I had that big ELA test today. :) I think I did pretty good on it. I still have to do book 2 tomorrow though >.< which really sucks. Anyways, since today was so tiring and boring, I was totally pumped to go to after school activities. I was going to get to see my crush!! :D I haven't talked to him since...yesterday. But that wasn't enough!!! So when he didn't come I was ....so sad TT^TT I felt like dying! Let me start from the beginning. It came to the end of the school day, and before after school activities I have about 50 minutes. Anyways, I asked J., one of his friends, where the heck was he. And he said "Oh, he left early." TT^TT I SPENT A FRIGGIN' HOUR CIRCLING MY STUPID SCHOOL FOR MY CRUSH AND HE WASN'T THERE!!!! I'm a total idiot > < !! So I felt pretty out of it for the rest of the day. I had no more motivation to go to after school anymore. D: I was very depressed. J. knows that someone in my class likes my crush because my friend and I told him. It's a long story. We made a whole bunch of jokes about different dares he had to do. Which includes eating a leaf or hitting on an elderly person. xD Anyways, he didn't do any of the dares but we kind of annoyed him, so my friend (who likes him) felt bad and told him someone liked my crush (me) but she didn't tell him who. So today when my crush wasn't here, J. was like "Aw. I know you're sad that K.(the first letter of my crush's name) isn't here P.(my friend's 1st letter) *evil smile*." The funny part is, P. and I totally guessed that J. was going to think that P. liked K. because they're both Indians. And then after J. said that me and P. started cracking up and we were like "Ha! We so totally knew you were going to say that! Ha ha" and we lamely high fived each other xD. Then as a comeback he was like "Well, um, that was only my stereotypical guess." P. likes J. and I like K. so it's very weird xD. Anyways, my entertainment from J.'s fail stereotypical comment died a soon death, so I remembered that K. was gone TT^TT. So I started "crying" and complaining that I was going to die. So J. did his weird yet really cute (yes I think he's cute, but I'm not attracted to him. Plus I would never steal my friend's guy ^ ^) evil smile, and he was like "Oh, so you like K." and I was like "owo..*remembers that it has to be kept a secret and does sudden expression change in split second*...-.- how'd you come up with that? I was talking about how I was going to die because of the ELA test." But what I was really thinking was "Few~ nice save..." But he didn't buy it because later on in the day he was like "You like K.~" -.-;; ....damn, so he's smarter than I thought. I mean yeah, he's in the advanced eighth grade class, but he's still kind of dense >.>
Anyways, I hope I get a good grade on the ELA.
But I really hope K. goes to after school tutoring tomorrow. He didn't come today because of the stupid ELA test tomorrow, so he went home early to study. TT^TT see tests only bring bad things. But tomorrow is after school tutoring, so he has to come! Plus we had to pay for it. So he's probably going to come tomorrow! ^ ^ That thought makes me happy. Today's after school was musical theater. Yes, I'm in musical theater even though I suck at singing! I like to act though. Acting is fun. But I don't really see it as a career choice for me. It's just something I like to do. I want to become a robotic engineer ^ ^ ....so me and K. both want to become scientist. Hm..we'd make a rich couple. lol xD
Ah ha~ can't wait until tomorrow! (:
^ ^ ta ta~
Tuesday, May 3, 2011
Monday, May 2, 2011
So Much Work
Waaaahhh!!! TT~TT *sob sob*
I think I failed my math test! It was on quadratic equations and I wasn't able to answer the last question and it's worth 15 points. > < I got stuck and didn't know what to do. My friend was studying with me the day before and after the test she was like "See I told you we should have studied it more." And I was like "We didn't study this! You were telling me about some other super hard thing!" > < It was so frustrating. Anyways, the highest score I can get without those 15 points is 85! A friggin' 85!! That's less than 90! Barely a passing grade!! Damn. Why didn't I borrow that math book with all the practice questions?!?! > < I got too cocky. I'm really depressed no...>.> sigh~ I wonder what my dad will say. He'll probably give me a really disappointed look and long lesson on how to do quadratic equations. TT^TT why can't I understand stupid quadratics?!
Anyways, tomorrow I have the stupid ELA test. I have to do the ELA test the day after tomorrow too. Book 1 and book 2 are done on separate days. I wonder why. Can't we just get it done and over with in one day? And after that I have another math test on Thursday. Ugh! So much studying. I think I should do some practice stuff for the ELA tomorrow. Maybe after this blog. No, wait I got stupid homework too!!! -.- damn.
And then there's also my science project being due on Monday the 9. I have the state math test on Tuesday and Wednesday as well. I hate testing >.> mostly because you have to study. I'd rather be watching anime or reading manga! I'd actually exercise instead of do a test. And that's saying something because I dislike exercising very very very much. Oh well, it's just apart of life and so I got to deal with it -__- unfortunately.
Plus on top of all the studying I have to do for school, I also have to study up on stuff for my crush.
