A Trip to Rin-chan's House~

Today, I went to go and visit my lovely friend, Rin-chan. It was more of a homework visit. Rin-chan doesn't have the books that we need to finish the English homework. Thus, I went over to her house so we could work on it together. ^ ^;; except I only had half of the books we needed, and Rin-chan thought it was very stupid of me to not have all of the books. But it's not my fault xD. I thought she said we only needed two certain books, and I did. Good thing is that we were able to finish the homework anyways :D. With a little help from Nyu-san, and the internet ^ ^;;. It was so much fun going to Rin-chan's house though. I love going there because I get yummy free food ^w^. Yea, I'm a freeloader~ ;D. Lolz, but besides the free food, I liked going there because it's fun hanging out with Rin-chan. ^ ^ We have like telepathic powers, and understand what one another means when we say stupid stuff, so there's no need for annoying explanation. Anyways, we had lots of laughter and snacking involved in my visit ^ ^. When we called Nu-san, we put her on speaker phone. It was funny because she sounded like a guy, and we couldn't understand a single word she said xD. I don't like calling Nyu-san for homework help because she always gives me weird and vague answers. 

For example:

I'll ask her "What is the theme of blank story?"  <--story not really called "blank" xD

She'll respond as "Poverty." 

I'll be like "How was poverty related?" 

Nyu-san would then reply "It just is." 

Which in return makes me ask "...but how?" 

"They had no money." She'll then say.

And I'll be like " >.O but what does that have to do with the theme/life lesson of the story?"

Eventually, Nyu-san would get annoyed at my "stupid" questions, and redirect me to someone else who she believes could help me. Nyu-san is a very weird lady, who likes to beat around the bush. Anyways, since Nyu-san is so bad at helping with homework, me and Rin-chan went onto the incredibly helpful internet for answers :D. But unfortunately all the websites that tell you answers like "what is the conflict" or "what is the theme" for books cost money in order for you to see the complete answers. TT~TT so we had make stuff up from vague text online. I mean we're supposed to be doing this ourselves, but we're lazy :P. Rofl xD jk. I mean we can't come up with the answers ourselves very easily (because the book we had to read was stupid and difficult). However, with the help of the vague websites and the work of two awesome minds, we were able to come up with the answers. So we actually finished some work like we were supposed to :D. But mostly because I was able to keep us on track...>.> well it was more of a group effort xD. We had to remind each other continuously. Ah ha xD it was fun goofing off with her though. I've been cooped up in my house for so long that I forgot what it was like to socialize with other people other then my family ^ ^;;. We laughed at all sorts of things like trains, teddy bears, hiding knives in layers of fat, and etc.

Exia-Near came along for the visit as well :D. He got to meet all of Rin-chan's excellently house trained stuff animals ^w^~. Um..I don't know any of their names, so I can't really tell you who they are. But they have nice personalities.... for um stuff animals that is xD.

Read from right to left like in manga

 Exia-Near had a nice one on one conversation with Rin-chan's Hello Kitty ^ ^. . . . well maybe it was that nice of a conversation. lol xD. Exia-Near needs to learn not to say such offensive things ^ ^;;. I guess I didn't train him properly. Well, he does only get to associate with his family as well. His family is my group of stuff animals xD.

[for those of you who cannot read the text in the speech bubble clearly, it says
Exia-Near: *looks at Hello Kitty* And I thought I was the big one... O_O
Hello Kitty: *angry* Excuse me?! >:( 
~end of conversation~]
Um..^ ^;; idk if you can understand the joke but I shall explain.
Exia in the anime he comes from is this really huge robot thing, so since Hello Kitty is "larger" then him, he says that thought aloud. And Hello Kitty is offended because she feels like he's calling her fat.

