanation helped you understand the reasoning behind my wishes, Ruwonki. ^ ^
if it doesn't than too bad xD. lol jk, if you don't understand it then I'll try and explain it better :D

Oh and thank you for reading about my wishes! \(^O^)/ you've made me very happy~ x)

Edit: erm >.> originally I put my email to allow you guys to ask me questions about "My Wishes", but my dad told me that I'm not allowed to do that ^ ^;;. I sort of got in trouble OTL. So now, just leave a comment on this blog entry if you wish to ask me questions about "My Wishes". Or you can leave a comment on here: http://emikosday.blogspot.com/2011/09/check-it-out.html.  Please and thank you ^ ^.

May Calendar

The month of April is almost over, and May is approaching. Thus, I made myself a May calendar using the almighty epicly awesome microsoft publisher! I make customized calendars for myself on publisher. :D I make all kinds of things on publisher. For example, I use publisher for birthday cards, other kinds of cards, school projects, and other stuff. Publisher is good for that kind of stuff and it makes my life so much easier! Like the birthday cards for example. It's cheaper to make it myself, and it looks sort of cooler.
For this May, I've decided to have a Kyoya Hibari from Hitman Reborn theme. Hibari-kun's birthday is in May, so it's only logical to make him the theme of my May calendar ^ ^
Here's a picture of it:

^ ^ awesome right? Damn he's so hot. For my April calendar, I had a Setsuna F. Seiei theme because my Sestuna-sama's birthday is in April. Lolz I put some weird holidays on there xD (dance like a chicken day and wear purple for peace day. plus hibari-kun's birthday). Let me explain. I looked up the holidays for May because I don't know I just wanted too. Anyways, I found these really weird/funny holidays that I felt like adding to my calendar. Oh, and I purposely didn't include mother's day because my parents are divorced and I live with my dad. And I don't see visit my mom (i'm glad about that, she's a psycho >.>) Even so, I  think I should have included mother's day on it because I forgot about my grandma xD. She's my dad's mom, so we celebrate it with her. Oops. Oh well, I know it's the second Sunday of May, right? ...Ok so maybe I don't know for sure, but I'm pretty sure my dad will remember xD.  Speaking of which I should go make her a happy mother's day card on publisher.
Anyways, my aunt from Pennsylvania came for a visit yesterday. And today we're going to eat at a Dim Sum (don't know how to spell it, just sounding it out. hope i got it right xD) place for lunch. I love Dim Sum
(asian type food that even non-asians like)! It's so yummy.  :3 can't wait to go. Plus it's nice seeing my aunt and her baby boy cousin. She has 3 other children that could come because they have school.
Oh snap! We're leaving now. Well, I guess I got to go get ready :)

^ ^ ta ta~

~My Anime Fantasy World~

^ ^ the title is self explanatory.
It's kind of funny. My friends and I made up our own anime fantasy world.
In this wonderful wonderful world my name is Emiko F. Seiei ^w^ and I chose my fantasy self to look like Hatsune Miku from vocaloid. Except I'm a green version of Miku. xD lolz I like Miku. 

These are just some pictures of what I mean by "green" Miku.

^ ^ Miku is suppose to be green, but she's more of a teal color. 

 Emiko (me) is green version of Miku.
Even though I look like Miku, Mikuo is not brother xD. 
Mikuo is in my hotest top 5 anime guys ^ ^

A kind of perverted picture, but oh how I would love to grope Mikuo ^ ^
(I must warn you I can be quite perverted xD)

I love this shade of green! ^w^

Her hair looks sort of like leeks xD

I take no credit in making/drawing these pictures. Some other really awesome person drew/made these pictures. The only thing I did was photoshop it green. 
I found these pictures on either safebooru.org , zerochan.net , or google.com . I don't remember which websites xD. I have a very bad memory. lolz. I'd have to say that Zerochan.net is my favorite and most commonly used picture finding site.


  I like the dresses. Whoever drew these have really good taste in clothes. xD it's kind of funny. Miku has twin tails and looks really cute, but I look terrible with twin tails. lolz. 