The guy I like wants to be an astrophysicist, and I have no idea what that is. My dad said something to me about it, but I'm not sure if he's correct. So I have to go study about that later. I did a little research this morning, according to Wikipedia, astrophysics is the branch of astronomy that has to do with the physics of the universe. Wait that's just based on memory. Let me check if I'm correct. Yup, that's what it says in Wikipedia. Ugh! That's what's so frustrating about me. I have such great memory about the guy I like, but I suck when it comes to normal things. > < I'm weird like that. Also the guy I like is Hindu, so I need to study the Hindu religion as well. I know that I'm Asian and he's Indian, but I think he's awesome. So for those of you who are against it, go talk to someone who cares about your racist opinions :P. Anyways, I don't know how my dad would accept it if anything were to happen in the future between me and my crush (probably not, but still). I think he'd except. Because the other day when we were leaving from the park, we saw two people getting married. The girl was Asian and the guy was Indian. (wow so ironic). Anyways, my aunt (who sadly left today) said "Oh my god, she's marrying an Indian guy." And I suddenly got offensive (which hard to do. Im not really easily offended) and went into defense mode, "What's wrong with marrying an Indian guy?" My aunt was like "Parents aren't usually okay with it." was her answer. Then I turned to my dad and was like "Would you care if the guy I married was not Chinese?" and he looked at me through the review mirror, "As long as he treats you right." Was what he said. That was an unexpected answer. Anyways, I'm happy because then I'd get approval because my crush is a really kind person ^ ^.
Lately, I've been kind of worried about my crush though because he has really big bags underneath his eyes. So I was worried about whether or not he's been sleeping well. :( I get have him ruining his health. Then after school today, I saw him ^ ^ we started walking home together. I started telling him about how I didn't think I did too well on the quadratics test, and somehow that led to the ELA. He was like "You know how I study for the ELA?" and was like "How?" And he pulled out some kind of bottle and was like "With drugs." Obviously it was a joke so I started laughing. ( I thought it was some kind of candy bottle.) But then he was like "No seriously." And he pulled out the bottle again so I could have a better look. (I was so worried. I was like DRUGS? O.O) It was just one of those 5 hour energy things. I let out the breath I didn't know I was holding and relaxed. "Oh." I said. Everything made sense after that. He's probably been taking that so he can study late and still have enough energy for school. ^ ^ that would explain his sleepy expression. I just hope he stops after all the testing. It's still not very good for him > < !
He's a big boy, I guess he can take care of himself. But I still worry! Sigh~ I guess I just have to trust that he's smart enough to know what's good for him or not. I know he smart though ^ ^ because he's going to a good school next year, and his grades are good. Plus he's in the advance class.
Sigh~ now I got to go do homework and study. No time for blogging right now TT^TT
^ ^ ta ta~
I think I failed my math test! It was on quadratic equations and I wasn't able to answer the last question and it's worth 15 points. > < I got stuck and didn't know what to do. My friend was studying with me the day before and after the test she was like "See I told you we should have studied it more." And I was like "We didn't study this! You were telling me about some other super hard thing!" > < It was so frustrating. Anyways, the highest score I can get without those 15 points is 85! A friggin' 85!! That's less than 90! Barely a passing grade!! Damn. Why didn't I borrow that math book with all the practice questions?!?! > < I got too cocky. I'm really depressed no...>.> sigh~ I wonder what my dad will say. He'll probably give me a really disappointed look and long lesson on how to do quadratic equations. TT^TT why can't I understand stupid quadratics?!
Anyways, tomorrow I have the stupid ELA test. I have to do the ELA test the day after tomorrow too. Book 1 and book 2 are done on separate days. I wonder why. Can't we just get it done and over with in one day? And after that I have another math test on Thursday. Ugh! So much studying. I think I should do some practice stuff for the ELA tomorrow. Maybe after this blog. No, wait I got stupid homework too!!! -.- damn.
And then there's also my science project being due on Monday the 9. I have the state math test on Tuesday and Wednesday as well. I hate testing >.> mostly because you have to study. I'd rather be watching anime or reading manga! I'd actually exercise instead of do a test. And that's saying something because I dislike exercising very very very much. Oh well, it's just apart of life and so I got to deal with it -__- unfortunately.
Plus on top of all the studying I have to do for school, I also have to study up on stuff for my crush.
The guy I like wants to be an astrophysicist, and I have no idea what that is. My dad said something to me about it, but I'm not sure if he's correct. So I have to go study about that later. I did a little research this morning, according to Wikipedia, astrophysics is the branch of astronomy that has to do with the physics of the universe. Wait that's just based on memory. Let me check if I'm correct. Yup, that's what it says in Wikipedia. Ugh! That's what's so frustrating about me. I have such great memory about the guy I like, but I suck when it comes to normal things. > < I'm weird like that. Also the guy I like is Hindu, so I need to study the Hindu religion as well. I know that I'm Asian and he's Indian, but I think he's awesome. So for those of you who are against it, go talk to someone who cares about your racist opinions :P. Anyways, I don't know how my dad would accept it if anything were to happen in the future between me and my crush (probably not, but still). I think he'd except. Because the other day when we were leaving from the park, we saw two people getting married. The girl was Asian and the guy was Indian. (wow so ironic). Anyways, my aunt (who sadly left today) said "Oh my god, she's marrying an Indian guy." And I suddenly got offensive (which hard to do. Im not really easily offended) and went into defense mode, "What's wrong with marrying an Indian guy?" My aunt was like "Parents aren't usually okay with it." was her answer. Then I turned to my dad and was like "Would you care if the guy I married was not Chinese?" and he looked at me through the review mirror, "As long as he treats you right." Was what he said. That was an unexpected answer. Anyways, I'm happy because then I'd get approval because my crush is a really kind person ^ ^.
