Dad went to go to a funeral today.
I don't know who died; only that it was a friend from high school.
She died of breast cancer.
That really sucks...
He looked kind of sad about it. I wonder if they were close friends. Or maybe it's just depressing when someone you know dies. Thankfully, no one I've known so far has died. I wonder how I would feel if they did though. I don't really like thinking about death though... it's depressing ^ ^;;. So um.. let's change the topic, ne?
I'm EXTREMELY terrified of this upcoming Tuesday, Feb. 28th. >_________<;;
If any of you remember, around October~, I took a special test.
And I'm finally getting the results for that test this Tuesday.
I really really want to see my results, and at the same time, I really don't want to T^T
My whole future -well not really. i'm exaggerating here xD - depends on this test O^O !
I think I did really well on that test :) ...but then again, I always think that after a test, and over half the time I get a bad score OTL. well depends on your definition of 'bad score' I suppose.
Haha well if I get a good grade, I'll tell you :)
If I get a bad grade... I'll hint it >___>. LOL JK I'll tell you~. Hm..but in a very discreet or short manner because I get so sad talking about bad grades ;___;
Oh, and update for my book! It's going pretty well :'D
Anyways, I got to go and finish up my damn homework! since tomorrow is Monday xP
damn >3<;
Sunday, February 26, 2012
Friday, February 24, 2012
Work + Monster
There's nothing much to blog about today.
All I did was stay home.
School is going to start again soon; on Monday. TT^TT that makes me so sad.
I mean I like school. I just really really hate the work they give us xD.
Ugh, I won't even start on how much homework I have left to do D;
Ah, starting Monday, I have to go back to my part-time job again. Yea, I took last week off because I have to study xP. I feel so bad for Boss-Lady though because supposedly another employee didn't show up without advance noticed, so she was stranded with 20, or so kids, all by herself.
Oh, but since the location of the work place changed to somewhere closer, I was asked if I could work longer hours. It might not have been the best idea to agree since I get tons of homework, but money is nice ^w^. LOLOL So yea, the greediness inside me couldn't be subsided, and I agreed to work longer hours.
Instead of working for about two and half-ish hours. I'm working for I think about four hours~ every weekday after school. It doesn't sound like much, but it can really add up after awhile :P
Damn. I just remembered that if I have to do regular work and homework, I probably won't be able to work on my book very much D; Aw~ this sucks. LOL Hopefully, I'll be able to manage my time well, and be able to do everything :D. Haha I dunno what I'm going to do about this yet~, but I'll work something out. I mean I always do ^___^ ..sorta. I mean I always sorta know what to do XD.
Other than this, nothing else has really happened.
Life has been a bit... icky for me lately.
I don't know how to explain it.
So I won't ^^.
Right now, I'm watching the anime Monster.
It's actually pretty interesting :) .. in a creepy sorta way xD.
It's about this Japanese doctor who lives in Germany (but none of the characters in this anime seems like Germany from Hetalia xD).
Everything went downhill for him when he saved this really evil guy (who's blonde and just might appear attractive to Rin-chan. That is if he wasn't so evil xD).
Then he meets this really cute kid that won't stop following him. The kid is kinda creepy too, but then again everyone kinda is in this anime xD.
I think this anime is pretty good. ^ ^ so perhaps you could take the time to watch it.
I mean it is like 74 episodes long, so it can be all that bad if it lasted that long :3.
I'm only episode 14 though. 60 more episodes to go... xD. It's pretty cool, so the episodes seem to go by really fast though :)
I should be doing homework at the moment though...
Ha, I should really stop sleeping until noon at the very least xD.
I can't finish my homework in time because I'm only awake for like 5 hours of the day.
LOL i'm stupid ^ ^;;.
Well it's only 9 pm now, so I'm going to finish up a bit of my English homework, and work on my bookkk~ :3
So ciaosu~ ;D
All I did was stay home.
School is going to start again soon; on Monday. TT^TT that makes me so sad.
I mean I like school. I just really really hate the work they give us xD.
Ugh, I won't even start on how much homework I have left to do D;
Ah, starting Monday, I have to go back to my part-time job again. Yea, I took last week off because I have to study xP. I feel so bad for Boss-Lady though because supposedly another employee didn't show up without advance noticed, so she was stranded with 20, or so kids, all by herself.
Oh, but since the location of the work place changed to somewhere closer, I was asked if I could work longer hours. It might not have been the best idea to agree since I get tons of homework, but money is nice ^w^. LOLOL So yea, the greediness inside me couldn't be subsided, and I agreed to work longer hours.
Instead of working for about two and half-ish hours. I'm working for I think about four hours~ every weekday after school. It doesn't sound like much, but it can really add up after awhile :P
Damn. I just remembered that if I have to do regular work and homework, I probably won't be able to work on my book very much D; Aw~ this sucks. LOL Hopefully, I'll be able to manage my time well, and be able to do everything :D. Haha I dunno what I'm going to do about this yet~, but I'll work something out. I mean I always do ^___^ ..sorta. I mean I always sorta know what to do XD.