So at 5:23 p.m. I left for home, and started walking with the feeling of a happy afternoon left in the air. (that sentence made no sense, but just go with it xD). When halfway home (I live a block away from Rin-chan), my phone started ringing -truthfully I was hoping it was K.- it was Rin-chan. I picked up my phone and said the normal greeting of "Hello?" And Rin-chan was going on about how I forgot my pencils. So I turned around to go back to her house. However, I heard a door open and close nearby, and turned to the noise out of habit. To my surprise it was a very cute boy walking out of his house ^ ^~. I watched him walk off to some unknown land, while Rin-chan went on about something (I kind of unconsciously tuned her out). But sigh~ my heart is already taken by K. ;) ~ ..Which reminds me, I gotta go check my inbox to see if he replied to my email. Hm..I'll do that later. Ah > < sorry for getting off topic. xD Anyways, after staring at the cute boy walk away, I meet up with Rin-chan at the front of her apartment building. When I got there she handed me my pencils. And, shockingly she only handed me one pencil. . .  I was like: -____- <-- yea I had that expression on xD. It was just one little pencil, and she called me for that xD. Oh, well. It's the thought that counts, right? ^ ^. Lolz, xD I told her about the cute boy, and we joke about the idea of me going out with him and the idea of a "boy next door" kind of thing. But the guy looked slightly older then me by like 2~3 years xD. Which isn't much, but still. And I feel kind of bad now ^ ^;;. I have this feeling that I'm like cheating on K. for looking at other guys. . . hm. . .but it's not like I'm really serious about the person, so it's okay right? Gah! >~< Idk. Oh well. Nothing is gonna happen because of it, so whatever.

^ ^ So to conclude this entry, I'll say.... SEE YA LATERS!! :D ~       (or is it "blog to ya laters"? xD)

Summer Homework

I don't get it. Why does a school give you a summer vacation, and then ruin it with stupid summer homework? Can't I just enjoy my summer care free? I mean seriously, weren't they ever a kid TT~TT ? Sigh~ I hear the homework is for us to not get stupid over the summer and/or for the teacher to see what's are level of intellect. I still don't like that >.> . So far I finished the math packet I got. However, I have yet to finish my English, Social Studies, and Science homework. I feel so bad about that :( especially since vacation is almost over. If I don't finish it now, I'll be dead xD. I tried to work on my science essay, but I accidently fell asleep while reading the book ^ ^;;. I only got up to 6 pages, and I was knocked out. I did get lots of notes from those 6 pages though! ....But I guess that still makes it kind of fail that I only read 6 pages >.>. Does, it help if I say I stayed up until 1:30 a.m watching my little siblings ^ ^;; ? My dad needed a little vacation from us mischievous children (when you're a single dad with four children you definitely need a break here and there). So being the oldest child, I had to be in charge and watch the little devils. xD However, apparently when "awesome big sis, Emiko" babysits, the kids get to play all night. That's what Za. said at least ^ ^;;. Am I really that laid back? Don't get me wrong. I tried to put them to sleep. It's just I'm a people pleaser xD. So when they asked for a "bedtime toy" and cartoons, I said "Okay, as long as you sleep." ^ ^;; and that didn't work out so well. Eventually, I got them to sleep though. Anyways, back to the point, I did so little on my essay because I stayed up late ^ ^. So now I'm innocent. (...was I ever guilty to begin with? o.o) Sigh~ I feel so bad though. I'm such a procrastinator. Knowing me I'll probably work on it until the day before xD. I'm trying not too. I'll most likely try and do the essay tomorrow. This time I'll do my work on the table instead of the floor. My dad started laughing at me when he saw me sleeping on the floor, hugging my book. I would do what some people do, and finish all the work in a group of friends. But with my friends, I find that more distracting. I've tried it once, and it didn't work out. We only spent like 5 minutes of what we're supposed to do, and started goofing off. So I mostly go solo on my work. All in all, I understand why I get homework over the vacation, and I find it kind of reasonable I guess. But that doesn't mean I have to enjoy doing the work > <.

I'm an Idiot

I am such an idiot!! TT~TT am I cursed or something?

I just got a reply email from K., and guess what it said?

It turns out he called me THREE times!!!! And I didn't pick up my damn cell phone a single time in one of those three calls. You wanna know why?

No, it wasn't that my ringer was turned off. I actually put it on max volume just in case he did call.

It also wasn't because I was napping or something (which I do often ^ ^;; many people find it odd that I take naps.)

And it wasn't because I didn't feel like answering him or something. 

IT WAS BECAUSE I ACCIDENTLY GAVE HIM THE WRONG PHONE NUMBER!!!!

TT~TT why am I such an idiot?!?!?! Who does that? Now I feel bad. If it's true and he does like me (judging from what many of my friends say) then he probably had to spend an hour to muster up lots of courage before he dialed my number, and he probably stood there in silence, holding his breath, and waited for the sound of that waiting tone to stop. And then to hear that person's voice say "Sorry, but that person is not available at the moment....blah blah blah." He just let's out all that held in breath, and feel upset. . . . .Well that's what I do when I call him at least xD. So perhaps he does the same thing? ^ ^;; or do guys do something different when they wait for their crush to pick up?