Lately, I've been kind of worried about my crush though because he has really big bags underneath his eyes. So I was worried about whether or not he's been sleeping well. :( I get have him ruining his health. Then after school today, I saw him ^ ^ we started walking home together. I started telling him about how I didn't think I did too well on the quadratics test, and somehow that led to the ELA. He was like "You know how I study for the ELA?" and was like "How?" And he pulled out some kind of bottle and was like "With drugs." Obviously it was a joke so I started laughing. ( I thought it was some kind of candy bottle.) But then he was like "No seriously." And he pulled out the bottle again so I could have a better look. (I was so worried. I was like DRUGS? O.O) It was just one of those 5 hour energy things. I let out the breath I didn't know I was holding and relaxed. "Oh." I said. Everything made sense after that. He's probably been taking that so he can study late and still have enough energy for school. ^ ^ that would explain his sleepy expression. I just hope he stops after all the testing. It's still not very good for him > < !
He's a big boy, I guess he can take care of himself. But I still worry! Sigh~ I guess I just have to trust that he's smart enough to know what's good for him or not. I know he smart though ^ ^ because he's going to a good school next year, and his grades are good. Plus he's in the advance class.
Sigh~ now I got to go do homework and study. No time for blogging right now TT^TT
^ ^ ta ta~
Sunday, May 1, 2011
Yesterday with My Aunt
Yesterday was pretty fun :D
My aunt demanded that we go to the mall and some place with some kind of ice dessert. Italian Ice, I think that's what she called it. Before we went to the mall, we went to my house and rested for awhile. I was eating a snack and sat down when my aunt said "Oh my god! You got a big hole in your butt." And I was like "....what? o.o" She pointed to my butt and was like "In your jeans, there's a hole!" and I looked down at my jeans. There was a GIANT friggin' hole in my jeans! It went like half way around my leg. My dad and sister started cracking up. My aunt was like "Didn't you feel like some kind of breeze or anything?" "I felt nothing! How the hell did I get a friggin' hole in my jeans!?!" It was so stupid xD. Before this little incident I went to go eat at a dim sum restaurant (I said so in my last entry). I wonder if I got my hole there. If I did, that would have been embarrassing. Now that I think about it, I did get a few funny looks from some of the elderly Chinese woman there >.> This one lady at the table next to me was staring at me as I sat down with a funny smile. I was like "what's her problem?" xD but I think I know now. Lolz I didn't really like those jeans anyways. My dad is keeping them so we can hang it on the wall and make some kind of wall pockets or something xD. Anyways, me only having 2 pairs of jeans left made going to the mall an even better idea. When we went to a store (Gap I think) my dad and I went to the jeans section, while my aunt went to go get clothes for her children. I suck when it comes to buying clothes because my dad always did it for me, but my dad knows nothing about girl's clothing sizes. So when we went to the jean section and saw stuff like 24/0a and 26/2L. And me and my dad was like "WTF!?! O.o what do these numbers mean and why the hell are there letters?!" We had no idea what the heck the sizes stood for. It was like you had to be some kind of high level spy that's good with codes or something! So we called my aunt over to help us because she's a girl who has been buying her own clothes for quite sometime now. She comes over and looks at us as if we're stupid xD. She goes on saying something about how L = long and r = regular. When she was talking about what the numbers mean, I had no idea what the heck she was mumbling about. I think the 24 in 24/0r or the 26 in 26/2L represents the waist and the 2 or 0 represents the length. I'm not sure though! Sigh~ why is everything so complicated. And the most annoying part is that, yea they make stupid codes for clothing sizes but that there's also (yea there's more to the annoyingness of it all) different styles. There's like sexy boot or perfect boot or long and lean. And they all fit differently. I remember we got different styles in the same size but some were too long or some were too loose. My aunt made me model the stuff for her, and she was so loud in the fitting room. Everyone was looking at her funny, which caused them to look at me. > < it was so embarrassing. In the end I bought two pairs of jeans after trying on about 7 different styles and sizes. We spent like 2 hours in that store. After that I was so tired. Yes, I know I'm a girl, and should be used to shopping for hours. But I rarely go shopping. I just buy everything online. It's so much easier ^ ^;;. We spent like another 3 hours there. That's 5 hours of shopping I could have spent on watching anime TT^TT. Afterwards we went to that Italian ice place. It was pretty good. I got strawberry banana flavor. My dad got pina colada (i think that's how you spell it). My aunt started complaining to my dad (she's the younger sister and was the baby in the family. so she speaks her mind a lot) about how he should have gotten a more "unique" flavor like cantaloupe because most places doesn't normally have those kinds of flavors or something. But my dad was like "I'll eat what I want to eat :P" xD my dad is funny. My aunt was like "Hmph >3< well you're stupid." Lolz I watched these two fight all day like how two siblings usually do. On our way to the mall they spent the whole time arguing about who's car was better. My aunt was like "Town and Country isn't as good as Toyota. I have a Toyota." Blah blah blah.. And my dad was like "You're so Chinese. Chinese people get Toyota." xD I was like "huh?" what does race have anything to do with what car you like? Maybe he ran out of comebacks. But I don't get what that's suppose to do because we are Chinese xD. My dad likes to be different so maybe he was trying to say "You're like everybody else." I don't know. But it was funny watching them bicker. It was over stupid stuff. My dad was like saying stuff like "Town and Country isn't as expensive as Toyota and you get better stuff." And my aunt was like "No" and so on. xD It was hilarious. Now I know how my dad feels whenever me and my sister fights over stupid stuff. We didn't get hope until 11:30 pm yesterday. Which is really late for us. We usually come home by like 7 xD. My family doesn't get out to often. We're all otakus. xD even my dad. He'd rather stay home and watch the new Naruto episode then go out and find a girlfriend. Lolz. Anyways, yesterday was fun and I liked it :D