Other than this, nothing else has really happened.
Life has been a bit... icky for me lately.
I don't know how to explain it.
So I won't ^^.
Right now, I'm watching the anime Monster.
It's actually pretty interesting :) .. in a creepy sorta way xD.
It's about this Japanese doctor who lives in Germany (but none of the characters in this anime seems like Germany from Hetalia xD).
Everything went downhill for him when he saved this really evil guy (who's blonde and just might appear attractive to Rin-chan. That is if he wasn't so evil xD).
Then he meets this really cute kid that won't stop following him. The kid is kinda creepy too, but then again everyone kinda is in this anime xD.
I think this anime is pretty good. ^ ^ so perhaps you could take the time to watch it.
I mean it is like 74 episodes long, so it can be all that bad if it lasted that long :3.
I'm only episode 14 though. 60 more episodes to go... xD. It's pretty cool, so the episodes seem to go by really fast though :)
I should be doing homework at the moment though...
Ha, I should really stop sleeping until noon at the very least xD.
I can't finish my homework in time because I'm only awake for like 5 hours of the day.
LOL i'm stupid ^ ^;;.
Well it's only 9 pm now, so I'm going to finish up a bit of my English homework, and work on my bookkk~ :3
So ciaosu~ ;D
Thursday, February 23, 2012
Random Thoughts in My Mind
Nothing special really happened; well nothing special that I feel like sharing :3
Oh, but my book is going along pretty well ^___^ which makes me happy enough.
I went through like three ideas before I finally found one that seems to fit, and I have Rin-chan to thank for that! :D I was having some trouble, and had called her for totally different reasons. But somehow we ended up on the topic of how I'm writing a book. Now Rin-chan is like my editor ^w^. Ah ha haa~ but unfortunately, I'm not sharing the makings of my books with my other friends. Why? Well that's because if I do than it just wouldn't be as much fun, ne? ;D
lolol plus, I'm pretty sure Rin-chan will give me good critism on my book.
While on the other hand, Choco-chan will probably only say nice things or end up writing my entire book for me unintentionally.
Luka-chan will just insult my book the entire time, and cause me to have no motivation to write whatsoever. I mean she might have nice things to say about it sometimes, but she'll point out the weirdest things and like yeaa it's hard to explain :P
Nyu-san is too lazy to read xD.
Katrina-san works diligently on the roleplay that I have been slacking off in, and I don't want to bother her with my book after I've been so lazy with the roleplay she works hard on ^ ^;;
Gleek-kun... >__> if I share my book with him, he might do several things. For example, he could go all crazy and compliment it to the point you know he's exaggerating (because he's just nice like that). Or he'll tell everyone about it, especially my English teacher, and I'll be bothered about it by everyone before I even finished D; Or he'll make weird connections to things or criticize it weirdly. Or well yea.. you get my point right?
and etc. *is too lazy to talk about why I cannot share with my other friends.*
Anyways, so my book genre is going to be action-comedy-fantasy-ish. LOL I'm not sure XD. But it's definitely going to be comedy/funny. The main characters are all semi-based on my friends, but with a little tweak here and there ^__^. Ah hah haa~ this book is going to be so much fun x3
Sigh. If only I didn't have so much vacation homework because than I could work on my book more D;
LOL That's why I'ma just finish it all up today because I'm sick of it at this point!
Oohh~ and while roaming around the internet a bit, I found some cool websites ^___^.
Click ! <- this is a tubmler page~.
I really like the images and quotes this person finds. They're all quite inspiring :D
Made me really think about things. And some of the stuff on there really puts what I can't say into words perfect :)
Click ! <- another tublerr page. lolol there's some pretty cool stuff on tumbler.
Just a person who has some cool bleach picturess~. LOL I don't like bleach that muchh, but I just thought it was pretty cool.
Click ! <- a cool blog of an otaku <33
LOL This person's blog is actually pretty interesting. I haven't read much of her posts, but I like how she writes. It's pretty cool :)
Click ! <- another epic blog <3
This is Katrina-chan's blog. Don't forget to visit this website! :D Katrina-chan is so cool >w<.
Yeaa~ so that's enough link spamming for one day xD
Quote of the day:
Oh, but my book is going along pretty well ^___^ which makes me happy enough.
I went through like three ideas before I finally found one that seems to fit, and I have Rin-chan to thank for that! :D I was having some trouble, and had called her for totally different reasons. But somehow we ended up on the topic of how I'm writing a book. Now Rin-chan is like my editor ^w^. Ah ha haa~ but unfortunately, I'm not sharing the makings of my books with my other friends. Why? Well that's because if I do than it just wouldn't be as much fun, ne? ;D
lolol plus, I'm pretty sure Rin-chan will give me good critism on my book.
While on the other hand, Choco-chan will probably only say nice things or end up writing my entire book for me unintentionally.