Sigh~ so I sent him an email saying I accidently gave him the wrong number and gave him the right number. However, to avoid any mistakes like that again, I also called him just in case. But that didn't turn out too well. He  was probably busy or something. I don't know. Because the phone called turned out weird. I called him, said "hi." Explained that I thought calling him would be easier for him to get my number. And then, he just said "Ok". I hate it when guys do that. When they do, it just makes things harder to reply or keep the conversation going. Then he mumbled a few words, that I think was a goodbye, and I hung up. He might have been busy though because when I looked at the time, it was around dinner time for most people. So I feel like a giant idiot now :( . This is why I don't like talking on the phone with him. I'm always too nervous, and my brain starts to malfunction. And I can't think of what to say. So I just say "Bye." and hang up. It makes me feel so lame TT^TT. Um... but let's just hope the next phone conversation turns out better ^ ^.

A New Look

  Some of you might notice that I have changed the background of my blog. ^ ^~
I quite like it, if you ask me. :D It's so pretty right? I feel that the new blog background (^ ^;; i don't know what to call it other then "blog background". Is there a more proper word for it? If there is, comment below, please.) gives my blog a more fun aura to it. And the new background also makes things appear prettier :D. It's a little less green too xD. I think my early background was filled with just a little too much green. [hey I'm obsessed with the color, what can I say? ^ ^;;] I like the extra girly-ness to it as well. In my opinion, it also has an artistic appeal to it, that I just love <3~ . What do you think? Do you like this blog background better, or the old one (the green leafy one)? ....and I just noticed something. The picture doesn't appear unless you have your internet window browser open to the max, and not the minimized version. [meaning if you're reading this blog in an internet window not in the fullest size it can be then click the little square looking button on the top right corner next to the "X" button. then you can see the picture :)] <-- confusing directions, but just go with it ;)
I have Chaamal to thank for my new blog background though ^ ^. Chaamal is a wonderful person and artist that I found on deviantart: http://www.deviantart.com/ (many of you have probably heard about this website already, but here's the link just in case ^ ^).  And thankfully, Chaamal has kindly given me the permission to use her artwork for the background of my blog. Her deviations (what they call the different artworks on deviantart) are absolutely incredible~. I can't really describe it, but they appeal to my eye very much :). Meaning they're very very pretty xD. Her style of art is quite unique. Since it's so different from what I've seen before, I'm not exactly sure how to explain it. They just make you want to say "Wow~!" And in my standards, that equals good art xD [wow reaction to art = good art]. So I shall give you a link to her deviantart profile page, so you can look at her artwork for yourself ^ ^. http://chaamal.deviantart.com/. I strongly urge you to click the link! :D I'm not the only one who feels that her art is beautiful because she has 2,300+ followers/watchers (including me). Which I find quite an achievement ^ ^. Oh, and the picture I used from Chaamal was called "Orange". Anyways, go check her art out, and tell me what you think. I always like to hear your opinions. :D

The only thing that I changed from Chaamal's picture, is that I had to make it a bit longer/wider/w.e. so that the pink part of the background could stretch all the way across my blog ^ ^. I also added the copyright information in the top left corner of there. I don't want copyright infringements o.o . So I had to look up "how to write a copyright statement" online ^ ^;;. I didn't quite understand what I was supposed to do on the website I read from. Thus, I just had to wing it xD. The website said that I needed the signature of the person, but I think the note I was sent on deviantart would do right? ^ ^

So anyways, comment below on what you think of Chaamal's artwork. If you agree that its wonderful, then tell me ^ ^. If you don't like it, then please explain why because I don't see any reason as to why you wouldn't be wow-ed by her art. Also, tell me your opinion about the new background. :)

Here's a picture to help you compare the two ^ ^

OMG!!!!

HOLY COW!!! YOU WOULDN'T BELIEVE WHAT JUST HAPPENED!!! :D
xD okay, it's not that exciting to the point where I have to use capitals. But capital letters are fun. lolz xD.