My aunt demanded that we go to the mall and some place with some kind of ice dessert. Italian Ice, I think that's what she called it. Before we went to the mall, we went to my house and rested for awhile. I was eating a snack and sat down when my aunt said "Oh my god! You got a big hole in your butt." And I was like "....what? o.o" She pointed to my butt and was like "In your jeans, there's a hole!" and I looked down at my jeans. There was a GIANT friggin' hole in my jeans! It went like half way around my leg. My dad and sister started cracking up. My aunt was like "Didn't you feel like some kind of breeze or anything?" "I felt nothing! How the hell did I get a friggin' hole in my jeans!?!" It was so stupid xD. Before this little incident I went to go eat at a dim sum restaurant (I said so in my last entry). I wonder if I got my hole there. If I did, that would have been embarrassing. Now that I think about it, I did get a few funny looks from some of the elderly Chinese woman there >.> This one lady at the table next to me was staring at me as I sat down with a funny smile. I was like "what's her problem?" xD but I think I know now. Lolz I didn't really like those jeans anyways. My dad is keeping them so we can hang it on the wall and make some kind of wall pockets or something xD. Anyways, me only having 2 pairs of jeans left made going to the mall an even better idea. When we went to a store (Gap I think) my dad and I went to the jeans section, while my aunt went to go get clothes for her children. I suck when it comes to buying clothes because my dad always did it for me, but my dad knows nothing about girl's clothing sizes. So when we went to the jean section and saw stuff like 24/0a and 26/2L. And me and my dad was like "WTF!?! O.o what do these numbers mean and why the hell are there letters?!" We had no idea what the heck the sizes stood for. It was like you had to be some kind of high level spy that's good with codes or something! So we called my aunt over to help us because she's a girl who has been buying her own clothes for quite sometime now. She comes over and looks at us as if we're stupid xD. She goes on saying something about how L = long and r = regular. When she was talking about what the numbers mean, I had no idea what the heck she was mumbling about. I think the 24 in 24/0r or the 26 in 26/2L represents the waist and the 2 or 0 represents the length. I'm not sure though! Sigh~ why is everything so complicated. And the most annoying part is that, yea they make stupid codes for clothing sizes but that there's also (yea there's more to the annoyingness of it all) different styles. There's like sexy boot or perfect boot or long and lean. And they all fit differently. I remember we got different styles in the same size but some were too long or some were too loose. My aunt made me model the stuff for her, and she was so loud in the fitting room. Everyone was looking at her funny, which caused them to look at me. > < it was so embarrassing. In the end I bought two pairs of jeans after trying on about 7 different styles and sizes. We spent like 2 hours in that store. After that I was so tired. Yes, I know I'm a girl, and should be used to shopping for hours. But I rarely go shopping. I just buy everything online. It's so much easier ^ ^;;. We spent like another 3 hours there. That's 5 hours of shopping I could have spent on watching anime TT^TT. Afterwards we went to that Italian ice place. It was pretty good. I got strawberry banana flavor. My dad got pina colada (i think that's how you spell it). My aunt started complaining to my dad (she's the younger sister and was the baby in the family. so she speaks her mind a lot) about how he should have gotten a more "unique" flavor like cantaloupe because most places doesn't normally have those kinds of flavors or something. But my dad was like "I'll eat what I want to eat :P" xD my dad is funny. My aunt was like "Hmph >3< well you're stupid." Lolz I watched these two fight all day like how two siblings usually do. On our way to the mall they spent the whole time arguing about who's car was better. My aunt was like "Town and Country isn't as good as Toyota. I have a Toyota." Blah blah blah.. And my dad was like "You're so Chinese. Chinese people get Toyota." xD I was like "huh?" what does race have anything to do with what car you like? Maybe he ran out of comebacks. But I don't get what that's suppose to do because we are Chinese xD. My dad likes to be different so maybe he was trying to say "You're like everybody else." I don't know. But it was funny watching them bicker. It was over stupid stuff. My dad was like saying stuff like "Town and Country isn't as expensive as Toyota and you get better stuff." And my aunt was like "No" and so on. xD It was hilarious. Now I know how my dad feels whenever me and my sister fights over stupid stuff. We didn't get hope until 11:30 pm yesterday. Which is really late for us. We usually come home by like 7 xD. My family doesn't get out to often. We're all otakus. xD even my dad. He'd rather stay home and watch the new Naruto episode then go out and find a girlfriend. Lolz. Anyways, yesterday was fun and I liked it :D
Saturday, April 30, 2011
May Calendar
The month of April is almost over, and May is approaching. Thus, I made myself a May calendar using the almighty epicly awesome microsoft publisher! I make customized calendars for myself on publisher. :D I make all kinds of things on publisher. For example, I use publisher for birthday cards, other kinds of cards, school projects, and other stuff. Publisher is good for that kind of stuff and it makes my life so much easier! Like the birthday cards for example. It's cheaper to make it myself, and it looks sort of cooler.