Luka-chan will just insult my book the entire time, and cause me to have no motivation to write whatsoever. I mean she might have nice things to say about it sometimes, but she'll point out the weirdest things and like yeaa it's hard to explain :P
Nyu-san is too lazy to read xD.
Katrina-san works diligently on the roleplay that I have been slacking off in, and I don't want to bother her with my book after I've been so lazy with the roleplay she works hard on ^ ^;;
Gleek-kun... >__> if I share my book with him, he might do several things. For example, he could go all crazy and compliment it to the point you know he's exaggerating (because he's just nice like that). Or he'll tell everyone about it, especially my English teacher, and I'll be bothered about it by everyone before I even finished D; Or he'll make weird connections to things or criticize it weirdly. Or well yea.. you get my point right?
and etc. *is too lazy to talk about why I cannot share with my other friends.*
Anyways, so my book genre is going to be action-comedy-fantasy-ish. LOL I'm not sure XD. But it's definitely going to be comedy/funny. The main characters are all semi-based on my friends, but with a little tweak here and there ^__^. Ah hah haa~ this book is going to be so much fun x3
Sigh. If only I didn't have so much vacation homework because than I could work on my book more D;
LOL That's why I'ma just finish it all up today because I'm sick of it at this point!
Oohh~ and while roaming around the internet a bit, I found some cool websites ^___^.
Click ! <- this is a tubmler page~.
I really like the images and quotes this person finds. They're all quite inspiring :D
Made me really think about things. And some of the stuff on there really puts what I can't say into words perfect :)
Click ! <- another tublerr page. lolol there's some pretty cool stuff on tumbler.
Just a person who has some cool bleach picturess~. LOL I don't like bleach that muchh, but I just thought it was pretty cool.
Click ! <- a cool blog of an otaku <33
LOL This person's blog is actually pretty interesting. I haven't read much of her posts, but I like how she writes. It's pretty cool :)
Click ! <- another epic blog <3
This is Katrina-chan's blog. Don't forget to visit this website! :D Katrina-chan is so cool >w<.
Yeaa~ so that's enough link spamming for one day xD
Quote of the day:
“I don’t know how to hold on..to anything. In the end, I always end up letting go because I’m scared. But why am I scared? What am I scared of? I’m pretty sure once I find the answers to those questions, I’ll finally be able to hold on.”
Sometimes you meet certain people that can touch your soul in certain ways most people can’t. But you have to let them go because you realize that it just isn’t the best time in your life for them to come. It seems like you meet the perfect people just when you can’t handle them.
~from Uncomfortable Soul.
Bleh~ it's too truee.
so anyways, I'ma go do my damn homework now. So see y'all laters~ ;D
Tuesday, February 21, 2012
Anonymously Anonymous
Yup. Just some things I want to say to people, but don't have enough guts to tell.
If you know me and our history well than you can probably guess which one belongs to you.
Just don't kill me if you don't like your message ^ ^;
ps. there's one for everyone... except my readers. I'm sorry, I really just don't have anything personal to say to you all ^ ^; Except that I love you and thank you for reading <3 :)
pss. sorry for being such a gutless chicken and not being able to say this to your face :P
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Dear Anonymous,
Gomen ne~ >__<;;
I disobeyed the orders you gave me just two days ago.
I failed.
I'll explain when you come back.
Just please don't kill me TT^TT.
Sincerely,
the woman with too many problems :P
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Dear Anonymous,
Is it just me, or are we becoming more distant? :L
Sincerely,
The dirt... xD;;
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Dear Anonymous,
Am I too annoying?
So sorry ^ ^;
Okay, I'll stop.
Sincerely,
Watson :3
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Dear Anonymous,
Have more confidence in yourself.
You're really a great person (:
Haha but I wouldn't be surprised if you had some dark and twisted side.
I mean that always happens in movies. xD
If that side exists you should showw it to me before I leave :D
Sincerely,
Q.
---
Dear Anonymous,
You know... we only ever talk about boys.
We're just so different.. that when we talk about anything else, it gets weird or boring :T
How can I change that?
Sincerely,
The problem magnet
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Dear Anonymous,
I'm jealous of you, and I don't know why.
I mean I technically won, so why am I jealous?
I feel sorry for you though.
and I really really want to slap you.
Sincerely,
red
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Dear Anonymous,
I wonder why you are the way you are.
Humans are just such odd creatures.
You just need to be yourself, okay?
A person is always best when they act as themselves and not like others <3
Sincerely,
Um... the one behind you...
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Dear Anonymous,
LOL I'm happy for your support,
despite how creepy it can be xD
Sincerely,
Uh the not-so-busy woman(?)
---
Dear Anonymous,
What's wrong with being 'too happy'?
Sincerely,
Emi
If you know me and our history well than you can probably guess which one belongs to you.
Just don't kill me if you don't like your message ^ ^;
ps. there's one for everyone... except my readers. I'm sorry, I really just don't have anything personal to say to you all ^ ^; Except that I love you and thank you for reading <3 :)
pss. sorry for being such a gutless chicken and not being able to say this to your face :P
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Dear Anonymous,
Gomen ne~ >__<;;
I disobeyed the orders you gave me just two days ago.