Guess what? Guess what? Guess what?!!
Okay, so P. has been telling me that I should call K. because she thinks he "loves" me and thinks that we're a "perfect" match. ^ ^;; so she somehow convinced me into wanting to call K. as well. (I was very hesitant to the idea). Rin-chan also supported the idea of me calling K. However, when it came to the actual point of calling him, I chickened out, and couldn't do it TT~TT. I dialed the number, but couldn't press the talk button!! So to compensate, I sent him an email instead xD. Rin-chan says I'm kind of lame to not be able to call him. She even gave me a long pep talk ^ ^;; and P. says that I should still call him xD.
Okay, so my email to him consisted of lots of random fail stuff. Mostly about how his summer was and how was his summer tutoring school, and etc.
And from my experience (which is very small in amount) of emailing with guys (2 to be exact xD), the take forever to reply back (like a few days or a week). So I didn't expect K. to reply any time soon. Thus, making me take my time in emotionally preparing myself for his reply. xD
That's why it was to my surprise seeing K.'s reply in my inbox around 9:00 p.m. :D I spent like the first 20 minutes spazzing and freaking out about the email before I even read what it said xD. Then I actually tried to calm myself down, which took awhile because I couldn't stop smiling from ear to ear and jumping around the place like a hyper little child on Christmas day ^ ^. So after all the excited prancing, I finally actually read the email. Which I shall summarize the important details of. (I cannot copy&paste it into the blog because if K. where to ever find my blog through unknown circumstances I do not want him to know this is my blog xD)

List of important details in email:
1. He said he missed me ^///////^ !! (I felt my cheeks heat up when I read that part. .. ew that sounds so weird "heat up" xD but I think you can understand what I mean by that).
2. K. states that he's currently working out xD (would a guy tell you that just because you asked him about his summer or because he's trying to impress you? or perhaps the third option of making you picture funny things that make you spazz all over the place? xD)
3. He tells me about how his school has "hot" girls. (My friends swear he's trying to make me jealous ^ ^;;. I'm not sure, but if he is it's working xD)
4. ^ ^ ~ K. tells me about how he's been waiting for me to email him since the day he gave me his email ^////^

After I finished giggling like a love blind idiot, I called Rin-chan (because she's the only person I know who allows me to call her at 9:30 p.m. xD and she gives out good advice :3) She had just witnessed the traumatic event of her dad's foot bleeding. (or at least that's what I think she said. It was hard to hear her over the phone ^ ^;;). Rin-chan doesn't like blood or scary things, so because of this event she wasn't to hyped up about the news of my email. But she was very happy for me. She was trying to convince me that K. likes me, but I'm not too sure about that. I mean she's basing her opinion on very reasonable things like the "I miss you" thing from the email and other events that has happened between me and K. However, I'm just not too sure. I mean everything is just circumstantial; there's no definite evidence of the fact that he likes me. And besides, him having the same feelings for me as I do him is just too good to be true right? ^ ^;;
I mean, I'm not totally oblivious to the fact that K. might have the same feelings for me, but I guess I just won't admit it until I get a confession from him xD. Which is probably asking for too much.

I have no idea what to reply to him about in the email though >~< . Rin-chan says that I should think about it tonight, and write the email tomorrow. She's afraid that I might be so hyper and excessively happy that I will somehow accidently say something that will resemble a confession to him without realizing it. ^ ^;; which will probably happen with me in the state that I am in. (a very happy giggly state that is).

this email might seem totally lame, but it's a "big" step for me ^ ^;;. I'm going from no contact whatsoever to emailing him. And that's just one step away from being okay with calling him every now and then. I guess I just like to take baby steps ^ ^. Anything, more might kill me xD. (I'm a very cautious person, who takes occasional risks)

ps. lolz I see that I sometimes use the word "spazz" a lot. And the meaning of how I use it could be translated and/or thought up of in many different ways that may or may not be right. So I shall give you a definition I found on urbandictionary.com that I found to be somewhat close to the meaning of how I use the word.
spazz:
A person, either male or female, who can be very over-dramatic, moody, weird, quirky, flamboyant, annoying, suggestive, passionate, passive-aggressive, and/or socially retarded (awkward). Someone who says very disturbing, mind-boggling, and/or hilariously "random" things (often at the most inappropriate times). Someone who is very eccentric or alternative in their manner of being emotionally and/or physically expressive.

My Tinker Bell Pen

I got this really cool and cute Tinker Bell pen the other day. I love it ^w^. Mostly because it's a Tinker Bell item xD. My friends say I'm too old to be liking stuff like Tinker Bell, but I can't help it. I find Tinker Bell so cute! :D. She's super awesome for wearing a green outfit too xD. I love the color green. This pen isn't green (which I find kind of messed up xD), but it's a very nice shade of purple ^ ^. I think I like Tinker Bell, not only for the color of her outfit xD, but also because she's a very cool Disney character. I mean she's a tinker fairy xD; which is a fairy that can build stuff out of nothing.  Fairies are cool and inventing is too, so how much better can it get? xD

I like the font that was used on the Tinker Bell pen too. It's very pretty. Plus a little fairy like(?) xD. It writes very nicely too ^ ^. Back to the outfit thing. I mean Tinker Bell's dress may be a cool color, but it's a little skimpy/short too right? xD. Even though I love Tinker Bell, I don't think I'd ever have the guts/confidence to wear that xD.