Now I'm going to explain my fantasy world to you because well it's a pretty big part of my life, and I just feel like telling you xD. So please continue on reading. You may have a good laugh. ^ ^
Anyways, in my fantasy world I'm a vocaloid. I’m not a “pure” vocaloid. Which makes only me part robot. My human side is true innovator. Because of my pervy dad Rido, I am also part vampire. I have also just found out that I belong to some weird clan that gave me the ability to do some kind of powerful mystical techniques that i forgot the name of. And to top it all off, I’m also a GOD! In short that makes me part epic singing robot, part evolved super human being, and ALL GODLY LIKE. ;) Otherwise meaning I’m AWESOME!! KA-CHA!!!
Okay, now let me explain what all that meant. Um... in this anime fantasy my dad is Rido from vampire knight. I call him pervy because my friends and I write roleplays, and in it we sort of made Rido to be a very perverted character. I don't know why though xD, just to make things a little more fun I guess. lolz. Since Rido is my dad, that makes Shiki (also from vampire knight) my brother, my really really hot brother xD (dont worry, we have a strictly brother-sister relationship). And that clan I was talking about is like a naruto thing because they have like the uchiha clan and stuff, so I made up my own clan, but I forgot what I named it xD. Also when I drink sake (alcohol), I get really drunk and go all crazy. I curse a lot too.
A lot of my friends are in this, but I think I shall talk about the exciting ones who put a lot of their time into thinking about their character. xD we have no lives, but it's what we enjoy.
I have a friend who chose to make their anime self look exactly like Luka from vocaloid (mostly because luka is pretty and my friend likes the color pink xD). My friend also chose to name herself Megurine Luka. She's not to creative with the naming part. I chose Emiko because it means "smiling child". I'm always smiling :) so I thought it made sense. The F. Seiei part is because I love Setsuna F. Seiei, and he's my fiance. Therefore, I of course, took on his last name (even though we're not officially married yet). The F. is just to make it sound cooler. I also like Kaito from vocaloid. And for awhile there was a weird three people relationship between Setsuna, Kaito, and I. I loved them both so much that I couldn't decided xD. How childish of me for choosing two guys.lolz. But now I have solely devoted my heart to my one and only Setsuna ♥. ^ ^ I love Setsuna so much. Luka-chan is a pure blooded vampire and vocaloid. She also has the ability of creating clones of herself and traveling through different dimensions. Plus Luka-chan is one of the most powerful epic shinagami people you’ll ever meet. Luka-chan is now currently dating Ulquiorra (espada #4 from bleach) she used to date Kaname Kuran from vampire knight. She's a fickle woman who has an odd taste in men. For example she likes the emo goatman (ulquiorra) and she's also interested in Nnoitra (espada #5) which we call roachman because of all his arms xD. Roachman is frickin scary o-o how can she like him? Luka-chan is weird. My other friend named herself Nyu...I'm not sure why. She for some reason wanted to be a cat. And she showed me a picture of the cat she wanted to look like. It's an anime cat, but it looks like a bear with a karate headband and shorts and was holding a stick. xD Nyu can be quite um..odd. lolz. But there's more. She's not just a bear looking cat. No, she's a shape shifting, man eating cat who can control the dead. xD Nyu is crazy. She also keeps adding stuff to her character. For instance, she now suddenly says she can control time and change people's memory. Nyu has a tendency to like to shape shift into really cool looking guys or dragons. Nyu is also a theif xD. Her whole epic condo is filled with stolen furniture and other things you find in a person's home. Being able to shape shift makes stealing stuff easy. I don't know why she just wont live with me in my house. In this fantasy world, I'm a really rich person who lives in a epic mansion. Luka-chan lives in a really cool mansion across the street from mine, but she ends up staying at my house all the time xD.
We're all basically immortals xD. We all look like we're around 21 but we're really like at least 300 years old.
I find making up our own fantasy world fun ^ ^. The whole reason why we made up these characters is because like I mentioned early, we write roleplays. It's fun to include ourselves in the roleplays and our real selves are too boring xD. We had to spice things up a bit. I think I'll show you guys one of our roleplays ^ ^. They're quite funny and good.