I failed.
I'll explain when you come back.
Just please don't kill me TT^TT.
Sincerely,
the woman with too many problems :P
---
Dear Anonymous,
Is it just me, or are we becoming more distant? :L
Sincerely,
The dirt... xD;;
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Dear Anonymous,
Am I too annoying?
So sorry ^ ^;
Okay, I'll stop.
Sincerely,
Watson :3
---
Dear Anonymous,
Have more confidence in yourself.
You're really a great person (:
Haha but I wouldn't be surprised if you had some dark and twisted side.
I mean that always happens in movies. xD
If that side exists you should showw it to me before I leave :D
Sincerely,
Q.
---
Dear Anonymous,
You know... we only ever talk about boys.
We're just so different.. that when we talk about anything else, it gets weird or boring :T
How can I change that?
Sincerely,
The problem magnet
---
Dear Anonymous,
I'm jealous of you, and I don't know why.
I mean I technically won, so why am I jealous?
I feel sorry for you though.
and I really really want to slap you.
Sincerely,
red
---
Dear Anonymous,
I wonder why you are the way you are.
Humans are just such odd creatures.
You just need to be yourself, okay?
A person is always best when they act as themselves and not like others <3
Sincerely,
Um... the one behind you...
---
Dear Anonymous,
LOL I'm happy for your support,
despite how creepy it can be xD
Sincerely,
Uh the not-so-busy woman(?)
---
Dear Anonymous,
What's wrong with being 'too happy'?
Sincerely,
Emi
Can't Sleep
Haha I'm a real idiot xD
Leave it up to me to do something stupid like taking a nap before bed time. *facepalm
Now it's like 1:30 a.m. and I can't go back to sleep D;
I feel so tempted to go make myself a yummy glass of warm milk. mhmm the thought sounds yummy ^///^.
But my dad will probably be upset if I do. Stupid microwaves just have to make that loud beeping sound when it's finished. If the walls of my house weren't so thin, the beeping would be okay :P
I want to work on meh book~. I might later. Progress with it is going pretty good ^ ^.
Right now, I'm watching Durarara!
LOL at this rate, I'ma finish it soon. I mean this anime is just so good x3.
*grumble.
Ugh my stomach is hungry D;
I wanna go eat something~.
TT^TT I hate staying up late.
Even though the TV is on and my dad is still awake, he's going to be sleeping soon.
And things can get pretty creepy >~<;
I'm not afraid of the dark or anything... but it can get so lonely ^ ^;
I guess watching Durarara doesn't help this thing I have with staying up at night.
This anime can get pretty creepy too. Especially with Izaya's scary grin xD.
Wah D; it's 2 a.m. so late~.
Haha I'll probably go back to bed around 4 a.m. or something :P
Well, I minus well stay up the whole night instead.
Interesting challenge. I've never tried to survive off of two hours of sleep.
Just kidding xD. I'm crazy, but without sleep I totally can't function well ^ ^;;
I can be super nice :D *smilesmile
but when I'm sleepy, I can get real bitchy ^ ^;
Anyways, I'ma go do productive stuff like homework or something xD
so see ya~ ^___^
Leave it up to me to do something stupid like taking a nap before bed time. *facepalm
Now it's like 1:30 a.m. and I can't go back to sleep D;
I feel so tempted to go make myself a yummy glass of warm milk. mhmm the thought sounds yummy ^///^.
But my dad will probably be upset if I do. Stupid microwaves just have to make that loud beeping sound when it's finished. If the walls of my house weren't so thin, the beeping would be okay :P
I want to work on meh book~. I might later. Progress with it is going pretty good ^ ^.
Right now, I'm watching Durarara!
LOL at this rate, I'ma finish it soon. I mean this anime is just so good x3.
*grumble.
Ugh my stomach is hungry D;
I wanna go eat something~.
TT^TT I hate staying up late.
Even though the TV is on and my dad is still awake, he's going to be sleeping soon.
And things can get pretty creepy >~<;
I'm not afraid of the dark or anything... but it can get so lonely ^ ^;
I guess watching Durarara doesn't help this thing I have with staying up at night.
This anime can get pretty creepy too. Especially with Izaya's scary grin xD.
Wah D; it's 2 a.m. so late~.
Haha I'll probably go back to bed around 4 a.m. or something :P
Well, I minus well stay up the whole night instead.
Interesting challenge. I've never tried to survive off of two hours of sleep.
Just kidding xD. I'm crazy, but without sleep I totally can't function well ^ ^;;
I can be super nice :D *smilesmile
but when I'm sleepy, I can get real bitchy ^ ^;
Anyways, I'ma go do productive stuff like homework or something xD
so see ya~ ^___^
Sunday, February 19, 2012
me, a writer?
So today my dad had said something rather interesting to me.
Has to do with life, and what I plan on doing with it.