For this May, I've decided to have a Kyoya Hibari from Hitman Reborn theme. Hibari-kun's birthday is in May, so it's only logical to make him the theme of my May calendar ^ ^
Here's a picture of it:
^ ^ awesome right? Damn he's so hot. For my April calendar, I had a Setsuna F. Seiei theme because my Sestuna-sama's birthday is in April. Lolz I put some weird holidays on there xD (dance like a chicken day and wear purple for peace day. plus hibari-kun's birthday). Let me explain. I looked up the holidays for May because I don't know I just wanted too. Anyways, I found these really weird/funny holidays that I felt like adding to my calendar. Oh, and I purposely didn't include mother's day because my parents are divorced and I live with my dad. And I don't see visit my mom (i'm glad about that, she's a psycho >.>) Even so, I think I should have included mother's day on it because I forgot about my grandma xD. She's my dad's mom, so we celebrate it with her. Oops. Oh well, I know it's the second Sunday of May, right? ...Ok so maybe I don't know for sure, but I'm pretty sure my dad will remember xD. Speaking of which I should go make her a happy mother's day card on publisher.
Anyways, my aunt from Pennsylvania came for a visit yesterday. And today we're going to eat at a Dim Sum (don't know how to spell it, just sounding it out. hope i got it right xD) place for lunch. I love Dim Sum
(asian type food that even non-asians like)! It's so yummy. :3 can't wait to go. Plus it's nice seeing my aunt and her baby boy cousin. She has 3 other children that could come because they have school.
Oh snap! We're leaving now. Well, I guess I got to go get ready :)
^ ^ ta ta~
For this May, I've decided to have a Kyoya Hibari from Hitman Reborn theme. Hibari-kun's birthday is in May, so it's only logical to make him the theme of my May calendar ^ ^
Here's a picture of it:
^ ^ awesome right? Damn he's so hot. For my April calendar, I had a Setsuna F. Seiei theme because my Sestuna-sama's birthday is in April. Lolz I put some weird holidays on there xD (dance like a chicken day and wear purple for peace day. plus hibari-kun's birthday). Let me explain. I looked up the holidays for May because I don't know I just wanted too. Anyways, I found these really weird/funny holidays that I felt like adding to my calendar. Oh, and I purposely didn't include mother's day because my parents are divorced and I live with my dad. And I don't see visit my mom (i'm glad about that, she's a psycho >.>) Even so, I think I should have included mother's day on it because I forgot about my grandma xD. She's my dad's mom, so we celebrate it with her. Oops. Oh well, I know it's the second Sunday of May, right? ...Ok so maybe I don't know for sure, but I'm pretty sure my dad will remember xD. Speaking of which I should go make her a happy mother's day card on publisher.
Anyways, my aunt from Pennsylvania came for a visit yesterday. And today we're going to eat at a Dim Sum (don't know how to spell it, just sounding it out. hope i got it right xD) place for lunch. I love Dim Sum
(asian type food that even non-asians like)! It's so yummy. :3 can't wait to go. Plus it's nice seeing my aunt and her baby boy cousin. She has 3 other children that could come because they have school.