War, Hate, and Setsuna

How can I not talk about this guy? He is my one and only. I love him so much ^ ^! Yes, yes, I know. He's just an anime character. How could I love him? Blah blah blah. Well like I said in my profile, I'm a total otaku. My love and obsession for Setsuna is similar to that of a typical teenager's love for some celebrity. The difference is that Setsuna isn't a real person xD. But I have fallen in love with his personality and looks. Setsuna is quiet, introverted, and wholeheartedly against war. He won't hesitate to die for his ideals. Though a self-proclaimed atheist, he often questions the motivations of God with people and worldly events. Setsuna is a really admirable character. I find his ideals similar to mine, and I feel like we have the same questions. I don't believe in god, and I too am an atheist. I'm more of a science kind of girl. I believe that God is just something created to give people hope. Setsuna also doesn't believe in god because of certain events that happened when he was little. He wants to understand why this world is distorted and why we have wars. "This world lives by being close together, and yet why do people wound each other?" -lyrics from Trust You by Yuna Ito. I like Gundam for these kinds of reasons. It's not one of those cliche princesses and happily ever after stories. It's about war, and people, and the author's ideas about what's the solution to war. Gundam really makes you think about the world. We have to understand each other first before we can have peace, and that's what I learned from Gundam. Think about if for while. Why do we all talk about peace, and yet there are still men out there dieing in war? Can't we all just understand each other? Can't  we just share what ever land or thing we're fighting for?
I don't know. What I'm saying might not make any sense or I just sound stupid for thinking that I know what I'm talking about. Either way these are the questions I have, and this is what I believe in. So if you don't like then go talk to someone who cares. (not to sound rude or anything)
Anyways I got a little off topic of Setsuna. I really really love this guy <3~. And I think he's probably the cutest man I'll ever see in my entire life time.
But for some reason all my friends just hate on him. They're always like "He's so ugly. How can you like him?" or "Ew. Setsuna's so fail, and he's like a Middle Eastern farmer." or "Setsuna's so stupid."
I always get so pissed off when they say such mean things. See these little comments and stupid ideas that people think is okay to say is probably what start wars. But since I'm a mature person (unlike my friends) I just say, "Well everyone's entitled to their own opinion." I think my "friends" just want to piss me off on purpose because they got kind of mad that I wasn't mad. They kept bashing on him even more, and even started hating on Gundam in general. They were saying how innovators were stupid, and how gundam was a stupid action manga, and talking on and on about things as if they knew what Gundam actually was. Until finally, I snapped and I was like "You know what!? Don't start talking as if you know what you're saying! It just makes you look like an idiot." and I kind of ignored them after that. I also didn't share my cereal bar with my friend. Yes, yes, I know it was sort of childish to ignore them and not share. But I couldn't help it. They made me angry. One of my friends actually started teasing me. "Emiko's pissed at us. We made fun of her precious Gundam." As if I'm not angry enough. I continued to ignore them though. But damn it! Why are people so annoying?! See this is what I mean by people not being able to understand each other. My friends don't understand anything about Gundam, but they decided it's okay to make fun of something that I love. My friends will probably start a massive world war III or something with their stupid comments. I just don't understand why they think it's okay to insult people. I don't understand what goes on in people's minds.
Ugh! I feel annoyed... (this entry was written in a very pissed off mood. i probably will feel stupid for writing this later, but whatever. i'm annoyed! grrrr >:\


Gundam has many different series (a new series is a whole entirly new story). The Gundam series I've been talking about is Gundam 00 (which in my opinion is the best series out of all the Gundam series) Here's a link, if you want to know more about Gundam 00: http://gundam.wikia.com/wiki/Mobile_Suit_Gundam_00

^ ^ ta ta~

May 13, 2011
^ ^;; okay, well I just want to clear some things up. I was a little angry when I wrote this, so I don't really think that stupid comments like those start wars. With it did then that would be really stupid. Wars are started because people can't learn to share or doesn't like what the other is doing. In olden times we started wars for land and money. I think that is because we just don't know how to share. Why not live peacefully together sharing the land. I mean so what if someone moved next to you. You still go your piece of land right? xD I would compare this kind of idea to current wars, but I don't watch the news very often, so... ^ ^:; I'm very out dated with worldly events. However, wars do get started because of silly/stupid/offensive comments sometimes. Religion, for example. Some people say "Oh, you should believe in my god!" or "My god says you shouldn't do this, so I you'll be miserable after death!" or something like that. And then it's like children. We just keep arguing about it, and eventually it becomes really serious. Can't we all just agree to disagree? Like what Gundam has taught me: We must all understand each other before there can be real peace. When will that time come? . . .war is an interesting and complicated topic.