Of course, I told him what I tell everybody. "I want to be a robotics engineer."
It's just easy to say. Sounds cool enough. Makes ya sound smart too. Like you got big goals in life.
Eventually, I believed that I really wanted to become one.
But I really don't know if I want to or not for sure. I mean.. I'm not doing anything special to reach that goal.
Dad laughed at me when I said that.
"Do you really want to be that?" He chuckled.
"Yea, why not?"
"I don't know. Really sounds like you're just saying that."
damn. caught me red handed. leave up to dad to see right through me like that.
"What do you mean?" I asked, playing dumb. I'm quite good at that; playing dumb.
"You aren't doing anything. You're not passionate enough to really mean that." and after that he left to go work on something. I was doing the dishes at the time, so I couldn't really go follow him.
I felt the need to defend myself. To say I really do plan on becoming an engineer. But I didn't see the point.
I started thinking to myself. "I want to become a robotics engineer to build a gundam, right?"
Ha of course I'm only joking about that. It'd be so cool if I built one though >w< !! LOL But I'm too stupid to build something so cool XD.
"If not a robotics engineer... than what?" I started thinking about all sorts of jobs that exist in the world.
Everything seems so hard though =___=;;.
Not gonna be a doctor. I'm not very good at remembering medical terms/symptoms or just things in general. I think I'll end up killing someone instead of curing them ^ ^;;. Can't be a lawyer... too much reading >___> and again, I probably can't memorize all the laws and stuff. Can barely remember the ten amendments xP. Can't be a circus clown or something foolish like that either because that's just uh.. not my thing XD.
I want to do something that's fun!
And doesn't take me eight or eleven years of college to do.
That pays well.
Don't want it to bore me after awhile either.
I want something that I can actually be good at too.
That's when I thought about it. Writing.
It sounded a bit silly at first.
I mean me being a writer? Sounds so odd when you think about it. (or maybe that's just me xD)
Doesn't sound as cool as a robotics engineer xD but it's still something pretty cool!
Don't need to go to any fancy college to learn to write well.
I can make millions if I write something good.
It's fun, and it never seems like a chore to do.
And I'm not too shabby at it either x3
So I guess I wanna be a writer! LOL xD I feel like a child. always changing what I want to be in life.
Haven't told dad about this yet ^ ^;.
Not sure what he's gonna say. A writer isn't exactly what he's been expecting from me.. >__>. Some bad ass graphics designer or something is what he wants. But ^ ^; lets face it, I'm too impatient to learn any of that stuff. To make him happy, I'ma learn how to do those kinds of things sometime or another though... I just don't feel it being something I wanna do for a living.
LOL But I'ma need a plan B because being writer is like being an artist. If no one likes your art than you're so screwed~ XD. You'll make no money. Haha so I guess being a robotics engineer shall be my plan B ^___^.
Anyways, to fix the whole haven't-told-dad-yet issue, I'ma try writing a book. If it's any good, I'll show him, and tell him my career change. That way, he'll see I'm not just kidding about this like I semi-was for the robotics engineer thing :3
I plan on finishing my book before summer ends. I wonder how successful things'll be ^^.
Oh ho ho~ I'm quite excited about this :D !!
Now, all my blog viewers must promise to buy my book once I'm done with it, okay? ^^
LOLOL Just kidding~ <3. You don't have to buy if you don't want to.
But seriously, if my book turns out to be any good, you people should buy it XD.
Umm...but I must warn you. I have a tendency of giving up half way or missing the deadline, so if I end up not finishing by the end of summer vacation than I am terribly sorry in advance ^ ^;.
Lets hope I write this book though, ne? :D
Has to do with life, and what I plan on doing with it.
Of course, I told him what I tell everybody. "I want to be a robotics engineer."
It's just easy to say. Sounds cool enough. Makes ya sound smart too. Like you got big goals in life.
Eventually, I believed that I really wanted to become one.
But I really don't know if I want to or not for sure. I mean.. I'm not doing anything special to reach that goal.
Dad laughed at me when I said that.
"Do you really want to be that?" He chuckled.
"Yea, why not?"
"I don't know. Really sounds like you're just saying that."
damn. caught me red handed. leave up to dad to see right through me like that.
"What do you mean?" I asked, playing dumb. I'm quite good at that; playing dumb.
"You aren't doing anything. You're not passionate enough to really mean that." and after that he left to go work on something. I was doing the dishes at the time, so I couldn't really go follow him.
I felt the need to defend myself. To say I really do plan on becoming an engineer. But I didn't see the point.
I started thinking to myself. "I want to become a robotics engineer to build a gundam, right?"
Ha of course I'm only joking about that. It'd be so cool if I built one though >w< !! LOL But I'm too stupid to build something so cool XD.
"If not a robotics engineer... than what?" I started thinking about all sorts of jobs that exist in the world.
Everything seems so hard though =___=;;.