Oh snap! We're leaving now. Well, I guess I got to go get ready :)
^ ^ ta ta~
Friday, April 29, 2011
Time in Art
I wouldn't really say I'm an "artsy" person. I mean I can get creative sometimes..., but I'm no good at drawing or painting or anything of that sort. ^ ^;; my friends are, and I'm really jealous. Anyways, since my friends are really artsy people, I got stuck into spending a lot of my time in art class -.-
We go during lunch period every Monday through Wednesday. The art teacher always asks us to do the extra projects like art contests and stuff too. Sigh~ I'm not really inspiring to be an artist when I grow older, so it feels like I could be doing something else >.> But my art teacher is like one of those really nice people that makes you feel bad or mean for saying no. I don't have enough will power ^ ^;; to say no to her, so I get stuck into doing a whole bunch of stuff. I mean I'm not a bad drawer (pretty average), but when I see the kind of work I do, and then see Luka-chan's or Nyu-chan's work, I feel so bad about mine TT^TT. It's like "wow!" when you look at theirs. And when you see mine it's like "nice." >3< and nice sounds so lame. That's why when we have to do some kind of art project, I don't pick the same picture as Luka-chan or Nyu-chan to base my drawing off. I don't want to draw the picture, just to see that they can do it better than me. I'm better at tracing pictures than they are >.> but that can't beat natural talent. Luka-chan's drawings are very girly and very well drawn. But when she draws people they're very unnatural, like not human. She hasn't mastered the skill of drawing a person's curves. For example, the leg isn't just a straight line down to the foot. There's a curve for your thighs and then a smaller curve for your bottom leg part (> < I don't know what it's called). So yea, when I draw people I try to do that..but I still suck xD ah my art talents are so fail. Anyways, I sort of like doing to the extra credit stuff because it means I don't have to do four drawings for every marking period xD I can miss one or two. Our last major art project for my group of extra credit art friends was painting these flat glassy-looking plastic sculptures. It was such a pain in the butt because I suck at painting. And the art teacher doesn't seem to know how badly I fail at art, so she makes me do really difficult things like paint the very detailed shoes. (since they were so detailed it was hard to paint). I also painted on a ceramic tile for some kind of police precinct. I painted a picture of a subway train. That was so hard too. But a miracle happened, and it didn't turn out so bad. Luka-chan's was amazing! She won first place (i didn't even know it was some kind of contest o.o), and got to eat breakfast with the police officers at the precinct. She got to eat at some fancy buffet and miss half of school. So unfair > < ! Oh well. I'm kind of glad I didn't ask to go (I could have had Luka-chan ask if I could come or soemthing xD). Why? Because if I went I wouldn't have gotten to see my crush ^ ^. He's a year older than me. So he does things that I'm not allowed to do because I'm one stinkin' grade lower than him. But since I'm in an advanced class, I got to go to one of the ceremony things of tutoring thing that only excepts smart people with an average higher than 88. Anyways, I got to see him in a really sexy suit-ish like thing and found out what he wanted to be when he grows up. Turns out he wants to be an astrophysicist. My dad told me it's person who has to deal with a lot of math, and is able to calculate how many light years it takes for us to get to Neptune or something like that. I might not be explaining this very well, so I would go google it if I were you xD.
Okay, back to art. I kind of like drawing sometimes. I mean it's not like I absolutely dread it, and hate my friends for dragging me into doing extra unnecessary stuff when they never do that for me...hm not that I think about it, I'm too nice >3< and my friends take advantage of that. Well, I guess they do things for me too sometimes. ^ ^ well either way, it doesn't really matter. They're good people (with a slightly twisted personality) and I like them :P. Anyways, I think drawing is kind of relaxing. It helps me get away from all the drama. It's something to do that's pretty fun. And I just love that feeling you get after finishing an art project (only if it turns out good xD). I always feel proud of myself when I finish a drawing or something. Oh I forgot to mention, usually on Mondays, I skip gym to do extra art stuff too. But since my crush goes to gym class the same time I do, I'm not going to skip gym anymore ^ ^ ~. Before I would skip gym because I didn't like him before and besides who likes exercising? I bet a lot of people do. It's really healthy for you. Sigh~ but I'm one of those lazy people who likes taking long naps in the afternoon xD. However, since I like a certain guy now, I shall sacrifice the chance of possibly being forced to exercise for him and go to gym class. And that's a big thing because I normally wouldn't do such a thing. Not even for a guy that I liked. But this guy is just so...I don't know how to explain it. He's almost perfect ^ ^. He's got awesome grades (going to a really good school and is in the advance class), he's cute (hot!), I can talk to him very easily and he makes me laugh, and he's the perfect gentleman (opens doors and doesn't let me pay for stuff xD)! Plus he's a good person :) good people are cool. Do you think I'm crazy or selfish for skipping out on doing "fun" extra art stuff with my friends to go spend time with my crush? (btw i only spend like 2 hours with him every other day, but spend a practically a whole school day with my friends.)[so i spend enough time with them right? and deserve time with him, right?] xD sorry for the odd questions of whether it's fine to see my crush or not. I just always say I should put my friends first (and I do!) but I deserve to be a little selfish once in awhile, right? ^~^;; I feel so unsure. stupid guy problems -.- causing me unnecessary trouble and worries. Sigh~ the dramas of my life. lol xD. Drama can be interesting and suck at the same time :P