Exia-Near wanted to hold the pen, so I took a picture of him doing so. lol xD. Go-T just had to be in the picture too, so he sneaked his way into the background of the photo ^ ^. He loves attention xD. I once brought him to school, and everyone wanted to play with him :). But boys are mean and violent, so they kept throwing him in the air and dropping him roughly. One of them even threw him against a wall and catches him, repeating this process over and over again. TT~TT so in the end Go-T got abused. I never brought him to school ever again after that xD. People can be so rough sometimes ^ ^;;.

Oh, if you notice the pen has this button on the side of it. When I bought the pen I just thought it was some kind of flash light pen. But when I pressed it the button while facing the light towards the wall, something cool happened. ^ ^ Turns out it shows a picture of Tinker Bell. I even took a picture of it :D. You can't see it very clearly (mostly because my camera sucks xD), but those yellow stuff are like butterflies and bumble bees or something.



ps. ^ ^ If you've noticed, I've been including more pictures in my blog entries lately. Mostly because I learned how to upload them into my computer xD. And partly because I just found out that pictures make things more fun :D. Lolz xD yes it took me awhile to figure that out. But hey, it's okay if we all go at our own pace right? Or at least that's what my dad tells me. ^ ^;;

Cow the Caterpillar

My dad is a smoker, and he only smokes outside. So while he was smoking outside one day near the big tree outside of my house, he saw something. That something he saw was a huge ass Caterpillar. xD It was so big and unusual that he decided to bring it home and put it in the pet clear box/tank/thing that we have. (I have no idea what it's called xD). He also put some leaves in it for the caterpillar to eat. :D I took pictures, as you can see. ^ ^ Exia-Near volunteered (more like forced XD) to model for us a bit.

From the second picture, you can see a close up shot of the caterpillar's face. xD If you ask me, I think it's face/head/whatever looks like a butt. Lolz that's kind of a gross thought, but that's just my opinion :). You know SF. said my face looked like a caterpillar! Now that I look at one up close, I fell so offended >:(. He even convinced other people that I looked like a caterpillar and called me one for awhile too. TT~TT how did I ever come to like that guy?!

Here's another picture of the caterpillar. We gave the caterpillar a name ^ ^. His (I think it's a he) new name is Cow. xD Not sure why; maybe because it's so fat. lol. Oh, I just noticed, that from these pictures you might not be able to tell just how big it is. I'm estimating that it's 2~3 inches long and 1 inch wide. ^ ^;; it's a pretty big caterpillar. My dad looked up the caterpillar online since we didn't know what type it was. Meaning he went online trying to find a picture of it, which was very hard since there were many many pictures of caterpillars on google. xD Turns out the caterpillar's type/species is the Luna Moth Caterpillar. Also known as the Actias Luna. It's a moth; meaning we aren't going to get a pretty butterfly :(. . . :D But we looked up a picture of its moth state, and it's a surprisingly very pretty moth. And, I'll find out if it's a male or female when it turns into a moth xD, but I think it's name will stay as Cow. I think cow is a very unisex name, right? ^ ^;;
Here's the wikipedia page if you want to learn about it or see pictures of its moth state: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Actias_luna

While I was taking pictures of Cow, I felt like taking  some more pictures of Exia-Near and Go-T (sounds like goat-y xD). So I sat Exia-Near on Go-T, and took a picture :D. I think it came out pretty nice. It probably looks like night time in that picture, but it was actually quite sunny outside xD.  My desk is just in a corner, so not much light comes near. I have to use my lamp. ^ ^;; and this stuff about my desk area doesn't seem to exciting, so I'm going to move on xD.  

Now these pictures are when I went to Applebee's. I totally forgot about them, and so I didn't get the change to post them yesterday. Originally, I was just going to take a picture of Exia-Near near the Applebee's sign and sugar stuff. However, Ga. wanted to play with Exia-Near, but he's not allowed to because I'm afraid he'll brake Exia-Near. And we can't have that happening. So I had to cover him with the menu xD. The food on the menu looks really delicious, right? But for some reason when you get the actual food, it never looks the same. At least it still tastes good. xD

Now, in the last photo for this blog post, is another one I took at Applebee's. xD Except Za. wanted to be apart of it, so he stuck out his hands in between the menu and sign thing. He loves to do the peace sign in pictures for some reason. xD I find it so cute.