Not gonna be a doctor. I'm not very good at remembering medical terms/symptoms or just things in general. I think I'll end up killing someone instead of curing them ^ ^;;. Can't be a lawyer... too much reading >___> and again, I probably can't memorize all the laws and stuff. Can barely remember the ten amendments xP. Can't be a circus clown or something foolish like that either because that's just uh.. not my thing XD.
I want to do something that's fun!
And doesn't take me eight or eleven years of college to do.
That pays well.
Don't want it to bore me after awhile either.
I want something that I can actually be good at too.
That's when I thought about it. Writing.
It sounded a bit silly at first.
I mean me being a writer? Sounds so odd when you think about it. (or maybe that's just me xD)
Doesn't sound as cool as a robotics engineer xD but it's still something pretty cool!
Don't need to go to any fancy college to learn to write well.
I can make millions if I write something good.
It's fun, and it never seems like a chore to do.
And I'm not too shabby at it either x3
So I guess I wanna be a writer! LOL xD I feel like a child. always changing what I want to be in life.
Haven't told dad about this yet ^ ^;.
Not sure what he's gonna say. A writer isn't exactly what he's been expecting from me.. >__>. Some bad ass graphics designer or something is what he wants. But ^ ^; lets face it, I'm too impatient to learn any of that stuff. To make him happy, I'ma learn how to do those kinds of things sometime or another though... I just don't feel it being something I wanna do for a living.
LOL But I'ma need a plan B because being writer is like being an artist. If no one likes your art than you're so screwed~ XD. You'll make no money. Haha so I guess being a robotics engineer shall be my plan B ^___^.
Anyways, to fix the whole haven't-told-dad-yet issue, I'ma try writing a book. If it's any good, I'll show him, and tell him my career change. That way, he'll see I'm not just kidding about this like I semi-was for the robotics engineer thing :3
I plan on finishing my book before summer ends. I wonder how successful things'll be ^^.
Oh ho ho~ I'm quite excited about this :D !!
Now, all my blog viewers must promise to buy my book once I'm done with it, okay? ^^
LOLOL Just kidding~ <3. You don't have to buy if you don't want to.
But seriously, if my book turns out to be any good, you people should buy it XD.
Umm...but I must warn you. I have a tendency of giving up half way or missing the deadline, so if I end up not finishing by the end of summer vacation than I am terribly sorry in advance ^ ^;.
Lets hope I write this book though, ne? :D
Saturday, February 18, 2012
I Came Out of My Cave xD
Today was okay.
I went outta my cave XD
But let's start on what happened before that ^^.
It was pretty fun. Today I slept until noon :'D gosh, I haven't done that in forever.
LOL I don't know why, but I was so tired !
Ooh wait, I remember why. LOL I'm insane, and I slept at 12:30 a.m. every night since Monday...yea not the healthiest choice to make ^ ^;
But it was for a good reason ! I was up studying/working. Unlike Nyu-san who was probably reading manga or drawing XD. Yup ! I decided to go super-nerd, and studying like crazy 'till real late at night.
My dad wanted to hug and kill me at the same time~ xD. He was so happy I was finally serious 'bout studying, but also thought I was crazy for going to extreme.
Yea studying so hard because of that stupid mid-term I had Friday. And that singing test I had Friday. And because my dad decided to make do vocabulary. And because of the stupid student government stuff I had to do. So yea, since there's not enough damn hours in the day, I had to stay up so late. Somehow I survived <3.
LOL So ! I shall tell you how Friday went for me :3
It was just terrible !
For the mid-term I got 10 wrong TT^TT out of like - I don't know - 40ish questions?
That means like I only got - I don't know - 75 on the test OTL. ///damnnn
Haha I haven't told my dad about it yet ^ ^; //so gonna get murdered~~
The day before the test I was supposed to study like hell for it.
But on the Thursday before, I got stuck into doing some crazy ass student government crap Dx
The seniors just gotten a cotton candy machine. And we were going to sell it to the Freshman's party on Friday. So we had to premake a bunch of cotton candy bags to sell. I stayed after school 3 hours longer than I was supposed to TT^TT. You know how much it sucks when you have to stay at your crappy school longer than you need to ??
It was so dark, and my school is so damn scary at night T^T. The scary ass security (lol I had to google the spelling for "security" xD //fails) didn't help so much either xD.
Anyways, I couldn't study on Thursday for my mid-term that was on Friday because when I got home. I opened the book. Solved about five questions. And fell right to sleep on my textbook. I'm so glad I'm not a drooler. or else my book would've died. D; spent $12 whole dollars on that book ! I could buy a whole shit load of stuff at the dollar store ! (haha cheap asians ftw <3 xD) . Ooooh ~ !! Speaking of dollar store ! I got a bunch of epic stuff <333
Oooh which brings me back to getting out of my cave today. LOL I'm all over the place XDD. Okay, I'll talk about my trip outside the cave after I talk about Friday.
Okay, so since I was tired and couldn't stop passing out at five questions, I just went to bed ^^.