^ ^ ta ta~
We go during lunch period every Monday through Wednesday. The art teacher always asks us to do the extra projects like art contests and stuff too. Sigh~ I'm not really inspiring to be an artist when I grow older, so it feels like I could be doing something else >.> But my art teacher is like one of those really nice people that makes you feel bad or mean for saying no. I don't have enough will power ^ ^;; to say no to her, so I get stuck into doing a whole bunch of stuff. I mean I'm not a bad drawer (pretty average), but when I see the kind of work I do, and then see Luka-chan's or Nyu-chan's work, I feel so bad about mine TT^TT. It's like "wow!" when you look at theirs. And when you see mine it's like "nice." >3< and nice sounds so lame. That's why when we have to do some kind of art project, I don't pick the same picture as Luka-chan or Nyu-chan to base my drawing off. I don't want to draw the picture, just to see that they can do it better than me. I'm better at tracing pictures than they are >.> but that can't beat natural talent. Luka-chan's drawings are very girly and very well drawn. But when she draws people they're very unnatural, like not human. She hasn't mastered the skill of drawing a person's curves. For example, the leg isn't just a straight line down to the foot. There's a curve for your thighs and then a smaller curve for your bottom leg part (> < I don't know what it's called). So yea, when I draw people I try to do that..but I still suck xD ah my art talents are so fail. Anyways, I sort of like doing to the extra credit stuff because it means I don't have to do four drawings for every marking period xD I can miss one or two. Our last major art project for my group of extra credit art friends was painting these flat glassy-looking plastic sculptures. It was such a pain in the butt because I suck at painting. And the art teacher doesn't seem to know how badly I fail at art, so she makes me do really difficult things like paint the very detailed shoes. (since they were so detailed it was hard to paint). I also painted on a ceramic tile for some kind of police precinct. I painted a picture of a subway train. That was so hard too. But a miracle happened, and it didn't turn out so bad. Luka-chan's was amazing! She won first place (i didn't even know it was some kind of contest o.o), and got to eat breakfast with the police officers at the precinct. She got to eat at some fancy buffet and miss half of school. So unfair > < ! Oh well. I'm kind of glad I didn't ask to go (I could have had Luka-chan ask if I could come or soemthing xD). Why? Because if I went I wouldn't have gotten to see my crush ^ ^. He's a year older than me. So he does things that I'm not allowed to do because I'm one stinkin' grade lower than him. But since I'm in an advanced class, I got to go to one of the ceremony things of tutoring thing that only excepts smart people with an average higher than 88. Anyways, I got to see him in a really sexy suit-ish like thing and found out what he wanted to be when he grows up. Turns out he wants to be an astrophysicist. My dad told me it's person who has to deal with a lot of math, and is able to calculate how many light years it takes for us to get to Neptune or something like that. I might not be explaining this very well, so I would go google it if I were you xD.
Okay, back to art. I kind of like drawing sometimes. I mean it's not like I absolutely dread it, and hate my friends for dragging me into doing extra unnecessary stuff when they never do that for me...hm not that I think about it, I'm too nice >3< and my friends take advantage of that. Well, I guess they do things for me too sometimes. ^ ^ well either way, it doesn't really matter. They're good people (with a slightly twisted personality) and I like them :P. Anyways, I think drawing is kind of relaxing. It helps me get away from all the drama. It's something to do that's pretty fun. And I just love that feeling you get after finishing an art project (only if it turns out good xD). I always feel proud of myself when I finish a drawing or something. Oh I forgot to mention, usually on Mondays, I skip gym to do extra art stuff too. But since my crush goes to gym class the same time I do, I'm not going to skip gym anymore ^ ^ ~. Before I would skip gym because I didn't like him before and besides who likes exercising? I bet a lot of people do. It's really healthy for you. Sigh~ but I'm one of those lazy people who likes taking long naps in the afternoon xD. However, since I like a certain guy now, I shall sacrifice the chance of possibly being forced to exercise for him and go to gym class. And that's a big thing because I normally wouldn't do such a thing. Not even for a guy that I liked. But this guy is just so...I don't know how to explain it. He's almost perfect ^ ^. He's got awesome grades (going to a really good school and is in the advance class), he's cute (hot!), I can talk to him very easily and he makes me laugh, and he's the perfect gentleman (opens doors and doesn't let me pay for stuff xD)! Plus he's a good person :) good people are cool. Do you think I'm crazy or selfish for skipping out on doing "fun" extra art stuff with my friends to go spend time with my crush? (btw i only spend like 2 hours with him every other day, but spend a practically a whole school day with my friends.)[so i spend enough time with them right? and deserve time with him, right?] xD sorry for the odd questions of whether it's fine to see my crush or not. I just always say I should put my friends first (and I do!) but I deserve to be a little selfish once in awhile, right? ^~^;; I feel so unsure. stupid guy problems -.- causing me unnecessary trouble and worries. Sigh~ the dramas of my life. lol xD. Drama can be interesting and suck at the same time :P
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Wednesday, April 27, 2011
Back to School