Went to sleep at 8:30 pm <333333 soooo happyyyy~~~. Ahh haa but life sucks. And even though I got ten hours of sleep, I was still tired as hell when I woke up D; //that suckss
Ah haa I'm too positive. I got ten wrong, but I was laughing and smiling anyways. (my friends are so smarttt. they all got only 1~4 wrong ^^ //so proud).
Choco-chan asked about that. Haha my philosophy is that if someone else did worse than I did than everything is fine :) LOLOL Now that I think about it, that's kinda mean. But it keeps a smile on my face so all is well XD.
Choco-chan was like "How do you know someone got worse than you?"
"Because I heard the teacher say in shock '11 wrong !?' so I know." XD yea I dunno who got 11 wrong, but the fact that someone did is good enough for me <3.
LOL Choco-chan started cracking up because it was just 1 more wrong than me. XD but its all good !
So yea, I'm either too optimistic or really stupid. Perhaps both XD.
Oooh ~ for the singing test I got a 100 on that ! :D LOL I failed at like half my lines though :P
It was because it was a long-ish song, and he had to test 32 other people, so he had us sing fast. I couldn't keep up T^T. Luckily, he passed me anyways :D so that was good !
The seniors also sold a lot of cotton candy to the freshman too ! So that was great. LOL I had my friend's brother who is a freshman help sell them for me. Ah ha it's fun getting younger people to do work for you ///child slaver XD.
Okay, so now about meh cave. No wait. I mean meh trip out of cave <3.
I went to the street that's main in streets. ...no wait that makes no sense. LOL Okay I was just out let's just say that XD.
And I ate at a dim sum place. It was yummy x3. I love dim sum food. Don't know why :3 it's just yummy~. Ah haaa and I drank tea <33~. Plus, I had that um ..damn I don't know the name of my favorite dim sum food T^T. It's like that white stuff over the shrimp. LOL Forget it. XD I'll figure out the name for it later. I also love pork buns :D. And the cantonese style rice porridge <3. K enough about food~.
After eating a yummy meal, we went to the dollar store ^^. LOL No not because my family is poor and cheap... well maybe a little XD hahaa jk. Everyone in my family actually has expensive taste in objects XD. I have the most expensive taste in the family though ;P. LOL but due to this, we like to challenge ourselves by going to places like the dollar store. It's like a treasure hunt ! We all try to find something that looks cool/semi-expensive but comes with a cheap price. We can get pretty creative with the stuff we buy :)
Ah haa so I found some really cool stuff today. You know those pretty glass/crystal things with the 3D images inside? Yea, I stumbled upon those. And I thought they'd be pretty cool gifts. So we bought like 20 of them XD. Haa. So I plan on giving the one with the flag to my social studies teacher. He's like my favorite teacher. He's the reason why I love social studies now <3. He makes history alive~ *rainbow affect*. I think he'll like it 8D because it seems cool XD.
My sister plans on giving the dolphin one to her friend for her birthday. Not sure why, but I thought it was pretty cool. I just don't understand why there's a dolphin jumping over a light house xD. But it still looks pretty 8D.
After my trip to the dollar store, I went to the park :D for some healthy outdoor fun ! Ahahahaha .. no =3=. But the fresh air is nice :D. I feel like a good big sister though ^^ because I was playing and bonding with my little brother. Haha all I did was walk behind him saying "I'm going to get chu!" Since he is only three and his legs are stubly, he can't run very fast XD. But I still burned some calories while walking around :D. I bonded with my sister too ! She was mostly just following me around XD.
And then after the park, I went home and watched One Piece with my family.
LOL My dad, little brothers and sister, and I took out the snacks and started watching. It was fun ^^. I love chocolate chip cookies <3.
Um.. and now I feel like I'm just rambling about my boring day XD. So I think I'll end the post here because nothing much happened today.
Well there was the little dilemma I had, and shared with Rin-chan... but I think I'll end it here anyways :)
K bye byes~
CHINA I CHOOSE YOU <3 !
ah haaa sorry just had to add some Hetalia in here x3
Anyways, blog to ya laters~. ;D
I went outta my cave XD
But let's start on what happened before that ^^.
It was pretty fun. Today I slept until noon :'D gosh, I haven't done that in forever.
LOL I don't know why, but I was so tired !
Ooh wait, I remember why. LOL I'm insane, and I slept at 12:30 a.m. every night since Monday...yea not the healthiest choice to make ^ ^;
But it was for a good reason ! I was up studying/working. Unlike Nyu-san who was probably reading manga or drawing XD. Yup ! I decided to go super-nerd, and studying like crazy 'till real late at night.
My dad wanted to hug and kill me at the same time~ xD. He was so happy I was finally serious 'bout studying, but also thought I was crazy for going to extreme.
Yea studying so hard because of that stupid mid-term I had Friday. And that singing test I had Friday. And because my dad decided to make do vocabulary. And because of the stupid student government stuff I had to do. So yea, since there's not enough damn hours in the day, I had to stay up so late. Somehow I survived <3.
LOL So ! I shall tell you how Friday went for me :3
It was just terrible !
For the mid-term I got 10 wrong TT^TT out of like - I don't know - 40ish questions?
That means like I only got - I don't know - 75 on the test OTL. ///damnnn
Haha I haven't told my dad about it yet ^ ^; //so gonna get murdered~~
The day before the test I was supposed to study like hell for it.
But on the Thursday before, I got stuck into doing some crazy ass student government crap Dx
The seniors just gotten a cotton candy machine. And we were going to sell it to the Freshman's party on Friday. So we had to premake a bunch of cotton candy bags to sell. I stayed after school 3 hours longer than I was supposed to TT^TT. You know how much it sucks when you have to stay at your crappy school longer than you need to ??
It was so dark, and my school is so damn scary at night T^T. The scary ass security (lol I had to google the spelling for "security" xD //fails) didn't help so much either xD.
Anyways, I couldn't study on Thursday for my mid-term that was on Friday because when I got home. I opened the book. Solved about five questions. And fell right to sleep on my textbook. I'm so glad I'm not a drooler. or else my book would've died. D; spent $12 whole dollars on that book ! I could buy a whole shit load of stuff at the dollar store ! (haha cheap asians ftw <3 xD) . Ooooh ~ !! Speaking of dollar store ! I got a bunch of epic stuff <333
Oooh which brings me back to getting out of my cave today. LOL I'm all over the place XDD. Okay, I'll talk about my trip outside the cave after I talk about Friday.
Okay, so since I was tired and couldn't stop passing out at five questions, I just went to bed ^^.
Went to sleep at 8:30 pm <333333 soooo happyyyy~~~. Ahh haa but life sucks. And even though I got ten hours of sleep, I was still tired as hell when I woke up D; //that suckss
Ah haa I'm too positive. I got ten wrong, but I was laughing and smiling anyways. (my friends are so smarttt. they all got only 1~4 wrong ^^ //so proud).
Choco-chan asked about that. Haha my philosophy is that if someone else did worse than I did than everything is fine :) LOLOL Now that I think about it, that's kinda mean. But it keeps a smile on my face so all is well XD.
Choco-chan was like "How do you know someone got worse than you?"
"Because I heard the teacher say in shock '11 wrong !?' so I know." XD yea I dunno who got 11 wrong, but the fact that someone did is good enough for me <3.
LOL Choco-chan started cracking up because it was just 1 more wrong than me. XD but its all good !
So yea, I'm either too optimistic or really stupid. Perhaps both XD.
Oooh ~ for the singing test I got a 100 on that ! :D LOL I failed at like half my lines though :P
It was because it was a long-ish song, and he had to test 32 other people, so he had us sing fast. I couldn't keep up T^T. Luckily, he passed me anyways :D so that was good !
The seniors also sold a lot of cotton candy to the freshman too ! So that was great. LOL I had my friend's brother who is a freshman help sell them for me. Ah ha it's fun getting younger people to do work for you ///child slaver XD.
Okay, so now about meh cave. No wait. I mean meh trip out of cave <3.
I went to the street that's main in streets. ...no wait that makes no sense. LOL Okay I was just out let's just say that XD.
And I ate at a dim sum place. It was yummy x3. I love dim sum food. Don't know why :3 it's just yummy~. Ah haaa and I drank tea <33~. Plus, I had that um ..damn I don't know the name of my favorite dim sum food T^T. It's like that white stuff over the shrimp. LOL Forget it. XD I'll figure out the name for it later. I also love pork buns :D. And the cantonese style rice porridge <3. K enough about food~.
After eating a yummy meal, we went to the dollar store ^^. LOL No not because my family is poor and cheap... well maybe a little XD hahaa jk. Everyone in my family actually has expensive taste in objects XD. I have the most expensive taste in the family though ;P. LOL but due to this, we like to challenge ourselves by going to places like the dollar store. It's like a treasure hunt ! We all try to find something that looks cool/semi-expensive but comes with a cheap price. We can get pretty creative with the stuff we buy :)
After my trip to the dollar store, I went to the park :D for some healthy outdoor fun ! Ahahahaha .. no =3=. But the fresh air is nice :D. I feel like a good big sister though ^^ because I was playing and bonding with my little brother. Haha all I did was walk behind him saying "I'm going to get chu!" Since he is only three and his legs are stubly, he can't run very fast XD. But I still burned some calories while walking around :D. I bonded with my sister too ! She was mostly just following me around XD.
And then after the park, I went home and watched One Piece with my family.
LOL My dad, little brothers and sister, and I took out the snacks and started watching. It was fun ^^. I love chocolate chip cookies <3.
Um.. and now I feel like I'm just rambling about my boring day XD. So I think I'll end the post here because nothing much happened today.
Well there was the little dilemma I had, and shared with Rin-chan... but I think I'll end it here anyways :)
K bye byes~
CHINA I CHOOSE YOU <3 !
ah haaa sorry just had to add some Hetalia in here x3
Anyways, blog to ya laters~. ;D
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