TT^TT school started today. Sigh~ it's not like I don't like school. It just can be annoying sometimes. It felt like I never left though xD. Nothing changed. The "spring fling" event that was going to happen at my school got postponed because of the stupid rain. I like the rain (it sounds pretty ^ ^) but it can be bothersome sometimes. :( I was kind of looking for to the spring fling. We were probably going to do some boring activities and eat gross BBQ, but I don't have to wear my school uniform (i hate uniforms. it kills our individuality) and I get to miss a few classes. Anyways, on my first day back I got to see Luka again, who is by the way my best friend. I missed her. We haven't been talking a lot over the phone anymore. Hm... oh well. Anyways, over the spring vacation, she discovered what fan service is and became addicted. For those of you who don't know, fan service is (i think) when a character does something that makes you spazz out and go all fan crazy. xD fan service is awesome. But Luka can get a little too obsessed >.> ... Throughout the whole day she was like "I LOVE FAN SERVICE!!!" and I was like "-__-;; um ok...that's like the hundredth time today." xD people who knew what she was talking about looked at her funny. She has told me multiple times that there is funny Grimmjow fan service pictures and that there's very "hot" fan service pictures of Ulquiorra. ^ ^;; she's an odd person, but I love her anyways xD. Oh, I was also happy that I went to school because I got to see my crush ^ ^. Yes, like many other girls, I have a futile crush. Hm... well I don't really think I have a chance, but at least we're friends so I get to talk to him quite often ^ ^. It sucks when you like someone who doesn't know you because it's like "I want to know everything, but I can't ask you because we're strangers." Sigh~ I know that and how it feels to be in that situation because it has happened to me. xD yeah my love life is very messy. Luckily, the guy I like now is a friend (that's easy to talk to) and he's a very smart and nice person (and not like the last guy I liked. that guy was a total jerk). .... >.> but it's still a hopeless crush that'll probably never grow into anything more. (such depressing thoughts). Anyways, ^ ^ I'm glad I get to see my friends again. My spring vacation was pretty good too. Life is good~ :)
Awww >3< but now that school has started, I'll probably be blogging less. Well I shall try to blog at least every other day. I probably will since testing is coming soon, and the teachers are probably going to give us less homework so we can study ^ ^. I'm pretty smart (...i think so at least o.o) so I don't need to study that much. So no worries. Even though that school started I shall blog, but if there's like large amount of time between each blog entry, I'm stuck doing stupid homework = u = (this is me apologizing ahead of time btw)
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Awww >3< but now that school has started, I'll probably be blogging less. Well I shall try to blog at least every other day. I probably will since testing is coming soon, and the teachers are probably going to give us less homework so we can study ^ ^. I'm pretty smart (...i think so at least o.o) so I don't need to study that much. So no worries. Even though that school started I shall blog, but if there's like large amount of time between each blog entry, I'm stuck doing stupid homework = u = (this is me apologizing ahead of time btw)
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Sunday, April 24, 2011
Happy Easter!! ^ ^
Happy Easter!! ~
Today, I went on my first easter egg hunt in the last 4 or 5 years. I went to the zoo to do the egg hunt. I thought it'd be pretty cool since it was at the zoo. I went with my family (dad, 2 lil' brothers, and sister). To tell you the truth, it sucked xD. I stood in line waiting for about an hour. Not to mention, it was hot and humid. The sun was blazing on my head, and trust me that's not to fun when your hair is black (dark colors absorb more heat). Plus the smell of animal poop was everywhere. So when I finally made it into the egg hunt area, I was only able to get 4 eggs! Plus, the "hunt" in easter egg hunt got lost somewhere. When you go to these easter events, they just toss the eggs all over the floor and you just pick them up. -.- there's no hunt. What ever happened to hiding the eggs? Sigh~ people must have gotten lazy over the years. The candy sucked too. But I guess that 20 minute experience was fun... >.> ok no not really. And after the egg hunt, we went walking around the zoo. Animals are nice and all, but exercising is my least favorite thing. So running to catch up with your little brothers around a smelly zoo when it's hot is not a pleasant idea.
Well, I hope your easter was a lot better than mine. :)
Again, Happy Easter!
^ ^ ta ta~
Today, I went on my first easter egg hunt in the last 4 or 5 years. I went to the zoo to do the egg hunt. I thought it'd be pretty cool since it was at the zoo. I went with my family (dad, 2 lil' brothers, and sister). To tell you the truth, it sucked xD. I stood in line waiting for about an hour. Not to mention, it was hot and humid. The sun was blazing on my head, and trust me that's not to fun when your hair is black (dark colors absorb more heat). Plus the smell of animal poop was everywhere. So when I finally made it into the egg hunt area, I was only able to get 4 eggs! Plus, the "hunt" in easter egg hunt got lost somewhere. When you go to these easter events, they just toss the eggs all over the floor and you just pick them up. -.- there's no hunt. What ever happened to hiding the eggs? Sigh~ people must have gotten lazy over the years. The candy sucked too. But I guess that 20 minute experience was fun... >.> ok no not really. And after the egg hunt, we went walking around the zoo. Animals are nice and all, but exercising is my least favorite thing. So running to catch up with your little brothers around a smelly zoo when it's hot is not a pleasant idea.
Well, I hope your easter was a lot better than mine. :)
Again, Happy Easter!
^ ^ ta ta~
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